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a-cha0tic-intr0v3rt · 3 months ago

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hehe, more memes

i sincerely apologize for the lack of posts recently. i have been so fucking stressed, frusturated, tired, and anxious because of the amount of work i had to do at school and its been keeping me from posting and now i post sporadically for the time being. god do i hate school esp bc im a sophomore this year (tbh there are a few positives i can say about this year, i have MUCH better teachers than i did last year. the teachers i have for this year are genuinely really nice to me.)

anyways here is another post with that new twst character. i found out his name is skully j graves a few weeks back. i am actually really happy we got nightmare before christmas representation in this game (i mean i was already really happy to see that we have herclues and hunchback of notre dame in this game, those two movies are so goddamn underrated fight me)

people were comparing his looks to gojo (myself included), but he also kinda reminded me of l from death note, mostly his skintones and the fact he is voiced by yamaguchi kappei (an absolute icon in the seiyuu industry) so have that one spongebob meme with them (no jokes when i first saw skully i went like “if gojo and l lawliet had a baby”)

anyways im gonna go to bed soon goodnight yall

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noxious-fennec · 1 year ago

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Hands are too shaky these days

#this is old art from july that i never got around to posting. think of it as a surprise treat :)#i wish i had the energy or the creative drive to draw more them i am still insane about them but idk idk #drawing things that are at least canon adjacent is taxing. idk. would you guys like if i went off the hook with it?#oh btw dw bout me guys I'm alright and when i say stuff like this^^^ im not like forcing myself to draw or anything #I've got a healthy relationship with these stuff i like to think. nust helps when there's extra motivation #anyway you didn’t ask for this rant uhhhh loss of fine motor skill post revival (re: disability) my beloved #hope you're doing swell and that you enjoy <3 #dsmp fanart #cwilbur #cquackity #my art #ctntduo #fennec.art

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futuretrain · 11 days ago

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kinda to go along with my thoughts re: jason and the popular perception of his inescapable criminality when lacking bruce to guide him. i have a huge issue with how often the fandom at large/comics readers do their best to read the biological families of kids that bruce takes in as somehow bad, neglectful, or abusive, so as to be able to easily cut them out of the narrative (after all, if they're bad for the child in their care, then of course they don't deserve said child) and clear way for bruce to fold them into his family. as if the (much less privileged and less rich/poorer) family cannot in any way be (allowed to be) a good and loving environment for their child and only a (lbr very white-coded for decades) billionaire can deliver that

#on a story economy level i get that. we all like batdad and would like to see more of him. sure #on every other level... hey what the fuck #there's levels to it too. not just wishing that the (lower class) family of a beloved character were bad #but also that that character had an unbearably terrible upbringing too #does it not feel weird to see it happen again and again in this fandom #bats #komiksy #ń txt #yes the same has been done by canon to talia and to shiva but i'm talking specifically about the fandom #and its urge to invent an abusive history for parents and family that was never present in comics and is not motivated by source material #fanon Is informed by canon and it's likely true that the character assassination of talia by gmo's backstory for damian informs this #but there are also tendencies to do as much while crossing out the canonicity of damian's backstory with talia #it is a fandom impulse to do that character assassination of parents regardless of canon and it is extremely disturbing to me #and it's only fanon i meant to discuss with this post

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fromtheseventhhell · 2 months ago

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Remember George's outline notes that had "joy of giving" and "mercy at the gate" for Arya? Mercy is crossed out and we obviously have that as her sample chapter, so what if Arya's next alias is "Joy"? Over-thinking the significance of that phrase and how it could apply to the rest of her Braavos arc🤔

#arya stark #asoiaf #something something /joy of giving/ could align with /all men must serve/ and Arya's apprenticeship with the courtesans #Arya learns more about courtly manners and becomes more comfortable with engaging in highborn spaces #while becoming more privy to Braavosi politics and how that connects to her responsibilities/identity as a Stark #when I imagine Arya reclaiming her identity I imagine it coming with her acceptance of even the /hard/ parts of her identity #I think Ned's words about /summer games/ and growing up will be incredibly relevant to her here #her reclaiming her identity while ignoring the /Lady/ aspect of it makes no sense...especially considering how often we're reminded of it #literally every time she reveals her identity it comes with people acknowledging her highborn status #one thing that makes me wish we had on-page Cat/Arya interactions cause I think her twow arc will be heavy on remembering Ned's words 😭#imagine her reuniting with Jeyne before she knows Bran+Rickon are alive and deciding to reclaim her identity at the unmasking festival #I have a pet theory that she could end up /taking responsibility/ for Jeyne's marriage to Ramsay in order to offer some protection to Jeyne #I think it fits considering she has a very protective nature and could feel guilty since she had the opportunity to reveal herself to Roose #basically I want the reclamation of her identity to be incredibly personal and about her feelings + values #which is why I like to imagine it happening before she's aware rickon+bran are alive but after she gets news that Jon is dead #I want her motivation to return home to be primarily about her internal development while outside factors are supporting #/need/ Arya exploring and accepting her identity in her own way #deciding to be Arya while her family is lost to her and that identity is connected to an unwanted marriage would feel so significant #(and yes it was Jeyne that was married to Ramsay but it was Arya's name used and it's still (partially) about/will impact her)#anyways I think about Arya's Braavosi arc a normal about can you tell? 😀#one day I won't put the majority of my post in the tags but today is not that day #I definitely thought too hard about this though that's why I have to hide it lol

