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Simeon if you don't tell us what's going on I swear to God I will-
GO AWAY SATAN SIMEON WAS ABOUT TO TELL ME WHATS WRONG
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#i dont have anything else to say#this situation is ridiculous#i will go eat now I'm hungry#obey me#obey me shall we date#312005#obey me satan#obey me nightbringer#obey me nightbringer lesson 47#simeon obey me#simeon#om! simeon#obey me simeon#obey me! satan#om! satan#obmswd#obmnb satan#obm nightbringer#obmnb#obmnb simeon
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Please dear bunny 😵💫🙏 please let us see the dress on at your current weight. I promise to get off while fantasizing about absolutely maxxing you out until you're unwell and your ass is showing when we finally go up to pay the check
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ignore how messy it/i look i dug it out of my drawer yea i already look pregnant in it and it's struggling to cover anything meaningful, absolutely room to make it worse tho, it stretches a lot 🥰🥰🥰
#this is making me want to go on another habachi buffet date#god i miss that place i can eat So much there#and it's pretty cheap all you can eat#🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤#i'm so hungry now#dreamy visions#🌧️ anon
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Okay, so I know we have a handful of reasons we usually revert to when it comes to ‘moving Danny away from Amity for plot reasons’. While I was about to make lunch I thought of this one and now I have to share it before my brain forgets it.
What if the Observants get fed up? Like Danny has done one too many things against them and they are sick of it? He doesn’t respect them or their authority so he is a threat. But Clockwork is refusing to work for them on this. He’s digging his feet in and not letting the Observants use him, stating it's ‘for the good of the timeline’.
So they go another route and start bribing increasingly powerful ghosts to take down Phantom.
Only Danny has noticed a pattern with the new ghosts suddenly coming through the portal. Not only are they ghosts he’s never even heard of, but their only focus is on him. Eventually one of the ghosts that are hired or maybe even one that Danny has befriended in the past that has heard down the grapevine, tells Danny what the Observanats are doing.
And instead of grouping with his friends to figure out how to either take down (preferably) or calm down (Ugh do we have to?) the Observants, Danny in his ultimate wisdom… leaves. The ghosts that the Observants are sending are after him, right? So long as he isn’t near someone else nobody has to get hurt!
And so, without telling anyone why or maybe even completely bulldozing over his friend's reasons to stay, Danny leaves Amity to protect the town.
This idea could just stay as Danny exploring the world but not in freedom like Dani, but in an attempt to escape the Observants. Maybe he even bumps into her at some point and she is surprised and tries to ask ‘Hey, why are you in Hawaii?’ but watches in shock as he runs away from her. Maybe in these adventures, he inadvertently discovers another ancient artifact that he could use against the Observants but the information is threaded throughout the world. So he continues to travel and force himself to be amongst people so that he can gather more information.
Or this could open up some neat ideas for crossovers!
One idea is Danny becoming an omen of sorts that something terrible is about to happen. If you see Danny Phantom, you know that a really bad rouge attack is about to happen in your area. And the worst part is, Danny is happy to see that everyone is avoiding him. Not because he likes to be feared, but because it's for the better. And to his horror rouges are trying to hire him to terrorize certain areas. He's accidentally become a villain because of the constant ghosts trying to take him down.
Another idea is another hero catching on that Danny is being essentially hunted and is concerned. Although their attempts to reach out and help are not being accepted. Danny is trying to protect the hero from danger but they don’t know that. They just think he’s being stubborn. So to Danny's dismay, they try even harder to prove to him that they can help.
I dunno, just something different to think about. Please tell me if there are fics or drabbles already using this kind of idea out there! I would love to read it :>
#danny phantom#Is this dp x dc? I tried to keep it open so that something like mlb x dp or something could work too.#aw heck it#dc x dp#crossover ideas#fic ideas#the observants are jerks#Feel free to use this idea if it inspires you#Or add on with your own ideas#Half of me is saying this is something someone has already done so if it is I will credit them in the post#wouldn't be the first time my brain would trick me into thinking something was originally my idea smh#I'm going to eat lunch now. I'm hungry
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I'm worried
Hi, I'm Gabe, I'm 19, and I live in the U.S.
