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#i was super busy so i couldnt get everyone </3
mxwormie · 2 months
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all the sketch revenges i was able to do before art fight ended :')
lyr @bundaskifli / ariel @apaintedpotato / ladyfinger cookie @kami-scribbles / iLLUSiON @minecraftfan11onscratch / muffaletta @abelinthelandofnod / kellin @phantomkinoc13 / sugar @ fwoxy_dust / alvaro @jaloviha / fork @7coweyes / valmira @ marcdemacro / mama @quietsnooze / truffle @catmemer / nine @ shiva_skribbles / beoaart @ ouliyer / lady azilis @trucbiduleschouettes / lorraine @ imaginativemadeleine / stasia @ kakirogo / cherrybomb @ lilpeanutevie / celosia @snailanimations / eris @ rindsofparmesan
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evandorepart2 · 2 years
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ok anyway im leaving in. the day after tomorrow at like 2am so im just saying its tomorrow cause im literally just gonna stay up till then theres no point in sleeping. BUT two things. one i need to finish packing. my clothes are dry so i just have to bring them upstairs and pack. sort of stressed out bc like. i like my outfit i dont want to change it but everyones telling me its too hot for a leather jacket like i know!!!! but its my jacket :(
anyway i just have to do that so ill do it now and then…on top of that i wanted to get the draft for my ghost story done but i havent been working on it at all >_< ive just been reading comics the past couple days. so tomorrow. for sure. i will definitely work in getting the draft done totally.
but ugh im kind of nervous i havent seen these people in so long and im not great socially. also i dont go on trips in general so like. i hope i have energy for a full month yknow. i have a tendency of isolating myself when im stressed out but i dont have any space to do that…not that i should but whatever you know
#LIKE. im just eugh like im Bad at small talk. im better at dispensing information and leaving it that#or listening. ive been practicing listening a lot more so i dont overtalk and everyone gets a turn#OH RIGHT!!!! i hope. cause i have 4 cousins. two are toddler age#one is a little younger than me so like 13 but hes a boy idk how he is cause he might be annoying no offense <3#and then an older girl whos around my brothers age so a few years older. and we never rlly talked cause it was always my brorher and her#last i saw them i was like. god idk it couldnt have been too young cause i got black out drunk before i stayed with them#so. 11? 12? definitely younger than 13 i know for a fact#im bad with times tho#anyway its been a while and im a lot older now. so i hope shes there so we can talk and be friends idk#apparently my brother isnt close to her anymore? he called her a bitch last time we talked abt her so. hope i do see her#and my aunt! i always liked her a lot and my brothers prob gonna be busy with our uncle. ill be stuck with the younger kids but thats ok i#dont mind since im used to handling my sister. apparently theyve wanted to meet me for a long time so i am super excited#i dont think anyones gonna expect what i look like tho lol i dont think anyone could have guess me being punk#not even me like i distinctly remember in elementary my friend. we were talking about mcr and emo / punk stuff and he was like. you coukd#never be like that. ummmmm well guess what dickhead!!!! jokes were actyally still close lol#ANYWAY i am fucking excited and nervous and have to find a normal way to bring up 18th century fashion or perhaps history of contemporary#folk
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fuck the car ~  LN4 smut
pairing: lando norris x fem!reader
requested prompt: #20 - going down on you in the back seat of his car
summary: after getting drunk in the club lando walks you back to his car which is where he goes down on you.
warnings: smut, fingering, oral (f receiving), semi public sex, car sex, implied alcohol consumption, established relationship, not really any plot, maybe more? a/n: this was requested by @oliviamg and i am so obsessed, was honestly s(creaming) while writing it <3 i am so sorry that this took so long but i am super focused on school. enjoy everyone!!
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landos grip on you was firm but gentle as he helped you make your way to his car. even in your drunken state, his touch was electrifying. his hands were warm and he held you against his body protectively.
you leaned into him, desperately needing the extra support. the monaco club had left you a mess of clumsiness and giggles. you could hardly walk, you were slurring your words.
throughout the entirety of the night lando had refused anything to drink, preferring to keep a close eye on you instead.
"come on we're almost there," he said, you could hear the comfort in his voice.
"mhm," you mumble, and press you face into his shoulder, the familiar scent of his cologne intoxicating you.
finally, the parking lot came into view. the lot is deserted, except for a single black SUV in the furthest spot.
there seemed to be a bubble around the two of you. landos bodyheat surrounding you, protecting you from the deadly quiet of the streets.
seeing landos car sent and small wave of comfort through you. the dark paint enhancing the curves and detailing of the the vehicle.
just before you can reach the door, you stumble over your own feel for what felt like the hundredth time that night.
before you could hit your head on the car mirror, lando catches you. his arms around you makes you body tingle.
you stare up at him, the moment lasting much longer than necessary. his green eyes were so striking you couldnt form the thoughts, let alone perform the actions, to stand back up.
a slow smile crept over the features over his face.
"be careful," he says, his accent making you feel a bit dizzy. his voice had that effect on you much too often.
you smile shyly in response before he slowly brings your lips to his. your eyes slip shut as you relax into his touch. you were already beginning to lose yourself in the kiss, every inch of his skin under your fingertips was hot to the touch.
his hands glide from your back to your waist, turning and pressing you into the car.
he handled your body carefully and his mouth on yours seemed to sober you up astonishingly quickly.
the slow, sensual energy that had started the kiss was soon gone. the two of you were a mess of hands, lips and heavy breathing. landos knee between your thighs made your legs weak.
heat swirled excitedly in your stomach when you heard lando open the car door. you couldn't help but smile a little into the kiss.
without breaking the kiss, lando slowly pressed you into the back seat of the car. you were oddly aware of the bare skin of your legs and shoulders against the cold leather of the back seat.
he pulled his mouth off yours to gradually trail his lips down to your throat, the anticipation was enough to make you whine. he kissed your neck delicately at first, but soon he impatiently sucked and bit at that one spot that he knew drove you crazy.
your breathe quickened, your heart beating fast. your back arching slightly in response to the stimulation as your hands knotted in his hair.
his lips and teeth marked you flawlessly, littering your neck and chest with hickeys and bite marks. your eyes fluttered, the pleasure washing over you. you struggled to hold back your moans.
while his mouth kept busy, lando began to slowly unzip your dress and pull it down. you're bra was quick to follow.
he brushed his lips down your chest, the feathery sensation of his breath against your skin causing goosebumps to creep up your stomach.
his mouth and fingers pinching your nipples was causing an embarrassing amount of wetness between your legs. you gasp softly. your teeth dug into your lower lip, the frustration of having to stay quiet bubbled in your chest.
landos mouth slowly drifted lower.
he traced soft patterns on your stomach, making you tense up, sucking in a breathe. his hands slowly found their way to your thighs as he gently pushes you legs apart.
your eyes slip shut as he litters your legs with kisses, occasionally nipping softly at the delicate skin.
your eyes open when you feel him begin to gently pull off your panties
"lando-" you breathe "no, we cant, we'll mess up the seats."
no matter how desperate you were in that moment, you knew he adored this car.
"hmm..." lando hums, not at all the response you expected. the vibration of his voice so close to your core affects your entire body.
"i dont wanna ruin the car..." you can barely get the words out. landos fingers make quick work of your panties. he doesnt respond, he only runs is fingers over your folds, spreading out your generous wetness.
you can see the dark glint of pride in his eyes, it happens every time he sees just how incredibly wet you always are for him.
he places one last kiss to your thigh. "fuck the car baby" he murmurs before licking a stripe up to your clit.
you whine in response.
his tongue swirls slowly and sucks gently on your clit while his fingers run over your folds again and again, teasing your entrance.
his mouth and fingers move so tantalizingly gently. you squirm under him, but his hands hold you in place.
"so good." he mumbles.
your fingers tangle in his curls once again.
you bite down on your lip, fighting to keep your moans in. but, it becomes impossible to keep quiet when lando slips two fingers inside of you.
you whimpered, desperately tightening your grip on his hair.
he ran his hands over your thighs, pushing them further apart, forcing your legs to relax the grip they'd previously had.
