#i want them to be hapoy SCREAMS

[ringingfromthefuture]

“THAT. EXACTLY FUCKIN’- I’m not getting my dad back. I’ve- already fuckin’ learned that after waiting this long. As much as I’d like to reunite with you? There really is no ‘you’ to reunite with. Just whatever Abel told you to be. I do miss you. I want to run back to you open arms and all. I WANT to have you back in my life. But ya wanna know why I can’t? Cause Abel has you wrapped so fuckin’ tightly around his finger that I can’t get through to YOU. The REAL you. So. If you ever decide it’s time to stop pretending he cares? I’ll be here. Waiting. Just like I always have. I’ve grown pretty patient, y’know that, dad?”

“Jesus. You’re just like him-”

LATE RESPONSE BUT ERM. Hey Scott. Guess who’s back. He tossed the, still bloodied, bat in your general direction.

//@ringingfromthefuture

“…why do you have a bat. On top of that, why is it bloodied?”

[Steven.. is probably near.. avoiding scott trust.]

“Is it. Your blood..??”

[dirtytransmasc]

having non chronically ill family is so fucking hard. they've never been ignored for years until there health issues have manifested from something manageable to something that will never go away, never stop hurting, never get better. they've never been ignored cause their BMI is above average so losing 10 pounds in the few months isn't a concern, never been told they should actually lose more weight while talking to a doctor about not being able to eat for days on end. they just don't understand and think that just because they're "going slow" at the start, means they'll actually do something in the long-term, when in reality, they either don't care or don't believe you and want to slap an anxiety diagnosis on you and move you on your way. they just don't understand.

[romanestuffsposts]

Can you possibly do one where the little one is scared that they'll turn out like their father. My dad is always so angry and screems alot and I feel like lately I'm becoming him. But only of you feel comfortable writing it, your blogs really helps me getting through hard days ❤

Hi there love! 💜

I'm so sorry you feel that way. I know I don't know you but I personnally think that when you spend a lots of time with someone you can start to have some mimics alike but it doesn't mean you're getting like this person.

As i understand with your words he yells and screams a lot around you and it's a lot to handle and maybe you keep everything for yourself and you feel like you have to throw everything out but don't know how because nobody ever told you how to handle your feelings.

For me, knowing that I don't know you, I feel like you have a lots in you and you don't know how to express your feelings and how to tell the world you need help. Sometime it go out through tears, through stress, through anger and there's so many other ways.

Please do not worry about getting like him. I'm pretty sure you have nothing to worry about but if you need to talk or if you have questions or if you just need to express your feelings, my dm are always open for you, love

Please take care of you sweetie, it's really important. Remember to spend time with yourself and spend time for yourself. It's the most important, reconnecting you with yourself is the most important step.

I love you, sweetie!

I hope the request is written like you wanted

Enjoy <33

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Warnings : angst, little reader screams, fear, past trauma, comfort, cries, reassurance, yells

Pairings : Daddies!Stucky ; Daddy!Bucky x Papa!Steve x Little!Reader

Summary : The only thing you'll become is yourself

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You were so hapoy to finally have your friend over so you could play with her. You had waited for this moment the whole week end now it's finally happening!

Everything were going perfectly well. Her parents were downstairs, talking with your Daddies and you were in your playroom, playing with your dolls. You gave her one of yours so she could play with you.

Her parents told her that they would go back hme soon because it's already the late afternoon so you're enjoying as much as you can your last moment together.

But everything went downfall when she accidentally dislocated your doll's arm. She quickly apologises but your gasps swallowed all her words.

"Whas did zou do!!?" you yell as you stand up. She looks up at you with tears in her eyes and tries to apologise again but you snap the doll off of her hands and throw her across the room "you boke 'm doll!"

You keep yelling and yelling without caring of what she's feeling or if she did it on purpose or not. Each time she tries to apologise to you but you don't listen, you just yell.

She quickly starts to cry and it immediately scare you. What did you do ?

At the same time, her parents entered the room to tell her it was time to go home but they didn't expected to see her crying. They thought it was because she had to leave and didn't wanted to so they didn't really asked what happened. Her mom took her in her arms, kissed your cheek and then walk back downstairs.

You absently follow her and watch your Daddies leading them toward the front door. When you saw your friend hidding in her mom's neck when she asked her to tell you goodbye, it make you want to cry.

Your Papa closes the door once they're out of the house and your Daddy kneels in front of you "did you had fun with your friend today, baby ?" he asks rubbing your arms up and down.

You just stare at the door, frozen in your spot. Your Daddy frowns and touch your skin "babydoll ?"

Your Papa wakls to you and stand behind your Daddy "you okay, sweetie ?"

You shake your head and your lips start to tremble as your tears filled your eyes. "what happened, princess ?" your Papa kneels beside your Daddy and takes a grip of your hand in his. He gently strokes your hand with his thumb.

You break down and your Daddy is quick to wrap his arms around you before you fall on the ground. You shake with the sobs who fight to leave your throat as you try to breath at the same times.

"hey hey hey, what's wrong, little one ?" Your Daddy lifts you up in his arms and you immediately melt in his arms. "why don't we go on the couch to talk ?" your Papa proposes.

You cry too violently to answer so they decide to go on the couch. Your Daddy rests your back aganst his chest and spread your legs on the soft couch. Your Papa rests your legs on his laps as he scoop closer to you

Your Daddy gently swings you as he and your Papa whispers sweet words in your ears to calm you down. They reassure you, told you it was okay to cry and that it'll make you feel better afterward. They told you to not getting anxious about taking your time to cry and to talk when you're ready, not before.

The cries and sobs really exhausted you so you're soon quiet, with just silent sobs leaving your throat. Your Daddy kisses your temple "do you feel a little bit better ?" he asks in his sweet and comforting voice.

You sniff and nod you heard, they were right. You do feel better now that you cried.

"do want to talk about what happened, sweetie ?" your Papa asks, his fingers removing some of your hair who were glued to your face because of the tears. You nod your head.

They patiently wait for you to take your breath back before talking. You explained what happened, that you yelled and couldn't stop yelling at your friend because she broke your doll's arm. You told them how it scared you really bad when you saw her tears and when she scoops away from you, as if you were scaring her.

"babydoll" your Daddy sighs "it happens, you were upset and scared for your doll so you react in the moment. It's okay, she'll forgive you don't worry"

You shake your head and close your eyes shut to prevent the tears from falling again "i scared" you sob and start to squirm in your Daddy's arms.

"Scared ?" your Papa frowns "scared of what ?"

