#i will never shut up about this LOL
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ppl hating that darrys a dropout in the musical when pony makes a point in the first 3 mins of the show to say that socs get “graduation days” .. mind you darry won’t get to graduate college after working his whole life for it, soda dropped out of high school and will never graduate even though pony knows soda is smarter than he thinks he is bc greasers don’t get afforded the same luxuries and accommodations socs do to finish school, AND by the end of the story pony’s damn near ready to call it quits on living?? meaning what if he never graduates either??
#the outsiders#outsiders musical#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#curtis brothers#sodapop curtis#sorry but i think it adds like eighteen new layers to darrys character#i will never shut up about this LOL#not even to mention that johnny and dally won’t get to graduate either like#it’s such a big achievement & while darry did graduate high school he WANTED to get out and go to college more than anything#idk i just. yeah
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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my father told me he read it, but he hasn't read it. that's okay. my friends keep picking the words out of my throat.
someone once told me that the more trigger warnings that go on a book, the better it is. i didn't mean to write something with so many conditional phrases - i was writing about what i felt while being a human. sometimes you are a person and sometimes you are a statistic. sometimes it is falling upwards and sometimes it's sliding back down again.
my father tells me that it will be difficult to get people to read it. i didn't like the idea of a singular genre. i'm not going to lie to you - it is actually a difficult book to get through. i change the rules in it. it's not poetry or prose explicitly. it's neither false nor reality. i give you the tools to "solve" the book, but i let you do the thinking. my father says people don't care to think. i don't know about that - i think we just, like, enjoy reading.
the thing is - i was tired of stories about survival where someone with depression goes to therapy and wakes up okay. i didn't live like that. i was tired of books about violence, where the gore of what i experience was splashed in glitter to lick off the page. like, i was a person, you know? i had a life and a job and a family. and in books, i watched my story get ripped up so people could explore the viscera of my body. so they could feel good. my brother once called it inspiration pornography. we had walked out of a suicide-prevention seminar, both of us disgusted while the increasingly-elated presenter kept listing methods-of. i remember the look on my brother's face. like i would tear that man apart given the right time and place.
my father says that kids these days. he warns me against writing about things that are too-serious. he says that they don't want it. i don't listen. he does make me take out a scene from the book where i go to church after having sex with a woman. it used to be the 7th scene in the book. i don't think he's read further than that, it rocked him too hard to continue.
it's a book about being queer. it's a book about being raised catholic. it doesn't have monsterfucking, i'm sorry. it's just about, like.
at some point you have to choose to stay here. and then you do have to stay here, which takes practice. this is about forming the habit. this is about what happens after you've already started doing the work. because, like. you keep going. you have to. and it's like. very imperfect.
i should make a post on instagram. i should make this announcement less bittersweet. but like -- i'm giving it you, specifically, because i think you know why i had to write it. you and me. this little community.
body's a bad monster. here's the link if you're interested in ordering.
#i will never shut up about this#by the way . this is the book that u are trying to get me to eat#also available on other links!! barnes and noble and s&S#also btw i drew the cover :) they asked me to lol#btw this isn't self-published. this is like. book deal thru simon and schuster
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I’ve read my fair share of fics that involve Stone cutting Robotnik’s hair over the years and I’m dying because each one of them portrays Stone as being delicate and  precise. He takes his time he makes sure he gets the job done well because he cares about Robotnik. And then the sonic trailer comes out and he’s actually the exact opposite he’s a little freak cutting his hair
#stobotnik#agent stone#dr robotnik#they’re fucking freaks I love them#now kiss!!!#sonic 3#added my favourite stobotnik fic in the tags cause it involves a haircut and I will never shut up about this fic#I meant in the comments lol
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there has got to be a beach episode, right?
