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a fic idea that has been haunting my notes app
edit: i have finally written this!! link is in the reblogs, or you can find it on my ao3 page at egg_thief!!
iām hoping to write the whole thing soon, but for now, you too shall be haunted by the concept of it:
Tooth fairy
Damian looses a tooth, and Dick tries to introduce the notion of the tooth fairy to him (bc Dick feels like Damian is missing key aspects of a semi normal childhood, and so obviously he thinks, āduh, the tooth fairy is one of themā)
Damianās tooth falls out while training. heās all like āShit- oh, itās just a toothā and goes to throw it away
Dick is like āno!! you have to give it to the tooth fairy!!ā
Damian: āi have not heard of a fairy of teethā
Dick explains her (Tim shoots him a look like ā????ā and Dickās all āshhhh, he needs to experience the **magic**ā)
Damian is entirely flabbergasted (āput my toothĀ where?)Ā (Dick: but then you get money!!)
Damian does it even tho heās majorly confused
((somewhere during this Bruce and Jason find out and are like ???? and Dick is like āPLZ I BEG YOU TO PLAY ALONG, DONT RUIN IT FOR HIMā
cue Jason ādamn, tooth fairy only ever gave me $5 tops (Damian got $10) Damian is all, āi must be in the tooth fairyās favorā))
after his success, Damian tries to put OTHER peoples teeth under his pillow
but ofc that doesnāt work and Damian wakes up the next day all sad, thinking along the lines of like āI have fallen from her good gracesā
Dick is like ā??? why what happened??ā and Damian shows him the šteethš
Dick absolutely freaks, bc, valid
he then explains that she isnāt actually real
Damian is confused, likeĀ āBut why would you pretend? I donāt see the gain.ā
Dick says it was to help Damian have part of the childhood that he missed :,))
Damian scoffs but hugs him anyway, thanking him for his kindness. Heās secretly super touched <3
#imagine dick finding the random human teeth under damianās pillow#i was so tired when i wrote this#this is such a crack fic oh my god#but i canāt stop laughing#batfam#batman#ao3#dc comics#damian wayne#dick grayson#bruce wayne#jason todd#tim drake#chaotic batfamily#chaos#batfamily#bat brothers#batman fanfiction#fanfic ideas
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ok so I had this idea of a kind of au/headcanon thing for professor sada and her ai? so basically in my version she had originally made the ai as a sort of companion that understood her, as she felt that no one else felt the same sense of curiosity and yearning for knowledge that she did. originally it was great and they were pretty close, but after sada became more and more engrossed in her studies and she felt herself slipping away, she felt that the ai had began turning on her. this is because the artificial mind was more immune to mental damage, and she tried to stop sada from making irrational decisions. sada perceives this as the ai turning on her, and out of what she considers as necessity, she forces the ai to have the paradise protection protocol.
i think a general difference between the ai and sada would be that the ai genuinely cares for the people and other remnants of sada's life and feels responsible for Sara's neglect of arven despite knowing she's not responsible for it
#i guess this goes for turo too but whatever#i was so tired when i wrote this#this may be very incoherent#professor sada#pokemon#pokemon sv
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Kilomegs highschool au kiloton plays the violin and megatron writes poetry. someone is failing english class because heās staring at a certain girl. looks like heāll need a tutor
#meant to save this to drafts#I was so tired when I wrote this#jacks thoughts from the moon#transformers#macadam#macadams#maccadam#maccadams#how many fucking cās are in macadam??#megatron#kiloton#kilotron#kilomegs#megatron x kiloton#high school#highschool au
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Found this in my notes, apparently wrote it at midnight so please enjoy this random whump prompt
So imagine a whumper who whumps with every day house hold items (haha broke whumper) so in the aftermath when Whumpee is safe, and Caretaker approaches them with the same item, theyāre left with a terrified sobbing Whumpee begging to not be hurt
#whump community#whump prompt#i was so tired when i wrote this#i hope it makes sense#i love stupid/broke whumpers
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i think jail is a crazy thing because if you do something agaisnt the law the governmentās way of punishing you is by taking away your (life) time. like your right to be in society has been taken for that moment of time, isnāt that a crazy thing? being in society is a privledge not a right
i also think death sentencings are pretty scary. to think we set up a system that if you do something egregious enough, and you arenāt fit to be let back into society, the government can decide to kill you
i think what makes it jarring is how sanitized it is. you literally are escorted to be killed. itās weird because when we think of killing we think of something like a crime of passion or someone whoās a serial killer. this is so different from that, it feels more like a group project but the project is permanently removing someone from society.
i saw a video of a guy who (rightfully) got sentenced to death, and the thought of walking out a courtroom knowing that your death date has now been decided for you is insane to me.
i have zero political ideology behind this itās just interesting to think about lol.
