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etchedstars · 2 years ago

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new life goal: go to a boygenius concert to scream cool about it

#HELLOOOOOOO THE BRIDGE.#i want to scream cry to i t #i think it would fix me #BUT WE DONT HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT. I CAN WALK YOU HOME AND PRACTICE METHODDD ACTING ILL PRETEND.#THAT BEING WITH YOU DOESNT FEEEEEEL LIKE DROWNING #TELLING YOU ITS NICE TO SEE HOW GOOD YOURE DOING #EVEN THO WE KNOW IT ISNT TRUEEEEE !#the overdue asteroid strikes again #its just. one of those songs yknow #tfw music #boygenius save me #its been stuck in my brain all day

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thedeadthree · 2 months ago

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✧ — FAVORITE FEMALE CHARACTERS POLL.

TAGGED BY @fenharel, @happilyobsessing and @leviiackrman tyty sm!! <3

— RULES: make a poll of your favourite female characters (no limits - as many or as little as you want) and see which your followers like the most!

— TAGLIST (opt in/out via this post !!🥀💌):

@loriane-elmuerto, @pavus, @carrionsflower, @auricfog, @girliefailure

@sunsofdawn, @risingsh0t, @anotherbeingsworld, @statichvm, @full---ofstarlight

@grapecaseschoices, @tommyarashikage, @shadowsofrose, @shadowglens, @weisshaupts

@queennymeria, @deadrlngers, @d-esmond, @courtana, @gothimp

@wlwaerith, @unholymilf, @aezyrraeshh, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @shellibisshe

@florbelles, @celticwoman, @neonshrike, @cloudofbutterflies92, @adelaidedrubman

@carlosoliveiraa, @pinkfey, @raresvtm, @yharnams, @aceghosts

@confidentandgood, @theelderhazelnut and you!! 🥀💌

#only if you want to !!!!!! 🥀💌#as always if you’ve done this already please feel free to pass on doing this as well <33 #leg.tagged #leg.polls #t: polls #brain fried egg so i will not be doing much tag rambling skjxxhhx 🥀🥴#but yea trying to break out using the tag list more as well hehee 🥀💌 <33 #but yea cannot wait to cry and scream at a volume only heard by dogs when i see teia in d*atv !!!!!!#(and v*iago too but we aren’t talking about beloved rn (affectionate)) 🥀💌#and tyty to my x*men era in the midst of dragon game brainrot <3 #choosing was oo howdy but this was the cutest thank you thank youu so much for tagging me !! 🥀💌!!!!!

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angelkeitai · 3 months ago

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you. presidential artist. right here. in the dash. draw a first lady im begging you. draw a first lady PLEASE

#us presidents #presidents #flotus #first ladies #literally please draw any first lady that is not hillary clinton or jackie kennedy i love them but BRO #can i just see at least #ONE #JUST ONE #JUST ONE EMILY DONELSON #PLEASE LET ME SEE JUS T ONE LOU HOOVER #please also let me see an edith carow or edith wilson i dont care draw them fighting if you want i love them both #spending my days begging screaming crying on my knees wailing shouting for one flotus art the economy we live in is So Sugoi.#MAKWTHE PAIN #STO #P

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caenith · 11 months ago

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What do you mean I have to wait for the next book in the series? 😭

How exactly should I do that? 😭

#t kingfisher #saint of steel #paladin's faith #Screaming crying throwing up #Finished it this morning #Need mooooreeeee #Also I need physical copies to ANNOTATE #I don't think we have a date for the 5th book yet #But judging from the release dates of the previous one I want to say... Mid 2025?#Maybe hopefully #I don't dare to hope for late 2024 though #It would be to awesome #To have this and also stormlight 5 #Girl can dream

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jrueships · 12 days ago

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WHOEVER THE FUCK IS RECOMMENDING MED PPL TO GO INTO RADIOLOGY JUST CUS IF THE MONEY, IM GONNA FUCKING gET YOU