You look up at him, a scared expression in your eyes as they're wet from the tears "I scared of bein like him" you quietly say with your croaky voice from the sobs in your throat.

"ohh, princess" your Papa scoops closer again and wraps his arms around you as your Daddy does the same "you can't become like him, you never will and you know why ?" he asks and feels you shaking your head

"because you're the opposite of him. You're kind and extremely smart, you always do whatever you can to help others and you always, always show your love to the one who deserve it. You're the heart of the kindness, you're the sun who light up our days when they're bad, you are yourself. Nobody can take that away from you" he kisses the top of your head

"it happens to be angry or sad or upset. It happens to want to scream and throw things in the aire, it happens to want to cry for hours until our head hurts. It happens to have good moments and laughing your ass off until you pee on yourself" your Daddy adds "it's not because you feel the need to scream at someone or at nothing that you become like him"

"he screamed, and yelled for nothing all the time, he scared you many times when you lived with him but you survived this. You're here, you're happy and sometimes you're not but that's okay. You'll always have in a corner of your mind what happened in that house but you're stronger than those memories"

"you're stronger than him. He can't get in your head anymore, the only one who's in there," your Papa points at your forehead "is you. Don't let the past get to you, it's over. Your present is more important, focus on it every time you feel too overwhelmed"

You sniff and nod your head, more tears falling from your eyes. Your Daddies hold you tight, whispering that it's okay and that they're here to protect you against your memories, just like you protect Daddy from his

[kittencrewtkc]

Yuuki all

Emi all

Guess this is revenge huh??

1: The last person you kissed screams they love you, you say…

Yuuki: i love you too

Emi: and i love you

2: Did you get to sleep in today?

Yuuki: uh yeah

Emi: no not really!

3: You never know what you got until you lose it?

Yuuki: and... what is the question? Is this a fucking joke?

Emi: isn't that a quote from something?

4: Do you have siblings?

Yuuki: no i don't

Emi: yes 4 of them!

5: How many kids do you want?

Yuuki: no more. I have all i need

Emi: 3 maybe

6: Who was the last person you held hands with?

Yuuki: i think it was Tama

Emi: dai!

7: Did you stand on your tippy-toes for your last kiss?

Yuuki: no he was sitting

Emi: yes i did

8: Do you think if you died, the last person you kissed would care?

Yuuki: he would break down

Emi: yes he would!

9: Last person to talk on the phone?

Yuuki: uh it was my mom

Emi: daddy!

10: Did anyone watch you the last time you kissed someone?

Yuuki: other than the cats no

Emi: no

11: When’s your birthday?

Yuuki: 8th february

Emi: april 13th

12: Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?

Yuuki: it was 4 or 5 years ago at a club where i did burlesque.

Emi: oh yeah i do!

13: What kind of phone do you have?

Yuuki: iphone

Emi: samsung

14: Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?

Yuuki: right now none of that

Emi: i am wearing a skirt

15: Are you a different person now than you were 5 years ago?

Yuuki: for sure am

Emi: well no i don't think so

16: What were you doing at 4 am?

Yuuki: uh... answering this

Emi: same as papa

17: Would you rather write a paper or give a speech?

Yuuki: give a speech

Emi: paper

18: Are you lying to yourself about something?

Yuuki: well that's a tricky question. I would say no.

Emi: nope

19: Last night you felt…?

Yuuki: lonely and a bit sad

Emi: happy and excited!

20: What’s something you cannot wait for?

Yuuki: for a choice

Emi: have a baby

21: Ever told your parents you were going somewhere but when somewhere different?

Yuuki: no i was boring

Emi: no i never had to

22: How many hours of sleep did you get last night?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: 7

23: Are you a morning or night person?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: morning

24: What did you get your last bruise from?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: dai

25: Do you reply to all of your texts?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: yes i do!

26: Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hardest for. What do you do?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: answer of course!

27: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: no~

28: Anyone you would like to get things straight with?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: not really

29: How many months until your birthday?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: 3

30: Favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

Yuuki: already answered

Emi: pancakes!

31: Did you like this past summer?

Yuuki: it was amazing

Emi: yeah it was fun

32: What were you doing before you got on the computer?

Yuuki: i am not on computer

Emi: me neither

33: Your ex is sitting next to you, with their new partner. What do you do?

Yuuki: i would love to say that i am hapoy for them but i would probably just leave.

Emi: i don't have an ex

34: What is the last thing you said out loud?

Yuuki: bye

Emi: dinner is ready

35: Your mood summed into one work?

Yuuki: i guess you mean word... fine

Emi: great!

36: Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey?

Yuuki: questioning my existence

Emi: listening to music

37: What are your initials?

Yuuki: YS

Emi: ES

38: Are you a happy person?

Yuuki: generally yes

Emi: yes i am

39: Do you still talk to the person you liked 4 months ago?

Yuuki: yes. Almost every day

Emi: yes!

40: Where do you want to live when your older?

Yuuki: in a cozy beach house

Emi: i haven't thought about that but the forest

41: Have you had your birthday this year?

Yuuki: no

Emi: no

42: What did you do yesterday?

Yuuki: i worked

Emi: i was working

43: What will you be doing tomorrow?

Yuuki: finishing work

Emi: i don't know

44: How late did you stay up last night?

Yuuki: still haven't gone to bed

Emi same

45: Is there anyone you would do anything for?

Yuuki: yes! My kids and my family

Emi: my family

46: Is it hard to make you laugh?

Yuuki: no

Emi: not really

47: Do you believe ex’s can be just friends?

Yuuki: yes

Emi: it depends on how it ended

48: Do you think any of your exes will eventually want to be with you again?

Yuuki: i hope so? Maybe in the future

Emi: i don't have one

49: How many people have you had feelings for in the year of 2012?

Yuuki: one. My ex husband

Emi: i... wasn't born

50: Do you wish your ex was dead?

Yuuki: no hell no

Emi: what no???

51: Have you ever dyed your hair?

Yuuki: many times

Emi: no

52: Would ever take back someone that cheated?

Yuuki: it depends on the situation

Emi: no

53: Was New Year’s Even enjoyable?

Yuuki: .... is this a joke? No fuck no.

Emi: yes it was!

54: Bet you’re missing someone right now?

Yuuki: i am starting to get annoyed.

Emi: uh no

55: How would your parents react if you got a tattoo?

Yuuki: have one and they don't mind

Emi: they wouldn't care

56: Sleep on your back or stomach?

Yuuki: stomach

Emi: back

57: If you could move away, no questions asked, where would it be ?

