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gawain,,,
#if you’re asking me ‘richie why didn’t you just rb the post with that tag!?’ their blog is GONEEEE#i’ve searched for so long for it guys they got fucking snapped#i’m dying btw so have this#low effort posts for now#arthuriana#sir gawain#beep beep richie
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priest!geto who falls so deeply in love with you that he assumes you were sent by god to test his faith. is this anything /taps mic
#pinterest anon this is all ur fault :(((((#i’m SURE this concept has been done before btw it’s 2 perfect for him …. silly little delusional man#hhhh i’m still figuring out how i want to portray him 😔😔😔#i think. he’s kind of a sleazeball#i think he feels fond of you and it’s so soft and good and normal that he thinks he’s fucking dying#”surely this is a test of will. a trial of faith.” no man it’s this funny thing called Having A Crush#he’s kind of silly but also intense……. kind of funny but then there’s that sense of rot#decay#etcetc#kirei kotomine lend me your strenght i will need it to do him justice………#priest!geto who wants to meet god so he can ask why someone like him was created#why he was born with a liar’s smile. why he was born with the ability to see curses#hmmmmmmmmm#ari noises ✩#priest!sugu <33
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My funniest joke decision is that all 3 of the sibs have a crush on Hien
Hien, crucially, does not know this, and is too dense to realize he’s being hit on (or perhaps too polite to turn them down) but Saruul has schmoozed her way into getting an evening with him (not a date, mind, but she acted all sad and lonely and abandoned by her family during the festivities and won’t you walk with me, you know what the Steppe is like, and I’d love to hear more about Doma 🥺✨)
Anyways. She’s rubbing it in a little bit behind Hien’s back.
#Saruulsaikhan is like 35 or something but she can be childish as a treat#Khor and Tag have been looking all over for her! to find her hanging on the arm of the guy they all like chfjgrjfjss#it’s all fair in the war of love or something. I don’t think any of them win btw.#ffxiv starlight#ffxiv au’ra#ffxiv Saruulsaikhan#ffxiv Khorloo#ffxiv Enkhtagtaa#ffxiv Geneq Siblings#I say all 3 like there isn’t a babiest brother who’s like 5 back home dw about it dw about it.#ffxiv side squad#ffxiv Screenshots#this all boils down to; I was doing this to make myself giggle and it worked#you’re being graced with getting to see it#also please god I’m dying Hien has Pre-DT bones#good morning btw! I posed this yesterday and then passed out before I could caption and tag it so you get it today! yay!#I have more violences to commit today! it’s a starlight miracle I guess I have gpose ideas
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I feel like we as a fandom don’t tap into the potential of all the ninja having ptsd bc literally all of those mf (except jay) have died or been presumed dead in some capacity
#Like you can’t tell me that watching your partners die wouldn’t be traumatic as FUCK for them#Or personally dying yourself like??#There’s so much fucking potential there !!#ninjago#lego ninjago#cole brookstone#jay walker#zane julien#kai jiang smith#this is specifically about masters of spinjitzu but I’m sure they’re probably put through some shit in DR too 😭#Also the fact that they’re put in near death experiences like every other day??#And have been put in those situations since their YOUTH ??#Like guys I’m sorry but they’ve gotta be at least a little traumatized cmon#It’s still all wu’s fault btw
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if there’s one thing about me it’s that i will be horny over fictional characters even on my death bed
#i’m not dying btw. this week has just been so fucking weird#i basically live at urgent care at this point#but even if i’m hypertensive and have a full body rash i will still be thinking about cock ❤️#rambles.