#my posts#fanart#digital art#digital fanart#hsr fanart#hsr#honkai star rail#honkai sr#honkai star rail fanart#danstellemarch#i am never going to shut up about them#dan heng#dan heng fanart#march 7th#march 7 hsr#march 7 honkai star rail#dan heng hsr#dan heng honkai star rail#stelle#stelle hsr#stelle honkai star rail#trailblazer#astral express trio#This was originally being drawn the normal way of line art then color then shading then line art weight#But I decided I did not want to do that about half way through the lineart#so everything is drawn on one layer lmao#So it’s Color then shading then lineart#Hope you enjoy the character design details I added for Stelle and march lol
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ISTJ Jacket Behind the Scene — Haechan
#lee donghyuck#haechan#nct#nct dream#헐… im suuuuuper late to the party but dude this is for real one of hyuck’s best looks#i will never shut up about istj hyuck (and glitch mode hyuck but that’s a future gifset lol)#hyuckieblr: gifs#2024#flashing tw#flashing gif#tw: flashing gif
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if you met an alternate reality version of yourself that was better than you in every single way would that be fucked up or what lol
#my art#dca fandom#daycare attendant#moondrop#sundrop#sunnydrop#<- technically its an oc but they're purposefully drawn to resemble the dca's decal art so idk if it even counts as an oc lol#i really enjoy the concept of an accurate dca being face to face with a version of themselves that isnt 'ugly' or 'weird'#the image of the person you should've been but that you can never achieve. and they're standing right there in front of you#(but then eventually you see them fall into the same tragedy that you did. and now you need to be there for them#in the same ways that nobody was there for you)#if i could write and/or had the attention span required for a comic series i would never shut up about these two btw#newmoonAU#<- haha ignore that :) smiles
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D...Day 3 of drawing Matt's teen facts TvT this got out of hand
S2E3: Link's favorite class was P.E. aka Personal Entertainment which he did whenever Grant had to do taxes, run errands...or whatever else it was that dads did!
#i. this series was supposed to be like. a drawing for each fact 😭😭#I COULDN'T HELP IT#it was good practice tho lol#i love grant teaching link its so cute#look IK HES A MASS MURDERER BUT REMEMBER LINKS NAT 20 FOR HOW MUCH HE LOVES HIS DAD#i will never shut up about it#anyway#Marco gets random calls from Link when he's having PE#marco just stops in the middle of giving a house tour to a client and holds up a dad finger while he's on the phone with him#my art#dndads#dndads art#dndads s2#dndads fanart#lincoln li wilson#grant wilson#marco li#dungeons and daddies#dungeons and daddies art#dungeons and daddies s2#nick close#hes sort of there lol#how tf do people tag for nick#nick foster#wtf??#nicholas freeman next??? nicky swift???#idk lmao#li wilson family#ignore the last pose i was losing steam 😭😭😭#and the background pls for the love of dood 😭😭
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how people go about interpreting dr bashir I presume? really frustrates me sometimes ngl especially the “jules bashir died” scene.
like that whole scene is about julian revealing the depth of how deeply his augmentations fractured his sense of identity and who he is - which feeds into the themes of the whole episode surrounding how disability and then by extension disabled people are often viewed as a problem to be solved and because of that are often denied the ability to have fulfilling lives because the able bodied people around them don’t believe that they can.
but… idk, when the fandom talks about it there’s always seems to be a push to read a trans allegory into it that I don’t think is really there? I keep mulling over this post in my mind and when I initially reblogged it I didn’t really want to talk about this because the post is about how stories about racism can be hijacked by white people to be made about their own transness and it felt like as a white person, using that post to complain about ableism would be missing the point. but it really helped me articulate in my mind why the trans reading of this episode feels off to me because the same general principle seems to apply and that is taking a story trying to discuss a specific type of marginalisation and putting a trans reading above it because you can relate more to it personally.