Yuuki: i would be happy where i live

Emi: maybe brazil

58: What would you change about your life right now?

Yuuki: i would love to have tama back.

Emi: a baby

59: Has anything upset you in the past week?

Yuuki: yeah 3 people

Emi: nope

60: Are you on the phone?

Yuuki: yes

Emi: yes

61: Today, would you rather go forward a week or back?

Yuuki: forward

Emi forward

62: Would you take $40,000 or a brand new car?

Yuuki: none of it. No need

Emi: the money

63: Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?

Yuuki: yes

Emi: no

64: Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?

Yuuki: yes

Emi: no

65: Have you ever copied someone elses homework?

Yuuki: no

Emi: no

66: Are you the type of person who liks to be out or at home?

Yuuki: at home

Emi: out

67: Do you automatically check your phone when you wake up?

Yuuki: no

Emi: yes

68: Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?

Yuuki: no

Emi: no

69: Could you use some sleep right now?

Yuuki: yeah once this shit is over

Emi: not really

70: Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?

Yuuki: i am over 18

Emi: older than 18

71: Does it bother you when someone hides things from you?

Yuuki: oh it is a fucking pet peeve

Emi: yes

72: What’s your favorite color?

Yuuki: purple

Emi: green

73: Have you ever slept in the same room with someone you liked?

Yuuki: yes

Emi: yes

74: Have you ever been looking for something and it was already in your hand?

Yuuki: no

Emi: no

75: Do you get annoyed easily?

Yuuki; no

Emi: no

76: If someone liked you, would you want them to tell you?

Yuuki: yes i would

Emi: of course!

77: Do you have a person of the opposite sex that you can tell everything to?

Yuuki: my mom

Emi: dai

78: Does anyone call you babe?

Yuuki: not anymore

Emi: yes

79: How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

Yuuki: my mom

Emi: 4

80: What do you prefer, relationship or one night stand?

Yuuki: relationship

Emi: relationship

81: What color hoodie did you wear last?

Yuuki: black

Emi: lavender

82: Is there someone who meant alot to you at one point, and isn’t around anymore?

Yuuki: yes

Emi: no

[77ngiez-archive]

mari especially. everybody thinks mari is perfect but she is not and the idolopization is killing her!!!!! it’s like. mari loves her baby brother! she really does. sunny is the world to her and she wouldn’t give him up for anything. and she hates it when people call him weird or freaky or that awful word that starts with an r.

if you have little siblings you know what it’s like to constantly be followed by them. no matter how much you love them, it starts wearing on you after a while. you want to scream, i have my own life!!! go away!!!

but mari is too much of a saint for that, right? she doesn’t mind when sunny follows her wherever she goes. even when she finally makes a friend who she doesn’t have to be a saint around, sunny’s still following her. and she doesn’t have to be a saint for hero, but she does for sunny.

so it’s her and hero and her third-wheel little brother. which is fine! it’s fine. she loves sunny and she loves hero (loves them in altogether different ways but she probably shouldn’t bring that up around sunny, he’s just a little kid after all). then sunny and hero’s little brother kel become friends. and that’s great too! sunny’s opening up, he’s expanding.

right?

kel needs hero just as much as sunny needs mari. and now they’re never alone. and it’s okay! mari doesn’t mind, because she’s mari and she’s too too too perfect for that. it’s whatever, really! (at least sunny leaves her alone during piano practices. she says she needs to focus and he obliges. even if he leans against the door the entire time, humming along off-key to the songs she plays.)

then kel and sunny find another little girl, somebody their age, and hero gets that look in his eye where he fancies himself a hero who needs to save every last civilian at the cost of his life. so aubrey is there. and it’s fine. it’s fine it’s fine it’s fine. mari doesn’t mind at all!

aubrey brings another boy, a boy named basil, who is like a wet-eyed rabbit with a quivering nose and who cannot be left alone. so here mari is with the boy she thinks she loves, and her little brother and his, and two kids. and everybody needs her so desperately.

sunny is lonely sometimes because his parents don’t love him as much as they love mari (they say otherwise but it’s true), and hero is lonely sometimes because his parents want him to be a hero and a doctor and a perfect perfect perfect older brother (she can relate), and kel is lonely sometimes because he thinks he needs to be always hapoy to be loved (she can relate to that too), and aubrey is lonely sometimes because her dad hates her and her mom is altogether ambivalent (sometimes mari is jealous of her as awful as it is), and basil is lonely sometimes because his parents abandoned him to live with his grandma in a town faraway from civilization (maybe if they lived in the city sunny would have more friends and mari would finally get respite).

she loves them all but what she doesn’t love is the feeling of constantly being needed. why do people always need her?

and sunny takes up the violin and even piano isn’t alone anymore

so if he’s going to invade her last safe space he at least needs to do it right

and she yells at him for breaking the violin (for having the courage to speak for himself even if it’s not with his voice)

and then she dies. and she dies perfect. an idol. a saint. a goddess.

isn’t it ironic that nobody ever really saw the real mari?

i think. everybody in the friend group was a wee bit fucked up. even before mari died

[3fling]

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[yanderes-galore]

Panther's Yandere Prompts

I wanted to make some myself you can use them as long as you reblog for credit :)

You can request from these, too! In fact I encourage it.

Edited - 11/21/22

Possible Trigger Warnings: Yandere themes, of course, Violence, Self harm implied, Blood, Murder, Obsession, Kidnapping, Possessive themes, Delusional behavior.

2.) "It's an honor for someone such as me to take you in and love you!"

-Vol.1-

1.) "I'd burn this world and everything in it for you."

3.) "You'll love me, even if we have to sit and wait for it to happen."

4.) "My heart belongs to you, I'll adore anything you do to it."

5.) "Manipulation? No, dear, I'm just encouraging you!"

6.) "A good partner must be willing to make sacrifices for their beloved! Don't you agree?"

7.) "All this blood? It's all for you! Everything I do is all for you!"

8.) "I could look into those eyes forever...."

9.) "The wound in your leg serves as a lesson, does it not?"

10.) "I've given myself all to you! Yet you call me a monster!"

11.) "I'd crush their heart in front of you if it meant you'd only love me!"

12.) "You were never meant to see that! Oh, what have I done...."

13.) "So what if a few people have to die? It'll only bring us closer!"

14.) "It's too dangerous in the world. You need me, you should know that!"

15.) "Please smile for me... don't make me force you...."

16.) "Do as I say or I may just have to press this weapon closer to your back...."