I am a trans man. This is something that has been apparent to me for years now, and something I have suspected (or, in a way, hoped for) for most of my life. I have always felt a joy in aligning myself with the masculine as opposed to the feminine. There are countless personal experiences I could point to in order to show you how I know I'm trans. If you're curious, I could do that. But, for what I aim to say here, I don't think that is necessary. What's important to know is that I like living as a man, being seen as a man, and it burdens me with a deep discomfort and practical disgust to be perceived as anything but.
I've made a sort of peace with my body. My face isn't something I'd consider to be pretty and I keep my hair short. Baggy clothes cover my chest and the rest of my body well. Most days, no one has any idea that I'm trans and simply see me as some boy picking up a gallon of milk. I'm happy that that's the case; I know many others aren't as lucky. I still have my share of reservations about my body, though. I am perfectly fine with being short (to the extent that I even celebrate it), but my chest, my hips, and my thighs bring me dysphoria. (Genitals are a different story that I'd rather not get into on the internet with strangers.) These parts of me are usually easy to ignore, but when I focus on them for too long, sadness overtakes me. I don't want to look like this. I want to be flat, boxy, small. The image of myself in my head doesn't align with what I see in the mirror, and it drags me down.
Another part of me says that cisgender men can have bodies like this, too, and that I shouldn't feel like any less of a man because of it. A third part says that curvy and top-heavy trans men are still men all the same and that stressing over it won't bring any good. As much as it feels good to listen to these voices, I still long for my ideal body. I long because it's a personal desire of mine to look that way, plain and simple. I also long, however, to make day-to-day public life to go smoother. I want people to mistake me for a girl less and call me "sir" and "young man" more; I'd prefer my body to read as a more convenient physical shorthand for manhood.
So, for the sake of my comfort and continued enjoyment of my time on this earth, I'd like to change how my body looks. One way to achieve this would be through the use of testosterone, which, on top of rearranging the stores of fat in my body, would also provide me with the welcome bonus of increased facial and body hair. I am also very interested in receiving top surgery to make my chest more masculine. It lifts my mood just to think of what my body would be like after these treatments, even moreso to know that there is a real possibility that they could be done.
The current climate around trans topics worries me. All I want is to live comfortably, but discussions about criminalizing transness have me fearing the worst. I don't want to force anything onto anyone, to limit or in any way alter anyone's speech, insert myself someplace where I'm endangering others or putting them at a disadvantage, or publicly indulge in a fetish. I'm a simple man with simple desires of a flat chest and he/him pronouns, but there's an army formed against me and people with similar stories.
I'm an American. I believe in freedom. A deep respect for the freedom of speech is something my dad has instilled in me from a young age and that freedom is something I'm thankful for. I believe that if someone wants to say something, they should be able to, and that if someone wants to do something, given that it doesn't bring harm to anyone else (or their property, etc.), they should be able to do it.
There are gray areas that come with that idea, yes, but those are outside the scope of this discussion. What I want to address here are procedures that improve a person's quality of life, procedures like gender-affirming surgery. If this so-called "mutilation" is as bad as some would say, why are so many people happier for having undergone it? Should consenting adults really be kept from personal pursuits like top or bottom surgery? Cis people get cosmetic surgeries all the time, but I don't see the public uproar about those procedures being mutilation. I would also like to ask, what does it matter to you whether someone's genitals could cause or support a pregnancy? The decision to raise a child is a very personal one, and I don't think the general public's ideas need to hold much weight in a potential-parent-to-be's decision making process. If someone is okay with the fact that their body may not work as before and will have visible scars, I think they should be completely within their right to have a surgery or take hormones.
I'd like to revisit the topic of free speech. Someone speaking about their experiences and feelings in their body and about their gender should not be considered pornographic. The average conversation about trans people in no way serves to provide sexual stimulation. Topics regarding genitals and sex should not be confused with explicit content; sex ed is taught in schools, isn't it? Education on these topics is important for many reasons and can prevent unwanted, painful, and dangerous situations. Conversations about transness are simply a dialogue about people's experiences, often with the intention of educating their audience. Given that they aren't intended to get the audience off, they are not porn. People living their lives is not porn. Transness isn't porn.
It deeply concerns me to see people misconstruing what it means to be trans and trying to limits trans healthcare and voices. I have hope for the future, but recent discourse has buried that under a layer of anxieties.
I'm just a boy, sitting at his laptop, worrying about if he's going to have to live with B-cups for the next ten years of his life. Being vocal about issues like this is important. This is how change happens.
The conditions were just so that I decided it was about time I write this. This is my first time posting something like this, but I don't think it'll be my last. Let's keep this conversation going, and let's make this country and this world a place we're happy to call home.
