#i was in a really weird time of my life and very far removed from the fandom
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every time i post i am reminded that some of my irls follow me on twt/instagram (not here afaik. thank goodness) sorry guys for being way too invested in a manga based on dead authors. i may be cringe but i am free
#i feel like in high school or younger like ok. thats cool and i was the weird art kid in middle school so like ok youre just like that +#and its a phase you go into of making stuff for something you enjoy#but im in college now adulting and doing real life things and im like. is this childish to draw and whatever#i love drawing and stuff so whatever i draw is really just for me to explore a hobby#idk. maybe im reading too far into this i know i shouldnt care about what other people think but these are ppl i look up to and am close wi#also every time my irls have found my art account its been an ACCIDENT when they see me on my phone or something đđđ that is NOT +#information i give out randomly im way too embarrased for that they do not need to know i go by a whole different persona online very far +#removed from my irl stem student duties
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do u ever wish u could go back to the first time u heard sott
#bc iâm stuck in that rn#i was in a really weird time of my life and very far removed from the fandom#but i was just. in awe#and so so so so proud of harry#like i legit cried so hard even tho i was walking down the street lmfao#listened to it on repeat nonstop for at least a week#i was like at the end of my first terrible relationship and honestly it opened up a floodgate#god. iâm still so proud of him#so much has happened since then itâs crazy#never ever could have predicted even half of it#but he really Did That#like yes bitch i can both write and sing amazing beautiful and heartbreaking songs lmao#the line welcome to the final show hits so hard now god damn#ANYWAY GUESS WHOS FEELING EMO AND WISTFUL TONIGHT LOL#rowyn rambles
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ŕź ease your mind.
cw â wlw. ambessa x f!reader. ambesscock. thatâs it thatâs the fic. fingering. slight orgasm denial if you squint. pussy slapping. overstimulation. creampie. ambessa loves her stupid little wife (not outwardly said but. yk). ambessa has a huge cock and it almost kills reader (not clickbait!!!)
you stood at the balcony of your palatial-like room, the cold air of the evening hitting your cheeks as your brows furrowed. ambessa sighed at the sight. you were her prized possession, she cleared the rust from you and made you lustrous; now, you were gradually dulling. she couldnât let that happen. âyour performance reflects your effort, little one. youâve been dragging your feet all week.â
you internally winced at her words. there was no getting around ambessa, no slick tricks or batting eyelashes could conceal how you really felt. âyouâre spending too much time in your head. no more of this self-deprecating prattle; youâre fine.â she said finally.
âright..â you exhaled under your breath.
she huffed. if there was one thing she loved about you, it was your compliance. not that it started that way; you had thorns in your words, much to her chagrin. âyou disagree,â she noted.
you were a bit too quick to answer, âi do not,â
âno?â she raised an eyebrow at you. another weird shot in your stomach at the slightly teasing tone in her voice. âitâs⌠itâs silly.â you gulped. âsilly.â that was the word you decided? it surprised her even though it shouldnât. âhumor me.â
your eyes briefly flicked to her face for a moment before you looked back down, sighing defeatedly. damn her. âi.. have been dissatisfied with my performance lately. and i fear you have to.â you muttered, you almost thought she didnât hear you and would coax you to speak louder. but she understood you just clearly. she just didnât understand why. âso?â you raised an eyebrow at her, looking up at her, continuing as she didnât let you get the chance to speak yet. âi would have said something to you if i had any grievances. do you doubt my methods?â
mouth slightly gape, you closed it and swallowed again, looking down at the white cement beneath you, ân..no.â ambessa smirked. âno?â she repeated. âthen do not waste your brain on such frivolous matters. or do you need a reminder on who exactly you belong to?â
âi-i..â somehow, you were just now made aware of her very close proximity to you. maybe a little too close if you werenât busy rubbing your thighs together at the mere idea.
âi think you do.â
â
a violent, shuttering breath came from your chest as ambessaâs thick fingers worked amongst your slit, teasing up and down slowly before she rubbed firm yet calculated circles on your clit. gripping the red silk sheets for dear life, and she barely even started. âisnât this better, hm? a great difference than whatever nonsense you had in that little head of yours.â you sobbed at her teasing, quickly throwing your head back when she added a thick finger inside you. you already felt so full, what more could she have?
you tried your absolute hardest to not squirm and writhe under her when she added another finger, the lewd squelching of your aroused pussy echoing the sumptuous walls. âabsolute submission suits you far better, darling..â she drawled while slyly adding a third finger. you nodded dumbly, agreeing to whatever eloquent words she cooed to you. they made your pussy drool hot, creamy juices that made her stomach churn in satisfaction. you pleaded and gasped, her scarred forearm never faltering when your nails dug into it.
to her truimph of having you exactly where she wanted, she removed her fingers, licking them clean shamelessly. messily. like she was sampling piltover cuisine again. except this time it was from your pretty pussy, which automatically made it 10x better than the diplomatic, âprogressiveâ city.
you whine at the loss, bucking your hips up to desperately chase the feeling again until a harsh slap met your cunt, making you squeak and close your thighs together instinctively. âdonât be greedy,â she growled, her blunt hands grabbing the supple skin of your thighs and spreading them wide open for her. youâd be embarrassed if you werenât so incredibly aroused right now. âgood girls donât get rewarded if theyâre inattentive. behave.â she leaned down to say firmly in your ear. you had no other choice but to nod your head, sniffling in compliance.
âyour words, girl.â
ây-yes, ambessa.â
âgood,â she smirked, leaning up again, lazily undoing her pants with an unreadable expression on her face. she knew you loved this sight of her, standing tall at the edge of the bed as you anticipated for whatâs going to come next. it gave you a grueling feeling in your stomach, yet you chased it. chased her. with a scarred hand, she guided her cock out of the tight and inconvenient confines of her pants, mostly, if not already rock hard. dribbles of precum ran from her slit, making your mouth water at the sight, desperately wanting a taste. but not right now. was she twitching from the cool air of the room, or is she just simply built up and found the chance to finally fuck you? it was probably both.
she didnât even let you breathe before you felt your knees rub against your chest and pulling you further to the edge of the bed, her slick tip sliding up against your slit, making you shudder. âlet me show you how i value your excellence above anything else.â she finally sunk her cock into you, inch by inch, making you cry out. she wasnât even fully in you yet. âbreathe,â she cooed, guiding you through it was the least she could do. she held your legs steady as she sunk even further into you, biting your lip to alleviate the slight uncomfortableness. all of this, for you? the least you could do is just sit there and take it.
but, as soon as the pain faded away, you almost instantly became drunk on her cock, every snap of her hips knocked the wind out of you. your pussy salivated on her, smearing on her stomach and thighs and even on the bed, but she didnât care. in fact, she encouraged it so much she forced you to look down at the sheer mess you were making. you were embarrassed, but the way you felt her cock twitch and hearing her groan when she saw the way she glided in and out of you made it worth it.
she made you pliable. a moldable, sticky mess, like you were designed by the gods to piece together perfectly like a complicated and difficult puzzle. âplease, please please..â you whined, feeling her splitting you open. you were so full of her it was like you could fucking feel her in your throat, her cock kissing and bruising you in places you were unaware of until this evening. she was too big, you finalizedâ yet you could take it, she knew you could. each pant, moan and whine made that very clear to her.
âjust fabulous..â she praised under her breath, appreciating how it earned a squeeze and twitches from your dewy, spongy walls. she knew you were getting close, dangerously so. she never relented her pace, having you babble and slur out nonsense, praise for her fucking you so good, thanking her for fixing your silly self-deprecating problems. she simply smirked and exchanged back filth to your slushed mind, but her smirk would slightly falter as she felt herself growing closer to release as well.
ââbessa, gonna cum, iâm gonna cum, fuckâ!!â you were only met with a nod, a final command as you followed it, like always. sobbing helplessly, a final, brutal slam made you gush everywhere, sinking herself down as you came unbelievably hard, your moans borderline whorish when you felt her cum deep inside you, a few shallow thrusts to ensure no drop escaped.
she barely even broke a sweat, yet you were under her fucked out of your mind, thighs twitching in mock-withdrawal in her hands, face ridden with tears and sweat. you were looked a mess, but you never looked more gorgeous in ambessaâs eyes.
her eyes widened softly as your arms wrapped around her neck and pulled her closer to you, but she made no attempt to pull away. she chuckled at your deprivation, rewarding you with a kiss on the side of your lips. âit seems like i hadnât fail you this time.â you nodded and let out a meek ânoâ in response. you were too weak to speak at the moment.
you just wanted to selfishly bask in her embrace just a wee longer, wanting your skin to be hers for just a moment.
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#âš folasadeâs work.#ambessa x reader#arcane#lesbian#ambessa x you#ambessa x y/n#arcane x reader#arcane x black reader#ambessa arcane#ambessa arcane smut#sevika arcane smut#black reader#arcane smut#ambessa medarda
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HEY! Just because I am now 20 I think having something to kind of re establish boundaries would be good! Considering the ones I put all those times ago have changed :D GENERAL RULES! Do not be racist, sexist, homophobic, antisemitic, ableist, or discriminatory against anyone for any reason. Please if someone is calling you out for things you have done or said, please self-reflect and take the proper steps to change or remove yourself from the community. If you see something you do not like, and it IS MADE WORSE BY BRINGING ATTENTION TO IT, THEN IGNORE IT! Bringing attention to problems that just arent really problems with either the community or me in general are not worth it! Please use common sense when thinking about what/what not to engage with! I personally wish that people in the community do NOT engage with people who just obviously do not like me! Chances are they want a reaction from it so it is MUCH better to just not argue with someone whos mind you will not change! ALLOW CRITICISM OF ME AND MY CONTENT! IF YOU DONT AGREE OR DONT LIKE THEN DO NOT ARGUE ABOUT IT!!!! ALL IT WILL DO IS CAUSE UNESSICARY DRAMA!!! DO NOT make ANY comments or content about me that is explicitly sexual. I completely understand that lately there have been bits due to the changes in how Iâve been presenting myself and how Iâve been presenting more femininely, but that does not allow anyone to use that as an excuse to sexualize any features and such that are more feminine or masculine. Remember that femininity is not sexual and should not be seen or created as such just because its there! (for example, the Vtuber costume and chat being overly weird over the added boobs where there was no need for it). DO NOT draw me in ways that are sexual either, such as highlighting any aspects in a sexual way, or making the content something sexual. I am completely okay with being drawn as any body type, masculine presenting or feminine presenting, as long as you stick to this! PLEASE DO NOT SPECULATE ABOUT MY PERSONAL LIFE!!! Making jokes about certain topics CAN be fine, but a line is crossed when it becomes a legitimate speculation or if a joke is said when I have expressed my discomfort! RESPECT MY FRIENDS!!! All of my friends are their own, incredible people. And they do not deserve to be lumped in or referred to as JUST "my friend". Be respectful in their chats even when im not there, and be respectful to all of them everywhere else! IF SOMEONE IS TRYING TO INFORM YOU THAT YOU MAY BE DOING SOMETHING WRONG PLEASE LISTEN!!! There has been a lot of times in which I have seen people be unwilling to change in the face of a genuine discussion, and that is not something I want in the community! I should NOT have to police every single thing because it should NOT take me saying something in order to change your mind! As my words are not worth more or less when it comes to a lot of subjects! And lastly, do good. Whenever you have the ability to. BE POSITIVE!!! The hater mindset is very draining and can be very toxic to both you and the people around you, so highlight the good instead of the bad if you have the ability to! I am so incredibly proud of how far this community has come, and I cannot wait for the future!!! I have spent some time writing this, but it may not be perfect, so I will update this as time goes on and I think of more, or if something needs to be SUPER cleared up, but for now these are the main ones! I will NOT be updating this after every little thing however, as I do not want you guys to feel like the only way that something is wrong is if I talk about it! As you guys should be able to sustain yourself as a community without my consistent input! Imma go enjoy my birthday by eating a pizza :) thank you all!
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The Princes
Ten years later. When marrying a Prince turns a Queen and a Servant into actual Royalties.
Because Vil deserves a real crown and Jamil deserves to be treated better.
NOW I'M GONNA RANT ABOUT MY CHARA DESIGNS CHOICES AND ALL THE DISCOVERIES I MADE WHILE LOOKING FOR REFS! If you only care about art and funny doodles, you can scroll down for a handful of slices of life.
(Don't worry if you can't read my notes, I'm repeating myself better right under this)
Leona
-Lion: As you may know, one of my grievances with Leona is how his hair doesn't look like an actual mane despite being a lion. While I don't want to stray too far from the canon design with the usual drawings, that's the occasion for me to have some fun with a future version. Give that lion a beard and voluminous hair!
-Hair: First, get those bangs out of his face. Despite Leona being very confident, he still has bangs covering his scarred eye. I wanted him to finally own the aspects of him that may be scary to others (his UM, his scar, etc). I actually went with bangs framing his face similar to the ones he had during his Overblot. I wasn't sure whether to give him dreadlocks or curly hair, but I ended up choosing the free curls decorated with some atebas and braids so that Vil could have more fun styling them.
-Eye: Thanks @aria-faye for the idea, I decided to have his eye gradually lose its capacities with time. From a headcanon that, while the eye wasn't directly touched by whatever attack scarred him, the process of healing still had an impact on it and he gradually lost sight in his left eye years after years.
-Body: Not giving him a dad bod (yet, maybe in another ten years), but definitely giving him more voluminous yet casual muscles. Practical muscles with a healthy dose of fat and tissues. Also giving him two full sleeves of tattoos because I decided he should have much more than just his lion tattoo.
-Clothes: Went full Maasai dressing and Kenyan fabrics and beadworks. If you're not familiar with it, please go check it out, it's GORGEOUS!! Crown is beadwork too. He also has one Arabic styled foot jewellery.
Jamil
-Hair: My first order was to remove his double-faced hairstyle and also remove his bangs from his eye. Make him confident enough to show his whole face. Unlike Leona and Vil, he doesn't really want a crown though (he still feels weird about becoming royalty) so instead he uses a braid as crown. Also gave him a little goatee because I like facial hair and Jafar has a beard too.
-Body: He grew up! While he didn't quite catch up with Leona and Vil, he is now closer to their sizes than before, sitting at around 180cm. He kept his breakdancer/martial artist lean muscles but developed a bit of shoulders.
-Clothes: Went full Arabic dressing and fabrics (once more, go check the fabrics, they are pieces of arts). I gave him floral motifs instead of his usual fire/snake motifs (though he does have a snake earring and a fangs necklace) to symbolise his rebirth/blooming. Like Leona, he has one piece of jewellery that is beadwork.
Vil
-Hair: Here it was a bit tricky. Considering Vil's work, he likely changes hairstyles a lot, going from long to short for his roles instead of his wants. So I leaned into the little things he could add to his hair despite their constant changes, mostly jewelleries, beadworks and wool decorations he stole from his husbands. He also cares a bit less about them looking perfect and is allowing himself to be more natural. He doesn't have any facial hair (yet), keeping a youthful appearance for as long as he can. In another ten years though, he might start looking more and more like his father, beard included.
-Clothes: For Leona and Jamil's mental states, the three of them most likely started living in Sunset Savanna so they wouldn't freeze to death. Vil is well traveled so he can handle most temperatures without trouble, and he is used to dressing up in the local get ups. Here I decided to give him both African dress and Arabic fabric, and likewise both beadwork and golden jewellery. I gave him crown and heart motifs so he can keep being himself despite borrowing a lot from his husbands.
There, I'm done rambling. Here's some doodles, followed by some random headcanons.
-Vil does his husbands hair every morning and keeps giving them more and more intricate hairstyles. He developed a whole haircare and beard-care products set for them.
-When Vil is away for a movie, Jamil keeps his hair mostly down save for a few accessories.
-Jamil and Falena get along surprisingly well (to Leona's despair). Vil gets along very well with Falena's wife.
-Jamil acts as a Scalding Sands ambassador and still is the one to care for Kalim when he comes to visit, though this time he's doing it because he wants to and not because he has to.