17.) "You look so cute in those clothes! I think I picked well...."

18.) "Kiss me! Kiss me like your life depends on it!"

19.) "Show me that I can forgive you! I need proof!"

20.) "I've been waiting too long for this...."

21.) "Photos and trinkets only do so much, dear!"

22.) "They never loved you. Only I love you."

23.) "You're crying... come a little closer, I'll make it all go away."

24.) "Don't you believe in fate? Fate wants us to be together...!"

25.) "They may be long gone now... but I'm hapoy they let us meet."

26.) "Look! We're bonding, just the two of us!"

27.) "Our aniversary is coming up... it's been 2 years now...!"

28.) "Do you know how hard it is to wear a facade? Just to get people to like you?"

29.) "I want to be this close... forever...."

30.) "Those lasting marks are signs of our love!"

31.) "I'd make you bleed just to get an even better taste of you...."

32.) "With a little effort, these bleak walls will be a wonderful home for the two of us!"

33.) "You ever think of our future children like I do?"

34.) "No one else understands me except you!"

35.) "Don't push me away, dear... I only want to be closer to you!"

36.) "I'd hate to hurt you but... if you keep this up I might have to."

37.) "We should get married! It's been long enough, hasn't it?"

38.) "My life has been so barren without you...."

39.) "What will it take to get you to love me!?"

40.) "Do you really remember nothing? It's me! Your partner!"

41.) "I made this mark on myself to show you how much I love you!"

42.) "Even if I have to break you... I'll never stop loving you."

43.) "Won't you be a good pet for me?"

44.) "Your tongue is so sharp... wouldn't it be a shame if I had to silence it?"

45.) "Stop screaming! I can't take it!"

46.) "Even monsters can love, can't they...?"

47.) "I'd die before letting you go!"

48.) "What's love without a little hardship?"

49.) "This is to solidify our love...."

50.) "If it means both of us must perish, so be it!"

-Vol.2-

51.) "I'll chase you down like an animal if I have to."

52.) "My world's covered in darkness without you!"

53.) "I left you a few voice mails, why didn't you pick up?"

54.) "Selfish! That's what you are!"

55.) "Now there's always a part of me with you...."

56.) "Come dance with me, it'll stretch your cramped legs."

57.) "You're stuck with me, like it or not."

58.) "One more mistake and I may just break something."

59.) "Are those friends of yours? Are they your everything?"

60.) "You feel like you're being stalked? Tell me all about it...."

61.) "Being alone is worse than you hating me."

62.) "I must know everything about you!"

63.) "You're my everything!"

[fipindustries]

I don't think there was ever a specific age I *realized* it was a long process. Growing up I never really fit the norm of what was expected of me. Like I would try to take my shirt off when swimming and they'd be like NO DONT DO THAT. When puberty started to hit at around 3rd grade I became Real Upset my chest wasn't flat anymore but after that I just kind of made myself adapt. I was never girly but I was never masculine enough to be considered a tomboy either. I was just fucking weird and uncomfortable. I had a bob cut that kind of made me resemble Jesus and I wore nothing but the same hoodie every day. Eventually I learned what being trans was and didn't question it immediately but that somehow bled into four years of questioning. I came out some time in middle school but that was simultaneously in the questioning phase still. I first came out as a demiboy but that didn't fit right so I just came out as a dude. I was hapoy like that for a long time it was comfortable and it fit and around highschool I was finally able to stop resembling The Lord and actually was able to cut my hair short. Recently I've started the process of questioning again. Being completely female just doesn't feel right but neither does being completely male. This feeling changes on a regular basis. All I know is I get too dysphoric about shit to be cis lmao any actual identity to describe the feeling is beyond me though.

I don't think I count as an egg and to be real I lowkey hate that term and what its devolved into in some places (the people shouting EGG at anyone who is remotely gnc)

I was an odd case in this one too. I followed the rules out of fear. I got straight As because I was afraid of turning out like my parents. I never acted up because I was afraid of punishment. But in my head I would always be wanting to act up but I also wanted to act up out of fear. The things I WANTED to act up and do were mostly the stupid fantasies a kid who read a few too many war stories and really hated the oil industry would have. Saying them in detail would probably land me on some watchlist. I also really wanted to run away. During my early life I was extremely rebellious like I actually tried running away and walking out the house. Apparently I had an attitude with everyone and even called my dad an asshole at one point (age 5 ish i want to say?) LMAO

I would say I came from a bad home but idk that doesn't feel right to say when nothing Too bad happened. Father screaming at everyone in the house occasionally throwing shit the usual. My father was extremely overprotective and controlling throughout my life which contextualizes the fear thing for you.

ok, thank you for sharing your experiences, that is honestly very informative and i really apreciate your honesty and willingness to talk about hard personal subjects....

but, im sorry, im really hung up on the "bob cut that made me resemble jesus" what denomination of christianity were you following that jesus had a bob cut????

[v-anrouge]

god i am so tired of all of this i don't have any desire to be alive anymore everything just keeps on getting worse for fucks sake ive been getting abused my entire fucking life from my childhood up until now i have never been able to get help no one would care enough to offer me help and now days i can't accept help from others i feel like a burden i feel insecure of talking to people i see everyone being friendly with eachother and i just think that i might be the worse human on earth for feeling jealous of other's happiness but i can't help it everyone looks so much happier whitout me does anyone even love me??? everyone abandons me i want to make friends but i feel like everyone seems bothered whenever i do as much as open my mouth all i do is worry people i can't even vent whitout thinking that everyone must see this as a way to get attention i just want to disappear i can't take this anymore the guilt of all my mistakes the self-hatred from all the times people corrupted me im so dirty im so disgusting everyone around me looks at me with irritation or disgust because i cant process my emotions like them because i forget things so easily because i can't shut up because i can't understand a task from the first time i ask them to repeat themselves too much everyone hates me for it i hate myself so much i wish i would just die i just want a friend i just wantto be normal i just want to feel hapoy i cant take this anymore its all too muvh studying working having to deal with my famiky screaming in my ear 24/7 they call me lazy i do everything for them they don't even thank me all i am worth of is doing things for other's no one gives a fuck about me i can't handle this anymore it's too much for me what do i have to do?? what do i have to do to make people love me??? to finally have a friend??? i just want a little bit of happiness in my life is that too much to ask ?? im sorry im not enough for any of you i try i truly try but no matter what i do i always fail im such a disgrace

[curlymedusa]

hi i love the fingerless glove heith comic u just did and i was wondering if u have any heith (or klunk :0000) headcanons u wanna share??

