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ALSO i will get back to queuing stuff again soon! i still have a lot of stuff to get to but i promise i’ll work towards it a little more until i get everything in there
#i also promise i’ll get writing out soon#i don’t know if you guys will actually read it or not but i’ll do it for me anyways#i’m excited to get stuff out though#i really like my oc and i think i’m writing things that haven’t been written about (at least that i haven’t seen)#so i’m very happy about that!#i hope you guys will like it too#i’m a bit worried about that#ender.txt
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Mini Silverborn Countdown
If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.
If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:
Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.
January — Nevermoor
April — Wundersmith
July — Hollowpox
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#nevermoor fanfic#silverborn#silverborn countdown challenge#thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free#now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane#literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol#I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone#but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger#sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333
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UWAHHH good morning friends & happy sunday !!ヾ(>∀<*) i’m wishing all of you the bestest day EVA & please remember to stay hydrated in this hot weather !! MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓
#i’ve got lots to yap about for todays sunday taggie yap session teehee !! ^_^#yesterday i got a bunch of new figs for a real good price YIPEEE !! ^_^#i got two of my dream figures which was soso exciting !! >//<#one was shoto & the other was katsuki !!#the katsuki one has to be one of my most detailed figures & it was only 30$ !! :0 it’s 60$ online !! so that was supa exciting !!#i organized all of my fig shelves finally so its much less cramped !! >.< my manga now all sits on a different shelf teehee :>#i took some photos of all my figs with my old camera & i might edit them in a cute video to post !! ^.^#anywhosies !! today m’ heading out of town with my brother & his wife to do some shopping !!#hopefully i can find some cool stuffs !! :>#plannin’ on answering all askies today !! T^T i feel so incredibly bad about the wait SOB !! please forgive me !!#i’ve been goin’ through some stuff so i haven’t been entirely motivated </3#also :< m’ serious when i say katsuki’s death dub seriously affected me SNIFF !!#havin’ to see your f/o go through that is no fun :< his va did an incredible job though !! </3#plannin’ on writing much more for mha !! hq will have to wait for the spotlight again teehee >//<#i hafta go back to work this week which is no fun ( *-* ) sigh… need the money though </3#also waiting on 4 commis right now YIPEEEE !!!!! ^_^#& i’m gonna commission kou’s birthday commi soon too !! SOSO EXCITED !!#i also finished my personal birthday art for him teehee >//<#been in a drawin’ mood lately !! ^_^#will hopefully get better with time so i can be more proud of my pieces !! <3#oki i think i’ll wrap this yap up !! :>#I WUV YOU ALL SHOOO MUCH !! MWUUUAH !! <3 🍓#₍ᐢ..ᐢ₎ — lene’s latest gossip .ᐟ
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Me, opening up a packet of the stuff the vet gave me: “I hope this probiotic powder doesn’t put my cat off his food. Can’t really help with his digestion issues if he doesn’t eat it”
I spill some because my hands can have problems with stability
My cat: *licks the stuff up like a kid who just discovered what powdered sugar was*
Me: “is this flavored?”
