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I have a couple draft posts of art and writing but I'm doing that thing again where I get really nervous Abt sharing AU stuff publicly.
Probably in part to the fact family thinks all my interests are dumb and I kind of connect what their reactions would definitely be to what this is to what stranger would react like.
It's funny because it's not even an insecurity about my writing or really even the art I'm doing. I am actually feeling confident in my storytelling and the art I'm doing for this.
There is also the fact that I know some of the IRL members do lurk and even less-than-lurk on this website and in the fanart tags. The insecurity Abt sharing is definitely more worried Abt outsider reactions rather than thinking it's not good enough. Which surprisingly isn't connected??? Because I really like and enjoy what I've been doing???
I'm definitely thinking Abt blocking some of the content creators that I know are around on Tumblr that the characters of the au share a namesake and possible appearance with.
But I'm also like "That's rude what if they like it?"
This au is such a mash of content and then just original ideas that it really only vaguely feels like the sources. But there's some obvious pulls and references.
Ahdjjsbsb Social Anxiety haver spotted in the wild real not click bait.
#personal#not au related#i will probably remove this post later#i just wanted to write out my thoughts#to hopefully remove them from my noggin#i have so much fucking content for this au#genuinely could probably write an actual book with it#but i refuse to make the original characters#i have it in the content waring tab it think#but#“you can pry my vaguely yog shaped ocs from my cold dead hands”
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KOFI
commissions: here!
membership: here!
more in-depth explanation above lol but yes, opening up my kofi for the above stuff! i'll still be posting art to my socials as usual, but there'll be more consistent/exclusive/early-access art and wip posts for members on kofi, along with all the benefits above
thank you very much for any support as always! muah
#my art#commissions#illustration#oc#beas#wellyboot#furry#anthro#i'll probably make a separate post later with some of the painted headshots i've done because i like them and they're fun to do#also sorry i will probably reblog this a bunch lol. forgive me....it's taken absolutely ages to work on all this#graphic design is NAWT my passion but hopefully this is vaguely interesting to look at/read through#i'm hoping to slooowly transition to making art on a more regular part-time job basis so i have to....advertise myself....#mortifying for everyone involved but it will give me more time to make more art (if successful) so also a win for everyone?#also i put it in the pixie tier description but please please PLEASE don't subscribe just to get the cheap birthday art and then unsub....#you will make me cry and wither away and i will have to remove it as a perk#(obligatory: of course feel free to unsubscribe at any time no explanation needed....just don't play the system i beg you)
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more of this one i'm quite fond of her
#limbus company#limbus ocs#sketch#traditional stuff#lcb dmitri#yes i made her almost exclusively so i have a design to draw rodimitri yuri with later. so. sorry.#or look forward to that. im drawing it either way#anyone who has read the book probably saw this coming and you all should unfollow me now#i actually like that one line about wine so much that i want to incorporate it into a base ego mockup somehow.. more on that later#self-indulgent bullshit i love you forever!!#on the topic of self-indulgence though#the reception of girlclair has been surprisingly positive#not that i thought people would react negatively#i just figured it'd be more along the line of indiffference. so! better than i expected!#thank you. i read all the tags and i love you#now here come the real flop posts with an audience of one#girl who doesnt even exist tangentially to canon#yet. YET. shes gotta show up eventually. at some point#not if. WHEN. please they seriously cant just remove her im on my knees#i know they might change/cut characters for narrative purposes à la canto vi. but please. they have to keep dunya and mitya pleaseeeeee
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˗ˏˋ★ˎˊ˗ WELCOME TO MY BLOG ˗ˏˋ★ˎˊ˗
Is breá liom mo chuid fear beag ficseanúil
Tags:
✨ tribbleart
✨ tribbletalks
🎉DTIYS 🎉
AU: (Yo-ho-ho) A Ninjas me
✨ Tag: anlfm / a ninjas life for me
P1 / P2 / P3 / P4 / P5 / P6 / P7 / P8 / P9 / P10 / P11 (Hiatus :c )
Character ref sheets: Leo and Yuichi / The Crew
ANLFM Playlist:
Baby Mikey Saga:
P1, P2, P3, P4, P5, P6, P7, P8, P9, P10
Guardian Au:
Concept art
Asks:
A1 / A2 / A3 / A4 / A5 / A6 / A7
Parts:
P1 / P2 / P3 / P4 / P5
Animatics:
✨ Razzmatazz - Mikey
✨ Epoch - Future Leo
✨ Digital Affection - Donnie
✨ Prime - Raph
✨ New Invention - Villian PB & J Duo (Onionninjasstuff's Au <3)
✨ Leo loses Casey - Future Leo and Casey Jr
✨ I wanted to leave - Future Leo and Future Mikey
✨ Loved You Like Religion - Huskerdust
˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
#FINALLY A REAL PINNED POST LOL#will probably remove these tags later#ik “meet the artist” things are prolly kinda dead#but i like doing them sooo :'))#anyway heres hoping i didnt fumble it too bad#im so tired rn so im gonna sleep but it'll most likeyly be edited n stuff later on uvu <3#tribbleart#tribbletalks#pinned post#meet the artist#rottmnt artist
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Is this a safe place to admit I don’t really like the way Castiel is often talked about in relation to destiel or will I be crucified for the second time