-Vil got used to his new title immediately but Jamil struggles with it a lot. He still has a hard time wrapping his head around the fact that he is no longer a servant.
-The servants at the palace love Jamil because he always makes their job easier.
-Leona finally decided to put his wits to good use and became Falena's advisor. He still fights a lot with Kifaji about the direction to take with the country, but he managed to make some of his ideas heard to help with the staggering inequalities in the country.
That's all for now!
#so... that's officially my longest piece to date#this one took me nearly 10 hours#and I'm considering doing a colored version because Arabic and Kenyan fabrics are so beautiful I swear#won't happen in a while tho#mello's drawings#n2 squad#jamil viper#leona kingscholar#vil schoenheit#javil#leojami#leovil#twisted wonderland#twst#art#my art#analysis#Future!N2
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â before i could kiss you again
part i | part ii | part iii (soon)
a longer version of this
sae itoshi x f!reader | slight(?) language | kissing
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it was never your intention to kiss the sae itoshi.
it was supposed to be a fun one-week vacation for you in madrid. but circumstances happened and changed when you accidentally met your ex. now, the fun youâre supposedly going to have turned into an unbearable nightmare of trying to run away from his obnoxious ass. you have no intentions of talking or making peace with him especially when the reason for your falling apart was because of a cheating incident a few months ago. many people would know that you give zero fucks about cheating, including him, so when he asked you to get back to him, you scoffed the life out of you and thought he was kidding. and now, you are kissing the most famous sae itoshi in re alâs home stadium, right after their big game against fc barcha, in front of all the cameras, even probably in all spain or even in front of the whole world.
you first met sae on a flight going to Madrid. it was a very rare occasion for you to get upgraded to business class, so when the flight attendant asked you if you wanted to move to a business class seat, you didnât have to think twice and said yes. you were seated next to the magenta-haired man with weird hair physics who was wearing a black sleeping mask while an ongoing football game was playing on his big screen. before, you didn't know who sae itoshi was. sure, you've heard about his name, and how he is japan's greatest treasure, but it has never occurred to you to know more about him. you didn't know what he looked like or whatever. all you know was that he is, apparently, good at playing football and that he plays in a professional football league in spain.
so when you saw him play, you couldnât believe your eyes. the man from the plane was the same man your coworkers were crazy about. and when he struck a breathtaking goal that opened the door for re alâs victory near the end of the game, and everyone was rejoicing in re alâs home stadium, you couldnât help but also join the crowd. hell, you didnât even know what was going on. when they started chanting his name, you saw him waving his hand up, hyping the crowd to make the chanting louder. thereâs a burning passion in his teal eyes as he continues to hype up the people and as his teammates give him a supportive slap on his back.
it was a fleeting moment of exhilarating joy especially when you realized that your ex was just sitting behind you. you donât even know why he was there right now. as far as you know, your ex never really cared about football, like you before, so you were confused about why would he be there. when you started walking away from your seat, you heard him call your name but you pretended you didnât hear. he kept calling your name, it was getting annoying. you thought you were clear before that you would never ever give second chances to someone who messed up, especially when the issue was infidelity. when you reach the entrance to the tunnel, you finally face him.
âi do not give a fuck if you want to explain. you cheated, saw it with my own eyes, and that was enough for me. weâre done. now if you could please stop calling my name, thereâs someone waiting for me,â you said, with annoyance traced in your voice with every word you spat. you donât really know who would be that someone waiting for you, all you wanted was to escape from his obnoxious and ridiculous begging. you turned your back again, but this time you felt his hand, grabbing your wrist.
âcan you please let go?â you asked. you tried to be polite and civil but it seems like heâs been pushing his limits already.
âplease, here me out fiââ
âwhatâs going on here?â you both look at the owner of the voice and for some reason, you sense a relief in your veins. you removed your exâs hand from your wrist and gingerly approached sae itoshi. he looks so much better up close with those teal eyes, intently looking at yours, deciphering whatâs going on in your head with the way you look at him. he may or may not remember you because you barely interact during that flight except when he lends you his moisturizer because you forgot to bring it. it also looks like he just finished his interview since the cameras are still following him. youâre fucked, you thought. theyâre still probably airing and other people may be witnessing what is about to happen.
âsaeâŚi was just about to find you!â you said with a forced smile on your face. you continued approaching him and stopped when you are just one step away from him.
you prayed a million times of sorries in your head before you went ahead and held the side of his face, tiptoeing, before placing your lips against his. you heard audible gasps from the people, a lot of camera clicks, and a bunch of âoh my gods,â when you kissed him. it was usually a normal sight for them to see a football player kiss their significant other but sae itoshi was different. he doesnât have any dating rumors and has never been linked to anyone so itâs a surprise to other people to see him kiss someoneâor rather to see someone kiss himâout in the open like this. he was unmoved when you kissed him and all you could think of was, âfuck, fuck, fuck,â and was ready to pull away but you felt his hand on the small of your back and started responding to your kiss.
your head was spinning and spinning, your thoughts were incoherent, and for a moment, it felt like the world had gone still and silent. his lips were soft against yours and youâd be lying if you thought it wasnât slightly addicting. you felt him pull away for a second, shifting his headâs angle before diving in again with his lips with renewed intensity. his kisses tasted like mint and strawberries, probably from the electrolyte drink he was drinking before. you felt his hand on your hips as your hand traveled to his slightly damped hair.
someone cleared their throat and pulled you both in reality. you quickly pulled away but stood close, not wanting to see what was waiting around you. and then a flash of light came flashing in and your heart suddenly felt like it was going to explode. he was quick you block most of your face with his hand on the second wave of flashing before making his body as your shield from all the camera shots. he took off his jacket before putting it around your shoulders, gesturing to his manager to accompany you out of the pitch and into the locker room. before you can fully exit the pitch, you look back and see him approach your ex, muttering some words. youâre not good at reading lips but you couldâve sworn he said something along the lines of, ââŚmy girl.â
â˘â˘â˘
the whole stadium was in chaos, but sae itoshi didnât care. when you were already far enough to not hear the words heâs about to say, he made his way to your exâs.
âplease stop bothering my girl. iâm only going to ask once,â he said before leaving the pitch.
when he got to the locker room you were in, waiting, he closed the door and stood in front of you.
âiâm sorryââ
âi donât need apologies. i need explanations,â he said, cutting you off.
you nodded.
ânow explain, before i could kiss you again.â
â˘â˘â˘
#reiâs home library#sae itoshi#itoshi sae#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#blue lock fic#itoshi sae x reader#sae x reader#sae itoshi x reader
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Summary- one day your whole world turns upside down and where will your lives go from hereÂ
Warnings-Â Brest feeding , teen pregnancy, quotes and references to how to lose a guy in 10 days. Not proof read so let me know if major errors
A/N- please note this story is only for entertainment and not in anyway linked to what real life people mentioned in this story may do or how they may act!Â
SERIES MASTERLIST
I sat in the back of mums car motionless as I looked at the little living thing sitting in the car seat next to me. I still couldnât believe that this thing came out of me. She was a piece of me and⌠him.Â
Itâs also far worse because sheâs not an ugly baby , so itâs even harder to not like her just a little. She was kinda cute with her little gurgles and the way she looked up at me like she didnât care about anyone else.
Mums voice broke me out of my trance
â so I got you some things, needed to stock up if sheâs gonna be around for awhileâ she spoke looking at me through the car mirror.
âMum donât tell me you went all out sheâs not staying â
â sweetie I think you really need to think about this, this is a big decision I want you to really think about this. Iâm going to be here for you, you donât have to worry about the support I want this to be your decisionâ
â I just need timeâ I spoke
â I know sweetie but I really think we should also involve the father , doesnât he have a right to knowâ
â leave it!â I groanedÂ
And she did. I knew this was a big decision and my daughterâs little face was not helping me. I also knew that her dad had a right to know, but how are you meant to tell a 17 year old he was a father. Particularly one you hadnât spoken to since you slept with him. Like what should you say âhey long time no seeâŚâŚ so youâre now a daddyâ
We had pulled up to the house and unbuckled myself along with removing the little things from the car. Once I arrived in my room I realised that it was actually no longer my room.Â
My mum had brought a bassinet winch sat next to my bed, there was a changing table , boxes upon boxes of diapers, and a massive tub of clothes all pink or white.
Little dresses, little onesies , little socks âŚ.. itâs all to much!
â you happy?â I looked at the little baby in my arms
â you have taken over my room and my lifeâ I joked
I placed her down inside of the bassinet before going back down to the kitchen. But upon arrival I was met by loud screams, screams that made your body shiver.
How can one little things make that much noise?
My mum came running down the hallway
â you canât leave her alone y/nâ she made her way into my room.
I slowly followed after her, stopping to lean against my door watching while she bounced my daughter in her arms.Â
â I think sheâs hungry â she looked at me
So feed her I thoughtâŚ.. until I realised.
âNo way Iâm not doing thatâ
â you have to, itâs part of being her motherâ
My mum urged
â well how did they feed her at the hospital?â I asked
â that was only because of the state you were in, but now you have to at least give It a try.â She looked longingly at me .
â I promise itâs not as bad as you thinkâ
I really didnât like the thought of it.  But I really didnât like the sound of her cries either.
So I walked over and sat on the edge of my bed
â well tell me what to do thenâ I sighed
I unbuttoned the buttons on my shirt until I was left exposed.Â
â here hold her like they showed you in the hospitalâ my mum placed her in my arms.
â now face her to your chest and place her level to it.â I did as she told me.
â then touch it to her lip and she what she doesâ I slowly did so adjusting her hoping she would latch and like magic she did.
â wow sheâs a fast learner you didnât latch that fastâ my mum laughedÂ
It felt weird like something I had never felt before. But I wasnât grossed out, I was kind of in awe at the fact my body could do this.
My mum looked up at me â youâll need to name her you know, we canât keep calling her , herâÂ
Naming her felt very personal, it felt like something I could only do if I was keeping her, but I knew mum was right.Â
âOk but itâs only temporary you know â I nodded back at her
My mum only smiled before leaving the room, leaving me with my daughter attached to my chest. Thereâs nothing bad about her sheâs so perfect and sheâs mine. But I knew I couldnât want her.
âââââââââââââââââââââââ
It was now far later in the day I sat in my bed, all the lights off my room now only illuminated by the TV. Next to me lay my daughter in her bassinet staring at the ceiling.
I scrolled through looking for something to watch because there was no way I was ready to sleep yet. Eventually I decided on my all time favourite , the classic â How to lose a guy in 10 daysâ.
As the movie began to play I noticed the movement of my daughter in the bassinet and her quiet gurgles which were now growing louder and louder.
Sighing I sat up and looked into the bassinet.
â hey whatâs wrong?â I whispered leaning and picking her up holding her in my arms.
â whatâs wrong huh?â I slowly began to sway her in my arms, until eventually she calmed down and just stayed gazing up at me. Â
She really did make me feel soft, I have never felt such mixed feelings for a person before.Â
âHmm I guess you really do need a name , donât you?â I smiled at her , stroking her check
â letâs see, Emma?â I suggested like she was going to reply
â No⌠Lola? â I suggested again. She dosent look like a Lola
â Andie itâs brilliant â the TV spoke as the movie continued to play. I looked at the TV and then down at the baby in my hands
â AndieâÂ
âAndie, you like that babyâ I smiled at her. To me it was perfect my favourite character and my little girl having the same name.
â I think we just found your nameâ I grinned. How could something be so beautiful and so prefect. It began to make me think maybe this could work, maybe I could do this, maybe I wanted to do thisâŚ.. I want to do this.
I lifted myself off the bed still with Andie in my arms walking toward the door of my mums room. She sat in bed reading her book with the night light illuminating her room.
She looked up at me as I walked in putting her book down for a second.
â Andie, I named her Andieâ I smiled moving to sit in the bed next to her.
â oh itâs beautifulâ she looked down to stroke Andies head. â it suits herâ she pulled my head closer and kissed the top of it.
â Mumâ I whisperedÂ
â hmm â she hummed still looking at her granddaughterÂ
â I think I want to keep herâ her head rose and she looked at meÂ
â you do?â
â yeah I think I do, if I have you i think Iâll be fineâ
â of course you have meâ she smiled. â youâre going to be a amazing mum â she pulled us both closer towards her.
âââââââââââââââââââââââ
I had decided to go back to my room and finish the film. Andie settlers in her bassinet, my mum asleep and just me in the dark. Before my phone vibrates on the night stand and the light fills the room.
I groan leaning over to see whatâs on my screen. But become frozen as I see the message before me.
Lando Norris ( donât message )Â
Can we talk ?
typingâŚâŚâŚ
Please?
A/N- SO SORRY if you donât like the name! You can just change it in your head, hope thatâs ok.
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The Memory Keeper
Chapter 1 : List.
Pairing : Noa x human reader
Warning : A bit of mourning. Otherwise, all clear for this one!
Summarize (please I'm so bad at writing these!): A woman, allowed to live as long as the virus keeps running through her body, living on autopilot for 260 years, is going to see her life takes a new turn, finding hope in something that might come to put an end to her wandering.
Words : 3.2k
A/N : It has been a long time since I've written something and it feels pretty good to get back at it with this story! I hope you'll like it and do not hesitate to share your thoughts or like/reblog, it's always appreciated! As English isn't my native language, I'm sorry if you find mistakes or weird wording in there, let me know if you find some and I'll be glad to correct them!
Enjoy your reading đ
The Memory Keeper masterlist.
It wasn't going to be a difficult day. The list was ready, the tasks the same as the day before and the day after. You had to go to the river: catch a fish, fill the flasks with fresh water, bathe⌠You had to get on your horse and on the way back, stop at the 16th tree on the right, get off, walk 30 steps and fill the bag with blackberries. You had to avoid the brambles and avoid tripping over the prominent root. Get back on the horse and ride home.
Prepare the fish: remove the head and tail, the skin, gut it and remove the bones, light a fire to cook it. Yes, evolution had done many things, but it must have missed the episode where it was necessary to improve the human digestive system. So the fish still had to be cooked.
The garden had to be tended. Over the years, it had evolved too. It had been a long time in the making. A vegetable garden, tomatoes, green beans and, you couldn't quite remember how, artichokes had found their place too. An apple tree was easy to grow. It took time, but it was easy. And then there was this little gem you'd stumbled upon one day: a rosebush. It was an important one. You had to take care of it too.
You always had to do something.
Your hands knew what to do and how to do it. Your legs took you where you needed to go, and at that particular moment, they had led you to your horse. You had to remove his saddle and bridle, check his hooves and remove any stones that might have got stuck on them. Run your hand over his belly to loosen the skin compressed by the girth. And don't forget to give him a drink. When it came to eating, he found everything on his own, except perhaps an apple, which you gave him from time to time to thank him for his help. He knew how to ask, too. In fact, he huffed and gave you a nudge.
Okay, an apple.
He followed you to the apple tree and you climbed onto his back. You could reach the branches, but it was always difficult to keep your balance. Especially when your right hip wasn't working properly. And you sighed. It really wasn't convenient.
You had to go on with the list, what was next?
â Hearing my voice at least once and speaking so I don't forget.â
This was important. You had to remember how to speak. The world had forgotten, but you must not. You had no right to forget.
âSay something new.â
And you looked around.
âIt's cloudy today.â
Which meant rain wasn't far off. Your horse was now grazing beside you.
âYou should take shelter.â
You smile, you'd said one more sentence today. Your horse's ears twitched as if to say âI do what I wantâ and you shrugged. After all, he was the one to decide. But you didn't want to get wet in the rain. You patted his neck and went off to find shelter in your wooden hut.
You've lived here for a long time. A very long time. So long that you no longer needed a torch to light up the big room when night fell or when the clouds darkened the place. You knew exactly where the shaky table was, the armchair with its deformed, hollowed-out seat and even the little plastic pot you kept forgetting to put back on the table to avoid getting your feet caught in it. And despite the years, you never tripped over it.
