#i’m scared out of my mind

[worldsbiggestnerd101]

i want my gf so bad rn

i need her here with me or at the very least i need to text her but she’s not gonna see it til god knows when

i’d feel bad for telling her all this anyway, i don’t want her to worry

[annwayne]

I have surgery monday and it’s very minor but that doesn’t stop the anxiety from anxietying so-

Send me asks about my fics/art, about your fics/art, about headcanons, personal aus, popular aus, request lines from my wips, share lines from your wips, give me cat photos. Whatever and anything to help tomorrow be a little better.

Please?

[justanotherbarrelrat]

Volcra shrieking crying throwing up at the idea of young Kaz on screen I’m not ready for this

[wyattsloml]

WTF THAT DOUBLE MINOR CALL

[novelconcepts]

I live in a neighborhood I generally regard as safe for queer people. I live in a city pretty well known for being progressive, liberal, open to minorities. I live in a place I actively chose because it felt safe for me, my wife, my queer siblings, my friends of color. A place where there are endless Love is Love placards, pro-science measures, pro-Gaza notices in public windows. A place I love dearly for all of these reasons.

There are still Trump signs here. There are still proud bigots, loudly announcing they’re going to vote for that piece of shit. Here. In my safe neighborhood, in my liberal city. Here, where I can’t not see them. Here, they are still trying like hell to take away democracy. My liberties. My safety. Everything I hold dear, every reason I moved here in the first place.

The polls don’t matter. The registration numbers only count if the registered actually come out when push comes to shove. Do not rest on your fucking “oh, it couldn’t happen again” laurels, do not get complacent. Do not let your guard down. Vote. It is more critical than ever.

[spadaaces]

Thinking about Akiren and his hometown…. I like to think/headcanon that he doesn’t hate it there. There is a strange sort of comfort being there at times, but it’s not really.. Home anymore. Same with his parents - my hc is that they’re pretty average (he goes through So Much shit all the time I think he deserves a Little bit of normalcy in his life lol). They’re nice and they care for him, but after living in Tokyo for a year and everything that happened that year, there’s this weird gap now.

Akiren went through so much in the span of that year and he changed a lot during that year. We obviously don’t know too much about pre-game Akiren, but it seems like he’s always had this strong conviction, but acted more reserved than he actually is, similar to how he keeps his head down when he’s put on probation. And then he does not only awaken to his persona and is able to rip of that mask both figuratively and literally, but he finds a place where he can truly start being himself. He finds people who also discover themselves and grow alongside him, and makes him stronger - and he finds people he truly belongs with. And despite all the shit they had to go through, it’s also some of the most fun he’s ever had and these people are so special to him and they understand him and he them and -

And then he has to go back home. And he knows they’re gonna miss each other, but also that he’ll see them again. And it is a little nice to be back, it’s peaceful for a change and at least he has Morgana with him. But it’s a bit too peaceful. There’s not the buzz of the city anymore, he’s not used to it being so quiet - he’s not used to having so few people around him anymore. The town is the same, his parents are the same, but he isn’t. And it feels weird cause nothing is necessarily wrong or bad there, he’s just so. Out of place. He’s a completely different person but no one in this town knows that. And so it’s really easy to slip back to how he’s always acted when he’s there. Because this isn’t where his real self is supposed to be.

Then summer rolls around, and he travels back to Tokyo and all his friends are there to welcome him and Morgana back and it finally feels like he can breathe again. Like he’s finally back where he belongs and he’s able to be his full honest self.

He’s home.