#listen okay#I get it I get it destiel website#but#I really hate the way Dean is often used as the ONLY bit of free will Cas has#and that Cas ’belongs’ to Dean#I like can’t stand it#especially when Sam is often used as the butt of the joke as being lesser to Dean#like Cas did rebel before Dean multiple times#he really WAS in love with humanity!!!#and making his character solely about Dean removes a lot of the things that make him interesting to me#this kinda goes hand in hand with the way Dean feels more…. centered in the later seasons??#ill probably make another post detailing this but#I don’t hate Dean or anything but there’s certain things I find very strange in later seasons is all#and by strange I mean I wanna put all the supernatural writers into a box and shake them around a lot#Castiel#spn
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grabbing my da ocs to give them an og story in an og setting. testing some new looks. barbie meme is the first thing i draw
this has been my announcement
#a bit late to the party but believe me i drew this like a day or two after the posters/screenshots dropped lol#ANYWAY memes aside#pleas believe me im taking this seriously<3#probably will be posting more stuff abt this later when we get more worldbuilding and character designing done hehee#but the name of the setting and/or the work title is Parhelion :)#these are just my v first take on these two as well#just vibing#. also altering at least some character names to separate what stuff is da and what's not and to suit finnish better bc#my sister might plan to write it all into a story/stories one day (in finnish) :p#(i mean i wrote Hawk here but in finnish it would/will be Haukka)#they're kinda the same characters but also kinda not... YAKNOW? removed from their original setting and while we want to keep some things#a lot of stuff's obv bound to change#oc: telital#oc: rene/haukka#setting: parhelion
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have not posted here in so long but netflix is removing voltron and i am in shambles rn

#hey what if kms 🥳🥳🥳#voltron posting#ig#i 🏴☠️ s3-8 bc netflix didn’t have it back in 2017 and then they added them years later and now theyre removing them all#can a girl not catch a fucking break around here#keith looks so pretty in that pic tho#WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE WIFE#ppl probably know abt this already but just in case#voltron legendary defender
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You know I actually never realized this before-- so you remember how tri. retconned Original Chosen fighting and defeating Apocalymon into them fighting the Dark Masters instead? (To be fair it is possible they could've ALSO fought Apocalymon afterwards but that isn't the Epic Final Showdown tri. decided to depict so it's borderline a retcon)
If the Original 5 Chosen fought and defeated the Dark Masters once in the distant past, doesn't that mean that
A) They survived and hid for just a few thousand years until they came back for a Round 2 at conquering the world
B) They died, were reborn, and THEN went for the Round 2
You know I've just DYING with curiosity, desperately wanting to know if any of the villians in Adventure would ever be reborn after Adventure, right. Because according to the lore they should, right (unless their data was like somehow absorbed by Apocalymon and destroyed along with him (though that would still leave Piemon as an exception (and Vamdemon but we all know what happened to him) and the sole survivor))
And what tri. has essentially done is confirm that most of them should, in fact, be reborn sooner or later
But that just raises the question of if Apocalymon was lowkey driving the Dark Masters nuts (as suggested by the novels), and if tri. was kind of about destroying the last remnants of Apocalymon's data (within Meicoomon), if they were reborn this time would they be free of Apocalymon's influence
If so, would their third (?) lives then turn out different? Would they still try to take over the world all over again for funsies (this time just without Apocalymon giving them power etc), or were they just the same as Ken was in Zero Two? I mean Apocalymon was supposed to be a spawn of Milleniummon and Ken was infected with Mille's malice directly, so while it may have been a bit filtered it was still the same source of malice and corruption, right
And like regardless of how their next lives would turn out, shouldn't the kids (OR AT THE VERY FUCKING LEAST GENNAI) like realize that this is going to happen eventually and like. Go and see if they can find them (either as their pre-Ultimate forms or even when they're still in their Eggs) and try to figure out what to do BEFORE shit hits the fan
I JUST

#Sorry I'm rewatching the second half of Adventure while working (it improves my focus actually) and#Oh the brainworms are real#Text post#I'm sorry I'm just thinking about Pinocchimon. My sweet poor murder child just needed friends 😭#But even if he was reborn without the craving for blood- who would be friends with him. After all he did in his past life#Who would want to be friends with him. Who would forgive him#IS HE GONNA BE DOOMED TO BE ALONE FOREVER. I'M 😭😭😭#Meanwhile for all we know Piemon is still stuck in that other dimension 10 years later lmao#Depending on if tri.'s reboot ever affected him at all or not because god fucking knows we'll never find out#(Or if he even COULD be affected by the reboot to begin with. God knows Wizarmon seemed to be fucking IMMUNE to it)#(Even though it was supposed to reset EVERYBODY)#But also that could have horrifying implications too if Piemon was just left to cook overnight with a part of Apocalymon#Like Apocalymon is just a collection of grudge and hate from Digimon who've gone extinct right#What's stopping that part of Apocalymon from just restarting the collection of hatred and grudge all over again#This time using Piemon as a vessel to just contain it#Like Apocalymon came from beyond the Wall of Fire to begin with so it's not like dimensional barriers should stop him either#I mean the good news is that there probably haven't been that many Digimon species that've gone extinct after Adventure#But still kids. Y'all might have a timebomb on your hands#Edited to remove some of excessive cursing lmao. I was feeling very intense when writing this sorry lmao