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm

#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such #or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you #i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least #but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself #i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end #fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP #i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today #i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their #parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment #but #no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at #anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals #ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind #that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence #ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time #its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a #knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then #idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head #fiddleford mcgucket #stanford pines #gravity falls #every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord #talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc #and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media #bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into #its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place #how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout #or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then

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meowsticmarvels · 20 days ago

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the concept of delta engineering the decision game so he and phi can be born is kinda funny he's like ok so i have to worsen my parents' existing ptsd so me and my Stupid ass sister I Guess will be born witj magic powers and shes also gonna have worsened ptsd as a result. this is a Necessary evil Life is Simply Unfair :/

#zero escape #ztd #zero time dilemma #ztd spoilers #zero escape delta #zero escape phi #this is a draft i had from like. august i need to post more of my drafts i kinda cooked?#but fucking help me. its so funny #like i know he has to do it but based on how he and phi interact i know he does not give a shit about her #in the last few minutes of ztd they HAAATE eachother in response to phi being pissed about being used for this whole thing he literally is #like 'does that make you angry #in the most condescending tone ever #like Are you mad? Are you seething? You have fallen into my trap dear sister #being real + unrelated to post: i kinda wish they had more of an actual dynamic/some interaction. or like delta had more of An Opinion on #phi rather than just He dgaf. like bestie she's patient zero for YOUR virus. and he's also the guy who started a cult with clones of his #dead adoptive brother out of grief. you would think that guy would care a little more about having a secret long lost twin sister #even if he just fucking hated her and had beef with her i think that would be more interesting. and really funny. or maybe he pities her #but no his characterization is just Evil Complex Motives Old Guy. whereee is the moral greyness of zero like sigma or akane.....#on the topic of him singling out phi though for the line i mentioned i wanna say towards everyone else he responds normally to her he's jus #Interesting. Does that make you angry? Are you upset with how your life has been toyed with? Are you? and shes just like . what #anyways. sorry for rambling in the tags i just think delta and phis sibling dynamic could have been interesting but also REALLY funny #trevor.txt

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dragonita-arts · 8 months ago

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A cycle renewed, a cycle passed. Dragon to dragon, gold to ice, a new era awaits to be cast.

A quick personal piece

#dragonita creations #my arts #artists on tumblr #dragons #arboth mist #//meant to post yesterday but had some problems #//finishing uni stuff which is why I didn't post these last months #//sorry to everyone who might've sent something I'll get to it after work lightens a bit #//wish to post more stuff but between uni and the a//i scare I lost some motivation #//hopefully can post something before AF too

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wonder-worker · 10 months ago

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"[Elizabeth Woodville's] piety as queen seems to have been broadly conventional for a fifteenth-century royal, encompassing pilgrimages, membership of various fraternities, a particular devotion to her name saint, notable generosity to the Carthusians, and the foundation of a chantry at Westminster after her son was born there. ['On other occasions she supported planned religious foundations in London, […] made generous gifts to Eton College, and petitioned the pope to extend the circumstances in which indulgences could be acquired by observing the feast of the Visitation']. One possible indicator of a more personal, and more sophisticated, thread in her piety is a book of Hours of the Guardian Angel which Sutton and Visser-Fuchs have argued was commissioned for her, very possibly at her request."

