#i’m always just 🥹 lol!!!!
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Every time you post your thoughts about what you’re writing or what’s coming next (like the Annie x Brady thoughts) I read them so quickly lol!! I love getting a sneaky peaky into what is coming up and it makes me feel like I’m getting to peak into your creative thoughts. It makes me so excited. So, just had to drop in and say I am SO pumped for Annie and Brady’s next fic. Like, they are my babies 🥹 (honestly all the couples are, especially Annie and Brady and Kennedy and Bucky) but you know what I mean lol.
- sincerely, excited ☀️
EEEEEKKKKK SUNSHINE ANON IM SCREAMING !!!!!!!!!
that means so so much to me to hear omg!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹 i think for me it’s just a sort of check-in thing, i guess? during the week i’m so busy and i have no real post schedule, but i also want to keep anyone interested ‘in the know’ of what’s going on or random thoughts that hit me so it means so much to know that you love them!!!!! 😭
a peak into my creative thoughts AHHHHHHH I LOVE THE IDEA OF THAT SO MUCH!!!!!!! and i feel like i want to start thinking of them in that way toooooo!!! because i feel it totally is! just what i’m feeling and vibing with and what i’m hoping to go with in terms of writing. because at the end of the day, i’m doing this because it’s just so fun and writing is a hobby for me to always have when i need it - so thinking of it as creative thoughts is so cute! i love it!!!! (may have to start tagging those as *shannon’s creative thoughts* now haha!) me and my chaos basically 🤣
AWWWWW THANK YOUUUUU!!!!! that means so much!!!! 🥹🫶✨ your excitement for them means the world!!!!! i’m really digging into both their characters here with the particular piece i have coming up for them and WOWEE i got a *lil* emotional writing it because….it’s definitely a piece where i relate to annie heavily. and i think that’s another thing that makes writing the SB crew so enjoyable? each of them have a piece of me where i’m just like i get it, this little part of me is in you and i get it. and that’s just really nice to have. so annie really speaks to me and i feel she will for other people reading too!!!! :) and ofc, brady’s being the absolute sweetheart he always is to her and it just makes my heart 💗💗💗 !!!!!!!
(also thank you for the kennedy x bucky love i stg those two are going to be the death of me - but i think all these duos will haha!)
THANK YOU AGAIN FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND LOVELINESS!!!! i shall sleep very 😄😄😄 tn!!!! <33333 THANK YOU AGAIN MY HEART IS WARM!
#SCREAMING CRYING THIS IS SO SWEET!!!!!#thank u sm for the endless kindness sunshine anon <3#truly you anons are too kind !!!!!!#i’m always just 🥹 lol!!!!#THANK YOU!#also the annie x brady love is so real i cant get over them ever like#they just …. it’s so pure and genuine! them!#annie x brady#annie bradshaw#silver bullets#mota writings
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dan said hehe might hop onto bluesky and we all without a blink went yes we’re coming with you lol i loveee phannies
#i’m just there for dnp fr like i’ve never liked the twitter style social media thing lol#i’ll always be a tumblrina#but i also wanna know what you’re all up to there so im definitely gonna use it sometimes#and it’s been so cute seeing everyone join today 🥹#jenna rambles#phan#dan and phil
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gojo, akemi, and sachiro all snuggled together in one giant bed, with sachi nestled close to auntie ‘kemi who’s softly singing him to sleep, while dada satoru watches them both, holding them in his arms and feeling this warmth in his heart at the sight of their bond >>>
#sy canon#angst lol#also off topic but#can i just say#that so many of u guys leave me in absolute awe#whenever i read ur comments/reblogs/asks they’re always detailed and well-put together like ???#i’m always so grateful to read those 🥹 and like to have people who really read the story at its fullest#and take the time to write down such thorough analyses#whether it’s the plot or the character#amazing is all i can say
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you would think after all the yapping i do about these losers i would have a plethora of art uploaded … no… so here is my first kantrio post lol
i did these over the last month while watching the olympic weightlifting and jamming to kpop (stan red velvet and kiss of life BTW!!!)