"just relax baby, no ones around but us." his voice is so dark and so incredibly sexy that you can only nod.
"you dont have to keep quiet." his words went straight to your core. you didnt need to be told twice. you finally free your lower lip from your teeth.
it took hardly any time before his fingers buried inside you so deeply your vision blurred. the sensation from the impossible pace of his fingers shot through your entire body.
his fingers pushed into you until they couldnt go any deeper. you felt his mouth press hot kisses into your neck once again. heat rippled over your body, feeling so close to the edge.
"mmm fuck lando fuck" you screeched, because your brain couldn't form any other words.
moans tumbled from your lips one after the other. no matter how much noise you made it didnt seem like enough to express how he could make you feel.
you were vaguely aware of the slightly chilly night breeze that swept over the interior of the car.
he curled his fingers inside you, rubbing over your g-spot. your eyes rolled back. "lando– i– mmm." you could finish the sentence.
your nails scratched down his arms. he smirked into the crook of your neck, thoughts of the beautiful scratches you constantly left on him swirling inside his mind.
he relished the marks you left on him almost as much as the ones he left on you.
lando felt the way you pulsated around his fingers. he pulled his lips off your neck to watch what was arguably one of his favorite sights.
seeing him look down at you like that was the last push you needed to drown in the pleasure of your orgasm. his eyes were so indescribably intense. his pupils were blown so big that his eyes nearly looked black.
lust laced his features as he watched you come undone beneath him. your mouth open in a silent scream and your chest heaved with each heavy breathe. your hair messy and fanned out, lips pink and puffy, moaning at an impossibly high pitch, cheeks flushed.
once your body finished trembling, and you were left a panting wreck, he pulled his finger out of you. they glistened in the dim light with your fluids. he didnt hesitate to lick them clean.
he repositioned himself one last time between your legs to clean up the rest of your wetness with his tongue.
you probably could have come again with the way lando looked up at you. his eyes locked on yours as he slowly brought his hand up to wipe his mouth.
you could have lost yourself in that moment, in landos eyes, in the features of his face. you were desperate to remember this exact image of the boy in front of you.
but the memory, however, was ripped from you as the loud sound of an engine revving snapped both of you out of it.
you both watched in an anxious silence as you watched the black car pull out of the parking spot.
fuck. you think. whoever got into that car most certainly heard, and probably saw too. you slowly turn your eyes back to look at lando, expecting to see a worried expression.
instead, you're met with an entitled smirk and mischievous glint in your boyfriends eyes.
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ask4mycashapp · 2 years
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can u write a tighnari fluff where tighnari, cyno, collei and reader are playing fnaf? i think it would be super silly ^_^
i love this reqqq 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
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welcome to jumpscare nation!
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• chaos. utter chaos is whats happening in your room at 3 o'clock in the morning:
"WHAT THE HELL IS THAT??????" collei
"AAAHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK?!!" tighnari
"I CLOSED THE DOOR THO?????" cyno
"CYNO,, YOU FUCKING SHIT STAIN,, THIS IS YOUR FAULT!" y/n
"I SWEAR I CLOSED THE DOOR!! IT IS NOT MY FAULT THIS HOE BONNIE'S BIG BODY BITCH ASS GOT THROUGH!" cyno
"YKNOW THIS SOUNDS LIKE A SKILL ISSUE TO ME!" y/n
"FUCK OFF Y/N!" cyno
"NO ONES GONNA TELL ME WHAT IT IS???" collei
"ITS AN ANIMATRONIC BUNNY COLLEI." tighnari
"NOW WHY WOULD THAT BE IN A KIDS ROOM,, TIGHNARI???" collei
"WHY WOULD I KNOW???" tighnari
• howd we get here? well collei had the brilliant idea to have a sleepover,, and your house was voted the best place to hold it,, considering you had all sorts of entertainment. all the latest games,, tvs,, consoles,, streaming services,, etc.
• but out of all of that you all unanimously chose to play fnaf 4.
• the scariest fucking game to exist.
• so with that you opened up the game,, shoved cynos short ass into the chair and pressed new game.
• cyno was pretty confident tho,, talking about how he couldnt be scared by some kids toys,, and he was right...
• until he reached night 2.
• cynos cocky attitude left to paris as soon as he saw foxy start to form in the closet,,
"y/n... what the hell is that???"
"thats foxy,, stupid. hes a pirate fox animatronic."
• cyno was pissing his pants lowkey,, but he kept playing. while he was distracted by foxy,, guess who crept into his room?
• BONNIE.
* cue the screeching *
• so yeah collei hid under the covers,, tighnari tried his best to cover his elephant sized ears,, you just laughed and cyno sat there flabbergasted.
• all while collei screeched.
• after cyno died,, it was colleis turn. and she was petrified.
• she ultimately started to tear up and ended up going to get some water 🥲☠️
• poor collei .
• next was tighnari,, who agreed to play as long as the sound was turned down.
• tighnari cleared nights 1-4 pretty easily until he was brutally murdered by nightmare fredbear during night 5.
• he was so pissed his ears kept twitching 😭
• and then it was your turn and you actually managed to clear the game mad easily.
• cyno was screeching that you had mods
• collei was busy crying
• and tighnari just looked astonished
• after the games everyone went to bed except you
• you quickly uninstalled the game mods and then went to sleep with rest <3
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did this pretty quick so sorry if its ass
everything ?
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kingkennny10 · 1 year
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Please Please Please
SP Apocalypse AU
Pt. 1 Inseparable
this is in fact the teaser to my apocalypse au with poly stenny, i have so much planned out for this and i couldnt be anymore excited, comment characters you wanna see, also, for some it might be a lil confusing reading cause im not gonna write it linear with one set group, youre gonna see other groups aswell, maybe a couple little sub plots here n there 😈
gn!reader, in future chapters there will be plenty of gore!! But not this one 🥱
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I remember when we were all kids and used to hang out. Me, Stan, Kenny, Kyle, Eric, and Butters. Playing whatever made up game we could think of. Sometimes playing horse at the basketball court. It was a lot of fun back then, we thought nothing could ever separate us.
Middle school came along and it kinda did split us up, Kyle and Stan became their own little duo, they got tired of Erics crazy schemes. Me, Kenny, Eric and Butters stuck for a while still doing some of the old things we used to do all together.
High school came next and I ended up getting real close with Tolkien, Jimmy and the rest of their friends. We all got super close for a while. No one wanted to be around Eric anymore, he never changed. I ended up seeing Stan and Kyle more at that time because Stan picked up a job at the Tweaks Coffee Shop which led them to get close with Tweek and Craig. Kenny really only hung out with Butters by then, sometimes we would make passing conversations in the halls. Eventually when graduation came around it was just me, Jimmy, Tolkien and Clyde. Clyde left too after a couple months, he was always too busy to actually be friends with us.
After around a year and a half I could still see Stan whenever I’d pop in randomly at the Tweak’s coffee shop, found out him and Ike got real close. Butters still worked at the ice cream parlor that me Jimmy and Tolkien would catch up at maybe once a month. We stopped seeing Tolkien after he left for the police academy, he would still text at random times to check up on us. Since then the last I’d heard about everyone was that Kenny and Butters were living together, and that Kyle and Stan bought back the original Marsh family home together. Im glad there’s still remnants of the old group, maybe we are inseparable after all.
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alright fellas, this is the first lil teaser snippet, this au is my baby rn, i have the next like 3 chapters set for it BUT i think ima post on wednesdays only, so tomorrow you will get another chapter! doin slow posts cause im just a lil bit evil and dont wanna burn myself out, in typical me fashion this au does have a whole damn playlist, cause lord knows i cant live without music 🙄
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pro-crastinate17 · 11 months
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hello this will be a reaction to black friday starkid because i like to talk about the things i like
(it ended up only being act 1 bc it got super long lol)
ths is only my third time watching it and the first time was like. 2 years ago (the second time was only a few months ago but i didnt absorb enough or write this so here we go again)
will be VERY long btw
in the jingle when angelas sniggle says "we're the sniggles! don't be scared!" she winks when she says dont be scared. this is. foreshadowing :thumbsup:
never getting over "hes deep down in drowsy town, sleepng the dreamless sleep of the dead!"
also JAMES TOLBERT!!!!! his VOICE im so <3 [heart]
also oh my god im reading WAY too far into this but. "hes riding santas sleigh cause hes friends with all the elves" wigglys main allies are uncle wiley and linda monroe, who are played by joey and lauren, who both play elves in santa claus is going to high school!!!
