#i was about to throw my tablet
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yes, hello.
HOW the FUCK do people draw fucking porn???? I was almost crying this fucking morning trying to draw a vaguely humanoid leg.
I want to die. I can't draw for shit.
BUT I'M STILL TRYInG even though i am convinced artists are fucking, doing deals with satan to draw feet and boobs and penises. fuck you. teach me your ways, im begggg
#actually dying here#how the FUCK#i literally re drew it over and over and over and it was so fucked#SO BAD#i was about to throw my tablet#how do you draw people????#what is yiour magic waymj#]nmksdlf#n z
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She's feeling a swell of an emotion at confessing all of this. She works to get it under control. /// Although he can't understand her, HAYWARD, too, is choking up a little at the sound of PAIGE's voice.
#the silt verses#james hayward#paige duplass#tsv#digital#the way i tried rushing this before when I thought the new episode would be (monday)#tsv coming in clutch and not releasing until thursday *throws confetti*#my laptop and tablet gave me such a hard time this week LOL#anyway#it's been weeks and I still cannot stop thinking about this part#i think there is something about being comforted by someone even if you're not /necessarily/ in the same moment#idk how else to describe it like the visual of them sitting by themselves in the dark#fiddling desperately with the radio in hopes they can speak to one another#(btw none of this is representative of what I think the actual scene looked like just entirely off vibes)#being comforted by the presence on the other end that they can juuust ever so slightly feel#even if neither are necessarily on the same page#they mean so much to me your honor!!#like not even as a ship they just mean so much to me i love them i love these characters I can't believe it's ending soon#alt id in the image description!#artists on tumblr
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A little follow-up from this post! 🌊
+ corny drabble and art under cut
“Is there a mall or something nearby?”
“A m— Jack, we’re in the middle of the woods. Berk barely has a general store.”
“You know those like — tall box thingys? You take pictures in them?” Jack says, and Hiccup knows he’s frustrated with himself for not finding the right words. Nobody’s memory is perfect after hundreds of years of floating. The photo in Hiccup’s hand flutters with the ocean breeze, threatening to tear out of his grasp and fly away. This could help with that.
“Oh,” Hiccup blinks, “a photobooth?”
Jack snaps his fingers. “Yes! That!”
“I dunno, I doubt there’s any in this county, let alone—” Hiccup feels Jack’s grip switch from his shoulders to a more firm hug under his arms. The wind picks up, pulling at his jacket, lifting the heel of his boot - and Hiccup shoves the photo of Jack in his pocket. “Wait—!”
“Wind!” Jack crows, and Hiccup can hear his puckish grin.
They take off into the sky.
#tbh the better art is under the cut fjdjdjdj it just felt right to format it this way#mine#frostcup#hijack#*blowing dust off my watercolor brushes bc my tablet is throwing a fit*#ig in this au they’re still pining and haven’t quite connected the dots yet lol#jackycup#rotbtd#httyd#jack frost#hiccup httyd#rotg#my deviant art ass loved a modern au back in the day this one goes out to her#ONE MORE THING I forgot hiccups prosthetic in the og post and I am wrecked about it#newenglands your hijack
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hexados on a string what will they do
#i opened clip studio with the intent to make art#instead i created a masterpiece#aka i have art block oh god plese help me#i was gonna make a joke about it being a self portrait but i couldn't make it a funny joke#i was supposed to make this when i changed my name to hexados on a string. and then i didnt. and now i have.#anyways good evening im thinking abt gus grav. bc im always thinking about him.#i wanna draw gus but every time i open clip studio i stare at a blank screen for half an hour and then i wanna throw my tablet at the wall#i hate art block it can suck my non existent dick
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Working on some last minute Trigun prints for ECCC <3
#our art#trigun#trigun stampede#vash#wolfwood#let's pretend the flowers are “intentionally white”#and not “I was about to throw my tablet pen at the monitor because the shading kept looking ass and I gave up”
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If your OCs suddenly got superpowers that were given to them based off their daily life's what would everyone get?
