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cap shenanigans
#i do think i could have chosen a better layout for this#but unfortunately i lost the patience halfway through so fuck that#i did this very fast#loosely based on constantly bonking my head on my bf's cap#i forgot jason's scar on the last panel but yknow what#i wont be fixing that#anyways here's#jayroy#jason todd#roy harper#dc#dc fanart#dc comics#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#sketch#comic#comic art#comic strip#red hood#arsenal#dc arsenal
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
#cw: suicidal ideation#cw: suicide#cw: self harm#cw: mental health#cw: depression#i made the balloon the main representation of my self destructive urges for a reason but im not going to explain it#i tried to keep a lot of the details in this vague#it would be my worst nightmare if this comic encouraged someone to hurt themselves#so. please dont#for a long time even the thought of making this comic felt so insipid and narcissistic#with the state of the world as it is#having the only threat to your life be yourself felt so privileged and trite and shameful#but doing this comic made me sit down and process things in full#and im just. very grateful i didn't give in to my thoughts back when i sincerely felt i'd be more useful to the world dead#i also feel the need to say that this wont represent everyone's battle with mental illness. its unfortunately different for all of us#there is no fix-all#and im afraid this might be one of those comics that either resonates a lot or misses the target by a mile#i made it for myself foremost. and now that its done im glad i did it#thank you for reading#and please stay alive#stillindigo art#stillindigo comics
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yeehaw, baby!
#if u know me u knew this was inevitable#kon el#conner kent#tim drake#timkon#im gonna ramble after the boring tags ok#dc comics#fanart#western au#superboy#OK !!!! ITS TIME#so kon. obvs is a cowboy here#definitely a bit of a magnet for trouble but not an outlaw#still not the sort of person the son of the drake family's supposed to be talking to but yk kon's gonna try anyway#on tims end it pretty much follows the same events as the comics bc if it aint broke dont fix it#<- in terms of the whole sneaking out at night to do his own secret detective work thing at least#i have a whole silly story for the rest of it but im not gonna get into it all here lmao#but yeah i love cowboys and actual cowboy history vv much so this probably wont be the last u see of this au ദ്ദി ˉ꒳ˉ )✧#for now this post's rlly just for goofing around with design ideas#my art
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SHE HAS A PLACE AT THE TABLE, SHE IS THE VOICE OF ZAUN BUT AT WHAT COST
#arcane#arcane spoilers#sevika#sevika arcane#she makes me crazy#shes the perfect leader imo. she deserves it but...#the fucking things she has lost#sorry i am the spammer about this im going crazy#okay edit but like she obviously isnt an equal#and i think nothing was fully fixed#and oppression wont suddenly go away#but baby steps. trust.#idk if you can topple the system from within
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overlooking all the other reasons why the show went downhill: katara’s feminine rage missing, aang getting guilt punched every episode, bumi being ooc, almost zero gaang bonding episodes, three episodes compiled into one (done twice), azula being introduced too early + given too much screen time, the cave of two lovers being in s1 when it was a s2 episode— all of that is valid but the show can really be pointed out in two ways where they went downhill:
aang never waterbended once during a season where it is literally called book one: water.
yue’s wig.
#thats it#everything else can be fixed by the next season (hopefully)#there’s still hope#maybe#but these two things can never be undone and i wont forgive them for it#avatar the last airbender#aang#katara#sokka#zuko#prince zuko#azula#princess azula#uncle iroh#princess yue#toph beifong#atla#atla netflix#that’s rough buddy
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cows getting their big huge heads cuddled and scritched and pet and loved moodboard
#aka the 'this would fix me' moodboard#oh wont someone use both hands to hold my huge head and pet me like im so much smaller than i actually am#something something. i should make a nonhuman tag#cow comforts#there
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enough stories about how someone learns to truely be happy through love. i want a story where someone is desperately seeking out love thinking it's the only way to be happy only for them to learn by the end that happiness is what they make of it and they don't need love at all to make it.
#aro#aromantic#ace#asexual#aroace#loveless aro#loveless#non-partnering#nonpartnering#non partnering#nonamorous#aplatonic#enough of amatonormative tropes in media!!! enough 'you're miserable without love' stories!!!#less “you're too focused on ambitions to make you happy that you dont let yourself fall in love”#more “you're too focused on finding love to make you happy that you wont let yourself live”#more “there is so much more to life than love and so much more that can bring your happiness if you just let yourself experience it.”#maybe I should write this story#and when i say love i mean all love. not just romantic love.#which is why i tagged aplatonic too#while i mostly see this trope in terms of romantic love i think there's something to be said about#telling stories where people are perfectly content alone too#it doesn't have to be sad or pathetic to not have friends by choice. they dont have to be a miserable person to not have friends#i think we need more variety in stories where it shows people just content in their lack of love or relationships in all shapes#not everyone wants a family not everyone wants friends not everyone wants a partner not everyone wants love#some of us are content without. that should be explored without the need to fix it.
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save me hadesgame yuri save me
(yes eris is holding mel’s own weapons against her. yes im very normal about it)
#help mmmeee#they wont get out of my brain#dont look too hard at the hands i promise ill fix it#june art#wip#meleris#hades game#hades supergiant#hades ii#hades 2#eris hades#hades eris#melinoe hades#hades melinoe#melinoë#melinoë hades#hades melinoë#undescribed#hades
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spearmaster more like. spookmaster amirite! scary pumpkin carving!!!!!!!!