OUGH i love the announcer whose voice is that?? it is reminiscent of big bill hells lol
"i wanted a salad, but now i have a child" never gets old lol. also the exposition in this scene is FLAWLESS mwah
THE LA DI DA DA DAY MOTIF IN THE BACKGROUND LMAO (it is definitely NOT a la di da da day)
"i do not get flashbacks!!! ...i remember bad things vividly." TOM IS SO ME CODED LOL
emma doing paul's "okay" thing gives me LIFE
DYLAN SAUNDERS APPRECIATION MOMENT i love tom houston so much i love dylan saunders oh my goodness gracious literally flawless acting !!! and his VOICE i cant even (also him holding up his hands like the steering wheel is such good foreshadowing for him having been the one driving!!)
tom is COMPLETELY unable to read sarcasm. tom houston autism confirmed. (/silly)
OK OK I KNOW that "bud" is a common way to refer to weed. however. lex smoking weed in hatchetfield and says "bud" specifically?? PERKYS BUDS REFERENCE!
the "to nordstrom? ah shiiit!" he sounds so canadian?? i cant be the only one hearing this lol what was that
COREY DORRIS APPRECIATION MOMENT!!!!! HIS VOICE HIS ACTING HES SOOOO <3 [heart] also the frank and uncle wiley interaction is SO FUNNY !!! and the condescension paired with calling lex "alexandra" is a rlly good way to make it obvious how icky frank is i love it
"honest?" "cross my heart, hope to die" BUT HE WAS LYING AND THEN HE DIES. I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE STARKID
am i the only one whos curious about the gerald cinnabon story lmao. what did he DO that was so bad that gary goldstein attorney at law couldnt save him from the consequences?
"thats called a BRIBE and its ILLEGAL!!!" *skeptical look* "...or it SHOULD be." IM GIGGLING
im osrry the "my CHILDREN were accidents" line KILLS ME lmao. esp bc she literally IS making it everyone elses problem (by demanding 4 wigglys)!!
ik this fandom talks a lot about "stop crying gerald i wasnt talking to you" but i dont think we pay enough attention to lindas stanley monologue. like holy shit.
ALSO TOM TAKES THE SPOT BEHIND BECKY IN LINE AND DOESNT PAY ANYONE and no one even notces bc theyre all too busy gossiping lmao also what do you say is SUCH a good song aaaa!!! (why is the homeless man so invested on
"tHe YeArS hAvE pAsSeD"
FRANK MY BELOVED I LOOOVE OUR DOORS ARE OPEN
unrelated but i just noticed curt (the farmer who has peanuts the hatchetfield pocket squirrel during what if tomorrow comes) does not currently have peanuts the hatchetfield pocket squirrel! how does he come to be in possession of peanuts? was peanuts also drawn to wiggly (since he is canonically a sentient being?) what is really going on here? maybe this was the real conspiracy all along /silly
JEFF BLIM WIGGLY HANDS (also distinctly resembles the wiggly hands jon does as wiggly in npmd!!)
also feast or famine is an INCREDIBLE song like actually AAAAAA !!! chaos reigns!!!
is ethan wearing a kilt? or a skirt?? also him saying "more bad" instead of worse GIGGLE
tom scaring gary off just by looking scary is PEAK comedy i take no criticism
"aHhH yUmMy!!!!!"
"I HAVE A HAIR APPOINTMENT TODAAAAAAAAAY"
the resurgence of hello naughty list?? does sthat mean uncle wiley originally wanted lex to be the prophet. DOES THAT MEAN UNCLE WILEY ORIGINALLY WANTED LEX TO BE THE PROPHET.
i cant stop saying "i have pepper spray and i use it more than you can possibly imagine", also "ohh i dont know if you wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna wanna FUCK with me miss monroe" ITS SO SILLY
when he sings the little "why should you give when you can get" BE STILL MY HEART (i have gender envy for joey richter)
"all you gotta do is just do what you do best-" "SHOP." "-be a mother." "...right." I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC.
"yEs I fUcKiNg SeE hIm"
i never noticed bob is a parody of obama lmao ALSO HIM COMFORTING WIGGLY AFTER HOWIE CALLS HIM A FUCKING WEIRD LITTLE MONSTER LMAO
"iLL bItE yOuR nIpPLe OfF"
the way the wiggly is damaged is NOT what wouldve happened from being shot. but thats ok bc its my babygirl general john macnamara <3 [heart]
MONSTERS AND MEN IS SO GOOD. I LOVE JEFFS VOICE SM JEFF BLIM APPRECATION MOMENT !!!!! also he looks Rigjt at the camera when he says "its nothing on your phone" GIGGLE
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musubiki · 1 year
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im ngl noww that you say that you do art as a hobby, im just intrigued by how you are so confident and are able to have the free time to do it as a hobby...
i hope i didnt make a mistake taking art college ;; IM ROOTING FOR YOU TOO! its so luckily nowdays to have a job youre at least okay with but also have some really fun hobby on the side too
to one broke college student to another do u have any advice for future years? i ltrly just started college like 3 weeks ago
aaaa as far as time for the hobby goes, i actually only have that kinda time very recently (like over the summer and this semester).....if you noticed, i kinda dropped off for a year where i mustve only drawn like 10 things??? which is because last year was such a busy year for me in terms of work and courses...but this semester is better because im only in 3 classes: one doesnt have any exams and another im retaking (cuz i didnt pass the summer comp exam for it lol) so its all content ive seen before!! so this semester is a little easier and i can draw a bit more when i dont have homework or on the weekends!!!
as far as advice goes, (im not sure how art school works? or if youre in a normal university just majoring in art?) id say: take a lot of different classes to see what you like! explore different areas, and i think it might also be good to have like.....a contingency plan so to speak. like in my undergrad i got a minor in anthropology and almost got a certificate in accounting just so i had a little more options post-undergrad if the math major didnt work out!! so doing something like that is never a bad idea!!! (my undergrad program had a requirement to fulfill a certain amount of credits outside your major courses, so i used those to explore different things)
also dont be afraid to change if you feel you dont like your current path.....like i mentioned i was an astronomy major in undergrad first, and had wanted to go into astronomy since i was a kid, but found eventually it wasnt for me (i couldnt cut it in physics) and switched to something i wasnt SUPER passionate about, but i was good at it!! which was a huge decision for me and lowkey pretty risky (the fuck do you do with a math major?? everyone i asked they just replied "Oh you can do lots of things!" and never gave me an actual job title)
try to do summer internships if you can! as long as its financially feasible for you, itll make your resume a lot beefier when you graduate if employers/grad school see that you already have several experiences under your belt (and experience compounds on itself-- the more you have the more likely you are to get more!! for example here in my program, if you have more stats and coding experience coming in youre more likely to get more stats/coding assistantships, so you gain even more experience over the person who had no stats/coding experience prior and as a result got sent to be a TA or something. so the person who already had experience gets more experience and the person who didnt falls even further behind :') (me) )
networking is also important!!! since youre just in undergrad, i would recommend starting by talking to professors when you can. doesnt need to be like, going out of your way to go to their office hours and talk stories, but maybe chat a bit before/after class!! ask them how their weekend went, ask a dumb clarifying question!! i got to my current grad program because my professor came to me before class one day and said "I have a friend from [my current program] coming to recruit, you should go meet him." so be friendly with your professors so they get to know you and will pass on opportunities when they hear about them!!
a lot of professors get emails from all kinds of jobs/programs to the effect of "[place] is looking to recuit/hire" and they can pass those your way if youre on their radar!! and lastly work hard!!
