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HI DRU OMGG TY FR THE TAG
1. 3 ships- davekat, hannigram (but like they defy the bounds of any kind of relationship label i will talk about this for hours…), i have to much shame to pick bandom ships sooo how about tavpeta <>
2. first ever ship- probably smthn from warrior cats??? maybe squilf x shrewpaw???? firegray????
3. last song- i don’t care by fall out boy
4. last movie- scott pilgrim vs the world i think??? oh wait no it was the first harry potter movie i forgot how bad that thing is. scott pilgrims cooler tho so its staying
5. currently reading- nothing really?? kind of been rereading joe’s book and also kinda rereading homestuck
6. currently watching- erm. ive been rewatching mlp recently i havent watched it since i wuz like seven but its sooooo good what also i actually never finiahed hannibal im almost done tho (PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT HANNIBAL I AM A WILL GRAHAM FIEND)
7. currently consuming- nothing but i just had an absolutely fire sour gummy it wuz orange
8. currently craving- nothing idk i had a root beer at lunch 2day tho n that still sound fire so ig that
9. tagging- IM TO NERVOUS TO TAG PPL I DONT WANNA ANNOY U BUT IF U SEE THIS HI I LITERALLY WANT TO TAG ALL OF U LIKE PLEASE
9 people you would like to get to know better
tysm for the tag @alexmey-does-an-arts!
1. 3 ships; bowuigi, metadede, heavy/medic(I forget the name lol)
2. first ever ship; alphyne
3. last song; Ghost Cowboys by Louie Zong
4. last movie; Midsommar. That was…something
5. currently reading; Dante and Aristotle discover the secrets of the universe. Pretty fire
6. currently watching; JCS criminal psychology
7. currently consuming; nothing
8. currently craving; Iced Cream. About to go get it. I know there’s mind chip in my freezer (:
9 people to tag; @littlegreenwyvy, @garf-official, @d1nosaurpower, @tractor-inside-joke-fucker, @junkydoodlez, @seacrown, @neldu-nak, @darkcanid19, @stormyykat
#but likw if u see this literally plzzzz fee free tot lak to me#i will get SO EXCITED i am like a dog#im just 2 nervius to reach out first#but like tell me about anything and everything. i am here to listen and provide comedic support#ANYWAYS. TY FR THE TAG DRU!!!!! YR SO COOL!!!!!!!!
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WAKE UP!
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#wei wuxian#I tried *so* hard to draw deflated wwx (per the reference to the garfield comic) but I could not get figure it out.#Yes lwj is straddling wwx. He's been shaking him this whole time.#LWJ has also been shaking. Like a nervous little dog.#What else is he to do when the love of his life collapses in front of him?#I also like to imagine that going through the nightmarish empathy showed on wwx's real body too. As in - he was thrashing about.#I am fond of my headcanon that wwx kicks and yells in his sleep and lwj is just getting a preview of it.#And oh my god. Am I ever a fan of accidental bonks (in fiction. I feel immense guilt for them in reality)#I'm really excited for several comics coming up. One in particular I have been building up to for *months*.#Sorry I've been mysteriously absent for a lot of November...I will do my best to be more consistent this December!#Thank you all for your support. Take care and stay healthy <3
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How can this man, who is in prison for several counts of murder and other charges, look so adorable
#bungou stray dogs#bsd#bsd anime#bsd season 5#bsd season five#bungou stray dogs season five#dazai osamu#osamu dazai#bsd dazai#“i get you chuuya”#“i get why you'd be into him”#“i understood from day one but now im like”#“yes. i agree. he is. perfection.”#“intense catzai vibes lol”#“YOOOOO I AM SO EXCITED FOR WEDNESDAY”
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#dogblr#sheltie#shetland sheepdog#nova#2024#you know nova really isn’t everyone’s cup of tea#he can be really annoying#eg with his barking with his intensity#he can be quite obnoxious#but i am SO glad that he’s with me#not only bc he does fit my lifestyle relatively well#he fits my personality also#and he’s MUCH quieter when it’s just the both of us.#he gets excited when there are other people and yes it can get real tiring real fast#unfortunately that’s usually how people end up seeing him#and sometimes i wonder how life would’ve treated him if he hadn’t ended up with me#for some reason i just really don’t think anyone else but me would’ve understood nova lmao#which is obv not true like he’s a dog like any dog. but also not ??#i guess what i’m saying is that he’s perfect for me#and i like to think that i’m also a good match for him
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good morning lovelies ! i hope each of you are having an amazing start to your day. we're over half way through the week, you've made it! the reminder for today is that everyone grows at their own rate, just because yours might look a little different than someone else's progress doesn't make it any less. you're doing a great job, don't let other people convince you of anything else. thank you for existing in the world today, you make it a better place by just being here. i'm so proud of you! catch me super excited because @brut4lities and i are going on our first date in ages ( the life of being parents ! ). as long as my head holds up, i'm gonna be around after we get home to actually do things, i promise.
