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mallardducksaysquack · 19 days ago

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Jesus, this post makes me wanna disembowel myself alive. Cropped out the OP because I genuinely don’t want to start any drama like it’s the fuckin xitter. It’s cool to have a place where I can safely be a degen and have fun with other degens. I know different people have different kinks and that’s fine. But also, HOLY SHIT.

Either be stealth and risk disappointing cis guys when you later tell them you don't have a dick or be out and risk meeting people who think this way. FML.

#no i will not actually disembowel myself #i will not starve myself either #other people’s thoughts are not my fault so I won’t punish myself for them #my ramblings #personal #rant #tw self-harm #tw transphobia

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dollarneko · 3 months ago

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a lil hareway warmdown because I miss him all the time. hes looking down at dodgers with contempt. and have a wip comic page based on my fic im working on too ig

#looney tunes #bugs bunny #dd404 #duck dodgers 404 #hareway #duck dodgers #fan art #au #dollarneko #404EX #im always like 'i miss hareway' and i can either draw him myself or starve

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clouvu · 2 years ago

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Another schmoodle of these two, as a treat

#genshin impact #arledrone #arlecchino #sandrone #IM SORRY FOR THE INFLUX OF ARLEDRONE WORKS ITS EITHER I MAKE FOOD FOR MYSELF OR I STARVE #arle has two fantastic partners in signora and columbina for insane angst potential in first and the two being equally freaks in the latter #and yet here i am wearing my clown shoes and honking my clown nose pairing her up with the mean french lady #ANYWAYS i have some self indulgent eisr delusion cooking atm that will be done within the next 50 years maybe

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triglycercule · 4 months ago

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horror would bite the inside of his mouth because he doesn't eat but also he likes the feeling of chewing the flesh and it's like a placebo hunger thing. if he eats a tiny bit of his mouth he won't feel as hungry (this doesn't really make sense because he's a skeleton but just pretend that he's chewing on his ecto or something)

when horror brushes his teeth there would be blood because he hasn't brushed in so long that his mouth isn't used to the bristles of a toothbrush. and then he goes back in for more teeth cleaning rounds with the toothbrush until his minty clean spit comes out without any blood

similar to the first one but horror would chew and bite on his nails. he'd bite the nails and sometimes cut them off with his teeth and then chew on them in his mouth for that same placebo hunger effect. if he's feeling silly he'll swallow the nail (self cannibalism???)

something is severally wrong with this man

#ahaha nooo this isn't projection..... (it totally is. i do/did all of these)#horror sand youre so real. horror sans youre so me #listen if i was starved for 7 years with no food i'd just take it upon myself to start knawing on everything #all he needs is a pack of gum and horror could go another 7 years without eating TRUST #maybe i just have oral issues. or maybe horror sans actually does this. either way one of us is fucked up #horror sans #murder time trio #tricule hc #dentist's worst fear: horror sans #ok so he starved for 7 years but that doesn't mean he can't eat weird stuff like nails and ecto and maybe tiny wood pieces and snow and

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that-sarcastic-writer · 19 days ago

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Mad as hell bc my autistic self only eats the same 5 meals and the one affordable place I get pasta from isn’t making the only pasta I eat

#if I wanted to experiment I would #also I’d rather not go broke buying one meal for myself #I’m too broke for these prices #but also my stove burned down so I can’t even cook either #ig I’ll just go starve and die then

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rainswept · 5 months ago

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therapy (alternate title: talking about white boy for 50 minutes straight)

#my therapist proposed the idea that i may be asexual.#like thanks i know. but also thanks for validating me because i still feel like a late bloomer sometimes #the question of the ages: am i an ace lesbian or am i just afraid of men? (or am i aro too)#because i can only imagine myself feeling comfortable romantically around women #but attraction isn’t a factor either way…#and i only feel comfortable with women in general .#touch starved hopeless romantic boy meets touch repulsed full of platonic love and nothing else girl. they both die #THIS IS WHY I THOUGHT I WAS TRANS TOO i felt so ill being in a female body but that was not because #i was trans it was because i felt sexualized and i wanted to be seen as a person before a body #and i felt like if i was a boy that would be the case #but i never felt any better viewing myself that way. i felt worse.#thanks misogyny 👍👍👍#anyway i love you trans people you are so cool it was just not me do not take this the wrong way #🙏🙏🙏#i will just be unlabeled and only date girls. forever #you will never catch me with a cishet dude SORRYYYY 🤞🤞🤞#i like fictional men and that is IT the moment i imagine them with an actual face i get disgusted #whateverrrr #i will stay in my little fictional bubble #pink haired foxian man hmu

