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My paranoid ass, thinking I'm gonna get murdered at any time any time I go outside but even sometimes within the house, getting back into TMA because "nooo, it won't affect me" *pointedly doesn't listen to s1 episode 3 on rebinges*
Goes to the bathroom at 1 AM (the night is the only time I'm actively safe that's my excuse), housemate left the window open (not such an issue now that it's spring), *fucking distorted noise that seems logically to be emanating from a car but is NOT A FUCKING CAR SOUND IN ANY SETTING and also sounds stupidly fictional like a common SFX to boot*
"Ah, so this is when I get killed. They gonna frame this as a suicide aren't they. And goddamnit my hair is doing the anime mom thing I explicitly do Not want to be the fridged trope but I guess my protests were always ignored. I wonder if I have time to write up a will or if they're coming any second"
And being CHILL about that shit-?
#my list of conditions ig since i'm here#yolo slash horrifying and all#is eugenics-based paranoia a thing?#cause i've always lived in a safe neighborhood this is my first experience with feeling explicitly Unsafe so bear with me#“first time?” *that one Incredibles mf meme* actually yes! precisely#i don't need to be told i'm priviledged alright try that and i'm adding you to the hive#not in a cool way sorry#as a hive aesthetic superfan#i live with monsters#and not the misunderstood kind#although i've been told to expect otherwise#anyways here's the list#1 tell my story#1.5 tell my stories#i have a list of passwords for this purpose#... maybe i should give up the password to the doc site in the first place lmao#i just want people to read what I wrote#like all those writers of old who were lonely as alive but remembered in death#though i'd prefer to be alive to refute shit#by destiny sometimes seems to be rolling in her grave#while people misinterpret my writing and words#and vengeful ghosts don't exist otherwise the fucker behind old navy would be murdered#but like justified about it#i won't be erased#if i have anything to say about it#and people listen for once#and don't play google search with my words#as in take out the important context of previous statemtns#and assume i'm ageist or ableist or a fetishist or like children Too Much because I'm describing my infantilization trauma haaaaaa#i think i might add onto this when the ideas come back to me
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Just a reminder that this is how we see Pina from Legoshi's point of view
Bro's divine
#I'm still mad that in S2 they didn't include that moment where Legoshi tells Pina that he's gonna protect him#and where Pina asks for his number#I hope they won't erase Legoshi and Pina's reunion in S3#beastars#beastars season 3#legoshi#pina#beastars legoshi#beastars pina#legoshi beastars#pina beastars#raga io
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one of the biggest reasons I stopped answering questions on Tumblr is because answering in mobile means spending half an hour writing a four paragraph long response, sneezing on the screen or opening a new tab or losing my network connection.................and the whole thing auto erases
sorry, person who asked me about prologues. I am not writing all that again. Write what feels right, and good luck with your competition.
#it actually literally logged me out first#it just panicked and logged me out#erased everything#the bajillionith time this has happened#adhd says “you won't remember that ask when you get on your laptop a week from now so answer now”#and mobile says “HA we'll see about that”#and i start throwing things#it is also now saying my inbox is empty#which is categorically untrue#so whatever#hellsite
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people would really rather gaslight themselves that merc's domination era wasn't that dominating than admit NICO ROSBERG existed and was equally competent 😭😭😭 (7 consecutive wins btw 🤪)
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actually am i allowed to be angry about christian missionaries/general influence erasing so much finnish history and folklore. because i kinda am. i love learning about not just the finnish language but finland itself as a person with mainly nordic (finnish included) heritage looking to reconnect with their culture, and i felt like stumbling across a barren, black crater where rich history once stood
sorry if this is too off-topic/heavy for this blog i just saw that one ask you answered and saw red :p
Hi!