#( im like a feral little dog about how excited i am over this )#( we don't get a lot of date time between kids / etc )#( so now that all four are in school !! )
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Fit lore Fit lore Fit lore-!
#qsmp fitmc#Fitmc my beloved#Fitmc from 2b2t getting his ass knocked down a mountain by his werecat boss#Madagio really looked at the guy and read him like a book#he knew Fit would get attached because the man has a soft heart#count on a cat to know!#But the whole lore around the federation is fascinating!#the cat hybrid tests were before Vacuus then...#there are so many others too!#fairly certain there was mention of dog or wolf hybrids... and rabbits... before the bird hybrids from quesadilla island#I am sooo glad Fit decided that his lore would be to dive into the history of the Federation!#very excited!
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happy silver city day to all who celebrate i hope the new content is good and you get your bats and furnaces and the city is the silveriest it can possibly be
maybe one day i will join you.......godspeed🫡🫡
#i have no idea what the silver city is but i'm like a dog and i just get excited bc people around me are excited#i look forward to seeing 100 excited posts with words i won't understand for another 8 months#(this is not sarcasm i hope that comes across i am genuinely so hyped to see other people hype😌)#fredspeaks
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me when i see someone like one post and then slowly go through the rest of my masterlist and follow me
#rae rambles#i get so giddy#you have assessed me#and i am worthy#i am chosen#i will pee my pants in excitement like a dog#writeblr
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Ash how is the fated watching going rn?? You’re braver than most
godd wampus im fucking THRIVING right now. this campaign sucks so bad it's genuinely unwatchable at times and I think that's the appeal to me <3 they spent like 10 minutes just describing and figuring out how the money system works and literally none of them sound like they've ever played dnd before and i don't think it will ever pass the bechdel test once the entire campaign even with velrissa trying her hardest but it goes crazy anyway
br'aad is my favorite character by a lot right now,, he's my FREAKK i love him and his idiot swagger so much. he's supposed to be charismatic but he sucks so bad at it everyone hates him but sticks around with him anyway. he's a warlock and his patron stops time and gives him insight on things/danger to come and kicked off the main plot in the sickest sequence I've ever seen. also his gayboy ass really did walk so every other gayboy slimecicle character could run !! they were so right !! and the party spent the first and second session hating everything he said and did . Took them sooooo long to be normal about him but they got it eventually when mountain (MY MAANNNNNN) defended him. Also he says everything with ^_^ . Just outloud you can hear it in his voice
for the rest I think the only other character that's talking enough to form an opinion on is taxi. and that opinion is STRONGLY a good one o(-( ! his banter with br'aad is so fun they're the only characters that feel Real and In The World so far and I love it so much. the names bit where br'aad kept getting his name wrong and calling him "saxi" and whenever he corrected him br'aad would just go "I know saxi. Nice to meet you im br'aad!" actually had me in tears at a certain point they're the only ones that have gotten me to laugh fr fr so far
sadly velrissa mountain and sylnan just Don't Fucking Talk so i don't have any real concrete opinions on them yet other than "hmm. Interesting ^_^" velrissa and her necromancy stuff is so neat so far I hope we get to see it in action soon instead of just small mentions here and there. same with the dynamic between sylnan and br'aad I NEEED to see more snockers scenes like their sibling scamming bullshit seems so cool I can't wait for them to emotionally rip my heart out through my throat. I can feel it coming
honestly the main appeal of it all is the characters and the characters alone. them slowly becoming friends and trusting each other will fuck with my brain permanently. I already cheered out loud when they so much as INSINUATED that they could stand br'aad and his charisma and they don't actually hate being around each other like that made me so happy. their meeting makes no sense but that's okay the Shenanigans with the solid snake box and br'aad trying and failing to stealth was so fun and "nice forearms, and a nicer staff!" and the little weirdo gremlin goblin following them around they're all very scared of and creeped out by (except for br'aad. he is strongly sexually attracted to goblins. this is canon and brought up over and over again) all make up for it. the story really doesn't matter to me here at all ^_^ all i care about are the characters being happy and traveling together and that's what makes the campaign enjoyable for me
