#i wanna see him again but i also don't
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#gonna rant for a bit#i thought the last i'm gonna see of him was at his father's funeral but somehow i ended up at his party last night#and dear god i got drunk and he got drunk and we ended up talking for like two hours#and he said to me in too many word that he always liked me and that he misses me at uni#and that he somehow still thinks about the things he said to me while we were second year bc he made me sad then#which is true#and he ended up saying so many things but i wish he hadn't#bc i'm gonna think about it for the rest of my life#and all of this was happening while his girlfriend was like not even 10 meters away from us#he also invited me to his other party which is in a month but i know i'm gonna get uninvited bc dear god that girl must hate me#and she probably hated me for years even when they were not together but she was into him#i just wish he got drunk enough to not remember some things i said#bc as usual i revealed too much and i overshared#oh god#i wanna see him again but i also don't#bc he is an idiot who HAS A GIRLFRIEND#i really thought i was over him lmaooooooooooo#isn't it funny how almost every time i talk about a guy here it's about the same one#anyway
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Does anyone else hc that Nightmare can like, absorb his tentacles back into his body sometimes? Like the way Stitch does with his extra arms?
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#I just realised earlier I've been just kinda assuming this as fact and I don't know where it came from#cause I don't think it's canon and I can't think of seeing it anywhere else#So maybe it's just me idk#Anyway it's something I wanted to be more prevalent when I was doing the truce au comic (which if I ever work on again I'll probably restar#cause I didn't really know what I was doing and there's stuff I wanna amend)#But the idea was that at the start of their attempted truce the tentacles made Dream uncomfortable#(Not only because Nightmare often used them against him in battle but also it's something different about his brother from his#childhood memories and it was jarring to see his one constant be changed)#He didn't say anything about it but obviously Nightmare could feel it#So whenever Dream was around I would make a point of drawing him with the tentacles sucked in#It was his little unspoken effort to make the truce work. because he wanted it very badly but would rather die than admit it#(or try to figure out why)#But over the course of the truce Dream would notice and start encouraging him to have them out and be himself#Showing Nightmare a little acceptence because despite the differences that's still his brother#You ever write six times more in the tags than the actual post lol#These are the DVD extras of the post you have to go looking for these#Director's commentary of my silly little thoughts :3#Anyway thoughts?
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Namgyu is 100393837373% dying in season 3 there's no way that mf is living. However he better be in every episode or at least most of them cuz he dies of some stupid ass lame death in the first episode I'm out 💀🙏
#nam gyu#player 124#roh jae won#squid game 2#Squid game#Errrrm#“he's gonna overdose” boring asf#Idk I wanna at least see him go absolutely insane first#I also wanna know like absolutely everything about him#Give us lore#Here I am again getting severely attached to a villian side character who the shows writers probably don't give af about#Already mourning him and the season ain't even out yet
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Look all I'm saying is if that a shadow game can work THAT well and be so well designed story wise and gameplay wise

HE can work
#sonic#silver the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog#silver right now is such a open canvas of a character#story wise and gameplay wise#he's been a side character for so long and in the one time he was a main character his whole story was basically axed from canon#he's definitely been explored since then but not to extent we've probably wanted with this character-#and I'm talking mostly game silver cause obviously in IDW and archie he got some LOVE there#even if we never saw idw silver actually explore his good future#which i still think is a shame but also apparently if sega doesn't want that to be explored in a comic and saved for the games then#THEY BETTER EXPLORE IT SOON#and honestly gameplay wise he needs another shot as well#like C'MON his psychic's just needed better...well...PSYCHIC'S TO WORK#can you imagine what cool and fun movement he'd have now that sega is now slowy understanding what kinda stuff they wanna do with#the sonic franchise again and how it should play#i don't know if i should fully expect a silver game at any point#but he should ATLEAST be a second main character in a new game so people can be reintroduced to him and they can cook with him#IM TIRED OF SEEING MY SON GETTING HATED ON OR CALLED LAME#I WANT PEOPLE TO BE REMINDED OR SHOWN HOW COOL AND FUN HE CAN BE WHEN GIVEN THE SPOTLIGHT#archie and idw are the best examples of him as a character#he is a lovable friend and ally#but serious when he can be character#and his powers are literally so COOL AND INHERENTLY UNIQUE AND POWERFUL COMPARED TO OTHER'S IN THE CAST#like when surge saw silver come in casually carrying a large object and she got nervous THAT'S WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT#THIS MAN CAN BE A THREAT.#okay rant over DHDNDNDB
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Honestly, I'm very excited to find out what happened to Caleb and Beau, but specifically because Ludinus's current status is WILD for Caleb's epilogue in particular. It means his boyfriend is basically free and clear of everyone who has explicit material knowledge of the deal he made. It means the goal he planned to dedicate his life to is basically complete within six years. It means that virtually no one left on the Assembly cares much what kinds of changes he makes to Soltryce from here on out.