-J.L. Laynesmith, "Elizabeth Woodville: The Knight's Widow", Later Plantagenet and Wars of the Roses Consorts: Power, Influence, Dynasty

#historicwomendaily #elizabeth woodville #my post #friendly reminder that there's nothing indicating that Elizabeth was exceptionally pious or that her piety was 'beyond purely conventional'#(something first claimed by Anne Crawford who simultaneously claimed that Elizabeth was 'grasping and totally lacking in scruple' so...)#EW's piety as queen may have stood out compared to former 15th century predecessors and definitely stood out compared to her husband #but her actions in themselves were not especially novel or 'beyond normal' and by themselves don't indicate unusual piety on her part #As Laynesmith's more recent research observes they seem to have been 'broadly conventional'#A conclusion arrived at Derek Neal as well who also points out that in general queens and elite noblewomen simply had wider means #of 'visible material expression of [their] personal devotion' - and also emphasizes how we should look at their wider circumstances #to understand their actions (eg: the death of Elizabeth's son George in 1479 as a motivating factor)#It's nice that we know a bit about Elizabeth's more personal piety - for eg she seems to have developed an attachment to Westminster Abbey #It's possible her (outward) piety increased across her queenship - she undertook most of her religious projects in later years #But again - none of them indicate the *level* of her piety (ie: they don't indicate that she was beyond conventionally pious)#By 1475 it seems that contemporaries identified Cecily Neville as the most personally devout from the Yorkist family #(though Elizabeth and even Cecily's sons were far greater patrons)#I think people also assume this because of her retirement to Westminster post 1485 #which doesn't work because 1) we don't actually know when she retired? as Laynesmith says there is no actual evidence for the traditional #date of 12 February 1487 #2) she had very secular reasons for retiring (grief over the death of her children? her lack of dower lands or estates which most other #widows had? her options were very limited; choosing to reside in the abbey is not particularly surprising. it's a massive and unneeded jump #to claim that it was motivated solely by piety (especially because it wasn't a complete 'retirement' in the way people assume it was)#I think historians have a habit of using her piety as a GOTCHA!' point against her vilification - which is a flawed and stupid argument #Elizabeth could be the most pious individual in the world and still be the pantomime villain Ricardians/Yorkists claim she was #They're not mutually exclusive; this line of thinking is useless #I think this also stems from the fact that we simply know very little about Elizabeth as an individual (ie: her hobbies/interests)#certainly far less than we do for other prominent women Margaret of Anjou; Elizabeth of York;; Cecily Neville or Margaret Beaufort #and I think rather than emphasizing that gap of knowledge her historians merely try to fill it up with 'she was pious!'#which is ... an incredibly lackluster take. I think it's better to just acknowledge that we don't know much about this historical figure #ie: I do wish that her piety and patronage was emphasized more yes. but it shouldn't flip too far to the other side either.

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shhhh-baby-is-studying · 1 year ago

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I get so annoyed when people tell me I'm gonna do great on a test I barely studied for. I know ur trying to comfort me, but honestly it just adds pressure. I thrive on academic validation. A C is an F in my head. So when someone I care about tells me that I'm gonna do great on a test that ik without a doubt I'm not going to do well on, it's gonna hurt me twice as hard when I bomb it. Because you had high hopes for me and I threw them on the floor.

Sorry for this really negative post, but I had to vent somewhere. I figured those following my studyblr or in the community would understand how I feel or smth. The person who said it didn't understand why I kept denying I was gonna great on the test even after I explained what I said up above. My friends also don't understand this mentality and kinda acted like I was being ridiculous and like I should've just said thank you and moved on. My rant is over now. Thank you, and I'm sorry to those who read it.

#studyblr #rant #I'm so stressed #I haven't had any free time in over 2 months basically #and nobody understands why i care so much about my grades #i think I'm just being cruel #but don't lie to my face to comfort me #and pls don't inadvertently put more pressure on me #long post #mine #academic validation at its finest #someone play satisfied #academic validation #toxic study motivation #i wouldn't wish this mentality on my worst enemy #baby talks

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minthy · 2 years ago

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I never posted these here, but yeah,

Imma make more content outta my shifting experiences especially my Undertale/KNY DRs, because, HAHAHA, shifting..

anyway, (the main cast?) yeah, my people there.

#Finna shift again and make Alphys watch season 2/3 of kny now #I wish I had more motivation to draw bc daym #shit is wild there #undertale #Shifting realities #toriel #sans #papyrus #alphys #undyne #It's fun #yall need to try it #and I can share all my shifting tips/tricks/methods with yall if yall want to #I post them a lot in tiktok tho #if anyone wants I would

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kaidanalenkosprmanager · 9 months ago

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THE BEST OF PRIORITY: TUCHANKA (PART 1)

Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Urdnot Wrex, and Urdnot Bakara With: Dr. Mordin Solus, Primarch Adrien Victus, Dalatrass Linron, Urdnot Wreav, and Comm. Specialist Samantha Traynor This will be the defining moment of Krogan history... Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)