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#we have mail :]#if this makes no sense sorry its 2:30 am#cayden's dms are getting the brunt of my liveblogs otherwise inwould just be transcribing whole episodes on here#every time a character talks my ears perk up like a dog and i get excited. i feeeeeel the fixation forming#why cant i stay hyperfixated on good campaigns and media man why is it always shit that ended a long time ago#and sucks soooososo bad#as im writing this im finishing episode 2 so ill take a break for the night i think then start again tomorrow morning ^_^#WHICH I AM SETTING AN ALARM FOR SO I WAKE UP AT A NORMAL HOUR. I FORGOT TO DO THAT THIS MORNING LMAO#anyway thank you for letting me just Talk because this fucking campaign has me FUCKEDDDD UP#i love them so much... i am deeply invested in br'aaxi and i Get It Now#currently taxi has a whole girlfriend but its okay shes said like 2 lines and thats it because again. Never passing the bechdel test#wait okay episode 3 started they are doing a real and proper intro where they explain what characters they play#for the First Time#this is so cool woag
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Winn and the gang the gathered: Can you please answer our questions?
Mac:
*Suit not included.
**I swear I am writing the finale of thinking outside the box, just give me a moment.
#others art#mac opsys#thinking outside the box#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭macmm#THE FINALE. THEYRE NOT READY AND IMNOT READY im goign to die#i got so excited i suddenly got a stomachache and headache at the same time you cantdo this to me#THE LIIIGHT THE LIIIGHT#(heavenly piano music starts playing and my soul comically removes itself from my body)#thinkingoutside the b😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭ox😭😭😭😭😭😭😭box#take all the time you need . imagine im patting you on the back. i both sympathize and emphasize . this writing stuff is SERIOUS#just know i will be waiting like a dog begging for boiling water on the stovetop . joyous and everything big disgustiing wet beady eyes#ok onesecond i need to get this out of my system#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭MAC😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭WINNMENTION😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭MAC#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭OUGUHUHUHU😭😭#MY😭😭😭😭BLOODSUGAR😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#OOOOOHGUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUG#realyyyrukghtj😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#really awesome! thank you ! i am normal ! and#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ooopeeeeennnthe gaaates#ahem. wow weird haha what was t😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭EEEEK!EEEEKKK!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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happy bsd season 4 day
#gonna put a buncha spoiler in the tags so i'll tag for that#bsd spoilers#bungou stray dogs#bsd season 4#i am SO happy we're getting untold origins#i haven't read it before so im really excited to experience it for the first time#tbh i was terrified it was gonna be stormbringer with the way people were talking about it#not that i wouldn't be absolutely ecstatic if it was but let's be real theres no way 3 eps could do stormbringer justice#so far i feel like the pacing is fine i've seen people complain about it being too fast but#from the perspective of someone who hasn't read untold origins it seems relatively on pace#i'm definitely gonna read it now though#anyways!!#fukuzawa immediately being forced to adopt ranpo is both hilarious and adorable he's such a good dad#and little tiny 15 year old odasaku!!!#i've seen people make parallels between how he looked at 15 and how dazai looked and tbh i definitely see it#i wasn't expecting to see him so that was a pleasant surprise#i can't wait to get to the main story though i miss babygirl poe#homegrown bsd post
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I would absolutely love to hear about your faves 👀 Tell me everything you know 👀👀👀👀
AAAAAAVUYCDTIGCTUGCH YOU'RE A GEM THANK U FOR THIS 😭😭😭💚
this is super long bc I'm Completely Normal abt J'onn lmao whoops 😂
omfg where do I start. FIRST THINGS FIRST. HE. MY BELOVED. J'onn J'onzz, the Martian Manhunter, my favorite favorite of all time. no really it's coming up on 8 years and I still love him sm 😭 my one braincell may wander off to new fixations but I always circle back around to him sooner or later.