(anyway this is advice i have based on my own experiences and what worked for me, it will most likely be different for you!! stay on top of your studies, but also force yourself to rest every so often!! I personally do not do any work on saterdays and try not to on sundays!! so i feel okay working hard the other nights of the week so i have two full days of rest....sacrifice your work-week free time for grades :') sometimes the best thing for your mental health is just getting the thing you dont wanna do out of the way!! good luck in uni!!!)
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hi reina my love,
im so sorry I went inactive for two days I was super busy and just couldnt cope and keep up with everything going on in my life right now and rarely had time to open my phone. But I promise that i’ll always try to make it up to you whether it be this week or in the next days.
I cant forgive myself knowing I didnt greet you on your birthday!!!! oh my lord…I will forever be guilted by this…well in that case here’s a letter I made hehe <33
Dear Reina,
I wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude for your presence in my life. Even though we haven't met in person, you have become such an important part of my daily routine. Our conversations, shared thoughts, and laughs have become my solace in times of stress and my celebration in times of joy.
I appreciate your willingness to listen, your kind words, and your willingness to share your own experiences. You have provided me with a sounding board, a cheerleader, and a confidante. Knowing that you are just a message away gives me such comfort and peace. You are such an incredibly talented and beautiful person and though I haven’t seen your face, I know your gorgeous inside and out. Talking to you, reading your writings, and sending my reactions to you knowing I was able to make you smile is and always will ne the highlight of my day.
I feel incredibly lucky to have you as my best friend. Im not sure if you know this but, you truly have made a positive impact on my life, and I hope that I have done the same for you. I look forward to continuing our journey together, sharing more laughs, and making more memories.
Thank you for being such an amazing friend.
I wish you the happiest birthday ever!!!!! you deserve everything and more. I love you always.
With so much love,
Nik
oh my girl! dont worry about the bday, i purposely left it out bc i get too overwhelmed by letting ppl know about my birthdate lol. i'm so glad to hear back from you, i know you've been busy. hows ballet practice?
and i just want to say that your message, along with @iamliacamila , @heeshees , @moonmoongi and my Em anon and everyone else that have sent me bday wishes and heartfelt messages, i love you all. these messages make my day and make life truly worth living for. i love that i am able to bring you guys joy and content within this blog, and allow your minds to escape reality, I'm a firm believer that we need to be a little delulu to keep ourselves sane lol. but i am so happy that i made this blog to connect and make friends, which was something i was lacking bc i just never really had the opportunity to make a whole lot in person. but this is way better if you ask me lol. to think that it all started from my friend who stans enhypen, and convinced me to make this blog and turn my fics into heeseung fics lol. ofc i had to pick her brain and have her educate me on who the hell enhypen was, and still, there are some days that i have to hit her up for some new photos or information to reflect in the fics, but i'm glad that i know about them solely bc i get to meet and become friends with you and everyone else. <3
this photo is something i'm vibing to rn bc i have a big cheese eating grin on my face lol.
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trapper-faggot · 2 years
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Thank god im getting hours again
long ass ramble under the cut
So I'm back at my old job.
I worked there August-early December as the head of an after school program, where I completely burnt out. I was working 45-50 hour weeks constantly, always on call, always stressed, so I hit my breaking point and quit. However I made a point to do so on good terms, and left the possibility of subbing open.
Well I lost 2 whole fucking months to depression, and job hunting is hell, and so I reached out to my buddy who is a site director at the site closest to my old one. She got me 3 shifts last week, and I could have picked up a 4th just I was busy when she messaged me. This week I have 3, potentially 4 once again.
And like... I LIKE the work, I love playing with kids, I love the routine, I love teaching. This job allows me to sit, hell sometimes large chunks of my shifts end up "racing a kid in long division cause he just learned and is super excited. this excitement is contagious and soon there are 5 children cramming around solving math problems" or "kindergartner spends recess showing me how good she is at hop scotch and karate and ballet and ballet karate"
Also?? I am DAMN good at my job. I am! I can admit that! My first ever job was teaching, I baby sat a lot, I genuinely really enjoy playing with kids and teaching. As a site director I was immensely overworked but it was universally agreed upon that I was thrown into a bad situation and did an amazing job all things considered! I held that place together until I couldnt anymore, and sounds like its still a mess over there, which tbh is validating. I am on top of things! I am a very good employee and teacher! As a former site director, I understand the back workings of everything, and what needs to be done. I actually made myself look good, because I remembered that since I was last there they had added a new government training needed for my file, and asked my friend if she could send me a link so I would be 100% up to date. Given that a lot of teachers are behind on or not doing their trainings, this makes me look fantastic.
AND!!! The pay is SO good. Like until I get my first paycheck I don't know what my exact rate is. but minimum wage here is around 15, starbucks I think i was getting 15.25, and this job starts teachers at fucking 19 an hour. As a site director I was getting 23 an hour, but post taxes it ended up closer to 19 cause it was a higher tax bracket. But like...either way. This job pays fucking bank if you can do the work.
And like... at the end of the day I am valuable and needed. The company has been having a lot of staffing problems, both from high turnover in the educational/childcare sector in general, but also because of federal background checks being super super slowed down. (this might not still be a problem but it was from july to december of last year). Other than this one training I am 100% trained. In fact for the position, over trained. I am comfortable with the job, know how things work, and like whether I'm officially a site director or not that is still a cohort I used to belong to, and I'm still in contact with one of them. I know people at most if not all sites, the district manager really liked me, and had actually tried to get me to stay by suggesting I step down to a teacher position, like I'm trying to get now.
IDK. Sorry if you've read all of this and are expecting a point, its just...so much to think about. Like...I left this job for a lot of reasons, but one was that I wasn't fully qualified for the position I was in legally speaking, and I was basically being slowly be replaced embarrassingly, cause everyone knew me as the one in charge but suddenly I wasn't. But I'm still a good teacher, it was just a bad situation. And like...theres a lot of teachers out there that aren't that great, but all the site directors in the area as well as the district manager know I'm damn good. And its this weird position where I'm basically walking in like "sup I'm back, you know you missed me, give me shifts, I can do whatever where ever, you know me" And so far it seems to be working.
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stayteezdreams · 10 months
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finally back to reply ugh i havent been active on here coz classes are kicking my butt and mental health is absolutely dead and the fear of the future is too much im sorry how are you? how was your thanksgiving if you celebrate? were you able to fix the flooding issue that happened a while ago at your house? how are your dogs? Hows your mum doing? (okay so i couldnt send the ask to your other blog coz it kept saying bad request dunno why)
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Hii!~ No worries, I understand the struggle. I'm sure everything will work out, I am rooting for you! <3 <3 If you ever need to rant or talk anything through my dms and ask box (on either blog) are always open! <3
That's weird that you couldn't send an ask to my other blog, wonder what that's about. Hmm.
My Thanksgiving was good! I host/cook everything myself so its always busy, but it turned out good! How was yours? (If you celebrate as well)
My door hasn't been fixed to stop any water flooding, but monsoon season is over so it shouldn't happen again unless we get a winter storm. But I got the bottom of the door blocked off so rain can't come through as much again.
As for my dogs and mom, everyone is doing well! Thank you for asking <3
I hope everything is going well with you otherwise. I know school/classes can be stressful as hell, so make sure to put time aside for yourself to relax!
As for his blog, I knew about Kpop and heard some of it occasionally, but was not super into it until I discovered Stray Kids (through tik tok of all places lol). Once I got really into Stray Kids, I then got into Ateez (another group), and then I just spiraled into the writing side of it lol. So I've only been in the "kpop world" for a little over a year now.
I was reblogging a lot of Kpop stuff on my sideblog (truthbehindthereflection) and I felt like my followers there didn't want to see it that much so I made this blog and decided to start writing!
I don't get into the fandom stuff too much because it can unfortunately be very toxic in some areas. But all of the writers I've come across (or most of them) are super cool! I'm enjoying having this blog a lot!
xx
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heeseongism · 2 years
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Jayis a race driver he loves the rush of his car going super fast. You are the flag girl who tells the drivers to go and also passes out the money to the winner.
