#i was four years old!
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we go just right.
#when the date went so wonderful that you don't even mind that you forgot your umbrella at home#crowley is doing his best and aziraphale appreciates it very much#aziraphale's very special version of pride and prejudice can't get wet#so you gotta use the four year old newspaper you found in your bentley#I am not mentally ready for season 2#it will change me in a way that I cannot even explain#thank you neil gaiman love of my life fr#good omens#good omens 2#good omens fanart#good omens 2 fanart#aziracrow fanart#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#david tenannt#micheal sheen#neil gaiman#digital art
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ooough why do revelations about your childhood trauma have to hurt so bad man i feel like i used a clone jutsu just to beat myself up wt fukck
#this too is progress#but MAN DOES IT FUCKING SUCK#new! more accurate ways to hate myself!#except i don't have to hate myself!#i mean i still DO because you can't just shut that off!#but knowing where it comes from is the first step!#to not hating yourself over something you couldn't control!#i was four years old!#it wasn't my fault then and it's not my fault now!#i'm getting myself some fucking ice cream because this is good! it's part of healing! BUT IT SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS#i am in the goop stage of pupating. i am becoming goop. in my cocoon. it sucks#it sucskdsssssssssssss#but goop is a step towards being not goop#BUT GOOPING SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHHH#ok ice cream time help me ice cream save me ice cream ice cream save me#ramblings
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I have had these thoughts bubbling away in my head for like...eighteen months or so now (it will become very obvious why shortly) but the discussion in this post has pushed me to write them down: I think societally we HUGELY underestimate how motherhood for primary caregivers, particularly first-time motherhood, can be a source of vulnerability to radicalisation.
There is obviously huge cultural variance here, but for a lot of cis women becoming primary caregiver to an infant in a capitalist Western society represents a time of immense vulnerability because in general you are:
Incredibly sleep-deprived (which has well-documented knock-on effects for your judgement, mental health, etc)
If you gave birth, recovering from a significant challenge to your physical health (even in the best-case scenario)
Isolated from your previous networks and communities of people in full-time work
Completely separated from the context of your prior career goals and achievements
Under huge amounts of stress to learn how to care for an infant (don't get me started on breastfeeding)
And on top of this, you are also be experiencing a huge amount of messaging about how all this is natural, wonderful, something you're meant to do, something you should love doing, and something that you must do for the welfare of their child. It's a huge amount of pressure and life change even when everything goes right and there's very little cultural space to express negative feelings about it.
Any group of people who offer community, support, and affirmation to cis women in this situation are going to have a really good shot at radicalising them into some very weird and dangerous headspaces and in fact we see this happen all the time - think antivaxxers and TERFs. It flies under the radar because of the hazy positive glow that associates with motherhood and babies and also because we don't take the radicalisation of women seriously I guess because they rarely shoot anybody, but...yeah. It is such a vulnerable time!
#people who do not see themselves in the cishetero stereotype#are obviously going to have some separation from this & therefore protection#full confession: obviously in the last year and a half I have done a LOT of midnight Googling about Baby Things#and you know what. very often the top hits are Mumsnet forum threads#which...often contain useful and sympathetic advice#I can so easily see how people get sucked into that#they're not getting people with TERFy shit they're getting them with 'tips for getting your four month old to nap better'#which is the MOST IMPORTANT THING IN THE WORLD when your kid is four months old#and then the TERFy nonsense presumably comes later#because that's how radicalisation works
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#crumb#realized today that i missed the 4 year anniversary of daily posts!#jan 24th... catcrumb is four years old now
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Zombie apocalypse AU hualian designs for my fanfic that I WILL finish.. for real guys...
#posted some designs for this au FOUR YEARS AGO#which is how long I've been working on that damn fanned fiction#but I like having a creative pursuit i can take my time on#the urge to start posting chapters is so strong but i wanna finish it/almost finish before i do that#bc the last thing i want is another creative project with stressful deadlines yippee#but either way i enjoyed looking up that old art and comparing my growth!!!#tgcf#hualian#xie lian#hua cheng#my art#heaven official's blessing#tgcf au#tian guan ci fu
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teaching my daughter about tommy tallarico
#hbomberguy#perilla pickle the cat#catie talks#don’t worry I don’t let her use the vape#she’s only four years old
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To the next adventure...
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[A drawing of Nicky, Joe, Quynh, and Andy from The Old Guard. They are all in profile, walking in a straight line facing the sun. They are dressed in medieval clothing and armour, and each carry their own weapons and bags. Nicky has his sword, a crossbow, a quiver of bolts, a dagger at his belt and another strapped to his ankle. Joe is holding his sword, a bag, and a coin purse. Quynh's bow is over her back, and her quiver is at her hip. Two daggers are strapped to her belt, one of them matching Nicky's. Andy is holding her axe, two bags, and a dagger. They each have serene expressions and closed eyes, as if they're not in a hurry. In the background, the seasons change from winter to spring, summer, fall. There is an old tree behind them, and its branches change with the seasons.]
#tog#the old guard#nicolo di genova#yusuf al kaysani#quynh#andromache of scythia#the old gays#siggy draws#FINALLY. this took... 3 months altogether? FUCK i miss these four.#apologies if my image description is super long. i really enjoy drawing all these tiny details...#director's commentary as usual:#when i draw stuff like this it's usually because i'm working on a big fic. and i am. but also it is taking me over a year so far#because i'm finishing my undergrad. but i do plan to finish the fic!#regardless they could be walking anywhere.#tried to keep it sometime around the 14th century. i always try to put them in clothes that reflect their personalities -#- and places of origin more or less.#andromache's mail is old af and not in good shape. only she and nicolo have spurs so i guess they would be the riders if they had horses#but i am not about to attempt to draw a horse lol#details i like: nicky's little hat to protect his hair from his chainmail. his and quynh's matching daggers. yusuf's fancy-boy armour.#quynh's leg wraps and her jerkin. and andy's super old chainmail and her whip braids <3#where are they going? where did they come from? it's up to ye.