“jules bashir died in that hospital because you couldn't live with the shame of having a son who didn't measure up!” this scene is the culmination of julian expressing his pain about what was done to him as a disabled child by his parents due to how they viewed his disability. but often when I see it being discussed, people aren’t really interested in talking about that. instead supplanting it with a trans reading instead which, in my opinion is an allegory that doesn’t even really work when you think about what’s going on in the broader context of the scene.
julian didn’t stop going by jules because he came to the conclusion on his own that the identity didn’t suit him similar to the way a trans person questions or rejects the gender they were assigned at birth, he stopped going by jules because he felt like the identity attached to that name was taken from him because of what his parents did. it’s not julian affirming who he wants to be it’s grieving over who he can’t be and to me at least, it’s honestly kind of harrowing.
and as an aside: when people read transness into a story about parents who change their child’s body and mind at a very young age without consent, which is literally a narrative projected onto trans people by transphobes to justify the curtailing of trans rights, that also doesn’t sit well with me. I think people latch onto this reading because of the idea of “killing a name” but again in the context of the whole episode the trans reading really doesn’t feel appropriate.
I think it’s okay for people to have trans headcanons about julian of course or literally any character they want to really, but I think saying that specific episode codes him as trans isn’t all that great honestly.
#shut up abe#julian bashir#ds9#star trek#I’m nervous to post this tbh and I’m not trying to come for anyone specifically#this is just a general trend I’ve noticed and have been frustrated w for a while#and I’m not trying to say that like you can never relate to a narrative that’s textually about a marginalisation you don’t experience#like something that fascinates me about spock is how his arc is written in a way that is relatable to many different marginalised people#and that overlap in experience is interesting to talk about#but we also shouldn’t forget that *textually* a lot of what spock goes through is a metaphor for being biracial#and I’ve seen people get frustrated bc like. people often do forget lol#it's just a thing where I think we should think about what readings we give the most attention to and why yk
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They looking
Originally part of a bigger piece but I liked it more w/ just the two
#gravity falls#gravity falls art#gravity falls fanart#digital art#ford pines#stanford pines#mabel pines#ford and mabel bonding#<— I love how that’s its own tag lol#spirit’s art#I will never shut up about them#afscsfx I can’t with the pines#thisisnotawebsitedotcom#DONT TAG ANY SHIPS#pieces I’m proud of#full piece
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It's so fucked honestly that people genuinely believe that others Need to put effort into their appearances in order to be attractive. Like I dunno about you guys but I fucking love people's natural appearances, messiness and all. We are not the same.
#speculation nation#like sure i love a cool outfit as much as the next person. but i never base my attraction off of that alone.#and honestly i personally find extensive makeup Less attractive.#not that it makes someone Ugly. but by that point it's more like. idk. an art form?? and im not attracted to art.#im attracted to real people. sweaty hairy people with laugh lines and messy hair and WHATEVER else#real people!!!!! both men and women!!!!!! shut the fuck Up with your 'id be more attracted if they put in some effort'#i care about someone keeping up with basic hygiene sure. mostly bc my nose is very sensitive to smells lol#but thats not what they ever mean by this. they see an average guy just existing and go 'hmm he needs to put in more effort'#like shut UP if you dont like the average joes then go away!!!! more for me!!!!!!!!!!!
