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ninjautizm · 11 months ago

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DRAGONS RISINGS SEASON 2 TRAILER SPOILERS??

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OMG I CANT WAIT TO SEE LLOYD IN SEASON 2 MY BBY GIRL 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎🧎

AM I THE ONLY ONE OBSESSING OVER HOW BADASS LLOYD LOOKS IN THE FIGHT SCENE WITH CINDER?? Gawdamn...

#i wont him so bad no one will understand me...#LEGO DROPPED A SEASON 2 TRAILER BTW #hes barely anyone's favourite character so most of the time I'm literally the only one out of the fandom whos non-stop talking about him 😭#I LOVE HIM SM #HES MY WIFE #ninjago #ninjago fandom #ninjago dragons rising s2 #dr season 2 #dragons rising spoilers #dragons rising season 2 spoilers #lloyd montgomery garmadon #lloyd ninjago #ninjago lloyd #lloyd garmadon ninjago #ninjago lloyd garmadon #lloyd garmadon #lloyd dragons rising

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dynamitekansai · 3 months ago

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THE USOS REUNITE WWE SMACKDOWN (OCTOBER 25, 2024)

#no useful tags just me bitching lmao #i am SO unmoved #im praying theres more to all this than them just speedrunning this reunion just so certain things can line up in time for ple shows #and so wrestling fans with less than one braincell can get the instant gratification of their favwit tag team together again 🥺#bc oh bite me lolllll #so much of this ~cinema~ is starting to feel rushed and im just hoping theres turns or angles or REASONS for it #but thats asking me to trust wrestling with carrying storylines fully and i do NOT #the things i wanted most from this story were jey getting proper acknowledgement/vindication and apology for his abuse #and explanation for why the family treats solo as they do (and then expect him to be a well adjusted adult lmao)#jey has NO reason to forgive them yet like did they buy him hallmark cards behind the scenes?#and theyve done much worse to him for much longer the new bloodline #you dont get to brag about this being the greatest slowburn long term cinema storytelling and then just....#im HOPING so bad its not just as simple as it looks i am #they keep swearing theres so many more 'innings' to this so idk prove me wrong please literally do #but that still wont make me moved by ✨og bloodline reunion✨#bc what yall mean yall are still the heels in my eyes like why do you have so many family members yall left on the side of the road #while talking about family above all and dont divide family lmao #and i get ~twin bond~ but LORD #actually that twin bond excuse is evil too #solo go bring in jeremiah since hes technically part of wwe canon too and beat their asses together actually lmao #i aint forgot jey saying something like having brothers is great but how being a twin is just different/special #like yeah sure but can you not make your other siblings sound like secondhand brothers or whatever shdhfhjf #ok im done. for now. for this post. maybe.#venting about my interests is fun for me ok #its how i process the information given to me and understand it #and also i like to bitch

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babymorte · 1 month ago

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i just need to know what it is about me that everyone thinks it’s okay to constantly disrespect me and treat me like a subhuman. everyone keeps telling me it’s not my fault that i keep getting used and fucked over but the common denominator is me.

like i don’t know what it is about guys being on the internet that makes them think women are a roster for them to act how every they want and have no consequences. im sorry it’s fucking trashy and what’s worse is when they’re people you have been friends with for years. even worse when they’re in a relationship. being online does not mean anonymous and social media is not a fucking dating or hookup app and i dont do that shit. i dont associate with people who do that shit and i don’t tolerate it being done to me.

you can ask people to stop but unless they respect you and actually want to i guess change for lack of a better word you’re stuck on a constant cycle of this harassment and borderline mental abuse and it’s really starting to take its fucking toll on me.

I’ve lost some of my best friends who think i just fuck around with whoever gives me attention because of my personality i guess i don’t know but it makes me sick to my stomach and i have never hated myself more. and then to find out your boyfriend is/was doing the same thing? it’s fucking devastating.

all it tells me is that im worth nothing to no one. the only thing im good for is sex or my appearance and when they get bored of me theres always someone else.

i have given up so much of myself to people who don’t deserve to be a thought in my mind and I still will protect them because i want to be the better person.

i just can’t take it anymore. i want to be chosen by someone who chooses me. me the person. sure i want the compliments and the flirty bits n all that but like there’s so much more to me than just my appearance and it’s becoming sickening clear that’s all im good for.

i’ve never felt so alone and i hate myself for it.

