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One of the biggest things that makes me see Leo as trans is absolutely the size of his carapace in comparison to his brothers’.
And I’m not talking about height! I’m specifically looking at his shell here, because when you compare him to the others, particularly Donnie who is nearly the same height as Leo, it’s very clear that Leo’s carapace is much longer in proportion to the rest of his body.
Like - standing side by side, even though Donnie is shorter his carapace ends noticeably higher up than Leo’s does. And I like this not only because it really helps push the idea that Leo could very likely be trans (or intersex!), but it’s also just a fun design difference between them.
(It also lends way to future scenarios of Donnie eventually getting taller than Leo, but sitting down still has Leo being the taller one haha.)
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#trans leonardo#rottmnt headcanons#rise leo#trans leo#it’s like 4 am and I’m having trans leo feelings again sorry guys#totally get if other people disagree with me on this! but it’s always gonna be my no.1 headcanon fr#his complexion the vibrancy of his colors staying even in adulthood his general demeanor and this? this hc is LOCKED in my brain#plus the times Leo’s depicted in pink white and blue throughout the series like I KNOW it wasn’t on purpose but damn if it doesn’t help#(his nails are also the exact same as his toe nails/claws but I don’t super count this one tbh)#(even though it is TECHNICALLY another point in favor of trans leo)#(mainly because all the boys’ nails are very much more humanoid than turtle)#(just like how their tails aren’t really a factor either since we see them only in their baby forms and never again)#I really like the idea that he was a female red eared slider pre mutation#and Lou Jitsu’s dna paved how his humanoid features came out (aka a more masculine build and voice)#but his turtle features are all very much more in like with a female res#love the thought of rise bros meeting og comic turtle boys and Leo being like wait you guys are res too?? but…you’re not colorful……#one headcanon I have is that - you know the cute chirping and stuff we have the boys do?#I like to think that Leo’s chirping actually sounds more feminine to himself and his bros (so he tends to not do it)#idk I love thinking about this hc a lot and there’s no time like four am to talk about it huh?#future scenario has future Donnie going up to future Leo all smug like ah Nardo how’s the weather down there#and Leo’s all like good *sits down* why don’t you join me :)#Donnie: …*sits and stretches his neck out to be taller still*#Leo calls him a cheater but Donnie calls it ‘making use of his species’s advantages’#but yeah basically for many turtles the case is - bigger carapace? female. smaller carapace? male.#so it’s very interesting to take that knowledge and apply it here#did you know one of the turtles that this rule of thumb DOESNT apply to is alligator snapping turtles? male ones are the bigger ones there!#by a big difference too so Raph’s size makes a LOT of sense
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hey you know what would be fun? a fic where the Royal Guard follows through with their plans to make Ichigo the new Soul King and Grimmjow promptly loses his shit because what the actual fuck Ichigo has already given these people literally everything, twice, and this is how they repay him? recruits Nel and Harribel and Urahara and Yoruichi (after Nel sits on him for a while because Jesus Christ Grimmjow you can’t storm Soul Society by yourself no matter how much you’ve powered up) and it’s the Ryoka Invasion all over again except with pissed off arrancar instead. I just think it would be neat
#king’s court#bleach#grimmichi#orihime and Chad are also there#Ishida is questionable considering the timeline and his feelings about soul society in general#I just have this perfect image in my head of Grimmjow finding out and just going to town on the shinigami over it#like ‘no one in all three fucking worlds deserves that self righteous asshole martyr#but he chooses all over you. over and over again. and for what? how many fucking times have you abandoned him?#my plans haven’t changed I’m gonna tear his throat out with my teeth#but I can’t fucking do that if he’s locked away like some fucked up fairytale princess now can I?’#Nel in the background laughing to herself because wow grimmjow nice save there definitely no one suspects you’re soft for Ichigo#other shinigami come around to help but grimmjow trusts zero of them besides Urahara and Yoruichi so. toss up if he lets them do anything#anything important anyway#okay I’m done#I haven’t read CFYOW btw I just know this is a thing that’s talked about in it#also I know a fic like this exists for ichiruki but I’m deep into my grimmichi era so
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Y’all are aware we probably have to keep it in the top 10 overall into at least the 19th right? One business day after initial intended marketed advertised release supposedly. Then we should be good unless Mark says otherwise.