My cat: begs me for more powder and momentarily forgets his food
Me: “this has to be flavored”
#emma posts#sometimes him getting excited about new flavors for kitties is good#but other times his love of flavor exploration will lead him to eating a food he’s allergic to#and I can’t figure out what he’s reacting to right away because he just keeps eating the thing that makes his tummy hurt#at least I stop using things I realize cause allergic reactions#you’d think a little guy who doesn’t even know what allergies are would be even more off put by them#he’s so finicky about so many random things! but he loves new foods. especially more expensive ones. and that food was more expensive#this time he is getting a food for upset hairball tummies and has been enjoying it more than his old stuff too#I just hope that him traveling back and forth between his old food at my parents house and new food here causes problems#his old man tummy is getting more sensitive than it used to be and he’s getting a different food now… hopefully. and vitamins while he gets#these probiotics to hopefully make the change easier. I don’t want to jinx it but so far it seems to be really helpful#he hasn’t even gotten one hairball since starting the hairball food! and he loves his new vitamin treats#hopefully he’ll keep doing well with the old kitty vitamin treats#I want him to get his old man vitamins#even if he’s super healthy for his age. it’s good not to get worse!#i would know. as someone who dealt with not eating enough from medication side effects#I’m better now though! I switched meds and take more vitamins just in case#anyway. eating food is important for humans and kitties if you can get it it’s important!#and if your cat doesn’t get or absorb enough food they could get permanent damage to their bodies. never let your cat go more than three#days without food! try to make sure that they eat at least every 12 hours#they might not need as much food as you. but they can get a lot sicker a lot faster than humans usually do#I can ramble on and on about cat health though 😅 I just love my little guy so much#combo of better food formulated for hairballs and not giving him an allergic reaction with the probiotics too seems to be helping a lot#i knew cheap food wasn’t usually quite as good as the slightly more expensive stuff but holy shit. since moving out and now switching food#it’s been going so well for him! maybe I should ask my family to change the other cats food. I just hope that an extra 9$ a bag isn’t#off putting for them. i feel like fewer hairballs should be a great selling point
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*chanting* three weeks three weeks three weeks THREE WEEKS
#why am i so excited for something that's gonna destroy me physically and emotionally ? mind your business that's why#iiiiiii need to start getting ahead on my queue so i don't just poof (even though i absolutely will)#also hi happy friday you're all such good eggs <3#º ✧ 。 i’m still out but i’ll grab some stuff at the store ooc shit
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Long but relatively unserious vent/rant below the cut (sorry I added this in bc I realized how long this post is oops)
Being at the center of some kind of internet witchhunt (which ik is kind of buzzwordy but) is literally my biggest fear ohhh my god. Even a small scale one… I think I would Die. Maybe it’s because I had a similar thing happen with my friend group in high school where one of them convinced the others I was like evil and spread all these rumors about me… 😭 He was splitting on me but still. That’s an explanation, not an excuse. And it basically confirmed all of my intrusive thoughts about myself, and my personality completely self-destructed and changed, and I haven’t interacted with any of those people the same way since. I isolated from them for MONTHS and just loathed myself. Bleh
The reason it’s on my mind is bc I’ve seen this happen to friends and mutuals and even just people I’ve followed in small fandoms, where the whole fandom hates them bc of this little drama and like. I KNOW that fandom drama is not the end of the world, but truly I think that would destroy me for months. And I would never be able to set foot in those spaces again :’) Getting a handful of rude comments about a fucking transfem hc I had at like 14 made me stop writing fanfic for YEARS 😭😭😭 sigh. Just bc they said it was ‘out of character for him to want to be a girl’ 🙄 (<- character who canonically felt confident when dressed as a woman btw. initially for a disguise but then she grew to love it. BUT I DIGRESS KNSHFJW)
All this to say I think that’s why I tiptoe around everything I say online… I am SO scared of ruffling feathers, but I know that fandoms are places for like! Having fun! And it’s not a big deal! And it doesn’t affect my real life! But like idk.. I just hate the idea of being hated by anyone. I’m sure that I ANNOY some people, and that’s whatever; I talk a lot and make overly personal posts sometimes (like this lol) but I don’t wanna be HATED yk? And idek if it’s better to be hated and ostracized publicly or resented in secret by people who still interact with you… :( Agh. If you ever have an issue with me, please DM me instead of letting it build up into something worse!
ANYWAY LIKE.. with fandom stuff. Idk. I want to have fun! I want to write and post things on Tumblr and AO3 etc but I am just very scared of peoples’ opinions, especially now that I have a decently popular/well-liked longfic in DnDads. For some reason I have convinced myself that writing bad or self-indulgent NSFW will make everyone hate me lmao. Like girl the POINT of fanfic is to be self-indulgent……….. sigh I need to get out more
^ light-hearted… but also kinda true haha. I stay at home a lot just bc I don’t have many reasons to go out atm and only a handful of close friends to go out with. Hopefully that will change when I move next semester lol. And whenever I get interests, they’re VERY strong and long-lasting, and fanfic writing is one of my main hobbies, so I get REALLY into online communities. And rn that is kind of my little niche fandom Tumblr bubble… which is embarrassing and probably unhealthy but whatever. I just inevitably get a lot of anxiety about things that are important/fun to me (bc OCD), especially bc I’ve never really had mutuals/‘friends’ in a fandom before this, excluding my irls
Anyway this got longer and more vent-y than I intended so I will tag accordingly, and sorry to whoever is reading this lol; I just wanted to get my thoughts written down in a public forum bc idk… Makes me feel less insane when ik other people can see it, too. Helps me not take it too seriously and spiral lol.