When Jay won and you gave the money to him the guy who lost to him grabbed you and started to touch you inappropriately, Jay all of a sudden punch him in the face breaking the guys nose.
Fast forward to you giving a blowjob for not only winning but also protecting you from that creep.
I wanted to give you something because we are now soulmates <3.
you'd let him drive you to his house as a thank you gift for his kind actions, but as respectful as jay wants to be he cant help but stare at the way your cleavage practically spilled out of your crop top, or the way your your mini skirt barely covers the soft flesh of your ass which he wants to leave red marks all over so badly, hes had his eyes on you ever since he came into the street racing business just like everyone else, and now he could finally have you all to himself
he feels bad for thinking this way about you but little does he know, you feel the exact same way maybe even more so. You rest you hand on his thigh and subtly grab at them, caressing his thighs as you look at him with a devilish smirk on your face "focus on the road baby" you coo
his breath hitches as your hand moves closer and closer to his crotch, deciding to tease him a little you lay your palm on his growing bulge, slightly massaging him through his pants making him release throaty groans as he throws his head back, eyes still on the road, he couldnt risk getting in an accident, not when you were practically begging to be ruined by him
when you get to his house you both stumble your way to his bedroom, undressing eachother with every step, throwing your panties god knows where (trust me when i say jay will HUNT for those panties and keep them to himself) he pins you against the wall and leaves sloppy wet kisses all over your neck, marking you in places that would be visible to everyone
"let me taste you, please" you whine, you wanted to repay him for what he did for you, and so he nodded with a grin, releasing you from his grip letting you get down on your knees, you smile up at him before letting your jaw go slack as you take him in your mouth in one go, closing your lips around his shaft whilst you pumped the parts of his length that wouldnt fit inside. you spend about ten minutes just teasing him, licking the tip of his cock and sucking on his balls before jay cant handle it anymore and thrusts his dick down your throat making tears well up in your eyes but you love it, he continues this until he cums but you guys are far from finishing the night ahead of you 👀
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natewriteslol · 3 years
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Hey! Could i request the dorm leaders with an esper MC? Kinda like Mob psycho or Saiki k :) and maybe they don't really use this ability of theirs that much since in their world they're literally a teen who's trying to live a normal life(like Mob basically), so nobody knew about their psychic powers except Grim since the mirror said that he couldnt sense any magic in them(i'm pretty sure that psychic powers don't really count as magic but idk lol).
Feel free to ignore if you don't wanna write it! :)
 A/N: Ooh this was a fun one! I haven't watched Mob Psycho (I know about that fine ass blonde man-) but I have watched Saiki k and I loved it, still need to finish it tho jlafljhdas 
Characters: Kalim Al-Asim, Riddle Rosehearts, Leona Kingscholar, Vil Schoenheit, Azul Ashengrotto, Idia Shroud, Malleus Draconia
P.S: I’m so sorry this is so long omg but I guess this is a strong comeback-
Warnings: none except for language
Riddle:
-You wanted to stay as far away as possible from him
-Riddle was part of the trio of people you wanted to stay away from: Riddle, Vil, and Azul
-Riddle paid so much attention to fine details that if something was up, he'd definitely notice it
-But unfortunately you were best friends with the two goobers of Heartslabyul: Ace and Deuce
-And Riddle had started to pay attention to you and your habits, and something was off with you
-It's almost as though you tried too hard to be normal, like Jamil
-And he could never let something like that happen again, so yes he was watching you
-One day you accidently slipped up and was irresponsible with your powers
-Grim was bothering you since he got into a deal with Azul for tuna and they were standing outside with the twins, since Grim lost
-You told him to fend for himself and teleported, however you didn’t plan where you would go
-And you teleported into the Heartslabyul dorm
-What sucks is that your teleportation power was literally flashy with a bright ass green light every time you popped in somewhere
-Just when you thought you were lucky since the whole dorm was uninhabited...except for Riddle who watched the whole thing
-He was completely shocked, he didn’t know what to say other than “What did you just do?!” 
-You explained to him, and that just pieced everything together
-How you solved overblots with such ease, and that one day you had a “strength potion to test for Azul” was such bs!
-Riddle ends up keeping your secret, since he values your privacy but if you do something major and mess up then he will tell!
-”I understand but please be more careful with your powers. I need to institute discipline and you are no exception, Y/N.”
-He really does care about you and doesn’t want you to be found out 
-Goes the extra mile to cover for you often, and in exchange you help him out with things :)
Leona:
-He didn't really care about you at first but as you started to hang Jack and Ruggie, Leona started to get more suspicious
-Your scent had proven that you had some trace of magic, but Leona just couldn't put his finger on it
-So he sent Ruggie after you for a couple of days
-If you were a threat to Savanaclaw, Leona would crush you
-But Ruggie had only reported back that everything with you was perfectly normal
-"Just give it up Leona, they're just an ordinary human. The scent is probably weird because they're from a completely different world."
-But Leona still had that feeling, so he was keeping an eye on you
-You had made a deal with Crowley to keep your powers secret to solve problems on campus (it did cut repair costs and handymen costs in half so-)
-Your new quest was to rid the forest of the Angolo fungus that was manifesting into living fungus blobs 
-The one thing that gave you away was Grim, as you both had to stop by the Greenhouse to read some info about the fungus
-The cat beast was being far too loud, not understanding why he had to go and mess around with the icky fungus
-You simply replied “It’ll be quick, I’ll just use Hydrokinesis and dry out the fungus since they’re mainly filled with water. They become fertilizer once dried so we can just leave them there.”
-And there Leona was, ears perked up once he heard your voice
-Hydrokinesis? What are you talking about?
-So he set off, following you to the forest
-You started to fly, turning the once green and lively fungus to brown dust while Grim napped against a tree
-Leona for the first time in the while, was left speechless
-Once you noticed him, you realized you had to talk to him
-Confronting him later on, luckily Leona didn’t spill to anyone 
-He promised to never tell anyone about what he saw, and had no clapbacks for what you had to say 
- Leona doesn’t even benefit from this secret...besides mayyybee one day asking for your help if his pride lets him
-By the Great Seven why does everything have to not be in his favor-
Azul:
-Another one who you have got to be careful around, since he’s incredibly observant
-More observant than Riddle
-Azul noticed that you’re an incredibly average person, and were incredibly relaxed even during the most stressful situations
-And almost every single time whenever you were in a tight spot, it works in your favor
-Just how is that possible? Solving overblots left and right? Every single time you disappeared the infestation of magical beasts are gone? 
-One day, you were getting picked on by a three guys, their stature far above yours and incredibly strong. How could you possibly win?
-Just as he was about to scoop in a save you, you slammed one of the men into the concrete, taking on the other two by electrocuting them, the blue lightning buzzing in your palms
-They were completely knocked out, dusting off your palms and picking up your things only to face Azul’s eyes
-After giving an explanation of what that was, he was still speechless
-Azul at first was incredibly shocked and then since Azul is Azul... later on realized this had benefits
-He could just blackmail you to be his new bodyguard!
-Oh how he always manages to bend life to his will-!
-So you could just wipe his memory... or turn him into stone...nvm
-You’re now Azul’s arch nemesis since you end up saving people from his scamming and you’re basically untouchable and there’s nothing he can do about it
-But he does find your great strength admirable (and a lil hot, I mean what can u say seeing someone floating in the air with electricity flowing through them is a nice look okay Nate shut up)
Kalim: 
-Oh Kalim my beloved
-He just thinks that you’re incredibly talented and a little mysterious
-You have your little quirks and he has his! Who is he to judge?
-Until one day you wanted to make the load lighter on Jamil, since the berries that Kalim had requested for were only in season in one country
-You decided to just teleport and then come back with the berries so Kalim wouldn’t be pouty 
-You were outside the door ready to teleport when last minute you felt a hand on your shoulder
- “Oh Y/N you forgot-!”
-And there both you and Kalim were, in a berry field thousands of miles away from the Scarabia dorm
-Kalim screams, falling to the lush green of the field
-What happened?! Where are we?! How did you do that?!