You were right to come home. You'd just had time to put the water flasks and the cooked fish on the table when a torrent of water hit the floor. The end of the list would have to wait. The timing was perfect, as your stomach signaled that it was time to fill up, and the smell of the wood-fired fish made your mouth water.
Settling back in your armchair, you ate the fish, watching the rain fall against the hut's only window. Eating with your hands was no longer as disturbing as it had been at first. There were a lot of memories that had slipped away over time, but you almost smiled when you thought back to the embarrassment you'd felt the first time you'd had to eat like that. If you'd known back then where you'd end upâŚ
A sigh.
Drops tumbled against the window and some seemed to challenge themselves to get to the bottom first. They were following the path traced by others before them, but obviously not all roads were good ones to take. Some raindrops went straight down, others tried to cut off their opponents' path, and still others weaved in and out to create their own path. Then a raindrop caught your eye. It seemed the most likely to win the mad race. It glided and slalomed proudly until it landed delicately on your windowsill, blending in with its sisters who had landed there before it.
You turned your eyes to the last piece of fish, which you brought to your mouth.
You took one last look out the window, and that's when you caught sight of it.
A shadow.
A shadow had just moved past your window. The rain kept on pounding against it and you could see the trees in the distance stirring in the wind, and you were sure you saw the shadow moving, quickly to the right, but the shadow was gone. There were only raindrops, only the wind, and you could even hear the dull roar of an incipient thunderstorm.
A deep breath. You had to.
Then a sigh.
The rain and wind must have played a trick on you. If the storm picked up, you definitely wouldn't be able to finish your outdoor to-do list. But that didn't matter, there was still plenty to do inside.
First you had to tidy up. Keeping the interior clean and tidy was important, so you couldn't leave the water bottles on the table. You grabbed them and stepped over the little plastic pot that stood between the table and what you could call a kitchen. At least, that's what you would have called this part of the hut back in the day, because there was only a broken sink and a cupboard without a door. You passed the front door and it rattled against the latch in the wind. You had managed to install a branch across the door, allowing you to keep it closed in bad weather. However, as it didn't close very well, the wind always managed to rattle it between the branch and the latch. But you got used to the noise. So you walked past the shaky door to put the water bottles in the cupboard, and when you heard a suspicious rustling sound, you jumped, staring at the door.
You frowned at the unusual sound. You had been holding your breath, but the wind suddenly whistled through the doorframe, which was sorely lacking in hermetic seals. So you breathed out, taking a calmer breath. The wind. Mother Nature was definitely testing your nerves tonight.
Well, you still had to change your clothes. Night was coming on and you couldn't possibly sleep in your day clothes. You stepped over the little plastic pot again and made your way to the wooden chest beside the fireplace to find a t-shirt and a pair of jogging shorts with a hole in the left knee. Maybe one day you'd find a stray piece of fabric while walking through the forest, so you could mend it. But you hadn't yet got to the list asking you to explore the surrounding area.
There were 7 lists divided into 4 sections, themselves arranged in 12 categories. It was your way of keeping track of time. You no longer counted the days, let alone the years; you'd long since lost the very notion of time. But to grow crops, harvest the fruits of the forest and simply follow nature's millimetric events and be able to anticipate them, you needed a reference point. The lists, though mostly identical, were that reference point. Hanging on the wall with pieces of wood you'd carved yourself, they determined your days and the things you had to do.
You didn't really know when or how you'd started making these lists. But judging by the ink, half washed away by the years - some of the lists had even gone back to being blank - it must have been a long time ago.
You put the current day's list back in its place. Tomorrow, you'd have to complete it while carrying out the next one. But there was one more thing you needed to do indoors before settling into your armchair for the night. One last important thing.
From the chest, you took out a picture frame. The corners were worn, the wood had crumbled and you had to handle it carefully to avoid getting splinters in your hands. You set the frame down on the floor by the fireplace, knelt in front of it and reached into the jar on your right to pick a rose petal, which you placed carefully in the right-hand corner of the frame.
You struggled to swallow.
That's where it always got complicated.
Once again, you reached into the jar and pulled out 7 petals. You always needed 7 petals. You placed 6 of them in a circle on the dry twigs in the fireplace and began humming a song whose words you'd long since forgotten. But you remembered the feeling. You felt a lump in your throat, and you often wondered how you managed to keep the song going.
You hummed, and on the last petal, with the help of a needle, you delicately traced his initials. You had to be careful not to press too hard, you shouldn't pierce the petal, just brush against it enough to see, if you concentrated hard enough, the outline of the letter you were drawing. You also had to blink a few times to see clearly what you were doing. It was important to get it right. Once you'd written the letter on the petal, you laid it at the center of the circle.
It was always at this moment that your hands shook. You needed a moment. Just a bit of time.
You had to wipe your hands over your eyes, the most important thing was to handle the two flints on the floor with care. Your hands had to be steady, not shaking. You interrupted the song to get your breathing under control.
Inhale.
Breathe out.
Grab the flints.
Inhale.
Exhale.
A sharp stroke.
The clatter of the stone threw sparks onto the pile of twigs and a flame sprang up. You started humming again as the fire slowly consumed the wood until it reached the petals of the circle.
A tear.
The fire continued to progress and you stared desperately at the petal in the center, quickly ridding yourself of the tears that were blurring your vision. The flame touched the edge of the petal and you watched the letter âCâ burn away and disappear into the ashes.
The flame faded as the twigs gradually disappeared and, once gone, you slipped the petal on the frame back into its jar.
Now you had to put the frame away. Your fingers brushed the edge of the picture inside of it. Despite the years, you had managed, by some miracle, to keep the photograph almost undamaged. At least, sufficiently intact that you could still distinguish the shape of an ape in the center of the picture, despite the cracks.
He was a force of nature. You had taken this photo on a December day, you still knew because you could still discern the white flakes clinging to his dark fur. Back then, you loved taking pictures.
What did they call you again?
The memory keeper.
Even after all this time, it still made you smile. You gently squeezed the frame between your fingers, keeping it balanced on the knees you'd just tucked in towards you. This way, he was a little closer to you.
You made an extra effort to remember the day. He was standing high enough to see everyone around him. He must have been talking about something important; he always had that powerful, soul-piercing stare when he was saying something important. But he always lookedâŚ
âGrumpy.â
You concluded your thought in a whisper that knotted your throat. Grumpy. You almost expected to hear him growl, his ego bruised, every time you reminded him that he was sometimes a little too grumpy. âGrumpy because a lot on my shoulders,â he'd snap back at you. âNo, grumpy because you're oldâ you'd always reply, your eyes always playful. And you were the only one who could say such a thing, with the only result being an amused snore coming from him.
And you felt yourself take a deep breath. Of all the pictures you'd taken, this was the last one you had left. You had to put the frame back in the chest, so your fingers tightened even more around the wood. Your head tilted slightly forward, closing your eyes as the wood touched your forehead.
Tonight was difficult.
You took another deep breath, and before the knot in your throat hurt too much, you straightened up and went to put the frame in the chest.
âCaesar, tonight is really difficult,â you whispered, watching the shadow of the lid close over the frame.
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It had been a restless night. When your eyes opened the next morning, they felt heavy and swollen, and you found yourself rubbing your eyes to try and make the heaviness go away.
Today, there was much to do. After changing from your night clothes to your day ones, you removed the branch blocking the door and let the sun shine in, warming your skin. The fresh early-morning air caressed your skin and you took a few seconds to smell the distinctive light scent that follows a thunderstorm.
No sooner had you taken a few steps forward than your feet bumped into something hard, causing you to lose your balance. In a fraction of a second, you found yourself on your butt on the ground, a stabbing pain in your right hip that had failed to move to stop you from falling.
âOuch!â was the only thing that slipped out of your mouth.
You straightened up slightly, remaining seated in the grass, to see what had caused your fall and a pile of apples laid exactly under the wobbly small porch that covered your front door.
God, what a dummy not to have put that away last night. You thought to yourself, looking down at your hands full of dirt. You'd have to go to the river to clean it up, and now you'd just have to take your night clothes with you because you'd also have to wash the ones you were wearing-the mud from the storm must have dirtied your current clothes.
A pile of apples. You thought as you rubbed your hands together.
A pile of apples. You glanced at your right hip. Pfft, if you'd made Caesar break it to put it back in its place, you'd never have fallen today. In fact, you'd have avoided more than one fall.
All because of a misplaced pile of apples.
A pile of misplaced apples.
And like a light bulb switching on, your gaze suddenly fell on those apples that actually had nothing to do there. You hadn't gathered them the day before.
Then you heard it. A muffled purr came gently from behind you. Surely you should have turned around, stood up and dealt with it, but you'd found yourself rooted to the spot, eyes glued to those apples, waiting as an orangutan appeared in your field of vision.
And you refused to look at him, your hands balled into fists to keep them from shaking. You weren't afraid. No. But for some obscure reason, your brain had simply decided to freeze.
The orangutan once again let out a rumble, softer this time, and held out his hand to you.
âI'll help.â
His voice made you blink several times. You did your best to snap out of your stupor, but this time your eyes agreed to look at him, and the orangutan seemed delighted.
Just one more moment. It took another second, just one, to see your hand slip into his and before you knew it, you were back on your feet.
âRaka, we must go.â
The second voice surprised you a little. It sounded familiar and your eyes fell on a chimpanzee, a little further away, who had just finished saddling a horse. You frowned, your horse? You were trying to determine whether it was really yours, but the distance didn't allow you to be sure. There was only one way to find out.
So you whistled.
The horse shook its head and the chimpanzee didn't have time to grab the reins before your horse galloped off to meet you. They were going to take your horse⌠in exchange for a stack of apples?
You grabbed the reins and stroked the horse's neck as he snorted. He chewed the bit and blew heavily through his nostrils.
For a fraction of a second, you forgot about the two large apes who, from the sounds they were making, weren't particularly happy to have lost a chance of obtaining a second means of locomotion: in your peripheral vision, you could see another horse quietly grazing.
Your hands still knew what to do, and it didn't take you long to remove the bridle and bit from your horse's mouth.
âHe doesn't like it.â you said simply.
And only silence answered you, so you showed the bridle to the two apes.
âThe bit, he doesn't like it, he's not used to it.â
Your answer didn't seem to convince them. They stared at you, dumbstruck, and if you paid close enough attention, you could almost see their mouths hanging wide open. And that left you bewildered. What didn't they understand? You'd heard them talking, so that certainly wasn't the problem.
âYou can't take my horse.â You went on, starting to remove the saddle.
It was becoming increasingly obvious that they were staring at you as if you'd just landed from the sky.
âIf you want a horse, there's a wild herd to the south, past the river.â And you pointed in the right direction.
They remained silent as tombs, but the chimpanzee followed the direction you pointed with his eyes.
âJust be careful, the group's stallion isn't very friendly.â You thought it important to tell him.
Your gaze fell back on them and the orangutan, Raka, if you'd heard correctly, hadn't moved a muscle. The chimpanzee, on the other hand, was staring at you thoughtfully, as if he was trying to put together a puzzle with a missing piece. He then moved towards you inquisitively, perhaps, confused?
âEcho, speak?â
It was certainly the most surprising sentence you'd ever heard in your life.
#planet of the apes#kingdom of the planet of the apes#fanfiction#noa x human reader#noa x reader#pota#kotpota#oc/reader
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Yandere Lyney, Zhongli, Dottore ((why not)) Neuvillette and Tighnari bring up the idea one day that they want a baby but darling dislikes children so she keeps changing the subject or ignoring the idea all together completely shutting that thought down plus the very idea of it makes her stomach cringe having a baby with them
I have a good idea which 4 I'll pick here, Hope you'll enjoyđ
Trigger Warning: Yandere, Obsessive behaviour, Possessive behaviour, Kidnapping, Suggestive in all of them, proceed at your own risk
Zhongli: You can't tell me this guy doesn't want children with you at all costs, so when you change subject and reject the idea, it honestly hurts him a bit, did you not want to have children with him, isn't he good enough. He can't deal with that, he is going to have a child with you no matter what you say.
All Zhongli needs is to slip you some nice sleeping aids, and he'll whisk you away to somewhere so far removed from society that only he knows about it, you have only yourself to blame here, if you hadn't rejected him then this wouldn't be happening at all, you will wake up sore with Zhongli cuddling you, you have no idea where you are and you feel strange, weird huh.
"This wouldn't be happening if you just accepted it from the very beginning. I am sure you'll be a great mother"
Dottore: Let's be honest here, this freak doesn't do this because he has a kink or because he genuinely wants a family, these children serve two reasons. One, they will bind you to him, it's something of a possessive bond. Two, they are experiments plain and simple.
Dottore also finds a bonus in all of this, he can use children to threaten you to be compliant, he doesn't care about your refusals or your discomfort, he just wants to pump a baby into you so it's easier to get you to obey. He doesn't even hide it and that's what is scariest.
"Wake up, I have confirmed that it worked this time... why are you crying, aren't you happy to have a child? No matter, you are having it whether you want to or not"
Neuvillette: He has brought it up to you so many times and each time you either change subject or completely shut the idea down, it's honestly starting to get to him a little, shouldn't the ultimate goal of any female be to have a child, that is atleast what he understood from other humans.
Neuvillette isn't someone who would force you to have a child, that would go against his morals, or the little morals he has left after kidnapping you, you can at the very least be happy he isn't someone who would force this, he will continue asking tho, hoping that one day you will say yes.
"I just wanted to bring up the subject of potential future childre-... Oh, ok, I understand, could you tell me how your day has been at the very least"
Tighnari: Fennec foxes mates for life, meaning they only get together with one person ever, and that so happens with you, Tighnari does want children but wont force anything if you don't want it, that is until he enters his heat.
Tighnari before a heat will force you away from him, but this time he forgot, and you happened to walk in on him during the heat, he would catch you quickly to have his way with you, he can't really control what he's doing here, but when he goes back to normal he finds himself happy instead, he is sure you'll make a great mother.
"Well there's nothing we can do now about it... you don't need to be so sad about it, I'll be with you every step of the way, MY mate"
#yandere#yandere genshin impact#yandere genshin#yandere male#yandere zhongli#yandere zhongli x reader#yandere dottore#yandere dottore x reader#yandere neuvillette#yandere neuvillette x reader#yandere tighnari#yandere tighnari x reader
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I frankly also get the impression that a lot of these people genuinely think another Trump term will just be âbusiness as usualâ or âitâll only hurt the people who deserve to sufferâ and that theyâll just be able to hide away from the consequences for four years before someone comes along and fixes the mess for them and they get to benefit.
I donât think they have any realization of just how bad this is gonna get the second time around, because the first time Trump was metaphorically behind a chained fence and held back by strong rope. This time heâs being let loose alongside his fascist theocratic friends.
I've puzzled about this for some time, because like do people honestly not remember what it was like? what those 4 years were like? the fear, the chaos, the national embarrassment. Every day waking up and going "oh god! what did he DO! while I was asleep!" and how often you'd wake up to some story that he'd tweeted something scary and dangerous at 4am. I believe him threatening to nuke North Korea (the "Fire and Fury" tweet) was one of those very early AM specials that we all woke up to.