#pokemon#pkmn#trainer red#rival blue#trainer leaf#i made them classy and smoke from a joint idk maybe i should of done the classic aussie teen experience and make them smoke from a water#bottle bong 🤩 red is a massive foodie so ofc he has the multiple options of snacks ready lol my go-to fried food was a capriccosia pizza 😭#i’m always conflicted on the blue smoking hc (just cigarettes yall lol) i often see fanart of professor blue smoking and i see the vision#50/50??? let me ask the audience 🗣️ i think i’m bias cause i am cursed with thinking men who smoke are extremely attractive lmao#there is 100% lore behind that second piece but i am so burnt out and i don’t think it’ll fit in tags lol#also just have a raging fear of sharing anything kantrio related LOL like raging projectile vomiting level anxiety#blue fears repeating the toxic cycles he grew up in but oops he’s doing exactly that in the second piece 🧐#wowzers … as kieran would say lol … i love writing and thinking about blue and his emotional growth over those 3 years red was missing#but hey sometimes something hurts so badly it takes you back to that sad and scared child version of yourself right?#strength to me is like: red >>>>>>> leaf >> blue🤷🏻♀️ they technically both canonically beat blue in gamecanon so … my girl is strong sorry#ain’t standing shy timid leaf in this house …#also - despite being acespec myself i didn’t know demi was under the ace umbrella! i think it suits red super well imo :p#pan aswell bc i don’t think he gaf 😭 also shout out to one of my fave pkmn artists kiriato 🫶🏻🤧 i was going through such bad art block and#their work inspired all of these :3 i love their stuff sm espcially their comics 🥹 i drew all of these using their brush sets too!!!#trainer blue#blue pokemon#red pokemon#leaf pokemon#pokemon art#pokemon fanart#pokemon frlg#trainer green#rival green#my art <3#kanto au
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I recreated the official card art with my Rook 🦋
my commissions are still open for Veilguard or DA:I styled tarot art 💜 feel free to reach out at: [email protected]
#Emmrook#dragon age veilguard#datv#emmrich x rook#emmrich volkarin#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age emmrich#oc: sybil#honestly in love with how this turned out#way better than I expected!! I love them 🥹🦋#idk if anyone reads these but my comms are always open because#I don’t get any lol so just in case you feel like I’m booked or anything#I never am and have to job hunt for other non fandom comms so#so for the few people who have requested fandom comms from me#thank you SO much I feel so unseen most of the time so#thank you again i really appreciate you
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some february fake rumors 💭
i am referencing these two contributions here & here. while we’re preparing ourselves for the chaos of xz’s mfw appearances, let’s enjoy these sweets first!
i’m using a very sexy xiao laoshi just because… 🤷🏻♀️
the first one is so funny and nostalgic with how it was presented. usually, fake rumors are in conversation form or in paragraphs. or, at some point, there is a story and then OP will include stick drawings to better explain what’s happening. this was popular when the topic are unofficial bts content before the videos were released.
this contribution tho only had the stick figure 😂😂
you can clearly see what’s the “story” here. lol. the two of them were caught by someone. this is not the first time a story like this came out but seeing it this way is entertaining. fans are also pointing out what they are doing, the faces are so close! kissing! 💋
the second one goes back to the usual format of conversations.
the first part is a staff telling yibo that be brought so much and then wyb says he doesn’t have the car to carry the stuff. he also said he has divided it, to which another staff says it’s easier for them. they tell wyb that he should eat more mandarin oranges.
wyb: Yo, you’re back
wyb: Come on, I brought everything with me.
xz: If I don’t eat, I’ll stay up late tomorrow and die of swelling.
xz: gone
🏃🏃🏃🏃
wyb: Look at me going all the way here and you’re ignoring me.
xz: Aren’t you pretty good at the game?
wyb: That's different
xz: Why is it different? Please explain it carefully.
wyb: Fierce me 🥹👈🏻Brother x, look at everything about him
xz: 🙄🤛🏻
wyb: If you don’t eat carbohydrates, your temper will get worse.