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I’m on mobile and for the life of me can’t find photos but I am THINKING about 2004 Tonys Kristin Chenoweth Glinda looking at Elphaba defy gravity (smitten, in awe, wistful but so proud) vs Ariana Grande Glinda watching Elphaba defy gravity (fearful, worried, seconds away from sobbing)
idk man Ariana’s is so much more harrowing. She is scared! She is heartbroken! The sense of danger is so much more real in the movie both because of the chase sequences leading up to this moment and because of the very clear view we have of Glinda being grabbed and dragged away from Elphaba by guards
And you can argue that Kristin is watching Idina fly at the fucking Tony awards so of course she’s looking at her like that, but idk. Movie defying gravity has so much more uncertainty and the stakes feel so much higher and the consequences feel so much more dire and I love it so much
#maybe that’s why I’m okay with defying gravity being broken up so much in the movie#it’s not as purely triumphant as the musical I don’t think#it feels like there’s more to overcome#because we have taken our time getting here#the sunset helps btw but I have talked about sunset defying gravity so much so we’ll leave it at that#ALSO this might be my Glinda obsession but I do feel like things feel so much darker for her in the movie!#her hand coming up to hug morrible back oh man we see the moment she locks herself in her own prison#and morrible leading her back into darkness and wreckage as she’s still looking back at Elphaba#man#idk#wicked movie#someone find photos please my crops are dying and I’m stuck at work
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Me being sassy like:
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(tbhk chapter 118/120 spoilers)
OKAY.
OKAYYYYY ???????
THAT’S ENOUGH AIDAIRO 😭😭
#actually losing my mind rn dont talk to me#THIS WAS NOT WHAT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO READING BEFORE GOING TO BED IM ☹️☹️#the way kou fulfilled his promise of dying so he and mitsuba could be together forever and wanting to go so he wouldnt be alone#AND THE WAY THE SOULS WARNING THEM HAD BUBBLES BC THEY WERE SACRIFICED IN THE WELL AND WHAT TERU AND AKANE SAW WAS MOST LIKELY KOU AND#MITSUBA’S BODIES#I’m gonna be sick#so will teru after he has a major crisis over supernaturals and technically exorcising his brother /j /lh#IM SORRY#the mood needs to be lightened today skdkskd#on a semi sidenote aida why did u have to make the most breathtaking panel of the chapter the most heartbreaking one#kou’s expression actually pains me but its so well drawn 😭#btw thanks for making the chapter release art contrasting the tone of the said chapter SKDKSKDKDK#teru minamoto#kou minamoto#sousuke mitsuba#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk#doggo rambles
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need a TYO fic where they’re still being played by the wrong actor like that one scene in Bambi before they go to the launderette,, the existential horror and dysphoria of waking up and being played by the Wrong Actor and trying to fix it somehow (or carry on living in the Wrong Body,,, There’s Implications…)
#like imagine waking up Wrong. and then u can’t shake the feeling for days even weeks or months!!!#the young ones#might write it myself but I’m so lazy and not that good a writer so if anyone else wants to write it pls go ahead!!!#u don’t need my permission I’m literally so thirsty for tyo content…#hell I’ll even draw art for it if u want lmao#I’m so bored this week I have nothing to do until Saturday. btw. if u guys wanted to discuss blorbos I am free all day until then#pls im dying of boredom. might rob a bank or highjack a bus actually#shut up miiiwu/
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Have you ever experienced those moments where your throat closes from a breath and you can’t breathe?
They’re scary, but you get used to them. Something about experiencing panic over and over gets you used to the sensation. Oh it still grips your heart and beads sweat on your brow but it’s familiar now. Like a funhouse ride your mind has memorized even if your body experiences like the first time.
Soon the steps become second nature. Hold your breath, don’t try to breathe. Elbows over the head. Stand up. Wait it out. Don’t worry about trying to breathe. You won’t pass out (you never have).
The new step in the dance you learn is to run.
Run to somewhere they can’t see you. Run to somewhere a good meaning citizen can’t take you by the shoulders and try to “help”. You know how to deal with this, but you know you can’t assure them you’ll be fine as your throat closes.
There’s only so much air in your lungs, you can’t waste it on telling someone to get away.
It’s a good thing they care, but in the moment it’s just another pressure tightening around you. A different fear you’re not as used to, another piece to place into the puzzle while you’re already trying to keep your eyes open.
They can see your body panic but they can’t see your mind roll it’s eyes in boredom. It looks like you’re dying, but you can’t tell them it doesn’t really hurt. Not anymore. Not like the first time.
So you run and you hide and you go through the steps of your dance until your body relaxes and you can breathe. It doesn’t take but a minute or two, but you find yourself wanting to remain hidden. Just for a little longer.