Davey would probably get some kind of technomancy/telekinesis, or something like a super jump, which I suppose could all go hand in hand actually. Minnie would probably get Buck's super-durability, or something that functionally lets her generate/synthesize chemicals on the spot. Buck would probably lose his existing superpowers because he does everything in his power not to need them
#anonymous puzzler answers#anonymous puzzler originals#villain coded comic#hi my tablet is throwing Some Fits so i will work on the Many Good Question For Drawing's a bit later#for now i am about to go eat a lot of chocolates alart
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I have to take two more lots of penicillin today I'm gonna fucking SCREAM (vent in the tags)
#vent tw#vomit tw#i thought tablets would be better than the liquid i had earlier in the year#bc i had to have these massive capsule antibiotcs recently and i was able to have those easy despite usually being terrible with pills#and my mom had some capsule penicillin recently so i thought id have the same thing#nope!#im having phenoxymethylpenicillin#and its the most disgusting thing in the fucking world!!!!!!#and its so bitter and big it triggers my gag reflex so i have to fight to get these two massive pills down my painful ass throat#had to try and fall asleep earlier after taking them bc they made me feel so much fucking worse#might have to call up the doctors and ask if theres anything else i can have because oh my god i hate this shit#id even have liquid over this because despite the taste lingering at least i havent been throwing it back up#i have like 24 more of these fucking tablets or smth like that#it was meant to be more but i lost two earlier to throwing up for the first time in my life!!!! 💀#if i ever have tonsilittis again istfg its the most miserable experience ever bc its like every illness combined plus disgusting ass tablets#also if ive misepelled anything im so sorry like i said i had to sleep after my last lot so i just woke up#about to take my third technically fourth lot of the day wish me luck :(
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what if. i just wanted to be some thing that draws for artfight. but life said. you will be homeless by the end of the week 😔✌️
#other#t talks#im still gonnna try to get these drawings done tho best believe lol#i still got half a bottle of absinthe. and if youve ever had absinthe youll know. it goes a loooong ways lol#still got my laptop and tablet. n thats all i really need.#ill apply for foodstamps like i did last time i was homeless n ill coast till life gets better. as one does.#once im officially out of here ill start putting in even more job apps than i was before ect ect. this aint my first rodeo lol#so much so that the only thing i really care about is finishing these drawinggggssssssss#i wanna draw ppls ocsssss i waited all year for this! and life throws a curveball now?#typical 🙄
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I put these base colours down in like 20 minutes and I do NOT have time to play around more with them or make any nice lines or add or change missing details so this is going to have be good enough now
#he's in yellow because i said Fuck It. he can be in yellow#i have mixed feelings about the black. or whether i should have used more white instead. but (throws hands in the air)#PRAYING that i don't post this and immediately want to change everything bc i won't be able to use my drawing tablet for another 24 hours#i'm not tagging it with the event tag until i can verify that it looks good / alter if needed tomorrow evening but at least it's Semi done#i gotta turn off my laptop or my parents will Fucking Get Me#explosion.gif#who opened the box (ooc)
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Btw um abt like half minimum the character interactions I offer up to ur characters are like. Purely bc they both ended up on the mind at the same time or possibly bc I noticed they have something in common, no matter how small lol
#if I ever got ‘hey what if these guys met’ legit there’s 0 pressure to say nah that’d not work lol#that’s the whole way I decide my characters know each other tbh. it’s less fine tuned and more just throwing handfuls of spaghetti at the#wall to see what’s fun lol#kitevh and lavish old pen pals that fell out of touch but lavish is still a semi regular customer? not too much of anything. but nya and#aurrel both liking play fighting? hell yeah#HELL#PEIPRE AND MARROW?? IT WAS LITWEALLY HAY THEY WORK AT THE SAME PLACE LOL#AND NOW THWYRE. GESTURWS#bladed and myoren? that’s 100% bc I went ‘hey speaking of old guy’#I could keep going but um. I’m sleepy and a wee bit spacey#and thinking about isohel lol#can’t get my art to art beyond the initial sketch for em and also it’s late so I put the tablet down but I’m still think bout the
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I hope the wacom ceo dies. badly.
#been trying to order a damn replacement cord all fucking day and the checkout portion of the online store lags out every fucking tme#need a replacement cord bc the one I have now for my tablet is very much dieing#dying? whatever#about to throw up this is so fucking frustrating. why is it so hard for companies to make online storefronts that don't feel active contemp#t for their customers#💖txt
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Girls, gays, I've read The Locked Tomb books and I have to say this... everytime Gideon shows up I just want her to shut up. I'm so glad everytime she's gone again it's like omg the cringey humour is gone... bless... John is like that too but at least I'm supposed to hate him...
