#i want to be held! and cherished!
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Staring at this image I took thinking about this constantly. I'm so normal
#WHY R* WHY DID YOU MAKE THE HIS HANDS SO COMFORTABLE LOOKING WTF#ITS LIKE HE WAS MADE FOR G/T#IT LOOKS SOOOOO SOFT#I NEEED TO BE HEEELD#AND PEPERED. WITH BIG KISSES.#IM SO NORMALAALLLLLLLL *screams*#☀️sunshine and starshine💫#rdr2 g/t#ive been staring at this so much wishing i could be in it :)#i want to be held! and cherished!#the way its just curled up like a plushy wall of safety between you and the world and you just. sink into it#anyway have i ever told you guys I love handhelds?#sfw g/t
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The cats on our boop-o-meters are actually lines of code!
They're individual little pixel blocks you can change the dimensions of & make look really fucked up!
Their names appear to be Kum & Kum Agua!
Now they're cubes!
You can change the Kum twins's colors!!
This is so cool, each pixel is a coordinate on the site's page & they all have size & color customization options too! Whoever made these cats, great job to you! I hope you got paid well! 💜
#a little behind the scenes look at the boop meter of tumblr's april fools update#cherish your rectangular little guys please they're held together with many lines of code#these cats are made of so many pixels; give them all the boops & all the pets#I just thought this was really fascinating & wanted to share it#idk the intricacies of the actual device & the color changes though#that part of this whole operation appears to be server side so I don't think I can crack it#I tried increasing the range of how far the pixels could go but the site didn't like that so i reverted the rectangle back to proper size#go out & boop to your heart's content folks! Just wanted to share this!#mine#op#april fool's day#boop o meter
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“Oh. Sweet thing,” your mistress says while cupping your cheek, “why did you keep this to yourself? How long have you been holding this in?”
You had thought she was asleep, but after waking to use the bathroom she must have walked by your quarters. It was only a matter of time before she caught you crying and begging for her softly as you touched yourself.
“You perform your duties so very well and take such good care of me,” she says as her hand slips down to your collarbones. She pushes you down and crawls on top of your exposed body. “Let your mistress take care of you”
#nsft#maid kink#t4t nsft#nsft wlw#maids thoughts#perhaps a little venty#I’m back to crying everytime I masturbate bc of how much I want to be held after#I want to he praised and rewarded and cherished
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Being me is so frustrating and hard sometimes for me....
#my brain flips between wanting me dead and alone to being full of love so fast#my soul wants to be held close by someone(s) so bad#but ive been hurt so bad it makes me so nervous to let others in#i just want and wanted to be loved or wanted or desired or cherished#and i know some do love me. so why am i left wanting more? whats wrong with me#why cant i be fully happy with what i have#i love my partners so deeply but my brain keeps telling me they dont love me as much#that theyll leave if you mess up#everyone else has#im scared.#its not fair to them that im like this#theyve never done anything to hurt me just old partners#urrrrrrhhhhhggggggGGGGGGGG#delete later
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LOVE WINS!! The incomprehensible entity above godhood and her incomprehensible wife have become one to kill Mirror 💖
SHE'S HERE!!! Finally I can talk about who and what Love Story is!! All her info + the transparent versions are below the cut! I'm so excited about her o(*°▽°*)o
An entity known as Love Story- a collective consisting of Pandora and Galvarium!
If Galvarium wasn't enough before, Love Story is her everything but tenfold, maybe more... Love Story is highly dangerous, standing at 1500 m, 200 m more than Truth of His World.
She (or they, given that it is both Pandora and Galvarium) is formed during the final fight with Mirror Kagami.
It seems like she is acting as her own entity, however her movements are the two moving in sync.
When she speaks, it sounds like Galvarium and Pandora speaking at once.
An extreme amount of trust is required to form a fusion, which those two obviously have.
Love Story is the one to finally put down Romirr/Mirror/Truth of His World. In a way, it is like a dance between the two.
The only observable hazard she has is hysteria, but that has only been displayed by Mirror, so it isn't likely the result of her presence.