#like i don’t even pursue anything with people #i don’t initiate this shit and i sure as shit don’t reciprocate #so i don’t understand why this keeps happening #like these people know me #they know exactly how i am #why do they think i’ll act any differently online #i am a one guy kind of girl #i do not fuck around #even now i wont #and literally no one knows about the boyfriend situation #we’re still acting like everything is normal to the friend group #again because even though he deserves no grace i still want to protect him #i don’t want people talking bad about him despite how much i still hurt #so as far as everyone is concerned aside from the like 2 people who know #im in a relationship and it just shows that people have no fucking respect for that #like aside from tumblr two people know what’s up #one moved away like 5yrs ago and doesn’t talk to anyone #and the other kinda got thrown into the middle of it at no fault of their own #so like literally people just have zero disrespect for me #and i don’t want it to make me angry or bitter #but it’s so fucking hard

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bisexualcherdegre · 8 months ago

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D:BH Rarepairsweek 7 | @dbhrarepairs

Day 3: Hank/Markus After the revolution, Markus and Hank are both trying to deal with the new situation they've been handed. Their paths cross.

#dbhrarepairsweek #hank anderson #dbh markus #hank x markus #hankus #??? idk but ive seen someone else at least use this tag so i might as well #detroit: become human #d:bh #dbhrarepairs #aight. this might be the rarest pairing im doing this week. maybe.#IM BRINGING MY HANK/MARKUS AGENDA TO THIS EVENT #IVE BEEN KEEPING IT LOWKEY (the fics are wip) SO FAR BUT. NOW IT IS TIME.#look ive been examining these two in my brains for a while now. it makes sense to me.#you will understand my vision.#i was debating writer a longer caption but once again: i'd let you fill in the blanks for this one #i might make more specific content for them in the future #like i had even more interesting scenes to use but im doing this gifset for now hehe #MY VIEW ON THIS was like. Connor getting more involved in android stuff because he wants to support Markus #Hank relapses a bit with his mental health issues but manages it better than he has ever done before #Markus who is burnt out and trying to find rest and dealing with his own demons #manages to notice Hank's struggles. Helps him out lowkey. Is interested in him.#then TO BE CONTINUED #I THINK THE IDEA OF THEM TALKING IS SO FASCINATING ALRIGHT #also. obv. if you see this as platonic only then that is up to you i cannot take it from you and feel free to reblog i absolutely wont mind #but to clarify: markus would be down bad for hank. that's MY canon. I know it in my heart.

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hanrinz · 1 year ago

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number 9 is now my favorite number

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feline-evil · 1 year ago

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Sick and unwell over how often it looks like kaz's lip trembles or his jaw clenches with emotion, god they really put all that detail and time into facial capture data and animation to include tongues moving to annunciate and muscles in the face reacting to the slightest twitch just to torture me in particular over one deeply emotional blonde man i think

#jay talkin #ok on one hand i tag all my metal gear posts accordingly so people who follow me can filter them out if they want #on the other hand if i do then my posts probably also end up in the metal gear tag and do i rlly want people to see #me being fucking unwell over kazuhira miller. do people really need to know #*** ** **** *** **** *** ** ** ** ******* **** ***** ****** **** * ***#ouuughgh oghghghghhghg aiiuuouuughghgughgugh #hi im having bad bouts of insomnia lately and today im dealing with it by Thinking About That Man #like you dont understand. i've been like this since 1st playing this game at least 6yrs ago i just refused to acknowlege #or talk abt it due to being Deeply Unable to Admit to Liking Things #but now im 26 and i can just be stupid and embarrasing online and nothing bad happens so. ZERO CONSEQUENCES. ONLY KAZUHIRA MILLER THOUTS #anyway thats enough tags to make this not show up outside my blog if i filter tag it now right. yea prob #metal gear #find as hale. i wont him

