#i will wait a lifetime
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Me, waiting for new chapter updates: "Mere Karan Arjun aayenge..."
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one day, in a thousand years
#I THINK I HAUVE COVID#oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives#thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED#I AM NOT IMMUNE#spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf#ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything#and his last thought is asking him to wait#and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for#god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it#he who drowned the world#she who became the sun#the radiant emperor#general ouyang#esen-temur#(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art#not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom#and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever#id in alt text
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okay but something i keep thinking about is the fact that mc, Rafayel, Zayne, Xavier and Sylus are currently all in the same timeline/lifetime. in the main story we’ve interacted with all four so far, and we’ve learned through their cards/myth/scenes about their past with mc and what has brought them here now. so is it not a fact that they are all SIMULTANEOUSLY pining and craving for her?! a man who betrayed a god, a man who betrayed his kingdom & people x 2, a man who?? well we aren’t sure for sylus just yet but LISTEN!! If the ending of this game is that she only chooses ONE the rest of them are fucked. they’re screwed in this lifetime and have to watch their soulmate, the love of their life go with ANOTHER. that’s absolutely insane
#like IMAGINE going through lifetimes for your supposed soul mate and she ends up with someone else#rafayel waited 800 years for her and yet she chose a snowman#zayne betrayed a god for you and you betrayed him for a white haired criminal#like I’m rolling thinking about this bc i love angst#and if the guys find out like oh yeah we’ve all been through shit and multiple lifetimes for this girl they’re all gonna be like????#was she FOUR TIMING US OR WHAT#HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU HAVE CHASING YOU MC?!#lads#love and deepspace#lnds#lnds sylus#zayne love and deepspace#lads xavier#xavier love and deepspace#l&ds#rafayel#lnds rafayel#lads sylus#sylus#love and deepspace sylus#lads rafayel
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Suspirium - Thom York
#this is my very favorite song and i think ive been wanting to make this for abt a year#when i was at my most compulsivly unwell i would be focusing so hard and sleeping so little that i would feel physically sick#like the world was tilting around me and i would think: all is well as long as i keep spinning#bc i would stop moving and suddenly id be in pieces on the floor. but now i think my favorite lines are: when i arrive will u come and find#me? or in a croud be one of them? bc its such a profoundly lonely idea. i dont believe in a life after death. i think when ur gone ur gone#your brain stops and the thing that made you you is gone forever. but if i imagined an afterlife image getting off a train onto a crowded#platform and searching for my mom through all the chaos. when i arrive will u come and find me? would our connect extend past a lifetime?#or would u be in a crowed one of them? would i stand alone in a sea of people waiting for someone who was never coming?#its a very upsetting thought#im glad i waited to make this bc i feel the song more deeply after the death of my mom. it feels more sad and more ethereal.#there r like 2 different versions of the lyrics bc thom york is so fucking hard to understand#so i use the version i like better#original art
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maffhew who refuses to say runebergin torttu because he knows hes gonna butcher it so bad he might be kicked out of the country the second he tries and staunchly avoids that by going "the one dessert that barky is going to have to explain 😃"
sasha who gets faced with the most generic description of everything hes ever eaten in his life so far because of maffhew and going "???... oh you mean runebergin torttu!"
