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a-cha0tic-intr0v3rt · 11 days ago

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hehe, more memes

i sincerely apologize for the lack of posts recently. i have been so fucking stressed, frusturated, tired, and anxious because of the amount of work i had to do at school and its been keeping me from posting and now i post sporadically for the time being. god do i hate school esp bc im a sophomore this year (tbh there are a few positives i can say about this year, i have MUCH better teachers than i did last year. the teachers i have for this year are genuinely really nice to me.)

anyways here is another post with that new twst character. i found out his name is skully j graves a few weeks back. i am actually really happy we got nightmare before christmas representation in this game (i mean i was already really happy to see that we have herclues and hunchback of notre dame in this game, those two movies are so goddamn underrated fight me)

people were comparing his looks to gojo (myself included), but he also kinda reminded me of l from death note, mostly his skintones and the fact he is voiced by yamaguchi kappei (an absolute icon in the seiyuu industry) so have that one spongebob meme with them (no jokes when i first saw skully i went like “if gojo and l lawliet had a baby”)

anyways im gonna go to bed soon goodnight yall

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noxious-fennec · 1 year ago

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Hands are too shaky these days

#this is old art from july that i never got around to posting. think of it as a surprise treat :)#i wish i had the energy or the creative drive to draw more them i am still insane about them but idk idk #drawing things that are at least canon adjacent is taxing. idk. would you guys like if i went off the hook with it?#oh btw dw bout me guys I'm alright and when i say stuff like this^^^ im not like forcing myself to draw or anything #I've got a healthy relationship with these stuff i like to think. nust helps when there's extra motivation #anyway you didn’t ask for this rant uhhhh loss of fine motor skill post revival (re: disability) my beloved #hope you're doing swell and that you enjoy <3 #dsmp fanart #cwilbur #cquackity #my art #ctntduo #fennec.art

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lemongogo · 1 month ago

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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm

#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such #or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you #i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least #but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself #i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end #fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP #i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today #i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their #parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment #but #no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at #anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals #ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind #that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence #ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time #its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a #knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then #idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head #fiddleford mcgucket #stanford pines #gravity falls #every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord #talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc #and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media #bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into #its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place #how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout #or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then

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dragonita-arts · 6 months ago

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A cycle renewed, a cycle passed. Dragon to dragon, gold to ice, a new era awaits to be cast.

A quick personal piece

#dragonita creations #my arts #artists on tumblr #dragons #arboth mist #//meant to post yesterday but had some problems #//finishing uni stuff which is why I didn't post these last months #//sorry to everyone who might've sent something I'll get to it after work lightens a bit #//wish to post more stuff but between uni and the a//i scare I lost some motivation #//hopefully can post something before AF too

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brethilach · 3 months ago

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while translating something into Quenya for one of my mutuals I learned that the word norno can mean both "oak" and "dwarf"

this is for you thorin girlies

#“norna” in Quenya means “tough” (with the connotation of “obdurate” or “resistant”). basically meaning ”strong and stubborn“#“norno” is the personalized form of norna and it's applied to both dwarves and oak-trees independently #I think after the word was applied to dwarves (in-universe) “norno” meaning “oak” would more often be said as “nornalda” to avoid confusion #(“nornalda” meaning “oak-tree” or literally “stiff-tree”)#because the word for the tree almost definitely would have come before the word for dwarf #but the etymological connection is still definitely there and I think the association wouldn't be obsolete #I wish I had the motivation and confidence to write fanfic because the symbolic potential here is infinite #my post #text post #thorin oakenshield #thorin #the hobbit #tolkien dwarves #lotr dwarves #quenya

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wonder-worker · 7 months ago

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"[Elizabeth Woodville's] piety as queen seems to have been broadly conventional for a fifteenth-century royal, encompassing pilgrimages, membership of various fraternities, a particular devotion to her name saint, notable generosity to the Carthusians, and the foundation of a chantry at Westminster after her son was born there. ['On other occasions she supported planned religious foundations in London, […] made generous gifts to Eton College, and petitioned the pope to extend the circumstances in which indulgences could be acquired by observing the feast of the Visitation']. One possible indicator of a more personal, and more sophisticated, thread in her piety is a book of Hours of the Guardian Angel which Sutton and Visser-Fuchs have argued was commissioned for her, very possibly at her request."