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#remember when i said iw was tired#so i just didnt sleep#ĀÆ\ (ć) /ĀÆ#star wars#the clone wars#tcw#commander cody#fanart#translate it if u want im ngl i forgot what i wrote and my eyes r blurring therefore sleepy time#aviiart
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#okay yeah yeah everyone already knows why i draw them together so ofter#but you know what's funny. that it's not possible#it was never planned to be in the story; for many reasons it will never be in the story#it just kinda appeared on it's own when they started interacting#i also would like to address a person who wrote me an ask (which i will answer later. i reblogged the ask game and realized I'm too tired)#āpauk and the wanderer 26ā#āHow would these characters react to being stuck in a small room with each other?ā#you know damn well what image you were putting inside my head#you know#pauk#the wanderer
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just thinking about john price and the scruffy stray that he finds standing outside his door, lost in the rain.
it's been years since he's retired from service, since he'd lost soap. he stumbles drunkenly to the door when his ears pick up in the soft knock of wood (it seems his senses haven't dulled- he doubts they will after what had happened), dog tags clinking softly beneath his wifebeater. his breath is heavy with the smell of beer. he speaks to you with a voice so grisled, words leaving no room for you to breathe, and yet.
you still look up to him with shiny eyes, trail behind him and do your best not to stumble. you seem to keen at his words, stare at him so sweetly, look at him with nothing else but admiration. and he doesn't know what to do with mutts like you- doesnt know how to deal with breathing in and feeling the power of having control over such things that were smaller and weaker than him- so he keeps you.
price lets the kid- knows that they hate it when he calls them that- follow him round for his daily errands, chuckles to himself when they 'sneakily' slip items into his grocery cart, never thinking that stealth could be used so innocently after what he'd seen. eats old, greasy foods at older, greasier pubs while you scrunch your nose at whatever sketchy smell is bothering you. and sometimes, more than he would ever dare to admit, he lets you climb into his bed and curl up in when you both have nightmares. lets you hide behind him when trouble lugs itself in, narrows his eyes and raises his hands and tells you to close your eyes, kid.
price is no stranger to evil, he faces it, works with it. heās below and between the lines of what was right and wrong, carries the darkest corners of society on his shoulders. but you- he knows that he can never let you see that, he knows that you're simply too good for the world. for him. and he would protect you from it, no matter the cost.
gn reader, can be interpreted as platonic or romantic.
#john price and nd reader who's running from their past would fuck SO hard#vaguely inspired by a post i saw months ago and think about sometimes (lost the link but ill add when i find it)#call of duty#cod modern warfare#cod mw2#cod mw3#cod x reader#call of duty x reader#john price#john price x reader#john price x male reader#price x reader#price x you#cod price x reader#cod price#remind me to proofread and edit later- so tired but how i wrote this feels off#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty fanfic#call of duty fic#cod fanfic
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Sunday - Love Hypnosis
Sunday hypnotises you (consensually) to relax you.
No spoilers.
No description of reader or readers troubles so project what you are personally struggling with as you see fit.
No angst just fluff. I thought this concept would be cute. I've seen many a yandere Sunday hypnotises you, and that's great but consider - consent and fluff.
(This isn't a jab, I too enjoy a yandere fic from time to time but I also want to see fluff and I haven't seen this done in a fluffy way yet.)
I don't know why I'm mildly obsessed with this man but I am. (Cough Cough, I read maximum ride as a kid and now I automatically fall in love with winged characters. Cough Cough.) I need him to hypnotise me please and thank you.
(I have a few fics in the works that I need to finish but I'm struggling.)
As usual enjoy. Love ya š
"Darling?" Came the light and airy tone of your beloved. Though there was a hint of worry in his voice as he took in your face down, slumped form. "Are you alright?"
He could tell very well that you were not alright. But he would coax an answer out of you one way or another. Though the only answer he received was a groan.
"Darling." He sighs but chuckles at your obviously aggravated self. "Allow me to help you."Ā
Your body goes limp as you let him move you from a sofa to your shared bed. "My darling. Tell me what's gotten into you."
He chuckles as you groan out a single word relating to your issues. "Life."
"Oh, my darling. You'll let me soothe you for the night won't you?" He only felt it was right after the many nights you had soothed him.Ā
Patient, kind, understanding. Three words that when asked by others what you think about each other, you'd both say about each other. A pure give and take without a scoreboard, that's how you operated. You were both busy or stressed for one reason or another so that's how things had to be.
The simple love you shared was enough most days but sometimes things went wrong.