I have like 4747058 images of him ofc but these are SO good bc they tell a lot about him ??? he's cute, he's silly, he's dramatic, he's sassy, he's the heart of the Justice League twenty times over despite DC refusing to give him any time to shine (I'm going to fight them with my bare hands for that).
I've never posted this but it's been in my drafts for ever so I'll throw it in here 😂 I have so many thoughts about him omg
ALSO I have a whole thing analyzing J'onn's moral compass & development through Justice League Animated, Unlimited, and some of the comics a while back so there's tHAT WHICH,,, was super good imo 👏
uuuuughghghghh I could talk about him forever 😭💚
When it comes to people Superman wouldn't want to fight, J'onn is top of that list, that's canon. He's OP as FUCK. He has most if not all Clark's powers, shapeshifting, intangibility, invisibility, phasing, telepathy, seriously his powers seem to never end ??? But he's terribly underutilized :") like I get it but come on DC,,,
J'onn is addicted to Oreos. no, really. in MM 98 issue 24 Blue Beetle and Booster Gold have this Super Funny Idea to hide all the Oreos from J'onn, and you gotta applaud the dedication to the prank bc they literally went out and bought ALL the Oreos from the ENTIRE vicinity of the JL Embassy building. J'onn proceeds to Hulk out and tear up half the city chasing them for it. It's revealed by Batman that Martians can get addicted to Oreos. At the end of the issue it turns out this is just a story J'onn is telling Diana but... he winks and asks if she's got any cookies, so it's up for debate if it's really just a story [I think there's some truth to it. bc it's very funny.]. And the Oreo thing comes up many times in many places including JLTAS 😂
He also likes sweet things in general !! he canonically drinks coffee with a TON of sugary shit to take off the bitter taste. I also made the hc that was the case for him just days before reading it in MM Identity and I'm very real for that 👏
J'onn is a cat person. One of his aliases is even an Italian street cat named Tommaso. And he has an orange cat named Double Stuff,,, of course 😂
however,,, he's totally a dragon nerd, he knows everything about dragons, he likes reptiles in general but dragons are his fav. He shapeshifts into draconic creatures all the time and he talks many times abt a specific species of moon nesting dragon called quonars. He also telepathically connected with an iguana once and it was a wholesome experience 🥺
J'onn lives in Colorado, in a suburb named Middleton, which is actually the name of a real ghost town! it's interesting that Denver is his preferred climate bc you can assume Mars was similar 👀
He is THE sass master. He goes toe to toe with Batman constantly. One of these days I'll just make a list of every sassy line he delivers in JLTAS but I think that would be a whole book by itself. There's a video of sassy moments from Batman: The Brave and the Bold that I watch 400 times a week. One of my favorite comic sass moments is when Batman expresses his annoyance at J'onn for leaving on the middle of an important meeting, which J'onn happily counters with a "you're so right, it would look bad on the League if someone just vanished at random all the time, huh Batman :)." he then also takes a crack at Bruce's lack of people skills. iconic.
He's also a silly little guy. The Batman 2007? J'onn OWNS the noir detective role, down to the cheesy old fashioned music. He also has like, a whole list of quotes he's just waiting to use when the time is right. He waited years to say "You're probably wondering why I've called you all here today." love him fr
J'onn is canonically kind of an adrenaline junkie. He loves driving, particularly an 87 Chevy Impala which he affectionately says "vibrates like a Chihuahua with a head cold." He once physically linked with an entire damaged spaceship to steer it out of danger and got carried away bc he was just having fun. He also said it was similar to the video games he plays with GL-- so he's canonically a gamer, too 😂👏
I 100% believe he's got anxiety or at LEAST separation anxiety [and that may be the case for the entire Martian race]. I already thought as much but then JLU issue 24 kinda confirmed it and it was devastating :") the League is taken over by Starro, J'onn is the only one who dodges the attack and he's left to fight his teammates which. is already awful for him. and it triggers flashbacks to a time on Mars when he was separated from his family in a nasty sandstorm. J'onn went pretty much feral with panic until he broke down and then forced himself to calm down enough to think of a plan. Meanwhile back with the League he's frantically trying not to panic again bc, while fire is a Martian's greatest weakness, "being alone is a Martian's greatest fear." I cried the whole time I read that issue and then I bought a copy LMAO. can DC stop putting him through the PTSD wringer for five seconds thanks
One short comic run J'onn spends the whole time being chased by the Martian god of fire, H'ronmeer, bc it turns out he was psychically keeping the souls of the entire Martian population tethered to the mortal realm. he's super powerful and HE'S GOING THROUGH IT. ALL THE TIME.