-J.L. Laynesmith, "Elizabeth Woodville: The Knight's Widow", "Later Plantagenet and Wars of the Roses Consorts: Power, Influence, Dynasty"

#historicwomendaily #elizabeth woodville #my post #friendly reminder that there's nothing indicating that Elizabeth was exceptionally pious or that her piety was 'beyond purely conventional'#(something first claimed by Anne Crawford who simultaneously claimed that Elizabeth was 'grasping and totally lacking in scruple' so...)#EW's piety as queen may have stood out compared to former 15th century predecessors and definitely stood out compared to her husband #but her actions in themselves were not especially novel or 'beyond normal' and by themselves don't indicate unusual piety on her part #As Laynesmith's more recent research observes they seem to have been 'broadly conventional'#A conclusion arrived at Derek Neal as well who also points out that in general queens and elite noblewomen simply had wider means #of 'visible material expression of [their] personal devotion' - and also emphasizes how we should look at their wider circumstances #to understand their actions (eg: the death of Elizabeth's son George in 1479 as a motivating factor)#It's nice that we know a bit about Elizabeth's more personal piety - for eg she seems to have developed an attachment to Westminster Abbey #It's possible her (outward) piety increased across her queenship - she undertook most of her religious projects in later years #But again - none of them indicate the *level* of her piety (ie: they don't indicate that she was beyond conventionally pious)#By 1475 it seems that contemporaries identified Cecily Neville as the most personally devout from the Yorkist family #(though Elizabeth and even Cecily's sons were far greater patrons)#I think people also assume this because of her retirement to Westminster post 1485 #which doesn't work because 1) we don't actually know when she retired? as Laynesmith says there is no actual evidence for the traditional #date of 12 February 1487 #2) she had very secular reasons for retiring (grief over the death of her children? her lack of dower lands or estates which most other #widows had? her options were very limited; choosing to reside in the abbey is not particularly surprising. it's a massive and unneeded jump #to claim that it was motivated solely by piety (especially because it wasn't a complete 'retirement' in the way people assume it was)#I think historians have a habit of using her piety as a GOTCHA!' point against her vilification - which is a flawed and stupid argument #Elizabeth could be the most pious individual in the world and still be the pantomime villain Ricardians/Yorkists claim she was #They're not mutually exclusive; this line of thinking is useless #I think this also stems from the fact that we simply know very little about Elizabeth as an individual (ie: her hobbies/interests)#certainly far less than we do for other prominent women Margaret of Anjou; Elizabeth of York;; Cecily Neville or Margaret Beaufort #and I think rather than emphasizing that gap of knowledge her historians merely try to fill it up with 'she was pious!'#which is ... an incredibly lackluster take. I think it's better to just acknowledge that we don't know much about this historical figure #ie: I do wish that her piety and patronage was emphasized more yes. but it shouldn't flip too far to the other side either.

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shhhh-baby-is-studying · 1 year ago

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I get so annoyed when people tell me I'm gonna do great on a test I barely studied for. I know ur trying to comfort me, but honestly it just adds pressure. I thrive on academic validation. A C is an F in my head. So when someone I care about tells me that I'm gonna do great on a test that ik without a doubt I'm not going to do well on, it's gonna hurt me twice as hard when I bomb it. Because you had high hopes for me and I threw them on the floor.

Sorry for this really negative post, but I had to vent somewhere. I figured those following my studyblr or in the community would understand how I feel or smth. The person who said it didn't understand why I kept denying I was gonna great on the test even after I explained what I said up above. My friends also don't understand this mentality and kinda acted like I was being ridiculous and like I should've just said thank you and moved on. My rant is over now. Thank you, and I'm sorry to those who read it.

#studyblr #rant #I'm so stressed #I haven't had any free time in over 2 months basically #and nobody understands why i care so much about my grades #i think I'm just being cruel #but don't lie to my face to comfort me #and pls don't inadvertently put more pressure on me #long post #mine #academic validation at its finest #someone play satisfied #academic validation #toxic study motivation #i wouldn't wish this mentality on my worst enemy #baby talks

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minthy · 1 year ago

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I never posted these here, but yeah,

Imma make more content outta my shifting experiences especially my Undertale/KNY DRs, because, HAHAHA, shifting..

anyway, (the main cast?) yeah, my people there.