[d0d0-b0i]

this entire convo to me is really interesting!

i wonder if this is partly just a way for the devs to tell us that we shan’t yet know all the romance routes, or if it’s a way to show yet again that melinoë continuously hates defining anything real about herself outside of “the mission”, due to a lack of being born into a weapon, and never having the will to choose anything at all really.

what about the mortals? ah who cares, but again, you have many mortal friends(+more) that you refuse to define your positions with because they’re the good ones

but what about the actual valid arguments all of your enemies have made so far? doesn’t matter, it’s either lies or attempts at misguiding you from “the mission”

but what about the fact that you and your group might be wrong? if that’s the case, the part of you that’s wrong can be remolded into something better, including core parts of yourself, so why go through the heartbreak of cutting off branches attached to a rotten tree?

why should gods have to choose, but why does melinoë choose to herself who’s bad and who’s good? what’s black and what’s white? who’s wrong or right? are there not grey areas here? certainly some who fall in line with chronos might actually have a good reason as to why, and mel seems to be fearing this truth.

what would happen if she ever made choices or ever defined anything in her life? all romantic interest is as it is who cares, nobody needs to care just vibe why be serious when there’s “the mission”, hecate is just her mentor-mom-teacher-guardian, nothing weird there that will never anything addressed no way siree! none of her relationships need to be defined because what if she views odysseus more as a brother than zagreus, hecate more as a mom than persephone? what then? what then??

a walking contradiction would have an easier time than her good lord

[davouted]

salutations…. first post im scared GAH!!!! take todays marshal (ft napoleon. Creature.) doodles i guess…. i haven’t draw traditionally for so long HELP i forgot it smudges everywhere 😭😭 davout + lannes + murat !!!!!!

[scissorcraft]

i really want to make isat friends…

[beware-of-you-98]

Whenever I mention emily and jj’s tattoos in writing, I feel like I’m in no way consistent with how I describe them but here’s a more coherent idea of what I believe they are, where they are, and what they represent:

They both have 2

They both have a cover up

They both have a simple tattoo

JJ’s are both colored

Emily’s are both nearly black and white

Emily

Emily’s tattoos both represent her survival from ian doyle

The first one is a small one, right on the inside of her right hip near her pelvis

Tsia went with her to get it done in a gritty alleyway studio in the middle of Amsterdam

It’s a simple calligraphy piece that says “marthanóir” roughly translating as “survivor” in Irish

her second tattoo is smack dab in the middle of her chest on her sternum: the blackbird

The bird is poised in mid-flight, poised with both wings spread wide and flanking its body. The tail feathers are spread out and nearly tuck under her breasts

The piece is in full black and white

Except the tiny orange butterfly perched over the bird’s left shoulder that represents the people she lost (it mainly represents tsia, a love lost)

JJ

JJ’s tattoos have different meanings

One is for Ros

The other represents her rising from the ashes in the aftermath of her abduction and torture

She got her first one her freshman year of college

It was given to her by her roommate/gf at the time

It’s a simple gold ribbon on the side of her left ring finger

Her second one is a massive orange and yellow phoenix (this is one I constantly change I feel but hold on)

This one is MASSIVE

It starts at the top of her left thigh, the tail feathers spread out to cover as far as towards her stomach and her lower back

The main body of the bird is tattooed up her ribcage, the flamed wings outspread to her sternum and to her spine

The long, flamed tail feathers of the bird are what cover up her burn scar, the texture blending in

The eyes are the same color as her boys’ birthstones

One eye is opalescent

The other eye is honey colored

[choices-and-voices]