I am angry as well. There must have been so much culture and folklore lost during Christianization out here! I did a presentation about ancient Finnish traditions for my English class, and my (British) teacher wasn't even aware of what happened to the Finnish and other Uralic cultures in this area. Many of my Finnish classmates were unaware of ancient Finnish culture as well. (Unfortunately, that was expected, since people here aren't aware of cultural history that wasn't taught in school! Not many people know what Karelian culture is about. Not many know about the traditions of the Sámi or the Romani here. etc etc)
I feel like the study and preservation of culture, in general, is very important as it's so easy for the dominating population to kill the cultures of smaller populations. We could also put more effort into preserving languages and cultures and teaching languages to the young generations regardless of how "useful" the language is! While we cannot reverse time and stop our culture from being erased, we can still put time and resources into preserving languages and cultures of the world to possibly save them from this fate! Maybe with research and raising awareness lets us rediscover culture that was lost!
#“yeah karelian culture... karjalanpiirakka being eaten in an orthodox church... uhhh and umm”#“yeah finnish culture is fundamentally christian”#“i went to see a REAL sámi shaman on my arctic husky ride trip#STOP STOP STOP READ A BOOK PLEASE#finnish#langblr#language#suomi#suomitumblr#“i wish i could learn more about cultures” *does not learn more about cultures*#we can all help preserving cultures from being forgotten some of you just won't#but yeah i wish they didn't erase our culture back then#yeah i love REAL ANCIENT FINNISH NORSE RUNIC TAROT worshipping A GREEK DEITY
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I HATE THESE SO MUCH BUT I WANTED TO DRAW SOMETHING FOR THE STREAM/DURING THE STREAM AND I COULDN'T BECAUSE IDK WHY I CAN'T DRAW RIGHT NOW BUT YEAH HERE TAKE THESE
Scared. Falls on the floor and sobs
#THESE DRAWN FROM MEMORY I HATE THINGS#epithet erased#howie honeyglow#percival king#percy king#phoenica fleecity#IVE NEVER DRAWN PERCY OR HOWIE BEFORE IMNSO SORRY#WAS GONNA DRAW THE SYLVIE AND RICK HANDSHAKE THINGY BUT THATS FOR LATER#OR MAYBE I WON'T DO IT!!! EVER!!!#art tag yay#lesson learned: i should never draw when I don't actually feel like drawing (very shocking and informative i know)
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This is what I saw
This is what I want to do with this script and the video.
Everything is so fucking unfair…
Nexus did NOT deserve such a pathetic end, especially at the hands of Sun.
I'm going to be unfairly angry at everyone and I don't care in the slightest.
#tsams#the sun and moon show#sun and moon show#sams#nexus tsams#nexus sams#I need to stab someone#And I thought there couldn't be a more pathetic death than the one in the first Bloodmoon#The emo boy will probably come back#But that won't erase the disgusting way they ruined the character.
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Neuron Activation Ranking - NU:CARNAL
it's list time. . .but i need to narrow down the criteria so it actually ends up a list and not a Blob of Varying Circumstances through which No Clear Tiers can be determined.
So here's a ranking of whose intimacy rooms i unlock first, based on Horny Potential🤔
Typically, i unlock rooms based on several criteria e.g., how much i like the specific outfit, how useful the unit would be in battle, whether i have enough intimacy gifts for them.
But let's pretend that EVERYONE has a unit in my box. All the above criteria are equal. In which order do I unlock them?
1! Eiden IF WE GOT REGULAR EIDEN UNITS HE WOULD BE FIRST BUT HERE I AM , REGULARLY EIDENLESS, . OH MY GOD when that anniversary banner offered galactic mist eiden i have never thrown my gems at a banner SO FAST SELFCEST KING EIDEN I DON'T EVEN LIKE YOUR YAOI MULLET BUT I NEED THAT HOT EIDEN ON EIDEN ACTION I NEED TO SEE THE GOD OF SEX DOING WHAT HE DOES BEST
2! Yakumo Sigh.
3! Morvay he gets priority because he has almost no content AND I AM SO CURIOUS. FASTPASS FOR MORV. that face he makes in Mauve Mayhem R5 ? where he's smushed into the pillow while being railed into oblivion? yeah. i think about that a lot. i would like to see more of that. please and thank you.