Love Story is unbelievably happy to be herself! Of course, Galvarium and Pandora are just very happy and comfortable with one another!
She has the most fun getting rid of Truth of His World (❁´◡`❁)
She doesn't stick around too much after Mirror is put down- but is around long enough for the others to behold her presence.
Oddly, Love Story is able to be understood and seen by humans. This is most likely due to her existence being a manifestation of Galvarium's and Pandora's emotions.
While Galvarium is never depicted in words (legends/stories etc), Love Story is written about by a lot of people- those who saw her and those who heard stories of her presence.
Here's a few design notes!
She isn't wearing clothes. Much like the LAE, her "skin" mimics clothing.
Her veil, dress, and gloves are very soft, but are very veiny. The veins don't supply any blood, it's purely for looks.
Like Pandora's, the tendrils can deal a lethal amount of poison.
The pink crystal-like structure of her torso and the white of her chest are her insides.
Her veil comes out from the back of her horns.
She does have legs/feet, though they aren't often visible.
The inside of the ring says "This is Your Story" (only the last bit is visible).
The small heart in her horns, above her head, rotates constantly. It spins faster the more she is moving.
Here's the transparent bg versions+one without the veil!
I am so so happy with her!! Love Story has been a concept for a really long time and I'm really excited to show her off!! I hope you enjoy beholding her ╰(*°▽°*)╯
#oc#original character#Digital art#art#my art#character reference sheet#Leel's Art#Love Story#Galvarimun Alkaheidra#Pandora Gladiolus#Nemesis Pandora#GUYS#All this time I've been talking about Love Story..#I don't even know what else to add I'm just really happy with her design!#I want to be held by her.#She would be the best friend to have for sure#I just!! I love her#If anyone has any questions about her (because I probably forgot some things in her bio) please feel free to ask I will cherish you#But yeah!! The bride >:)#She is called Love Story because all that violent build up?? Yeah it's THEIR love story... always has been....
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I love how stede's been back for all of five minutes and ed's already babygirling all over the place with his big eyes and his wounded little comments about how stede's good at doing whatever he wants and he doesn't care if stede was looking for him whatever. he literally took five seconds to get over stede running away, he heard "I love everything about you" and he was instantly "that's stede my boyfriend stede stede who is my boyfriend"
#HE IS MY FAVORITE BABYGIRL AND I LOVE HIM#he literally just wants to be cherished and held and he's so ready to let stede back because no one's as good at loving him at stede#ofmd spoilers#alex watches ofmd
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maybe… maybe I want… no, I shan’t say
#*whispers* maybe I want to be loved and cherished and have my hand held and caressed and see someone’s face light up when he sees me !!!!!!!#maybe I want good morning texts and someone excited to tell me all about his day and share what he’s been reading or watching or playing#and I know I’m too young and wishing is pointless and I’m not even ready but then why do I have all this longing and loneliness inside me !#elly's posts
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Maximus is the lilypad and I am the frog leaping toward him at every opportunity
#next time you watch gladiator#picture me slightly off screen being forcibly held back from throwing myself into his arms#like in every single scene#my love for him is as vast as the sky and as deep as the sea#WHY AM I NOT HIS WIFE#that’s all i want in this life#maximus as my beloved husband to cherish and treasure and adore#i would be so good to him#and he would be so good to me#every day would be a smile#i’m yearning so hard for him today#just longing and weeping and aching for him#he’s so far away :(#how long and lonely the days seem without someone to love and cherish#gladiator#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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It just all feels more pointless now. I think i lost some of the spirit. I dont know if its temporary or how to get it back
#found myself less passionate about my ocs and their stories and about making them real one day#but not in a good way#its not letting me go of my perfectionism or whatever instead its just like. whats the point. theyre not that good anyways#theyre as in the stories#im increasingly aware of the plot holes and the parts that are kind of held together with string in order to make the plot make sense and--#--im not sure if anyone ever could get as passionate about them as i was?#especially since like. *i* dont feel as passionate abt them as i said.#my main baby my main oc project that i cherished and hoped to make real in some way now feels like i should keep it private.#the other one that i was hoping to make into my first long term project remains unfinished plot-wise and i dont feel motivated to work--#--on it further#the one that i think has an alright plot that i could share is just kinda in the bg#and also i always felt like i was good at like...symbolism...metaphors...parallels...this kinda stuff#i felt like my stories were something you could dig into#now it feels like i overestimated them#and theyre actually painfully simple and just. idk. feels like theyre not that good#maybe its because i recently didnt have time to work on them?#and fell into a fandom that has a painfully not-deep story where i also often feel like other ppl in the community dont want me there#maybe i gotta get away from that lol#but it doesnt feel like its gonna help. idk what will.#all of this isnt giving me any relief its just making me feel empty and like i thought too greatly of myself#bcs i still want to Make things and stories and now i just feel like im lacking at that??