I mean for people like Chappell, its hard to remember, but Trump has been the more or less national main character for 9 years, since the fall of 2015. I mean an 18 year old first time voter could have been 8 years old when Trump came down the gold escalators told us all that Mexicans were rapists and he was running for President. So for anyone under 30, Trump is normal since every election they've been able to vote in, he's been the Republican nominee. I've spent 9 years of my life, across 5 elections fighting Trump directly or indirectly. Depressing thought that.
but past that there's been a national effort to gaslight us all into thinking "yeah no it was normal" I mean I remember the media coverage of 2017, the first year or so of Trump's Presidency, every few weeks or so there'd be some "is it time for the 25th amendment now?" story about if Trump's weird behavior this time for his cabinet to step it and remove him. (A quick google turned up CNN Oct 2017, New York Times May 2017, The Guardian July 2017, and Vox February 2017) compare that to coverage today? The term "Sane-washing" has been coined where when Trump says something bonkers it gets characterized as "sometimes meandering" rather than "incomprehensible" and "worrying"
figures in the media have gone so far as to claim there's just no point to covering new Trump scandals because "they won't move the needle" which really should not be a journalist standard. And we see that they do, take North Carolina's Mark Robinson. Caught in a massive scandal, involving sex, porn, and being a Nazi, he's now down massively in the polls after nation wide coverage. Trump just had new court documents opened that showed he wanted a riot on January 6th, that his reaction to a mob threatening the life of his Vice-President was "so what?" and they he knew full well that he had lost but was going to "fight like hell" any ways. And its not much of a story, indeed I'm seeing more news about a NY Republican Congress having worn black face (new story today) than Trump's effort to over throw the government and kill Mike Pence.
past the media's gaslighting of course there's been a major and on-going campaign to effect how we see reality. I know that sounds very woo-woo, but to step back for second, most of what we know about the world is stuff people tell us, so you know Joe Biden is the President because other people have said so, most likely you've never met him or even seen him in person. Well as more and more people turn away from traditional media, and traditional media turns more and more to making of money by confirming the bias of people, it becomes easier and easier to slip things that are not real into "facts we are told". So for example "Joe Biden is President, and also in decline" there's never been any real evidence of that, but if on social media you are bombarded with it 4,000 times a day... you start to take it as understood wisdom.
people are also getting worse and worse at not just taking what they're told if it confirms biases they already have. Former Vice-President Al Gore wrote a book nearly 20 years ago now, called "The Assault on Reason" which had a ton of very interest neuroscience about the ways that moving images, TV he was talking about, by-pass the logic centers of the mind, the way we relate and trust someone talking to us in a way the written word does not. I can't help but reflect on that with the rise of TikTok and short form video as a "source of information" (lol)
any ways this is a long winded way of saying bad faith players, Republicans, left wing grifters, and agents of chaos, have been very good at flooding the zone all through the Biden Presidency with stuff "student loan debt" remember when that was SO! important SO big and Biden "not doing anything" (untrue) was the biggest deal? well yesterday his newest plan got unlocked in court and 3 out of every 4 people with loan debt will get relief.... oh you're just now hearing about that from me? huh... funny... I thought it was the number one issue and reason we should never trust Biden and the Democrats... weird....
but there have been other issues pushed up as THE! issue, its all misdirection, its all meant to get natural Democratic voters to feel frustrated, upset, and hopeless, and not to vote their interest. The world is a big complex multi moving machine, and anyone telling you that one issue either fixes every other issue or totally totally outweighs everything else and should for everyone, is most likely BSing you and doesn't have your best interests at heart.
and lets be clear, Trump is a Rapist he's a lot of things, traitor, racist, scumbag, criminal, scab, tax cheat, fraud, etc but for me any ways, I'm not gonna vote for a rapist to be President and if other people aren't gonna do everything they can to stop a rapist from being the President I don't want to hear how much they care about progressive issues.
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Erik Lehnsherr x daughter!reader
summary: Erik didn't realise he was a father, but as soon as he did, he became the best one || warnings: nightmares, mentions of death || word count: 918 || masterlist
You hadnât grown up knowing your father, the same way Erik had lived not knowing he had a daughter. But when you, a mutant with the bizarre ability to control metal, Professor Xavier called in a favour from an old friend.
Youâre standing in front of the mansion when he arrives, shifting between your feet. "So you can control metal?"
The man, Erik, removed his sunglasses. "Well, arenât you direct. Iâm assuming youâre the girl Charles called me about."
"Yeah." You shrug. "You're supposed to help me master my gifts or however the Professor puts it."
Erik laugh, actually laughed. "He does have a rather bizarre way of saying things, doesn't he?"
"Yes! Finally someone agrees with me! I mean, he's great and all but he's so weird."
You and Erik got along like a house on fire from then on. He pushed you past your limits, proving time and time again that you could do what you didnât think was even possible. Before either of you released, it had been three months and Erik was still living at the school, living the lifestyle he once condemned.
One day he comes down to the training room to find you fiddling with a coin between your fingers, a nervous tick youâd picked up from him. "What's wrong?"
"My Mom's coming to visit for parent weekend." You tell him.
"And you're upset about that?"
You shrug. "She's very protective and is gonna be on my ass all weekend. Itâs all going to be about what Iâve learnt, what Iâm going to do next. Or worse, sheâll grill be about the boys here and ask which one I like best." You shudder at the thought of your mother playing matchmaker again.
The weekend grew closer and closer and before you knew, your mom was climbing out of her car and enveloping you in a rib-crushing hug. The bombardment of questions began immediately. You donât think your mom stopped asking questions the entire time you gave her a tour. It was never ending.
When you reached the front of the mansion once again, Erik was stood by the front doors. You sent him an expression, begging him to save you. He chuckled slightly as you approached him.
"Mom, I want you to meet Erik, heâs been helping me with my powers."
A look of recognition flashed across Erikâs face as he shook your motherâs hand. Your mother, however, was frozen in place, staring at him. "Honey, this is Erik." She said slowly.
"I know this is Erik, he's been here for the past three months."
"This is the Erik I met 17 years ago..." She widened her eyes. "The Erik from the night IâŚ"
"What?" Your brain restarts. "You mean-" It was as if you only heard what you wanted to, struggling to comprehend what was actually happening. "I can't be his daughter."
Erik finally entered the conversation. "Do you not want to be my daughter?" He asked carefully.Â
"I don't mean it like that. I would love to have a dad, someone to rely on. But it's just you- you-"
"I what?"
"You're busy." You reason. "You have more important things to worry about than dealing with me."
"You're my daughter. There's no dealing with you. I'll look after you as much as I can, but you've done a brilliant job so far." He replied honestly. "I'll be here when you need me."
"Really?"
"Iâm not going to force myself into your life, itâs your life." Erik quietly said. "Iâll be wherever you need me."
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--~-~--â
You jolt awake, a sticky sheen of sweat covering your entire body. You could see your breath in front of you, the morning air cold stinging your skin.Â
Erik! He had just... he was dead. He couldn't be dead right? You had to know. You rounded the corner and quietly knocked on the door. Your heartbeat was like thunder on a silent night and you could barely hear anything over the thrumming. There was no answer to your knock, despite the gentle glow of light under the door.
Without thinking, you push the door open slowly, hoping to see something that told you Erik was alive, that you werenât crazy and that your dream wasn't real. No Erik. Not even a tussled bedsheet or a crinkled pillow.
"Erik?" Your voice was uncertain as you quietly spoke his name. "Dad?"
A flurry of movement in your peripheral vision had you turning to the other side of the room. Erik was sat at his desk, working over documents of some kind by lamp-light. He frowned as he caught sight of your panicked state.
"Y/N? Are you okay?"
You turned to him, a crazed look still in your eyes. You didn't want to think about what you looked like. Hair tangled, covered in sweat, still in your night clothes with a robe and your erratic breath still audible.Â
Erik took one look at you and stepped closer, his eyes softening. "Are you okay?" He asked again, his tone softer as he tried to calm you.
"You-" You heaved a breath. "I watched you di-'' You couldn't finish the word but you didnât have to. Erik knew exactly what you meant.
He reached forward and pulled you into him, holding you tight. "I'm alive. I'm okay." He whispered. "It wasn't real."
"It felt so real."
"I know. But you're safe now. It's over. I'm here." He paused slightly, glancing down at the vulnerable girl in his arms. "Dad's here."
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New Rehab Program - Pt 4
A/N: Hey if you wanna get tagged, just tell me! Cuz life makes me update slow, rip
Warnings: Mention of blood, mention of you being badly injured, mention of death, also you hate the Twilight saga
During the next couple of days, Shigaraki was oddly 'clingy'. Not physically, but he was always following you around like a dog or cat.
You were watching tv? He was there, sitting on the lazyboy, playing on his phone while sometimes, looking at what you're watching too.
In the kitchen? He was there, sitting on the kitchen island, still doing his own thing though.
The only times he wouldn't follow was when you were in the bathroom, or your bedroom. During those moments, he'd stay in his room. WITH HIS DOOR OPENED. He never closed it now!!
You didn't really understand that sudden switch in him until you decided to examine his behaviour.
From what you had observed, he was clearly grateful to be freed from this collar. That was an easy guess though because the day when you removed it, you put it on the counter. Guess what? Next day there was only a pile of dust left there.
It made you smile, because in all honesty, you would never put it back around his neck. He wasn't a wild animal or caveman with rabies.
You quickly realized that, him following you around, was his own way of saying that he appreciated your presence. Though, knowing his personality, you knew he'd tell you the opposite.
He was still quite silent but at least he didn't ignore you when you asked or talked to him.
You were more than glad to see all this progress when all you did was being kind and patient to him. Even if there was still lots of work to do.
"She should dust them both" Shigaraki hissed at the tv.
You had been bored and had decided to rewatch Twilight. Tomura was still on his phone but he was clearly more focused on the movie. You didn't like this saga but you watched it to see his reaction, to see if he disliked the franchise like you. Was it some kind of therapy? Not really, it was more like bonding time. So far, his reactions were hilarious but you kept your laughs inside.
"Why does Jacob has screen time? He should be a background character only" The white haired man hissed again.
At this point, your show wasn't Twilight anymore but Tomura.
"Why does Jasper keeps staring like a fucking moron? I want to kill him." He went silent for a few seconds. "Is Bella a fucking zombie? She has no emotions" He growled before adding. "If she's a zombie, that would fucking explain why she smells weird to them"
Your laughs escaped your mouth without your consent but you couldn't stop them.
Shigaraki snapped his head in your direction and raised a brow. "Why are you laughing?"
"Sorry it's you- You're just funny, 'cause I agree with you" You wiped your eyes, sighing with a smile.
"Was this a therapy?" He growled in a very low and menacing voice.
"No, I was bored and thought it could be fun" You chuckled and shrugged. "I like judging that saga with my friends"
"I'm not your friend" Tomura frowned.
"Maybe, but it's still fun, right?" You smiled.
Tomura narrowed his eyes as he stared at you, probably trying to decipher how the gears in your brain worked.
After that, he stayed silent for the rest of the movie. Even if his mouth was shut, you could read his body language. He hated that movie and that was an amusing sight.
During the week, All Might, Eraser Head, Tsukauchi and some of your bosses showed up.
You were all sitting at the dining table. Shigaraki and All Might sitting at both ends, right in front of each other. As if they were kings of some kind. Well, Tomura was trying to look intimidating but All Might? He probably just took the first chair he spotted.
As a normal civil, you'd think that everyone was pissed at each other but as a therapist or as someone very observing, you knew how to decipher people. All Might was nervous, Eraser Head was on his guard, even if he hid it quite well, your superiors were angry, Tsukauchi was calm but intrigued while Shigaraki was fuming. He hated those people.
What about you? You were nervous, sitting there in the middle of this silent war. And also because you removed Tomura's collar without anyone's permission, oops. Oh and with the help of All Might on top of thatâŚ.
Tsukauchi spoke first. "I will ask some questions to begin"
You nodded and dared a look in Shigaraki's direction, he was glaring at Tsukauchi. He knew he couldn't lie, because he knew the cop's quirk and that must be pissing him off.
"Have you two been manipulated to remove his collar?" The officer clicked his pen, turning to you and All Might.
"No" You and All Might shook your heads and Tsukauchi wrote something down before turning to the 'ex-criminal'.
"Have you manipulated them?"
It took a few seconds before Tomura only shook his head, clearly pouting at the officer's quirk. Tsukauchi could detect lies.
"Were you trying to hurt your therapist before your collar reacted?"
"Yes" The white haired man narrowed his crimson eyes.
Tsukauchi didn't seem surprised. "Why?"
"Because they were pissing me off"
Ha, yes, Tomura's famous excuse over anything really.
The inspector noted something before turning back to you. "Has he tried again?"
You shook your head.
Tsukauchi nodded before looking at your superiors, telling them that his part was done.
One of your employers sat down in front of you with a menacing frown. "Now, why did you remove his collar? Do you know the risks?"
Ah, there it was. The one million dollar question. You gulped as you felt everyone's eyes on you but not Tomura's. He was glaring at your superior. But why? Wasn't he interested into what you were about to say?
"Because it's inhuman, because he is NOT a wild animal with rabies. He is NOT a do who has to be put on a leash. He is HUMAN. No one should treat a human like this, it's unfair and cruel. Sure he probably did-"
"Nah, I never put a fucking collar on anyone. I just used handcuffs on that young brat and even removed it from him before he fucking decided to attack me."
"We're not talking to you, Shigaraki" Eraser Head frowned at the man.
Shigaraki only raised both his hands in a 'defensive' way and scoffed.
You decided to continue.
"Yes I know the risks. He can be dangerous, he has free will, like any of us. But I strongly believe that for example, forcing someone to eat when they don't want to is a very bad idea. Just like how you guys forced him into this therapy and forced him to wear the collar."
Everyone stayed silent as they registered what you said.
Oh fuck-
Maybe you spoke too much?
But before you could worry, a huge hand was softly put on your shoulder, All Might was smiling at you with pride and comfort in his eyes.
He was probably thinking that you were the perfect therapist for Tomura. That choosing you was the right choice.
You had only under 5 years of experience and yet, people liked you because you made the therapies different. And for some reason that you ignored, people had started talking about you and it had eventually landed in All Might's ears.
So when he showed up at your workplace, you were speechless. He had asked you, THE symbol of peace, had asked you to help him.
That day, you led him to your office, thinking that he needed therapy. He wasn't there for himself, but for Tomura Shigaraki.
At first, you honestly couldn't understand why he wanted to save the 'apprentice' of his now deceased, arch nemesis. Well no, All Might was known to help countless of people no matter who they were. But then he had revealed you something intriguing. Nana Shimura. Tomura's biological grandmother. Who was no other than All Might's mentor.
Again, you were speechless so you had let him continue. The way he spoke about her, she was a mother figure to him. It clicked in your mind. He wanted to save Tomura because he was family to him, because he felt a mountain of guilt on his shoulders for not being able to be there for the ex-villain.
Frankly, you weren't supposed to let your feelings decide as a therapist but this case touched your heart. You wanted to help. But also, if a criminal as bad as Shigaraki was open to get into therapy, wouldn't that mean he wasn't as bad as we think? Plus, that meant you could help fixing society, right?
You sighed with a smile and glanced at the white haired man.
The villain was staring at you as if you had just confessed that you were an alien sent on Earth.
You chuckled. How great would that be? No more crimes. Just peace and happiness. Sure it probably sounded like an impossible dream but hey, if you could save THE Tomura Shigaraki, you would be saving thousands of people, right?
Your superiors and the Pro Heroes discussed together about this whole 'collar removed' situation.
They weren't really happy with this but the heroes (mostly All Might), had taken your side. You were quite surprised that Eraser Head and Tsukauchi seemed to believe in you too. Again, hella surprising, but much appreciated.
You watched them leave with their cars as you stood in the doorway. Once they were away, you walked back inside and closed the door.
Tomura was still sitting at the table, staring at nothing.
"Are-" You remembered that he disliked being asked if he was okay. "Tomura? You're staring into the void"
He didn't react.
Hm, what could you do?
Ah right! He was obsessed with video games, from what you observed. Hell, you didn't even need to be a therapist to find that out. You decided to speak his 'language'.
"If you keep doing this, you'll start glitching and crash the game"
Tomura finally glanced at you with a scoff. You smiled, happy to see that it worked.
"Never been this close to Eraser Head.." He mumbled.
"Are you a fan?" You genuinely asked.
Shigaraki's face scrunched up as he frowned. "No"
You nodded, you weren't going to ask more so you only headed to the living room.
And just like the past few days, he followed a few seconds later. He plopped on the couch and grabbed his phone while you turned your favorite console on. You picked a new game.
After an hour, you weren't far into it but it had piqued Tomura's curiosity as he often looked up at the TV screen. You were struggling with a boss.
