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in all timelines, in all possibilities, only you...
#fellas is it gay to gently caress your partner's skin and put your foreheads tgt while you both disintegrating into nothingness 🥲#i want what they have aughhhh#jayvik#arcane#arcane season 2#jayce talis#viktor arcane#arcane fanart#arcane season 2 spoilers#my art
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What's the best Tokyo Revengers ship and why is it DoraMitsu
Maybe it's because they're my second and third favorite characters in the series. Maybe it's because I'm an absolute sucker for best friends to lovers relationships. But maybe it's also just an amazing ship in the first place
Like we don't get nearly enough interactions between them in the manga that aren't flashbacks or just short one-off things, but MAN. Their dynamic just has me in TEARS.
I would actually die for them I love them so much
#doramitsu#dramitsu#draken x mitsuya#tokyo revengers#I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE AUGHHHH#draken#mitsuya#ken ryuguji#ryuguji ken#takashi mitsuya#mitsuya takashi
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me who doesn't want to be in college for five years: we gotta lock in dude we gotta get it over with and finish this film
the evil voice in my head that's also in charge of the part of my brain that likes handicrafts: 20CM EMA SKYE PLUSHIE
#.docx#AUGHHHH CURSE THE SECOND EVIL VOICE IN MY HEAD THAT'S IN CHARGE OF IMPULSIVE PURCHASES#BC NOW I HAVE EVERYTHING I NEED TO MAKE HER#god what's next after her. we're going to finish prototyping the susato plush? is that what you want?#they need to let me out of the torment nexus (thesis)
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Can there be news about anything please…
#wisdom saga…#trial 3…#it feels so barren here 😔#and I have to go back to classes aughhhh#I really don’t want to commute again but I guess I have to#I thought about too much today and now I’m just :/#existential moment#I wish it was easier to gauge what my feelings are on certain things#I wish I didn't need to feel so much and feel so strongly over stuff either#I simply just want to love and to be but if only it was that simple#I feel empty now#might delete this later idk#my posts
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school knocked the wind out of me i am. so tired. and it's midterms after christmas break so i'll be studying the whole time anyway,,,, iam so excited for post-midterms you guys have NO idea. SLEEP !!!!
#having said that#i am. also returning to other socials after midterms#so yay! that'll be cool#I think it's gonna go really badly if i'm being fully honest but hey! that's just how that goes i think#god the idea of checking any of the event servers is like actually terrifying#it's okay i'm normal enough to deal with the inevitable fallouts i'm worried abt#and my dms...shudders#anyways. heart emoji#i should be back soon so yay! but also aughhhh#i'm just not. wanting to deal with the consequences of disappearing for months at a time and what that means LMAO
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Having to accept that this mod thing isn't going to get done cause i just can't figure it out why the end result keeps being a mess. Goodbye you problematic bitch, you'll be in my dreams...
#dragon age#da2#there'll always be fanart but i really wanted to play with her >:'/#probably delete later i just want to air my frustration#tbd#Why does the mmh not have the right names!!!1#why does the mesh look messed up when its done!!!!!!!!!#i don't know! i did what the tuts said! aughhhh
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Personally I cant do really early days STARS/RPD era Chreon for a lot of reasons, one being I'm just not interested in it because theyre cops at the time, but the other reason is that like. Part of what Compels me about these two as a pairing is seeing them years down the line when theyve already been in the fight for awhile against bioweapons and all that and theyre on equal footing in their own right. Chris is a BSAA captain, Leon is a capable agent, it puts them on equal ground but it also means that they've already seen so much shit that they Know what each other has been through this whole time.
I think both of them struggle with the notion of wanting a relationship, and even just with friends at times, because they don't to involve anyone on the outside of the fight who doesn't understand the depths of things. People who don't understand that this will probably end in death or heartbreak, or even just watching someone you love get hurt a lot and having to deal with that pain. And its That unique situation that makes Leon and Chris compelling to me personally, because here's two guys in the thick of it who Know the risks and the threats inside and out and they chose to say "No, I'm going to care about you reguardless because its better to go thru this together than alone, even if it hurts" and I dunno man, something about that kind of defiance, especially with how headstrong they are just as separate individuals, it gets me.