#first i had ai dictacting schedules and now the radiologists just thought there was a AHHGGRHHH #YES. YES U CAN MAKE MONEY GOING INTO RADIOLOGY. BUT DO NO T. JU ST. GO INTO IT. for the MONEY #MEDICINE IS FKING PAIN BCS BUSINESS IS A PAIN & PPL ARE IN PAIN & PPL ARE A PAIN #like it is Very. ppl orientated it's FKING MEDICINE and even if ure a vet or whatever theres obvs usually humans attached fo animals #so like u might not always be dealing with the ppl but ur coworkers who are also being directly accounting #for the ppl SURE AS HELL DO #like yea ppl die all the time but ure telling me u dont gaf when u couldve done something to stop a LIFE #a HUMAN LIFE that was DEPENDING ON U just doing a like tiny action in the grand scheme of ur things #but ends up a major life changer to them even if they dont always have the knowledge to recognize it #and u let them die bcs of the money #i cant fcking STANDDDDDD IT ohmy GAWD.#also like radiology is not all that hunky dory like radiactive is part of the fking name like #UGHHHH LIKE IM SUPPOSED TO BE SCOLDING MY PTS WHY TF AM I SCOLDING MFS FOR MY PTS #anyways yea tho totally just join medicine for the money it's tofally not a massive damage to u n society #but also . fuck society for making ppl feel like they only have this choice or it's starvation bcs thats also so fking real fuc that #but bro at least try not to fuck ppl over once u gain a position just bcs u happened to be in a bad mood today like #medicine is Literally. horror. it's not that 'i watch pimple popping videos haha i can handle it' horror . it's literally.#the horror of treating humans like humans while never allowed to be one urself kind of horror #it's watching a little girl crying and a big bulky father weeping like a small child bcs his wife died #&then u step out the room and a pt throws his poop at u bcs he keeps lying to u abt not having any alcohol &wants to go home but has no ride #wants a million opiods and has been absolutely wailing at ur staff and if he leaves ama it docks u so now u gotta #peruse a bunch of legal documents to try and figure out a loophole on how to get him outta here while also dealing with 60 other pts #on the brink of death or intensely septic and the whole time ure trying to save them u got bitches screaming in ur ear abt the #north carolina fluid shortage like btch fuck that im giving this kid the shit they need to survive fuck off #especially funny bcs theres fluids available but we refuse to buy them bcs theyre for a higher price than our og supplier like ok #anyways #love my life

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angel---eater · 27 days ago

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bashing my fucking adhd riddled head against the wall because i need to fuckin prep this character sheet for tomorrow but executive disfunction is leading into actual dissociation and i just wanna give up. like goddamn i dont wanna play 5e with this dm we're just NOT vibing as people. ugh. thank god for conflicting schedules. just gotta get through tomorrow

#our t #i just wanna focus on the campaigns that actually MATTER to me but this 5e one demands. so fuckin much #theres so much shit to keep track of and its really overwhelming #and the dm didnt lead us in properly at all #we're joining in on a campaign thats already been running for a while and they under the banner of 'being cautious of spoilers'#gave us ABSOLUTELY ZERO CONTEXT for their custom worldstate or their very involved custom lore #OR what happened in the campaign previously w/ the other characters WHICH IS YKNOW THE MOST IMPORTANT THING #so we are literally floundering and i simply dont care enough about this dm (who is virtually a stranger to me) to use my spoons on this #its distracting me from stuff i need and want and would rather otherwise be doing ttrpg ways. idk sorry im just #really fuckin disabled and feeling frustrated about it #'5e is beginner friendly!' liarrrr you are a liarrrr you lied to meee playing 5e for the first time as a pre-leveled LVL6 character #is ADVANCED SHIT and with my learning disability? very literally nearly impossible #if i end up crying at table then i end up crying at table idc idc it'll get me outta the situation #maybe i should just start screaming IM GOING INTO LABOUR #sometimes you gotta ask urself what would jake english do and then seriously consider doing it

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kindheartedgummybears · 10 months ago

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you wanna know what??

I am

TIRED

of overmasculinized werewolves!!!!

I WANNA SEE A

WEREWOLF

WALKING AROUND IN A CVNTY LITTLE OUTFIT!!! WALKING THE STREETS!!!! DISEMBOWELING CREATURES!!!!

I WANNA SEE WEREWOLVES COVERED IN BLOOD AND GORE WHILE WEARING A SHORT SKIRT AND CROPTOP WITH HELLO KITTY ON IT!!!!

I WANNA SEE A WEREWOLF WALKING AROUND IN COTTAGE AND FAIRY AND PRINCESS CORE OUTFITS!!!!!! WITH A DEAD MANGLED RABBIT IN ITS MOUTH!!!!