"he did good he liked the food and he likes the finland so far so its good" sasha says with so much pride now that all the anxiety has left his system that his husband teammate is enjoying his country and doesnt hate it
media availability | 10.29.24 (x)(x)
the smile of a man who knowlingly doomed his husband and said husband using all his brain power to context clues his way to whatever the fuck he just got asked that his brain is running hotter than a mid 2012 macbook air thats somehow still alive in the year of the lord 2024 but girl does she chug along shes louder than a fighter jet
#matthew tkachuk#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#the famous vanha kauppahalli date™#we know how bad he is at pronouncing words not in english he does not want to fuck up his husbands language in front of him#(the nhl stars try to speak german video has entered the chat)#different attitudes here lmao#“he did good” mate he was... eating food... what... what is there to praise here..?#i shivered sweet mary and joseph sasha this is how you praise maffhew? yeah id be an annoying little shit about it too#whatever they have. unexplainable. i wont even bother#im glad to see pie and cake are still very confusing for esol#somehow ive had the conversation with several different people in my lifetime and realised even i dont know what the fuck it is#in the sense that when i translate pastries into english for my american friends i just pause and go#wait... i think this is a pie... but its called a tart in spanish but its also kind of a cake? and- [windows reboot sound]#ive had to do this with pastafrola and im like please just eat it dont make me explain im gonna cry if i do#I DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT BECAUSE IT DOESNT EXIST IN AN ENGLISH CONTEXT TO ME JUST EAT IT#“so whats the difference between a torta and a tarta and isnt a tarta kinda like a pie-” “stop asking questions you dont want answers to”#you have no idea how upset i get trying to explain#im glad sasha at least protrays a little of that frustration by going “i dont know english word” girl SAME
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NEW EPISODE OF PERCY JACKSON TONIGHT NEW EPISODE OF PERCY JACKSON TONIGHT NEW EPISODE OF PERCY JACKSON TONIGHT NEW EPISODE OF PERCY JACKSON TONIGHT NEW EPISODE OF PERCY JAC-
#the wait for the new episode has felt like a lifetime#percy jackon and the olympians#percy and annabeth#percy jackson#walker scobell#pjo tv show#pjo fandom#pjo series#leah is our annabeth#percy pjo#leah sava jeffries#i can’t wait#grover underwood#percy series#queenie’s thoughts xx<3
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Sketch. Wish the game was brave enough to properly wound the Squad after fighting a League member at the very least. Would’ve upped the stakes imo.
#captain boomerang#george digger harkness#suicide squad#suicide squad kill the justice league#suicide squad KTJL#my art#the potential of the game makes me sad#as a lifetime rogues fan I’ve been waiting for a good game#I need the stakes man#imagine if some members get so screwed after each fight and that’s when recruiting comes in#them taking a while to recover#then bouncing back#but still keeping the damages#would be so much more fun imo#what’s a hero vs villain fight without pain
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When Katsuki Bakugo needed saving, Izuku came up with a plan where Todoroki, Iida, and Kirishima went rocketing across the sky to reach him.
When Izuku Midoriya needed saving, it was Katsuki, Todoroki, and Iida who went rocketing across the sky to reach him.
Both times, our Twin Stars decided to set their own needs aside and allow the other’s trusted friend to take the lead in bringing them home. Izuku knew Kirishima was the right choice to get Katsuki away from the league quickly and safely, and Katsuki knew Iida was the better man for the job of catching up to Izuku and bringing him back.
Can we please just take a moment to appreciate the parallels. Please.
#bkdk#bakudeku#mha#bnha#I was rewatching Deku vs Class 1A#(easily in my top three favorite eps btw)#(if not the top)#and the parallels slapped me in the face multiple times#Katsuki really is showing how he’s finally pulling even with Izuku emotionally#he’s been beaten over the head with Save to Win for literally the last two seasons of not longer#and his guilt for how he treated Izuku for years has been eating up at him#he has to bring Izuku back to UA and he has to apologize#but he let’s Iida take the spotlight#he recognizes he’s not the right person for what needs to be done so Katsuki helps Iida get there and let’s himself wait for his turn#he’s working as part of a team#he’s putting Deku’s needs first#and he’s determined to apologize for a lifetime of what he acknowledges at last were very bad and hurtful decisions#and we see it in how his rescue of Izuku parallels Izuku’s rescue of him#i can’t with these two I really can’t#twin stars but actually#wonder duo#happy ending when because I literally cannot accept anything else at this point
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so here's a NikPrice angst idea I got:
Whenever Price gets drunk, he ends up spilling more to Nikolai than he intends, feelings he'd never share when he's sober. He speaks about things he'd rather keep hidden, the what ifs and talks about future
and then he blacks out, forgetting every word by morning, and Nikolai is left to bear the weight of those confession, patting Price's shoulders like everything was fine when it's not.
The next time Price drinks himself to the point, reaching for Nikolai's arm, eyes unfocused and voice a bit slurry, starts with "you know, one day I want to tell you—”
But Nikolai stops him.
Nikolai stops Price, cupping his jaw and squeezing his face just enough to turn his ramble into a muted mumble, lips pressed together, silenced.