#don’t count your chickens before they hatch this is amazon we need to keep up the momentum since it’s already started#despite what public platforms and Mark says that this isn’t malicious I’m not buying it I think it was intended#industries actively don’t want indie people succeeding usually and they’ll pull stunts like this easily#or I should say industry execs to be specific and CEOs probably#wouldn’t want to have to start paying a bunch of indie creators fair pay when you can underpay already known companies and brand employees#but there’s a deeper conversation to be had about that in a different day and post and I’m not well educated on it#I hope Markiplier iron lung doesn’t get stuck in production limbo please fingers crossed we make this happen#this really is exposing how scummy the film industry can be thou which is a fascinating look into how bad stuff is#anyway go watch edge of sleep legally if you can!#idk any sites to watch it otherwise atm for people region locked out who wanna talk about it to help support the show#mine#op#the edge of sleep#teos
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Two all 2 people who follow my tumblr
GUYS THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT
If you’re of voting age in the US and not registered, PLEASE REGISTER NOW!
I’m endorsing Kamala Harris for president.
The fact that’s it’s even close makes me sick to my stomach.
You can disagree with Harris or Biden or their administration on a lot of things, but not seeing that she is clearly the better option is scary.
Queer people’s lives depend on this.
If you care about us, PLEASE VOTE
If you are mad at Harris for not stopping the genoc1de, remember that Trump will absolutely not stop it either and that he’s a moron who no one respects. I’d rather have a g3nocide overseas and have queer people (and poor people, women, poc) in the US protected than have a g3nocide overseas and not have them protected.
And if you say “well Roe v Wade overturned and other conservative laws happened under Biden” Remember this was the CONSERVATIVE supreme court that did this. And another Trump term will make the court even worse for decades. The implications of this are huge.
People are on the fence, it’s simple. If you care about your queer, disabled, poc, poor, female loved ones VOTE HARRIS. If you’re centrist and won’t vote because you don’t care you’re a pushover and a coward. If you’re farther left and think she isn’t left enough, yes you have a point but this is all we have, PLEASE use your brain and stop being chronically online and self impressed.
I don’t care if I lose followers for this at this point, I’m just out here doing everything I can, not to panic and want to hide who I am. A lot of people don’t have the options to move to another state let alone country and we just want to live.
I’m lucky to live in a very safe state but I’m still terrified.
Please care about us. Please vote.
#kamala harris#tim walz#vote harris#Harris is the only option#use your brains#harris 2024#please care about us#lgbtq#abortion#autism#you’re allowed to criticize her but come on be senseible trump is way worse#like seriously use your brains#tired of chronically online leftists who won’t suck it up and vote for someone just because they’re so stuck up#like about Palestine I get it#I support Palestine but trump won’t help them either#do people not understand??#there’s only two options and staying home or writing in is bad in an election this close#like one option is clearly better for us#only one option#if you care#please#i’m begging#i’m serious#if trump wins I’m gonna lock myself in my literal closet#the panic in my chest daily#I’ve started praying again even tho a god who lets trump live clearly abandons us a long time ago#that’s how desperate I am#but I think we’re on our own#please just suck it up and worry about the other stuff after the election#like actually gonna blame y’all dumb people if orange man wins
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It’s crazy how all the hatred for Colin can be boiled down to, “he’s not toxic enough”.
