#i’ll delete in a second
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you know i might not move at all? i don’t feel like i really contribute anything so there’s not really a point? still love grazie but i don’t think i really need to be here.
#and it’s okay#❈ — cause no one wants a fella with a social disease / * ooc.#tbd.#i’ll delete in a second#maybe just feel a little weird because of being busy lately
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I’m thinking about changing my art style what to you think
#*draws four panels of a comic* oh hey wouldn’t it be cool to change the art style rn#king still looks great in it#also I deleted the second pair of fairies’ arms and plan on making them bigger#red will be the only one whose design I’ll change#avm au#animation vs minecraft#avm
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yeah more set leaks whatever can we just have a moment of silence for how bad finn’s hair looks tho. i’m sorry i can’t focus on anything else until we stop acting like he doesn’t look ridiculous
#like we’ve gotten past will’s hair before it’s fine i just want you guys to just stop and be serious for a second#‘he’s so pretty my boy is back’ shut up stop clowning for one second. he looks like he’s made out of wax and hairspray#like can we just admit it and move on#i’m sure you guys are going to hate this post so i’ll delete but PLEASE.#parker posts#st
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Alright WHO THE F##
Ye straight to the garbage…
#ye if anything like that happened again I’ll delete it in less then a second#and I won’t say that again
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consider this data collection:
(it’s okay, i won’t judge you)
#don’t ask what the data will be used for#you’ll either find out#or i’ll delete this post and act like nothing ever happened#poll#smash or pass#doctor who#classic who#classic doctor who#second doctor
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ew 5am vent on main pls ignore this
open communication is only so difficult because you have to be vulnerable. “hey can you stop doing (normal thing) because i’m so stupidly insecure and emotionally immature that it absolutely ruins me every time” ?!?!?! i’d literally rather die than admit that to anyone
#i can confront people about objectively bad shit no problem#and i can talk it out with anyone#but the second my qualms are subjective? i just bury them deep and try to pretend they dont exist#i’m afraid that if i ever let anyone know how damn jealous i am that i’d scare them away#it’s not like a malicious jealousy i don’t wish harm upon anyone#but rejection makes me malleable#i would cut off my arm if it would make me someone’s favourite#and knowing that just makes me more disappointed in myself#for lacking the self esteem that comes so easily to others#ugh. i’ll delete this later
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What's the favourite photo you've taken? - they're all so nice!! 💕
awww thank you sm !! <33 tbh I don’t really find any one photo too significant as of yet, not to say they aren’t nice to have but real life moments are nicer :)
these aren’t necessarily my fav photos but could argue might be my favourite “vibes”
this one was taken with a digital point and shoot — while it may be argued objectively shitty and I’m completely aware a toddler could replicate it, I think this is why I love it. the fact that it just is what it is. the untouched scene naturally tells its own story, rather than needing to curate one yourself. I personally find it’s more than just something to look at. this stripped back style evokes more emotion for me than others and I love how the darker lighting does not dull its life. I mean this is all subjective. I personally don’t think this style is the best for every photo (or maybe it could be) but I really like when it works out. as someone who feels disconnected from my own existence a lot of the time, I like that I can live through it a little, as I believe it to be as close to a reflection of my interpretation of the society we live in as possible. while it wouldn’t really matter if this particular photo got deleted. never to be seen again, I’d never know the feeling of this particular moment, until I felt it in real life again. obviously I didn’t quite know all this when randomly taking it while bored on the train but I think that’s the only reason it turned out this way which is even more warming.
but of course, maybe more so than anything, I love my trusty film <3 point and shoot ofc — these photos alongside the header of this blog, again very little effort but somewhat significant of a story. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like when I’m able to capture a simple image that tells a story/evokes emotion (again, whether or not it portrays a story may be subjective). Especially with minimal effort, cause in my opinion if it’s perfect as is, then surely it’s worth taking a photo of. Film is more reliable to me at this point of my life, while I’m not very experienced (in any kind of photography really) I think it’s hard to fail, in fact I feel as though it almost exceeds my expectations. As someone who has never been any good at technical aspects of any form of art (or the patience to pursue them), I find film enables me to curate something to a standard of which I couldn’t ask for anything better of myself. Not to mention the process of developing etc. meaning I really have to stop and envision my image more so than with digital, which is basically an act of mindfulness (something I’m also usually very bad at). I’m pretty sure the Coca Cola photo was the first photo I ever took on film in 2020 lockdown (besides a barbie disposal I got for xmas as a kid that my parents were mad at me for quickly “wasting” and never to be developed). what I love about all these photos is that I believe I was able to zoom in on (no pun intended, because actually I didn’t) seemingly insignificant moments in life happening all around me so that they could later be recognised as something more. again, in my mind, my life feels very fragile at the best of times so I like that I can hold onto things a little longer when I’m alone. I’m so so glad film has stuck around and I hope I one day fix my favourite film camera and can take more photos like these!