Sunday had performed hypnosis on you before so he knew it worked but he'd never engage unless you agreed. You knew the question he asked meant he wanted to soothe you via hypnosis, and with the state of your mind you would happily agree.Ā
"Please do."Ā
He wouldn't offer if he didn't have the energy you knew this, a rather large argument took care of that when he'd overworked himself then passed out after hypnotising you once and a medic had to be rushed in. Needless to say, you weren't happy with his carelessness. And seeing how upset you were he agreed to be more careful with his health.
You didn't want to think anymore so as you lay there looking up at him with your tired eyes and weary mind, he smiles. He caresses your face and hair before taking a deep breath and reciting that familiar chant.
"Oh triple faced soul, allow me to take hold of this one's mind and soothe them of all worries and burdens. The word Beloved will be the catalyst for control."
With that simple incantation your mind belonged to Sunday for a short while. Your mind felt fuzzy and slow but not unpleasantly, the way it would when you achieved complete relaxation.Ā
Like he had done before, he would take you through your nightly routine with this hypnosis.
"Beloved, follow me to to the bathroom." He helped you up while your body automatically followed his words and stood up.Ā
Walking was about the most complex task you could complete, he wasn't Xipe Themself, so his power only went so far.Ā
"Beloved, lift your arms."Ā
You do as told and he aids in stripping you, ready to be cleaned.Ā
"Beloved, sit on this stool and close your eyes."Ā
You again do as told his voice muffled through the layers of hypnosis, but soothing nonetheless. "I am going to wash your face first darling." He always narrates what he does before doing it as not to startle you.
You felt a cool, wet, cloth glide over your face and you can't help but sigh with satisfaction. You feel it gently caress your cheeks and softly rub your eyes tickle behind your ears. You hear the cloth being rinsed and wrung, the muffled sounds of the water soothing you further.
"I am going to wash your upper body now darling." And, as before, you feel the damp cloth glide over your neck and upper body, letting him move you has he sees fit. Soft humming coming from him lulls you deeper into his hypnosis. The cloth glides down and caresses your chest before moving to wash your back. You'd make sounds of relaxed satisfaction if you could but your exhausted body coupled with the hypnosis has made your brain devoid of any thought or control. Just how you want it.Ā
He moves back to the front of you with a new cloth. "Beloved, spread your legs, I need to clean you."Ā
Your body complies without hesitation and that's what he does, making sure to be extra gentle around this sensitive area. He is thorough but doesn't linger long this time, not wanting to spark anything in you this evening.
Standing to switch the cloth again, "I'm going to wash your legs and feet now darling." Still being as gentle as ever his hands and the cloth slowly makes their way down your legs massaging them as they go. A light massage is given to your feet as well before he finishes and pats you dry with a towel before he deems your body clean.
"Beloved, open your mouth wide."Ā
He orders next, your mind too fuzzy to think of what else could be doing. You hear more water then feel a hand on your chin. "I'm going to brush your teeth darling." Then light scrubbing of your teeth and tongue can be felt, he is thorough with this area too. Not wanting to be the reason you have cavities he takes his time. Not too long later he finishes with you. You can hear things being put away and muffled sounds of him walking around you, maybe inspecting you. Before he stops in front and,Ā
"Beloved, open your eyes and stand up. Its time to go to bed."
You're led back into the bedroom now that he is satisfied that you are clean. "Beloved, are you ready to sleep?"Ā
Compelled to answer, you do. "yes"
"Beloved, do you want to sleep with me?"
"Yes"
"Good, let's get to sleep then shall we."Ā
The sounds of fabric and draws is all you hear for a moment before he guides you into bed with him.Ā
"Beloved, lay down."Ā
When he's satisfied you are comfortable You feel his soft skin against yours, the wings on his head lightly brushing your face in reverence before he pulls them back. It isn't often he blesses you with his naked body, the vulnerability gets to him at times.Ā
Once you've laid down and he's pulled you close he asked one more question.
"Beloved, are you ready to be released from hypnosis?"
"Yes"
As the words leave your lips he begins the incantation to remove his influence on your mind.Ā
"Oh triple faced soul, this one has completed this ones tasks and can now be freed from the shackles of my control with no burden."
Everything goes still as your senses return slowly, reacclimating you to reality. A few minutes pass of him softly stroking your head and neck while you come back to him.
"Thank you Sunday" a soft whisper conveying how grateful you are before you promptly pass out the exhaustion and relaxation hitting you full force as you melt into the bed and his arms.
"Oh my beloved, I'd do anything to see you happy and relaxed like this more often. I am grateful for all you do for me so it's only natural. I love you, so much my beloved."
He whispers to your sleeping self, pressing small kisses to your forehead, cheeks and nose. Watching the small twitches at the contact makes his evening and he feels like he too can finally relax.