-You quickly gathered all the berries at light speed, making sure that you got back before Jamil realized that you were gone
-Kalim wasn’t scared of you, rather impressed that you were able to keep a secret for that long, he could never!
-You’re already super cool, and on top of this you have otherwordly powers!
- “It must’ve been stressful living your life like this! But don’t worry, I’ll keep your secret!”
-Yes he sometimes asks you to perform some of your powers for him, sorry Y/N-
Vil:
-While you were his friend, he was incredibly suspicious of you
-Even though you wiped everyone’s memory, he still had the faint memory of when he was in overblot mode of you blasting him with a beam of light
-Vil was incredibly upset as one of his assistants had mixed up his items, and left one of his vital skincare items on the set of where they were filming a new commercial
-It was being shipped and would take 3 days to reach NRC
-His mood was horrible and you had to do something about it to give grace to the Pomefiore dorm
-So you went to the second story of the Pomefiore dorm, ready to use Apport (the power to pull anything before you) 
-However, Vil felt incredibly guilty
-He was acting like a child and he shouldn’t have taken it out on the people who he loves and values
- “Y/N, how I was acting was incredibly inappropriate and- is that my moisturizer? How did you get it?”
-Starts freaking out as this was impossible as it was on it’s way from being shipped from another country
-This was the last straw for him ther was no justification for this that wasn't done by some form of magic
-He takes you to his room to make you sit down and give him an explanation for this
-Once you finished, Vil understood but was still freaked out
-He cares alot about keeping your powers a secret and will cover for you
-"So my aport powers need to exchange something of equal value so... I exchanged it with that Scucci purse over there-
-"MY LIMITED EDITION SCUCCI PURSE?!"
-He loves you, but you're dead to him, Y/N dear
Idia:
-Before he knew you, he didn't really notice anything off with you
-A little quiet sure but he minded his own business, he had bigger things to focus on
-Until you hung around Ignihyde more often for a project, fixing a huge generator by yourself for one of your partners for a project
-They took a break only after you told them that they could and apprehensive went to go get food and water
-Anyone with eyes could see that there's an overbearing amount of energy flowing through the fairly large sized cube
-Wait, you were wearing no gloves, you could get electrocuted! Why would have your bare hands on something like that?!
-Just as he was able to yell, it was too late, your whole body was flowing with the bright blue energy... and then you let go
-You were walking completely fine, you went and held a random wire on the ground, placing the electricity inside
-The static from your hair was gone, and you looked completely normal. . .
-Just what the hell are you?
-He did hours of research trying to figure you out, even sending Ortho to monitor you
-Yet there was nothing, you were just a “regular teen” 
-Was ready to get S.T.Y.X.S on your ass- (is that too soon to joke abt my bad overblot boys-)
-Until one day he caught you again bending electricity to your will
-Is incredibly impressed with your power (lowkey wanting to experiment on you)
-After he realizes that you can read minds Idia is so damn frightened
- “O-Okay I promise not to say anything, just don’t tell anyone what I’m thinking a-alright?!”
Malleus:
-You were one of the only people who he trusted
-Malleus had always detected some form of magical aura that was otherworldly from you and it never seemed to fade
-And it wasn’t often, but it was almost like you knew what he was thinking
-Whenever he was deeply upset he felt a twinge of energy from you, and then you would insist and help him out with his problems
-And he flat out says “Are you reading my mind, Y/N?”
-You had never been directly outed like this before, you felt horrible 
-You never read people’s minds unless it was very necessary
-whenever Malleus felt deeply gloomy you felt like it was important to just read his mind and help him with the problem
-You explained it to him and apologized, but he wasn’t upset
-In fact, he was smiling?
- “It seems like we have alot of things that we’re hiding from each other. But... you always had the best intentions whenever you used your abilities”
-He let out a sigh and reluctantly admitted, “And, I know that I’m quite stubborn with revealing my feelings.” 
- “I will keep your secret as long as you keep mine, Child of Man,” the dragon fae said, you both shaking on it
- “I always had a feeling that you were special, but I never thought it would be something of this caliber...” 
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midasinc · 3 years
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les amis and physical insecurities (modern setting for some):
enjolras: since going on T, he’s gotten really bad acne and over the years it’s gotten a lil better, but he gets insecure over his skin. he also had super crooked teeth as a kid and wore braces until halfway through high school and to this day, he only smiles with his mouth closed. when he laughs he puts his hand over his mouth because even though he has perfectly straight teeth now, he felt ugly as a kid with the braces
combeferre: he’s really hairy and it kind of bothers him. he doesn’t want people to see him shirtless and point out his thick shoulder, back, and stomach/chest hair or anything because it makes him feel really bad about himself. it is literally so normal but as a kid he got teased as a kid for it in the summers and now he wears a shirt to the beach and the pool and refuses to take it off, even in the water :(
courfeyrac: everything and everything. he’s surprisingly insecure but he hides it well. he flip flops between feeling like the sexiest man alive and then hating himself for his weight and his nose and how his pinkie finger on his left hand is a LITTLE crooked and-
prouvaire: sometimes he feels insecure about his frame bc cis!gnc jp loves to present femininely and struggles to find a lot of clothing that actually fits him. he’s tall and has broad shoulders and that keeps him from fitting into a lot of the shirts that he actually likes and sometimes shopping for clothes winds up being a quiet mental breakdown in a changing room because he just wants to look cute and it feels like he cant
feuilly: he’s got a lazy eye that he sometimes wishes wasnt a thing but otherwise doesn’t bother him. feuilly honestly isnt insecure about a lot. he’s too busy being like a sim just going through daily tasks to stay alive
bahorel: oh this dude is so fucked up from fights. forget grantaire, this guy has the most busted nose youve ever seen in your life. it’s so busted that he snores like a lumberjack sawing logs and he gets really embarrassed when people joke about it. he used to be a lil insecure about his weight bc he’s got a soft tummy but then he realized he’s comfy for people and cats to nap on and he’s a good hugger and now he has no issue with himself in that regard
joly: he’s got acne scarring from his when he was a teen and young adult and i hc him to have dermatillomania so he was never unable to leave his skin alone. he’d pick until he bled and joly knew it was a bad and he should stop, but he physically couldnt. he also has a clubbed foot but he’s not really insecure about it anymore. when he was a kid though? yeah it was really bad growing up for him, he got bullied a LOT. typically he just has the “it’s my body and that’s okay” disposition, but when strangers stare he gets twinges of anxiety over feeling like embarrassed and insecure. people underestimate him a lot in the medical community for it too and that’s a major annoyance/insecurity he deals with on the daily
bossuet: he has total alopecia and has no hair at all. similarly to joly’s foot, he isnt insecure about it anymore but when he was a kid it was really really hard for him to lose his hair. he and grantaire have been friends forever though, and grantaire shaved his head in solidarity. as an adult he isnt insecure about a lot bc he knows not to take himself too seriously but also that self love is a virtue <3
grantaire: similarly to courfeyrac, he’s insecure about everything and lets EVERYONE know. i love this guy but if you even dare try to compliment him he will return it with a receipt and put you in an awkward position of feeling somewhat responsible for making him feel better even though you were nice in the first place. he’s insecure about his body hair and his weight when he’s next to his other friends that are built like toothpicks and he’s insecure about his teeth bc they’re crooked and he’s got a bit of an underbite and he has a lot of acne scarring from when he was a teenager and was unable to leave his skin alone. his self image is really warped
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enderspawn · 3 years
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op I am pleading for you to talk about c!Schlatt I keep getting interrogated for saying c!Schlatt was the best president and he really didn't do anything super terribly wrong please talk about him
i mean... im sorry anon but idk abt best PRESIDENT. manburg under schlatt.... kind of sucked imo JFKDLSJFKL
1. manburg had massive food shortages, to the point the average citizen (including fundy) had to eat spider eyes to survive.