Ludinus is on the moon and probably not coming back, given the general expectations of the heroic fantasy genre, and the rest of it is a whole lot of "not Caleb's problem".
What does this man even do with the rest of his life?
#also who succeeded vess. this is the real question. no one in that role isn't fucking evil.#I'm just thinking about it. I don't imagine they'll have the same kind of time in the one-shot to go through epilogues again but like.#I do hope there's a lil bit. I wanna know what caleb does knowing that this massive problem is no longer a problem for him.#I am admittedly also presuming that margolin was implicated in or at least disgraced by the scourger shit cuz like#that's just not an easy thing to claim you knew nothing about lmfao#and fuck 'im#but like. the rest of the group is just. whatever yanno. but does caleb keep pushing? idk#I think he should get to be headmaster he'd be great at that#but then I am a caleb as magical headmaster truther so#ANYWAY I just want to see it. I wanna see what caleb looks like when he has absolute freedom before him.#it's WHAT HE DESERVES DAMMIT.#critical role#caleb widogast
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I think the thing that grinds my gears about the Queerbait™️ discussion of Nandermo outside of every other point I've already beaten to death is that people keep acting like having Nandermo leave off without Explicit Physical and Verbal On Screen Confirmation They're Fucking (never mind the lore implications as to why they never did that are also canon, that's a whole other post) is answering "they won't" to a Will They Won't They situation.
Like... they didn't. They're still a Will They Won't They. That's the point. That's the joy in leaving the show open ended with the message of "our lives all go on after this and you don't get to see it". It's fun. Imagining what happens with them is fun.
And like, Paul Simms said for years that not only does he not write (as the showrunner!! btw!!) Nandermo to be what people typically see as Romantic while still emphasizing that YES they are in love, yes they are partners, yes they are fucked up and codependent, but that also he loved their dynamic so much that he never wanted to ruin it one way or another. Like, their fucked up little codependency IS the point, that's why they're so unique and charming, and he didn't have to (canonically!!) write in that the two of them had feelings for each other, but he did, because he knew That's What It Is. Because they're a dumb little queer and unconventional love story.
#vampire shower thought of the day I guess#I feel like I make one of these posts a month but as a writer too I'm like. PS is not the enemy you guys want to make him??#you guys wanna have a scapegoat for your own inability to accept that media doesn't have to cater to your expectations to still be valid#also i think a lot about how glenn talks about dennis and mac in sunny and how when he got asked about it recently he was like#'i think it's funnier if they don't ever address it yanno?'#and he's right!!! it is funny!!! because everyone can clearly see they're a married couple and they have So Many Issues#idk asjkdhasjkd#like again yes yes i'm aro aligned in how I think about stuff but also like#that's still valid man idk what to tell you
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#can i yap for a moment#im extremely sleepy but im feeling very upset and mad and confused#also lowkey questioning whether me feeling all that is justified or if i am overreacting#anyway#made out w a boy tonight#and he wanted to go to his place#and i was like no i wanna stay and dance with my girlies#and he gets upset??#asking why i'd kiss him if i don't wanna hook up and i said i just wanna have fun?#made me feel so stupid#that anger in me led to a little fight with another boy (who was unfortunately very cute) and i just wanted to punch him#i just hate when boys think they're so superior#so i argued with this stupid but hot man#until an ex? friend shows up and he was pretty drunk just yapping about things#anyway he basically told me he'd like to rekindle our friendship#but not in a heyy haven't talked in so long let's meet up again#it was in a heyy let's hang out again got a new big car and moved out of my parent's house 😋#which gave me the ick bc that's why we aren't friends anymore and i told him no multiple times#and got sad bc he was one of my closest friends#anyway and then we left the party#this guy pulls me aside the parking lot#and i was so embarrassed bc there were so many people and they were all looking and i could already see people gossiping about it#and i just wanted to die#and then he just CONFESSES??#gives me flowers and all which is saur saur cute#but i legit have zero feelings for him </3#and have commitment issues and have never been in a relationship and don't wanna be in one#actually grosses me out thinking about relationships </3#the confession was so random and i kinda lost another friendship? even tho i wouldn't rlly consider him a friend we just share sum classes#but yeah boys are so stupid and confusing and i dunno how and why i get myself into these situations :') m sorry just needed to rant </3
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(dress ref)
there's aus where u try to recreate the "effect" of a character's personality and behavior through an alternative "cause", and then there's this shit where i Just think umm well personally wolfwood being down to kill for vash is hot and it's a bummer vash doesn't think so too, but what if an au where he does ?