4/5! Garu and Rei it's a toss-up based on my mood. garu if i want to see someone submissive, rei if i want to see eiden getting pushed around a bit. How am i supposed to resist a powerbottom strutting around in thighhigh heeled boots? i can.t. No lie tho, I often have more incentive to unlock Garu bc i want to keep up with the MULTITUDE of puppyfans surrounding me 😂
6/7! Olivine and Edmond another shared ranking based on mood. oli if i want the juicy boobs and edmond if i want the juicy thighs LOL these two have dropped slightly in priority from my earlygame because i've unlocked more content with them and thus feel the need to balance by unlocking garu+rei first AHAHAHA but. two things will always draw me in: oli's freakiness and ed's b(oot)eautyness
8! Blade With the bottoms out of the way, I'll mosey on over to BB Blade. That wonderful weirdo often has something interesting going on, and I liiiiiive for The Novelty. What will e-droid bring to show and tell today? Maid dress? Chewing? Candle Darling? Let's see!
9! Dante kinda wanna see him and eiden do their silly sex competitions. maaaybe see him get fokin pwned by eiden in the battle of experience. maaaaaaaaaybe watch him struggle to suppress his stupid embarrassing romantic side . DEEEEEFINITELY laugh at how badly he's fallen for eiden.
10! Kuya i find kuya super pretty, but i end up unlocking him more for lore reasons. i love how he spices up the character interactions with his. . kuya-ness, but i'm not keen on getting edged into oblivion and bearing his bebbehs , yaknowwhatimean.
11! Aster Aster would be around here if his future SSRs follow the flavour of his current LongAster card. i'm too busy admiring him for his Stone Top vibes to summon much horny for him 😆 but i WOULD unlock him for potential morvaster interactions and, of course, the lore.
12! Quincy somehow, he doesn't activate any horny within me. idk. every time he says something's too troublesome, i'm just agreeing with him frfr. i'd rather nod at him respectfully as we go about our separate affairs in the forest than ride him into the sunset. also i am scared of his dick.
FAC (Frequently Anticipated Comments)
You could have just said you were a dom lol Nooooo little old me? i'm sooooo tired. imagine taking control for longer than 3 minutes. too much also, you think i'd be able to dom rei?! HAH i'm getting stepped on by birdcat heels. i'm not about to fight a futile battle.
3 minutes are all you need sometimes( ͡°( ͡° ͜ʖ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ʖ ͡°) ͡°) i'm not about to speedrun someone's cummies leave me alone
What about Bottom Quincy? i'm listening...
I completely agree with your ranking and am thrilled to have found a kindred spirit. Thank you, comrade. I am glad we could somehow find each other in this infinite swirling cosmos of time and space. 🤝
#there you go anon. you got your tier list... maybe i won't have to reincarnate into another vessel for a while#i know some of you are yelling at me right now about quincy's dick#what do you MEAN you're scared of his dick why aren't you scared of YAKUM-#I AM!!!!!! OK?! YOU THINK I'M NOT??!?!?#YOU DON'T THINK THAT PART OF THE REASON WHY I HATE IT HERE IS THAT I HAVE TO. DEAL WITH . THAT?#what do i even mean when i say deal with that. i don't have to deal with it at all. i can erase his dick like the dj of yore#BLAM! WHITEOUT! DICK-NO-MORE!#true yakufans scoffing at me rn like *tch.* i love every part of him. i'll accept ALL of him .scales and extendodick and all#bro i did'nt ask to be here. i'm just trying to take it day by day 😭#the clan's all here!#fhishe listes
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honestly, maybe it's a hot take or whatever, but I think that tearing down the veil and *potentially* bringing back the immortality to the elves would not have helped them a lot