Hello!! I’m so glad you enjoyed it

Okay so for heith, Hunk fell for Keith first. Keith doesn’t take any bs, he’s headstrong and just feels safe!

I like to think Hunk would confide in Lance that he likes Keith and be really nervous about it since Lance is y’know…weird about Keith. And Lance, of course, would not be against it and be a great wingman but also he would just nOT GET IT!!! How they work so well together??? hOW HUNK CAN BE IN LOVE WITH KEITH??? and he still has this weird rivalry thing going on with Keith, but he’s also begrudgingly trying to be nice for Hunk. Sort of what I was going for in this comic.

And when Hunk confesses Keith ALSO has a hard time understanding how he could be so lucky to have Hunk, THIS GOD OF A MAN, crush on him.

Hunk makes Keith laugh a lot, often, loudly!! Especially when they’re alone. 

Hunk’s very comfortable with affection and Keith is very closed off at first but it’s fine because Hunk is so patient and kind!!!! So eventually it just comes naturally to Keith too and he doesn’t even realize, but Hunk does and screams internally, like when a cat chooses to cuddle you sort of. 

LISTEN OKAY I AM A HUNK STAN FIRST AND A HUMAN BEING SECOND, SO I COULD JUST KEEP GOING ABOUT HOW AMAZING HUNK IS AS A PARTNER IN GENERAL TBH.

These things can go for Klunk too, of course, but if you add Lance into the mix you also get more loud mutual support, excessive compliments, cuddle piles, you know, all that good soft and mushy shit. 

You get a mediator if Keith and Lance start fighting, Hunk’ll whip out some good food and tell them the cold hard facts and put that to rest. 

Lance would flirt so so much, and Hunk would just think it’s funny whereas Keith gets super flustered. Lance never feels like a third wheel they make sure he doesn’t, plus having TWO bfs gotta boost his confidence level a bit. Keith won’t feel alone anymore, and Hunk just has so much feaking lo v e to give,,,he’s hapoy,

Oh and of course, Keith and Hunk indulge each other pretty bad fashion sense kjhgfs oh my god and they’d defs buy Lance fingerless gloves together!!!!!!1 which he would wear because he loves them so much!!!!

[hungrycanidae]

Rant/Vent? (Scroll past this if you want)

I hate being bilingual, i have to translate whenever my Dad is texting his boss in English, but that isn’t the problem

So when he tells me what to write i write it, when im a bit unsure about what he wants me to write, i ask him a simple question, no matter what the question is, he screams at me, mostly saying:

“Don’t you know Spanish? English?”

“ Are You Stupid?”

“I already Told You”

“Your Spanish is Horrible”

“Instead of Drawing You should Practice your Spanish, your drawings aren’t even good”

“Nevermind I’ll ask your brother, he’s smart”

“Aren’t you listening?”

“You should pay attention more”

“This is why you don’t have that much friends”

“I don’t get why your in advanced classes, they must’ve taken pity on you since your friends are smart and deserved it and you’re the complete opposite ”

Curse words

“At this rate, i should start taking things away from you, so you get motivation to get better”

And much more…

Im trying to improve my Spanish since i know it’s broken but whenever i try to practice with others they make fun of me and love to bring it up whenever im feeling hapoy, and when i tell them to stop and they start yelling at me saying:

“You’re too sensitive”, “Can’t you take a Joke?”, “You take things too seriously”, etc.

And i know my art isn’t good but I’m trying to improve but people love comparing me to others and no matter what i do i get yelled at saying I can’t take criticism, i can.

Sure I don’t have much friends but i would if people wouldn’t like to make fun of me for everything, my supposed slight accent, the way i dress, the way i act, the way i look and much more!

Theres lot more but my parents keep checking my room for something,

Sorry for this stupid long post and sorry for my grammar my head is ringing, i need to get this out

I wish they’d listen

[lovemakesyoustronger-blog1]

'I Will Never Forget!'

Requested by:@steph-oliveira Hey sweetie ❤ Can you please do an imagine with Cody Christian where it's the readers birthday and he is planning like a big party for a long time ago and in the day he acts like he doesn't know and then he convinces her to dress something "chique" and in the end he makes a speech saying how much he loves her and all those cute things? Thank you very much ❤❤

Warning:None!

Note:I'm so,so,sorry sweetie for waiting this long for your request,but I had troubles with my laptop and also my phone..But I funally got a new phone..Anyway here you go,I hope that you will enjoy reading it and please let me know what you think.:)) ❤

Today was a very hard day at work..Working as a teacher is great but sometimes it can get really damn hard..Especially today when it's my birthday and I just couldn't wait to get home and spend my time with Cody..

As I finally reached our shared house I let out a sigh while I parked a car..I walked into the house taking my shoes and coat off,I walked into the living room and I saw Cody sleeping on the couch,so l didn't want to wake him. I walked quietly into the kitchen taking a glass of water..I don't know why but instead of feeling happy I was feeling tense the whole day.I spill the rest of the water into the sink and walked out from the kitchen,puting a blanket over Cody..For a moment I was standing above him and just watching him sleep..

I opened the door from our room then closed it..I walked closer to the bed and let my body fall on it with a sigh..I closed my eyes relaxing my body..Honestly I can't wait for Cody to wake up so I can spend some quality time with him,he's been working a lot for the past two weeks so we didn't get the real chance to spend much time together,and I also can't wait to see what present he got me for my birthday..

After some time reading messages from my friends and family members I decided to go and check up on Cody. I walked into the living room and saw Cody watching a TV,but as soon he heard me walking in he turned and gave me a big smile..'Hey baby I didn't hear you when you came..I sat down next to him giving him a quick peck on the lips 'It's because I didn't want to wake you.I know how tired you are from all the work.'He nodded his head smiling..Then he returned his gaze back to the TV.I instantly felt disappointed,did he...Nah it can be..'Cody babe what day is today?'

'It's Friday,why?'

So he did forgot..And that's when I felt my eyes filling with tears,but I tried to stay calm.'Umm no reason,I just lost track a little.I'm gonna go take a shower..'With that I quickly stood up from the couch and started walking back to the room..Once I finally reached the shower I let the tears fall..How he could forget,I get it that he has been working a lot but that's not the reason..I turned of the water and stepped out from the shower drying my body and putting comfortable clothes..I walked closer to the mirror making sure to clean my face from crying..

I walked out from the bathroom seeing Cody sitting on the bed looking at his phone and as soon as he saw me a huge grin appeared on his face,but I didn't return it back..As soon he saw in what mood I was in his smile was gone and a worried look appeared 'Baby what's wrong?'