it's not a true "villain" vash au, basically it goes that vash decided to stick it out with knives in the hopes he could mitigate the damage knives planned to do to mankind, and it's worked for the most part-- at the expense of vash taking on much of knives' ire himself. this vash is even more isolated than in canon, unable to meet the standard knives enforces for what a god is supposed to look like, and constantly concerned with appeasing knives: dressing and styling his hair in a way that doesn't annoy him, talking very little, always offering compromises that put himself at a disadvantage
it's a wholly bad deal, up until the eye (yeah i'm blending stuff from other triguns in even tho it's a 98 au lol) offer vash their latest up-and-coming disciple to protect and serve him directly, though the "protecting" thing ends up being extremely mutual. wolfwood is the first bright spot in vash's life in a hundred years, and he's not going to allow anybody to take that away
#trigun#trigun anime#trigun fanart#vash#vash the stampede#wolfwood#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#shared devotions au#<- in case i ever draw it again lol. it's an abba reference cuz abba is delightful villain music fhdhdjdj#literally my motivations here was just. i wanna see a situation where wolfwood has to do something fucked up for vash#and instead of vash proselytizing and projecting his trauma at him vash is like. Oh. you really do care for me don't you.#and EQUALLY AS MUCH SO i need vash covered in someone else's blood having thrashed a fucker for getting near wolfwood fhdhdjdjjs#wolfwood can have a lil religious moment realizing how much this traumatized godthing loves him. as little a treat.#love drawing vash's hair all fucked up as a visual representation of his decaying mental state dhfkgdkf#also love vash and knives' opposing color schemes and what you could interpret about their self-perceptions from that alone <3
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when max is depressed we know something's wrong because lucas says with his words that he knows something's wrong but when mike is depressed we don't think anything of it because will's right next to him rolling his eyes about how stupid straight people are
#briony babbles#1) don't assume people's sexualities#I recently saw this from my family members#reacting like !!!!!!! to a girl they know... also like girls?#'oh wow I didn't see that coming' yeah that's because you don't think girls liking girls is normal#so it's sad to see queer people do the same thing bc you KNOW irl queer people act like will#2) I get it romance is stupid people who aren't queer at all and having all these stupid rules for engaging in it are especially stupid#but I listen to my sister talk about her boy drama because I care about her#and it's not just 'how to get them together' it's 'how to help her feel better'#I'm not 15 so maybe I'm being unfair with my wisdom that will doesn't have because he is 15 but like#if I see someone I love people pleasing and feeling like they owe someone a romantic relationship because they're too empathetic#I tell them they should consider working on their boundaries#because I want them to be with someone who makes them truly happy#and then with mike it's just ASSUMING that it's el in THAT WAY#when the only relationship advice he wants to hear is that it's okay to break up with el and still be friends#because he can't lose her again#and ONCE AGAIN he is NOT STRAIGHT#assuming things is stupid! even if he WAS straight but he wasn't happy in the relationship it would be okay to go back to being friends!#mike's problems are just as individual-specific and difficult to understand for his friends as max's are#especially because they won't just say it#but max gets lucas who tries so hard to understand without being told#and mike tries so hard to tell will without saying it outright and will keeps not hearing him#i'm sorry i wasn't there 'it's not your fault' no 'i disappeared' no no you didn't! i just didn't look hard enough. but i see you now#fanon won't tell you this but the point of byler s4 is for *will* to prove that he's good enough for *mike*#mike already did that by being the best bf in the world before they were even dating for the first 2 seasons of the show#saved will's life twice and y'all wanna act like mike doesn't deserve him. shut the fuck up
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Thinking about how in purgatory....They split Bad off from his closer relationships with people by having them in different teams (Max, Bagi and Etoiles in Green gay ninjas, Foolish and Baghera in Bolas). How Bad's only close friend that was in the same team as him was Aypierre and then he ends up with Aypierre as his cellmate too < 3
#Also when I say Bad's only close friend - I mean like in terms of BEFORE purgatory#he and aypierre were pretty good friends and still remained good friends after it#pre-purgatory obviously Bad's connections with Pac and Tubbo weren't the best#their relationships got better after purgatory < 3 which I'm grateful for#while Tina and Bad are friends - I wouldn't say they're as close as Bad and Pierre? if that makes sense#It's not like Bad wasn't on friendly terms with other members in soulfire like Pol or Niki or Lenay but again - it's more referring to#someone closer to him#bug testers#game breakers#qsmp purgatory#tagging for purgatory for those that don't wanna see it#qsmp aypierre#badboyhalo#I'm just happy that Aypierre and Bad get paired off together < 3
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who raised you, sir? why does MAWS slade insist on starting bitch fights with literally ever person he comes across at all times? why is he physically incapable of being polite or even just not being a dick? why is he beefing with someone who looks more like his comics version than he does? i love him.
