#i will be suffering over here tho
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seeing all those pictures from the young royals fan event and i want to kill myself
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Posting a close up just because :D
#soaps art#jason todd fanart#Batarang incident aftermath#I was about to tag this batfam but i dont think that applies here#The school semester is over and I'm suffering a mild existential crisis as I wonder what I'm going to do with my life#Itll be ok tho
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SO validating to know that I wasn't making it up in my head about my previous boss just. Completely screwing me over. Bc she's doing the same thing to my coworker right now and while I feel terrible for her we're both like. Yeah no it's not just you she's been awful to me too. Handshaking in solidarity out here
#Shima speaks#THE THINGS MY COWORKER'S TOLD ME. JFC LMAO#Like she could legitimately take what's been going down to court if she wants to#She deadass has everything she needs for a lawsuit if she wanted to go that route. It's THAT bad#And I'm sitting here like#Holy shit. It's not just me. We both suffered under this person's management#The good thing tho is that my coworker is also switching departments. Like I did.#Pretty telling that multiple people under my old boss' management either left the company or moved departments 🤔 Hmm 🤔🤔🤔#But yeah she told me and I was like OMG YESSSS you've been freed from prison!! You are free!!#No longer shackled by a shitty job and a shitty boss!!!#And she told me like. The IMMEDIATE relief and feeling of weight being lifted off her shoulders#Like. The two of us have had actual legitimate emotional breakdowns over our old job positions#And the stress of dealing with them#Hell on earth! We are both free!!
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...you know with a fandom that has lasted 30 years I'm sure I'm not saying anything new here, but 'right after his best friend from when he was thirteen (who he newly reunited with and asked to sleep over at his apartment. For Reasons) seemingly flicked his nipple (!!???? mark I have questions) to set him up for a prank and then cupped the back of his neck with rough affection in a deeply homoerotic way' sure is an incredibly specific moment for the camera to deny us access to fraser's expression fhksjafhas
(especially with the pattern over the many many times we see a woman hitting on him where his face will be clearly visible, with his expression placidly (one could be forgiven for starting to suspect tactically) uncomprehending/confused or uncomfortable. though we see him speak of specifically victoria for the first time turned away from the camera -- from behind, and only getting the faint reflection of his face in the window, to much the same effect. I think I might be on to something here.)
#I am definitely going to be looking out for that all over the place now haha. what does it mean. what does it MEAN#due south#benton fraser#listen actual overt queer rep is of course a good thing for us to have now. many MANY things sucked about how it used to be#we should not go back there. it was a dark time. how quickly some of us forget now that we have a wealth of things to choose from#but it used to be you had to suffer through things like the SGA episode 'the shrine' which is an amazing episode but ends#with the most intelligence-insulting no-homo inserted heterosexuality bullshit you've ever seen. and you just had to take it#you just had to grin and bear it. children I tell you those were dark days and we must not return to them#BUT we used to get some absolutely insane shit when the love dared not yet speak its name on network tv that's hard to match#we must put this amount of Texture and Insane-Making Implications into our current day queer fiction#we have to level up our sublimation game I think that's partly what makes the locked tomb so powerful#this show is incredible at the queercoding not queerbaiting balance honestly. probably because it takes even its silly characters#so seriously and so rarely surrenders even an inch to meanspiritness#(can't believe we had an episode with a whole kink club in it and I didn't flinch even once. i wasn't even worried I'd have to flinch#at any point. such is the acceptance and generosity of the tone we're working with here the majority of the time)#and then of course the riding off into the sunset together ending does cement all of that definitely at the end#for which I am very grateful haha#'I'm still proud (of you)' is such an INCREDIBLY kind and extremely fraser thing to say to mark in that moment tho. what the fuck
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getting all the education/degrees I can and planning so I can get the fuck out of this country >>>>
#🪷—faerie whispers#because I still don’t like these fucking ppl#done all that yip yapping in my ask box and these ppl still suck#idec who wins#I want out of this hellhole. bc were cooked either way#everybody voting for the wrong reasons anyways so who gives a fuck#I’ve been saving and I plan to get one more degree before I leave#I’ve been heavily considering Japan or Germany#there really isn’t shit here for me#ppl always say ‘wont you have to deal w racism/colorism?’#a cop yelled at me to move my truck out in front of a store even tho I’m on a cane and couldn’t walk far#black men literally have been ignoring and treating me like shit for my entire life since elementary school#trust me when I say nothing could be worse than what I’ve gone through#I’m ready to leave#we have no future under a capitalist society#and a government that no matter what prioritizes war and profit over ppl’s lives#I have no intelligent words for this#I’m truly tired#and for all the dumbasses who were pissed off at me for what I said in august#stay mad bc I have nothing for y’all either#y’all owe Palestinians an apology#they’re the main ones suffering from this ignorance#and we’re next
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I'm thinking of writing a fanfiction where Violet does not get hurt at Resson and Liam and Soleil are alive. . .