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year ago

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#ugh. i dont kno what to do. im about to reap what ive sown bc Tomorrow is the start of the 1st real week of class #and i have cell mechanics and biochem tomorrow and i can already tell the class is gonna b a lot #like it would b one thing if we were just reading and discussing papers but there r summary assignments and exams #and like u dont understand what it takes for me a read a paper. it takes so much pain. and this class is centered around eukaryotes #and i study prokaryotes so like its not really that relavent to me but like i didnt kno what else to take #everyone does eukaryotic stuff. general genetics was full. the microbial evolution class conflics with another class #and everyone tells me ill know everything anyway but im not sure thats true. and if it is i think it would still b fun #so idk. i could drop the class and pick up extra hours for research instead. like use the time to read relevant papers #its sorta hard bc i already have a masters so its like where do u put me? not in stats. i kno how to do a lot of things so idk #i think i saw a plant evolution class. if i wasnt intimidated by the teacher and ever took botany maybe i would go for it #but so it goes. idk. im meeting my advisor on Tuesday morning so maybe ill bounch ideas off of him #and like i kno it sounds like im being a bitch over having to take 2 3hr classes but ive got to ta and do research and somehow find time #to work on my existing data. so like i could justify only taking the one 3hr class i think #ugh. i just wish i could read. and i wish i could sleep #maybe the class tomorrow wont b so bad. or maybe it will. idk i just really wanna take the microbio course #my eyes r all swollen from crying. bleh. i was not designed for this. for reading #unrelated

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daeluin · 2 years ago

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AND INARIUS

OH GOD INARIUS YOU POOR SUMMER CHILD. YOU SWEET DUMB CHILD. YOU ARROGANT IDIOT. I AM TEARING HIM LIMB BY LIMB. SHACKING HIM LIKE A RAGGED DOLL

#diablo iv spoilers #my problematic trait is that i love inarius' character #he's such an asshole but he got played so bad and manipulated at every turn i cant help it #he was so obsessed trying to atone for his sins. so blinded by his own self righteousness. so filled with hatred after millennia of torment #he couldnt even see his own doom. he couldnt see he was walking right to his damnation and dragging everybody else with him #DONT YOU UNDERSTAND? HE WENT STRAIGHT TO HELL BLINDED BY THE NEED TO FIND SALVATION AND FORGIVENESS FROM A HEAVEN THAT WONT EVER ACCEPT HIM #HE WAS CAST OUT. HEAVEN GAVE HIM OUT AS A TRUCE AND LEFT HIM FOR MILLENNIA TO BE TORMENTED. BC HE DARED TO DREAM- TO LOVE. TO BUILD A REFUG #AND SEEK PEACE AWAY FROM THE ETERNAL CONFLICT. FOR TRYING TO DEFY THE ORDER OF THE UNIVERSE #AND AFTER HE GOT OUT THEY WOULDNT TAKE HIM. HE COULDNT RETURN HOME. AND HE WAS FILLED WITH SO MUCH HATRED FOR WHAT HE BUILD. FOR EVERYTHING #HE THOUGHT IF HE DESTROYED EVERYTHING HE HAD DONE. EVERYTHING HE HAD EVER LOVED. HE WOULD BE FORGIVEN. BUT THE HEAVENS DIDNT CARED #THEY LEFT HIM TO DIE IN THE PIT OF THE DAMNED. STABBED BY THE ONE HE LOVED. THE ONE HE FORSAKE HEAVEN AND HELL FOR. STRIP FROM HIS WINGS #HE LOST EVERYTHING BY TRYING TO SCAPE THE ETERNAL CONFLICT. BY DARING TO DREAM ABOUT SOMETHING MORE. ONLY TO BE DISILLUSIONED BY IT #HE DESTROYED EVERYTHING HE BUILD TRYING TO SEEK REDEMPTION FOR HIS SIN. FOR THINKING THERE WAS SOMETHING MORE THAN CONFLICT. FOR LOVING #AND IN THE LAST MOMENT HE REALIZES THERE IS NO SALVATION. NO HOPE. HE'S DAMNED. HE CANT SCAPE THE ETERNAL CONFLICT. ITS IN HIS NATURE #AND SO HE DIES ALONE IN DARKNESS #GOD IT DRIVES ME INSANE

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mac-n-cheese-flavored-arson · 1 year ago

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I got harassed by a cop today because I was pushing myself in my wheelchair in the road because the sidewalk is physically impossible for me to use in a wheelchair in my city (no curb cut outs AT ALL on extremely tall curbs) and he told me that if I got hit by a car it would be my own fault and I'd be legally liable for it, I genuinely fucking hate able bodied people AND cops