#hsr x reader#hsr sunday#hsr sunday x reader#sunday x reader#honkai star rail x reader#i needed fluffy hypnosis so i wrote it myself yay#i headcanon him as someone who would excessively use pet names because he finds them cute#and a sense of ownership but shush#but hes really just a tired dude whose life is spiralling out of control and i just want to hug him and stroke his wings#maybe reverse comfort for him next#i have a Neuvillette amd a clive rosfield fic in the works#i want to write for Aventurine but im a bit scared#also ratio#i love him more than i did when he was introduced thanks 2.1#anyway excited for patch 2.2 Sunday. wanna see him go even crazier but also see him nice and relaxed you know?#the duality of man#this isnt my best work ever but im happy ish with it and just want to get it out.#if you do have constructive criticism thats fine please and thank you#they could never make me hate you sunday#i love him even more after 2.2
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most of the fionna & cake plot wouldn't have happened if Scarab had a snack methinks
#i wrote that monologue when i was tired and then didnt bother to double check it so. uh. yeah#going on a rant about how much youre obsessed with another man? kinda fruity#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#fionna and cake#adventure time#id in alt text#definitely art#my art#this is prohibitedwish art. to me. and im the artist so in the tags it goes#prohibitedwish
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I never knew a part of you you didn't set in ink, in ink
#rote#rote fanart#fitzchivalry farseer#royal assassin#the farseer trilogy#realm of the elderlings#jay scratchings#todays lyric is from āthe wrote and the writā#a very fitz song i recommend you listen to#royal assassin era fitz#i was going to paint some flowers as well to make it look more finished#and i spent probably like half of the time i spent drawing this researching flower language to pick some#and then i realized what it would mean to actually paint wolfsbane and nettles#so i didnt. that will be saved for another day.#but there are a lot of very cool associations i had planned for that that i might write in these tags when im less tired
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Reginald was a bad person and an even worse father. But he didn't erase cultures other other ethnicity or their histories. Case in point; Allison automatically knew she was in danger when they went back in time. Her hair was taken care of properly, and her brothers all learned their native languages.
Really, the guy didn't care about his children but he also didn't neglect their schooling.
#the umbrella academy#TUA#reginald hargreeves#allison hargreeves#viktor hargreeves#ben hargreeves#diego hargreeves#luther hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves#sure NOW I see the huge grammatical error#was so tired when I wrote that Idk wtf I even meant there
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What did/do you like about Pharah?
Uh, gameplay-wise, I really love characters in shooters who rely on three-dimensional movement techs. Chaining together hover and jump to stay in the air for as long as possible and keep momentum is so satisfying, and picking enemies off from the sky made me feel like a bird of prey. I was a good Pharah main.
Story-wise, there unfortunately isn't much to canonically go off because Pharah is so underutilized and neglected. Her personality's pretty boilerplate "heroic hero" (she's literally inspired by Captain America).
But it's the crumbs/bits and pieces that I really latched onto. Pharah's a confirmed lesbian; her short story with Baptiste implies she harbors a crush on Mercy (fucking thank you.). She's biracial Egyptian/First Nations. She has major mommy issues, having grown up both admiring and resenting Ana. She's the bridge between Old Overwatch, inspired by the idealized heroes who surrounded her childhood, and New Overwatch. She's one of the only inter-generational characters in the cast; someone whose experiences span the gap, which is why I seriously believe Pharah would make a great main character.
There isn't much to go off of, though; she's a very uncomplicated character (she's a soldier for a private military corporation, lol.). But that just means she's a blank slate character, so I've seen fanfic writers run wild and create some really interesting takes on her. My favorite interpretation of her's a dense, herbo gym-bro type (a lot of her liens are about work outs, exercising, and playing sports) who's easily excitable under her seemingly self-serious, armored visage. We see how she tends to gloat and hype herself up when she's on a streak too, so Pharah definitely has a competitive and boastful side under her more professional and militant performance.
Now Mercy? Mercy is a real complex character.