"Don't"
You didn't listen, you were stubborn when you had an idea.
"Dodge! Just- Damn it! What the hell are you doing??"
"I AM dodging!" You replied back.
"No you're not, hand me that!" He leaned towards you and reached for the controller. But you stubbornly refused and stretched both arms away from him, while still holding it.
Did you forget that he was also stubborn? Yes, yes you did. He almost climbed on top of you to snatch the god damn controller.
"Tomura! I can do it on my own! Go away!" You tried pushing him back to his place with your foot but as you both stretched further to keep, (or grab) the controller, you dropped it on the floor.
"HA! Dibs!" The white haired man jumped off the couch to snatch it.
"No!" You quickly grabbed his shirt and he fell on you.
It hurt, you both groaned then immediately froze when you realized, with wide eyes, how close your faces were from each other. You both stared at the other for what seemed like an eternity. He leaned his face closer and closer until your lips were just an inch away. You were short circuiting and shut your eyes hard, panicking a little.
Suddenly his weight was gone.
You opened your eyes, letting out a breath that you'd been holding. Your heart was also pounding, ready to break your ribcage while Tomura was sitting on the floor, in front of the tv, like nothing happened. He didn't seem to give a shit either because he had snatched the controller when you closed your eyes.
But- What happened?
Your cheeks were red and you felt like the room had suddenly become warmer.
Seriously- What the fuck just happened??
Blood
Everywhere
All around you
Shigaraki was holding you tightly against him, screaming in rage and agony. But why?
It was your blood
Your stomach had been shot and you were unconscious⌠Or dead? In his arms.
He was in pain too, but not physically. He only had small scratches. But his heart? It felt like someone had stabbed it
The young man closed his eyes as he cried. But why was he crying?
And when he reopened his eyes to look at you, the first thing he saw was his pillow that he was clutching against him. It quickly vanished into dust so the villain sat up, confusedly looking around. He was in his bed, right next to his gaming desk. He was back home, but how? Oh right, a dream. The white haired man glanced at the dust on his bed. He didn't care about his pillow right now.
He stood up, Tomura couldn't understand that weird dream. Why was his heart pounding in his chest? Why was his eyes felt itchy? He didn't like you. Did he? No, no he didn't. It was just a stupid dream. Maybe it was that weird werewolf vampire saga that messed up his brain, nothing else.
And yet, even if it was 2 am, he instinctively walked to your doorway. It was never closed for some reason, so he looked at your silhouette sleeping softly.
The bloodied scene came back to his mind and his heart restarted to ache. He couldn't understand, you were there, safe and sound. Sleeping peacefully. Nothing bad happened to you.
He decided to go back to sleep, but first, he needed to clean his bed.
Why did he needed to check up on you? It was only a dream so of course you were fine. His feelings were dumb, he frowned.
What the fuck did you do to him?
A/N: OOOOOOOH THE FEELINGS HAVE STARTED TO SHOW HEHEHE >:3
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You left without saying goodbye |DW.|
âĄDean Winchester X Female ReaderâĄ
âĄWarnings: Mentions of Y/n picking up an alcohol addiction, no use of Y/n. (Maybe like twice) Langue and mentions of blood. 18+ pls minors DNI!!!!!⥠please do not post my fics anywhere else expect tumblr, you have been warned! Also most of this was written on my phone đ
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A/N thank yall sm for the love and support on the first part of the fic! It means the world to me!!! And as yall requested. Part two! Pls donât hate me itâs a long one so buckle upâđ˝đĽ˛
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âĄPart oneâĄ
It had been three moths since that night with Dean, it had played over and over again in your mind when you went to sleep every night.
You swore you could feel his lips on yours, or the sounds he made when he was moving in and out of your body.
You hated it so much, you hated him. With his stupid eyes his pink lips you hated him.
But you took all of that rage out on, the monsters youâd hunt. Shooting them stabbing them. Anything you could think of.
You had come back from a bad werewolf hunt with Bobby, one of the wolfs clawed your abdomen trying to save Bobby.
So here you were nursing a bottle of whiskey as the old man stitched you up.
Oh yea and you forgot to mention you kind picked up a drinking habit over the last few months.
âDo you have a deal death with or something?â The old man asks as he threads your skink back together.
âNo.â You hiss as he pulls the thread in and out of you.
âYouâre not a very good lair.â He says grabbing the scissors to cut the string.
You raise your brow, âyou arenât a very good nurse either.â You say standing up. You grab stomach with a groan as you walk to the kitchen.
Bobby watches you struggle to walk away. He begins to clean the blood off his hands with a towel.
Bobby never bought it up because it was never any of his business. But. He cared about you a lot. You were like his daughter heâd never had have.
That day when he picked you up from the hotel. There was something wrong. You hadn't said anything to him about it since then. It has been three months and Bobby had grown curious.
Bobby takes a sigh and sits in his chair in front of his desk.
âWhat happened that I had to drive almost three hours out to pick you up from a motel?â
Bobby saw your body stiffen with the questions, he knew he had struck a nerve.
You grown and begin to walk up stairs, not wanting to answer his questions, âGood night Bobby.â You groan.
Bobby rolls his eyes âdamn kid.â
This had been the worst sleep of your life by far. You couldnât sleep you were up all night tossing and turning. You groan as you flick the covers off of your body.
You look over at the time on your alarm clock, it was almost 12 in the afternoon.
You groan and begin to rummage through your pile of clean clothes you had just washed.
âPlease tell me you have coffee on and some painkillers.â You groan grabbing your stomach as you walk down the stairs
âI really could use some.â You say rubbing your eyes.
When Bobby didnât say anything you remove your hands away from your eyes. And when you opened them you did not expect to see someone you havenât seen in three months.
âDean?â Your voice was barely above a whisper. You were angry.
You turn to the old man who was sitting across from him, âWhat the hell is he doing here?â You question, not looking over in Deans' direction.
âHeâs here because he got a weird call, someone pretending to be Sam.â He says âjust wanted to know if we got the call thatâs all.â
You roll your eyes and clench your stomach, you donât even look his way, he had left you after sharing an intimate moment, he left you vulnerable.
You scoff and walk over to the coffee pot, you poor yourself a cup, Bobby looks between you and Dean.
Dean had his eyes glued to your back, waiting for you to turn around and look at him. But you didnât. He watched as you grab the painkillers from the top cabinet with a groan.
âIâll be upstairs.â You mumble.
Bobby nods as he watches you carefully disappear upstairs.
âAre you gonna talk about it?â Bobby questions.
Dean huffs and leans back ânothing to talk about, just came here to see if you got that call that's all.â
Bobby letâs out a chuckle. âYou came here to see if she was here.â
Bobby states.
Dean rolls his eyes. âNo i didnât,â Dean argues.
âBullshit, something happened between you too.â Bobby says looking at the green eyed man.
Dean nods his head âit did but it was a mistake, we both were missing Sam.â Dean rubs a hand down his face.
Bobby cuts Dean off âDoes she know that?â Bobby questions. âThat girl has had a death wish for three months. I made her stop hunting, I don't know if you noticed, she has a pretty bad injury."
âWhatever you did you need too clear it up.â Bobby says.
Dean stands up from his chair âThereâs nothing to clear cause nothing happened, it didnât mean anything, not to me anyway.â Dean grabs his jacket.
Before Dean reached the front door he saw you at the bottom of the stairs, with your bloodied bandages that you had just switched out with new ones. In your hands
He didnât miss the way the tears in your eyes welded up. He give you a small smile the exits the house,
âHow much did you hear.â
You swallow hard, âEnoughâ you walk into the kitchen and shove the bandages in the trash. And once again you had disappeared up the stairs.
It has been three days since Dean had come. Bobby wasn't home, he hasnât been home for a few days he was cleaning up a ghoul hunt in Ohio. You were left alone reading lore books. About monsters.
Your wound on your abdomen, still hurt like hell, you felt like it was keeping you from hunting and you hated it.
You were bought out of your thoughts when there was a frantic knock at the door, you carefully get up from your spot and make your way to the front door.
âWho is itâ you say.
âY/n? Itâs Sam open the door.â
You raise your eyebrows.
âThats impossible youâre in hell.â
You hear a loud sigh coming from the door, you watch as the bottom lock jiggles and then the door opens, it opens up enough to see the tall hunter standing in the door way.
âSam?â
He rolls his eyes and squeezes past you, âThatâs what Iâve been trying to tell everybody.â He huffs closing the door behind him
âHow.â You watch as the tall man makes his way through the house as if he was looking for someone? âWhereâs Bobby?â
âGhoul hunt.â You say watching him,
âDean? Did he go with Bobby?â
You shake your head ânoâ
âI havenât talked to him not really, not since-â
Sam nods at your words
âHow did you-â you point
Sam shrugs âI donât know.â He chuckles. Sam stops and looks at you. âGive me your phone.â He says
You raise your eyebrows in confusion, reaching into your back pocket you fish out your phone, handing it to the tall man.
Sam smiles he clicks the screen a few times.
You sigh and walk past him, into the kitchen.
You listen as Sam mumbles a quick 'bye' into the phone.
Sam walks back to you handing you your phone, "Who'd you call?" You hum tucking your phone back into your pocket.
You had already knew the answer to that question. You didnât even know why you asked.
Sam reaches beside you and opens the fridge, he reaches in and grabs two beers.
"Dean." He says handing you the bottle.
You don't say anything expect, you pop the top off and throw it into the sink. Sam sighs as he watches you knock back the beer in a few sips.
"Did something happen between you guys, when i called he thought it was you." Sam says.
You set the empty bottle down. "It did, but according to him, it didn't mean anything." You state. You take a shaky breath, "He left me, without saying goodbye Sam. I don't even know where he's been for the last three months."
Sam notices a tear slide down your cheek, "He's been playing house, with Lisa. Seems like when shit hits the fan he keeps going back to her."
"What?" Your voice was shaky. You don't remember anyone in Dean's life named Lisa. But then you rack through your brain.
"The dark-haired lady? With that kid named Ben?"
Sam nods.
You remembered them both, You three were working on a case when Dean had knocked at the door, and she had answered, it was her son's birthday.
"He was in love with her?" You question. Sam nods. "I guess he still is."
You sigh, you wondered if you were Dean's second option.
'I'm going to- take a nap." You say looking down at your watch.
Sam nods and rubs the small of your back,
Walking into the living room, you had grabbed a blanket that was. Draped over the back of an empty chair, you always liked sleeping on the cot Bobby had by the window, it was peaceful hearing the birds chirping, pulling the blanket up you quickly fall asleep.
it had felt like you were sleeping forever but that was until you felt someone shaking you.
Opening your eyes you see Sam, "Hey.â he says, âBobby called, and told me you needed your bandages switched out."
You yawn and rub your eyes. Sam helps you sit up. You lift up your shirt with a wince.
He grabs the bandages that had been on Bobby's desk.
Sam pulls a chair up.
You had been hardly awake for that long when you heard the side door open. "Hey." Sam says not even looking in that direction, he had been placing the new bandages on you.
You knew who it was, you had been hoping. That he wouldn't had come tonight you didn't want to have to face him.
You watch and he walks in the room where you and Sam where, his eyes glued on you, he had a fresh beer in his hand.
Sam pats your leg motioning you pull down your shirt. "Thanks." You mumble. Sam smiles at you, he walks into the kitchen past Dean to wash his hands.
You pull the blanket back over your body.
Dean watches you stare out the window, it had remined him of that night- before he left.
He sits in the chair that Sam was just in. His beer resting between his legs. "Please go." You sniffle not wanting to look at him.
When Dean didnât listen you turn to look at him, your breathing was harsh. You were mad.
The anger that you had built up for the past few months was just begging to come out.
âSo Lisa huh?â
Dean opens and closes his mouth.
âDid you decide to go be with her before or after you fucked me!â You spat, throwing the blanket off your body you sit on the edge of the bed.
Your chest heaving up and down.
When Dean didnât say anything you continue. âYou left me Dean, you didnât call you didnât text, for all I couldâve know you couldâve died. But no you were playing house with some whore.â You spat
Dean licks his lips, âdonât talk about her like that.â He grumbles
You roll your eye, Iâll talk about her however I goddamn please.â
You and Dean stare at each other.
âWas it a mistake Dean?â You question.
Dean blinks a few times. He had forgotten you heard his and Bobbyâs conversation.
Dean shakes his head, he had convinced himself it was a mistake the day he left you and went to Lisa.
But he knew deep down it wasnât. If it was he wouldnât have been the first one to kiss you.
âNo, I thought about you everyday for three months when I left.â Dean was telling the truth weather or jot you decided to believe it or not.
He dreamed about you daily. He could still smell your perfume. He could hear you little moans. When he hit that sweet spot inside of you.
He didnât know why he left he was scared.
Scared that maybe you wouldâve regretted it too.
But it turns out, you were far from thinking that.
You scoff, âBullshit.â You spat. âI was your second option Dean. You got your fix and left me. Iâm nothing to you, and I never will be.â
Tears stream down your face, Wiping your hands doen your face you get up from your spot on the cot. âYou Sam and Bobby donât need me,â you say grabbing your jacket. You reach into on of the draws that Bobby have in the kitchen, it had sets of car keys in it.
You take a random one and walk out the door.
Dean chases after you.
âY/n stop!â Dean shouts.
You had stopped in your tracks, you turn around to face Dean.
âIâm leaving Dean You canât stop me.â You say.
You hit the car alarm on the key fob and one of the cars that were sitting in the lot begin to light up. Turning the alarm off you hop into the car.
Dean watches as you pull away in the car.
Something in the back of Deanâs mind told him to stop you. He wanted just to talk it over with you maybe. Just maybe it could have a different outcome.
It was just one big misunderstanding.
He watches as you pull out of the driveway.
Your car begins to move slowly. It was like you wanted to come back. But you kept driving.
Until. Another car coming from the opposite direction, came speeding down.
You tried to get out of the way but it was too late.
Dean watches as the car rams into yours with full speed.
âY/n!â Dean shouts as he begins to run.
Dean ran, it felt like forever. When he reached the car you were in he sees your body hunched over. There was blood all over you face it was coming out of your ears and nose.
The wound on your stomach was open, there was so much blood, Dean had seen nothing like it.
This was not happening hew knew he shouldâve stopped you. He shouldâve stopped you.
He scoops your body up in his arms. He looks down at your face, your eyes begin to flutter open.
âIâm sorry-â was all you say before it all went black.
âIâm gonna get you help sweetheart, you ainât leaving me.â Dean says putting you in the back of the impala.
But Dean sees your eyes closed.
He was not going to let you die, not in his watch.
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Emmrich x Rook = Ideas for Fanfic
 (This is going to be a REALLY long post)
Context: Iâm an awkward millennial that doesnât know Tumblr very well. I apologize in advance if this post is weird and not perfect, Iâm still learning. My activities on this platform are mostly resharing awesome post on my page. Since the last few weeks, I must admit that the communities here around my tags are incredible, positive, academic and just kind of healing my heart. For this reason, I feel comfortable trying to be a little more invested. Introduction to the main theme: Iâm really happy to see that Iâm far from being the only one to be obsessed and hyperfocused on Emmrich Volkarin, especially his romance with Rook. His personality is different from my typical fictional crushes: this fact had opened new possibilities about scenarios in my imagination. The main theme: I love to write, but I have a thesis to finish. Plus, Iâve already started two fanfictions and Iâm not close to be done with those two stories. Since Iâm lacking time, experience in fanfiction, knowledge in the DA universe and expertise in the English language (Iâm a native French speaker), I must conclude that writing a fanfic Emmrich X Rook would not be the best idea right now. I would LOVE to share some of my ideas if it can inspire some people out there:
A â Too much rigidity versus chaotic (Mortal): I would LOVE to see a fanfic which addresses the mountain struggles of Rook and Emmrich living together after the story of the game. This man has been alone for a long time. We donât know if he already lived with someone else during a long period of time. Emmrich likes to have his books ââpristineââ. Iâm also guessing he has a strict routine regarding mealtime. I see Rook being kind of chaotic, as letting their underwear lying around where they needed to remove them (around a bed, coffin, or on the dinning table after some sexy time⌠why not). I could also see Rook inviting old friends for a late dinner, at the last minute, while Emmrich is already in his night gown, ready to sleep. Anyway, I would LOVE to see characterâs development around those struggles: Emmrich learning to be a little more flexible while Rook is learning to be a little less disorganized.