"I know," Nikolai whispers, shaking his head gently, it's a plea, but he never says please don't.
"I know," Nik repeats, wearing a solemn smile to hide the tears in his eyes.
"Don't say it when I can't do anything about it." When I can't act on it.
And so, the confession goes unsaid, the I need you let to drift between them. Nikolai waits, he's a patient man he'll wait for the day Price will say the three words while sober. But Price on the other hand is convinced that Nikolai doesn't feel the same, holds it all inside and take this secret to his grave, never realizing that Nikolai has always known— and felt the same.
#hi i just got on my train after work and im choosing violence today forgive me KJASHFLKSJDHFAKL#when you put someone who would wait a lifetime for something and someone stubbornly keeping their desire a secret together#sum#anyways if its ooc forgive me i think ive never really wrote anything nikprice related#WELP off to dinner i go good day KJAHSKDA#gummmythoughts#nikprice#cod nikolai#captain john price#captain price#john price
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HAPPY THE LOYAL PIN DAY TO ALL WHO CELEBRATE
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my favourite activity is writing an essay in the tags on all my posts
#wait I feel like I let people down by not writing something in the tags on this#I have been working so hard in this goddamn animation I’m working on and it’s so slow and it’s only five seconds but it’s taking a lifetime#I want it to just be doneeeeee I don’t wanna do clean up work anymoreeeee I don’t wanna make backgrounds and do crappy effects animation:((#but like… the start of it looks so gooodddddd heheeheeeheheee I’m proud of myself#I need to animate more I need to be able to be faster at this and be able to capture movement better and just in general be like 10x better#than I am now#this really shouldn’t be taking as long as it has and part of that is lack of focus#so I need to lock in fr
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Peaceful Property's trailer just dropped (THANK GOD!), and I am here once again asking
If not a BL, why the color exchange?!
Home is red. Peach is blue(green, so turquoise really)
And Peach's sister is pink.
(Kan is neutral)
So why is Home wearing blue if he isn't in love with Peach?!
And why is Kan wearing red?!
I will be perfectly fine if there is no romance in this show, but all I'm screaming is the colors mean things!
And if the BL streets were correct that Force and Book were going to be a cameo based solely on arms appearing in a photo in March,
Then I'm just going to sit here in my truth knowing that red + blue
equals purple.
#peaceful property#are they color coded boys in love?#the trailer says no#but it's canon to me#the colors mean things#so I know the truth in my soul#I'm ready!#I've waited a lifetime!#well just a couple of months but it felt like eternity
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Appreciation for when Nightow draws these dark jumpscares of Vash looking absolutely terrifying (from Trigun vol2 & Trimax vol2)
Scaring everyone around him with a pressure so intense, like constraining an unfathomable darkness simmering just below the surface, that his friends and opponents alike are unnerved by just how....inhuman he can suddenly become.
As felt by Milly, Wolfwood, and Leonof the Puppetmaster (notably up to this point, Meryl's been startled and scared for him, but not frightened by Vash's unmasked darker 'diablo' side like the others have...)
That Leonof even notes (in Trimax vol3) a normal human would have already succumbed or lost himself to that level of darkness he carries....making Vash the complete opposite of one. To have endured the depths of that much sorrow, suffering, and rage beyond the scope of what's humanly possible. How he's so much like a human, yet uncannily nothing like one at all; he's something else entirely.
And yet, even despite that heavy darkness of accumulated demons and horrors beyond any human's lifetime or comprehension--being the very inescapable burden he carries as one who's functionally immortal, it's also just as Luida says--Vash somehow keeps on living and pressing forward through that endless personal hell regardless...