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Obligatory gravity falls post because I too had my gravity falls hyperfixation resurrected by book of bill’s release
I’m not super proud of this it took a lot out of me to work on and I kinda tapped out halfway through but despite that I’ll post it because I haven’t shared stuff in awhile
I have a compilation post of stuff I’ve been working on so that’ll probably get shared soon too
#soursart#fanart#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#I haven’t managed to buy book of bill yet though it’s just completely sold out#12 year old me is screaming#I planned on adding more to the drawing but it doesn’t matter we’re vibing#(I have been a sickly Victorian boy for the past like four months)#kinda has that same energy as the IT drawing I did where I like#completely ditched it halfway through but forced myself to complete it#I’m trying to teach myself backgrounds too#it’s a struggle#I was going to add more to the background so just imagine there’s cool Easter eggs or something
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Great explanation 👍
Redraw of this
#Linked universe#lu#lu four#my art#Linked universe fanart#au where four has to masquerade as a four year old#Meanwhile time is convinced he and four share the being-time-travelled-back-into-a-younger-body experience#Everyone else is just ??? the entire time#Bc this is clearly not a four year old but also he is really short??#Idk#I wanted to redraw this bc I’ve grown a lot#But smh I still like the old one better than this lol#Such is life ig
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the saddest universe
the saddest universe is not the one where i love you but you do not love me.
the saddest universe is not the one where i love you and you love me but the gravity of fate tugs us apart.
the saddest universe is not even this one where i love you and you love me and we lose each other over and over and over and over and over again.
in the saddest universe we have never walked in the same place at the same time.
in the saddest universe i have never seen my eyes mirrored in yours and you have never felt your fingers brush against mine.
in all the infinite possibilities of time and space and fate this is a universe where i know the color of your eyes and the shape of your name on my lips and the echo of your voice in my bones.
and for that i am grateful to the kindness of this universe no matter how many times we must lose each other over and over and over and over and over again.
at least in this universe we have something to lose.
- by sylvie (j.p.)
#spilled ink#poets on tumblr#poems on tumblr#writeblr#writers on tumblr#poetics#went into my drafts to prep something else for posting#was reminded of this four year old draft#decided i still liked it enough to post#i cleaned up a little formatting but mostly it's as-it-was#i think there's something very Sylvie about this#the saddest universe
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sketches based on “the sun still rises” by @mordax101 on ao3, where mary has another kid while on the run and neil takes care of his little brother alex while staying at palmetto
GOD i loved this fic i don’t think i’ve ever finished one so quickly
#i have no idea what a four year old is supposed to look like i’m sorry#art#fanart#all for the game#aftg#the foxhole court#neil josten#the sun still rises#sketch dump#commissions open#01/07/24
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trying to get back in the habit of doodling for fun feat. "suddenly i feel bad for galdera"
#octopath traveler#octopath traveler 2#octopath#castti florenz#tressa colzione#pen doodles#im taking my perfectionism. and i am beating it up with a big stick#ANYWAYS UNRELATED TO THAT. tressa you are not my friend anymore. girl gimme my stuff back#but also its reallllyyyy funny when castti has that revival line and then the one who killed her was. fucking tressa#little 18 year old embodiment of the >:D emoji#i did eventually beat this fight. still working on the fight with the other four
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Silly comic I started LAST winter that’s pretty ooc now cause of the new episodes haha
I just wanted to play with silly dnd fashion so here u go
#yeah they’re probably never gonna have kids but I remember there was a good two weeks#the shadowgast fandom went through a collective fugue state of shadowgast baby + essekution time loop + annual rexxentrum cat competition#this idea for this comic was during the Una Widogast baby fever phase#that was an insane time#you can tell from the comic language that this is last year shrugs lol#at least the verin headcannon still manages to hold to this day#I miss my old whimsy tbh I should add more of it to my comics#there was gonna be FOUR seasons but in the end i only plotted out winter and autumn#i'll toss the autumn sketch WIP up if i ever find it i just remember it being super corny#shadowgast#essek thelyss#caleb widogast#una widogast#critical role fanart
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tim!
#tim drake#I have been trying to draw stuff for this blog for months and months it has not been happening#I love small tim and I was trying to draw robin tim but idk this is 15 or 16 y o tim so who knows where he's at#batman#robin#red robin#anybody out there?#I still love batfam it's just taken a backburner yall get it#this blog is FOUR YEARS OLD???? truly insane#love yall#art#fan art#comics
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all this mortarion talk has me thinking about him in Juno's canon.
#is juno vaccinated: yes#why does mortarion do it: bc he thinks it's an apt way to piss off both nurgle and big E#he's also bored and wants to watch juno like a bug in a jar#why does the four year old know battle litanies: did u think i was joking when i said juno's gender was Ultramarine.#ocs#fanart#wh40k#juno vaeyncaria guilliman#robute guilliman#mortarion
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I really needed this today
#happy ramon smoking a fat blunt tuesday#life is hell but at least this four year old is smoking some sick ass weed#qsmp#i drew this with my finger leave me a lone
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