B â Feeling bored after saving the world (Mortal): Could be related with point A or not. I know that everyone has different opinions, but so far, I preferred Rook to also be a Mourn Watcher. It seems natural to think that after the end of the game, Emmrich, Rook and Manfred are going back to Neverra. I could see Emmrich going back to teaching. I could see both possibilities where he is satisfied with this (with Rook and Manfred in his life) VERSUS feeling bored after travelling so often for saving the world. Iâm not sure what Rook would want to do with their life after the war. Could they even be able to stay at one place? I could see them needed to travel and leave Neverra for sometimes for fighting or geopolitical stuff. I could also see Rook being done with that kind of life and wanting a normal happy and almost boring routine. Letâs talk about marriage. We all know that Emmrich always thought he would get married someday. Would he be ready to marry Rook? If yes, does it mean that he has outcome the age gap problem (?). I donât know about Rook since the character vary from person to person. They could want to wait for marriage. I see this possibility more in the Mortal route since I have NO idea how Lichdom works and if a Lich can marry someoneâŚ
Now. I must explain before going on with my next idea. Iâm not a fan of any pronatalist outcome. I donât think a couple should have children to be happy or have some news goals. I also love stories and fanfic that show childfree happy people. Having children is not and should not be seen as a normal progression of life. Itâs a choice and it should be a free and informed joint decision. Childfree couples are NOT less interesting than parents. But I also can see the difference between real life and fiction, especially in a fantastic universe like DA. I think some fanfic that adds children into the story can be a good thing, especially if those are kind of REALISTIC (happy rainbow sunshine without any struggles at all) and talk about more than only the positive of parenthood. Now, we could argue about Manfred. For me, as a couple, Emmrich and Rook are already parental figures to Manfred. While itâs not a typical experience, there is still something there. Manfred doesnât need to eat (nor to sleep?) but he can still burn some books by accident, requiring some ââparentingââ from Emmrich or Rook.
C â Parenting: I could see the couple adopting a kid while the opportunity is there. I also think that Manfred would be an awesome big brother. Now, letâs talk about a Rook that could be pregnant (trigger for some people, so please go to point D if you donât want to read about this idea or about parenting and or reproduction).
1 â Pregnancy (Mortal): Iâve been thinking A LOT about the last scene between Rook and Emmrich when they have sex in a coffin. Iâm an artist geek but also a nerd scientific with a nursing degree. Both donât always match well together. I donât know a lot about contraception in fantastic universe, especially DA. I canât stop myself thinking: did Emmrich and or Rook THOUGHT about this? One part of me think that Emmrich would not be the type of person to forget about any risk regarding that subject. It would seem easy for him to cast a charm for preventing a pregnancy? I donât know. But on the other hand, the end of the world is happening, and him or Rook could not survive to the last battle. The party banter between Harding and Emmrich show that the necromancer can forget some things important when he is with Rook or just by being in a new relationship. So perhaps Emmrich didn't think about it. I could see Rook having sex without having that in mind at all, kind of like a YOLO attitude. They love Emmrich and they are like '' letâs have awesome lovemaking before perhaps dying or whatever''.
Nooooow. Letâs talk about that accidental pregnancy if we could agree that because of those circumstances, no one thought about contraception, because you know⌠ââ End of the world ââ. Plus, while an accidental pregnancy could be the end of the world for some person, it could not be as horrible for others, like Emmrich and or Rook. So, the team beat Elgarânan, Solas linked himself to the fade and all. The world is safe for now. Itâs the time of celebration. Even after some rest, Rook doesnât feel really good. They are kind of tired all the time but again, itâs normal since they have been on high adrenaline during the last few months (?). It could explain things. Them and Emmrich could think it is related to the fade or perhaps a curse. Eventually, Iâm pretty sure Emmrich would realize the situation before Rook. He was able to spot that stiff wrist. He could see subtle difference regarding Rook. I could totally see his shocked face while understanding the situation. As for Rook, I could see them not thinking about that possibility because perhaps they werenât having regular periods in the first place because of the hard activities while trying to save the world. Now, letâs ad point A and perhaps point B to this scenario. The couple is trying to live together in a new routine while also learning they are expecting a baby. I waaaaaant to read about that 52-53 years old necromancer realizing his partner is pregnant with his child. Everything is going too fast, and Harding could make snaky remarks on this. I want to read how Emmrich feel about this: He always wanted a family, and he already has Manfred and Rook, but having a child could be something positive to him for different reasons (legacy and pronatalist blabla). But because of his age, it could also be an experience kind of sad, realizing that he could not see his kid grow as much as he would love to. The reaction of Rook about all of this could be really different since again, Rook vary for each player. I would love to see some struggles (perhaps with a big fight?) with a pregnant Rook who still wants to fight and live their ''normal'' life and an overprotective Emmrich (with only good intentions) kind of overwhelming. I could also see Emmrich taking his retirement from teaching sooner than expected, since he wants to spend as much time as possible with his children. I also think he could be the main parent, as the most ââmaternalââ, kind of overprotective, again.
I see Emmrich having a girl. Iâm not sure why, but it flows better in my imagination. It would make a lot of sense if this girl had the name of a flower or a plant, and her middle name could be Emmrich's mother. With Rook and Emmrich as parents, this little girl would become a badass woman with high self-esteem, taking bullshit from no one. She would LOVE her big brother, and Manfred would also LOVE her. I like to think he will learn faster while being a brother figure. I really see the young girl saying to everyone she has a big brother called Manfred without ever explaining that he is actually a spirit in the body of a skeleton. I could see everyone kind of shocked while meeting Manfred for the first time without that context.
Plus: Vorgoth must be one of the godparents, please. And the family should eventually adopt a pig.
Bonus: a time jump where Emmrich is dying, more than satisfied with his life, and all of his family is around him. I don't mind crying.
2 â Lich route (kind of a silly idea): This idea is kind of a joke. I donât know how Lichdom works, but Iâm pretty sure that once you are a Lich, you are sterile? Now⌠An accidental pregnancy could happen if Emmrich and Rook had sex BEFORE Emmrich became a Lich. I think it would be really hard on him to outlive not only Rook but also his children and perhaps his grandchildren. I could only see this as possible and not heartbreaking if Rook and Emmrich have a kid who is also a mage and would eventually also become a Lich. I could totally see an awkward family tradition that goes on generation after generation where each child gifted with magic MUST become a Lich before they are 60 years old or something. Imagine: you are like 25-year-old mage and Lichdom donât appeal to you at all, nor does necromancy. Your sibling doesn't have magic so all the expectations are ON you (and that sibling is, of course, jealous of you).  One of your parents is getting close to becoming a Lich, and the ceremony is approaching. You have a grandparent and a lot of great-grandparents who are also Liches, and the festivity dinners are always awkward. Your family is like famously known in Nevarra but from the inside, you just feel weird. Eventually, you take your courage to break this tradition, coming out to your parents, and they tell you: âYou are too young to decide this yet. Your great-grandmother thought the same thing at your age. You will change your mind.â To prove your point, you decide to join the Grey Wardens (or any action making it impossible for you to become a Lich), and half of your family is MAD and saying, âOmg, your great-great-great-great-grandfather is SO disappointed in you.â Done. I just find this possibility really funny.
D â Age gap: I would also like lots of scenes where Rook reacts the opposite of expected regarding the age gap between Emmrich and them (this post as an example). I could see Emmrich being a little annoyed sometimes when people talk to him about this subject, but I would love a Rook who doesnât seem to understand the problem and just reacts possessively, as if the people talking about it are just jealous. That would also reassure Emmrich (I think).
E â Cute little scenes: I want to read about Emmrich and Rook snuggling on the couch in front of a fire, while Emmrich reads aloud a book about some academic stuff. I also would love a scene where Emmrich gives a powerful massage to Rook (since he knows anatomy so wellâŚ).
This is it. Thank you very much for reading. Now that all of this is out of my system, I can go back in peace to my boring thesis. If you already know some fanfics with one of those subjects, please tell me. Iâm trying to check on AO3 often, but I donât always have the time.
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I Hear The Sunspot - Ep 10
I won't lie if I say that series that create dramas out of nothing, creating problems and scenarios that are far removed from the ordinary lives of millions of people around the world, kind of annoy me đ Kohei and Taichi's relationship is getting more and more weird and unnatural, and they had such a good flow in episodes 1-6. Taichi, who didn't allow any bullshit and openly confronted Kohei and everyone he met, is now unable to communicate. Kohei, who had a tendency to blurt out confessions about his feelings, is now unable to communicate. We also had scenes of them being shy, hiding, which were eventually resolved by contacting/meeting/ even visiting home, and we keep going back to the same point over and over again. Although that's not even it: I complained about the repetition, but now they're back to a point where they never even were. Besides, I really have the impression that the series creates artificial drama, the lack of communication has reached astronomical proportions, they either do not talk to each other AT ALL, and when they meet for a second, when they are not with Maya, they barely talk about important stuff, which was not a problem for them before. They cannot talk, they cannot make an appointment and meet with each other alone like adults, they do not use phones, they cannot get rid of Maya for 5 seconds.
I am generally furious with Kohei that he cannot once and properly put Maya down for her words and behavior towards Taichi, if someone spoke shit like that about someone I like - not even my close friend or crush, and someone like that is supposedly Taichi for Kohei - we would have a serious conversation about it: either stay and shut the fuck up, or leave.
I absolutely hate how Maya described Taichi not knowing him at all and how Kohei immediately thought of it when he saw Taichi making a decision about his life, career and future. What the actual FUCK. Am I the only one who sees Taichi's life as being quite lonely and supporting himself and going to college and working and helping Kohei? And how he has to think about himself and his future because he has no supportive parents and no one will do it for him? How can anyone even think of him as doing it all thoughtlessly or on purpose? Or that he "abandons Kohei" because he is a stupid and cruel person who never cared? âš
What is the point of this BL at all, since there has been no BL for the last 4 episodes, and the main characters are drifting further and further away from each other with each episode. Why don't they struggle with all these adversities, problems TOGETHER. What is the point of all this, since there is no "togetherness" in it! đ¤ˇââď¸đ¤ˇââď¸
I just... I just love Kohei so much and he seems very lonely to me now. I started shipping him with Chiba-kun ngl, with whom he currently has the most chemistry and scenes lmao
On the one hand, it's not so good that the grandfather isn't more helpful and advising on the young man's important life decisions, on the other hand, the fact that he doesn't make a drama out of these decisions is a big relief for him đ Even if Taichi makes a bad decision, he'll have a place to go back to and he'll have the support of his grandfather, who won't make him feel bad about it or say "I told you so". Taichi is still young, he can do whatever he wants, he can go back to college someday, these are no longer the times when people had to make the most important life decisions before the age of 25, which were also irreversible. I think it was a good scene.
But what's worst about all this is that the series got itself tangled up in its own plot, because we don't have a single hint since ep 6 that Taichi is responding to Kohei's feelings, so this whole drama makes no sense. Since they have nothing in common romantically, if they want, they can meet up after work/school (although they haven't managed to do that yet lol) as friends, write to each other (also something they can't do) and live their own lives. Kohei can meet up with Maya since he prefers her company anyway, and Taichi can pursue his career. After all - there is no BL in this BL, so why the drama?
This show has become such a mess. But it would still be a "managable" mess if Kohei and Taichi had more than one scene per episode where something actually happened between them. And we didn't even have the aftermath of the famous "what if I didn't hate it". Like it never happened...
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The Outer Realms -- Chapter 17
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âYou canât escape the past. Right? Be a shame if I had to put them on again. Cast Irons⌠well, itâs hard to clean.â â Vander (Arcane)
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âWhat the hell is that supposed to mean?â asked Error, confused.
Ink had just finished filling him in on the information he got from Edge. Error was right, Dream was not dead, but technically he was dying or in critical condition. Whatever golden apples that other skeleton threw at them back in Dreamtale were probably sick twisted copies of his friendâs soul, but it also implied they probably knew where Dream was.
âI donât know, who knows where these⌠Outer-what-ever is atâŚâ Ink shrugged, âI just want to check on my dads before we even begin trying to find it.â
Zephyrtop was the last AU in the lineup anyways. For Error, sorting through the code there would be a breeze while Ink caught up with Gaster, Aster, and his four brothers. And considering the former two were the technical creators of Zephyrtop altogether, the probability of it staying destroyed if they were too late was second to none.
Besides, with two of the very few creators left in the multiverse secure under his belt and held highly in his figurative heart, maybe they could help Ink find Dream. Error could only do so much with a being who had no code to his existence anyways.
âMy guess is weâll have to pick a direction and then just keep going until we find something.â Error huffed, cleaning his glasses with his scarf. He was already annoyed with the prospect of another AU he had to recode, remove another destruction code, and-or adding that blasted counter-command just to keep that weird copy of himself from destroying another AU.
âBut what if we go in the wrong direction?â Ink asked.
âThen we can loop around. If they called this place the Inner Circle, then the best assumption we have is that everything is in a circle, we can loop around until we find your side-piece.â Error stated as if it were a simple matter.Â
âDream is not my âside-pieceâ, Error,â Ink hissed through his teeth.
The glitch rolled his eyelights. Though he had to admit, he was downplaying the entire thing. Who knew how many AUs were technically out there. It could be hundreds to millions, a good amount of said AUs likely being destroyed by the copy-cat and thus just being blank white nothingness. So if they made the wrong assumption as to how far they could go or not would mean theyâd be searching for days to even years.
Even Error understood they didnât have much time, but there really was not much they could do outside of participate in these fucking guessing games. At this point playing a game of Russian Roulette would get them closer to finding Dream. They could split up, but Ink and his memory problems were as untrustworthy as a pipe bomb with a broken timer the size of a tactical nuke. You donât know whether or not you defused the damn thing, and even if you did, would you really trust your life with it? So he was stuck here.
Plus, there was that husk running around, that stupid fucking anomaly wearing Inkâs face without a single care in the world. If there was the copy-cat and the husk, that meant there was the likely chance that they both have a similar history to him and Ink. They likely both fought each other over the same reasons and since that anomaly was a pain in the ass to take down, that meant that the other glitch was also going to be a problem.
Either that, or the only things they had going for them was at face-value.
Or he was overthinking it.
He probably was overthinking it.
Definitely.
There is no way Error couldnât kick BOTH of those impostorsâ asses SINGLE HANDEDLY, NO SWEAT, NO FUCKS GIVEN!
Ink tapped him on the forehead, prompting Error to jump and swat their smaller hand away. His friend wasnât phased.
âWhatcha thinkinâ about?â
The glitch snorted. âNot much. Are we going to your weird parentsâ place or what?â
âAwww, did ya finally wanna meet my old men?â Ink playfully rocked back on his heels, loosely crossing his arms behind his back. âItâs about time, theyâve been asking about you for ages!â
HeâsâŚ? There is no way theyâve been talking about him to their fucking parentsâŚ? Why would they?
âUh huh. Sure they were.â Error clicked his tongues in repulsion. âNo, I just want to get this over with then go back to my Anti-Void and pretend none of this ever happened.â
âOh. Okay.â Inkâs face fell, but at least they didnât push the issue. They opened a portal to Zephyrtopâs motherboard and jumped in. Error followed suit, wishing that one day Ink would learn another way to make portals with literally anything else but paint. He hated the texture.