AND MAKE THE WEREWOLF

D I S G U S T I N G ! ! !

#i am TIRED of seeing all these manly man werewolves that are all copy and paste white boys #I am TIRED of seeing all these woman werewolves being butch and masculine(also mostly white) or submissive!!!#I WANNA SEE SOME PLUS-SIZE WEREWOLVES I WANNA SEE SOME BLACK ASIAN LATINO MIDDLE EASTERN NON WHITE WEREWOLVES!!!!! THAT ARNT F3TIZIED!!!!!#I WANNA SEE A G I R L WEREWOLF THATS INTO “G I R L Y” THINGS!!!!! LET THE WEREWOLF BE A SLVT!!!!!#LET THE WEREWOLF BE IN THE TRADITIONAL CLOTHING OF ITS CULTURE!!!!#AND RIP AND TEAR AND MAUL AND CRY IN THE MORNING AFTER DOING ALL OF IT!!!! RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#no but fr can we werewolf fans like. actually sit down and reflect on the inherent misogyny of werewolves??? ESPECIALLY IN MEDIA #like. almost EVERY. SINGLE. WEREWOLF. in movies and shows and stuff are always a buff white man with anger and trust issues #and on the rare occasion that there *is* a woman werewolf shes always either over masculine or “weaker” than the “stronger alpha male” were #olf and only seen as a mate. AND shes always “calmer” and “maternal” and “calms the alpha male down🥺🥺”.AND she never has an actually good #werewolf form its always either wolf tail and ears or full wolf. or if it *is* actually a decent werewolf her transformation is offscreen.#like whyyyyyyyyyyyyy are people so scared to make women go ape shit?????? werewolves are NOT pretty creatures!!!! STOP MAKING THEM PRETTY!!#(lmao jk we know why they're so scared hashtag male gaze)#like yes. werewolves ARE pretty but not in the “dog show 30k$ poodle” kind of way i see some people making them(not that that's bad tho)#AND ALSO LIKE. ARE WE JUST GOING TO PRETEND WEREWOLVES LITERALLY WEREN'T MADE FOR WOMEN AND MINORITIES???#like. once a month someone turns into a raging bloodthirsty unstoppable beast driven by the moon and instincts with an insatiable hunger an #need to hide away from people due to them wanting to kill you or fearing you simply because you're a werewolf. they don't know you. they ju #t see you as a creature that might hurt them. constantly being hunted down to be killed simply for existing.#WHAT PART OF THAT SCREAMS: “ah yes. White man.”#IK theres going be people(men and pick mes) that see this post and think “this bitch is overreacting” and tbh idc.the girls who get it get #the girls who dont dont.#anyways shout out to Ginger Snaps trick or treat and every other piece of media or fan piece with disgusting non-f3tiszied woman/poc werewo #i love yall #*smooch smooch*#Werewolves #Werewolf #Lycanthrope #Lycanthropy #Werewolf AU #Yeah. Im tagging that too. I see yall.

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phasewashere · 1 year ago

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various images but with arthur morgan there too

creds: bloodstained-blonde, amanita house, iamnothealing, bojackhorsemanquotes, hailey noecker, haruki murakami, suzanne buffam, feral-t33th, ada límon.

#phase weeps #screaming crying #want this to not flop but also this is tumblr. why why would i care about flopping #but i fo but in a pathetic way #screaming and cryinngggggg #mad about this one i dont like this oneeeee #rdr2 #that is all im tagging its making me upset SWEDFR$T #web weaving

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rooolt · 2 years ago

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still talking abt this but like it was Chekhov’s gun right, we always knew it was gonna happen but the fact that it wasn’t because of a roll but because he made the choice, that’s what gets me so hard

#HE JUST WANTED TO BE USEFUL #HE JUST WANTED SOL TO LIVE #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #ILL NEVER GET OVER IT #AND I HAVE TO WAIT A M O N T H #IN RUINS #naddpod #not another dnd podcast #calder kilde

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secondchoice-ragdoll · 5 months ago

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#thats all🧍‍♂️#i mean honestly speaks for itself (even if im not sure what it is)#coworkers and true romantics!#“i get really into romance AND YK I DO” excuse me now what? how would she exactly why would she who am i???#the thing is just that i want to scream from the top of my lungs.#yeah uh they just both really like romance (apparently!) (T is either “romance? idk her!” or “i cry when ppl r in love bc im sappy” ...)#trixie mattel #katya zamo #trixya #trixie & katya #iltw