#this could also apply to valenfield for what its worth but im talking about chreon because thats where my interest personally lies#but its also why everytime i think about vendetta specifically my heart starts aching because that fuckin bar scene gets to me#chris can see in leon the same struggle he was having in edonia and he doesnt want that for him. hed rather support him thru it#than see him lose to the drinking like he did#it fucking gets to mee#and then theres leons bit in 6 after he and chris fight#where he says 'Chris has been in this fight as long as I have. I Trust Him.“#and we barely Ever hear leon say that about anyone so you Know it means something that he trusts chris#just. fuckin god man they fuck me up#aughhhh#chreon#kief rambles about resident evil
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Okay, so not fanfic/writing stuff but do you ever think of how close Calla and Kody used to be? How sweet and bright and encouraging she was towards him when they were younger? How friendly and warm she was? How they smiled at each other? It makes me want to eat rocks.
#Lumine#Lumine webcomic#Lumine (webcomic)#Lumine (webtoon)#Lumine webtoon#And then ableism starts dragging Kody down.#Dozens of things that are either pinpricks or full-on bricks getting slammed into him (figuratively. I do not mean. Kody got beaten with#bricks.)#''It's not like he could have played anyway--he can't use magic''#Kody's disappointment and heartbreak at not being able to use magic like the other witch kids#Him finding other ways of being a witch (potion making) to accommodate to his limitations#But still not being seen as a proper witch according to some (i.e. Calla's family; ''they could forbid me from seeing you/us being friends#if they found out'')#Anyways I don't really know where I was going with this but it just makes my heart Ache#I can't remember how canon it is (I'll find out soon) but I always imagined that Camille had a heavy focus on potions;#I feel like she really appreciates potionmaking and the uses/applications of it; how versatile it is and while it isn't as convenient as#general magic--having a potion prepped in-advance would be pretty useful and convenient. Especially if you got too tired to actually do#general magic or something was blocking it off.#It's why I think she would be a good parental figure or aunt figure or mentor or SOMETHING to Kody#Kody finding a way to accommodate to his illness and disabilities by trying potion making has always been something that's stuck out to me#That doesn't take away the grief or pain of Not being able to do it ''the normal way'' but it gives you SOMETHING. Any connection to what#you love dearly and want to do.#This was Not meant to be a rant on disability stuff whoopsie. And yet here I am. I'm gonna cut it off there.#If this didn't make sense sorry the migraine-hangover brainfog is eating my words alive#My heart just hurts over their old friendship and how sweet they were#Also forgot that Kody wanted to open a bakery when he's older... Aughhhh. Implodes into 500 tiny shrapnel forever.
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we interrupt your sillyposts to bring you my mandatory quota of ventpost for the week
#aughhhh i am so stressed about christmas#i have nothing that i want because it all costs too much or takes up too much space#can't ask for a video game because they're all $60. can't ask for a lego set bc i have nowhere to put them.#ughhhhh#feeling Extremely Abnormal again#but i can't even. do what i was planning to do#because it's right before my sister's birthday and she was very very against it#and then of course. christmas. and that would ruin it for her#i don't know what to do i feel like it never ends#marin complains
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People are so mean about SRS. What did they ever do to you </3
#Sorry sorry I do get that SRS didn't give Spearmaster a name out of lack of thought but cmon.#They're not some evil cruel mastermind they are just. Desperate to help their friend. They make questionable decisions but.#It's never with cruel intentions. They just. Care about Five Pebbles and emphasises with his situation and wants to help#Headcanons and AU's and character trait expansions are FINE but cmon. Cmonnn#Idk. I don't. Buy that SRS never cared about spearmers. Like. If they didn't care at least a little bit#Why would they go through the effort of communicating through it with means more understandable to spearmers than just.#Giving it the mark of communication. I can't pull up Rain World rn to check what they said but like. Cmonnn. :(((#I have always thought people where a bit mean about SRS and actually getting the broadcasts confirmed that feeling for me. Yeagh#SRS comes across as blunt and makes some questionable decisions but it's only because they care so hard. Aughhhh#;~; wahhhhh#android.txt
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going to the dentist tomorrow to pay money so a dude tells me my teeth are shit and I need to get hit by a car 👍
#txt#no seriously there's like one dentist who doesnt make me want to kms when i visit her#this guy i have an appointment with tomorrow is a good surgeon and thats what i need#but i also remember him being slightly rude...#aughhhh the agony of having shitty teeth
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i would make. so much more art. if i didnt get that a.utism or adh.d Rage bubbling up inside me so often when i'm unable draw smth the way i want to fdshgjkl, there have been many a night where i try to draw smth and end up closing out of the program in a huff after 30 minutes bc i get legitimately worried that im going to break the pen out of sheer frustration fdsjfkl
