Hi Essie!!! Hope you're doing well! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)❤️
So I had this idea for a sick!Dazai fic (that I'm honestly too tired to write dhehee), and who else is better to brainstorm it with than my fellow Dazai whump enthusiast? :D
Based on my own experience of being sick for the past week, I forgot how awful it can get. It sucks. You're feverish, your nose is either runny or super blocked, your throat hurts, you get headaches, you're lethargic 80% of the time, all that stuff. But what sucked the most for me was how hot my skin felt. Like, clothes were so uncomfortable to wear from the sweat, especially since it's still summer around here.
So imagine putting bandages into account as well?
Yep, awful.
So I present you with a scenario: Teen!Dazai in his office, has taken over paper duty (that Mori knows he isn't gonna complete anyway) because of his fever. He feels gross, to say the least. Flushed and hazy, a little nauseous and sleepy. But his skin- his skin is scorching, and there is no way for it to disperse that heat because it can't breathe. He endures it for as long as he can until he just can't.
In his haze, he scrambles to tear his bandages off, loosen his tie, and decides that he will lie on the cold floor shirtless. The air conditioner isn't enough. No one is there to stop him.
Until Chuuya barges in without knocking as usual (to discus the paperwork he also knows Dazai isn't going to finish) and stumbles onto the scene.
Dazai doesn't even acknowledge him, has already taken off the bandages around his eye and is halfway through tearing off the ones around his neck. His clothes are disheveled as he loosens them and looks like he's about to take them off.
Chuuya gapes for a solid second, before exclaiming with a blush-
"What the fuck?!"
He rushes over, trying not to look at Dazai's skin that's on display and stops him. He wraps him with Mori's oversized coat aggressively.
Dazai fights against him, exclaiming that he needs to lie on the floor. Chuuya doesn't get it, all that he knows is that Dazai is delirious, and even if he thinks it's a good idea to tear through his protective layer now, he'll definitely regret it later.
So Chuuya ties him with the coat and decides to take the paperwork to his place, along with a flailing Dazai on his shoulder.
I just wanna see Dazai giving Chuuya hell during treating him 😭 cuz even if cooling off is a good idea for a fever, not staying huddled in the warmth equates to chills and endless sneezes. Makes you feel even more awful. So it's gonna be a push and pull of Chuuya trying to warm Dazai up (in order to fight off the fever faster), and Dazai wanting to cool off (because he isn't used to being this warm and hates it), until they come up with a compromise somehow dgdhejndjd
Yeah, just a fun idea! :3 Feel free to expand on it hehe
PEA 😭 i saw this when i was having a Very Bad Day™️ & it immediately made it sm better tysm 🥺🩷🩷
UGH THE TENDER, FEVERISH SKIN UNDER THE BANDAGES ❤️🩹 where everything just feels like too much, i completely understand why Dazai (in his feverish delusion) would think removing the offending material would be the solution
Chuuya barging in and quickly going from 👁️👄👁️ to 😳🤬. i love that he goes into protective mode, thinking of how future Dazai will surely regret this course of action & putting measures in place to prevent that 🥺
Chuuya would wrap Dazai up like a sushi roll & carry him on his shoulder like a log back to his apartment, where he proceeds to lose the idgaf war & embrace his mother hen side (which he still denies exists)
meanwhile Dazai is kicking & fighting him every step of the way, acting more like a 5 year old than a mafia sub executive (he’s still only a kid sobs), even as he shivers with chills
until Chuuya manages to get a hand in his sweat soaked curls, gently carding through them. the coolness of his leather glove against Dazai’s overheated scalp makes Dazai go still… and then slump against the couch in a mixture of relief & exhaustion. Chuuya takes advantage of his compliance to make him agree to stop fighting him, & they spend the rest of the day resting on the couch, watching movies & playing video games (well. Chuuya plays. Dazai watches & points out all of Chuuya’s mistakes) 🩷🩷🩷
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hiii happy holidays!! i just reread the red flower of my heart and was reminded how terrifyingly talented you are and wanted to stop by and send my love to my favorite mutual <3
OMG HELLO AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO MY FAVORITE EVER!!!!