#vent#cw vent#rant#delete later#<- like tomorrow morning I’m shre#usually I delete stuff like this immediately but I’ll try to keep it up#was talking to my mom earlier about OCD and intrusive thoughts and whatnot….#she definitely has it too. like undoubtedly#her intrusive thoughts and compulsions sounded exactly like mine#which sucks for me bc my dad ALSO definitely has OCD (in a more outwardly recognizable way) so! wahoo! double whammy#just feeling kinda defeated about mental health stuff#I feel like it’s never gonna get better#I need to go to therapy or a psychiatrist or SOMETHING#it’s been like 4 years now since I was originally supposed to go lol#and I keep putting it off out of fear (I think)#my friends (irls) have all been getting diagnoses and prescriptions lately#which is exciting for them but :( idk. I feel like there’s no way to medicate whatever I’ve got going on except SSRIs????#and I don’t really want that#mostly though I’m just scared of going back to therapy or to a psychiatrist bc I think they’ll think I’m lying or crazy or whatever#which sounds stupid when I write it out but idk#I should probably keep a journal but when I’m only writing for my own eyes I just kinda wallow in it and write concerning poetry lol#I like journaling in a way other people can see (even if y’all DON’T like seeing it lmaoooo) bc it makes it feel more real?#and out of my head.. concrete etc.#wackyposting#<- seriously need to change that tag still lol
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Me in the middle of trying to get my rl stuff together, but also some writing and suddenly hit with the thought that labyrinth is such a CoAi song. Idk why this just got to me so bad cause I’m not even writing the midnights album right now. But I just got the song in my head and all of a sudden I’m like this is so them
Update: I’m trying to be productive. Please just let me be productive so I don’t have to be upset anymore. I’ve calmed down a lot, and I’m trying not to let it consume me. And it really didn’t help that my teams lost today. So please just let me be productive. Let me finish this next chapter of Devour or maybe even finish IWICL
Update 2: I already shortened the sports AU I wrote for this month but Omm it really needs to be a whole thing and I just read something that makes it even better. Was anyone gonna tell me Mahomes is the team’s backup punter? Cause listen this is excellent on so many levels! And especially for this verse!
#cynful babbles#I’m so incredibly busy this month and it’s exciting but also making me anxious#I don’t like to get my hopes too high for fear of the fall but I also know I shouldn’t be so negative *sigh#and there’s also fun stuff to look forward too and celebrating the successes of my friends!#I’m just overthinking too much again but I don’t have time for this!#anyways yeah the chorus was specifically what got me as it was playing in my head#the whole uh oh I’m falling in love. I thought the plane was going down how’d you turn it back around#I really need to write the album fic too but I’m trying to finish some WIPs first *sigh#the anxiety was a sign and I knew it but I hoped it would just go away#it’s a vicious cycle and I want out but it’s far too difficult to cut off all ties even though it would make everything better
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um yall… sam’s roommate pulled up to coffee like. um. dressed like this. btw. and their hair is just like. a better fluffier mullet. is this surprising
#just wanna express what i’m dealing with btw because the hair thing sort of hit me like a truck earlier and then i was like#well girl wait… literally… come on lmao… also we both wore sweatervests hashtag twinem#it’s so chill though coffee was really fun#we ended up hanging for like two hours and then i was like fuckkkkk g2g to class and they walked w me partway there#and then almost dapped me up gave me a hug at the worst possible intersection there were so many people walking fuck the construction fr#but like. yeah it was chill im glad i reached out even tho like idk things r... ok.. w sam but we’re certainly not like 🤞#and i think they just had a semi recent breakup and drama and im like. um. largely unwell#and need 2 just get through this semester so i rlly forced myself to chill and go in with no expectations and it was just :-)#i was charmed by how passionate he was talking abt the weather and stuff like within minutes of meeting#i was listening to a very excited spiel about el nino and the tornadoes in wisconsin and etc oh and they came up w an ocean fact for me#and also ugh they played piano for so long growing up and can still like. do it. fucckcjkkk. and demonstrated#this rlly odd chord. um. like stretching and flexing their hand. srrryy lol i’m just giggling#lol and i mentioned my hair journey at one point and they were like ‘yeah? tell me about it’ shut UP… oh and also#knew exactly the stairwell i was talking abt when i described my favorite and we managed to chat abt that ugh it was so dorky#like. aw wow this person is just really cool#i also think they’re stupid hot but like idk since we actually um communicated and etc it's taken out a lot of the#tendency i had/have to be like 'sigh what if -' and er mythologize ppl. i suppose could be said. like aw we're just yapping and we're loyal#story likers now and if they ever want to just like make out sometime that’s so chill but regardless like we ball 💪#yayyyyyayyyyy me when i can be normal about things!!!!! 🫶🙈#abby talks