2. he imposed ludicrious tax of his civillians (namely niki. we dont know if he did that to Every Business like w fundy or if he targeted niki specifically bc of her closeness to the ex-president, but neither is good)
3. exiled those who he saw as political opponents to keep his power
4. straight up ignored his cabinet a lot of the time to make his own decisions (such as destroying the white house, which led to quackity leaving)
5. was widely hated by all the citizens. literally at one point all the ppl left in manburg was schlatt and jack manifold (who was MIA on the server and left to found Manifold Land when he came back)
6. held a public execution, AGAIN without the consent or knowledge of his cabinet (IF I REMEMBER RIGHT. i know big q opposed the execution at minimum, but idk for sure if he knew it was planned at all before the festival)
7. was basically at war his entire presidency thanks to pogtopia's existence
and thats just what i can think of rn! the reasons i like c!schlatt are fully based around him as a character and HIS personal development, not around his policies or actions. especially when compared to the other two presidents, who either won or prevented a war and kept the majority of its citizens happier and healthier than Manburg, he's.... probably the worst president they had tbh
BUT since you gave me an excuse to ramble abt him anyway, i wanna go on abt what i DO like abt him (under a cut bc this post is already kinda long oops) but
tldr; i like schlatt bc of his relationships with others, his flaws and pitiable moments, and how he is a fantastic parallel/foil to the characters around him
I like his complex (and yes, abusive) relationship with quackity, especially after his death and quackity's feelings flipping rapidly between hating him and missing him. but before that they did have a honeymoon-esque period-- at least from quackity's view.
watching their date you get the idea schlatt mightve never really been interested in him and mightve just been using quackity's interest in him for his own advancement! but we dont know.
maybe he did truly love quackity in his own fucked up way in the end, even if he wasnt a good person. maybe he regrets his actions and cruelty. or maybe he doesnt.
in the end they were (like the animatic i linked said) "built from the same dirt", they're both incredibly ambitious and prideful people and parallel each other a LOT (see: q's need for power, his want to execute ranboo paralleling tubbos execution, etc). they're not good for one another, but i love seeing just how they fall apart together (i hope you die, i hope we both die kind of beat)
and.... god his relationship and impact w fundy i could ramble abt all day dude. fundy kept schlatt's sword after his death and calls it an heirloom. we dont know 100% how old fundy was when wilbur was exiled (i mena... he ran for president but current fundy is like 20something and tommy ALSO ran as vp at 16) but we can assume he was a late teen. his own father was gone, but schlatt... seemed to CARE. he showed him affection.
fundy's never truly felt like hes BELONGED anywhere (even the country his father said was all for him, he felt ostracized and made different by his fathers doting babying) and because of that hes always looking for a group to be a part of. hes a people pleaser (its part of why hes so easy for big q to get for las nevadas).
and schlatt GIVES him that feeling of belonging he deserves. hes a spy the entire time, yes, but he becomes conflicted about it as time goes on.
could schlatt just be using fundy and filling his head with empty praise? sure, i couldnt fault you at all for that interpretation, its perfectly valid. BUT, i dont think so. he seemed genuinely shocked to see fundy oppose him on nov 16th. remember, he didnt know fundy was a spy.
in that moment he realizes just HOW alone he is and always has been. and its a tragic moment: the last person he had, the person he himself mightve truly CARED about left him just like everyone else. he was alone, truly and fully. even his allies were only there out of obligation and bc of him paying.
he knows his health has been failing him. he cant even swim due to muscular issues but he refuses see a doctor about it because he refuses to let himself be seen as weak.
hell, one could argue that issue leads to his abraisive and abusive behavoir in relationships: he refuses to let himself be true and genuine to anyone, there always has to be a wall and a proud perfect persona. its part of why hes a great villain both in narrative and to watch as a casual fan: just like c!wilbur, he's playing an act.
hes a foil and a parallel to wilbur. both are men who hide their true selves behind a certain role or persona they feel they have to play while they hide their crumbling health (schlatt's more physical and wilbur's more mental). both experience their rise and fall. but wilbur isnt despised, even if he thinks he is, while schlatt isnt truly loved by anyone, even if he thinks he is.
most of all, their deaths couldnt be more different. wilbur went out with a bang. a large dramatic scene fit for a storybook, with a long monologue and cinematic final blow ALL made to fit how he saw himself in a story and simply filling a required roll. but schlatts death is practically overlooked (especially in comparison to wilburs death and everything else that happened that day).
he built his entire persona about being this massive, larger than life powerful guy but he died small, weak, and frail to his own failing body. its... pitiful, honestly. it doesnt feel fitting, it feels wrong. his life up that point demanded drama, but his death was nothing more than... an accident, almost. unintentional. clumsy. its fucking brilliant.
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everlesslahote1 · 4 years
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'Little' -Paul Lahote.
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IM BACK!
This was not requested in anyway shape or form I just.... Wanted it, im sorry and its a fill in😭.
I WILL FINISH REQUESTS!
Paul Lahote x Fem!Oc
(warnings: ddlg)
ENJOY!
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Aila was 18 and a little.
People judged her because she didnt want to act like a "big girl" is how her judgemental parents put it but she saw no wrong in what she wanted.
She wanted to be herself and to have fun but more importantly... To feel wanted.
And that soon came 9months ago when the love of her life walked in her music shop and changed everything for her.
Flashback...
The bell above the door rang meaning someone has entered to buy something or just to look.
In came a group of tan boys laughing and horse playing a little but stopped soon to look at records.
Aila sat quietly, she didnt even say welcome. She wasnt trying to be rude she just didnt want the attention right now.
Not after her parents ranted and raved about how she dressed like a child to work today.
She wore a lilo and stitch shirt and white over-all's with blue sneakers and her shoulder length brown hair in big pigtails as her bang hanged.
All she wanted was to be her self and her parents didnt get it.
The slim buff tan guy (Embry) went near the indie records while a huge buff man (Jacob) walked near ths rock records.
Then she notice a boy that was really beautiful looking to her (Paul) almost everywhere like he didnt know what he was looking for.
He wasnt super slim like the first guy but wasnt huge like the other one, he was still bigger then her 5'0 figure though.
He stood about 6'8, pretty plump lips and had a jawline as sharp as glass.
Aila didnt release she was staring until the boy started back but with... love?
All of a sudden the girl felt this tug on her frame that pull her to him.
She cleared her throat and pretended to be busy with the register so she wouldnt be so obvious but she was to late.
The trio of boys walk to the counter with their records in hand and placed it there to pay.
"Will this be all?" Aila asked glently.
Her voice broke chills down Paul's back, he wondered how ones voice could be so soft.
"Yes"
"I like your shirt" the mystery boy spoke.
The two boys next to Paul was kind of was surprised that he was complimenting a girl instead of getting her number first or sleeping with her.
I mean, thats what the young jock was best for in and out of school.
Aila blushed lightly as she rung up the last record for the boys.
"Thank you..." She said locking eyes with Paul again, once more feeling that tug to be near him.
"...umm that'll be $30.45" her cheeks were now the same color of the brightest red apple.
Jacob handed her $40 but told her to keep the change.
"Thank you" she said handing them the bag with their things in it.
"No, Thank You!" Jacob said winking at Paul and laughing with Embry.
'Whats funny?' She thought and tilted her head.
Paul knew he imprinted but he definitely didnt like how his friends were making a joke of it.
Jacob and Embry left out the door still laughing leaving Paul and Aila to them selfs.
"Sorry... Bout them, they're weirdos" Paul said still mugging the door as if his friends were still there.
"Its fine, I'm Aila, Aila Yorkman" she said sticking her hand out for him to shake.
"Paul, Paul Lahote" the wolf said taking his huge hand to shake for small one.
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End of flashback.
Paul now knew she was a little and took it with joy, Aila thought he would be weirded out by her.
But she was happy he wasnt because if her own soul mate didnt accept her then what would she do.
Aila also now knew about the pack and vampires, she couldnt lie when and say she wasnt stuck when she released she had been kissing and hugged up with a hot headed , 6 foot wolf.
When they're with the pack Paul tends to be on egg shells.
Not only because he knew they're heightened strength and didn't want the boys to overpower her small figure but because they're dorks too.
He also added to NEVER make jokes about her being a little because she was sensitive to the subject.
None the least, everyone welcomed the little in to the pack with opened arms.