Both outcodes arrived, Ink pleasantly surprised at the fact Zephyrtopâs motherboard was actually decorated, and Error looking through every nook and cranny of the space to find the coding âscreenâ.Â
The motherboard looked like a warehouse, storing blueprints and bullet point-filled cork boards, whiteboards only half cleaned, couches, coffee tables, a couple TV screens overlooking the main plaza, circus, and mansion where Inkâs fathers and siblings lived. It was obvious that through thick and thin, this universe was a well cared for outlier in comparison to the neglect all the others had gone through.
Knowing all this sooner would have made Errorâs job so much easier in the past, but now that heâs thinking about this in the current day, any kind of prideful satisfaction the younger him would have gotten was nonexistent. Instead, the destroyer could only define one thing he felt from staring at the larger picture for so long.
Pity.
But of course, only Inkâs family would have given enough of a damn about their home to keep it this vibrant and alive, efficiently and effectively meeting the needs and wants of the characters inhabiting this universe.
Itâs almost like being caretakers was a common theme in Inkâs family, and Error definitely didnât fit the part. He didnât even understand why he found this revelation so intriguing. It was unsettling, but Error had already been unsettled since before Ink made the portal.
He couldnât shake the feeling that something was off, like they were being watched.
âI canât find it,â Error set down the couch he had lifted and flopped on top of it. Since Gaster and Aster were still around and thriving, what was the point of going through this universeâs code? They probably had already thought of something to keep every creation of theirs protected.
âMaybe we should leave; take our chances looking for Dream without them.â
Ink shook his head, but didnât look his friend in the eye and fiddled with the empty vials on his sash. It didnât take rocket science for Error to tell he was anxious. The artist had been nothing short of distressed this entire time, both with and without sufficient doses of his paints.
âI canât do that, Error, I needâ I just need to see my dads, man. Maybe they donât know whatâs going on. I mean, they barely get out as isâŚâ
âSo what makes you think theyâd know what to do?â Error sat up, grabbing a pillow and squeezing it, venting his frustration little by little into the carefully embroidered floral design in the fabric. âYou just said they donât leave as much. They donât know the multiverse like we do.â
âYeah, I know that, itâs justâ... Theyâre creators, Error. They have access to some influence over all universes that we donât!â
âSo did XGaster, and look at what happened to him.â
Whatever train of thought Ink was trying so hard to uplift might as well have just crashed and exploded into a trillion pieces. The artistâs hands dropped from their sash, and they didnât do much aside from stare at the floor. Right. Him. How could he forget?
âXGaster had⌠ambitions, I guess, but asking any help out of him wouldâve been like pulling chickenâs teeth. Impossible,â Ink started. âI donât really⌠know where that guy went either.â
âOh, he's as good as dead,â Errorâs tone lightened, using one of his arms to cushion his head and pulled a thread out of his eyesocket with the free one to fiddle with.
âLast I heard, he got killed by his own creations! If only I couldâve seen it myself, but when I went to XTale for any kind of entertainment, nothing was left.â
âReally?â Ink looked up, eyes wide. âNothing left?â
âNada!â Error twirled the string around his index finger, grinning to himself in amusement. âIf anything did survive, maybe Dream or that BUG Core!Frisk got to them first.â
Maybe Ink should check the Omega Timeline for them later. He slightly recalled the XTale inhabitants primarily having a black and white color palette for their clothing, but because he had to juggle an overabundance of creators around the same time that AU was active, itâs not like he could go out of his way to give it any special attention.
Oh, how the tables have turned since then.
âWell if you donât want to go, thatâs okay, but I really want to.â Ink reached back for Broomie, but then the motherboard shifted.Â
The both of them froze immediately, then whipped around to stare at each other. Ink cleared his throat and slowly took down his hand.
âDid uh⌠Error, did you do something?â
âYou think Iâd be quiet if I did???â
âGood point, good pointâŚâ
Suddenly, there were teal strings that quickly ripped through the ground beneath Ink in the shape of an âxâ, the air was rushing towards the strange hole they made, dragging the artist with it. Error used his own string to ground himself as he grabbed Inkâs hand. The rushing air was unrelenting as if it was demanding Ink be dragged into whatever hell it had in waiting. Error could see that the window frame his string was tied to was starting to break, forcing him to make a choice.
Either he let go of Ink, or he went with them.
He undid the string and they both were dragged in.
The portal was unlike anything they had ever seen. It was like an endless hole of cubes that made reality. He could sense it was like the Anti-Void, but also not. This was nothing like his home, but it had the same energy as it. When they finally crashed into the ground, it was as if they had fallen off of a twelve story skyscraper.
As Error got up, he saw the ground was blocky and uneven, as if it was destroyed, remade and re-destroyed endlessly, glitching out like some awful video game that had been both incomplete and re-coded constantly.
He looked over to Ink who was rubbing his head and popping his neck, the impact obviously still affecting him somewhat.
Then he heard it.
A glitch-filled laugh.
âReally? I thought I was doinâ yous a favor âere,â said the voice.
How the fuck did Ink mistake that guy for him? Color him insulted to the highest degree.
The glitch barely looked anything like him! In fact, there were more differences than there were similarities. The most prominent thing was the hood of the jacket. It was easily comparable to a large lionâs mane, almost like Mufasa got skinned after everyone left. Bright golden fur was so long that it reached the glitchâs knees. The jacket was black and lined with neon blue but also had teal diamond markings, showing where it had been resown together on the sleeves. Even his shorts had the same markings. He wore a dark maroon turtleneck and a gold and gray-indigo vest over it. There was also an odd neon blue animal skull on the side of the jacket, right below where the hood started. He also carried a similar colored sickle with a golden chain wrapped around his waist. Another thing was his left eyelight. It had the shape of an âxâ with several rings around it.
He didnât even wear his Papyrusâ scarf.
If he did, then Error would at the very least believe Ink had some reason to mistake them for Geno. But no. Their stupidity truly outweighed the odds.
Maybe he should lend Ink his glasses sometime.
âReally, Error?â asked the glitch, âYous just had ta follow tha idiot âere?â
âAnd whatâs it to you, of all anomalies?â Error himself straightened his posture, already reaching up to his eyesockets for more strings. In the corner of his vision, Ink was already on their feet, their grip on Broomie firm and ready for a fight.
âOh nothinâ,â the glitch hummed, he touched the corners of his own eyesockets but instead of summoning strings like the way Error himself did, they did come, but rather they stood straight like claws, âI was just gonna take âim out for ya as a little practice run for when I have ta put up witâ an idiot of my own.â
Error heard Ink suck in a breath, the artist inching closer to him. Something about this new guy pissed him off beyond what he considered the normal annoyance, which is what every other anomaly had become to him these days.
But no. As far as the destroyer was concerned, this fuckerâs intentions were clear.
He wanted to take his place. That very thought on its own made his marrow boil, his teeth baring to match his growing hatred.
âI see what youâre putting on the table, and my answer is FUCK NO.â
âReally think ya had a choice in dis?â the glitch asked when suddenly two large blocks of the land suddenly appeared and collided with Ink from two different sides. Sandwiching him before two teal strings cut right through them. âI was merely tellinâ yous what was about ta happen.â
Ink rematerialized next to Error, a portal painted below him. Broomieâs length was already chopped in half, and the artistâs hands were sporting new cuts, spewing his namesake out from between the joints, a stark contrast to the pristine white Error expected to see every time.
The guardian of the AUs blinked several times, his eyelights spinning several shades of red in different shapes before settling on a triangle and a target symbol.
âWHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR!? THAT WAS A TOTAL SUCKER PUNCH!!!â
âAwes, ya pretendinâ ta be mad at lilâ olâ meâŚâ the glitch cooed, calmly walking off to the side, not really paying much attention to them. This was his domain, and it was clear he was beyond comfortable and confident here. âItâs real cute that ya pretend ta have emotions, Inky-boy. But ya really shouldnât be playinâ witâ peopleâs emotions, things can get real messy.â
The other errorâs new target opened his mouth to interrupt, but then shut it, the accusation taking him off guard.
âWhatâŚ? I donât do that!â
âSuuure ya donât. Like the way ya donât treat everyone around ya, like they ainât people? Like theyâre jusâ some characters in a book that ya can interfere witâ, oâ watch dem struggle in tha misery planned foâ em. Like tha way you donât see me anâ Error as people?â the copy-cat stated, he checked his claws for a second and shrugged. He paused and looked directly at Ink, âYa only go around anâ play hero, an donât even care if dey get killed off anyways. Horrortale, Somethinâ New, Dusttale, or the otha AUsâ my friends are from. Ya donâ care about anyone or anythinâ but ya own entertainment.â
Error squinted bullets at the other, his freakish New York accent was getting annoying, and really fucking quick too. Heâs sounding a hell of a lot like Nightmare with all that YAPPING.
âInk, heâs fucking with you.â
Ink went to answer, but nothing he could possibly say came to mind. He wasnât guilty of whatever the Error-copy was getting at, at least currently, he was free from it, but where the hell did he get that information? Why use it against them now? Was their decision and work to change completely ignored?
Error shifted, looking at his friend from the very edge of his vision.
âInk?â
âI know heâs fucking with me! I want to know why.â
âAm I now?â the glitch snickered, âInk, can ya really say Iâm lyinâ âere? I mean, letâs look at yer history! Tha moment yous get bored witâ an AU your first tactic is ta ignore it like a child does witâ a toy theyâve grown tired of, anâ if it still ainât entertaininâ enough you let it destroy itself. Isnât that why ya let Error run around? Yous was bored with Underswap anâ so ya let him keep that Swap!Sans around and let him do whatever he wanted?â
âHey- HEY- NO, YOU THINK I KNEW WHAT HE DID TO BLUE??â Realizing what had happened to his friend had devastated Ink back then, almost to the point he genuinely thought of killing Error like Blue already tried. Where the fuck did this guy get off on assuming he didnât care!?
âNo, but yous expected it.â the glitch frowned, âI mean, yous had every opportunity ta stop âim before anâ after. But instead, ya just ran off witâ tha rest of tha AU, replaced âim tha first chance ya got because ya realized far too late that tha poor guy was too far gone. I mean, itâs not like ya leave Error alive because ya like him. Ya donât even actually feel anythinâ. If ya did then⌠well yous a shit friend. Constantly leavinâ ya friends ta die in horrific ways, be it a Killer bein toyed with by Nightmare, Error âimself destroyin their AUs, Horrortales being allowed ta exist, leavin Dream ta get shot by Edelweissâ OhâŚâ he grinned as he feigned it as a âslip of the tongueâ, âOh right⌠Olâ Dreamy gettin shot and put on life-support. And yous⌠yous was nowhere ta be found! Talk about carinâ âbout yer friends!â
âI DIDNâT KNOW ANY OF THAT UNTIL CURRENTLY, Iââ Inkâs ribcage rattled, an indication of his frustration, which would only continue to spike to higher heights as their opponent kept talking.
Before Error could catch onto what the artist planned next, Ink was already gone, having summoned a gray and black gaster blaster and shot after the other error.
Error raced after him, letting his strings fly to as many lengths as possible, mainly in hope of grabbing his friend and dragging him back, but Ink had a head start and was too far ahead than what the glitch had accounted for.
Inkâs blaster wasnât used to shoot their new adversary out of the air, but to propel him forward to fight him head-on. He did feel! His emotions were his own! And if he had known sooner what happened to Dream, he would have tracked down whoever had him themself just so they could be at his side! Whatever he needed and it was HIS!
But soon enough, the only thing Ink began to see for certain was the blind red of unrelenting rage.
âIâLL MAKE YOU EAT THOSE WORDS!â
The glitch dodged Ink in an extremely odd way, Ink justâŚfazed right through him. The glitch patted his body down and grumbled, âSo uncivilizedâŚâ
Error almost froze when he saw the scene. The glitch destablized himself. He turned himself into a string of code.
The copy-cat used his strings to grab Ink in a near identical way he did the first time when they met. But rather, they wrapped around his joints. "Oh what's tha matta Inky boy? I was jusâ sayin' tha truth! Ya neva thought we even truly felt pain, or despair. It was only until ya really started lookin' around that you toyed witâ dat idea, and even then... can we really trust that ya learned yer lesson? That ya see us as people? Tell me, Ink, if ya really cared, then what would ya do on instinct if I were ta... order my friend ta kill that twerp Dream? Would ya even try ta care? Or would ya sit back anâ watch tha show jusâ ta see whatâll happen?â
They didnât even answer, summoning bucketfuls worth of ink from between their joints, materializing bones and blasters to barrage the glitch with.Â
Error blasted the otherâs strings, freeing Ink for only a second before they were snagged again in his own contraption of electric blue strings, yanking them back to his side as he reached out for the code to this place, only for the singular thing for Error to hit was a barrier.
The glitch swerved his blaster sideways, ducking under a floating, disembodied wall he recognized as corrupted, carefully crafted code as well, but appeared in the form of organized rubble.
âWhy didnât you hit him too, Error? He wants to hurt Dream!â Ink pulled himself up and struggled against his bindings. Error only tightened them, which served to enrage the artist further.
âWHAT ARE YOU DOING!?â
âWE DONâT HAVE TIME FOR THIS, DUMBASS!â Error shot back, continuing to dodge and weave between chunks of rubble and ruin. He noticed all of them had a particular pattern, grays and whites, teals and reds, some gold here and there. It was like his prior-known âcopyâ themed this Anti-Void after himself!Â
As much as he hated other errors more than anything else, there was a certain danger that came from being in another glitchâs direct territory. Given two other errors had almost succeeded in wiping him off the census in the past, Error wasnât about to risk his neck a third time.
âHe wanted to get a rise out of you, Ink! He was manipulating youââ Error looked back as he made another turn, only to see the artist gone, and his strings cut through.Â
âARE YOU KIDDING ME!?â
âHe didnât really think dat through, did he?â asked the other glitch.
Error screamed, spinning around to face the other error, the strings hanging from his fingers and eyes whipping forward to snag a grip on him, but all their intended victim had to do to avoid them was lean backwards.
âHow rude of me, I didnât even introduce myself!â the glitch snickered, âThe name is Digital Klezmer! Nice ta meetcha. Though it really donâ matta, I mean ya probably gonna die âere too. Speakinâ oâ which, whyâs you helpinâ that guy anyways? I thought you wanted âim dead.â
A gaster blaster that had the skull of some animal, maybe some sort of badger, appeared right beside Klezmer, aimed right at Error, ready to fire. Error mimicked the threat, doubling the amount of blasters on his end off the bat. His voice began to mutate, the tone fluctuating and basic voice changing dangerously. Errorâs blasters fired.
âMIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS!â
Klezmerâs blaster fired off its own blast but it had a secondary action, shielding Klezmer enough to escape, teleporting behind Error and sitting down on one of the pieces of blocky rubble, âOh Error, donâ tell me dat ya think heâs ya friend! That he cares about ya!â
The fellow glitch cackled, âOh, datâs RICH!â He summoned several bones to impale Error, but Error summoned another blaster to take the hit, the bones going right through it before both weapons dispersed.Â
Error bit his tongues. He wasnât giving this freaking psycho more fuel to tend with. He already had more than enough to make Ink snap, and Error had to find that idiot squid before Digital Klezmer did.
He teleported back to where he and Ink were first dragged in, leaving Klezmer in the dust like he fucking deserved, only to find no sign of him there.
âIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!âÂ
Errorâs voice echoed off the Anti-Voidâs floating walls and ruins, and he took to scouring the area close enough to the âfloorâ, keeping all his senses geared for any and every fucking noise that might give away the artistâs location. Ink was so fucking DEAD once he found them. He was so tempted to POP THAT LITTLE HEAD OFF THEIR MIDGET BODY AND CHUCK IT INTO THE NEAREST HOTLAND LAVAPOOL.
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Klezmer sighed when he saw Error teleported away. He shook his head and teleported to a deeper part of his Anti-Void. He really wasnât going to get an answer to that question, now was he. He knew where Ink was, but what was the fun of going after the guy directly?
Nah.
Too boring. He wanted to see them squirm.
