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#i wish. i could do something to make herself feel better.#i don't want to message again cause i just haven't been getting answered#but#i hope she knows I'm here for her if she wants anything#always & forever#miss her kinda#wharever#i hope she's alright#i get worried#that's not her fault though#i always worry#i just wish she'd talk to me so i could help or just. anything.#i wont force her#that's the last thing id want to do#just hope she knows i care about her
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itll be alright
#it actually wont#💔#but hes just a baby. and she is his everything#the 3rd ep hurt me.....#but also thinking about how during the earlier times on the ark when he was much much younger#maria would be the only solace he would have#between the scientists treating him like a test and subjecting him to painful experiments just because he cant die#and the scorn of anyone else#the only place he can find warmth and love is in her light#shadow confused and lost not knowing his purpose well yet as hes forced to face all of it. like a scared animal#i know gerald would be decent to him but its never going to be more than firm kindness that wont ever take priority over his responsibility#they gave him his rings but in the early days they probably wouldnt be bothered to dress him and just let him go from the lab as is#hes doing it all for her but hes just small#god#im feeling a lot#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#my art#shadria#not romantic in this case. just his most important person. taisetsuna hito. etc. they need to make a tag for them pls
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time passed...
#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 gameplay#simblr#wood legacy#wood g1#c: isabella wood#she's so against having a child i need to change that trait of hers#otherwise no babies#maybe roman could talk her in who knows i wont' force my hand by simply cheating no no
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‘Mogen, consistently rotating her in my head
#jade draws#critical role#cr3#critical role fanart#imogen temult#ngl since opening ko-fi bust commissions that forced me to learn drawing faces. i've improved#even found ways that lets me enjoy coloring again#anyway. this was supposed to be in a short comic i have in mind where they get reunited but work wont allow me#i have a thought they have an outfit change since it's cold af where the quads are#also imogen has a yellow knitted scarf because i say so and in my head deanna knitted it for her :)
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I don't think ya'll understand how much i fucking love the paradox of forcing a man to submit and simultaneously trying to make him as strong and autonomous as i can, it's like he's my little frankenstein or some shit. Different kind of obedience making a man act right. Personally I don't need a play power gap to force a man to submit to me. I'm not going to do anything for you, I'm going to force you to be able to do it for yourself. Scared to order your own coffee? Looks like I want coffee. Too depressed to clean? You're scrubbing my floors with a toothbrush. Obsessing over your looks and your hair and thinking if you're not beautiful you're worthless? Time to shave that head down to a 1. Pathetically missing your ex? You're sucking my dick. And my dick has a dick so you're sucking his dick.
You get tired of it? I love the tough ones. Go ahead and try to kick my ass. See where that gets you.
#and u know i wont dish out what i cant take#forcemasc#forced masculinization#autoandrophilia#kind of like what dudes talk abt making a woman become a man so theyre still attracted to her#love the idea of making an absolute bitch into a really dangerous kind of stud so i can be attracted to him LMAOOO
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i saw that u have ur own hc for curly and jimmy's backstory; do you have one for anya as well?
I do!!! It's actually a lot less depressing than you think!
I imagine that Anya grew up in an average happy family, well average for whatever lower middle class family is in a world we can assume exist in a place where late stage capitalism won. I'll try to keep this in line with how I describe Curly and Jimmy's backstories but she had a family that tried to uplift her when it matter. They paid attention to what she cared about and made sure they knew she cared. I believe they couldn't support her in school due to her path and the modern expenses but they encouraged her and her every choice. She didn't have parties but she got gifts to help her express and explore herself.
Life was something I think Anya handled well. She was not the top student but she was a good student. She managed her job and school as well as she could and took the PE job so she could go back. She had nothing saved up but she planned in accordance, hence her concern about the baby. She had a good circle of people, maybe not someone who ever got her, but people that heard her out and understood enough to where she always got herself. She had partners and thought about futures but always thought about hers specifically first, not selfishly, but truly asking if they were facing the same directions.
She was always in her own head, not in a bad way though. She was always thinking about what she could do. I think she just liked knowing she could. I think she became a nurse because she wanted to give people choice in the same way she understood it. Doctors just fix a problem but nurses walk you through it, I think Anya
I genuinely believe that because she lived thinking of all the choices she had and all the ways she could overcome things, the fact that she was trapped on board with so little escape and choices, while not being heard or understood really just put the pin in her final acts of agency.