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Me, rereading my own silly g/t selfship comfort stuff: *bangs fists on table* I'm so normal! I'm SO normal! I'm so NORMALLLLL!! *Gnaws on hand* *throws chair*
#HE.#BIG.#NEED.#oh to be held and comforted and cherished-#to be looked at like ur the most precious little thing in existence?!?!?! by someone u love who loves you more than you could ever know?#who is dozens of times bigger and stronger#theyre so big that the smallest things they do are more than noticeable and everything is so intense but in a good way#g/t#you trust them with your life and they gently hold and they marvel at how tiny and cute you are#*runs through the house squealing*#im normal guys i swear!#i want to write a part 2 :)))
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need a man to hug me from behind and call me darling in the morning while he's still all warm and sleepy and his hair is fluffy and he's pouting adorably and resting his head on my shoulder. (I'm a man)
#i want to be cherished#i want to be loved#i want to be held#screaming crying tearing my heart out#please please please#gay
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#personal#ugh#not a day goes by where i dont think of her /:#we were such good friends /:#and like admittedly i needed to take space after all that i don't regret it#but i h8 that she prematurely apologized b4 even hearing my frustrations or why i was hurt#bc she apologized for what she THOUGHT i wanted to hear#and it sucks /: cause i really hope she's doing better#i hope shes ok#and i miss her#but i cannot bring myself to message her bc like......#i just don't understand how you hear your friends say something shitty happened with someone ur involved with#and blow up at them and demand proof of it#like i dont care how stressed you are with other stuff .......... who does that??????#nvm the fact that like. majority of the stress she had expressed to me then was literally about...... the ppl who did the fucked shit.......#idk. im just sad#she made me feel so seen and held and heard and we were just friends but like..... i cherished her so much ):#ALSO NVM THE FACT THE DAY BEFORE SHE DID THIS I LITERALLY TOLD HER (after talking to her abt smthn separate) tht#the only way we'd stop being friends is if she did LITERALLY exactly what she did#and yeah she sent it to my Wife's DMs#but honestly that makes it worse cause she knew i was there#nd treated my wife after all that like she was an evil meanie while she apologized to me#(which imo idc it reads and transmisogyny)#and she just like. up and left Everything b4 realizing she fucked up#like she did choose this#and im respecting that and respecting myself enough not to try running and begging her to be friends again#i just. idk man. it sucks
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neuvillette who holds you even tighter the minute you get home. missed warmth, his non-human body yearning for something so human . . . how does he tell you he's missed you without the words that have failed him? does he tell you in lingering touches? kisses pressed to the top of your head? his hand slipping around your waist politely, pulling you closer? ♡
his hand…slipping around my waist politely 🥹🥹 my words being captured by his lips to silence any of my worries…he’s so CUTE, unintentionally so- even in his dragon form, he’s so much more gorgeous like this, i swear of it; not because of how breathtaking a sovereign dragons true form can be, but because he's displaying a piece of his heart so willingly on a silver platter to me. it's vulnerable and sacred and something i'd never take for granted
his tail is usually the first indicator, as well as the odd pieces of shimmery scales that adorn random parts of his body when his mood shifts. they're bumpy under the fingers, but never sharp or rigid. it always betrays him...he feels embarrassed knowing how easily it is for me to read his mood through this, but resorting to simpler gestures like these really does make the whole self-expression a lot easier. he's not a complicated specimen, he is a man who craves the same intimacy as any other ordinary lover
i really do love him ㅤ♡
#⟡ ⸝⸝ mail#this is so cute#i'm cherishing this ask forever and ever waaaa#he's really just a big baby actually 👆🏻 he ain't foolin me#i know he can act all tough and scary through his “authority”#but all he wants is to be held