#trans#transgender#transmasc#ftm#trans rights#america#it's 5:55 am and I have not slept yet#sorry for the massive wall of text#but I suppose waiting this long to start speaking out meant all the words were building up inside#I'm hungry I should probably get something to eat before I go to bed#also I might have failed AP English Composition but I sure felt it surging through my veins while writing this#forgive me if there's something wrong about this post#I should be sleeping right now#6:13 am#last two paragraphs are a mess but I don't wanna try rewriting them lol#also this post is very personal#I'm just hoping I poured all this out for good reason#share this post with your cat and tell them I said meow#or your dog#or hamster#or not! feel free not to share this post#I just wanna meet your pets
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I know it's le most tired trope ever, but, "Oh no, Person A cooked all this food for Person B, but Person B is already on their way out / not coming home until late / eating out with his hoe / whatever / so they let it all go to waste!" always gets to me. How DARE you let Person A's cooking go to waste!! She spent all this time on top of the stove for you!!! EAT HER FOOD >(
#It is definitely a result of being raised by my mom#she spent most of her younger years handling food insecurity#so she HATES to think of me going hungry#and she was very set on family meals#our food tastes also run quite different. so often in my childhood I'd say I wasn't hungry when I didn't like the food.#and she would ALWAYS insist: 'Are you not hungry or do you not want this? I'll make you something else.'#so now as an adult I'm always like.#'THEY MADE YOU FOOD. EAT THE FOOD. HOW DARE YOU!!'#'IT WAS MADE WITH LOVE'
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sorry to boohoo whine woe is me but girl i am so sick to death of being hungry. every DAY you have to eat sometimes multiple times a day. and while i know how lucky i am that i have the means to acquire food my options are 1. eat junk food 2. go out of my house and spend 1 million dollars at some fast food chain i'm probably supposed to boycotting 3. remain hungry. and i have to make this decision multiple times a day!!!!!
#personal#hurricane blogging lol#we were going to my brother's house for at least one hot meal a day#but he's out of town for work and he's also fucking sick of us#what's worse is that every time i do get access to hot food i eat as much as i can hoping that it will be longer before i get hungry again#and then overeating just makes me feel bad in a different direction#i'm gonna gain 20lbs and feel hungry the entire fucking time#anyway my mom had the bright idea to try hot dogs#the grill is too dirty to use and she hates cleaning it but we do have a little stove eye with it#so whwn they get back from some church concert theyre gonna go to the store and then drop by my aunts house so she can feed her cats#and THEN we will boil hot dogs. at least 2 hours from now. delicious.
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There's this idea I see sometimes that you can only like food insofar as you use it as a tool to satiate your hunger, but honestly? It's okay to like food not for how it serves you but for what it feels like and means.
It's okay to like food because it tastes good, because it reminds you of your childhood and your culture, because it reminds you of beautiful nostalgic memories. It's okay to like food. Food is such an integral part of the human experience. The more we minimize food as "solely a tool," the less connected we are to not only food but to ourselves because so often, people tie their bodies in with food and how it does or does not serve them.
#recovery#food#disordered eating tw#eating disorder tw#(just for the implication)#something i am trying to internalize while recovering#the idea that food is solely a tool personally harmed me because it stripped food down to something i must sufficiently earn#but right now i am cooking spaghetti because i want to taste it and because while i am not hungry i know i have not eaten enough to be okay#and i'm going to learn to be happy about it or hell at the very least indifferent and unafraid by it#i will have done more damage to my physical and mental wellbeing by ignoring my body than ever eating for the sake of tasting something good#insert that one jack black gif from school of rock where he says '...because i LIKE TO EAT'#making my italian ancestors happy by eating spaghetti but pissing them off to seeing red by snapping the spaghetti in half to cook it
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Doing my dishes in my bathtub because I'm mentally ill, but at least I'm finally doing my dishes.