#I was as far on the side of the road as I could physically get #and when I told him that there were no curb cut outs so I physically couldn't use the sidewalk he said #'I dont care you still cant be in the road figure something out'#ended up just saying okay and then ignoring him and kept going #there was literally nothing else i could do but even if there were i wouldn't have because he pissed me off so bad #disabled #disability #wheelchair user #cpunk #cripplepunk #tags so that other disabled people can share in my rage and maybe I wont have to carry it alone #able bodied people please don't interact with this one post at all im looking for community and understanding right now

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horrorwebs · 2 years ago

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i hate my best friend earlier i was like "im scared that this guy likes me bc he said something that i would only say to people who i like, but i recognize thats its a normal ass thing to say anyway and i rationally know he does not like me, but still, my brain decided to play with that concept and made me have a terrible nightmare the other night about it and now im subconsciously scared that he will like me ( with the underlying concept of "i am scared of men")" and shell go ohohioo what if youre projecting and its actually YOU that likes him. ????? bitch did you not hear the part about having a dream where he abused me or ...?sometimes being asexual is a nightmare nobody gets it

#and i have actually considered that btw.! and no i dont like him. if i like anyone its someone else entirely.and i dont like them either so #but she did not get it for the most part which i understand my feelings are unconventional and irrational and hard to follow. but i am #quite literally scared of the concept. of a man liking me. of this guy specifically bc we are good friends why ruin it!but just guys in gen #and i dreamt he abused me.....#literal nightmare i woke up scared and confused all bc my brain hates ne #anyway. she wants to have a gotcha moment so bad #like i said before. no its not about projecting and being scared of liking him #its about being scared that someone who i care about sees me in a way i dont and demands things from me i am not willing to give #+ someone being intimidating by having more experience compared to my 0 amount #+ feeling a bit intimiddated that my new friend group will find me immature as i am the youngest one #theres a lot of complicated feelings and a lot of confusing things bc of my asexuality but she sometimes doesnt get it #its not rly about liking him. also if i do in the future i wont really give myself a headache about it ive decided to stop worrying #about things like that it never helps.#anyway this is the friend i was hopelessly in love with and i can safely say i am over her now [tangent]#anyway. idk. sometimes i feel so stupid but this fear was idk a bit more than justa silly highschool 'what if i like them'and more #'what if the people i meet want to take advantage of me and i cant learn to say no' + 'what if i have a way of self sabotaging perfectly #good friendships by implanting irrational fears into them via dream' ?#you know. a bit more heavy #idk if anyone reads my rants id you doo cool thanks but whatever this is my diary maybe i should go nack to the psychologist idk #spikeposting

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tittyinfinity · 1 year ago

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Depression/PTSD recovery is wild because you could be doing greater than you've ever been in your life but then one small thing happens that reminds you of "that time" and suddenly all of the past emotions flood back into you and you feel like you're back to being the kid who's crying and shaking in the corner wondering if the people closest to you would be so much happier without you

#im being accused of faking my disabilities again and having them used against me #my mom hasnt talked to me for 2 days because of a shower chair being in the wrong spot #and said i use my adhd as an excuse to be stupid #and then i conftonted my partner about how he broke his promise to call me 3 days in a row #and he was drunk and saying things about how i cant understand how exhausted he is working 12 hr days (valid)#but then started calling me privileged for ''being able to sit at home all day and do nothing''#(he knows that im only stuck in bed on my bad days and that i definitely do not do ''nothing'')#so i asked him to call me back the next day(sunday) when he was sober. he never called me so i had to call him. he was drunk #so i got mad that he couldn't even stay sober for a COUPLE OF HOURS to talk to me #when hes sober hes super understanding and will take my feelings into consideration immediately #but he kept taking me confronting him as an insult and started calling me names like lazy and a crybaby #and this is the person who has always treated me perfect otherwise and does everything he can to make me feel better #and his personality COMPLETELY SWITCHED and he sounded exactly like my abusive exes #i sent him recordings of the call and he sent me 2 messages saying hes sorrh and hes gonna work on his drinking and was gonna call yesterday #then i didnt hear from him again and while he was ignoring my calls he made a post on fb (that he never uses) that he wasn't going to be #talking to anyone for a while because im the only person who cares about him #and i commented and was like hello??? im that one person and you're actively ignoring me?? and he deleted the post????#he didnt even send a message saying he wouldnt be able to call me #he never answered but when i called him today while he was at work he just responded ''cant talk im at work'' and i was like yeah ik but #im trying to get your attention because you wont tell me whats going on #and begged him to call me after work #hes acting like a completely different person now and i have a strong feeling that it's because at the place he works at in texas #they're made to work all day in a 110° warehouse #and with his insomnia and having to be at work between 3-5am he's barely sleeping while doing all of this #so im hoping his behavior is just a symptom of heat exhaustion and lack of sleep #because this isnt like him at all #im begging and begging for his attention and affection the same way i did with my abusive exes and my mom #i dont know what's going on