#Finna shift again and make Alphys watch season 2/3 of kny now #I wish I had more motivation to draw bc daym #shit is wild there #undertale #Shifting realities #toriel #sans #papyrus #alphys #undyne #It's fun #yall need to try it #and I can share all my shifting tips/tricks/methods with yall if yall want to #I post them a lot in tiktok tho #if anyone wants I would

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blue-bird-lamentation · 2 years ago

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Some last doodles to close souyo week (sorry for the delay)

Some notes idk 🤣

Text copied from twt 😋:

I wanted Yosuke to have cotton candy solely because of a fic i read that made me want to eat cotton candy lol. The heart apple shape is on purpose (of course)

For the second picture, it's just literally my reaction in game when i finally got Yosuke to go to the hot springs. I know that is just a game mechanism to change personas abilities but... still a date and that was still Yosuke (i spent most of the game using my free time with him, whenever it was possible, cause that's how you play the game, right?)

#persona 4 #souyo #yosuke hanamura #yu narukami #souji seta #souyoweek2022 #late but i wanted to post what i had started/the ideas i had #i wish i had dedicated more time to it but i lost a bit of motivation and wanted to make other stuff but here's the result #my drawing

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 7 months ago

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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: TUCHANKA (PART 1)

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Urdnot Wrex, and Urdnot Bakara With: Dr. Mordin Solus, Primarch Adrien Victus, Dalatrass Linron, Urdnot Wreav, and Comm. Specialist Samantha Traynor This will be the defining moment of Krogan history... Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)

#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard #urdnot wrex #mordin solus #mass effect #mass effect 3 #me3 #mass effect legendary edition #dailygaming #tuchanka is here baby!! she’s another two parter bc she was a chonky one for good cutscenes #i was gonna enjoy some ME3 last night bc i have to redo the coup for reasons™️ but scottina released reegar returns #AND THATS MY FAVORITE QUARIAN ON THE CITADEL (plus everything scott makes is stonks!!)#so we restored the ME3 install and divvied up the tuchanka footage into gifs instead while textures reinstalled lmao #but onto the gifset commentary as per my usual tag ranting: i adore tuchanka!! it’s one of my favorites for priority missions!!#wrex and bakara have some absolutely FLAME dialogue throughout the mission (especially bakara’s speech)#i usually pick a quote i like from the mission to subquote the post with and i wanted to use bakara’s but i decided it made a better gif!#also wrex head butting wreav is hot as fuck thanks for that one wrex you kinda ate on that #the first set is kinda boring compared to the second set but i love that the dalatrass comes in #and tries to make a shady little underhanded deal with shep!!! like that’s one of the more interesting ME3 plot points imo #i myself would never side with her bc i love wrex too much and disagree with genophage politics too much #but for her to come in with a shady little deal and be like ‘you should sabotage the cure and we’ll help you instead’?#i gotta respect her shady motives even if i hate her tbh lol #i will say i wish companions had a bit more dialogue in the cutscenes in the front end (and the back end too)#priority tuchanka feels a little? light? on the commentary from EDI and james #they both deserved so much more dialogue during the mission bc this is SUCH A BIG ONE??? this is such a huge deal???#i wish they had more to say here!!! bc i feel like they would both have so many thoughts on everything going on!!! ESPECIALLY kalros??#and wreav?? the city of the ancients?? like there's so many concepts that get the BAREST of touches and i wish they were touched on more!!#bc the city of the ancients is the best part of the mission imo.. like it's gorgeous and i wish we saw just a touch more of it!!#like c'mon i KNOW the companions would have SOOOO much to say in the bigger conversations!!!