#ramblings#got half way done but i'm too hungry to continue so now i'm eating#on a paper plate#and i will continue my paper plate habit#because fuck doing the dishes#i am going to lock away all my dishes except the frying pan and pot for cooking and ONE single cookie sheet for oven things
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I like unfollowing new blogs constantly so I always keep it fresh and my dashboard is tidy. I was following an ant blog for a few months and had a lovely time. great blog. I unfollowed them because the winds of my heart lead me and a beautiful life is full of goodbyes. anyway, day 2 on ADHD medication and I decided to unfollow a bunch of blogs because I'm very excited to be able to read posts at normal speed one at a time
#I get why college is supposed to be easier if you're smart now. I thought the assignments were like#disciplinary? like you're not just here to learn you also have to learn endurance and repetition#apparently the hard part is supposed to be understanding the information then planning to write the essay?#that was supposed to be hard? why would it be hard? obviously the HARD part is turning desperation into action#lotta things about the education system clicking into place#I'm a little appalled at how little tortured life is actually supposed to be. I can just eat whenever I'm hungry???#and go to the bathroom even if I'm busy?? and none of it is hard#crazy!!! this is insane!! damn bitch you live like this!!!!
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War and hate on planet earth
#I have had like. an hour of sleep#my body has now decided that is plenty and even though I am EXHAUSTED I am not allowed to go back to sleep#downstairs finally turned their heating back on but up TOO HIGH so now I'm fucking. suffering#I am SO HUNGRY despite ACTUALLY EATING SOMETHING FOR ONCE WHEN I GOT HOME#tell me what is the fucking POINT of eating if I'm just gonna be hungry either way#what is the POINT of WASTING MY FUCKING TIME trying to sleep when I'm gonna be fucking exhausted and miserable regardless#self care is fucking bullshit. what a fucking waste#I need to bite someone. hard.#like when cats grab your wrist and sink their teeth into your hand and kick at your arm w their back legs#except not as play. I need to kill someone#ash.txt
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Yearly Redraw Time!!!
Every year, I do a redraw of the first-ever digital drawing I did when I first got my drawing tablet, which happens to be a drawing of myself! This drawing marks the 9th year since I started doing digital art, which is kind of wild.
You can see all the redraws under the cut! (There's 8 of them!)
Not only have I grown as an artist, I've grown at lot as a person—and I'm really proud of myself for getting this far.
Here's to another year of growth. :}
#ZootaDoodles#Redraw#Yearly Redraw#Zeta Redraws#For some reason this is the first year I drew my freckles???? I have no idea why I've never included them before pfffffft#This is always such a treat for me to see my progress in this way. I'm really really happy I'm an artist and I'm glad I'm still making art#Also I probably spent way too long on that pattern on the vest but I was determined to make it look like the vest I own#Long Post#Artists on Tumblr#Artists of Tumblr#Okay now I'm going to go eat some food because I didn't realize how hungry I am
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Saw a poll asking which fast food I'd give up for a week for a million dollars, and it's like I'd give up fucking food for a week for that price, there's literally nothing that wouldn't be on the chopping block when it's giving it up for a week
Not to mention I already barely have fast food once a month, and that's only if you count the costco pizza or burgers from the general store (which are more like backyard bbq style... like... the not great but not bad kind from a grill, you know?)
So... money please, I already won, pay me
#like I'm not even kidding about if I got it signed in a contract that I'd get paid; that I'd give up eating for a week for that much#pretty sure while it wouldn't be good for me I'd make it; and... that would only be like 7 less meals that week for an average week#I wouldn't be happy; I don't like being hungry (which is pretty much my forever state; I'm hungry as hell right now)#I know enough to know it would probably take a toll on me given the way I'll prowl the house over and over looking in vain for food#like it would be bad#but there's not a lot I wouldn't do for that kinda money; I'm not gonna pretend that a million isn't a price I can be bought at#basically no hurting anyone; nothing that would do permanent damage... really really gross stuff would cost more#but I don't pretend to have too much pride for this#if you're a sick freak with too much money hit me up and we can probably make a deal#anyway my real point in this post was just the fact that like... give up fast food for a week?#for that price I'd give it up for life; I lose at most costco pizza and perhaps food from the general store; though it isn't fast food#I don't like fast food much; it's already too pricey; you're paying me to do what I already want to do#and with that money I could hire someone to come to my house and teach me to cook#I could pay someone in town to get my groceries... it's a not brainer#hell; for like... mhh... ten million I'd never eat at a restaurant again; though there I'd like to negotiate exceptions to try stuff#like... make the deal that I can't go places regularly; and I can't loop hole this to just always be traveling#but that like if I travel to Japan or something I can try the restaurants there#...twenty five million and I never eat at any restaurant anywhere ever (I'd pay people to have me over for dinner)#one hundred million I never eat anyone's cooking again (I'd go to Japan for instance and pay someone to teach me to cook)#(have them eat with me to make sure I made it right; so I could experience it but no one else made it)#these are my prices#but for real; I never ever ever even go to restaurants; there's exactly one kinda high end pizza place I'd miss with that deal#and again... I'd just go in and pay someone to come help me figure out how to make it at home