#i was a diehard pharmercy shipper back then btw#the inherent homoerotic experience of pharmercy gameplay.#the homoerotic experience of looking to the skies to fly to safety under the protection of your knight in shining armor#the homoerotic experience of feeling white hot murderous rage at an enemy trying to pick off your pocket mercy#i still kinda despise gency lmao. you cannot convince me mercy would be in love with genji. at all.#he'd make her feel so uncomfortable and guilty. in my head. the canon is obviously different#gency is sexless. absolutely zero bite or tension.#i could go on about mercy and how her character has so much missed potential#i'm no longer in my overwatch fandom phase but#i still think about that new flirty line they added in ow2 where mercy goes āahh you're like my knight in shining armor!ā#and pharah goes āthat's what i'm goin for ;)ā and i sigh dreamily#really happy that pharah outright says she's a lesbian too but it's hard to feel good about rep when you know blizzard uses it for pr#to be honest i'm willing to bet cash that blizzard's keeping pharmercy in their back pocket as ammo for the next controversy#last year we already saw logs about pharah fretting and taking care of mercy and the two talking about how good it is to see each other#tbh pharah has the same energy/demeanor as applejack. cheerful and competitive in a can of whoopass#but yeah overall pharah's a pretty shallow character. i have IDEAS on how i'd go about deepening her but. whatever#that's sorta what happens when you have to juggle a cast of 40 characters. a lot get left with the bare minimum#ok so i wrote this entire post up saying that pharah isn't in ow2's storymode when she is. she's in the story i just. forgot#because she doesn't do or contribute anything interesting#ok i'm stopping here. overwatch's story is such an interesting narrative mess i could go on for hours#i dunno how you come up with such incredible character designs and give them such an unincredible story#it's also so so so interesting seeing the conflicting takes on characters the writers have#mercy in gameplay and voicelines is peppy and cheerful and optimistic#but mercy in the storymode journal logs is tired. jaded. a total shut in who forgets to leave her room and social#and YES! THAT'S WHAT I WANT!!! THAT'S MERCY TO ME!!! THE DOCTOR WHO FORGETS TO TAKE CARE OF HERSELF#ask me#anon
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Do you ever just think about how in Batman The Knight, Bruce mentions they promised to not use guns and yet Bruce is the first one to shoot Luka to protect Khoa? Especially considering his small flashes whenever he had to use guns even at inhuman targets? And he still did it?
YES!!! Yes, I do!!!
I went through this specific issue recently and i have so many thoughts, I hope you don't mind me using your ask as an excuse to ramble :)
Bruce was having such a bad time in this issue it's not even funny. Luka just decided to kill the only constant figure in his life at this point, his partner, his bestie, his boy crush, his only companion, and just expected him to sit and watch while he shot him right in front of his eyes, like, bro, right in front of the traumatized by loved ones being shot in front of him boy??? WHY
And of course that happened after months of him relieving this particular trauma repeatedly on account of having to use guns and interact daily with a guy who, bc of his past career, he couldn't help but compare to his parents' murderer. Why not, after all. Just marinate him a bit before going for the kill.
Obviously, Bruce couldn't let Luka just kill Khoa, so he takes the gun, and he doesn't even kill Luka, but taking that shot was such a difficult thing to do in such a stressful situation in which he's clearly relieving his biggest trauma. And like, sure, he made his promise to Luka, but more than that, guns are forever associated with his parents death and their murderer. Bruce very much can't use guns on real people without shaking, trembling, throwing up, yk, feeling like he's putting himself in the shoes of joe chill and feeling so intensely guilty. Itās really his last resort - if it was Bruceās life that Luka was threatening, he might even have let himself be killed in order to not have to use the gun.
However, since the universe is not over with him yet, and still has some ideas about how to make his day worse, it decides instead to force his hand by making Minhkhoa be the one being held at gunpoint. Thus, Bruce does take the shot anyway in the worst way possible and in the worst situation ever, and literally the only thing that could've been worse would be making him kill someone, so of course,
THEN
MINHKHOA TAKES THE GUN
AND SHOOTS LUKA RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM
MAKING SO THAT BRUCE'S SHOT REALLY RESULTED IN SOMEONE'S DEATH
ONCE AGAIN
RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIS TRAUMATIZED EYES
and as if this wasn't enough
HE THEN POINTS THE GUN AT BRUCE
Honestly his biggest crime, I don't care about the murders and other felonies, this moment right here is the only thing he ever did wrong.
Like, can you imagine the level of brain damage bruce was receiving that day?
Khoa went from loved-one-about-to-be-killed to being the one walking on joe chill's shoes. His range, honestly. No wonder Bruce got so mad and then so heartbroken. Crying his eyes out, literally hugging himself. The saddest, most traumatized boy ever
Anyways, bruce still misses him, even after all khoa put him through. Or, as he says, he misses who he thought he was. After their first breakup khoa's image took a lot of damage - bruce really starts to wonder if khoa wasn't just a monster and he was the only one not seeing it. He thinks minhkhoa is sabotaging him, and that he might have killed alfred and his ex-girlfriend.
But of course nothing of this it's true and Khoa manages to undo some of the damage to bruce's opinion of him by trying to warn him about the guy actually sabotaging and trying to kill both of them (he also almost dies in the process, which i'm sure made him seem extra harmless and babygirly to bruce), so i guess that was enough to take away the thoughts of khoa being very likely to kill him one day.