thank you so so much🥹 it’s been colder and windier where I live so I’ve been thinking a lot about red flower as of late! that nesta is very important to me and I’m so glad she resonated with so many other people as well!!!!
thank you for stopping by🫶🫶🫶 it’s always such a treat to see you on my dash <3
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FOR EVERY 🎤 SENT, I WILL LIST A SONG I ASSOCIATE WITH MY MUSE. || accepting
@countlessrealities sent; 🎤 🎤 🎤 [[ your E-Morty, E-Rick and Rick V-79 ]]
{ OOC / HC } Meltdown by Motionless In White
Since you mentioned the trio, all of these songs are going to be involved with the bad ending verse~ And this is the main song of that playlist. It's supposed to be a foil of another song by the same band. Which has similar themes ('cause they were on the same album so, duh) and I thought it was neat because both songs actually parallel to each other. Hence why I feel like this song to specifically fit the bad ending vibes~
'Spiral to extinction, and we know we're fucked,''
'Cause you can't spell out "virus" without "us",
''The end of mankind will be televised,''On tonight's series finale, we're all gonna fucking die.'
It's a fun play on words, but it does describe the plan that they're doing. The three of them are going to be the cause of the so called "apocalypse" of the Citadel. Committing genocide and wiping out all existences of Ricks and Mortys. The last line has a double meaning. On the first level, it's the confirmation that everyone is going to die by Evil Morty's hand. On the second level, it's a nod to Rick V-79's plan of killing the trio at the very last minute, finally enacting his revenge plot.
'Side effects are not allowed,'
'But may include a meltdown,'
'Celebrate the fallout.'
The fact that Evil Morty won't take no for an answer. He's made up his mind on how he wants the end to look. How he wants to get out of the curve (so he thinks.) In his mind, this is the biggest win of them all. A twisted sort of gratification that has been bestowed onto him. And one that he's actually excited for. So he'll stand for nothing to get in his way.
This whole song has apocalyptic vibes and talks about the world ending. So it's perfect to fantasize about a whole mass plot to explode the Citadel and kill every single Rick and Morty in the multiverse.
{ OOC / HC } THE PURGE by In this Moment
For the bad ending verse, this song is basically Rick V-79's mindset during the entire thing. His role in this scenario isn't a second-in-command, it's the advisor. The right hand man. He's at Evil Morty's side, displayed as someone who's feeding the president the ideas. And he is. He's the true mastermind of this whole operation.
'You're pushing back and forth and forth and back again,'
'They said that you were free, now you're locked in a cage,'
'You're pushing lies like your life is on the line.'
Despite the control he has over the situation, he does allow Evil Morty to do what he needs in order to gain back his trust. A few of these things are actually locking him in a cage and also wearing a collar that sends electroshock waves whenever Rick V-79 is out of line. And these specific lines fit well to that.
{ OOC / HC } As Above, So Below by In This Moment
It's not any surprise that in the bad ending verse, E-Rick gets the bad end of the deal. And this song fits with that. Specifically the torturous relationship that he ends up forming with Rick V-79. Also this kind of goes for the original verse, because this part has been altered due to plotting~
'If you sell, they'll buy,'
'Don't feel, just sign,'
'If you sell, they'll buy,'
'Don't think, stay blind.'
One of the things about E-Rick is that he's loyal no matter what. He wouldn't listen to anyone other than the president. Which, in this case, ended up getting him into trouble. It was Evil Morty who heard about the idea and enticed E-Rick into agreeing.
'Just sign on the dotted line,'
'Give me the control, he whispered softly,'
'You're crawling inside my mind,'
'Don't you fight me.'
