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OLIVIA BAKER AND SPENCER JAMES ALL AMERICAN | 6.15 “I Do (Part II)”
#all american#allamericanedit#tvedit#spelivia#speliviaedit#pocedit#romancegifs#userelsbeth#userneptune#userlolo#tusermimi#tusercarolina#uservanessa#userjessica#usersnat#userdiamond#userbbelcher#chewieblog#userstream#*#not even being biased but they had the best tv wedding vows#like 4 mins????#i was sobbing while making this
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can someone check on this man
#yes I was indeed constantly switching between feeling distraught and giggling like mad while making this#trafficblr#life series spoilers#wild life spoilers#wild life smp#goodtimeswithscar#scott smajor#lizzie ldshadowlady#eSCARgo the snail#oh look. it's a debut of my version of yellow-name avian!scar design :'D#so soon (sob)#this session was SO STRESSFUL man#I'm still not ok#cw: sui ideation#just to be sure because the wording+art is. something
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my baby, my baby…
#don’t listen to ‘i bet on losing dogs’ while thinking about kaiser#sobbing#i love my son so much#i hated this man’s guts when he was first introduced#why did they have to make me like him#bllk#blue lock#kaiser#michael kaiser#blue lock kaiser
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dazai making up a whole language with fyodor that no one else can understand is amazing but imagine him using codes that, very objectively speaking, you could crack, it's just that no normal person would ever make the insane leaps in logic that it requires. except for someone familiar with dazai's weird thinking patterns, that is.
i just love the idea of dazai's unhinged antics being dialed up to an eleven when he was in the port mafia, and oda being the only one who simply wouldn't bat an eye at it but chuuya was the only one who would actually get it.
like imagine ango at the end of the jailbreak, his boss saying he should allow himself to sigh and lean back and maybe indulge himself, pat him on the shoulder, tell him what he pulled off reading heart rates wasn't easy and he should be proud for being able to keep up with such a plan
but ango i-drank-with-teenage-dazai-and-also-had-the-records-for-every-soukoku-mission sakaguchi can only remember the time dazai was like using greek sign language through his breathing patterns to communicate from a submarine from beneath the pacific ocean or something, and chuuya could not fathom how no one else could understand him.
and that was the day mori signed off on skk being exclusive partners because every subordinate in the room was crying tears of blood by the time chuuya finished explaining which blood pressure level was warning them about a bomb, which blinking sequence was him conveying the vault password and which series of inhales was just him calling mori a bitch.
(ango also pointedly did not want to think about how smug dazai had looked after the mission when mori confirmed skk would only be each others' partners for efficiency and to maintain everyone else's sanity
or about how when he called chuuya to tell him about dazai's prison break scheme he could only get like 3 out of 276 steps into the plan before chuuya rolled his eyes, said "got it" then hung up and pulled the whole thing off without a hitch.)
#listen soukoku having telepathy that they insist isn't telepathy it's just using common sense#while everyone else sobs in the corner#is a flavour of pm era skk I adore#like yes technically chuuya can in fact explain the play-by-play#process of understanding dazai's codes#it's just that no one else is going to immediately make the same far fetched connections#UGH the latest chapter of chuuya watching dazai flop and roll around on the ground like a fish while he brainstorms#not an ounce of curprise or confusion#like he's seen this a thousand times before#and even spotting his worries and dazai actually openly musing about his ideas and expressing emotions so vividly#they KNOW each other your honor#soukoku#dazai osamu#nakahara chuuya#the sigma show#bsd#my post
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Marvel Meow (2021), Nao Fuji | Professor X and Magneto
Bonus:
#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#professor x#magneto#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#erik magnus leshnerr#snap scans#i dont scan ever please forgive me for. Everything jvAE:KJ i tried my best to match the purple as how it looks in person#i love the purple used for this whole comic .. its really nice#all the comics have different colors its neat yall should check it out if youre able. its a lovely silly collection#BUT GIRL PLEAAAASSSEE IM CRYING#as a part of my Visiting My Family For The Weekend trip my bro and i went to the store#and i told him about the wolverine cat comic and the whole collection and he found it while we were browsing ....#naturally i got it. because i love the idea of cats being heinous freaks ESPECIALLY to my faves#this all did happen because of a cat. btw. phoenix possessed one while scott and jean were baking a cake#which had everyone trying to catch it. leading to. this. jWLRAKJAWRLKJKJ#this is 1000% has 'we'll be back by 8PM please keep the house clean' vibes i'm sobbing LIKE WHERE ARE THEY RETURNING FROM#also can i just say ... i love it when american comic book characters get the manga treatment#idk i just love it ... i esp love how wolverine's drawn in these comics but. this aint about him#i just wanted to gush about my favorite old people LIKE PLEASE CHARLES IS GOING TO HAVE A STROKE I SEE IT#the fact they still got that goofy lil 'welcome back charles and erik' banner im going to be sick. theyre the whole mansions dads#anyway i have an assignment to do. because my prof hates me Who The Fuck Makes An Assignment due At 12:59AM#bye bye hpoefully ill be back with my own doodles ajvlekjla
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aang and katara’s relationship is treated so weirdly by the fandom that it almost makes me forget how beautiful it actually is. katara and aang have been there for each other during every rough time of their time together, with their relationship slowly developing very clearly, and yet people somehow people consider them rushed ???
when THESE scenes exist?
like, am i crazy? or did we not watch the same show?