LOL. Years later, WYB is still worrying over XZ and what he eats lol. and how WYB wants all of XZ’s attention, and his gege playing along. I can imagine him saying “please explain it”.
staff 2: 🍊 So delicious
staff 1: I’ll take two more
xz: You guys eat so much
xz: Come, come here
i love how wyb’s love language is giving gifts, and it shows here. this is allegedly a fake scenario during the CNY holidays, and ofc, Bobo won’t forget gifts for XZ’s staff as well! what a good brother in law!
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I don’t know anything. I only know how to eat. You can talk wherever you like. Where can we go to talk? We'll make up soon anyway.
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xz: Okay, I won’t argue with you anymore. I went back to take a shower and sweated all over.
wyb: Then I’ll go back too
xz: You eat here and eat with them
wyb: I’m afraid of getting swollen even if I don’t eat.
xz: Okay?
wyb: ☺️☺️🥰
wyb: Withdrawal ✋🏻
wyb: You should ☺️ take a sip to reduce swelling.
xz: you😂
xz: Is it okay if I ask Brother A to buy red beans for me?
wyb: Let’s go upstairs☺️
The use of the door here and this commentary from the OP made fans think of the “drawing” from the rumor i discussed first. It’s like OP is implying that he was only there to enjoy the food from wyb. The previous convo looks like the two are bickering, but they will be sweet later. make up soon? what does that mean? Did OP see them kissing?
P.S: if you have a weibo account, please like all the comments with yellow circles in this xzs new post. take this as a reminder to do the same for the MFW posts in the coming days. 💪🏼 we have to show our support! XZ will most likely post on IG too, so this is your reminder to follow him.
-END.
#i’m so exhausted for the past few hours and only fueled by cpn im not even kidding lol#and gg’s upcoming mfw appearance#fandom is life 🥹🥹🥹#yizhan#bjyx#there is no science here i’m just clowning like i always do
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I was having a breakdown in the bathrooms by the auditorium because while setting up for winter stuff for orchestra, I tripped in front of my crush and he laughed in my face. A girl in my class noticed I was crying in a stall and omg tell me why girls bathrooms are always such open spaces (emotionally). Like. This might be the thing that makes me keep going because she was so sweet 😭🥹 and told me that I could talk to her whenever and to update her tomorrow to check on if I feel better about the little fuckup I had
#she reassured me that the guy’s actually really sweet but focuses on himself more#and probably just thought it was funny#which I’m not sure I believe bc I always catastrophize but yk#there was this other girl I didn’t know who was also a total angel#and I’m still so 🥹🥹🥹 about this#girls are amazing#also update on the gender stuff: I might be a girl after all but can’t update my bio stuff right now lol#ignore me
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so yes yes i know we all adore the lie detector video, right. but i think everyone is sleeping on:
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#Rhys Darby#Taika Waititi#The Cryptid Factor#SUCH a comfort video for real#I listen to it when I’m doing chores or trying to wind down and it always just makes me 🥹🥹🥹#The way Rhys talks about Taika 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#like their friendship makes me Ill <3 WKDKWKS#AND ALSO HEARING TAIKA BEING LIKE#’Yeah so the working title is WWDITS’ MADE ME SCREAM THE FIRST TIME I HEARD IT#I just hhhbgnwnfnsndjsdj#I JUST LOVE GETTING LITTLE GLIMPSES INTO THEIR LOVELY DYNAMIC#BECAUSE LOOK AT US NOW DUDE#anyway brb about to do dishes and listen to this on repeat#ALSO LMAO THE WAY RHYS AND TAIKA SEEM SO HARD SET ON OPENING A RESTAURANT TOGETHER#FIRST THE MEAT SHACK AND NOW SNAKERY SNACKERY#like y’all lol Get On That why don’t you#IT’S BEEN HOW MANY YEARS??????#Youtube