Until you walk back with a smile. Explain. Apologize. Go about your day.
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Why doesn’t this feel like it’s not about air anymore?
#freeform#choking tw#complex feelings#these actually have a name btw#Laryngospasm#your vocal chords go FUCK YOU and close up#I’ve had them ever since I was a kid#not often but enough that I’m used to them#happy America for running away from someone so they don’t call an ambulance for something you can handle#but yeah#how are you supposed to tell everyone you’ll be fine when your body thinks it’s dying#complex social situation for sure
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Just finished Fool Night vol 7 (chap 63) and clutching my head. Mayhaps I shall never be the same. Oh Mukuru Izumi the villain that you are… "What’s back teryas? Veer usses?" "What’s oxygen? Is it like air?" "What’s that? What are you holding?" "Do you think I can live happily one day?" Just shoot me mysterious masked guy it’ll hurt less idc anymore just do it. This is my csm Aki I feel the tragedy in my bones even more here
It’s the cycle of revenge right, that goes on and on until there’s no one left to avenge the last one murdered— And the thought that there’d be no one that would remember or care or want or try to avenge Mukuru is the fucking saddest thing I’ve ever heard.
Trying to be as vague as possible to avoid spoilers but man. Fool Night, the manga that’ll make me cry over trees… Like so far I’ve only cried once and it was during the first umm trees field scene right, because it was simply too fucking real yeah that’d happen yeah, but my god. They’re not just trees they’re lives and they’re not just lives they’re humans and more but does it matter and what are souls???? What are feelings????? What is communication?????? "Oh sure I’ll bring you to Shiika." then that. evil.
…….. And also today I started NegaPosi Angler!!! Great and comfy so far very looking forward to watching it every week. For anyone who didn’t know yet I have a weird ultra fixation on fishing in media in general, Tsuritama and River King are two of my fave things, sooo this is perfect for me lol, came around just at the right time too. Big recommend. Surprisingly topical since both NegaPosi and Fool Night deal with poverty hm. It’s csm Denji meets FN Toshiro except this guy fixes his life through fishing. Bless.
2 works that make me say "I want to live!!" in very different ways! 😀 Fool Night’s out in english through Viz what are you doing here go check it out
#Fool night#kasumi yasuda#A renewed sense of gratitude for the education system flawed as it may be#I’LL FORGIVE YOUUU MUKURU I’LL FORGIVE YOUUUUU…… 😭😭#Apparently Viz isn’t doing a greaaat job…… thankfully the french manga translation industry is on my side so#Holding my head and staring at the floor for 2 mins#If the world moves on from Mukuru’s death just reset it actually just make a do-over just blow it up tbh#I want to make fanart…….. i’m……….. mukuru……………………………… and SHIIKAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA#That’s bacterias and viruses btw idk how clear that was lmao. I tried bc again i read that in french so the mispellings were different#-remembers it again- aughhhaughhhhhhh punching the floor……#Like the protagonists dying would be less sad than Mukuru dying and that stopping there tbh not even joking. I’m?????? I need a hot sec#No one left to avenge Mukuru :((((((#That doctor lady btw i stan in my heart Mukuru Shiika and doctor lady are living together surviving trudging along#Like I can’t overstate how much this hit I took like 2 mins to recover from every other page and pace myself if this was some episode#that I wouldn’t have put on pause I’d have been a sobbing mess on the floor prob ngl#I’ve been on an horror binge since last month and I’ve watched stuff like The Coffee Table or The Devil’s Bath and even Speak No Evil right#… ok well maybe not more intense than speak no evil but this made me way more emotional than the coffee table tbh#Like my god. I need to breathe 🚬#The candies. The snow. Life :(#Cw organs
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oh i can already tell i’m about to have some really unpopular opinions about the edge of sleep tv show