#like ok i'm not 100% sure that tearing down the veil would even make them immortal again#bc the problem is that the elves of today are so far distanced from the ones is solas's time i don't know how that would even work#or maybe i'm stupid and missing context clues but whatever#but like what service would that *actually* do to the elves?#it won't bring their erased history back#it won't suddenly break all the chains of the ensalved elves#or give better quality of life to those in the alienages#bc take fucking tevinter#yeah if suddenly all enslaved elves became mages it sure would help them#but their enslavers are ALSO mages#who had way more training and years of practice#and then the ones in the south#if they suddenly all became mages#what would stop the templars of jus rounding everyone up and committing a genocide?#what would stop the ruler of orlais of burning the alienages again#like waht gets to me is that#the current situation of elves in thedas is a political problem#that needs to be solved through that#through rebellion through changing the status quo#to pushing for political powers to protect their elven citizes#not through magical means#bc that time is gone#and the dalish and the city elves have SUCH different cultures#than the ones of the first elves#that like...what would they gain?#solas could have spent his time actively encouraging all elves in thedas to rebel#to break their chains and rise up against their masters#but instead he's choosing to risk literally everyone's lives bc of HIS regrets#like he is only thinking of the past and of himself and of the people of his time#the way he treats the dalish is a good example of that
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No undo button, we die like the kings of hyrule
#they die a lot#ok small rant but do you know how hard it is for me to understand the undo button?#I carve eggs. EGGS.#my primary form of art for years has been on something that's very breakable- but also every stroke I make is completely irreversible#I can't erase a layer of eggshell I carved and I can't cover it up or like. add more eggshell on top of it fhcjdhxudjd#same with etching glass- I can't undo anything there#the closest I've gotten to an erase button before is carving rocks- which you can't take back a stroke but won't really be visible#unless it's really deep and intentional#and I can erase pencils if I sketch it out on an egg first#but other than that it's just. if I make a stroke in art in my mind it's there permanently because there's no going back#If my drill skids across an eggshell while I'm doing it I change the entire design to accommodate that and make the mark look intentional#so this undo button thing makes no sense to me!! If I make a mistake should I not just keep going??? and find ways to work around it#because that's what I have to do with eggs#Also there's layers- and doing layers in digital art is actually easy for me to grasp because I've carved emu eggs#(emu eggs have different tiny layers of colour I can carve through)#but the undo button can die by my blade#like the kings of hyrule to gavondoofies. yes.#personal#lol????
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Hearing hoping nothing she does impacts her later/those drugs don't fuck her system up too bad
#m!ik#clara valac#Also obviously that she the last to be revealed what her evil cycle looks like! Wow!#Honestly I do hope it not her evil cycle is a trigger to Azz thinking his feelings towards iruma n clara r different™️#I do like the ship but I very much get ehh at it when it feels like it trying to pair the two off to lessen their friendship w iruma/#N idk how I would feel that azz feeling towards iruma that r akin to ameri will later been deem strictly platonic or only of worship#N any gayness that Azz had would disappear which I won't be happy w n sour my opinions#I don't think that will happen but I never know n while I don't think I will mind that much cuz it doesn't erase the love trio#I do feel iffy if it set off series of either Clara or azz being awkward with each other being like 'what r these feelings' ect#Also I think I'm probs gonna colour alot of panels from the ch#I did enjoy the chapter v much up till the last page where I'm like 😬
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One small pet peeve of mine, but I see it popping up often, is the notion that the gerudos are a patriarchy because once in a blue moon a boy is born and is crowned king about it (at least in OoT lore). And that's... not how structural gendered power works, at least as far as I understand it? Otherwise countries all over the world would magically turn into a matriarchy if they elected a woman/the second they would crown a queen; and every little children would suddenly be taught completely different stories about their social roles and their bodies, and all religions would suddenly shift a little in the core tenents of their philosophies, and infrastructure and laws would magically be reshuffled, and, and... and it simply doesn't happen.