#dark romance has rotted people’s brains#I literally saw this girl make a whole tiktok about how Colin should have purposely trapped pen so he could punish her for being LW#like girl please get some help#or go on ao3 I’m sure you can find a fic like that somewhere but canon Colin would never#then I saw another girl say that Colin should have locked her up or something like….. this is a romance not a soap opera#bridgerton#polin#the man who forgave Marina for trying to trap him would never hurt pen for being last whistledown he’s just not like that#colin bridgerton#this man has so much compassion and is so kind hearted he would never ever purposely hurt pen ever even though she has hurt him
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listen I’ve been plagued by idea of Apothecary Diaries AU and Rook is MaoMao you need to see my vision—
#twisted wonderland#rook hunt#apothecary diaries au#kusuriya no hitorigoto#listen it’s just funny like#boy got kidnapped and sold to palace to work as staff#ends up being so chaotic people wonder how he isn’t executed yet for breaking so much servant behavior rules#he emits strong ‘I’m not the one locked with you here y’all are locked here with me’#rook is a child of forest hence why he’s knowledgeable about herbs and animals#vil probably near screeching when he spots rook casually drinking one of his poisons#rook is vil’s very useful but also really insane headache#lmfao listen rook seeing vil (who pretends to be one of officials) and saying like you’re as beautiful as my moms and sisters at brothel#vil is high key scandalized and intrigued because that’s definitely wasn’t meant as an insult#local future king in training in disguise accidentally falling hard for a peasant brothel boy who also helps to solve him cases#yep seems about accurate#listen rook being his usual high key flirty self but being absolutely oblivious to someone being interested in him
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Wishing you all a very be-tormented-as-much-as-I-am-by-my-story-ideas-I-never-actually-get-around-to-writing
#I have a 15 page paper due in a few hours#only halfway done#it’s the final paper so there’s no way I can turn it in late#but I’m so mentally done already I can’t get myself to lock in#help#no fandom#instead I just keep thinking up more story ideas
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Am I aware that adderall can’t do its job if I don’t get enough sleep?
Have I utterly failed to make use of this knowledge?
Am I, an entire adult with a wife and a salary, hoping “you wouldn’t want to disappoint HP, would you?” is the thing that finally motivates me to go to bed before two in the morning?
The answers to these questions will probably not surprise you!
#one of the worst parts of adhd#is the way it collapses everything from ‘five minutes in the future’ to ‘five years in the future’ into one The Future#‘the future isn’t real. it can’t hurt me.’ does make it a lot easier to deal with anxiety#but on the other hand#‘if I stop doing [activity] I won’t get to do it again until The Future. which is basically like never being able to do it again.’#‘sure I should be getting ready. but I don’t have to be there until The Future and that’s not for a long time.’#‘I am hungry. but making food takes several minutes which means it’s in the future and unrelated to Present Me.’#I would describe all of these thought patterns as A Problem#and adderall helps but not 24/7 and not if I’m chronically staying up late#which can feel a lot like needing a key that’s locked inside a box in order to open the box’s lock#so here we are. help me make better life choices fictional character. fictional character please motivate me to make healthy choices.#sleepless domain
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new glasses will have you feeling like you can actually see for the first time
#these are the first pair I’ve gotten where the lens includes the astigmatism perscription#and I can tell it’s different bc on the outer edges the lens curve so I’m gonna have to get used to that#but hopefully they help with night driving bc I had to pick up my sister the other night and she works a good 20 min away#and the highway at night with all the lights….i was genuinely fearing for my life like I was SCARED#no music or anything I was like I need to stay locked in rn or it’s over
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I need to be insane about early wxs days nene+tsukasa again they’re so fucking funny to me I’m so obsessed with them. Even after he apologized she still thought he kinda sucked & was super egotistical and annoying but after being forced to spend several hours a week with him suddenly she’s like 😨 this guy is my friend. Now she thinks he’s egotistical and annoying but it’s tinged with fondness. Early wxs days emunene fic that is languishing in my drafts where nene is forced to bond with the loud blond thing I think of you often.