Or one where Violet, Xaden and the rest don't go to Resson at all . . .
#fourth wing#iron flame#violet sorrengail#xaden riorson#violet and xaden#the empyrean#rebecca yarros#this will not age well at all tho#nah cause they will suffer a lot over here#ill write it all together and then piblish it so that i dont lose track of anything
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the way I have to pioneer every group project because I need the sense of control that it’s being done correctly although I can’t think of anything worse than leadership. so… that’s contradictory of me 😖
#this has happened w every group project I’ve done since I got here last year lol#and yet I claim to hate being at the forefront of group projects#anyway hello friendssss 😝😝😝 over here suffering!!!#you know it’s getting serious when I’m not even able to actively keep up with my fav gameplays on here :((#scrolling thru my dash at the end of the day is like a sweet treat tho#miss my sims and I wish I could say I’ll be playing for Labor Day weekend but I won’t even be home#I’ll use this as motivation to get my work done on time so I can play when I go home on some weekends <3#txt post
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Do you see my vision yet?
#spoondoodles#sanders sides#sanders sides fanart#ts sides#tss#logan sanders#roman sanders#logince#going insane!!! over them!!!!!!#the logince agenda has not ceased yet#tho admittedly this is still pretty platonic they're not aware of the pining yet (virgil is tho god help him)#cleaned up some more sketches of Them for funsies and here we are#this is a completely unserious HS AU like i don't have a plot or anything it's just vibes#and the vibes are them being cute and besties and also insulting each other (affectionate)#patton is just glad his friend logan has another person he's close to#virgil is Suffering from the mutual pre-pining and just wants them to get their act together (preferably away from him)#remus is the only one having a good time b/c he thrives in chaos and enjoys getting to tease his chemistry partner and his twin brother#no janus :( sorry couldn't fit him in yet#i have become fond of mociet recently tho so we'll see maybe he's roman's friend who does NOT want to get involved in these shenanigans#anyway sorry for tag ramble AGAIN i just have Thoughts
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how to make header image mission level impossible bc i keep making matt too babygirl and not serious
#technician difficulties ( ooc )#( i actually am NOT good at making edits tho i try )#( i just want a cool header to replace the one i got )#( over here suffering bc i keep surrounding matt in flowers )
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that EPIC musical people were talkin about is pretty good btw.goes hard. and that was my thought for the day thanks again for coming
#I've been indulging my inner musical fan lately ok bear with me#and now i'm sitting here. jumping between thunder bringer and suffering/different beast and scylla. because thos are my favorites#so Far. i think ruthlessness is growing on me. n i like no longer you#i prefer a cover of get in the water over the official one#ok i'm done talking now. bblehh#clamtalk
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hiii!! I love your meta and your writing overall 🥳🤩‼️ if you’re still doing the ‘share snippets from wips’ game, can I ask for the Teia and Viago bit from Dragon Age 2024? 👀 Or your choicest morsel from Rye x Lucanis, your Rook has so much depth and vibes, I adore ��💯 thank you!!!