So yeah, Ganondorf grew up as king because the idea of kinghood was thought out, upheld and passed down by women, and specifically by his mothers. Ultimately, any real power rests in the cultural consciousness of a majority of women, which shapes all of them, including him. If they had culturally decided their only boy's fate was to be shunned, or a living coat hanger, and Ganondorf was raised on these ideas instead... I mean, he could have revolted, and he probably would have, but he would have still been a subject to a matriarchal ideology. Just because said matriarchal ideology works to his advantage doesn't mean he has control over it.
#thoughts#ganondorf#gerudos#twinrova#matriarchy#I feel like this is kind of yet another example of people projecting orientalist shortcuts over a culture that just won't map to it#not if you take it seriously for two seconds at least#(also: I feel like people have “positive” associations to matriarchy so they go “:( but ganondorf is evil and has power”)#(so it doesn't compute with these pre-existing ideas of what a matriarchy would be like)#(but the thing is. gendered power is about power.)#(and the finer details don't erase the central core of what that is all about: which is about systems and not individuals)#(and for all his fierce individuality ganondorf is *just* one guy in a history that far outweighs his mere existence)
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Zoya was being celebrated as the true queen and Aleksander was being called horrible untrue names under a post and I would like to be petty. Would you help me in this pettiness by pointing out all the times Zoya was overly horrible and an unfit ruler?
Another day where I wish I had read Nikolai's duology just so I could talk about those kind of moments.
But you know what? She was horrible in the trilogy too!
The way she greeted Alina by being contemptuous and trying to undermine her value:
The way she slammed her to a wall because Alina beat her and that was too much for her:
Alina had already taken the Darkling's attentions from her (although I doubt she had his attention that much) but to humiliate her like that in front of others? Not on her watch!
Apparently she was unnecessarily mean to Genya as well:
Zoya shows scorn and mockery towards Genya and her job as the Queen's servant. Her arrogance for considering herself as better than anyone else is showing in every page she appears.
The first time Zoya displayed interest in becoming Queen wasn't out of a true concern for the kingdom and its people but for the benefits this position would give her: wealth and prestige.
(and then Leigh made her queen🙂)
Another important and prevalent part of her personality is her hot-temper and recklessness. I've read only a couple of her POVs from "King of Scars" and whenever someone provokes them she snaps at them, yells or threatens. If you want to become a true leader then you need to be calm, logical and diplomatic. Many will try to hit you where you hurt through insults, indirect remarks etc. But you can't just rise from your sit and start yelling curses.
Zoya's character is simply not fit to become a leader, let alone a Queen. How will she successfully control a kingdom and its problems when she cannot control her own temper?
(for many more examples about her behaviour in Nikolai's duology, I'll ask the assistance of @stromuprisahat. She has read the duology and can give a deeper explanation about why Zoya sucks as Queen)
#anti zoya nazyalensky#oh I forgot! Bardugo will simply either erase her bad personality traits and make her a brilliant Queen#or she won't have her solve any problems at all#the problems will magically be solved on their own#Zoya tries to be passed on as an amazing female character when she has anger issues. is violent. arrogant and doesn't even follow orders#anti nikolai duology#anti leigh bardugo#grishaverse#shadow and bone#the tailor#the darkling#grishaverse trilogy#alina starkov#genya safin
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Chara: I'm wanting everything to end instantly
Asriel: And I'm wanting to go on unchanging forever
🔥🔥🔥THE BEEF WITH LINEAR TIME SIBLINGS🔥🔥🔥
#dreemurr siblings#undertale#Chara Dreemurr#Asriel Dreemurr#demon siblings#Chara wants oblivion and Asriel wants eternity#Chara needs a limit. They just want want to reach the ending (they are the narrator after all? isn't guiding the story to its end literally#their job?). That's why they're so impatient and care so much about efficiency#Asriel is associated with infinity the same way Chara is associated with 9999999. Even in-life the idea that there could be a limit scared#him to no end no matter how high it was he hates the idea that one day Chara won't be there anymore and he won't be able to make good#memories with them anymore. He resets over and over and over because he just can't let go. You do the same once thing once with Chara#hey look! I did a thing#and they instantly insult you over it. They are annoyed and baffled and bored out of their mind. You reached the ending did you not?