He also offers a justification for the two murders he committed (Luka and master Ouahbi - honestly, what's the deal with all those criminals/ex criminals being both so good at diagnosing people with psychopathy and hating them so much????), and it was good enough for bruce, i guess? Tbh, he was mostly just trying to not think too deeply about it, 'cause he just wanted to have a little more time with him so badly. He would do so many things for khoa, and forgive him for so much stuff. HOW COULD KHOA FUMBLE HIM SO BADLY-
One thing I think about a lot is how in btk #7, bruceās broken heart is addressed - he only references his trauma with his parents death in the issue, but the last issue ended with him saying his heart was broken bc of khoa so we can infer that heās thinking about what happened between the two of them too. I find it interesting how this seems to be bruceās way of dealing with khoa - he doesn't talk about him. Dick mentions it in Batman (2016) #104
And bruce never says a word about what happened between him and khoa to zatanna
I wonder if this is his way of keeping khoa with him. As he says, his heart never heals bc he doesn't let it - and so, he never talks about khoa, he only talks with zatanna about the loss of his parents, and he tells dick some of the bad khoa did to him, but doesn't delve into how important he was to him, or the good times they spent together, or how willing he was and still is to forgive him (tho he ends up showing him this part anyways when he goes to ghostmaker to ask him to coparent batman inc. with him when he first started it). He tells their story in a way that makes it seem like their separation didn't affect him negatively at all - dick only realizes bruce still misses him bc of his super powers of seeing right through bruceās emotional barriers. But bruce keeps refusing to talk about khoa, or adress the ways in which he is still hurting, so he nevers gets better, and thus, khoa is still with him in a way, if only in wounds he left behind.
I also think bruce focuses a lot on everything bad khoa did to him and tries so hard to not even think about the good parts of their relationship bc the truth is, in his heart, the good outweighs the bad by a lot. Which is the reason why khoa barely has to do anything to win him back every time he comes back - bc despite everything, bruce has always been way too willing to forgive him for everything, and all he really has to do is to come back, and be willing to stay for a little while longer.
#it took me a year to answer i'm so embarrassed#i wrote most of this when i first received the ask but then i got tired before finishing#:(#btw if you ever sent me an ask and i never answered it just know that i appreciate it and i'm trying very hard to answer it#i'm just fighting against executive dysfunction and losing badly :((((#ghostbat#bruce posting#bruce wayne#ghostmaker#minhkhoa khan#batman#drac rambles#batman the knight
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THE EX-MORNING SERIES CONCEPT
By now I think many people have heard that KristSingtoās upcoming series is an original script that was written for them. What we also have confirmed is that it was written about them.
[source]
KRIST: This series was written by P'Backaof and directed by P'Lit where they created this script from the start deliberately for the two of us and they got information for the characters etc. from KristSingto directly. In the series, the name for P'Sing is Tamtawan, and my name is Phatapi. And Tamtawan Tamtawan and Phatapi are KristSingto themselves.
INTERVIEWER: Does that mean you play yourself?
KRIST: [laughing] Yes, we act as ourselves, so it's not difficult at all.
Today, Aof elaborated on his part on Twitter:
[source: @backaof]
[translation: @_beinglistener]
And Jojo added:
[source: @jojotichakorn]
[translation: @_beinglistener]
So, two gay men are the leading creative minds behind KristSingtoās comeback series. Time to study up on your KristSingto history, kids. \:D/
Long live sanctioned RPF. š
#krist perawat#singto prachaya#kristsingto#the ex morning#iāve already seen the same tired āguess rent was dueā about krist and#i see on twitter when people link my thread about krist to people still insisting heās homophobic#manās rich#he works constantly#he even said itās something he regrets now that his grandmother who raised him passed away#he worked so much he didnāt have as much time for his familyāwho he helps support#he is quite literally considered bl royalty#he has more queer people in his circle than straight#waa (gay) is his mentor#aof (gay) wrote this series and jojo (gay) thought up the concept so even professionally he's supported by queer people#you donāt have to like him#and you donāt have to admit to sending death threats to a stranger who doesnāt speak your language based on rumors you didnāt verify#just yāknow#admit quietly to yourself alone in your head that you were wrong and you caused harm to a person who didnāt deserve it#plenty of actors use bl as a stepping stone to bigger jobs#heās not one of them#he wanted to do bl for years but gmmtv told him he could only work with singto#so literally the only reason kit didnāt do bl until BMF was scheduling issues because singto wanted to study abroad#and singto couldnāt get a fixed date for it and then the pandemic messed with his plans even more#iām glad to see more and more people are understanding who krist is recently#and even in the series they made pathapiās controversy an impulsive act of anger#krist has said he used to struggle with being hotheaded#and one of his apologies for the igs was even something like āi acted without thinking of how it would look out of contextā#he just wanted people to stop harassing him for his sexuality but the context isnāt in the igs#anyway my go-to when iām too tired to talk about this is always this#if he had ever been homophobic thai people would be the ones leading the charge against himā¦but itās interfans
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'i hope my own shoulders, and thick hands will become your comfort at the end of a tiring day. you did a good job, you worked so hard.' (ft. leona kingscholar)
gn! reader, word count: 1.7k, warning! mention of burnout and academic stress
a/n: i've been highkey stressed bc of deadlines, so i wrote this. this being self indulgent hurt/comfort with leona kingscholar. hope that everyone's taking care of themself this exam season ^^
To be honest, Leona was annoyed. But that was his selfishness talking, he wasn't annoyed at Yuu, he was more annoyed at all the deadlines taking up their time. He hasn't seen them in days now.