So he settled himself in his seat at his piano and began playing one of his favorite songs, Altale. Whoever wrote that song was more insane than Katagma. It was an oddly upbeat song. But it was also oddly fitting for this little moment between the two knuckleheads he dragged here, letting their hopes rise with the song. Now all he had to do was keep playing. Sure, he was leaving himself as an âopen targetâ. But who said he didnât know everything that was going on in his own territory? Not him.
And like magic, his bait had an impressive effect, and of course it was the Inner Realmâs husk that took it the quickest.
Ink materialized next to him, and could have smacked him upside the head with what was left of his ginormous paintbrush if he didnât dematerialize into raw code a second before.
Klezmer summoned a gaster blaster that bit down on Inkâs torso, as he spoke, âOh buddy, I really thought ya had more brains than my husk. I really did. Thanks for correctinâ me.â
Once again, Ink didnât answer. One of their own blasters was summoned, chomping down on Klezmerâs own and yanking it back, dislodging Ink from its grip. The artistâs namesake dripped to the floor, showing the enemyâs blaster did in fact cut through parts of his ribcage, staining his colorful clothing, but he didnât seem to care about the weight of his own survival.
Then finally, the shortstack spoke up, his voice shaking with emotion, dominated by an overwhelming layer of rage.
âHow dare you.â
They looked second to an animal, a feral beast. More ink leaked out between their barred teeth, some trails dripping from their sockets as the red of their eyelights glowed brighter.
But one look at their sash made it clear every one of their regular vials had already been drunk dry, and it was several days ago too. So the only source of this extra power could only be one thing, and Digital Klezmer already knew well.
Sketch had tried to kill Error before, when both stooges were in the Doodlesphere, and Sketchâs defeat led to the loss of its backpack. That was the only extra source of power Ink had access to.
Ink dropped Broomie, the tool useless to him and broken beyond use. Not even the bristles were in functional order anymore. Everything the artist was using now came directly from his body, from his will.
âI donât know what hurt you this badly in the past, dude, but whatever youâre after now isnât worth it. Seriously.â
âWhat Iâm after isnât worth it?â Klezmer cackled, rubbing his face under his glasses, he stopped almost as quickly as he had started, âJust die.â Two spears made of his strings appeared right from under Ink, unfurling and lifting him up to slam him down on another platform deep in the Anti-Void.
âI wanna reverse all negative creation.â Klezmer growled, âAll of it! No more of dis needless sufferinâ ya view as cheap entertainment! And unfortunately I need dat useless guardian alive ta do it! Yous husks are nothinâ but a nuisance! Ya donât feel, ya donât care about nobody but yaselves! Hell, if yous anâ Error were ta make some stupid deal, yaâd grow bored of it instantly and jusâ find some bullshit loophole ta find somethinâ you think would be more entertaininâ ta yous and only you!â
The ribbon spears dragged the still tied up artist into a wall of the blocky rubble.
âAnd yous think that ya know anythinâ?! Iâve watched ya long enough ta know that youâre only playinâ witâ everyoneâs emotions âere! How long till ya get bored of Dream anâ Error? What about dem Swap-folk? How long till dey just bore ya? A week?! Youâd probably drag a Dust over dere just for sick kicks! At least what I do is merciful, unlike yous!â
He let go of Ink to see if heâs still breathing. Letting the cloud of smoke from the destruction clear.
âNeverâŚâ
The second thing he got was a rough cough, but as the smoke cleared, Ink pulled himself back up, the ink in his body surfacing to repair the damage done to his body. Some of the artistâs clothing had been torn off, revealing tattoos that looked like random scribbles covering his lower arms and ribcage, and other discolored, gray patches of bone. The rage in their eyes didnât subside.
âI will NEVER get bored of them. Not any one of them.â
He met Digital Klezmerâs eye, a spiteful smile gracing his face instead of the twisted snarl the glitch had plastered on it minutes ago.Â
âBut of course you wonât believe that, since you already profiled me based on the other guy that tried to kill my FRIEND, right? Whoâs the dumbass now?â
Ink coughed again, dispensing a pool of ink at his feet as his body struggled to cope again with the amount of damage this new error wanted so badly to remain in place. This guy wasnât at all like Error, Ink knew this now.
He was worse, really, and that was from a mostly unbiased opinion.
âI donât care what you assume of me. I would have been devastated if it succeeded, and I would have been devastated all the same if Dream died too!â
The artist stretched his arms out, the ink creating another Broomie right in his waiting hands.
âSo fuck you.â
The glitch stared at Ink, almost as though he was seeing the words Ink spoke right before him in material form. Klezmer couldnât help but mentally compare Ink to Sketch, chuckling. âI guess youâre right. Ya ainât nothinâ like Sketch. Unlike Sketch, ya donât just show off your emotionlessness, or selfishness⌠well, not anymore⌠And you are right, I donât believe youâve changed. Whether or not you have actually started to understand tha sufferinâ of those around yous or even have a speck of empathy. But you definitely ainât anythinâ like Sketch.â
He summoned several strings and drew them back from a ring that circled them like a giant slingshot.
âDis⌠might sting a bit.â
He let go. The makeshift arrow shot right through Ink, impaling him straight through the sternum and the vertebrae leading behind it, but before Klezmer could do anything more with it, a blast of energy snapped it into pieces at the midpoint, Errorâs cobalt blue strings were flung about the immediate area, snatching Ink away.
If Inkâs rage was considered animalistic, Errorâs was a different lifeform entirely. The glitchâs eyesockets were clogged with his namesake, binary code spinning in his skull like miniature supercells, collecting more and more power to properly launch the amount of destruction it considered a basic portion. The creature before the two other skeletons snarled, the glitching only amplifying the volume and distorting it beyond recognition.
It was debatable if Error could speak properly in this state, with his body barely keeping itself in one piece, but somehow he managed navigating his way all the way here from the other side of the Anti-Void.Â
âyOU SHOuLD KnoW BEtteR ThAN TO BREAK mY ThINgs.â
Ink could barely tell what the fuck dragged itself by its arms out of Errorâs mouth, or if it even came out of his mouth in the first place. Before he knew it, his friend began to clog the area with electric blue strings, drowning their perception of the area in wires tying them down. Ink couldnât get a word in, his body creaking under the weight and the tightness of what was, hopefully, a very temporary prison.
The sounds outside were muted to him, but he could figure they were fighting out there.
â--- .... / .-. . .- .-.. .-.. -.--?â Klezmer didnât even open his mouth, rather the sound â the morse code just emanated from him. He didnât seem to be shocked, rather his reaction was one that showed he knew what it was like to be in the very state Error was in.
He didnât even struggle against the strings, rather he destablized himself and kept moving. Now he was the one on the run. Whether or not he had expected it was unknown.
Error pursued him immediately, blasting through entire walls of code that blocked his way. If he was saying anything, emitting any noise at all, it was unintelligible to him. Meaningless.Â
He used to destroy everything he hated to fuel his will to live, including minor glitches distantly related to the monstrosity he truly was. But at the same time, none of it made sense. None of the semantics surrounding his past were important. Only the anomaly attempting escape before his eyes, destabilized code bunched together in a being that only knew suffering and grief, abandonment and anger.
So much like him but at the same time so, so different.
It was PATHETIC.
The entity let out a deafening roar behind Klezmer, causing the code closest to him to glitch out momentarily, then proceed to function as it was a second after.
Of course, not all gods went through life unchallenged. There were rules to the madness they shared and pain they carried. Rules not even they understood clear as crystal.Â
Klezmer used one of his strings to create a portal only for himself, a split second to get far from Error and to a higher ground, where he made hundreds of spears of his strings and even fractured bones. All with their own rings of strings like crossbows, all aimed at Error. With a golden smirk, he let them loose, each one doing thrice the amount of damage they did to Ink. All the while he made a crossbow for himself. One he could wield. But this one wouldnât shoot a spear or bone. Rather the sickleâs chain that was previously tied to his waist and now having a small sharp knife made of his strings to ensure it went right through his target.
âDidnât think Iâd âave ta use disâŚâ he mumbled to himself. âBut color me surprised⌠bastard got a bigger temper âdan Wiess.â
There was a click in the Anti-Void as the hurricane of projectiles chased their target, just a shift in the layout code, like something just went missing.Â
Then, it was like the âceilingâ grew a corn maze of red bones, stretching half a horizon across the new, demented plaza, connected to a million more blue strings. The ground shook with another haunting scream, and the source of the challenge pulled down the floodgates right behind Klezmerâs projectiles, snapping some in two every which way, cracking down on the âfloorâ and disembodied walls, splitting some into smaller chunks than they were initially. Dust and grime filled the atmosphere, blocking a clear shot of wherever the target was.
Laughter without a direct source echoed off of what remained of the walls around them, morphing the acoustics and Klezmer couldnât help but laugh alongside Error. He took aim with his crossbow as several portals opened up with more shots of the crossbow-spears and bones.
He saw the game Error was playing and heâd happily play along, but this was his domain, not Errorâs. Thus, he knew every inch Error ran through. Every spot he paused. Every weak point. And thus, he fired the chain. With a rattling sound, it took off and the strings extended and extended further and farther than it wouldâve otherwise, dragging the blade with it right towards Errorâs soul.
The sickle wasnât anything that the two idiots had ever faced. It was an Outer Realms specialty. A weapon that specifically did True Damage. There were specific damage types in the Outer Realms, and True Damage was a specialty that Klezmer had thanks to the weapon, specifically only the weapon really. It could bypass all resistances, all armor and specifically target the soul of the opponent, even going as far as latching onto it if the opponent could survive the attack. Meaning that theyâd have the weapon stuck onto their soul and out for Klezmer to attack directly. It almost felt like cheating, but it wasnât his fault someone was stupid enough to stand still long enough to get hit by it.
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Ink made progress centimeter by centimeter, trying to ignore the sound of destruction, screams, and even more destruction. He thought back to the decay of Underfell, the compounding collapse of reality itself before everything imploded into white. Pure white.
He shivered and pressed on, cutting more divots into his bones in the process so more ink could join with the âfloorâ underneath him.
Then came Errorâs roar, the ring of the sound breaking his nonexistent ears, and then the âgroundâ rumbled. Ink felt something slip under them, and the cocoon around them loosened, but not by much. They were a sitting duck like this, and whether Error wanted his help or not, Ink was convinced heâd die out there.
He had gotten an odd feeling this other Error was vastly more powerful than initially given credit when he was dragged kicking and screaming into this version of the Anti-Void, He didnât know whether it had an actual name aside from that, but itâs not like they could afford to care, not when so much was at stake.
He wanted them both dead. He made that message abundantly clear.
Ink felt the hole in his sternum and vertebrae mend, and he could finally dematerialize enough to slip through the dozens of layers of strings that bound him. They knew they were getting weaker, having lost more paint than any other fight they could recall, and the migraine had come pounding in when he was dragged in this place too.
Error was right. They really didnât have the position to fight in confidence here, but they doubted his impostor was manipulating either of them. The things he screamed several minutes ago were in complete confidence and backed with indescribable pain.
Think, Ink, think!
The ground rumbled again, knocking Ink back down in a pool of his own fluids. Another scream, and in the distance, he spotted one of the biggest walls in the area come crashing down, glitching back into the air in far more pieces than it started out as.
Summoning a gaster blaster, Ink jumped on its head and sped his way towards the ensuing fight, ripping off a lock of Errorâs abandoned string as they zoomed by.
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Pain was the one thing Error knew best, but this was too much in one sitting. The glitch ripped out one of the stupid arrows that managed to snag him and snapped it in half, not bothering to watch the material crumble as he went to tend to another spot right next to it.
No matter how much his STATs fluctuated, flying up and down the border of 0 HP and MAXED HP to cope with the sheer amount of stress he just put his body through, Error felt it wouldnât heal as quickly as he wanted it to, and it was just his luck that his sight cleared just enough before Klezmer pelted him with another barrage of projectiles, overloading his body.
He didnât want to die like this, but begging was so far out of bounds of the question at hand that it was practically nonexistent, even as Klezmer shot another attack right at him, one the blur of his vision could not keep up with, not even if it were slowed down to fit his needs.Â
It was gold. Thin and gold and probably heavy, but boy did it look ugly either way.
It was already too late when Error finally registered the real weight of what was to come, if it were even possible for him. The glitch jolted backwards, a wildfire of agony igniting his body in response to its inability to move and its broken down state.
Then a dark blue blur of his own strings shot its way across his vision, wrapping around the attack. Ink entered the edge of Errorâs sight, tugging the chain in his direction, ending up in pieces.
It happened far too quickly for anyone to truly realize what exactly the situation was. The crunching of bone or the splatter of thick globules of ink splashing on the destroyed ground. The most that the two glitches got was the horror on Errorâs face and sheer shock on Klezmerâs own, but the thud of the body was heard and the moment the black and gray gaster blaster turned to a pool of ink in an attempt to save its master.
In that moment the two glitches realized exactly what had happened.
Ink had jumped in front of the attack to protect Error, sacrificing himself to the blade of the sickle.
âINK!â
Error jumped and tried to catch Ink but barely made it in time, catching Inkâs husk in mere centimeters before it hit the ground â if one could call it that, considering it still somewhat did. Inkâs husk was flayed, sliced clean in half, only leaving behind the rib cage and up. The last bits of ink from the blaster served itself to heal its master as much as it could but it wouldnât reawaken him.
âNonononononononoââ Errorâs glitching getting worse and far more unstable the more he spoke.
All the while Klezmer couldnât comprehend the sight before him.
Ink had jumped in front of a fatal shot just to save someone that wasnât himself.
He didnât even dare speak. But all he could do was mentally argue with himself to try to comprehend the situation and what to do about it. He took a long deep breath and tore open a portal, bringing his chain back to himself.
âIâm gonna regret dis later, I jusâ know it.â he thought to himself. Out of the portal he got a vial of mixed oil paints.
Carefully he walked over to the fellow glitch, placed the vial and used a string to teleport Error, the vial, and the husk out of the Anti-Void without issues. He stood alone for a moment before sitting down at his piano and played a song he had received from Katagma who got it from some random game⌠something called Laura Plays the Piano. Whatever game it was, he was told it was depressing.
As ifâŚ
As he played though, he couldnât get the image of Ink jumping in front of the sickle out of his mind. No, emotionless husk would do that. Sketch wouldnât do it even if someone paid him.
No. That Ink did feel. And he felt a lot. He stopped playing and sighed, âYeah⌠fuck me. I am tha dumbass âere, I suppose.â
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His soul raced a million miles a second, a trillion miles a zeptosecond, and no matter what Error said or how much he screamed, the body in his hands didnât respond or move. Not an inch. Not a millimeter. Nothing.
And even then, as far as Error was concerned, nothing outside of him and what used to be Ink mattered.Â
The multiverse could burn.
It was like Errorâs vision was set ablaze itself, both with glitches and tears he never thought heâd cry again, those blue-transparent pearls landing on Inkâs face, brushing away bits of their namesake, their blood.Â
Error felt the ground below them change to something softer, and air clearer, holding the weight of life, but what use was it if his friend wasnât here? The one person who bothered to spend time and energy on him since they met, regardless of how destructive his behavior was by itself, was doomed, and the glitch knew exactly why.
Ink was low on paints, their literal fucking lifeforce, but he would have rather died instead of him, even if he didnât truly understand how hard heâd be hit, or how many pieces their little body would end up in.Â
The destroyerâs vision began to black out, and Error heard the crunching of grass up ahead of them.Â
Danger. Danger. DANGER. He came to finish the job.
âG-GET AWAY FROM USâ IâM WARNING YOU!!!â
The figure in the distance was colossal, bearing the slight reflection of light glasses would get from the sun at just the right angle, and it was just tall enough to be the threat at hand. It hesitated, then continued with another step forward, its voice ringing in and out of Errorâs fried senses.
âHellâ..-? A|3 y0â 0;ayâŚâ-?â
Its shape muddled further, the darkness closing in. Error knew he summoned something, some degree of magic in an attempt to scare them off, but he didnât get to witness the result.
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