Okay, but like. The symbolism of Nick being the one who gives shelter to Kieran & MC. The man whom Eisa loved in secret but was too frightened to love in the public, now giving refuge to the child whom Eisa only bore by leaving him & the mortal whom that child openly adores. The fact that Nick has somehow stepped up for both of Eisa’s children, even when they’re fighting each other. The fact that Eisa leaving Nick is both what allowed Kieran to have MC & what orchestrated the current threat between them, and throughout it all Nick has stood steadfast, not on the side of the mortals, or the side of the Fae, but on the side of love. And the fact that he doesn’t even know he is doing it. The fact that Nick looks at Kieran and sees Eisa metaphorically, and he doesn’t even know that he is also seeing her literally. The fact that Kieran is there in Nick’s tavern and they represent everything that Nick fought for long ago, threatened by the person that Nick has been fighting for ever since. The fact that the last of Kieran’s bloodline is trying to kill everything they love, but also the last of Nick’s bloodline is trying to kill everything he could have loved, once, and Nick has stood in the way of that without even knowing what’s going on. The fact that Nick seems almost fated to be a guardian in this story. The fact that Eisa gave him an amulet to keep him alive to protect Jack, and she didn’t even realise she was also keeping him alive to protect Kieran. The fact that Nick has lived the kind of lifespan that Jack & MC both dream of, but Nick has lived it through losing his love, and MC wants it in order to remain with their love, and Jack wants it in order to fight for people like Nick without knowing that Eisa is the reason he’s lived so long in the first place. And the fact that Nick was never meant to live so long, his mind is falling apart, he is fated to protect these people but that also means that he is fated to his doom, and the fact that I don’t know what that means for MC and Jack and Kieran and I just. I just. I just.

I just have feels okay.

[catherine-sketches]

Me: God I love Valentino’s design but he is such a pice of shit

My brain: don’t worry we have Good Valentino at home

The Good Valentino at home:

So I gave Valentino a nice twin! Meet Fabio everyone!!!

In hell because he did the straightest thing you can do: kill a man (several men actually), Fabio is also involved in the sex work industry but in the “small brothel that has medical insurance and strict consent rules where he keeps all of his workers hidden from the exterminations and Valentino and his bullshit”

He meets the Hazbin gang after the battle with the angels when the writing on the wall tells him the Val and his weird stalker tv boyfriend and their lesbian mean friend will start a power grab and turf war and he feels that his small safe brothel will not remain as such for long. So off to the hotel he goes with his 20 or so girls, guys and non-binary pals.

Angel nearly has a heart attack when he sees him at the door for obvious reasons

[gracieblood]

[serious post] guys if you never remember your dreams but then suddenly have a really sad vivid dream about dying of some mysterious illness in a hospital but no one really cares and then the next night have the most disgusting horrible graphic dream where something seems really wrong but you can’t place it and then all your skin starts coming off your body and you wake up unable to stop thinking about it then what does any of that mean.

[hana-bobo-finch]

damnnn I hate it when tumblr doesn’t show me posts from my mutuals and I have to scour through their blogs to see what I missed. How barbaric. Especially hate it when I can tell my own posts aren’t being shown. Listen when I post I want EVERYONE to see it. Like look at this

It’s zasp as a larva 🥰🥰🥰ignore the fact that he is Actively Being Eaten

[dont-hug-me-its-yuri]

Ask game ask game!! (Again)

Aight-

Question 6 - Coffin and question 7 - Both Shrignold and Sketch!

6. What's something you have in common with this character?

genuine fascination with death, if my dream to work in the arts never works out, my plan B is mortician, life is ever fleeting and we are all simply millions of people together on a round ball that is simply a tiny piece of a huge solar system so I say we all just hold hands and frolic through flowers together

7. What's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you like?

For Shrignold, I really love when people characterize them as some messed up Disney princess, I’d definitely associate my own version with Pearl from the 2022 horror movie of the same name and since this is also relevant I associate Coffin with Maxine from X/Maxxxine (if you guys are willing to listen to my post about Coffin and Shrignold dynamic omg)

And for Sketchbook, I honestly love a lot of the human designs that have their body made of oil/ink, I think it’s such a cool visual, people also do this with Lamp and it’s just as cool there…

[restinthewest]

It should come as no surprise to anyone that I have control issues (GSD enthusiast) and because of that, huskies aren’t really my cup of tea

But oh my god I groomed a Siberian yesterday and I SAW THE VISION

He was a screamer and kind of chaotic but was sooo goofy and sweet. He needed some patience but was generally pretty cooperative, really good natured and gave off big class clown vibes.

Also gorgeous, had a fabulous coat, had clearly been exposed to grooming and handling by his owner which was much appreciated.