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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#i luv my friends ;-; i feel like i’m gonna lose my mind when i’m not living right by all my friends lmao 😭#i’ve literally been hanging out w ppl like at least every other day if not every day#we made semi spontaneous plan to go to pride tmrwwweww 🥹🥹 i’m excited#i just am so happy that i get to spend sm time w ppl rn bc we’re all somewhat free bc summer 😭#also idk i was just thinking abt this recently but like#it’s kinda new to me to like actually be comfortable/confident in knowing my friends want/like my presence ;-;#even then i’m not that confident LMAO bc after sm time together i’m like surely they’ll get sick of me#like we’ve seen each other every day the past like three days#but no 🥹 ugh like idk man i had one elementary to sort of middle and high school friendship#that like fucked me up i feel like lmfao 💀#like girl sidelined me so much for other friends that i just#:l and cried so much bc of that 😀 anyway 😀#so like idk i’m just so grateful rn 😭😭😭#also was thinking abt it recently bc my mom made me feel judged/ made me feel like she was annoyed that i was staying here on campus#when i technically don’t need to and my main/only reason is bc friends#and after that conversation w her i got kinda annoyed bc i was like#i have had so many conversations w you where i was sad af or frustrated that my friends wouldn’t reach out to me ever#or my friend who never paid attention to me when other friends were around#like i don’t think she’s actually judging like me staying for friends but it was that one conversation we were both kinda annoyed idk#and i was just like . pls#anyway 😀 i always have so many friend thoughts i always be overthinking it LOL#anyway anyway i need to be up in like 6 hrs LOLLLLLL pride tho yay 🥰🥰🥰#rip me not having clean cute clothes for this LOL 🤪#ong last yr i tied my hair in a ponytail w like rainbow hair ties tied down the ponytail……#idk if i have those but if i do maybe i should do that again LOL#idk might be too lazy tho we’ll see how much time i have to get ready when i wake up 🤡#jeanne talks#TOO MUCH BYE
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Sel!!! For the ask game :] kiri, katsuki, nanami and megumi :D
midi!! thank u for sending in 🥹
since these are only 4, i’ll be adding 6 more!! — akaashi, oikawa, shouto, izuku, yuuta, choso
Marry -> katsuki
Drink tea with -> choso
Party with -> kiri
Kiss -> megumi
Go out on a date with -> akaashi
Push down the stairs -> oikawa
Slap -> yuuta
Invade the dreams of -> izuku
Take a nap with -> nanami
Rob -> shouto
send me 10 names and i’ll answer!!
#i think i just made this harder for myself LOL but#to explain!!#marry katsuki bc i’m skipping the whole dating w him 😭 idk if i can take it akndjend i feel like he’d be a much better husband than bf#tea w choso bc i just want him to experience life yk! (i also think he’s into goss LMAO)#party w kiri bc i think he’d be so safe 🥺 always looking out for u 🥺 would take shots in your stead oh gooood#kiss pretty boy megs always; date w akaashi bc i think it’d be sweet and cute 🥹#will push oikawa down the stairs only if its cushioned 🫶🏻 must protect his ankles and knees 🫶🏻#slap yuuta just to see if he likes it; invade izuku’s dreams bc how cool would it be if i get to talk to the vestiges#nap w nanami bc man needs it; rob shouto bc i think he’d just shrug and give it away anyway 😭#midi.🥔#mididoodles#ask#rep#ask game
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Hello, im wehaveagathering from my main blog, im kind of obsessed with your hockey poetry edits and I think your blog is great! I guess I kind of have a dumb question, where do you find the images you use for your edits? Did you say Getty in your tags?? I’ve gotten into making icons recently (and i have ideas for poetry edits hrrrghhh) but it’s hard to find high res images. Thanks for your time and I hope you have a nice day :)
first of all thank you so much 🥹 and second that’s absolutely not a dumb question!! i do pull a lot of images from getty and i’ll also download pictures from sports articles (i got a lot of the hugheses pictures from online access articles, for example), or sometimes from instagram/facebook/twitter if an account is public. freely admitting that i am not technologically advanced? inclined? in the slightest here, but the image editing software that you use and how you import/export photos with it makes a difference in the quality of them as well!