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getting the sinking feeling that i’m borrowing energy that future me doesn’t have
#my room is sooooo clean though#i’m almost done with it i just have to run maybe 3 loads of laundry take out the trash and take the donate boxes to goodwill#underrated effect of adderall is it helps with my decision paralysis/hoarding tendencies so i’m getting rid of a massive amount of stuff#i’m so excited to not have all that stuff cluttering my space anymore#me when i refuse to become my mother#i will not live surrounded by mountains of things i won’t get rid of!#still. i’m not taking great care of my body and i wonder when it’s gonna catch up with me
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definitely gonna be utilizing the late submission deadline for the final day of rarepair week
#I’ve had the idea halfway fleshed out for WEEKS#but i just know it’s gonna be long and detailed than the others#I’m in love with the idea though it fits one of day 7’s prompts and it’s a cool concept ahhhh#i just hope i get enough motivation to see it through!!#there’s no way it’ll be done by tomorrow. i wish but i know that’s unrealistic af#at least I have until sept 10 lmao#pls pls pls let me finish it by then I’m genuinely so excited for what I have for this#noahtally-famous#kit stuff#kit speaks
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everything has been so fast lately i need time to just stop for a little
#preferably on. 02:19. so i can sleep! thank you#really though it’s like i’ve been so busy i’ve no time to do anything For Me lately#everything has been like work. and school. and plans with my friends. and coursework and like ITS SO FUN but also#i have had no allotted robyn time and it’s starting to get to me i think . i haven’t written anything substantial in weeks if it#hasn’t been for class. and like again i’m having fun! i’m so excited for everything coming up and it’s nice to be so busy and productive#but also AAAAHHHH AAAAHHHH SOMETHING IS ALWAYS HAPPEBING#it’s like so hard to maintain like#school AND work AND social life AND online life AND me time#like one or two of them always ends up struggling#and again i’m having so much fun but 😫😫 i really just need to be alone for a day i think! and take it easy#but. idk. i’m also enjoying myself IM NOT COMPLAINING it’s just like wow i can’t remember the last time i took myself out somewhere nice to#write… i haven’t been to my favorite teahouse in a minute 😔 maybe next weekend. idk. i think i have stuff then too!!!!#rambling#also something bad happened and i ended up having to chop off a part of my hair#and i have been taking it as well as you’d expect (cannot handle unplanned change)#it’s so small you can’t even notice. BUT I CAN FEEL IT ABD ALSO IT MAKES ME SAD! ok goodnight
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Amazing night😭😭😭
I love him so much
#it was so lovely to sit and listen to him talk#getting to meet him after was the cherry on top#not doing a face reveal tho lol#there were a lot of people waiting. maybe about 50#I was worried he wouldn’t get to all of us#he did though as far as I know#and he came out so quickly#I’d waited in the theatre for about 10 mins#then I worried I’d waited too long#especially when I saw how many were waiting#we could see him through the frosted glass before he came out and he waved at us#I saw lene come out before him she looked effortlessly chic#her hair is so long#she wasn’t with him when he was signing books#there were two people getting you to open your book and holding your phone to take a photo#it was well organised#I asked for a video message and told him I loved his hair!!!#he said thank you#he was quite quiet concentrating on getting everyone’s names in their books and stuff#I felt fine I think if there had been less people I’d have said a few more things#but you felt like you were holding everyone up#but I’m over the moon#so glad I went and waited at the stage door#I’d scoped it out the month beforehand so I knew where to go#I’d been so excited I’m so glad it worked out#meeting rick#11.10.24
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someone help me, i’m still in sumeru and i’m drowning in sand and confusion 😭
#guardiangabtime#genshin impact#can’t figure out these fuckin mechanisms goddamnit#haven’t even set foot in fontaine lmao#well technically i did once for last years summer event#but just to talk to neuvillette toward the end and i was SO CAREFUL getting to him that i didn’t unlock a damn thing#i was like a ninja avoiding enemies and stuff#i’ve done some natlan though haha. not like story obvs bc i really am still in sumeru but just like exploring and boss fights n stuff#it’s weird cause i was actually really excited for fontaine before it came out but then i took a break for like most of a year so…yeah#i’ll get to it eventually#i’m still working my way through freaking enkanomiya and tsurumi#fuck….