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#saw someone say that a post about hanger was about their undiagnosed diabetes and now I'm going to spend the#rest of forever terrified that every time I get hangry (which happens! while prepping dinner almost everyday! bc I'm hungry and impatient!)#that actually I'm two inches away from a diabetic coma or something#even though I definitely eat healthier than a lot of people#like I'm kinda chubby but I eat healthy food for the most part and I'm not like that overweight or anything#I have a naturally heavy/curvy body type so that plays into it a lot#idk I just have like. several diabetic grandparents and am always always afraid. hashtag hypochondria 😔#uhh anyway pray for me! I am Alone and the anxiety is HITTING
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I tried dieting yesterday but it was fucking awful I'd rather be happy than skinny
#i probably also went about it the wrong way. bc my goal was to not eat anything but dinner#which is stupid especially bc we have dinner between 9-10pm#i ended up caving and having a cheesy bacon roll and salad before dinner#but that was still just. not much food at all i was so hungry#and i don't want to start sobbing at work again and i feel much happier when I've eaten so#idk if i want to diet i could go about it in healthier ways but can i be bothered to do it at all?#not really. i choose happiness i like food#but there's also not really a need to lose weight bc I'm not that fat (and even if i was so what)#i had a look at myself in the mirror for the first time in months and like yeah im fine just incredibly dysphoric#so yeah. i choose food#i chose food when i finally did have dinner and was like my god this is much better than not eating#ofc. anyway knowing my fuckass metabolism i wouldn't even lose weight anyway#and if im going on T soon that will change all that so there's no point doing anything now#and when i go on T ill be hungry asf so i don't want to eat less then#oscar.exe
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I feel like i've been living some sort of fucked up survival horror where you have to manage your food bar, except your food bar will randomize its value every 5 minutes, and if it's too low you enter a 'sonic drowning in water'-style emergency timer, where if you don't refill the bar in time, you'll have a heart attack and die
#fingerguns#i don't know why my body has chosen violence like this#like literally 40 mins ago i finished my lunch#15 mins after that my body went 'hey i'm hungry'#i went scavenging for food and immediately started consuming some yogurt#and then within 5 minutes of that my body went HEY HEY HEY. I'M HUNGRY. RIGHT NOW. [insert drowning sonic music]#and i was just there with my thing of yogurt like CAN YOU NOT SEE THAT I AM EATING. RIGHT NOW#and then for the next 15 minutes i was in the full 'you are so hungry you have the shakes' shebang while i desperately chugged soy milk#found a thing of cheerios in my cupboard#started eating those#and now#40 mins after this ordeal started#i feel like i'm going to explode i'm so full#what the hell#there is some serious clown bullshit going on in the meat suit
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Saint Jacob? Uhm Patron Saint Bocaj? No, live forever Youiusey! Even if it's just Delila and me. RIP chris
I wouldn't have spent years alone
with no one hitting my phone.
Felt they all left me on the shelf.
Found no peace within myself,
loathing wanting to kill my self.
Couldn't really love myself,
hadn't defined love for myself.
It's a word you throw around,
and I notice.
Inspires distance in the eyes never focus.
For some image you said was your purpose.
Wait, I'll set you straight.
It's not love,
that only exists under hate
I would relate
Built through fear
Instead of being open to shedding a tear
It'd come out when we'd talk,
It's funny how I was always wrong.
Doubt you'll hear this song, I'm long gone
hope y'all go a decent way.
If not today, Someday.
I'm not holding out for what you'll say.
You should've known by then they aren't all just bitches okay?
#he hit him again?#this dude is unconscious#He just smack down jeff hardy#holy yan#always put em on#holy yan i'm shaking#I feel it#let's get to it like it don't mean shit#you and me#i'm determined#I will die#without shaking#you want me to take you there?#yeah well it's gonna take the care#details ooo the details#Poor thing Yuno#so sentimental#she's literally blushing in my computer#I took a video for you if you don't believe me#I love Yuki too#yeah guys I was 16 once#that shit was crazy#it's going crazy#i'm hungry#I forgot to eat#oh god I didn't feel hungry till just now
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