And to be even more honest, he was...worried. He stared at his phone, at how his texts and calls had been going unanswered for hours now. It was normal for them not to text everyday, but they had also told him that they get too engrossed in studying at times. Leona hazarded that this was one of those times.
That was why Leona was here, staring up at their self-imposed prison called Ramshackle, a bag of food in his hand. He was sure Yuu was in there, watching the flicker of their curtain from their open window. He trudged through the empty halls, climbing up the familiar staircase till he reached the front of their room.
He could feel the prickle of the ghosts' stares on him, and he turned into the empty air, "How long has the herbivore been at it?"
A ghost materialized near him, "It's been...hours since they've stopped to rest."
"And Grim?"
"Grim stormed out after they refused to stop and take a break," Another ghost said, looking sadly at the room.
"Alright," He sighed, hand on their doorknob. "Tell Grim to enter the room quietly when he's back. Don't worry, I'll get them to rest."
After the briefest of moments, he opened the door.
Light filtered through the open window, and he saw Yuu hunched over their desk. He saw a stack of textbooks next to them, accompanied by the faint glow of their computer screen. There were papers strewn all over the table and floor, and he even spotted what looked like dried alchemy ingredients in vials in the corner.
Leona wasted no time sitting on their bed. The creak most definitely drew their attention because they finally spoke, hand still scribbling on their notebook, "Grim? Hey, I'm sorry about earlier, Iā"
"Try again."
And that was when Yuu finally froze. They turned slowly, a disbelieving look on their face as they saw him, "Leona. Did Grim ask you to come? You didn't tell me you were coming, Iā"
"Was studying, I know," Leona watched as they scrambled to find something. "I called you a couple of times earlier, and you didn't reply."
They finally found it: their phone, buried under a stack of papers, "I'm...so sorry, my phone's out of battery."
"That's rare," Leona said, taking the phone from their hands and plugging it in. "How long has it been since you took a break?" He didn't really need to ask. He could see the fatigue smudged under their eyes, and in their unfocused gaze. It had been long enough since they took a break. But he wanted to hear it directly from them.
Yuu shrugged, "A couple of hours?" He sighed, approaching them.
"What time is it?" Leona towered over their seat, his arms boxing them in. "And don't even try cheating, herbivore." This close, he could see the messiness of their desk, the empty waterbottles discarded on the side, and the multitude of tabs open on their laptop. He could also see the sleepy droop of their eyes, their fingers reddened and raw from where the pencil had indented itself there for who knows how long.
They finally met his eyes, offering a tentative, "It's...uhm, 11am...?"
Leona's hands tightened its grip on their chair, "Herbivore, it's 2pm." He watched as the realization followed by panic play out on their face before he tugged them up.
"Sit on the bed. If I see you touching your computer or phone, you're dead meat," Leona ran a hand through his hair out of frustration more than anything. "And eat this. I'll go get you some water."
Once he saw them opening the bag, Leona made his way to their kitchen. He grabbed a tall glass of water, placing the empty water bottles in the sink before leaving.
When he made his way back up, they were sitting on the bed with a notebook open. Yuu raised their hands in surrender when they saw him, "You said no phone or computer. Nothing about notebooks."
Leona's jaw ticked, "Put that away and eat." They followed his order wordlessly, throwing the notebook onto the floor. Meanwhile he busied himself with their computer saving whatever was open, before closing it.
They had already scarfed down most of the rice bowl when they finally spoke again, "Are you mad at me?"
"More like frustrated at how bad you are at taking care of yourself when you study," Leona mumbled, pushing the water into their hands. They gulped it down all in one go and he sighed. "When's your next deadline?"
