#i will listen to them i will bow at their feet i’m exaggerating it’s 2:30am i’m tired
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kuiinncedes · 1 year ago
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#i think that i rly don’t like myself that much#so i don’t think other ppl like me#and i would like that to stop 🥰🥰🥰🥰#we had a performance today that was kind of a disaster and it was just a lot of stupid i feel dumb LOL#it’s my fucking lack of will or ability to like Announce shit and be commanding#that is like the point of all of insecurity w this position lol 🤩#i realized like#my respect for the past two directors that i’ve had while in the club is thru the roof#i will listen to them i will bow at their feet i’m exaggerating it’s 2:30am i’m tired#but like idk i don’t see myself anywhere close to that so why would anyone listen to me if i can’t even listen to me#kind of idk if that’s right like#kind of something whatever it’s late that’s the most sense i’m gonna make lol 🤪#i still want someone’s permisssion to do things#bro shut up i could probably go on for so long abt this lol#anyway 🤡 i should showerrrrrrr#i need to wash my hairrrrrrrrrr at 2:30 lmao#i’m starting like . an internship for a class#and i’m excited abt it but i also#don’t know if i can handle all this bc my other classes are also pretty substantial lol 😭#and this is gonna be basically adding on the research work i had to do my sophomore yr#in terms of hours and also kinda the remote do on ur own time style i think is the same idk yet but#that’ll be fun to add on and balance lol#Bro How do ppl do 384647/752729;9(8472748 things and are on board for 9457373);7383736/846473 clubs and are part of 484627363626262672384764#clubs as a member and etc etc#could not be me i don’t understand lmfao#i literally have this one club for my three yrs on campus and i can’t do anything more lmao#jeanne talks#also it’s interesting how i can see and feel the manifestation of my ……. mental health i suppose#in the skin around my cuticles :DDDD and how it feels when i wash my hands ehehehe#everything’s great i just need to leave my fingers alone lmfao
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