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cartoonghosts · 2 months ago

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mmmmmmmmmffffffffnnnnnnnnnnnnn I am so deeply sad right now.. for the reasons I have been posting about and also my partner is no longer able to come and see me tomorrow and fuck I miss him I miss my friends I miss everyone.... I just want to lean my head on someone's shoulder or hold hands like that is all I am asking for. Yes I know I held hands with my friend in 5th period today I want more and I want to NOT HAVE TO INTIATE IT FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE GOD DAMN. Can I befriend ONE person whos as physically affectionate as me. (Yes may I know you are coming I know you are my reflection and you are keeping me going but I wlhld like. Within the next month)

#I miss milo. He and I are so so adapted to each othsr that hes maybe the only irl person who understands #What I nred and why I need it #And therefore when I do and do not need it and when its a bad idea actually #He'll lean over and kiss my check or grab me and hug me or hold my hand and pull me or sit in my lap and jts so nice #Like. Im real. We're real. He's real.i can feel him and I can feel myself. We're gonna be okay. Its safe.#The only two places I feel at all safe are my home in the land or the arms of someone I love #Best both. But thats rare. Because yet again I hate myself too much to be like #'Hey you know how I touch people all the time its because that is a Deep Core Need of mine'#'And I am noticeably more healthy when it is met and also it makes me stop having anxjety and panic attacks'#Which is INSANE if you know me...boy wbo is always having anxiety. Grab me and hug me? None.#Truly idk why I developed this but its the most core need I have #Idk I just want someone who gets it. I dont need a hug I just need a hand on my shoulder or playing with my hair from someone who knows why #Not just a 'oh zanes so needly and physical I can hold his hand' or 'I love platonic affectuin lets hold hands!!'#I just want someone to touch me and knkw that theyre my only anchor to my physical body #Theyre all that keeps me from retracting into my skull like I am now #I dont feel real. I wont. Until I can touch someone avain.#Its not a good or respectable need. But its one I have #And I wont bring it uo to my frisnds because again. Fucked up of me to need that #But!! Im having a Bad time and I miss my partner I miss being touched by someone who loves me and understands why I need thsm

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aquaticfreakshow-sys · 3 months ago

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I just want a partner that won't leave me when im having horrible pain days or struggling really bad

#why wont he even try to be here #he promised to. but when i told him he broke the promise he just snapped at me and completely left instead #i needed him. he promised to stay and do things together so i didn't paranoia spiral from the rlly bad pain #n he just left after getting really snappy n mad at me #i dont. understand #when he has bad pain and asks for anything i do it because i understand how it feels. when he asks for breaks he takes them #when he asks for aid and distractions i do everything i can. usually he asks to scroll tiktok alone while laying down.#and i stay quiet n wait for him to be ready to talk or play games again #ive been helping him navigate getting a job and his own place. ive been helping him with everything he asks. i found the apartment for him #i. asked for one thing? i just wanted to get my mind away from my pain so i didn't panic over it #he left. he promised and then he left #hes been promising things and breaking them for weeks now.#says “im sorry” after he does it. and does it again immediately without a single thought #why cant he just. act like he cares

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 4 months ago

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Why is pulling an all dayer harder than pulling an all nighter