And what happened, well, Rick V-79 inserted a chip into E-Rick's mind. Allowing him to give up control, being puppeteered around in order for Rick V-79 and Evil Morty to have more control over the situation. Basically getting rid of any voice of reasoning.
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CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT INMATE TOJI AND CUTE LITTLE Y/N WHOS SO NAIVE TO BIG BAD TOJI
CW: Slight smut (mentions of his pp🤭)
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thinking about Prison toji who you met when your college has you do a little project in your criminal psychology class. The project was make a penpal get to know them ask why they are in prision, what their lives before was like, do they regret what they did etc. basic questions of course all you had to do was get the most information out of the penpal about their personal lives as you could.
Prison Toji who only signed up for the program because it was part of his latest court order saying he ‘needed more understanding’ so a penpal would give him a friend while they stay safe😭 he ofc hated the idea and thought it was the dumbest shit ever. until he got his first letter, from you (duh).
Prison toji who got mail for the first time and it was a little white envelope with a cute little sticker sealing it. He deadpanned *is my penpal an idiot these letters are for a prison not a daycare* he silently judges examining every detail as he opened the letter. i read the letter taking in every little personal detail you shared with him, your cute little name, how you loved your cat, how you’re new to the city only just moving for school, of course the boring questions for him as well. But at the very end of the letter he noticed an extra little note.
Ps. i left a few photos of myself along with some of my cat! i think it’s only fair since i got to see your photo on the website
Prison toji who grabs the envelope he previously had thrown to the side and pulls out 3 polaroids. One of you and probably your cat you’re dragging it into the photo with a big grin on your face. the second is a photo of your face a soft smile on your lips meant for whoever took the photo but Toji couldn’t help but wonder if that little smile was for him. Until he pulls out the third photo it’s a full view of you, you’re out in the city dressed all out, and Toji couldn’t help but know you chose that photo just for him.
Prison Toji who can’t wait to finally get some alone time so he can truly appreciate your pretty photos. And immediately goes to write you back answering all your cute little questions. Telling you where he lived before, how he ended up there, telling you what he did for work before (Surprise he sold drugs😍), telling you what he does to occupy his time here (he works out he just wanted an excuse to tell you how strong he is), and he asks you some questions.
Prison Toji who has been relentlessly flirting with since you started writing to him, asking if you had a boyfriend, how your school was going, why you moved to the city, how a cute lil thing like you is still single. You had been writing each other for a few weeks now which is a lot less than you think when you know how long mail takes. But your letters to each other are long. answering every little thing each other asks, learning about one another more and more. You had really connected so you finally ask him the big question he read the words as clear as day.
~Do you think i could come pay you a visit? ~
Prison Toji who had to immediately write back answering the most important question first.
~ And doll, you can come visit me anytime id love to finally meet you and see your pretty face in person~
he wanted to be nonchalant.
Prison Toji who was sitting in bed looking at your photos when he was called
“Zenin, you’ve got a visitor. away from the door.”
Prison Toji silently followed standing on the other side of the cell while the guard came in to handcuff him and bring him to the visiting area. Once he was in the room his cuffs connecting him to the table he waited. until he heard the door open again. He felt his cock twitch in his pants as he saw the guard guide you in. You were wide eyed taking in the new environment until they landed on him.
Prison Toji was large, you knew he was tall and muscular thanks to his letters and photo but nothing could have prepared you for the real deal. Eyes widening even more when you fully take him in. seated At the grey metal table his hands on the table as the guard had told him to. his hair poking at his eyes which were staring drinking you in. his lip in a smirk helping you notice the scar on it which you couldn’t really see from the grainy prison photos. His shirt stretched against his muscles showing off a few tattoos hidden along his skin. the view making you squeeze your thighs together to release some of the pressure building.
Prison Toji who took in as much of you as he could as he watched you shuffle into your seat across from him, enjoying how you squirmed slightly within his gaze, his smirk growing into an almost full smile.
“hey doll it’s good to finally meet you.”
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