#tsukasa tenma master of making fucking awful first impressions.#mine#tsukasa#nene#nene trying to figure out what to get emu for Christmas & tsukasa shows up and is like I can help :)#(he is about to embarrass her in public 500 times on the way to get baking supplies)#I think I settled on the rks sequel being nene helping tsk with a confession show#which takes place like a year later. because 1) I am annoying 2) I’m locking the rks fic behind the emnn fic to make people care about emnn
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The eroticism of painful body horror transformations
#on their own obviously but also the werewolf-style scenario of someone getting locked up in the basement or smthin#and someone else sitting with them and bringing them water & stuff#helping them work through it#ramsey barks#anyway a fox Lucifer bts scene w/ him with horns popped up on my instagram and I’m thinking about dragon Lucifer again#industrial strength chew toys etc etc
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If things could stop going in exactly the wrong wrong direction that would be excellent
#m rambles#if I could trade all my years of good luck when I was younger to just be fucking normal I would#the latest in my series of unfortunate events:#decided to hire traffic lawyer for my ticket#traffic lawyer gets my info but never sends any follow up#today I got a fucking ‘failed to appear in court’#because apparently my lawyer didn’t do jack shit#and it’s just one more FUCKING thing#I don’t even know what the fuck to do now#this will probably fuck up my chances of getting my ticket dismissed#and I’m too paranoid to go for a lawyer again because if I fail to show up again they can put out a warrant for my arrest#im so nauseous#I really can’t deal with being alive anymore and I mean that in the most serious fucking way I can#if I had access to a gun or a garage I could lock myself in I would fucking do it#but I’m too terrified of being in pain to try any other way so I guess I live to see another sunrise tomorrow#just to go into work at a job I probably won’t have in a month’s time because of layoffs#to explain to my coworkers and my manager why I’m so fucking behind#and without a single bit of professional help because my therapist dropped me weeks ago and I’ve been stuck in a hole ever since#I’ve left my house less that 5 times in the entire month of October and yet I live in a fucking pigs sty#I sleep on the couch because I’m too tired to climb the stairs and all I can smell is the mold from my dishes#which literally had fucking maggots in it last time I looked at them#I think there’s black mold in my basement that I can’t clean and my fridge is going to mold soon because my water pitcher leaked#if I’d known when I was a kid that all those times where things just seemed to magically work out would lead to my life falling apart#I would have shut my goddamn mouth about getting a B in physics and dealt with it to prevent my life from becoming the shit show it is today
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the cute hello kitty game should not be pissing me off. and yet i now have seething hatred for a fucking.
… bunny? i think she’s a bunny. apparently she was designed by the creator of cinnamoroll. anyways i’m mad at her for having me lock out chococat for at least another two days.
#i get a friendship bouquet on saturday so worst comes to worst. which it will. i can use that to reset EVERYONE'S gifts#which tbf will help with getting everyone else up#and it’s not like i don’t have other quests i can do#i’m just mad they didn’t warn me i’d lock out chococat#the Mage rambles
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do NOT think about leon struggling with identity issues. because he totally doesn’t. noooo way.
#he does because I’m projecting LMAOOOOOO (sobbing)#no but seriously#he went into the force just wanting to help other people#his sense of justice was so strong#literally tried to lock someone up in the middle of an apocalypse#refrained from freeing another prisoner even though his chief was likely dead#likely completely unaware to the rampant corruption both within the police force and the society outside of it#went through all that training only to have everything he knew and strived for ripped out of his hands on the first day#and for what?#to relive the horrors of that day time and time again?#he sees the same shit on basically every mission#fighting the same thing for fifteen+ years with no resolution in sight#he’s a victim of not only people greed for power but the governments corruption#how are you supposed to see yourself as a separate entity with a life and feelings and something to share#when all you are is a weapon?#when everything you are told you can give is your strength and your skills and experience#where does passion or love for something or someone else fit in there?#let alone appreciation or gentleness extended toward himslef?#yaps. ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚˚
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20k?!?!? I've always been kind of stocky so I figured in a fight or flight situation I would need to at least look like I can put up a fight hence my goal toward pull ups and broad shoulders but damn the stamina you must have (in a non sexual way)
my dad was kind of a long-distance running champion when he was younger so he used to take me out on circuits and then i did cross-country running in school (predictably because a girl i liked was too scared to join up by herself. same reason i played basketball and camogie for years lmao) so i guess i built it up over time.
the long runs are really nice actually and sometimes a 5k can be harder because with the long runs i fast to carry as little weight as possible and after about 8-9k it doesn’t feel like running at all, like an airplane reaching cruising altitude. it’s the first few kilometres that you have to fight through.
and yeah there is a pace that just… might as well be a stroll to me. and you have to maintain it really carefully especially with uphill/downhill. can’t charge up can’t let yourself breeze down the other side. but there’s nothing more peaceful than 12k into it out in the plains with my music or just the wind. i’ve missed it so much 🥹
#i do also do karate and the stamina helps there too bc obv fighting for two minutes straight#feels like running a mile top speed#but have to rely on speed and fucking up wrists and eyes and hitting nerves (ribs sweet spot with mid knuckle 😘)#instead of strength. even leverage is really important most guys can get out of my arm locks unless i start using pinpoint pressure#to all but peel the muscle off their bone when they try push back against me#but sleepers work amazing with darting speed. they fight and knock themselves out lol#but anyway i’m so 👀👀👀 in turn about pull-ups those seem impossible to me#at the moment i can’t even do a push-up#rogue-thirteen#ask
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