again, hella subjective and have found most people I know to have very different preferences in what photos they think look and feel best, but as of right now these are mine :)
#idk if anyone cares THAT MUCH#but im distracting myself from the fact I’m ruining my academic life but continuing to do so by writing this instead#also I’m literally not a photographer so like idk wot I’m saying I’m just saying wot I’m thinking#the way I went on a full blown ramble in this post ab my life philosophies and then realised no one asked so deleted it lmao#but I’ll leave u with this instead#ultimate yapper#idk which parts of the words I say are real I’m literally insane#I also wrote this while throwing up in my mouth and dizzy as fuck#and now it’s 3am and I want to die bc every second I don’t do my assignment another mark comes off#but now i really can’t do it bc I feel too unwell#soz I’m a literally broken record lmao#not lmao at all#actually I’m pissed cos why can’t I do my critical analysis report rn but I can write this help
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There’s new Gabriel whimpering on Gianni’s YouTube even though it’s a shitpost
Gabe whimper any% speedrun (I have the world record)
#also I saw the 2nd ask but I’ll just delete it lol#for anyone wondering the second ask just says I already posted it#non voice post#ask#asks
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so i’m really the one robert redford stan on earth who absolutely adored havana (1990) huh 🫥
#georgia likes a period piece set in the 50s (surprised gasps)#much enjoyable and easier to digest on a second watching but idk if it’s bc first time i kept pausing whenever his forearms were onscreen#like a victorian man scandalised by a mere glimpse of an ankle#but genuinely this film makes me wanna eat glass#‘our boat?’ i’ll kill you#his diamond. HIS DIAMOND.#oh god and the music. the sets. the costumes. HIS CLOTHES. such a feast for the eyes and ears#and the soul…..#robert redford#georgia rambles#delete later
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looking through old chapters from stg and realising that tumblr deleted paragraphs of writing and repeated some paragraphs making me look like i’m stupid and can’t read
#just embarrassing..#looking at chap 4 and seeing the second paragraph deleted and the third repeated I HATE THIS APP 😭😭😭😭#let me go look if old rbs still have the versions..#this is exactly why i started keeping copies of the chapters on my other blog#mianhae everyone~ i’ll do better in the future~
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there is a very specific part of astarions own personal groupies that makes me feel so physically unwell and triggers me so bad and i cannot block them all fast enough !!!!
#fray.txt#i am trying so hard not to see but it keeps ! popping up !#i don’t wanna start drama so i’m blocking every single one !#but sometimes i read something that makes me actually puke in my mouth and i just need to scream for a second !!!!#in which i’m using tumblr to vent oho when has this ever been a good idea#i’ll probably delete this later i’m just so upset rn lol
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That bitter anon reminded me of something. Another author I follow received a message saying that there seems to be something like a prívate vlog on this page where people keep talking badly about various authors who write for jjk and AOT. Basically "Mean girls" Tumblr version
ooof that’s so—sad??
it’s so immature that I don’t have words for it — I understand that some people have peaked in middle school and have not outgrown that mindset but c’mon
are we really talking badly about fanfiction??? people need to touch grass—
#sab [asks]#sab [anons]#honestly hate anons 99% of the time get deleted without s second thought#I’ll only reply to one’s where I am impressed by their audacity or just honestly it’s just funny
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Since it’s TDOV should I do a fun little face reveal
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ok. will scrap whatever i’ve written for “premonition of love” and start anew 🙂↕️
#it’s NAWT hitting#once again i go from fic to fic like a bunny hopping from carrot to carrot#BUT FOR REAL……… hmmmmm maybe i just need to pivot completely#i can’t think of a good intro for the LIFE of me#like . UGHFHFBHFHFHFJFJFJ#and i love these two characters Specfically so much so i wanna do my devoted losers in love justice 😭#hmmmmmm . will create a new giggle doc#*GOOGLE DOC THIS IS THE SECOND TIME TODAY IT AUTOCORRECTED TO GIGGLE DOCS 😭😭😭#ANYWAYS . am sleeping and i probably won’t be on tomorrow but hopefully in the evening i can start writing for this#i’m both not making headway and also making some headway on cult geto but i wanna pivot and write smthn more fluffy :3#woohoo :> hopefully i can think of something 😪#maybe i’ll just stream of conscious write even if it’s somewhere in the middle of the fic and see where it goes#not writing linearly is kinda dumb of me but fuck it . We Ball#also by scrap i don’t mean delete the stuff bc i have learned NOT to do that 😭#anyways i need to finish at least one fic omg gotta christen my blog w a google doc fic EVENTUALLY#personal
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Ibuprofen, electrolytes, and emotional support bands, please save me…
#pardon my insanity#delete later#when the PMDD symptoms started kicking up higher after my second rabies vax I *knew* I was in for it#because that was one more thing to get my immune system ticked off right before it’s most likely to attack me#I have not been in this much pain in over a year… and I’ve had plenty of bad spells#there’s a review session in the anatomy lab this afternoon before Monday’s practical exam and I should probably go…#…maybe I’ll be vertical by then?
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I just made what I think is a really good sad Carina edit but I had to frame for frame re-edit it via a SCREEN RECORDING, of the edit, because I kept getting forced out of the file, just the one file btw everything else worked fine and I deleted a lot of stuff I didn’t want to bc of this.
I started at like 11pm and it is 5:30 am so I am losing it.
#maybe I’ll post it later I need to go to bed#I managed to get most of it via screen recording but it wouldn’t play half of the intro cause the beggining was triggering the force quit#but I also still had the rest of the end I hadn’t done yet bc I used a lot of clips I planned on repeating that were like no seconds long#and I was stalling doing it bc it takes forever to hand move individual clips#which is when all of this started#my phone just#decided#I finally got it to work after I spent hours using a crappy screen record to redo all of the clips over again#and I didn’t use any of it!#I deleted the file I spent hours remaking!#all for a choppy half as good version that had the clips exactly right!#but slow!#i am so tired#kms#but not really#i’m mentally exhausted#carina deluca#station 19#greys anatomy
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