Especially Emily, Emily looked at Aila as a daughter figure and couldn't stand the way her parents treated her all because of what she was.
So with no questions asked Emily happily took on the role as a mother figure to the small girl.
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Aila stood on her tippy toes trying to get the can of peanut butter from the top shelf.
She had been trying to reach it for the past 4 minutes all by herself.
Paul was on patrol so it was just her in the house they shared not to far from Emilys with they're husky puppy named Julie.
Paul insisted that his imprint moved in with him after her parents burned all of her "childish" shirts and called her nothing 4 months ago.
He couldn't stand the way his lover called him at 4 a.m. with tears streaming down her face.
His heart broke in two, in the matter of 5 minutes he was at Aila's window and since then they've live together.
The small girl finally stop trying as tears brimmed her eyes.
"Oh my gosh, come on" she whined.
Her last resort was to call somebody because if she got on the counter she would be scared to jump down.
The counter was pretty tall for a barely five foot girl.
"Daddy" she mumbled repeatedly as she search for her phone.
After 3 minutes ahe finally found her phone and dialed Pauls number.
Wolf P.O.V
Paul walked through to woods with Embry , Quil and Jared as he felt his phone vibrate as to say someone was calling
He looked at his screen to see 'little wolf🐺' spread across it.
He answered on the 3rd ring.
"Whats wrong pup" he spoke now coming to a stop.
Jared stopped and looked at his bestfriend as Embry and Quil continued to search for anything out of place.
"D-daddy i cant get the jar a-and-" she said now in tears because she was just a emotional girl and she was hungry.
Jared chuckled and shook his head when he heard his pack sister cry because of her short people problems.
"Wow, princess. Breathe"
He heard her tiny hiccups as Jared gestured for him to go to his imprint.
Paul gladly went to see why his baby was crying.
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Class 1-A as Red songs
HEYO Red (Taylors Version) just dropped lets mf ride THESE ARE ALL AGED UP CHARACTERS like im talking 20's mama. aka- what it would be like to be with them
cw: angst in some- its honestly all over the place but like no smut so theres that. not proofread
I missed some characters bc i dont know them well enough dawg
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(putting all of them below the cut)
State of Grace - Ochaco Uraraka You cant tell me this song doesnt feel like a day of rushing around town and sharing laughs. She is literally bubbly energy with chaos. This song is like being super busy and sharing small kisses. Getting through the tough times with a positive attitude and laughs. Like a love that snuck up on you in the best way and is full of making each other better people. Literally the color pink. Endless love that you couldnt- and wouldnt try to- explain. Youd never take anything for granted again.
Red - Izuku Midoriya The easy answer would be Kiri bc he likes red but hear me out- loving Deku would absolutely be a WHIRLWIND and would toss you up and down all the time. He is so fucking chaotic but so easy to love. He would know every single thing about you and yet- you 'd feel like you had no idea what he was thinking. He would deadass get so caught up in other shit that he would forget about dates- but he would make it up to you somehow. If you break up, hes definitely gonna come back to you a few times to share "I missed you" kisses, but he would eventually decide he didnt wanna hurt you anymore.
Treacherous - Shoto Todoroki This song just feels like him. Wordless love. Scary feelings. So nervous. He would take it so slow and be so nervous to do anything at first. He would make you laugh so hard though- and make you so comfortable. Its full of dinners with other people and holding hands under tables. Its a lot of "are we sure this is what we should do" when making a decision, but always going for it. Cautious until youre alone and all of thats thrown out the window. Youd teach him to love freely and not worry so much- especially about what other people think. Youd make each other better people.
I Knew You Were Trouble - Denki Kaminari Mf is so easy to fall for- and everyone knows hes a player. But you cant resist- LOOK AT HIS SMILE. He makes you laugh and feel special. He makes you so absolutely happy. But never puts a label on it- so he doesnt feel bad when he gets with other people. He was never yours but you always wished he was. He was so good in bed- and so tentative. He bought dinner a few times and you were dumb enough to look too far into it. Now that youve cut him off, you miss him but you know youre better off.
All Too Well - Eijiro Kirishima Okay listen. When you guys fell in love it was so fast. It was so easy. Everything made sense. Late night drives, dinner dates, flowers for no reason, meeting the families, dancing in the kitchen at 3 am. It all made sense. You both couldve sworn youd marry each other. But he had to leave and you had to stay. He was always one to take one for the team- and this team was the two of you. He broke up with you so you wouldnt have to "endure dating a pro-hero" because he figured it would be more stress than its worth. Even when you told him to stay- he still left. Right person wrong time. But youd always hold the memories close when you drove down streets that you did with him and youd always get his favorite drink when you went to the bar that you first met in.
22 - Mina Ashido Baby girl makes sure youre always smiling. She is the BEST FRIEND anyone could ask for. You cry on each others shoulders, you tell each other everything, and you have sleep overs every friday. Even though youre 23 now. Going out to bars on satudays was so fun with her- kissing random people- kissing each other. Shes the type to make you fall in love with your best friend on accident. She would sit on the roof with you and watch the stars. She would shop with you and blast music in the car. One night, you'd kiss and it would be way more intimate than a drunken kiss but youd both laugh and stay friends because that would be way too complicated. And everything would be so easy with her.
I Almost Do - Kyoka Jiro Being in love was simple with her, but once you broke up, it was just pain. You cut each other off after a bad argument and it was the worst. Every single night, you almost call her. And every single night, she almost drives to your house. You both miss each other and your kisses. You miss watching movies together and you miss her teaching you how to play guitar. Everyone knew you were perfect together but that fight really fucked it all up.
We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together - Katsuki Bakugou Okay yeah he is totally mr. on and off again. You would say all the time that THIS was the last time, but like- we all know youre lying. You two were known for this shit. And I know the song says we arent gonna get back together- but you've said it before. The fights would be so intense- but that would make it so much harder to stay away. You love each other but both of you have fiery personalities so like. Figure it out. But anyone who ends up with this fuck better be ready for dumb shit.
Stay Stay Stay - Hanta Sero He was one to stick by your side through everything- even fights. He would absolutely make jokes about how youre cute when youre mad. You had moments when you almost broke up- but it was so obvious that you had to stay together because the good totally out-weighed the bad. He was one of a kind and made you feel love like no other person ever had. It was end game with Sero.
Holy Ground - Mashirao Ojiro You met him on vacation to Tokyo. You stayed in the same hotel and ran into each other in the lobby. You ended up spending vacation with a perfect stranger. You fell in love and left each other behind- but the time you spent together in the city was amazing. It felt effortless and you felt light. The kisses and the sex- you wouldnt forget that shit. A fleeting romance.
Sad Beautiful Tragic - Fumikage Tokoyami Its all so dramatic lmao- it was like a movie where the bubbly gal falls for the moody boy. But the boy ends up leaving because he cant handle it. The emotions were too much for him- you ended up being too much for him. And thats okay. You'd always have the beautiful memories of falling for each other and telling each other about your lives. He would always have a place in your heart and you in his.
The Lucky One - Momo Yaoyorozu I just feel like she has so much pressure on her. And the line "You wonder if you'll make it out alive" ShUt up. She is so amazing but I know deep down she is so scared. She feels like she has something to prove- she isnt just a pretty face. She sees how some women are treated as heroes and that they arent seen as heroes but as sex symbols and its so scary. But shes so determined. She WILL be a great hero known for saving people- not for being sexualized.
Starlight - Tsuyu Asui Shes just so fun and cute- she would totally make you smile all the time. You'd be louder than her, but thats okay. Youd both end up making each other live a little more freely. The whole sneaking into a fancy party and acting like proper folks- thats so your relationship with her. Just doing dumb shit and making each other let loose.
Begin Again - Tenya Ida OHHH Ida. He would erase everything your ex ever did to you. He would show you that your dumb shit made you amazing. He would make you rethink everything. He would make you feel so completely loved without even trying. Hes blunt and it makes it easier. You know he wouldnt lie to you so you know he means it when he says your beautiful and that he loves the way you (insert "weird" hobby here). Kissing under the moonlight and taking your mind off of bad times is his specialty.
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