I don't have the context for either happenstance at this time, but J'onn has been both a Black and a White Lantern in comics. I have no idea what any of it means, either, I just know it's happened. I'll get there eventually. maybe. [I think he's dead for the Black Lantern thing so...probably...not...]
^^^ this is up there with the whole "J'onn was actually an advance agent for the invading Martian species but rather than let them use him as a weapon he essentially committed suicide after fighting the whole Justice League [beat them easily, it wasn't even a competition] and somehow this split his consciousness into like 4 different people" of comic runs that I really don't want to read [even though I own this one] :") help
I don't know what it is about forcefields but his brain just shuts off when he gets near one fr. Multiple times when there's a forcefield, EVEN IF HE KNOWS IT'S THERE, J'onn just yeets headfirst into it. He's just generally super impulsive tho ??? This guy is constantly jumping into action without a moment's thought. pls stop handing off the braincell to absolutely no one when there's danger, J'onn [he does not actually have the braincell at any given time. only Bruce has it. occasionally].
He totally enjoys starting shit. J'onn is Here for teammate drama. He once gave Batman absolutely what for and called him immature just bc J'onn was annoyed with his attitude. He sends people on League missions that will either bring out complete drama or make them find common ground. Though he says the contrary, J'onn is absolutely in the background of every team squabble with popcorn like Thor watching Tony and Cap argue. "You're all so petty. And tiny."
J'onn's name means "light to the light" and it's so poetic 😭😭 of COURSE he's the heart of the League. akdjfndckdnxkd
I'm going to stop there bc I could go on forever but I've held this ask hostage in my drafts long enough 😂😂 ENJOY THE RAMBLING THANK U FOR SENDING THIS ASK AAAA 💙
#possum screms at this#sorry it takes me 5-10 business days to answer asks i get too excited#enrinchment but i am a dog with an egg. bark and bounce around it with delight instead of interacting Normally#ratkingresponds#j'onn my beloved#here tumblr have a bunch of infodumping abt my beloved#martian manhunter#j'onn j'onzz#dc#long post#i know ive dropped a lot of this info on tumblr before but now its all in One Condensed Post#I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT HIM. brainrot real#some other favs include loki death the kid shadow the hedgehog donnie rottmnt luigi bowser & king boo#but J'onn is like. my Main Guy yk 😭😭#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK I CANNOT SAY IT ENOUGH 😭😭#nothing brings me seratonin like talking about he fr fr
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maybe I'll never get to say it but it's eating me up from the inside. my heart is rotting like an apple, where I barely show the puncture. but a press, a cut, shows the inside is brown and gritty and falling away.
I cannot apologize anymore. I cannot be screamed down again. I did everything I could; I was going to swap the thing you liked, but that wasn't good enough. it wasn't enough to feel bad about it and apologize and remove it from your presence. it wasn't enough to say I had realized how I'd misstepped, say it out loud, apologize again. it was not enough to become small. i could not even say that it hurt me for you to look into my eyes, say you knew I had tried to be kind and heartful, and to then slash me to ribbons as if I had been purposeful.
then you dumped things you had already accepted like garbage into the public rooms. you entered my PRIVATE room and dropped things on the floor just so I would have to encounter them, look at them, and know I was being punished. you almost broke my girlfriend's ( HER room TOO) neck, tripping on the things you were too venomous with anger and hatred for me to even put in the laundry. you screamed at me until I shattered when I begged for a face to face to face conversation over text and when you cut me on purpose again with the accusation that I was only hurt because I was acting entitled to your space. I was never entitled to your space ; it was that you were going out of your way to do the things you k ew would hurt me, to punish me for something you knew was an accident, something you knew I had done from love, something I apologized for profusely. you told me I was cut from your life and your space, and then you came home and helped yourself to my space and my things some more, entitling the comforts and conveniences that come with having me in your space to yourself without so much as asking permission. if I had entered your room while you slept, if I had screamed at you and slammed things and involved YOUR girlfriend in OUR fight, you would call me toxic and say I was violating your boundaries and you would be right. I was the asshole for saying that your purposeful misrepresentation of me was painful, and that was inappropriate because you were being vulnerable, but when I was being vulnerable and telling you my heart was broken because the last three years had been a sham, you told me I was cruel for saying that and had hurt you, but that wasn't you being the asshole.