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fairy-ganj-mother · 1 month ago

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managing your parents emotions is so exhausting

#eldest daughter #lol #my stepdad made me yell and cry and now i'm 16 years old again and scared and confused #he insulted me unprovoked publicly/on my front lawn and in onslaught and my mother did nothing to defend me #probably been happening my whole life and I haven't been able to figure it out until it was on my turf #yelled at me that i had no common sense and was stupid because i didn't put down grass seed #i have a degree in soil science and a fucking plan but he didn't want to hear any of that #just wanted to insult me loudly on my front lawn unprovoked after raking up all my leaves without being asked to #(i intended to mulch and leave them as ground cover... to protect the soil.........which he was yelling at me because the soil is uncovered #then he mowed the weeds down to the soil #and yelled at me that my bare soil was all going to blow away #BRO YOU MADE IT BARE #yelled 'it screams lack of common sense'#becuase I didn't plant grass FIRST THING when we moved in #our house wasn't livable INSIDE when we bought it and now it's great and we worked hard so we had other fucking priorities #also I seeded cover crop and it didn't germinate bc it needed more water than I could give it in CO #like grass lawn is the past and unsustainable and I'm not interested and I'm planning on seeding clover but not 2 days before the frost????#so annoying #and like he's still a parental figure right so that's like just an awful layer to have in this bc he's such an immature bully #and I forgot to have my trauma senses turned on to know his emotions before he does in my own home so he got me #didn't even get into the whole my moms lack of defense of me part #fuck this shit #t #at least ranting in my tags usually helps me stop crying

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crossbackpoke-check · 2 years ago

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a junkyard dog ain't always pretty but you always love that toothless smile

#i miss tyler bertuzzi #liv in the replies #the absolute way i just got bodied by shake it out coming on as i uploaded the pictures to this post #um. sorry not sorry. the google doc/pdf of the quote that i used for this was literally titled #god fuckin curse the notesapp i wrote two years ago #directly referencing the note i have (pretty sure from when the maple leafs seemed really serious about wanting bert) & i remember #being slammed out of NOWHERE by the sudden thought (because i've been preparing for years for bert to leave) (andreas in feb moe in april)#verbatim: if tyler bertuzzi ever gets traded or retires it's catalog of unabashed gratitude the heart part and i will sob #S T O P #tyler bertuzzi #detroit ride or die #this does actually rival we don't have a future we have a dog for some of these for me which. fuck u past me for being so right about this #things that i need you to know for the narrative: oh dumbstruck is tyler's first nhl game (vs the flyers)#thank you every day is from tyler's hat trick & yes the bruins on knucklehead is intentional because it hurt my feelings #also should note. i'm sorry is from when tyler broke his hand this season & no i'm not okay about the narrative of who is he w/o his hands #yeah yeah yeah. the last five make me want to throw up screaming crying shaking wailing #i made it so much worse by looking at dyl's post #dylan larkin #anthony mantha #andreas athanasiou #catalogue of unabashed gratitude [abridged] - ross gay #my sincerest apologies to fabs i simply could not put him in here he was in we don't have a future we have a dog that was all i could take #should i have abridged the last one to say 'for every day'? yeah probably. did i think of that too late? also probably. wait hang on #ooooookay so i did it so now that tag doesn't make sense but it's fine i also have an alt for dumbstruckand pelican heart :)))))))#what i wish i could've made for u but the pictures don't exist is tyler running down the drive barefoot on the phone the day he got drafted #do you really believe in him? is he a good kid? no problems? you're gonna love him. you're gonna love him.#i'm also fully not even gonna talk to y'all about vrana. i can't do that red string tonight. we're also ignoring sunny #STEVE WHAT FUCKING TEAM ARE WE GONNA HAVE TO PLAY WITH #yes i made this exclusively for me no i don’t care yes i am a lil sorry i love him u’ve heard it all before. dilly i’m kissing ur forehead

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thanatos-nightshade · 1 year ago

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Im so sorry i played Our Life: beginnings and always and not only has it sucker punched me with bittersweet feelings of life and change and relationships but its also thrown me into brain rot hell of it. Im sorry if ocean boy cove floods your feed get it? Its a pun