#i kinda have a separate post about her exact personality but that short post wont mention much about her backstory#like i think Anya is like a free bird and is passionate about what she does and also a little sardonic because she understand the futility#in somethings so its just like I see her a parallel to Curly because he's trapped in a futulity he purposely blinds himself to vs how she#sees it and tries to circumvent it#i hope this is close to what you wanted but yeah I think Anya is the most well adjusted outside what happened on the Tulpar#you watch her get taken down and assulted and strip of what she most valued about herself with no one to listen to her and it tore her apar#like i think shes competative and sarcastic. I think she's hyper aware and contemplative but she can't force people to ask the same questio#shes proactive and its so unique cause literally everyone else is reactive like i love you anya no matter what people try to do to your#character like sparkle on without Jimmy#anya mouthwashing#nurse anya#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#ask#sirenc0re
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oh yea um
Sundown "Sunny" Summer (lazy) ref!
#IM FINALLY HAPPY WITH HER COLORS!!!!#SORRY ABOUT THE STARS. I WAS IN SALLY MODE AND FORGOT WHAT NORMAL STAR SHAPES ARE#AND IM TOO LAZY TO GO BACK AND FIX IT <3#also shoutout to akemi for inspiring the lil chains connecting the stars. pure Genius if i may!#but yes! she finally looks like a sunset!#and she'll mesh with ryan better <3#her legs wont disappear when she rides him!!!#scribble salad#forced idiots <3#oc#original character#puppet oc#my beloved little showman <3#there are so many things wrong with her <3#i cant believe the worst people ever are going to simultaneously fix her and make her Worse in new fun festive ways....
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So. Fatebreaker, right? Ryne's biggest fears made manifest, daddy issues personified, yes?
He's an amalgamation of Thancred and Ran'jit, his face, his voice and his weapon is Thancred's, but his body, his fighting style and his words are Ran'jit's.
Throughout the fight Fatebreaker constantly makes comments about how only he can protect Ryne, only he can provide for her, only he has even the right to so much as stand beside her, to be in her general presence. He's possessive and obsessive, repeatedly asserting that she is HIS and his only. Which is exactly what Ran'jit says basically every time we encounter him.
But this time it's in Thancred's voice. This time it's with the voice and face of a man she actually cares about.
Ryne isn't scared of Thancred, she never has been. Even when she first met him she was barely even nervous (as clearly shown in Thancred's short story). There's a lot of different feelings happening between those two, but fear has never been one of them.
But now, after things have gotten so much better, she is scared of Thancred becoming like Ran'jit. Because if Thancred was just a little further gone, if he was just a little less compassionate, he would've. It wouldn't be hard for him to go down the same path as Ran'jit did, to be incapable of letting go of the ghost of that girl he loved so so much to the point he'd stubbornly grip anything close to her he could. He didn't, but the fact he could've is terrifying.
It makes his final words, words that are Thancred's, so very important. This is her deepest fears made manifest, but he still says he wants her to be happy. Her happiness not only matters, but is important to him.
#Now we -the audience- ofc knew Thancred was unlikely to go down that path#bc if theres one thing hes been consistent in even in his darkest moments its living up to his loved ones' wishes and legacies#the only time he even speaks against it is his conversation w minfilia in amh araeng#and thats more a case of all his (poorly) repressed grief and stress exploding than him actually meaning what he says#and trying to control rynes life after minfilia literally told him to just let her live her life goes directly against that#i think about fatebreaker a lot. as i do all things related to ryne & thancred#and to me its so important to note that hes more or less ran'jit with just enough thancred in him to be *too* thancred for comfort#its so. her greatest fear isnt even the thing thats been haunting her her whole life (being forced to fill in for minfilia)#its having her free will taken from her by the person she cares about the most (thancred)#and for him to be trapped in endless suffering because he cant move on#just like ran'jit did and was#its not even necessarily that shes all that scared of ran'jit himself#what shes scared about is caring about someone like that#because then she wont say no or try to be anyone but minfilia#(thats also why this fear appears specifically after things get better)#(because she was already ready to forsake herself if it eased thancred suffering)#okay im gonna stop now i need to sleep gnight everyone#ryne waters#thancred waters#ran'jit#final fantasy#final fantasy 14#final fantasy xiv#ff14#ffxiv#xander rambles#at this point i should make a tag for ryne ramble posts i make so many of them#tomorrow. maybe. if i remember#edit: i made it#xander being insane about ryne
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son boy raccoon trash can man suffering in a dnd au as a cleric bc his warlock will not stop committing murders and he has to keep coming up with reasons murder is valid to convince the gm its fine and under control