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I think I've gained too much confidence with money💀 I hate it sbwhsjnw I'm too impulsive. I shouldn't spend too much money. but my mind thinks otherwise when it sees The Object at a """reasonable""" price
GRRRRRRR
#this is not about the RD post I made 5 seconds before this one#it's just that money is such a Concept#my mind probably thinks that's I have infinite money but like#not true#that's why I prefer physical money instead of paying online#like online you don't even see how much money you lose (??) like#yes I spend money but I can't see it removed instantly from the card#I have to check later (and remember how much I had before)#so it feels less real in a way? like am I paying or giving fantasy coins to people#physical money helps me understand better that I'm losing something in order to receive something else#so I think I'd be more responsible with it#I hope this makes sense?#I hate capitalism#also all the money I'm spending now are from a temporary job I had before#so at least I'm spending my actual money instead on touching the savings my family did ever since I was born#like I'd feel even more guilty#ok too many tags bye#Chaos talks
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Okay small rant time !!!!
#im literally losing my god damn mind#i went to get gas#and im pretty sure they have a card skimmer#it asked me for me pin twice and looked weird and inwas like huh#thats really weird#but was like eh whatever and then like 10 minutes later#i start getting attempted charges to my card for 175 dollars from the gas station#this is a gas station ive been using for a very long time and they never have beenna gas station to do holds on your card before#and also my actual gas purchase went through normally !#anyway i was already gone from the gas station at this point (and the inside would have been closed before i could get back anyway)#so i was like okay first im going to post to the group to warn people not to go there rn#then contact the appropriate people#so anyway i posted to the facebook group and it somehow seems like ive done something wrong !!#everyone is so angry!!#literally being like well did you try to fucking remove the device#and why arent you on the phone with the police RIGHT NOW#telling me that its probably juat a hold#and telling me not to say bad things about a business#when literally all i said was you might want to avoid going to this gas station right now because i think they have a skimmer#and stated exactly what happened to me to make me feel that way#anyway ive literally had to edit my post 5 times because people keep getting mad about different things#im so done !!!#never again !!!
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#okay i did not have to edit this one. score#shiftry#anyway i really don't like this pokémon or anything about it. SORRY but it's true it's really ugly and its mouth and the nose#and it has the same things i don't like about it that i talked about with nuzleaf. i just don't get it but this time it wasn't in psmd#so i'm not attached to it just by virtue of that. and well. that contributes to me not really liking it i suppose#ahh well. better luck next time TPC you can make a good grass/dark-type eventually (it's meowscarada) (it took 6 generations)#hi it's me from two weeks later like the actual day this post is going to post. i came back to edit the tags so i could respond to some#comments. crazy‚ i know! but i saw the tags on this one were a bit short so let's beef 'em up. the nuzleaf post got some comments#about the whole prosthetic memory thing. where i set reminders on my phone to do shit or else i will not do the shit#i literally have a reminder set for 2:30 PM today to eat food. or else i won't even do that i bet#and folks are saying it's a common ADHD experience and that i'm not a fail and i do appreciate it. i think i was joking a bit#i was probably just frustrated i had to edit the image after taking it but the gist is. i don't *think* i have ADHD? i do have autism#which i suspected for a loooooong while until i finally up and got diagnosed when i was fucking 21 years old. which is insane. so i wonder#if that's an experience that overlaps. i imagine it is bc they proooobably would've been able to tell me if i had ADHD‚ too#okay. i moved these tags over here from nosepass‚ actually‚ which is the pokémon i just queued up. so i'm gonna go remove them from there#see you in street fighter five everybody
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SOULBOUND Menu Animation Draft/Proof of Concept
#tw flashing#flash warning#tw flash#flashing gif#flashing lights#flashing images#cw flashing#tw flickering#flickering#making sure to spam the warnings so i dont accidentally flashbang someone#honestly im probably going to remove some of the flashing in place of retro static#i just dont have the time to do so right now#midterms (derogatory)#am i right or am i right#i also have a demo for the menu theme#ill probably post that later#maybe#perhaps#soulbound#SOULBOUND#game concept#pixel art#pixel art animation#pixel art game#wip#video games#rpg#horror rpg#monster catching
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until things die down at work (probably not for a while), i’m mostly writing in 1v1 servers on discord so feel free to add me : space cadet caboose!#9415
pls let me know who you are in IM or asks first!