I looked aside trying to stop my tears 'My head is hurting so I just want to go to bed.'He came from behind and hugged me,which made even more difficult for me to control my emotions..'Ohh and I thought that you will go with me over at Dylan's place.'Is he for real?!It's my birthday and he is talking about going over at Dylan's..'Umm I'm not in the mood,but you can go.'He turned me around so I can loon at him..'I don't know what happened to you today but please let me make it right,let me make you feel better..So please come with me.'I closed my eyes with a sigh then opened them again 'Fine!'He smiled and kissed me on my forehead..'I'll let you get ready,put on something nice.'

I walked down the stairs seeing Cody standing next to the front door..I dressed up in a black dress that isn't to short or to long just enough to keep you intrigued..Cody was wearing black suit..'If we're going at Dylan's,why we're dressed like this.' He pull out his hand so I can hold it 'Just trust me,okay?'

'Okay!'

The ride to Dylan's was quiet,but I still could see Cody glance at me from time to time.When we finally reached his house Cody parked the car and we both got out and started walking toward the front door,but something was off because the lights were off but I just shrugged it off..Instead of knocking Cody opened the door and suggested me to come in first..I stepped into the dark hallway and walked a little further,that's when the lights were on and people where screaming 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' to me and Cody walked closer kissing me on the cheek 'Happy Birthday baby.'l looked at him confused 'How did you...'

'Did you actually think that I forgot about your birthday?'

I nodded my head 'But don't blame me,you were really convincing.' He scratched the back of his neck 'Yeah,I'm sorry about that,I just couldn't let my emotions ruin the surprise.'

I smiled widely at him 'It's okay,I forgive you.'

I was talking with few of my friends when the music suddenly stopped and I heard Cody clearing his throat,we all turned towards him..

'I'm sorry to interrupt,I'll be quick I promise I just have something to say to my beautiful girlfriend.I'm sorry honey for acting like I was forgot about your birthday and making you sad,but the truth is that I can't forget,I will never forget your birthday,not in a million years..And you know why,its because I love you soo damn much and you mean the world to me..So baby once again I wish you Hapoy Birthday.'He finished his little speech and started walking towards me,everyone were clapping while I couldn't wipe off the smile I had on my face..When he finally reached to me he kissed me passionately and when we pulled away he leaned his forehead on mine and smiled 'This is the best birthday ever,thank you.'

'You deserved it.'

I smiled 'Oh and Cody babe.'

'Yeah?!'

'I love you too so much.'

He smiled widely at me and hugged me tight..

Who would thought that the worst day can actually turn out good..Well everything is possible when the person you love the most is standing next to you.

[mcl-mia]

//hoo boy, solmare. y'all seemed to have opened quite the can of worms on this one. consider this a kind of open letter to solmare if you must.

look, i wanna date zeus as much as the next guy, but releasing three sequels and then dropping a new guy out of the blue while you already have twelve (twelve!) other boys just DESPETATELY waiting to get their own sequel is just, for lack of a better term, not right. this is reinforced especially by how there are MANY people (you could even say a majority of people) within the fanbase that WANT more sequels (people tend to name elias, randy, and even azusa for a sequel).

when you create a dating sim, you are catering to the people. releasing a new boy that not many people wanted for their first choice is not catering to the people.that is how you lose customers (as well as impossible event checkpoints and sub-par stories, event or otherwise, but that's a story for another time). the lack of transparency with your fanbase about your plans for sequels isn't really helping, either.

i'm pretty sure i've said this before, but i like to think of the sequels as a chance for characters to either get the development that they didn't get in their original route (i.e. klaus), get a shot at redemption by telling a hopefully better story than last time (vincent), or continuing their original story that had a few loose ends, and try to tie them up in a believable way (yukiya). maybe even a combination of them, or even all of them. the sequels aren't just for the fans to get something to scream over; they are stories in their own right, and should be treated as such. i promise you, there are still quite a few people out there who love wizardess for the story (i should know, i'm one of them)!

thanks to the lovely sakuyamaru, we know that there are at least five boys in the night class. so, here is a system that i propose if you want to keep doing things the way you have been doing them:

divide the writing team into two groups: one team is focused on sequels, the other is focused on a new boy from the night class. each team can peer review the other's work and propose ideas.

have the sequel team discuss and write three sequels over the course of three months. whichever boy is next up on the sequel list can be determined by the survey results.

during the sequel months, have the new boy team work on a full route for the new boy from the night class. this will still coincide with the times that the other boys have been released (each new route took around two to three months). release the new boy after the sequels.

repeat steps 2 and 3 until all old boys get a sequel, and all new boys get a route. extend early bird prizes or maybe take a month off (aka do collection events) between the release of a new boy and more sequels (or between each sequel/new route release) so that way players don't feel as rushed or as flooded with content.

if you do a set up like that, and are CLEAR about it, then i can guarantee that you'll see a lot more hapoy fans. plus, it gives you a lot of content for at least a whole year. keeps old fans happy, keeps new ones interested. i get it, it's a business, and you want to make money. but making money in your field requires you to listen to the people who are buying from you. otherwise, they won't be doing it again.

if solmare goes through with this, then i'll be overjoyed. will they? probably not. but i'll be damned if i don't keep being optimistic about this whole thing.

[explicitlytheballs]

Icing • Melo

I just wanted to give y'all an imagine today so we can celebrate Melo’s birthday 😊

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARSHMALLOW 💕 (I posted this at exactly 11:59 😭😭)

-

Omniscient

“Put the cake in the table hurry he’s coming in.” Y/n whispered in a hush tone as she ran over to the light switch cutting it off.

Everyone stood silently in the kitchen waiting for the front door to open.

Gelo coughed out loud as we heard the key go into the lock.

“Nigga yo strong ass cough, control that shit.” Lonzo slapped him in the back.

“My bad dog.” He cleared his throat.

The door then opened and Eli turned on the light switch.

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY!” Everyone screamed as Melo came in the door along with LaVar.

Melo had a big smile on his face as he saw his family and friends gathered all in the kitchen to celebrate his birthday.

“Yuh!” He cheesed and went over to his friends giving them handshakes.

Y/n shook her head smiling at the goofball.

“Damn this nigga braces about to pop out he cheesing hella hard.” Eli laughed as he recorded on snapchat.

“Aye man.” Melo smiled and tried to knock the camera out of his hand.

“Y/n hand me the lighter behind you please.” LaVar said to y/n.