#my characters#oops i fell in love#right is trying his best in the au to think about all the logic behind killing someone despite being a cleric SPECIFICALLY#bc he refuses to hurt anyone irl or in dnd and ok fine their warlock can have a little murder as a treat#and the body count is adding up and hes like ... so tired..... please can you not kill for five minutes im running out of excuses#fwiw he has the weird logic of the group in the base plot and the guy who is the gm here#is v open about ok but if we ask right then hell give an unhinged answer completely thought out and rationalized#and in fact asks him hey i know you refuse to hurt people but im having a debate with these two coworkers#if you had to commit a crime for aaaaaanyone on the planet who would you commit a crime for#and he doesnt even hesitate to say luca obviously to which the asker is like WHAT ABOUT MY DAUGHTER#YOU WANNA MARRY HER AND WONT COMMIT A CRIME FOR HER? but LUCA? of all people???? not even brent?#and right is just so confused because first off brent would probably be the one committing a crime for him without being forced#(brent agrees with this statement with a shrug) and second off luca has really weird coworkers and thought he was getting stalked for a bit#due to a misunderstanding with said one weird coworker so yeah obviously right would threaten the guy with a gun which is illegal and#third and final how could he face his beloved angel (the daughter mentioned above) if he was a criminal#he cant tarnish a sweet little innocent girls opinion by committing a crime IN HER NAME gosh fuck off with that attitude#he has STANDARDS thank you very much#and the three at the table are all like okay yeah that was really thought out on the fly youre right#also brent do not commit any crimes for him please and brent just nods in agreement bc ok he wont commit a crime unprompted#also hi animal crossing emotes are so fun to doodle for bye#once again i am baffled by how different the colors look on my laptop in the art program vs posting to tumblr#im going to go insane at how different they look#IM COLOR PICKING FOR MY OWN OCS AND ITS SO WRONG LOOKING IDK MAN
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#kazjun#jun kazama#kazuya mishima#tekkenedit#tekken#my edit#my stuff#if these don't sync up (bc the kaz gif ended up a lil bigger in filesize somehow) pls refresh until they do!!#i love their mannerisms here as they face each other. jun's slightly bowed head but intense unwavering gaze#kazuya's head gesture that could honestly mean so many things all at once#one thing i love most is jun as the immovable object with the defensive style stays in place with her low centre of gravity#while kaz unstoppable force himself is the opposite. he moves around the most before settling into stance. they are always contrasting.#i picked this stage for the aesthetic - got to go a bit crazy with the colours but also there are red spider lilies which i love#there's other reasons i wont get into. but will say this stage gave me the theory that the tekken tag games take place in jin's mind.
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but i stay silly :3 but i stay silly :3 but i stay silly :3 (more information in the tags) (template by @jimothy-hopkins!!!) (feel free to interact w/ ur own ocs! let's be bully moots ^o^)
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#im jus gonna preface this by saying that she is NO LONGER a sona! shes just a regular degular oc :3#she's still has some aspects of her based off me bc of her history as a sona but she is her own character#anyways her full name is karina kipling (K.K.)!!!! her dad coined 'kitty' cuz her first special interest was cats (and it stuck ever since)#(yes she was a warrior cats kid) (yes she meowed and growled at people during recess back in 4th grade)#her current biggest fixation is Sims 2 (2004) and she definitely doesn't make her classmates in the game just to drown them in the pool#(no she forces them to be her painting goblins instead)#anyways she isnt as disruptive (or. uh. unhygenic) as the rest of the nerds shes mostly bullied cuz shes that one kid whos obviously ND#because shes not as involved shes not as close to her clique. (she is good friends w bea and cornelius tho)#her relationship w the greasers and the preps arent entirely zero cuz she does their homework for them sometimes#one of the few girls who wont kiss jimmy on the first try cuz she was raised catholic lol#(she still kinda thinks boys have cooties…)#on that if anyone wants to smush our ocs together like barbie dolls .....#😏😏😏😏#please do i wld like to give this little freak more friends ^o^#k.k. tag 🐱#frart (fran art)#bully cce#bully scholarship edition#bully oc
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I beat TOTK
#i realized i'm leaving home in a week and i wont be able to play on a big screen until september and forced myself to get to the end#what can i say except. HEYAHEAYHAHEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#totk spoilers#totk liveblog#loz liveblog#bro the final battle was SO COOL. i mean i did BADLY and ganon stage 2 MADE ME ALMOST DIE#but the health bar reveal.... the friends arriving to help.......... what a good stage#AND THEN. AND T H E N#SHE APPEARED. SHE ARRIVED TO SAVE ME. AND WE BEAT GANONDORF TOGETHER.#AN D TH EN ......... CATCHING HER..... LOVING ARMS...... OKAYYYYY#all in all. bro
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even while it was happening, you knew it wasn't going to last
#parahumans#worm#lisa wilbourn#tattletale#feeling BAD about my girl lisa in the club tonite#i am convinced she is the most tragic main character in worm#which is a bold statement i know#but i just cant handle even thinking about her shit FOR REAL#she knew the cops and robbers shit was bullshit! from the very beginning!#of course she did! Coil fucking forced her to work for him at gunpoint and she totally understands that#if she doesn't do what he wants shes going to end up in a torturebasement!!#she knew aall of taylors funny little problems n Issues from the start! she tried SO hard to keep her alive and at least a little happy#struggling and clinging and digging in her claws as she watches this girl somehow get Worse(?)#and every time taylor takes a step towards the void guess who sees it in excruciating detail even when taylor can't/wont!!!!#and in the end it doesn't matter!! all her schemes and plans don't amount for shit!! she doesn't save the girl!#she doesn't save the girl.#my art
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harley quinn (2000) #35
[ID: a sequence of three panels focusing on an abandoned cup of tea as drops of blood drip down into it. Harley Quinn's internal narration boxes reads, ‘I was a tomboy growing up. Tackle football with the local boys? You bet. Under a car hood changing a filter? Sure. Dances? No. Pedicures? Pass. Sewing? You have to be kidding.’ The panels expand, revealing Harley hunched over. She's shown in a profile view and from afar, her face hidden by shadow as her blonde hair is in a slightly overgrown pixie cut.