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#Weird thing happened—#So I am at a music festival. And by ‘at’ I mean it is in my city and I am well submerged in the music scene by this point#So I got to host one of the gigs— I’m really pleased with that! It was the show of an artist I think is really cool; Daniel Romano#But hosting entails just going up there and hyping the crowd#Which tbf I got nervous about because my biggest fear is tripping on my words there#It’s fine in everyday life but you can’t do that while saying ‘whose excited for Daniel Romano!!’ right#Anyway I wish it was just that simple. There was more stuff! Housekeeping rules. Telling everyone who the openers were#(Not just names) getting them fired up for the local acts. Etc.#I went up there and said some shit. The first time we went up we forgot to introduce ourselves. And we forgot the land acknowledgment#Oof. Second time it mostly went to plan. That was okay.#Personally though this is literally only a thing in *my* mind. When I see other MCs MCing they seem effortless#You don’t think that hosting is like. A skill. I think it’s just holding back your yammering the right amount#But I came off stage and like 3 people told me I did so well; one person at the end of the show thanked me for my work today#And I was like ??? Don’t thank me thank Daniel!! Holy shit he was awesome! The band were exceptional. What a performer#What am I being thanked for lol; I went out and said stay tuned for Daniel Romano#So… is that a thing?? I did not expect anyone to appreciate announcing#Don’t get me wrong I’m happy to hear it— I am just also bewildered!#Radio stuff#(radio is the reason why I get such stuff across my desk occasionally)
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I’ve been at my job for two months now and I can’t believe how long it has been
#it feel simultaneously longer and way shorter#i have also realized that I have understood the stuff quite well#i have been able to do a couple of tasks by myself in less time than I though I would#but i still feel overwhelmed from time to time#whenever I see all of the stuff I have to do I freak out but once I start doing them I do them faster than I first thought#but also rn I’m just thinking about how by this time next week I’ll be home for Easter week#and that on Thursday I get to see Hozier#and im so so so excited but also so so anxious#bc it’s my first time at this festival (and I’m thankfully going with my cousin) so I’m not sure what to expect#in terms on my anxiety levels when im there with all of those people#but at the same time I have seen clips of hozier at lollapaloza and im so so so excited#mariana.txt
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I hate how nothing seems to get the scent of lilacs correctly, even products that use actual lilacs! I just want the things i have to smell like the real thing
:(
Oh well, I at least have a bunch of things that try to do it and smell good anyway
#emma posts#it must be a really hard scent to replicate or preserve#I do stock up on seasonal lilac stuff i like every year for as long as I can though#I’m still going through my deodorant and body wash stash#used up the cleaning supplies though but those are harder to get#I usually can only get them while seeing a few doctors of mine and I don’t see those ones as much#the cleaning products also seemed more expensive 😬#the wax melts are available at the grocery store year round though! and my clay hairpins will last for ages#as well as my resin stuff with the flowers in it. provided I keep caring for them properly#that’s a secret that they don’t (that’s a lie. they probably do) want you to know about.#those clay hair pins and combs that look like those flowers can be worn whenever. not just for weddings#and my mom got me two small ones for Christmas! I’ve wanted some for years and I’m so excited to wear them when the weather gets warm enough#at the moment though it’s too cold for me to put my hair up very often and I’m always wearing a hat when I go out
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