#tamsyn how the fuck do you ruin what should be one of the most impactful scenes in your novels#a huge plot twist#with an hi X I'm dad joke?????????#how is that an acceptable writing choice??????#how do you NOT CRINGE SO HARD IN EMBARRASSMENT AT HAVING WRITING THAT#AND CLOSE THE DOCUMENT FOR TWO WEEKS BECAUSE YOU'RE JUST TOO EMBARRASSED TO FACE WHAT YOU DID#HOW?!?!?!??!?!?!#am i crazy? that's what i would do i cannot physically stand first and second hand embarrassment it makes me want to die#also it feels like she wrote the whole plot around getting that joke in#like?#when someone finds out that his closests allies have just betrayed him and that he has a secret daughter somehow#that person doesn't just make a dad joke?#that's not how it works#and it takes out the whole drama of the scene#i know i started talking about gideon and ended up talking abt john but that scene almost made me throw my tablet into the trash
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cw venting in tags
i love being so physically weak after any bout of illness that. i shake every time i get up and cannot support the weight of my own tab in my hands
#/s#though i suspect this antibiotic that my friends made me eat have made me weaker#i feel dizzier and weaker EVERYTIME after consuming O2 tablet#idk if it's just me though#just yesterday i told my sister that i wasn't well and she said#“um isn't that the usual case“#hate that i've been physically unwell so many times#that my family doesn't really worry about it anymore#they see it more of a bother than something to care about#like how back in december we were supposed to go out#and i threw up my breakfast in the morning#and my fam was more worried about me holding them up and making us late#than my well-being or even care as to why i threw up#granny literally said “you cause problems every time you're supposed to go out”#umm do you really think i choose to throw up or get sick on purpose???#anyway due to being sick i've missed too many classes so i need mpre attendance and so many pending assignments#god help me get through this sem#shashi vent
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i’ve genuinely been channeling so much in my himeru posting you guys don’t even know (too embarrassed to talk about it)
#i’ve really been trying to throw myself into#doing art as fast as i can#as a wag to just not. Think#sorry if it seems like i might be ignoring stuff#i genuinely don’t i read everything and roll around giggling to myself#it rlly makes my day and life i jsut. really don’t wanna go up to people and . thank them straight up#it feels so needy#but. i love you guys#kinda going thru it but i hope. seeing the stuff is good#anyways. thinking a lot about the tojo brothers#pic of me red eyed GRIPPING my tablet pen
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I really miss doing art and I think at this point I've mostly recovered from being overworked with my diploma, I wish I had a desk* so I could draw without having to hold my laptop on my lap and completely busting my spine and knees and wrists
*I do have a desk that belongs to me but my brother keeps occupying it, and if I leave the room for literally more than five minutes while my laptop is on said desk, he will remove it and put his own laptop on the desk
#we literally agreed on a system where we switch who has access to the desk every week#he doesnt respect that system at all#today while he was at school i put his stuff on his bed and placed my laptop on the desk since he was supposed to give it to me days ago#i had the desk for only a few hours#because my mom asked me to go to the store with her and when i came back the little shit already took the desk for himself#like. at this point what can i even do#sometimes he does it literally while i just go to the toilet or the kitchen#and whenever i think of having to draw with my device on my lap i just. wanna throw my tablet away#my back is already in almost constant pain i dont need more of that#besides when i do that my laptop overheats faster. its old and doesnt work as well#i have this like laptop stand on the desk that keeps it from overheating#of course when my brother takes the desk he takes the stand too so i cant do anything#im just. so fucking upset#cant wait to move out#then the desk will go to my room and the fucker wont have access to it at all. i dont care#you know the most annoying thing about it is that he does have a desk at his father's place. which is literally in the same building#he can go there and have his own desk and own room. but he chooses to stay here for whatever reason#sometimes i feel like he stays here only to make me upset#bee buzz
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Gotta love googling a symptom you’re experiencing and the top result being like “ways of coping with endometriosis”
#the thing is i don’t even think i Have endometriosis#like how would i know if the pain i experience is extreme? i have no idea how to measure that because idk what other people#are going through#hook me up to one of those period cramp simulators and dial it up to 10 and if what i regularly experience is worse then yeah#i’ll get concerned#but it’s just like.. i hear about people throwing up from the pain and that’s not me? sometimes i get super nauseated but i don’t throw up#that being said i never throw up anyway. since i was 12 i’ve thrown up literally thrice. food poisoning; alcohol poisoning & covid#i will say the pain is often so bad i can’t do anything. can’t even think. but idk if that’s because i’m wimpy#the specific symptom i googled is stabbing pains in my ovaries because i don’t think that’s normal lmao#but most of the other stuff just doesn’t happen to me. i have a pretty light period now#i’ve known 3 people with endometriosis and none of them had a light period#i just don’t know what to do. when i had irregular periods (which i’ll admit have been fixed by the iron tablets and being a little more#active) my doctor was just kind of like ‘what do you want me to do about it’ 🤪#so i really doubt they’d care about my pains#i also suspect rocking up saying ‘can you check me for endometriosis’ and then not having half of the symptoms of endometriosis is not#the way to get taken seriously#i’m just going to have to continue to live like this i guess#personal
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