#Why on earth did you erase it? And why in the angel's name are you here AGAIN?#what a strange child...#little prince#brotp: angels or demons?#Neither of them can truly get what they want. Can they? It's not how the world naturally works? Nothing lasts forever on an individual#level but at the same time... everything can't just end at once (not usually anyway...)#wanting to stay forever and wanting to escape immediately...of course it could never end well. Get me to the ending! And please don't let#this end. There's an AU somewhere in which they're almost deities and literally embody eternity and oblivion.#looks at Asriel: boy why you so Siffrin coded? ...Still can you blame him for the please don't leave me sthick Chara told him that they're#only here because they tried to erase themself from existence. It seems Chara mentions it again later.#Of course he's worried about them...''mysteriously disappearing'' or something similar. Not that I don't also understand#Chara wanting everything to end the world hadn't been kind to them so far. Plus they have a destiny don't they? They're the one from the#surface and the future of humans and monsters
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The history book on the shelf...is always repeating itseeeeelffff
#sasunaru#klance#johnlock#and now#bakudeku#and#togachako#naruto#voltron#sherlock holmes#bbc sherlock#my hero academia#boku no academia#at lest we won't have a spinof with their children right?#RIGHT?#jokes aside#i love#izuocha#but it was kinda out of nowhere ik?#but#denki kaminari#having piercings and loking like a lesbian made everything better#anyways#i don't it erased ock's character but it surely CHANGED izk's#like ydm he turned down bkg's offer of joining his agency#so ooc#and poor bkg#he was the favorite but got such a poor ending#damn i wrote everything wrong lol the ik was supposed to be yk and i forgot to write that i don't THINK that abt ock's character
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lesbian masterdoc and the unforgivable damage of making people hear compulsory heterosexuality and think of "can lesbians have crushes on men?" (no) instead of "are heterosexual women settling in unhappy marriages with men bellow their worth because of economic and social pressure?" (yes)
#not claiming the theory was without flaws but it sure didn't describe some virus mental affliction that exclusively plagues lesbians#for starters the theory was primarily about marriage. so it did recognise the historical fact of lesbians forced into marriage to avoid#honor killings and the still present possibility and threats especially when it comes to cults and strong religions#(once again mentioning as a Jeová's witness in a brazilian periphery my girlfriend accepted the tool of losing her entire family and social#circles to reject an arranged marriage at the age of 17. and she's bisexual. but THAT is what compulsory heterosexuality alludes to)#but more often than not when it addressed lesbians it was as the inherent threat they pose to heteropatriarchy#that they mere existence proved women were not all born to serve men. and that their lives often proved women are much happier and#accomplished when away from the burden of men.#and this acknowledging just how much loneliness was a reality through lesbian's experiences#at the same time I can understand the frustration of that feminist theory being reduced to 'comphet is when lesbians in high school were#pressured into picking one of the Backstreet Boys to lie about finding attractive'. and even more so when that non universal and much less#serious example somehow morphed into 'comphet is when bisexual women either lying or confused about being lesbians have sex with men and#find it unfulfilling' because accepting that narrative erases and harms lesbians#so I understand the 'comphet isn't real' posts especially because written like that it tends to refer to lesbian masterdoc and following#fiasco. but at the same time that wasn't the original intent of compulsory heterosexuality the actual feminist term#this is just me complaining about how social media butchers theory tho unless they are specifically naming Rich and the many other feminist#who wrote about heterosexual marriage as an institution I won't bother lesbians for venting frustration about neoliberal erasure of lesbian#the original theory sure didn't claim lesbians were immune to all this misogynistic violence but the term was never exclusively about them#and tended to ask more of 'where do we stand as women and feminists as a group much more interested in destroying heterosexual marriage than#simply making it more bearable?'#this got a little messy and senseless I'm tired#.txt
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