#i wish i did not get so frustrated bc its like. man chill. its not that serious dsjkl art is supposed to be fun my guy. settle down.#but i cannot control the frustration 😭 i try to keep reminding myself it doesnt have to be perfect but i can't even get it halfway decent!#anyways fuck side profiles all the homies hate side profiles dsfjkl i cannot figure them out to save my life i swear to fucking god#esp the mouth and chin. why are those are so goddamn impossible 😭😭😭😭#and the eye placement is the devil.... im gonna cry for real fdsjkl i just wanted to draw a quick loose sketch and i CAN'T !!!!!!#im never gonna be able to take comms dsfjkl my art capabilities each night seem to be a complete tossup and out of my control AUGHHHH#doesnt matter what sort of warmups i do.... i can do the same shit every night or completely different stuff and it'll always be a tossup#its so weird and frustrating fdsjkl idk why that happens. would love a bit of consistency !!! or some kind of half-reliable formula!!#dandy.cmd#vent //
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don’t know how 2 say “if I unfollow u as a mutual I promise it’s nothing personal” without just saying it but like. If u primarily rb unrelated stuff frum art I might unfollow from time 2 time (esp if it’s a lot of discourse related stuff) bc I’m becoming increasingly aware of how bad I am at monitoring and filtering my own racing thoughts when it comes to viewing an excessive amount of discourse posts. I will still check in and rb and probably even refollow once I get my brain set back on track but yah. If this means anything
#I was on a rly good streak for a while where I had my online vibe curated rly well and now it’s all strange again and I’m aughhhh aughh!#it’s nothing personal to anyone I follow mutual or otherwise I genuinely have really poor control over racing thoughts and stuff.#this obviously excludes the important current events going on I’m talking abt just. More general stuff.#that rly only applies to me specifically.#I just wish that there were easier ways to go about interacting w my online friends bc auuu auuuu I don’t wanna “break the mutual”#I don’t want ppl to think I don’t like interacting or seeing their stuff all the time#but when it’s like a 9:1 media criticism / queer discourse to art ratio#even when it’s like! stuff I agree about! Eventually it just makes my brain spin like a top .#AUGH.#text posts :0]#ramgling sorry I just got a sudden Very fucking bad stint of anxiety and am realizing I gotta remember what made being online Enjoyable#If I’m going to Keep being here
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eaaughhhhh siblings are so hard to have sometimes.....
#grymms spectacular fucking posts#my sister is an incredibly frustrating person to live with#she spends all day either at her computer playing games or in her bed#she has back and knee pain that makes it so she cant bend over plus general chronic pain so she doesn't do a whole lotta chores. which i get#but she also complains about our parents not doing enough to take care of the house. like they both have fulltime jobs and have to take care#of 2 disabled kids. it's not fair to expect that they can also regularly do chores ontop of that#and if she spent her time putting in a bit more of her fair share of housework then I'd be a bitmore understanding but she doesn't do that#much. like i have chronic pain and i go to school 5 days a week and i do more chores than her#and she's an incredibly stubborn and emotional person who will flip out at anything and so i feel like im walking in eggshells talking to he#r#one time i was upset and said that if our parents went to jail for me skipping school I'd just dumpstedive for food and she said she didnt#wanna do that and i said she didnt have to. and she took me saying that as saying i wanted her to starve and didnt talk to me for a month#like if i cant even say something small and stupid when im upset and she's the one whose egging me on by saying stuff while im upset then#what can i even say around her aughhhh#anyways i know that shit like this is why i have a therapist but there's genuinely nothing i can do about this because she is the problem#and she's the one who isn't doing anything and aughhhhhh she makes my life so much harder just by being around#and i love her i want her to get better and move out for her own good but it's so hard to love someone who is nothing but a burden who#refuses to be responsible
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Also, me during the busiest part of university: “What if I tried playing guitar for 3 hours a day, I wonder what effect that would have. As a purely scientific hypothesis.
#part of me wants to try#to see if I can get over the frustration of blues improv#I HAVE NO $&@*ing clue where any of the actual notes are and it’s driving me INSANE#I’m trying to learn this with my guitar teacher and not purely rely on my ears#because apparently that will be troublesome down the road#AUGHHHH#Like I know what notes to hit from relative positioning and which notes to finish on because it sounds good#but ask me to find root notes and shit#drives me crazy#guitar teacher driving me crazy
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thinking about “you’re not my brother. you’re my doom” and feeling very normal about the fated twins on this beautiful day
#transplanar rpg#sing transplanarrpg#seir transplanarrpg#i assume they don’t have surnames? i don’t remember#anyways. what do you MEAN sing wanted seir to be chosen with her right before that?#sing bbygirl why would you SAY that? i’m so sad#like ok yes stating a fact realizing something in the moment#it makes so much sense they would say it#but AUGHHHH#fate’s gonna catch these hands
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