#i remember everyone loving the podcast when it came out#but as someone who was an active fan of audio dramas and podcasts for years at that point the show just. made me frustrated#i realized later after listening to left right game that qcode has this very strange and almost uncanny production behind it#where they get incredibly famous actors to play characters and then bank their marketing on that alone#and the writing is always *almost* good. like sometimes you start to think you might actually be listening to a good show#bc i mean the audio quality and special effects are all stellar#but then the writing and acting is always just a little bit too over-the-top and dramatic for it to feel natural#like the writers don’t know how to portray emotion without visuals so they just make everything Way Too Intense#and each time it feels like they just ask ‘what’s the most insane thing that can happen next?’#’oh ok he’s gonna chop dave’s dick off’#and every time you start to actually like a character they say something misogynistic or just otherwise batshit fucking insane#not to mention that time in left right game where a girl confessed her love to her best friend before LITERALLY DYING FOR HER#only for the best friend in the next scene to be like ‘erm i’m not gay 😐 awkward…’ and she’s NEVER BROUGHT UP AGAIN#qcode productions are kinda like the fast fashion of fiction podcasts i think#they churn out so many so quickly and they always feel just slightly unnatural or superficial#not to mention when i tried looking into them years ago and it’s impossible to find#literally anything about them. like their minimalist ass website was so insanely insanely vague#and yet clearly they’ve gotta have a fuck ton of money backing them to have this absurd amount of a-list talent on board#(which really i think that is all they care about)#anyways yeah some markiplier fans are gonna get pissed at me for not kissing the ground he walks on. but i was one of you. i AM one of you#and i hate that somebody out there is holding the iron lung movie over us like we’re dogs and if we wanna watch it#we gotta watch this show. which BTW they are giving no details about where to watch it#and seemingly no promotion or marketing material for a show that’s been in production for years coming out in less than 3 weeks#just weird as fuck man. and i don’t even think mark has much to do with it
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THE WORST BOY BAND AROUND;
Johnny Finley: “dying is the easy part. living is the trick.”
Umetarou Noguchi: “it’s much better when you’re smiling”
Isaac Wattleseed: “she’s my sister. she needs me.”
Tobin Drake: “no matter what we do, it’s probably not legal”
Rob Young: “you always need an escape plan”
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Oh. Thats a friend group of mine making a whole ass new group chat without me in it. Okay cool. Love that.
#we had one but they went silent#one person said they were upset with me bc I had ‘ditched them for my new friends’#which. I don’t have any new friends. I’ve been trying to keep in contact with them but get hardly any response.#tried to apologize and say I’d ’do better’#but am still getting little to no response#and. one girl sent me a screenshot with the fb group icon in the corner#and it was everyone except me#which. lovely.#and they’re acting like my life has been amazing and wonderful#when it’s been one thing after another with the move my friend dying and a bunch of other shit#so yeah sorry I’m a bit absent a lot is going on#and I feel like they think im lying to them or making it up#like. idk what to do anymore#this isn’t about anyone here btw#btw the person who sent the screenshot didn’t send it to be mean she was showing me something she was going for#and I pretended I didn’t see it and just acted happy for her#now I’m not even gonna bring up my stuff to these people at all#idk man#this just hurts
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i’m right.
#didn’t think i’d be sitting here in 2025 newsiesposting. but these are strange times. so here we are#newsies#92sies#and like i have actual evidence to back up this statement btw#my poor instagram followers just had to bare witness to it. so i’m dying on this hill i stg#i am gonna do the white guy thing and make a video essay about it. it’s happening. don’t try and fight it.
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Throws this @ you and runs away in terror
Sketch versions. I really prefer drawing on paper tbh.
#woawww this is my first time posting my art !!#not. very thrilled w how these turned out honestly. this is only my second or third attempt at digital drawing#and I have to use my phone so it’s a small space to work with lmfao#anywaysssss only showing closeups bc the full thing looks wonky#oh these are my oc’s btw#love them dearly#I still don’t have a storyline for them yet bc I keep changing it every five seconds 💀#they’ve been through like ten different rough drafts and they end up dying in every single one#wait whattt omg who said that. omg#LMAOO#they are weird little freaks I love them!!!!!#anyways how do you guys color/shade things & draw basic anatomy. this is. so difficult#I took her cig away in the digital version omg. sick and twisted#my art#I think I’m going to start posting my art more often on here perhaps…I’m trying to stop being so self conscious abt everything. lol#I can spot so many mistakes but idgaf I don’t have the energy to go fix them 😭😭 lmfaoo
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