Y/n turned around and grabbed the lighter off of the counter handing it to LaVar.

“Can you believe our boy is 16?!” He grinned and squeezed Tina’s shoulders as she put 16 candles in his cake.

She shook her head and smiled.

“My present ain’t outside.” Melo told Lonzo.

“What the hell you talking ‘bout?”

“Nigga my car! It’s no where to be found in the driveway.”

“Because it’s at the dealership and its staying there, I’m not buying you shit with my money.” Zo put Melo in a headlock.

“Hell nah I want my car or either some money.” Melo got out if his grip.

“And you.” He pointed at y/n.

“Where my present at baby?” Melo whispered and bit his lip grabbing her waist.

“In a gift bag upstairs.”

Melo smacked his lips. “I know I got another gift somewhere.” He tugged at her belt.

“Aye Melo none of that! C'mon so we can sing hapoy birthday.” LaVar smacked the back of his neck and Melo screamed.

Melo hissed and rubbed his neck.

Gelo laughed.

“Ahahaha.” Melo rolled his eyes.

“Alright we’re gonna sing happy birthday on 3.” LaVar said.

“1..2..3.”

“Happy birthday to you!” Everyone said in sync

Melo just stayed there smiling the entire time looking at his cake.

“Happy birthday to Melo! Happy birthday to you!” Everyone cheered as Melo took in a huge breath then blowing out the candles.

“Here.” Dmo handed Melo the knife.

“What’s this for?” He examined the knife looking confused.

“Next time on the episode 16 and stupid.” Eli joked making everyone laugh.

“His all that hair dye getting to yo head? Cut the damn cake with it.” Gelo said.

“Oh I forgot.”

Lonzo shook his head at his younger brother.

Melo took the knife and cut a big piece off the edge of the cake.

“Now you know damn well you not gon eat that big ass piece Melo.” LaVar told him.

“I’m sharing it with y/n.”

“Alright.”

Y/n grabbed her a fork and went over to Melo.

“Uh uhh.” Melo snatched his plate away from her as she tried to eat a piece of cake.

“You just said you was gon share.”

“Follow me upstairs, and I’ll let you get some.” He smirked and got up waving the plate if cake in the air as he went upstairs.

Y/n shook her head, looking around. She saw everyone having their own conversation and having a good time.

She got up from the couch and went upstairs going straight to Melo’s room.

She peeked her head inside and saw Melo sitting on the bed smiling at her.

“C'mon baby.” He sat the cake on his nightstand.

Y/n ignored him and went straight to the cake and sticking her fork in before Melo snatched the cake out of her hand.

“Babe.” She whined.

“I just want some cake.” She continued.

He sat the cake back in the nightstand and pulled y/n onto his lap.

“Ohh I see where this is going.” Y/n twirled her finger in Melo’s hair.

“Now you catching on.” He kissed her neck.

“But we not doing this here.” Y/n pushed Melo away.

“Girl what you mean?” He turned his nose up.

“I need some birthday sex, head or something. Pleaaaase?” He frowned.

Y/n rolled her eyes. “No.”

Melo smacked his lips. “Pleeaaaase for me..my birthday.” He pouted.

Y/n sighed. “Fine but only head.”

“Yeah that’s what I’m talking about now give daddy a kiss.”

Y/n smiled and pressed her lips on his. Melo laid down on the bed and grabbed her waist, making her straddle him.

“Mm baby wait what if they walk in?” Y/n pulled away.

“We got a little time baby c'mon.” He bit his lip as his hands went under her shirt gripping her boobs.

“Nah I don’t want head no more, all want all of this.” He smacked y/n’s ass.

“You gon get this head.” Y/n said sternly.

“Ohh I like that. Say it again, but call me daddy.” Melo joked.

Y/n smirked and grabbed his growing erection. Y/n got off of him and she took his basketball shorts off along with his briefs.

She looked up at him and he was looking at her smiling.

She let out a low laugh and wrapped her hands around his shaft and slowly started to pump him.

She put her lips around the lip and sucked on it then, Melo pushed her head all the way down making her gag.

Y/n started to bob her head up and down while hollowing her cheeks. She squeezed her eyes shut as she felt him go all the way down her throat each time she went down.

“Fuck y/n.” He hissed.

“Mmm.” Y/n moaned.

Y/n pulled him out of her mouth and teased his tip with her tongue.

“Stop.” Melo grabbed her hair, holding it in a ponytail.

Y/n smiled and put him back in her mouth. Melo thrusted his hips upwards into her mouth making her hold the side of his hips.

She kept her mouth opened and bobbed her head to the rhythm of his hips.

“Shit I’m finna bust.” He grunted.

Y/n lightly squeezed into his balls as he let a load out in her mouth.

“Damn girl.” Melo chuckled and pulled up his shorts.

“Whatever.”

“Aye Melo we was calling y'all!” Gelo bursted into the door making us both jump.

“Oh and you got a little icing on the side of your lip y/n and Mel-

“Wait…” Gelo's jaw hung open

[theresbeenamistake]

To Payton, the Purest Mum

Dearestestest Payton, ( @walkingartbangyongguk , the real work of art)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU GORGEOUS HUMAN BEING!!!!!!! I feel like I’ve been hyped about this for the past month and I hope you have the bestestestestest day ever and nothing goes wrong because if someone makes you sad today I will come over there and fight them *with or without violence depending on the situation because I will fight for you*. Thank you for being one of the blessings in my life, sometimes I honestly feel like I don’t deserve you, you’re that beautiful. You have such a pure soul and you're Pure™™™™™™™. And I’ve made so many memories with you that I’m not likely to forget. from ‘je mange un petit enfant’ to the Ace Revolution, you’ve constantly made me smile and been such a joy in my life. You’re an actual ray of sunshine and bring so much positivity and life wherever you go. You and Jo are actually wives of the year and the best mothers I could ask for. I’m so grateful that you took our little family under your caring wings. You have such an old soul really, and you’re so mature to talk to. I love how our conversations can range from screaming about Kpop to talking about world problems. You have such a beautiful mind and you’re just so so beautiful. I actually look up to you a lot because you always know the right things to say. Whenever someone else I know is struggling, my mind goes ‘What would Payton do?’ and that always seems to be the right thing and it always works well. You’re a joy to be around and I constantly want to squish you in the biggest hug. You’re so funny as well, with a sense of humour that can send me (and I hardly ever laugh) into peals of laughter. Whenever I talk to you, I smile. Thanks for getting me into B.A.P. (Daehyun is an angel jadsfhlsdfkh his VOCALS PLS) and also aiding my spiral into Kpop hell really. Thank you for ‘the ting go skraa’ and your beautiful Snaps on the group chat. Thanks for the Pure Memes. Thank you for your tea obsession.  Thanks for always being there to provide support when I need it. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TYPOS GOD BLESS THOSE. Thanks for always knowing how to handle a situation and be there for others, even when you yourself are suffering. Thank you for your drug related messages on Thranduil ;))). Thank you for all the inside jokes and the love and your gorgeous face which makes me yell. When ‘hapoy’ and ‘okas’ became things. Thank you for all the times you exposed your children on tumblr (actually not really but I love you anyway). Thank you for being the backbone of our little family. Thank you for existing and being the best mum a ridiculously hyper non binary child could hope for. (Thank your mother for giving birth to you from me) You’re going to do so much good in the future, I love you so much. x ~ Avie