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bunnihearted · 6 months ago

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#im in such a bad and low mood :<#it's not just my period hormones 🥴#my wireless headphones worked fine all of yesterday and today when i wake up they're blinking #they're liked fucked up... i turn them off but they constantly turn themselves back on. when i connect them to my ipad they constantly #keep disconnecting and shutting off and turning on 🙃 it makes me so angry bc i need to wear them basically all the time #bc all the noise from neighbors and my family and outside is driving me crazy #but they just dont work anymore?? plus i cant afford new ones... esp now which brings me to my next point #bc of my mom having troubles w school and loans and work etc she was like yeah u guys might have to pay for me this summer so we'll be #proper poor 😄 she doesnt WANT that either but it just sucks bc i got $300 every month and i can barely afford anything as is #yeah so there is no chance of me buying new headphones until at least august or september ......#then im annoyed bc my sisters are passive aggressive 24/7 and hate my existence and my mom is depressed lol #and i have no one to talk to or be with. it's summer and i wanna do stuff but i just dont wanna do it alone lmao #and then im just sad bc of many things.....#also i hate myself bc im a loser failure piece of shit but like yeah that's normal for me to feel #i just hate everything and it's so hard to endure this lame ass existence skskskskks #why cant ANYTHING be good ever in my life??#i am garbage and im surrounded by bad things lmao... anyways can i just stop breathing now pls #and it's not just a 'tiny' thing like my headphones not working like it might seem to others #but when u live a life where NOTHING is good or NOTHING works everything just piles on #ppl dont seem to understand that normally bc most ppl have some good things in their lives #so they just cannot comprehend what it's like when nothing works on any level in your life lok #ofc im depressed ofc im angry and bitter and dejected. i have no good things or moments at all in my life. that tears u down #i mean ofc i could be living in an active warzone and that'd be .. pretty awful i can imagine. but yeah... my situation is still not ideal #like i mean i do actually try to practice gratitude of having a roof over my head my own room water in the pipes and food so i dont starve #i am thankful for that bc many ppl dont even have that #i still feel depressed tho <3 #idk what im talking abt now i just feel SO bad and i have no one to talk to #i have nothing to do... no help no treatment... everyone hates me and wants me dead......#why should i fight when no one cares abt me anyway... well.. i mean i do wanna experience more nature but like idk #im just so exhausted... why cant i ever have smth good in my life that also dont go away after a short while lol

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beelaboola · 10 months ago

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Bella, are you allergic to something? What if your babygirl cooked food for you, that you're allergic to or dislike it, how would you react?

i dont have allergies (surprisingly enough) but if theres one thing i hate most about food, it would be onions…… (and anything with mayo but thats a story for another day)

my friends call me crazy for being a hater but its TRUE !!!! i hate how crunchy they are :( also im a picky eater so theres a lot of things i dont like

anyways if any of my fav bbgs cooked me anything i dont like, id probably suck it up and eat it bc id probably die if i refuse,,, and also because i do the same in real life anyway (while holding back tears and regretting my life choices)

#my ass should not be the one choosing places to eat #im a huuuuge picky eater #i either starve or force myself to eat the food im given #even if i hate it #sad life for me #creepypasta #ticci toby #ask

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person4924 · 8 months ago

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“just make it through tommorow” “just make it through the week” “just make it through the weekend” “just make it through this class” “just make it through this test” can i kill myself already 🥰

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erismourn · 20 days ago

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i try not to think about the reality of being a fat person too much but unfortunately i fail at that. ohhhh my god dude. everyone i've ever met thinks, at least once but usually more, that I am disgusting and indolent. i will never find love because of anti-fat bias. i don't even know if i'll be able to travel anywhere by plane again because of the need for seatbelt extenders. people sit on top of me on public transit sometimes. i can't eat, even alone, without severe anxiety because people think I'm disgusting. I know there's somethign wrong with my physical health but I don't want to wait 10+ months to see a specialist just for them to tell me to lose weight. like do thin people even understand the trauma of existing in a fatphobic society at all. do you know the burden of dealing with this every day, everywhere you go, from people who tell you they love you?

#mads.txt #i know i will never be able to lose a significant amount of weight and keep it off either. because that's how science works.#diet science is 99% bullshit eating disorder propaganda and i'm not about to starve myself for an imaginary ideal #so this is going to be something I have to deal with forever! and i'm tired! of everyone else's bullshit!

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transfaguette · 1 year ago

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i saw that comic abt top surgery and i would have rbed it if the skinny artist didn't call themselves fat when they saw their hips looking down for the first time. like not saying that wasn't their genuine unfiltered reaction at the time but maybe thats like . an impulse and choice of phrasing that should be examined.

#like i do not want to get into the weeds of body dysmorphia bc that wasnt the context of the comic either #i say this as someone who starved myself skinny and did not think i was skinny until i looked at photos 4 years later #i get it #but this is not that #coyote.txt #fatphobia #like its ONE thing to say 'oh my god my hips look bigger than i thought #its another to say 'oh i look fat from this angle'#idk we should leave that shit in 2002

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solarwavejuice · 1 month ago

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oh great okay it's another vid indirectly shaming me for not eating properly

#“would you starve a child” No bc that's chuld abuse I'm not child abusing myself omlatta #ones a basic responsibility the other I either can't bring myself to or isn't seen as one.#- ???#tag for violet #omlatta

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talesofwhimsy · 3 months ago

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