#i love them so much my heart was pounding while writing this they’re so cute it makes me sick#atla#avatar the last airbender#sobs#aang#avatar#katara#avatar aang#kataang#pro kataang#pro aang#pro katara
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yall know the "after first kiss" meme
there are three types of pairing
the meme:
#oh man click for better quality i think tumblr is nerfing it again#casually slides laughingstock into the main tag. im going to be hunted for sport#anyway im still a popstar believer and advocate#I Swear They're Endgame#unless they arent! but i have faith#wailing sobbing etc these three pairings make me crazy#oughhhhh#one is technically canon the second i believe will be canon the third is just me being unwell#and i cherish all of em <3#scribble salad#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcomehome#franklydear#wh popstar#laughingstock#i feel it in my heart that these are accurate#or.. no... not feel it... desperately hope while sweating profusely
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I havent actually posted in forever and 99% of my energy is going to my ocs, so you guys get to have these funky looking “Episode Thumbnails” I made for funsies (click for better quality!!!)
I spent about 2 hours making all of these and it was like, REALLY fun! I’m working on some more of these but for Prison of Plastic too! Please suggest what chapters I should do (currently made chapter 1,2, 5, and 12!)(I’m not doing chapter 6 though, fuckin HATE that stupid ass scaregrow and how annoying it is to make the bg…)
#epithet erased#molly blyndeff#giovanni potage#sylvie ashling#indus tarbella#mera salamin#percival king#ramsey murdoch#zora salazar#epithet erased fanart#I am SOBBING while I make the PoP stuff rn#Augh… chapter 7…. How you make me cry..
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Wax Fang - Majestic
#homestuck#dirk strider#jake english#dirkjake#jakedirk#admin draws#fanart#listen i love this song it makes me ill. but also i just couldnt make myself do the rest#knowing myself the drawings would just sit in my folders while they age rapidly and i suddenly cant make myself post them#BUT if i ever draw the rest ill just link that post back to this one#anywys. makes me ill. listen to the whole thing and imagine where it goes. wink wonk sib sob
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conrad, if you were here, i would tell you i am sorry.
conrad, if you were here i would tell you that the vast mystery i traveled the world to find was contained in you all along.
conrad, if you were here, i would hold your gaze,
and i would hold your hand.
conrad, if you were here, i would tell you all my choices were nothing, and you were everything.
#i sobbed while making this#tdp#rayllum#the dragon prince#callum#rayla#tdp spoilers#tdp s6#by me#fav*#giveusthesaga#give us the saga#continue the saga#continuethesaga
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all#try painting some funky lighting + greyscale painting she said. it'll be fun she said.
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Eddie walks in on you crying and he is immediately dropping to his knees.
Maybe you'd try to hide it. You don't like to show intense emotion like that, especially not in front of other people. Maybe it's been building for a long time and you just break without warning.
You're sitting at your desk with your face tucked into your shirt, tears streaming, hiccuping gasps, mouth contorted in a silent sob. Willing it to stop, to get back in control, for the sorrow to remove it's claws from your chest and let you breathe again.
Eddie edges the door open with his foot, about to bust in and shower you with affection, but the moment he sees you, hears your small cries, everything stops. He's across the room and to your side in 3 long-legged steps, dropping to his knees with his hands hovering, torn between wanting to grab you and tuck you into him and wanting to respect any space you need.
"Sweetheart, what's wrong? Are you hurt?" His concern just makes you cry harder, hiding further into the neck of your shirt, back bending as you try to curl in on yourself. Eddie's heart breaks, his hands curling into tight fists as he battles his own indecision on what to do. "Baby, please talk to me. Can I hold you? Please."
Despite everything in your brain just wanting to be alone, to suffer in silence, to not show this side of yourself -- your heart wins out. You drop the curtain of cotton hiding your ruddy and wet face from him and reach out like a child. It makes you feel like one. But Eddie doesn't hesitate. He drags you out of your chair and onto the floor with him, tucking as much of yourself into him as he can. Arms wrapped around, thighs under yours, shaggy hair making a new curtain to protect your vulnerability from anyone other than him.
He covers you with warmth and care like a fiberglass blanket over a fracturing fire and it breaks you to pieces. Sorrow for yourself, for how you're feeling, for how hard it is to accept this comfort, for how much it means to you to finally have it now. For how willingly and readily Eddie was prepared to give it.
He holds you as you cry, whispering sweet things into your hairline like, "It's gonna be okay, baby, I've got you. I'm here." Rubs your back in little circles, presses his fingertips tighter when you cry out louder as the waves crash over you. He keeps holding you as your crying starts to die down into little sniffles, as your breathing evens out. He doesn't let go until you start to pull away, and even then it's with reluctance.