#when i lived in Philadelphia i worked nights-ish #like until 11pm at the latest #but i worked in a high energy place and my roommates were nught owls so we would stay up until like 2am hanging out #then id go play with my rats or be on my laptop while they roamed about my room and that lasted about an hour #and then i just stayed awake until 9am when i had to take out my dog. play with him for like an hour #and then sleep five or less hours before i went to work #it was a horrific schedule btw #one of my old roommates is a sleep scientist and when i explained my sleep schedule to her she said #'it wont kill you in a way youll understand'#which is the most ominous thing I've ever heard and it came from the sweetest cat lady poly lesbian with the nicest girlfriend #since then ive gotten a lot better because my job wants me to work at 11am #so now i sleep midnight to 9am and if i work i generally dont nap because my shift takes up prime napping time #but on days i dont work? gotta nap unless im doing something else #today i went to a coffee shop and then the library for a total of like four hours #i was very productive on things that dont have a deadline and arent super important in the long run but they were fun #and i got to drink two lovely energy drinks that taste like orange dreamsicle #then i went to the library and they have little booths for laptop users with charging ports right in the booths #but i didn't get a nap because i did all that and then played unknown armies #and ive been sleepy the whole day. so why could i stay up all night every night in the past but cant last a day without a nap?#im like a toddler #i miss staying up all night actually. the sunrise is nice. but i cant wake up early enough to see it #i once took my little dog on a sunrise walk and then ordered door dash for a bagel breakfast sandwich and a hot chocolate #what a wonderful day. and then i went to work and that job was pretty fun #and i know that was so bad for me to stay up like that. but i kinda miss it #cuz this staying up all day shit is hard

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stellaron-hunter · 4 months ago

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honestly im currently stuck riding the ex carriage horse and she really is the sweetest!! but its so frustrating bc she just doesnt understand leg&weight clues and i tend to be very soft with rein aids so the whole thing is usually a clusterfuck😭😭 everyday im hoping the bo will see that ive improved a lot since she last saw me and lets me ride her little dressage pony again just so i can focus on refining my aids and everyday im left DISAPPOINTED

#‘oh today youll be riding a different horse’#and then its the green 3yo #i love challenges girl but cmon🙁#just put me once on that old man i want to try him again so bad with the knowledge i gained these past months #anyway today may be the day🙏#bo was watching me yesterday so im hoping she saw that i wont murder her precious boys back #😭😭#she usually just have kids go around in circles with him #and i understand she doesnt want him pick up bad habits #but cmon gimmie one chance😭😭

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arolesbianism · 4 months ago

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I have obtained a new oc and in the process I've already signed myself up for needing to make at least 3 new ocs for his story which he now has despite me initially Intending for him to be a side character for a different side character to hang out with. My townhouse has over 200 characters on it.

#rat rambles #oc posting #he doesn't have an official name yet but he is my silly billy and I love him #also take every him with an asterisk again he's like super new (I just got him today)#although several elements of his story so far have been things Ive been wanting to do for a while so thats a part of why I have so many #ideas for him already since its some stuff I've been wanting to play around with for a while #the real reason he has a chokehold on me rn is that I tripped and made him my 500 thousanth character with identity issues #I <3 characters with a fucked up relationship with their sense of self and what it even means to be themself #oh hes also a magic cat world character because thats what like 90% of my ocs are from at this point lol #and another goop related guy but this time not directly related to every other goop guy #he doesnt interact with any of them or even know most of them exist #long story short hes a robot who used to not be a robot but remembers nothing abt his life before he turned himself into a robot #all he has as reference is a mostly ruined journal his past self kept that is almost entirely unreadable due to it getting soaked in goop #he knows that this was self inflicted and his approximate age but that's abt it in terms of useful information #early story is mostly just him traveling alone trying to see if anyone nearby knows who he is but after going through like 5 or so towns he #starts to get more worried and upset about the whole situation and starts trying to look into some different missing person reports in #hopes that he can find one of himself #he runs out of the savings he had on him pretty quickly though so he had to figure out how to stay afloat while doing his research #'luckily' he meets a man while looking into one case he found who was willing to let him stick around at his place while looking into it #this guy had some investment in these dissapearances because he suspected that they related to his father and hoped to find any sort of #window in what he was up to since he hadnt seen him since he ran away at around 17 #spoilers his dad is cake this is still connected to cake nonsense because everything in this world fucking does but the main boy himself #actually has no ties to cake or his activities so thats smth at least #but yeah long story short things get. real bad for my boy after the first few months of staying at this guy's place.#yknow how risa in the future was often used as a weapon of war using some unstable chemicals? yeah guess where that started.#mr daddy issue haver over here may understand that his dad is a bad person but evidently that doesnt stop him from being not much better #currently Im planning on having main boy escape eventually and get stuck in the non magic world where he meets april but that could change #it depends on if I want him to interact with the other stories going on at all or not #I probably wont but I would like to leave myself some wiggle room to let him meet more side characters #like (looks with big sad wet eyes) ginger maybe? please? please april? let me see your sister? that you havent seen in years? please?

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