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#i- i have so many feelings ill never get to lay rest#thats the worst part of this all#knowing ill forget and harbor even more feelings ill never understand#being hated i can abuse i can handle- the emotions welling inside im forcef 2 hide? it kills me#dear god i wish i could scream so very bad#i want to be loved and cherished and held as i cry for says upon days#but that is- nothing i will ever get#i must live in pain#un medicated hungry shitty ass pain#but like#my family will be ok and thats all i care about#Thanks Barrett- i am not a good person though- i deserved this all
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What do I want? To be allowed to love, to feel. Not have to hold myself back, told I’m “too much.” To finally be allowed to unfetter myself with how I interact with someone else. I don’t care if the “intensity” cannot be reciprocated beat for beat or because you need to keep holding yourself back for your own reasons��that’s not the point. I’m not trying to “win” you, not with this anyway. I want to finally feel uncaged.
#tiger’s roar#…aaaaaannnnndd…be patient with me as I get agoraphobic and sniff everything suspiciously 😅#which yeah. for the most part he is#we’re ‘only’ friends but. I literally don’t care. I want my Self to be accepted. vs what type of relationship I have#…and finally making myself say ‘hey I like you and that terrifies me ‘cause you didn’t exactly handle others harassing about it so ya cool?#is…what I finally needed to do to unburden not exactly The Rest of the fear but. a great deal of that#have the reassurance and acceptance and known enough to be acknowledged and finally put to rest#…since he’s had my Stance for some time. I needed to make myself rip the bandaid off and make sure what was underneath was finally healed#or. healed enough to keep the grit out. because I was sensing incoming roadrash#it…does hurt to not have things ‘equally met.’ but. I am kinda like a blue star…unfortunately#bright with kindness and all the things I’ve held back for decades and always always at risk of burning out#no one can keep up with that. I just need them to weather it and not make me feel ashamed#(and well. I’ll still never be ‘physically affectionate enough’ because of my asexuality boundaries)#(so…friendship is as good as it gets anyway.)#(…and he can say what he wants. he still looks at me how faramir looks at eowyn when he thinks nobody’s looking)#(which. nobody’s looked at me like that. usually it’s something to burn or use or disgust so.)#(that’s MINE to cherish. and a Vindicated Standard so.)
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#oh okay so its like. a bad bad night. okay. alright#god I just. I need to talk about something thats been bothering me for months and months now#but I don't even know how to begin saying it and im so scared that ill unintentionally hurt someone#but the anxiety is getting worse and I need to talk about it. but god im so fucking scared#how do you even begin to ask that youre so scared of being abandoned and if theres indeed some level of love youll never pass#because youre just. not it. and god im so fucking scared that ill be left starving once again. inevitably and all that#and I need to ask I need to talk I need to be comforted and be told that its not like that. but im so fucking scared#what do you do when you wanna love and be loved completely but youre so scared that theres something wrong with you#and youll always be loved a little less. missed a little less. held a little less. cherished a little less. always less compared to everyone#god im so scared and I just want to be comforted and loved wholly but im so scared to speak#i don't know what to say cause im so scared it won't come out right and itll just hurt or cause anger and i dont know i don't know#i just wanna lay down. i just want to shut up my brain. i just want to stop worrying. i want to be loved.#i want to be told that everything is okay. i dont wanna feel like im breaking down. i dont want to feel like this#but it's been getting worse i think... i don't know. i just wanna be suffocated or for it all to shut up. i don't know#i really need to sleep. whatever. and i need to breathe. okay okah okay.
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