#labyposting#its a king vulture if it isnt obvious enough. very scary fellas#labyart#my art#fanart#rain world#rain world fanart#rw#rw fanart#digital art#art#rw spearmaster#rain world spearmaster#spearmaster slugcat#spearmaster rainworld#rw slugcat#slugcat#rain world slugcat#rainworld slugcat#scug#halloween#pumpkin#rain world downpour#rw downpour#shaded citadel#in the background there#i thought that i could get the colors to match spearmaster the best. and i could#i can see things i should fix but ive already got all this out and put my ipad away and EVERYTHING so i wont#if you see something wronf no you dont!
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Sigh
I can't believe I have to say this
If you know of anyone who's y'know "bad" or anything of the sort and happens to follow me... don't??? tell??? me??
Regardless of the circumstances and actions of the person, I say this with the utmost respect and fear: I don't want to get involved
What people who follow me or don't or have me blocked or muted or whatever do in their free and irl time is not my business
I know not to mess with english-speaking communities' personal affairs now. Like, no offense, but y'all are pretty fucking creepy when it comes to stuff like that, and that's why, again, I don't want to get involved
I have enough problems in the real world currently. Please understand that! 🙏
#im not trying to be mean or anything#im just gonna put it out there#im legit traumatized by the way english speakers and gringo cultured ppl handle these situations#im not even using that word lightly#getting the anon ask that spawned this post into existence made me want to puke and do not very nice things to myself#so please i beg you#dont tell me about it like im supposed to do anything to fix things#I also understand that many people believe larger accounts have a responsibility to get this sort of stuff out there#but im not strong enough for this kinda business#yall scare me way too fucking much atp#ughhh#aneh wont shut up
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some unfinished satosugus </3
#i really liked them but there were some things to fix and i didn't feel like going back to them :/#but it's fine at least they wont gather dust in my folder anymore lol#gojo satoru#geto suguru#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#satosugu fanart#my art
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you ever think abt what if you gave a girl your whole life but she didnt even want it? you gave her your life to protect her and she threw you away?? what if even after that you still took care of her the best you could???? and then when you next see her shes not even her???? because you gave her your whole life to save her but you couldnt protect her?????? wouldnt that fuck you up?????? wouldnt that be so painful????????? you ever think about that?????
look at the full size image for better quality:>
#gtn#gtn spoilers#htn#htn spoilers#gideon the ninth#saphy i SWEAR TO GOD if you see this#you BETTER have one of these tags blocked#🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫🔫#anyways idk how this looks ive spent about 10000 hours looking at it#and ive had to fix so many things that made her look gooft#so maybe ill delete tmr#maybe i wont tho who knows#ive been feelin a lot of feelings abt gideon#poor girly#wait i forgot to tag#gideon nav#tlt#tlt fanart#the locked tomb#gideon spoilers#its night time im eepy
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i painted Astarion hehe :3c prints here
#i planned on doing a quick litttle sketch based purely on memory than i was like maybe ill use a ref actually and then i ended up making#a painting of that guy lmao#this took anywhere from 2 to 4 hours idk a good amount of tim was looking at his face and trying to remmeber how to fucking draw lmao#like im bad with making drawings look like someone but i tried!#haven't played the game btw i dont have the moeny nor the laptop for it but i have been watching a lets play of it#want to try and draw more of the companions especially karlach and wyll cause i love wylls design and i love karlach#astarion#bg3#astarion bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion baldurs gate#astarion fanart#painting#art#art work#digital painting#arin moss#arin moss art#also i know his hairs not that curly but i like drawing hair like this lol#im sure theres more i can fix but whatever i fix it lateer maybe but liekly i wont lol#okay i edited his face a little but idk if this version looks better#maybe ill go back and put the old version in but for now i think this looks a tad better but idk idk#baldurs gate 3#astarion ancunin#fanart#vampire#vampire art
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Redraw / Study from my favorite Ninjago concept artist. This was a lot of fun!
#I missed drawing u lloyd#how long will it take for me to notice a mistake i wont fix?#ninjago#digital art#illustration#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#digital painting#ninjago fanart
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They look like they're having an allergic reaction....
#normal beetle art#this is still a wip#i wanna make a sun 3d model#idk if i'll make moon honestly??#But definitely making Sun!#sun fnaf#i want it to look like an old silicone-faced animatronic but with a modern flair#hence the eyelids :>#if anyone has advice on rigging it would be greatly appreciated i am flying by the seat of my pants here#but yeah!#wip#also its been a while since i posted art sorry about that#but i'll be posting wips of this dude at least#shh we wont talk about the weird normals idk how to fix them yet#sundrop#sundrop fnaf#fnaf sun#dca fandom
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#yuta#nct#nct 127#nctinc#userresa#useroro#userjsuh#itsnctsworld#usermarynia#dearestmillie#leksietag#oorieri#userzaynab#mine#this is fine i am fine i have never been more fine#its nothing 10 years of therapy wont fix#this is just some guy who is absolutely not making me lose my mind by walking through a corridor#im so chill actually
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