Hfkjshskad thank you so much, that is incredibly kind and means a lot to me!! 😭😭😭❤️❤️ I think I’ll go with the Teia and Viago one here, though I may post a Rye/Lucanis wip snippet as its own thing at some other time!
Necessary Context: After the dragon attack on Treviso barely being fended off, when Viago and Teia meet up again they just stare at each other vaguely mutually shellshocked for a few minutes and then have some really intense sex about it for the first time in a while. This is right after that.
She kissed the tears from his cheeks, stroked his hair as he blindly turned his face towards her, as if searching for her in the dark. When he opened his eyes and looked at her, her heart broke all anew, all over again. You would think it would run out of new ways of doing that, eventually. It hadn’t yet.
“Oh, mi amor,” she sighed on a soft broken laugh, cradling him closer to her with an artless helpless sort of greed, “what have you and I done to each other?”
“Nothing I would ever let anyone take away from me,” he said, voice cracked open but steadier than she’d ever heard it.
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“I’ve missed you so much,” she said.
“You see me every day, now,” he said, with that characteristic unerring instinct for pedantry. She wanted to laugh almost as much as she wanted to cry. The world was ending and Caterina was gone and everything was coming apart at the seams faster than she could stitch reality or the city itself back together towards wholeness, but Viago de Riva remained perfectly, inalienably himself.
“I do,” she said quietly, stroking his dark wavy hair away from his forehead. “It makes it worse.”
His bare hand found hers. Their fingers interlaced, tight.
“Yes,” he said. “I know the feeling.”
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#andarateia cantori#viago de riva#teia x viago#my writing#(It’s just a one time thing and does not count as them being on again in the on again off again of it all yet#because they hate me and want me to suffer until literally the final few hours of the game I guess :') )#had to get some antivan endearments in there while I can because I frankly do not believe lucanis would use them#neither as recipient nor doler out he does not seem like a pet name kind of person to me personally#he's intense but not effusive like that. do you guys see what I mean. I like to think teia would tease viago with over the top endearments#at the drop of a hat tho we must see how red a man's ears can get while still maintaining enough blood for an er -- well actually#let us not stoop to crudity but you see what I mean to imply lmao#feat. the patented vaguely-concerned 'well. something goes here. no idea what yet' gap between paragraphs!#bane of my existence and my closest companion#sometimes months of struggle truly is ended by '...what if I just. remove the gap. does it basically work the way it is'#and it's the same mix of bitter and sweet every time fhdskj
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when the competition is making me cry in 10 seconds and your opponents are my parents
#bro wow this has to be some kindof personal record twice in one day#morning for mom evening for dad#did thy talk aboit it discuss it that you take these points I'll take these we'll be done in 10 secs flat#i don't understand what's happening period is over but i still can't stop crying i cried yesterday too#it usually is like numb numb numb period week numb again#but why won't it kick in this time#he's just so fucking efficient man wow#literally he said 3 things in 10 seconds and the dam opened#first he shouted about something and i tried to defend myself but then he got soo mad and even tho i hd a perfectly#reasonable exception i had to shut up and accept my mistake because at that point i was already on the verge of crying#and i knew if i dragged it out i wouldn't be able to say another word without bursting and then he'd get even more mad for crying in public#and embarassing him#and then it was about something related to my brother and he was like#talk to him properly what's wrong with you he's going to go away in a few months then will you ever even see him#which fuck is such a big fear of mine something that's already made me cry because ive fucked it up#and he hates me now and i think we'll never reconcile he thinks we should be the kind of siblings who meet on festivals and that's it#and i tried to like bond more but he just hates the entire family and wants to leave us behind no exceptions#and then in the same breath dad is like your sister is already gone abhi dikhti hai kya aas paas#like bitch?? could you be less efficient what the fuck that was the killing blow#i went from confused to trying to not cry so fast like fuck she's the only person in the world who made living with you#bearable of fucking course i notice she's not here i miss her all the time#like yeah just tell me i will keep losing everyone why don't you see if i can hear it without breaking down#and i just felt so fucking helpless like can't stand up for myself because i will lose and i have to play the long game#take his money get my education but fuck man the education i can't breathe under the pressure of it all his demand#for full tests and these fucking subjects im not made for this and trying to do it all alone because he#shifted us here in the middle of nowhere no friends and yesterday he was like oh yeah we'll move back home im bored now#like fucking hell man how many times will you do this? already did it when i was 15#and on top of that mom is complaining about him to me like bitch you won't leave him you'll make#us suffer through hell because you're a coward and you want me to console you?#god fuck this i hope he dies i hope she dies i hope we all die
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my family started up a Minecraft realm again (it's been so. SO. long.) and were teaching my mother to play Minecraft and i keep experiencing that average familiarity xkcd.