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bsd fandom has always mischaracterised kunikida to hell and back but the fact that i am seeing SO MUCH hate for his character right after his 'death' is insane
#'kunikida is a boring character' 'dazai doesnt even like kunikida' 'kunikida has never suffered through trauma' DO U HEAR YOURSELF...#on one hand yeah studio bones butchering ln1 so bad will always be a main source of the misinterpretations#but EVEN THENNN you dont HAVE to read ln1 to get it. you just need to use your brain!!!!!#i dont care if you dislike kunikida or dislike knkdz or whatever. you can have your own opinion#but dont make up bullshit reasons for why you dont like them??????#and also ship wars are so stupid if i see ONE MORE POST comparing skk and knkdz's partnerships#which while have some good parallels#are ultimately not the same#then i will FIND YOU#skk and knkdz involve dazai in two very different stages of his life and you cant compare them#'oh this is healthier. oh this is more interesting. oh this partnership carries more weight. oh--' SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR FIVE SECONDS#LET PEOPLE LIVEEEEE#sorry for being petty but ive gone seven years without a knkdz manga interaction and so many skk shippers still wanna whine about how their#ship is better or whatever. like you already own so much content. so much of the fandom is skk tunnel visioned#why are you threatened by other shippers just having fun. calm the fuck DOWN#and also STOP PUTTING YOUR BASELESS HATE IN THE KNKDZ TAG I DONT WANNA SEE ITTTT#tag it as anti or whatever but dont shove your hate into the ship tag lol thats just basic etiquette#ok sorry im done now goodbye#this went from being annoyed at bad knkd takes to stupid knkdz hate but. those always seem to come together#smiles through the pain#bsd spoilers#sorry forgor to tag that
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I love 2p japan
CHINA: 日本さえ恋がしたいということ、考えられないことではないねぇ。(It’s not unthinkable that even Japan would want love, right?)
JAPAN: 闭嘴。(Shut up.)
#hetalia#hws china#hws japan#aph china#aph japan#2ptalia#2p hetalia#china speaking in japanese just to make japan mad so japan responds in chinese just to retaliate LOL#as always please let me know if theres any errors with the translations! with regards to japanese esp since i always want to improve it.#i am totally lost with chinese however so i am forced to rely on short simple phrases that are easily verified... such as shut up.#and its always so fun to read about other languages. like apparently italians dont use many acronyms#and korean has a tendency to just drop pronouns and make you infer the subject... according to my bro who is studying it currently.#ENOUGH ABOUT REAL COUNTRIES LETS TALK ABOUT HETALIA !!!#with regards to china... i really want to make him kind of floaty strange offputting... hes so old and hes seen so much...#a mix between 'ive seen so much it doesnt matter' and 'you never really go numb'...#but hes also silly and a little volatile...#yeah hes smiling but inside hes [GLASS SHATTERING SFX] What was that..#china isnt well elaborated upon even in canon so im excited to put him thru the wringer here...#he should constantly have a smile and dead eyes. ouo <-- like this#hes so old you guys hes so tired.#anonymous#2p china#2p japan#ask
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Good Omens Season 2 (2023)
#good omens#good omens 2#good omens spoilers#gos2spoilers#aziraphale#crowley#archangel gabriel#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#ineffable bureaucracy#michael sheen#david tennant#jon hamm#my stuff#an aesthetic gifset i guess#i know that 4 are from ep 6 i can't help it too much was going on lol#bless the color gradient this season i will never shut up about it
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people who act like messy, sketch and doodle are negative descriptors for art shuuush they are my most beloved and beautiful friends
#the very backbone of my art style tbh#also if someone IS using these words to diminish their work#then please don't scold them about it!!! just say the art is nice. that simple#i remember in my early years feeling ashamed/really stupid because calling my work 'a doodle' would get more attention than the art itself#and while people meant well it never encouraged me to be told 'shut up this isnt a doodle' by several people at once phhss#anyways sorry everytime i see popular qrts on twitter like 'YOU CALL THIS A SKETCH!??' i get flashbacks lol#also these are just beautiful words to describe art!! hearts over my head at the very sound
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I feel like if and/or when Rise!Donnie actually does household chores (that don't completely ick him out), he goes about it with the same attitude and energy as the MC from that "Way of the Househusband" manga
Looks like he's about to commit a murder and muttering about eliminating his enemies? He's sanitizing the bathroom.
Cackling as he mixes things into a bucket the foams and bubbles? He's washing the floors.
Threatening bodily harm and ranting about not leaving evidence behind? He's yelling at his brothers for not cleaning the dishes well enough.
#just saw a post about the house husband manga and i was like ''hm. rise don energy.''#sage never shuts up about turtles#i once again rode the insomnia brain train last night lol
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