if you haven’t seen them yet, i would also recommend checking out @simmyfrobby @national-hockey-lesbian @hauntedppgpaints @tapedsleeves @starscelly and @captainbradmarchand’s blogs just off the top of my head!!! they might know more places to get high res images and also i love their work 💕🫶
#sorry can’t type hands all butterfly hearts i’m just out here like 🥰🥰🥰🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭💕💕💕#@ everyone i tagged ty i love you i hope you don’t mind the tag 😘 also i KNOW i am unintentionally forgetting people so tag them at will#forgive me i am eepy. we are running on <4 hours of sleep and over 18 hours awake 🫡#liv in the replies#join the club!!! join the club!!!!! we love the hockey poetry edits!!!!!! i’m so excited to see what you create!!!!! :)))))#the process of me finding images is very much like. either i have a vision in my head and i troll getty looking for it or my screenshots#if i know i have one l m a o but either way i am always 68 pages deep in a hyper specific search labeling my photos like ‘ohHHH buddy’#‘menace 1 abd 2’ ‘but he’s not a cup winner’ ‘ohhhh the nolpat media scrums are rich earth’#‘because WILLY WON’T CUT HIS HAIR’ ‘deJA FUCKIN MILK BAYBE’ ‘is it truly sn edit if u don’t find a devastating baby pic’ ‘yes MF last line’#and so forth. like. glad it’s comprehensible to ME but if anyone else ever tried to use these photos based on file name alone i am so sorry#also i forget that y’all can’t see all of the metadata notes on photos to know where they’re from :/ i gotta be better abt making it clear#also on the note about image quality i just need to state for the record i am so photoshop whatever illiterate.#i learn one (1) new trick on GIMP a year maybe two if i am lucky & no i have never figured out consistent sizing 🫡 but the one hack for res#i HAVE figured out is that when i do edits i usually make a whole doc w/the poem lined up on it (helps me keep somewhat consistent sizing)#and then i export that document as a pdf and edit the pdf in the software instead of trying to screencap or jpeg or anything. PDF quality >#that is probably so convoluted lol if anyone has tips please lmk i am always learning#ANYWAY. rambling u did not ask for but is inherent to Me.#have a great day too!!!!! you literally made mine so 💕😭#wehaveagathering#indecisor
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I hope your days aren't as heavy and dark, I am sending all the positive thoughts your way. You deserve the best, fairy princess. <3
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#I’ve been getting such sweet asks#I can’t tell you how much they mean to me right now#unfortunately my days have been pretty dark and overwhelming#struggling more than I ever have before tbh#and I’ve struggled most of my life so that’s saying something#also tried to go on TikTok for a little bit and oh BOY that was a bad decision#I might come back sometime soon#it’s just hard when my meds and everything have been making me very sex repulsed 😬#and half of the posts on my feed are very sexy related lol#so I guess that’s probably the main reason I haven’t been on here as much as I used to#also really don’t have the energy to reply or talk to people anymore#(sorry to anyone who has tried to DM me or contact me in any way -#I’ve barely been able to get out of bed so I definitely don’t have the energy to reply to people)#fun fact I went on TikTok finally cause everyone keeps talking about it#somehow ended up on the abortion debate side of TikTok???? so I kept seeing these bullshit debates#the final straw was the other day I saw some dipshit put as their claim ‘prochoice is a mental illness’#don’t even get me started on that it makes me so made I start to shake#I’m sorry but that is so offensive to people who are struggling with real mental illnesses???#went up as a guest (surprisingly) and was trying to explain how ridiculous that statement was and one of the people literally said#‘this is not a safe space’#lol ok byeeeee#obviously not expecting every where to be a safe space but for someone to literally SAY that is wild to me#I always try to keep a safe space no matter who I’m talking to or what about#that still is bothering me so so much#main reason why I’m still on there is cause I love this creator and want to support her as much as possible#but idk how much longer I can be on there… was even thinking about trying to post and make money over there#but ha ha ha guess not#back to square one#I’m running out of space as always but thank you so so so much for the kind words they mean the world to me!! also FAIRY princess???#I’ve never heard that before 🥹🥹🥹 thank you thank you thank you wishing you a lovely day 🫶