Since this got ridiculously long: Some important moments from our gc compiled

And of course the why we all love Payton 101:

SO IN THE END!!!!! WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH PAYTON HAVE A GREAT DATE OF BIRTH WITH LOTS OF YONGGUK AND GOOD MUSIC AND GOOD FOOD AND SMILING AND LAUGHING AND !!!!!!! Your future is so bright my friend <3 I love you.

[little-owly]

(I know you won't see this until you get back BUT) consider Anti and his knife. He carries it around like a security blankie and screams whenever someone tries to take it from him. Daddy Chase comes up with the idea to put a sheath over it so little Anti won't cut himself!

THE CUTEST IDEA OMGlittle anti being taken care of by the egos but ALWAYS carrying the knife. keeping it in one hand and playing with the other. not letting go of it, taking it wherever he goes, even taking naps with it -- resting it on another pillow. dr. sn//eep jumping in fright when he hears jac//kab//oyman yell, anti throwing a fit. he hears footsteps running towards him and the frantic yells of jac//kab//oyman. "doc," he huffs, "he cut me!! the little demon actually cut me!!" "vhat? let ve see," the doctor asks, looking over the cut in between jac//kab//oyman's pointer finger and thumb. the blood dripping down. "vhat did you do?""i tried setting him down for his nap and he wouldn't put the knife down," he pauses, hissing in pain, "know that i think about it -- why did you let him keep it when he's like this?!""he's anti -- he can do vhatever he vants.""r-right," jac//kab//oyman shudders, "but -- he tries sleeping with it!! what if he cuts his cheek if he rolls over with it or-"the two pause as chase enters the room. hapoy-go-lucky as ever. smile plastered on his face. "sup bros? woah, what happened to your hand?" he asks. another wail from anti making jump back. "anti cut him because he tried to take avay his knife," the doctor explains, bandaging up the wound, "he got him pretty good too!! the bleeding finally stopped.""...then who's checking on anti?"the two exchange looks of guilt. jac//kab//oyman speaking up, "err...marvin's out, so..."chase's natural dad instincts kick in as he drops his backpack and camera to check on anti. the doctor coughing, "vell, chase should be able to fix this, anti surprisingly vikes him vhen he's in headspace." jac//kab//oyman pouts, "i'm a superhero -- he should at least like me more." he says and the doctor pats him back comfortingly. chase reaches the poor little crying anti. knife clutched to his chest and sobbing his heart out, looking back at chase through tears as he crouches down to his level on the comfy couch. "hey there, bud," he smiles, "what's the matter? what's got you so upset?"anti sniffles as chase uses the hem of his shirt to dry anti's eyes. puffy from his crying."hero meanie and -- and tried to take knife," he tells chase. gripping his knife tighter, "don't wanna give up knife." chase coos and comforts him, kissing the top of his head, "ssh, it's okay bud. i understand. but, you do know we don't cut up people like jac//kab//oyman just because, right? it wasn't very nice, he just wanted to make sure you were safe, bud." anti nods and cries into chase's shirt, sobs rattling his body again as he clings to chase. arms wrapped tightly around his body. chase perks up as an idea hits him, gently picking up anti as he gets up himself. anti wrapping his legs tightly around chase's middle. "buddy? i think i have a way to make you and jac//kab//oyman happy," he smiles. rubbing small circles into anti's back as they sneak into marvin's room. chase holding anti as he searches through the drawers before finding the sheath. it's dark red leather thick enough to hide the sharpened blade. "can i see?" chase asks. anti holding the knife to his chest defensively, trying to hide it. "c'mon bud, you can trust me, right?" anti hesitates for a second before slowly handing the knife over. chase winking at anti, "i'll only be a second."anti watches as chase rolls the sheath over the blade. wiping away his own tears as he watches curiously. sniffles escaping from his mouth every few seconds. chase ties it at the handle and hands it back to anti. wondering (and hoping) if anti will take the new idea. hoping to stop the weekly 'little-anti-cut-me-again' visits the poor doctor gets. anti snuggles into chase's shirt, the knife in between them, "t-tank yoo da-" anti stops himself. cheeks blushing before he continues, "daddy."chase feels his heart nearly burst, warm and fuzzy feelings filling him. anti chose him. anti chose him to call daddy first out of all the egos. "you're welcome bud," he kisses anti's cheek, "now lets put you down for that nap. i think someone's gonna become a little grumpy pants soon if we don't," he teases. anti nodding as he yawns. sleep creeping up on him slowly as they leave marvin's roomchase takes his tome getting back to the other two egos after anti is sucessfully put down for his nap. the doctor raising his eyebrows at his return. "alvight, vhere did he get you at? your vrist? your cheek?" the doctor asks as chase laughs. "nah, he didn't cut me."jac//kab//oyman gasps, "what?! how?!" "i helped him realize what he did was wrong and came up with a...little solution.""...was that a pun?""yes." jac//kab//oyman groans as the doctor laughs a tiny bit. the other shooting him a look, "vhat? it vas a good one.""i took one of marvin's old sheaths from his room and tied it to anti's knife. now he can have it and not stab or cut us in a tantrum. its a win-win, yeah?" the doctor politely claps for chase as jac//kab//oyman continues to pout. removing his mask. "oh!! he called me daddy!!" chase excitedly tells the two, his eyes lighting up, "me!! daddy!!" the two smile at how excited chase is about the name. knowing he deserves it more than any of them. going far to take care of little anti, staying uo late and getting up early to tend to his needs, his natural dad insticts endearing. chase goes on and on to the two, the three of them still quiet as ever -- not wanting to wake up anti, who was snuggled up to his blankie and knife ❤️