you have a lot of rules that only apply to me, but it's fine when you do them. I think of you constantly and that is oppressive to you. I buy gifts and am never told do much as thank you, often met with open resentment. i filled my home with your favorite foods so that you didnt have to eat at restaurants and you sobbed that I must think you a glutton. I confessed tens of times how deeply I was in love with you and how I could not imagine my future without you, and you never said the same back.
my enemies were not your enemies, so when I made yours mine it was a violation. I begged to be a team but you barely wanted to be in the same room as me. I forgave your open resentment whenever I would try to conversate with you for months, telling myself it wasn't me, you were just struggling with your health, because when I asked if I was the reason you were upset you only became angrier and raised your voice, demanding I stop making it "about me," only to reveal when you left me that it WAS about me, and I hadn't done enough to assuage your anger. you revealed secrets to me near a decade in the keeping and told me I should have known better, that you shouldn't have had to tell me, while when I came to you with anger or struggle you only said, "did you tell them?" when you couldn't even tell ME.
some seven years this has been. I look back and wonder brokenly if you ever loved me, or if you said it back because I said it first. in the last three years, I can count on one hand the kisses you came to me for, but couldn't count on fingers and toes how many times you have rejected watching something I'm passionate for, after making a point more than once to tell me to just ask for your company and you would give it.
I feel hollow and rotten and ruined and wrung out. I can't leave my room because what if you see me and you're angry again?
I know you won't apologize. you told me to hurt and cry and seethe and that you will not care. I cannot fathom why I was hurt and surprised when I read it. it's nothing new. you won't talk to me when I cry, you've called me manipulative for it. for being fucking sad that you're angry at me. i want to be freed from this pain.
over a stupid fucking calendar.
#yeah i know it's more than that#but it's really not is it?#it's always the smallest things with you#an off color comment#the wrong gift#meanwhile when i say 'my worst nightmare is realized here because the only thing that has changed from fully half of our relationship#is that we don't kiss goodnight' THAT is not something i get to scream and storm over#if i could cut you from my ribs i would but i would die#because you grew into my whole heart#and like english ivy fighting the overgrowth is easier said than done and will rip apart my foundations to reach all of it#i am miserable#but maybe not so miserable as a man who would be better served by a dog than a partner#unconditional love; blind excitement; perfectly impersonal mistakes#may your ferrets greet you at the door with me gone
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#also being able to have groceries#and just be like#theres food i can eat and like WANT to eat#feels like such a blessing#and i am grateful to the people who tipped me today so i could get food!!#no more plain rice or pasta for me!!!#i can have a dang veggie dog!!!!#sorry im so excited !!!!
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i have. slippers in the mail. !!! monday. slippers!
#i am so excited!!! and a lil nervous bc they were Expensive and i really really hope i like them#they were spensive bc they have leather soles and are woolen and made like. sustainably and the workers are fairly compensated etc.#im really hoping that the leather will help when i move back home bc i cannot stand dog hair getting caught in my socks#and zora sheds like mad its so hard to keep up with cleaning with her in the house#personal
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Oh my god I LOVE how you characterize noisette!! The tail wags from the two of them were adorable!!!
(Hehe thank you!!! I have many thoughts on Noisette, and there will be much more to come! (She features in the next post a lot too!!!)
And thank you again! Oddly enough, Pep's tail was much easier to make wag than Noisette's! Hers kinda disconnects from her spine for a frame, but I haven't animated short tails as much as long ones! But I am sure there will be more tails to waggle, hehehe)
#ooc post#can you tell I get attached to very minor side characters a lot jhdfgj#I have so many notes on Noisette and I am excited to share!#also may have made her an entire extended family but shhh#also also I know rabbits don't typically wag their tails like dogs but an alternative was her binkying and as funny as that is#it probably would have been rather alarming for Pep!#she will get to binky tho!!!#okay I am sharing too much I must go!!!
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