#trigun#trigunbookclub#manga panels#commentary#at first this was simply art appreciation til oh wait i still have Thoughts about it#esp once trimax vol3 gave us more perspective to how deep his darkness goes#it's that pressurized and intense from Everything he's had to endure over a lifetime being functionally immortal#the fact he has makes him just as inhuman as....only being able to endure it because he's not human :')
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She was wild and vivid in a cautious and pale world. Always burning a little more brightly than any of us around her. Then I remembered a story written by Henry James. It was the story of a young girl named Isabel. A girl who was as brave as she was beautiful, who was pure of heart and as unafraid to love. His description of Isabel mirrored that of Carolyn and I wondered out loud how it was possible for him to have known her when he wrote that story over a century ago. But, I suppose, it was because he was writing about his dream of a pure and brave American girl, who comes along maybe once every hundred years, if we are lucky. - Carole Radziwill in her eulogy for Carolyn Bessette-Kennedy, July 24, 1999
#carolyn bessette kennedy#john f. kennedy jr.#historicwomendaily#history#*#my copy got here this morning!#i've been waiting for this book for eons and then it opens with the portrait of a lady?! meet your target audience!#the plane crash is the first Major News Story i remember witnessing in my own lifetime#i do remember when diana died (mostly because of my mom's reaction - she collapsed in her bedroom)#but this was the first one that really broke me#i was so young but i still remember how quiet our house was until they recovered the bodies :(
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kids when they hear that their dad is back in town VS. kids when theyre hanging out with a conman that accidentally stole their wallet once
im not even joking btw
bonus heres me being crazy about them in dms ^^^
#mob psycho 100#mp100#shou suzuki#sho suzuki#reigen arataka#i know sho doesnt actually BELIEVE his dad is back but even just that split second reaction is a weird one to have over your dad coming bac#he was like 'say sike rn... wait that aint right.'#shou watching them on the bottom floor while being isolated up in the corner at the end of the third stage play. and saying#'it's nice that they're so easygoing.' all wistfully???? im killing somebody#reigen calling him a poor thing and worrying about him DESPITE knowing his mischievous ways. ugh#gonna quote my reaction to clip rq#'bro [shou] heard him [reigen] talking about guardianship over children and making sure theyre safe over anything else and was like-#'this is getting too real for me i gotta make fun of him immediately.''#idc WHAT yall think to ME that was such a thick layer of defense mechanism that even though reigen's guardianship speech wasnt directed#at Sho he still felt the intrinsic urge to shoot back because of what hes experienced with people who are SUPPOSED to be protecting him.#would yall believe me if i told you i am totally insane#there are SO MANY THINGS. woven into their interactions that really enhance it#its totally silly! yes! but also! it is a legitimate ARC of GROWTH within their relationship! we watch as Sho starts off#with no trust in the man at all (although for a pretty good reason)#and over time he realizes hes NOT total shitbag#of course this doesnt mean hes completely vulnerable with him. its easy to infer that his distrust in certain people is formed from#a lifetime of being let down and incapability of dependency on certain trusted adults. his defense must be so heavily built up#even after gaining some sort of trust from Shou Reigen will NOT be exempt from his impish defense mechanisms.#sho will not make himself emotionally available as he would then be open to being hurt by someone else he thought could trust#his 'carefree and prankish' behavior is the wall between himself and such an intense feeling of disappointment and hurt and loneliness#but i like to think hes also just silly. hehe#man that stage play huh. shoots every fatal drug directly into my bloodstream#shou's trust and father issues VS stupid conman who has the common sense to not let children be beat up by grown ass adults. who will win.#i mightve forgotten something but. i think this is pretty packed full already so i am pleased. thank you for reading <3#meowmeow art
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I am determined to take Shen Li home.
#cdramaedit#cdrama#the legend of shen li#zeng li#zhao li ying#与凤行#happy mothers' day to those who celebrate#trying and failing not to think of this scene in the meaning of backhugs#+ liu yu's last words as she foisted a living baby to the shijie who loved her so much#through her faults shen muyue coming to terms that she actually holds ah'li dearest in this lifetime will never not be my favourite*#only she would dare approach after that ferocious circle of fire#only she would not care in the proximity of that smoldering chimei aura (what's more weakening after a millenia?)#only she may have picked a moment too late in saying those affirming words of security#*in the closing arc that i thought was too interested in the action rather than driving home the stakes#tbqh as much as i wanted shen li to drop all suspicions when she was able to come back to a still-ailing shifu who waited for her#the shortcut to shen muyue on the field as the last vanguard of their realm and who is the girl she raised but one as stubborn as her#Never Doubted the care that raised her. vulnerable but will only succumb to grief & guilt & gratitude i-shall-die-before-deserting-you arms#let's go home indeed ;~;
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