#t-n talks #personal #our life: beginnings & always #olba #i love him so much i love them all so much i need to replay with all the dlcs and get shiloh to come to our wedding #because i named a fosh after him in like step 2 or 3 and i missed him and i dont care if he lied to us im sorry shiloh #come baaack #but also baxter what happened baxter we missed you so much youre important to us youre important to meeeeeee #everyones my friend now how do i have jeremy at my wedding but not shiloh? jeremy you should have made shiloh suffer tooooo #im so glad i got jeremy though god i felt for him so bad like genuinely what was wrong while he was mean to us #i just wanted to be nice and friends but also dont be mean to cove and im so glad hes mellowed out a bit hes really a good kid sometimes #i love them all so much dereeeekkkkk hes such a good friend god hes SUCH A GOOD FRIEND im screaming #and baxter baxter baxter baxter sometimes i dont think hes in love with us but in love with our relationship but also like #i wouldnt mind us three being closer because youre fucking important to me baxter just like jeremy #youre all part of this found family gay as shit now if i can be adopted then that means i can adopt you too!!!#god but seriously? like i expected to cry because of relationship love drama at first not because i was having #complicated feelings about being adopted and my relatiinship with my sister god ive never had an older sister really #and my siblings and i arent super close but im adopted and i dont think ive ever wanted something more than this family #this game man i just god my fiance was like “i dont think this game was meant to be so deep/intense” but like its a visual novel #novels are meant to invoke feelings and thoughts and discussion and reflection at least thats what i believe every story has a purpose #its up to us to figure out what its purpose is maybe not in general but to us what can we take away from it and god #it makes me want to hold onto my friendships tightly and reach out to everyone i knew/know #i have too many tags on here because of brain rot but i love this game and im so excited for the next one and i would love to download #like my log of the entire game so that i can recap everything at like my leisure #just cause im not gonna remember all my choices and stuff

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labradorite-princess · 2 months ago

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Verizon! I switched to you bc I thought you worked better than the other providers! I pay more money bc of this! Why do you not work!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!

#im freaking out #send help #verizon #i want to cry #i almost had a panic attack today when i found out #i tried to call my mom and it did not work #said she was unavailable #and shes on the same plan as me #my plan if i need help is to run out the door and scream until someone comes to help #or ya know if aunt t or my sister is home we can use their phones to call #but they have stuff to do today

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lost-in-fandoms · 2 months ago

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#ive been lowkey overwhelmed all day and now im starting to feel like my brain is screaming and my body is covered in ants #i want to cry but my body refuses to let me cry #im so tired #personal t

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one4sorrow · 9 months ago

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So I tried to go out on a walk and I regret it.

Its always nice when i first get out of the house. Even as foggy as I've been the sun still feels nice on my skin. But its late, and I really should have known better then to think it would stay good

Charlotte stopped by on my the foggy walk. i twas nice to be able to talk to her again. i hate how the whole thing makes me feel though

i always feel a little cold when she stops by. it feels like a little piece of me gets leached away when the fog rolls in. its that cold feeling that reminds me just how fucked up ia m as a person. charlotte seems so...peaceful, i guess

why can i be that?

she isnt stressed out or anxious anymore, she just seems peaceful. content.

i wish i could do that, that when the fog rolls back out and she fades away i could do the same and go with her to wherever she goes.

im so tired of feeling like this. of having to wake up every day and hear my brothers talk about the latest problem or think about how my own mother thinks im just as bad as my oldest brother because of all this custody shit

i wish i could make it stop, the feeling of my skin crawling when i go outside by myself too close to dark.

i hate how till she was there i just couldnt be alone without wondering if every shadow was going to grow hands and claws and hurt me agian

i want this to be over, i want to learn to fly and leavce all this behind

#i hate how easy it is to cry myself into a headache #you ever feel so tired you physically cant make yourself cry anymore?#theres no tears left its just empty and hollow and cold in my chest #i want to go home but home isnt there anymore #mom wont even look at me anymore and anytime she does its 'are you sure you want to wear that out of the house Osa? I wouldnt if i were you #or that ugly expressino she used t only use for him #i woudl go wake up yuuma but hes been working and jova doesnt get back till late and he'll wanna spend time with Jonah #i just wanna go light a fireput outside and feel something warm for once #im so tired of everything crumbling around me and nobody can hear me screaming for help #was it my fault that everything ended up changing?#please make it stop

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