Yuu glanced at the clock, "4pm tomorrow."
"And how much is done?"
"Most of it, butā"
"That means you're sleeping. Now."
"Leona. I can't just...I can't sleep," There was this defeated look on Yuu's face and Leona wanted nothing more than to will it away.
"Elaborate for me," He sat across from them now, as they pushed around their rice. "Why can't you sleep?" Instead of answering, they let the silence grow, placing their food to the side table.
"It's...stupid."
"It's not stupid if you're still thinking about it," He frowned more openly now. He couldn't pretend to understand what they were going through. No matter how much knowledge he had, it would never give him the ability to read another's mind. All he could do was wait for them to open up.
"I just... Sleeping seems like a waste of time when I've got this much work," The words rushed out into the quiet of the room, and they gulped, as if they had been waiting to say them for so long. They almost choked on the words, their voice rising higher as they spoke, "It's stupid, because... well obviously you need sleep to be able to work. But I feel...guilty. There's so much to do and not enough time and I've been working deadline-to-deadline and...
Yuu head hung forward, "I'm so tired." The sentence was said in a whisper, almost like it was a plead for help.
"Herbivore..." Leona's heart ached for them. It wasn't only because of their struggles. No, it was because he was familiar with the feeling. Of wanting to do so much, and yet his body couldn't take it. Of struggling in vain in front of walls too tall for him to ever reach. Of the tiredness clawing at his limbs, until he had given up and surrendered to days of listless sleep.
"Let's sleep," Yuu nodded shortly; a clear attempt at deflecting. "I haven't slept since yesterday morning, I shouldā"
Leona caught their arm, meeting their eyes, "Hey. I can't say that I know what you're going through. But...I've been somewhere similar. And you're not alone. I see all the effort you're putting in; all that hard work. And I..."
Leona let out a soft sigh, his hand reaching to hold theirs, "I'm proud of you, okay?"
And he meant it. He meant every last word, because there was no one that could make him prouder than Yuu could. He just...hoped that they would believe him; believe in their own hard work and effort.
"Are you...trying to make me cry?" Their eyes burned with unshed tears as they glared at him, and Leona met their stare with a pang in his heart. It wasn't his intention to make them cry, of all things. He really was unskilled with words at times.
"No. I'm trying to get you to realize that you don't need to prove yourself to anyone," Leona wiped at their tears, and they leaned into his palm readily. "Not even to me, okay? Academics are important, but your health is more important."
"Then...could you..." They hesitated again and he squeezed their hand. "Could you stay here with me? Just until my assignments are done. You don't have to help or anything, you can just...sit there. Or nap."
"If that means you sleep and eat on time, then yes. Gladly," Leona strangely felt warm at the thought of them seeking comfort in him, warmer still at the way their hand held his. "You can always call me when you need me. You should go to sleep now."
The herbivore flopped back onto the bed, shuffling so they were lying next to him. Leona covered them with the blanket, an arm under his head.
"Thank you," Their voice was soft, a little wobbly. "For coming, and the food, and...everything."
"Of course," Leona said, voice equally as soft. "I can't just stand by and watch you wear yourself out."
"Thanks to my supportive and caring boyfriend, I can finally rest without feeling guilty," Their eyes finally fluttered shut, and Leona felt his heart squeeze. He leaned toward them, pressing a kiss to the crown of their head. That drew a small smile from them before they were burying their head into their pillow.
Leona waited until he was absolutely sure they were asleep before finally sighing. He was still concerned about if they really were okay. What would've happened if he didn't come sooner? Would he have recieved a summons from Grim? Or worse...the infirmary?
Leona didn't want to think about that. But at least now he could make sure that they would be just fine. He wrapped his arms more securely around them, closing his eyes. For now, all he needed to do was sleep, and when he awakened, he could take care of them.
If what Yuu needed was his presence he would gladly give them his time. If they needed his counsel, he would listen and advice. And if in the end of the day, all they needed was someone to hold them, and tell them they did well...he would do it.
Leona would give them all the comfort that they deserved for that was what Yuu was to him. And he hoped that they would one day regard him to be the same. A warm place to come home to. A place only they knew, and only they could have. Right there, in each others' arms.
(as an easter egg, the title of this fic + the excerpt are lyrics from the song "end of a day" by jonghyun <3 it's a song that comforts me when i'm having a hard day, so i thought i'd share it)
and that's a wrap on the fic ! i hope you enjoyed and that it was able to bring you some comfort <33 if you wanna see more, come check out my masterlist ^^
#/trau writes#leona kingscholar#leona kingscholar x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#twisted wonderland#twst x reader#i was so tired when i wrote this and it really shows oughh#i hope it was comforting enough
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