The blood continues to drip as her narration resumes, ‘I remember watching my mother. Sewing. Sitting in this old chair with a pile of clothes my dad or brother needed fixing. A rip, a tear, a patch. Just kept a smile on her face as that pile got higher and higher. I resented her so much. Sewing. I vowed I'd never learn.’ Her hand comes onto panel, revealing she's holding a needle as she yelps, ‘Ow!’ We finally see her bloodied face when she looks up at the suddenly ringing phone, it being revealed that she had to give herself sutures to close a large gash on her forehead. END ID]
#i think thats a cup of tea?? it looks like it with the sugar cubes? maybe. its not the point#love love love this little sequence and when her character and background is expanded on#i disagree with some of the choices (like her sleeping with & blackmailing the dean to get into a college)#but im a sucker for messy homelife and having that filled out more. her own personal resentment to her mother for doing the needlework#and being a housewife with a (forced?) smile and how it plays out to harley wanting to be so fiercely independent but how she#still struggles with it. from staying with the joker and that toxic relationship and the way its different than her mother's yet is#repeating the same cycle just with different mistakes#to her and pam and wanting and begging her to go with her. to being scared of being alone in a sense#she can manage fine. shes smart shes strong shes clever. but the abandonment issues run deep#how much is she aware of? how much does she resent herself for it? telling yourself as a little girl over and over you wont be like#your mother just to find out youre her if not worse?#again. repeating the cycle just with different mistakes.#also love when women are cringefailures and damp and pathetic looking#c: harley quinn (2000) | i: 35#crypt's panels#harley quinn
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hey tumblr people do you think i should be allowed to skip a required talk by the army during lunch? its on my birthday as well :((
#its about job options in the army & such bc they want us to join#im going to skip for sure#unless my friends wont & want me to keep them company?#i suppose i just want someone to agree that this shit is ridiculous#this is organized by the same teacher who organized a mandatory 5 km run on a wednesday afternoon#which was also graded & she threatened detention if we didnt go#barely anyone showed up ofc#mine#she also loves to spread her eating disorder#by teaching us how to read calories and such and what quantities are healthy & which are not#during this class she also asked us all for a food or drink we liked & then told us why it was bad#apparently orange juice is bad? especially without pulp? does she not understand that people like to drink things that taste nice?#she also tried to organize a whole extra class on eating 'healthily'#and decided 70km is a reasonable amount to force 51 people to bike daily for about 10 days#for our school trip#she has since received a lot of critique (especially by the disabled kids) and is changing it#shes a little bit not normal i think#oh she also really loves anything related to the army#and this isnt the first time shes organized something like this#one time she invited another army fan to force everyone to do push ups & yell at about 2 am?#during a 24-hour school marathon she also organized#she works one day of the week at our school#rest of the week she works elsewhere? so shes doing all this for a little side project
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the mafia is to chuuya what the ada is to yosano send POST
#augh i have yosano brainworms atm i think but shes such a good comparitive point for so many other characters#thinking abt her forever#anyway!!! their need to use an ability that leads them likely to BE USED in a place that wont use them but WILL let them BE useful.#they can use as much of their power as they want and its always to keep their people safe#but it never puts them in a position where they are FORCED to use their abilities#its. AUGHHHH!!!!!#bsd#yosano akiko#chuuya nakahara#elli saw this first<3
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