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420pogpills · 2 years ago

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not to be a toxic dnfer but dream looks at george like he hung the moon and the stars in the sky and george looks at dream like he's the sunshine and the rain and the warmth of home and private jokes and synchronised sleep schedules and and like he's waited his whole life to stand by his side

#dnf #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #sorry george but science (my poll) proves you are the simp in this scenario #...this post kind of reads like a one shot #man i wish i had more motivation to write #i got so many ideas so much on my mind #if only i wasn't mentally ill

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lostherlemons · 10 days ago

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crazy to think that my time and ability to draw has stagnated so much that i have literally only drawn and posted one thing all year long

#slightly negative but mostly im just like. genuinely shocked #with all due respect to myself i have had one of the busiest years of my life so ive literally had no time.#and all of my art supplies have been packed away or unavailable to me for a large chunk #i wanna draw more in 2025! i hope! i have a lot of new ocs in my brain i wanna share with the world!!!!!#it also just feels weird that nobody ive befriended in the last 3 years know me as an 'art person' its like. deep lore that i maybe share #wish i could say i drew stuff that i havent posted!! but even that isnt the case #anyway. one day. ill get there #first i need to finish unpacking my apartment and build my new desk and that will hopefully motivate me!!#idk where i was going with this. i just wanna hold myself accountable with a goal ig #laura life 2kwhenever

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cyellolemon · 7 months ago

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Happy tdov look at some of my trans art ^w^

#making my trans ocs very visible #maybe i'll reblog some other trans ocs later #and i will post a new art for today too tonight <33 #i wasn't really motivated to do anything but i have 1 trans themed drawing i haven't posted yet so :))#i wish i had more t4t stuff to post too but among the ocs i'm currently obsessed i almost don't have any t4t couple srryyy </3

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pink-pone · 11 months ago

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sad but true fact: I’m the most motivated to draw when it’s either a commission (want to offer quick & punctual service plus I get the monies) or it’s Art Fight month (art trades on steroids).

I do wish I could whip up something for myself as fast as either of those two things but alas, I’m really just too busy and tired irl lol. I’m fine with the speed at which I put out art (I’m here to have a good time, not stress!) but because of that, most of the time I can only muster up some pencil sketches (which I love doing btw don’t get me wrong). I just wish I could make art faster I guess :/

#just a small thing I’ve got to live with oh well #I just have so much love for my ocs!!#I wish I had the time/energy/motivation to draw high quality art of them more than I do now :(#it’ll be ok tho uwu #text post

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britneyshakespeare · 3 months ago

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The gaslighting Duke of Vienna

#measure for measure #shakespeare #text post #yeah i just finished #i was familiar w the story long before i actually sat down and read it #it was a major part of a chapter of a literary studies textbook i edited the last two years for gig work #so i had like. known the entire plot and the issues and themes and entire passages #and yet still it was different from what i expected #it feels somewhat... incomplete? like in my head these characters were more finished #than what i actually got from them in the play. somehow #angelo for instance i assumed knew his hypocrisy from the beginning #but to my pleasant surprise. he was less calculated and more spinning out of control #fallible as anyone else he would condemn to die for the same sins.#i found that really interesting that he actually thought he had noble intent. he just couldnt live up to it himself #and that he would also wish to undo isabella like that. horrific just the same but almost more tragic?#i also assumed juliet would've had a bigger part #and duke vincentio. man i still don't really get him on a human level #not my favorite shakespearean mastermind at all #he seems incredibly selfish and hypocritical. not just bc he tries to marry isabella #but he seems... honestly more calculated than angelo #and he's the hero! supposedly!#im not saying that that's a flaw in the play. i find that really interesting #i suppose i just can't see him having any motivations but chaos and vainglory #and those motives just happen to be pointed in the direction of good for our heroine and her brother #but in any other play id see someone like vincentio as the villain. easily #duke vincentio is as conceited and conniving as richard iii

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volfoss · 3 months ago

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its like genuinely really funny to see the goodreads reviews talking abt how its not even a proper gothic book anymore (which im gonna be honest it hasnt been one in a while...) and talking abt how bad the alien angle is vs ME who is having a blast minus the horrific shit she keeps putting in. how can i be mad when she literally put mpreg in her book.

#twist rambles #vc posting #like its insane. me personally ok i like the more silly vc books. bc its less exposition than smth like blackwood for example #but like genuinely dereks stuff is rly interesting if it wasnt like. at this point feeling like racially motivated torture porn..#like idk i think when weve had ghosts since. god body thief? we need to not be taking these seriously atp imo.. but i could just be having #that viewpoint bc ive binge read all of these in a little over a month so im just kind of rolling w the punches #anyways yeah my god. i wish this was good i wish she was normal abt nonwhite characters in general. arjun im getting u out of thereeee

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