#☄「ooc.」#i’ll probably edit this post and remove it later bc im paranoid#but i miss writing with people#and i need to write more kamal.a to make up for this bullshit !
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'im doing great!!!' <- had to read through old messages from their [????] to remind themselves that was a legitimate thing that happened and not just a delusion
#tw for tags- allusions to kidnapping and abuse and grooming and various sentiments around that. a vent.#genuinely had myself questioning if it actually occurred or if it was all in my head like the recurring kidnap Thoughts#i dont honestly remember much that occured around that time so#retraumatise urself a little to remind yourself how fucked up that was#i put ??? because i honestly. dont know what to call him. now stalker; then? abuser? groomer?#i honestly struggle w words because i struggle to give myself the grace about what happened.#but i spent some time with [removed because they could see this + Who holds no relevance] and i just. it really clicked here#what the fuck i was a child. i look at them and i see a baby and they remind me so much of myself and i was a child#and they are older than i was!! what the fuck#i struggle to give myself the grace because i know i made a lot of mistakes and i was stupid and i knew better but also what the fuck#sorry syrry. looking at them and thinking who would ever. fucked me up#and then i started questioning if it even happened or if i made it uo#and im deeply upset now rereading all of this and theres more than i remember becuase i went looking to find something with another person#acknowledging it happened and i. i dont remember it and i dont know why i did it and hes still following me and i want him to STOP#i want to feel safe again#i want my actions as a 15 y/o to not be held against me until he dies#im fucked up#but i think i needed to say these things. to put them out into the world. i feel a little better. ill probably delete this later#nyxtalks#jesus this is a swing from my last post sorry guys#ik nobody read this far but i feel the need to say it. this is not the kind of person i want to be online
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Comm for my brother. Love wins.
#tag later#dare i tag this seriously#i think i will#scooby doo#mr potato head#crack ship#shaggy rogers#pride month#hell yeah.#ok fun fact. i uploaded this to redbubble like a few days after they announced their tier bs#mostly out of spite bc i thought it to be funny#like my acc is the middle tier but if it is ever demoted i dont know. ill probably delete it. literally so bs and unfair to the average#working person and disabled person and small artist and anyone#however that is besides the point#my point is#redbubble is like 'we encourage people who crank out thousands of artwork and upload it all ' (which is . unrealistic and promoting quality#over quantity which i am fucking sick of and hate)#but like. i post this#and i have NEVER had any of my artwork not be put thru the system for at least a day or whatever#like they removed this IMMEDIATELY#that KILLED me.. they couldnt handle it#like. 'post more artwork'#i proceed to post my artwork#redbubble: No not that.#*quantity over quality i meant. i prefer QUALITY over quantity
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So I had a mental breakdown today.
Like one of those involving snot, tears, the overwhelming urge to do something that might hurt yourself, not being able to breath...
That shit.
Let's not forget the cramping my body tends to do in these situations...
Or the intense shivering which makes me look like an utter idiot.
In the middle of class.
I wanna bury myself now and never return?
Please?
I just need to rant about this now because I'll just suppress everything if I don't which will make me feel worse probably :::)
#ranting#Atelophobia and Atychiphobia don't pare well with my anxiety#And everything else#No art this time#rant post#mentally fucked#Woohoo#Why can't I stop embarassing myself?#I'm still on the verge of bawling my eyes out after like three hours#you wanna know why it happened?#Sure#It's pathetic but yeah#I couldn't get something right in a Programm and everyone else did and me being the person who usually gets things extremely fast and is the#One esplaining it to others of course got increasingly frustrated because it just wouldn't work although I did every step the way it had to#Be done. It just didn't work and I searched for a way to solve it for over an hour while everyone else had it and me being me of course#Doesn't get the teacher because I'm just insufferable like that and once everyone was like wth did you do with that I kinda spiraled#So that's that#Fucking fear of failure and imperfection#I should probably remove any sharp things from my room...#And I should probably delete this later#Or I'll forget about it#Hashtag ranting
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