The moment he can see your face again he's cupping it in his big palms, eyes searching yours to see if he can find what is hurting you, slay the dragon that made you feel this way. When you just shakily smile, sniffling again, he presses a kiss to each cheek, to each eyelid, to the tip of your runny nose, to the center of your forehead. And then he drags you into his arms again.
#eddie munson x you#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson fluff#eddie munson hurt/comfort#eddie munson blurbs#eddie munson fanfic#stranger things fanfic#myos ideas#did i write this while sobbing alone at my desk? yes i did#did it make me feel better? maybe a little bit#myo4munson
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i wanted to practice backgrounds and i just reread @skimmingmilk’s fic chart a course to second chances for the millionth time so there was only one logical conclusion
#the scene on the dock when baby tails sees the boat leaving and then the biplane overhead…..#head in my hands#chapter 2 just makes me so sad#how could you just leave him like that he’s just a babyyyyyyyyyy#sonic just come get your brother now please#also skim you mentioned a while ago that you had an idea of or sonic traveling back in time to cocoa island and hanging out with baby tails#and i need you to know that thats been haunting me ever since#it has been burned into my brain#just the idea of sonic seeing how alone his baby bro was….#ugly sobbing#i’m ruined. the picket fence brothers have ruined me /pos#miles tails prower#art#fan art
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hello mcr girlies. which mcr song is YOUR song i mean like 'this song gets me like no one else has ever got me this is the greatest piece of music ever to be created etc etc etc' the song no one understands like you understand.
i'll go first. mine is Summertime
#and i was at the one uk show they DIDNT play it cries. though tbf not the end of the world#i would have SOBBED#and smudged my cool eyeliner#anyway transsexuals you are NOT allowed to say mama. that is OUR song#(im kidding. pick whichever song lives rent free in your heart)#mcr#mcr summertime#my chemical romance#rb game#yes i did post this while listening to summertime and feeling like my heart was being ripped out of my chest. why do you ask#ALSO also if anyone else tags this with summertime either we have to fight to the death or make out sloppy style#those be the rules
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This is probably going to be the sappiest post I will ever write in my entire life, but it needs to be said because someone out there will read this, and they'll know it was for them.
I know life is really hard right now, and it can be so incredibly difficult to find things to hold onto, things to hope for, even just things that make you smile these days. But something I've discovered about life is the way that happiness always finds a way to re-enter our lives. It finds us in the form of friends who make funny jokes. It finds us in the love-filled eyes of a pet who is overjoyed to see us. It finds us in the lyrics of a song that brings us comfort. It finds us as we stop walking to stare at the sunset for a brief moment.
Happiness will find you again and again and again, for the rest of your life. There will always be days, weeks, months that are harder than others, but these difficult times do not mean you will never be happy again. The next time the sun hits your skin and you notice a clear sky above you, close your eyes and feel that warmth, just for a moment, and remind yourself that you will create your own happiness again. You have before.
I believe in you. I am proud of you. We all walk together down the path of life. You will be ok. ❤️
#reminder#i just watched Everything Everywhere All At Once#and to say the least#it struck me pretty hard emotionally#left me sobbing for quite a while#i woke up my mom from her bed and had to hug her and tell her that i love her#shit is crazy#but we find a way through#life is a messy miracle of a thing that makes no sense ever to anyone#and it's beautiful and it's scary and it's weird#but we are all here#and that has to mean something#positive message#kindness
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Happy 10th birthday to Cercerion!
OUGHHH UR RIGHT CERCIE IS 10 YEARS OLD NOW !!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY BOY BELOVEDEST DID NOTHING WRONG EVER IN HIS WHOLE LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#ALSO IM RLY HAPPY HIS OLD DESIGN IS NOW MUCH OLDER THAN HIS FIRST DESIGN WOAH!!!!!!#since i drew the old one SO MUCH back in 2014 i remembered it as being so super prevalent. that when i changed his head shape a couple year#it took a while to get used to the not boxy head but god it was so much more fun to draw the beak. and now its the standard#and it makes me rly happy fr fr. i actually thought i changed his design like only 2 years ago but it was SIX YEARS WHAT!! HOW TIME FLIES..#ask#cercerion#SORRY I JJST WANTED TO REPOST ALL OF THESE#omg dude this also means u and i have known each other for 10 years thats CRAZY#this photoset is so funny its like he went from being :D to being >:U over the years but i assure you now hes more chill than before#HIS COLORS HAVE NOT CHANGED FOR EIGHT YEARS ALSO WHATTTTT i just chose the perfect hues forever#sobbing and crying i love this guy so much#i dont show him online a lot or at least i didnt as muhc until recently but hes always in my brain#cercerion may as well be a part of my soul at this point#HAPPYU TENTH BIRTHDAY CERCIE I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLOWING KISSES INTO A HURRICANE FOR U#windyart#sure ill put it in my tag. this is literally my art
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