also my father is re-learning how to play minecraft and it's kind of interesting because he played originally when the game was like. being developed. originally.
and of course my brother is there too, but he plays a mod that forks as an alternative to the adventure update so he is also unaware of a lot of things and I just. last time we had a realm I was kind of the worst player on there and now I'm sorta babysitting em sometimes and it's funny. cmon guys let's get you some shields
#also my mining tendencies scare them#cmon guys lets go water caving!!!! hey guys look at my 30+ diamonds :]]]] no i dont have a house yet what of it#i mentioned iceboating to my mother (has vertigo issues) by accident and she immediately asked how to make a boat. im going to hell#soloed a trial chamber and had to remind my brother that the spawners reset so i didnt just blitz through there and make it useless#i need to go on a little trip to find some powder snow tho. im suffering over here <- wants to make a dropchute
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yea see the last time Mother Amanda made a video talking about God’s Favourites (that’s what i’m gonna start calling us now cuz twin flames is played out lmfao) she was saying we were living thru like a modern day version of an Ancient Egyptian live burial ritual. like both counterparts enter the tomb and neither knows what the other will do, they can just Trust and Do The Work and Know it’s all part of a Divine Higher Plan 🙂
i was like “whateverrrr Amanda. IM going to the chapel and im GONNA get married ✋🏼” but she was right. this was a winter of rebirth and preparation for me so i cannnnnn go to the chapel and get married and be a wife and a MOTHERRRR :) 🪄
#king henry has told me he has visions of a past egyptian life. that’s so sexy to me like oh you older than dirt huh#HAHAHAHA#really tho he a taurus sun virgo moon scorpio rising. that is a Provider Man right there <3#like a few months ago i was like ‘can ppl even afford houses these days’ and he said to me with such certainty#‘we gonna have a house.’ i didn’t even question. like yeaaaaaa we are and imma give u the space u need to make that happen#meanwhile i’m over here casting myself because i am the spell. i am his light at the end of the tunnel 🌟#it’s a privilege when the human in me doesn’t decide to suffer and feel lonely lmao 🙂#🏰
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why does my youtube recommended always tend towards videos of people talking about terrible things that they hate. i want to watch people talk about things they like
#if anyone has some favourite longass video essay recommendations about things people actually like i would like them pls#no video is too long for me i watched the quinton reviews beverly hillbillies video all the way through#i prefer long videos tbh anything under 20 minutes gets hard for me to want to click on#i don't like having to go back and forth between my games and youtube A Lot#my fave kinds of video essays are one unhinged guy talking about an obscure/disliked piece of media and why ITS PERFECT. TO ME#i dont like videos where the person is visibly bored/suffering through it cause i can tell they don't wanna be here so neither do i#i love it when a person is just going insane (/pos) over a piece of media tho#i also love the 'girls night gossip session' vibes of some videos#my fave examples of this: mikes mic. haley whipjack. ella d. i love the vibes i love the gossip (about fictional people)
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give me strength because today is editing day
#a shadow's rambles#Editing is the most annoying part really#just over having to deal with those massive japanese sentences you have to divide in like 2-3 different english sentences#because how else is it supposed to make sense english doesn't connect ideas like that#but then i'm dealing with those fuckers when editing too!!#Trying to make aftermath look nice and read well!#btw if anyone here wants access to the translations hit me up or something#they assume you have watched/read the adaptations because i don't like suffering THAT much tho
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