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regardless if it’s a timeskip or not i do think the new outfits signify a new chapter in their lives??? like in the case of bat:
kuukou’s still punk still monk lol but more importantly, he still has his sachihoko symbols on his haori thing. kuukou’s always changed the symbols on his coat whenever he gets a new one so it’s an important point!!! sachihoko are guardians to protect from storms so kuukou still has his protector/protection imagery
jyushi’s overcoat is still the same style but it is longer and darker and his outfit as a whole is grandiose lol like even more vkei, so i’d say this is jyushi’s final form a jyushi more true to himself and braver than ever before and ready to perform on his biggest stage yet
hitoya’s i’m not too sure actually lol but it reminds me a lot of his fit back when he helped out kuukou and jyushi. if that’s the angle then it might have him playing support for whatever he’ll be getting into as jakurai’s partner. also lends to his own knight imagery since that’s the period of time we see him as a defender
#this is vee speaking#i didn’t have the bandwidth to actively think about rosho’s glasses#but it struck me as closure for rosho and i read a thread yesterday that filled in the blanks for me lol#rosasa back at again with their self contained story lol#rio i’m kinda excited for lol he took off the uniform!!!!!!! is his war about to be over??????#gentaro took off two elements of his outfit i think?????? like that black coat is gone and so is his turtleneck!!!!!#he’s opening up y’all 🥹🥹🥹#what’s cracking me up about jiro’s fit is that he’s wearing that plaid button shirt UNBUTTONED#AND UNDERNEATH his usual black shirt like bruh lmao#ichiro!!!!!!! is back in black and red!!!!!!!! he’s back in his tdd era colours where he actively wanted power!!!!!!#similarly samatoki is back in leather!!!!!!! (MY LONGEST YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII EVER)#he wore aloha shirts after the tdd timeskip and i’ve always been of the opinion he’s wearing comfort clothes since he’s been that depressed#so maybe now that nemu’s okay and thriving!!!!!! he can be a leather baby/daddy again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#juto and red has always been a Thing the brain just hasn’t ever made the connection with why red’s important to juto and i’m sad ☹️☹️☹️#he looks good but i still don’t know what red means to him ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️#ramuda in posse yellow ;w; his beret is rly cute too he wore a hat during the tdd era and i feel like that’s the trend with tdd#they’ve rediscovered their purpose from back then 🤔🤔🤔#and so with sensei uhhhhhh well it’s certainly the brightest version of his clothes yet 😭😭😭#he’s peak happy by this point maybe and i do wish that for him lol#anyone else i didn’t mention i’m still thinking on lol
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#and they aren’t worried of not earning enough money in the future#and they don’t feel powerless about making positive changes#in their lives#because they have ways to do it and for fuck sakes maintain them#sorry for the bitterness and self-loathing lol#today was bad#and sometimes idk how to put my feelings into words#so i figured that this have been my thoughts lately#but at the same time i don’t think that this mindset is helping me#i just sometimes don’t know what to do#and i want to trust that things will get better#and that i have the capacity to get what i feel so far for me#i want to believe that i deserve it#today one friend from uni recognized that I’m always doing my best#and 🥹#maybe I’m deserving of love and stability#hopefully some day i won’t feel ‘othered’#idk#most of the time i also feel guilty about these feelings#because I’m at that narrow line between middle class and lower middle class#so i don’t have access to things outside of my necessities#but i have the privilege of having my basic necessities covered almost all the time#so yup#idk sometimes i think that what I’m feeling is wrong and that I’m just making a victim of myself#but maybe deep down i just want people (and myself) to validate my feelings#and to believe that it will get better
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Gonna update my masterlist today bc Kay is leaving and I can finally close the twelve million Pokémon tabs he has open on my laptop 😭
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#he’s so cute he’s playing Pokémon fusion#he’s always like which Pokémon should I fuse!#n he always shows me cute ones and ones he thinks I will like 🥹🥹#he’s just adorable I am gonna miss him when he leaves :(((#oh and my mam still hasn’t decided if she’s coming home tomorrow or not LOL#she leaves everything til the last minute I’m not surprised in the least
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