#personal#my adventures with superman#maws comic#'peachy keen' this man was not raised right#someone was not responsible when it came to his upbringing because why are you behaving like this#is waller the ONLY person he hasn't been an ass to in canon so far???#god again: he needs to be married. someone with this characterization NEEDS to be married and a father.#like you know how it's great that bruce wayne is this big ball of issues and self hatred and fear and is The Night#but he's also a devoted father to like ten million children#you know how that's just really good because it feels like it shouldn't work but it does#this slade being married is like that#i know he has someone who matches his freak i wanna see addie be just as amoral and boss him around#i want their sicko for sicko gitmo marriage and they don't even have to be divorced cuz the eye is already gone#even without the attempted child murder
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finally unlocked maid blade's intimacy rooms and i just. i gotta say. i am very pleased. SO VERY pleased. excellent, everywhere, all around, fantastic loved it start to finish (i got a little worried in the middle bc distressed blade gnaws at my sympathetic heart chamber) but now i am filled with new images and new appreciation for big floofy skirts and blade's adorable master-pleasing ways
#i've had him since the original classy affair idk why it took so long to unlock him#oh. i know why. FEAR OF RESOURCE SCARCITY *clutches all my keys to mine bosom*#but now that my hoarding instincts have amassed enough key riches... i can afford to unlock more rooms and chars#i don't have to stress and try to decide who will be unlocked via store shards or room-only keys#i can just... unlock whomever i wanna unlock! wow!!#now i'm only limited by the insane slow drip of intimacy point gift giving1!!!!!#throws dozens of eiden dolls at blade every 5.3 hours#it accidentally coincided with... maid day? whatever that is?#so i unlocked it. then i got to see eiden in a maid dress AGAIN for funsies. DOUBLE MAID! QUADRUPLE MAID (topper included now)#ugh. maid on maid action. too good. we need more of this flavour. thank u blade for your 800 genders and lack of gender simultaneously#blade would also bottom if you ask nicely and *claps* I! LOVE!! THE RANGE!!!!#me with no previous attachment or particular fondness for the maid aesthetic:#*cocks gun* I DON'T CARE WHAT GENDER U ARE. PUT ON THE MAID DRESS
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I also think the dsmp kinda talks about empathy. The characther rarely put themself in others shoes to see the things through their airs. Actual empathy it's undertanding why someone thinks the way they thing and putting youself in their shoes. A lot of the characthers dont do that. With c!dream no one ever put themself in his shoes, they all see him and go "well I'd have do this in your place and so you should do the way I think it should happen" showing a lack of empathy and more a attempt to justified their view on this person and hear their opinions of him repeated back. And the ones who do are "good" and the ones who dont "bad". The prison arc it's the extreme point of this I think, while exile shows cdream's own lack of empathy for ctommy I think prison arc shows this in a more extreme level in how csam and cquackity talk about cdream.
That's why for me it's not a coincidence that ctommy, someone who wanted to undertand cdream before but more to support his vision of him, is forced to literally put himself in cdream shoes. That's the first time he could actually feel empathy for him. He undertood that cdream it's not him and the reasons for why he did what did might not have been good but that's not the thing, the thing it's that they were good for him and he thought that's the solution and ctommy undertanding that's how cdream saw the world and trying to talk him about it and make him see his methods werent good. In that moment, true empathy was showed and that's a thing that lacked on the characthers of that server bc everyone was so focused on themselfs and never tried to think in how others think and feel until it was too late.
Sorry for the long paragraph, I really like to talk about this thing with the lore
God yeah the empathy stuff is so so interesting, especially considering that cc!Dream stopped streaming from his character's POV, which kind of like...forcibly cuts c!Dream off from the audience. Which makes his character harder to empathize with, I'd argue, because you're no longer able to see the story from his perspective the way you can with other characters. Super fascinating move. IIRC cc!Dream said he did that because he was already a big creator and wanted to give smaller creators the spotlight (i could be wrong, feel free to fact-check this as you see fit) but like...regardless of what his intent was, he cuts c!Dream's POV out of the narrative more or less right as c!Dream starts pivoting to a more antagonistic (or i guess antagonist-adjacent, in some ppl's view) role in the story.
#i think about this so much#tbh i need to rewatch some streams and maybe type up a long ass annoying post about it#just to get it outta my system lmao#asks#oh also#I wanna clarify that when I say “antagonistic role” I don't mean to say /I/ view him as the story's antagonist#what I mean is that there was observably a shift when a whole bunch of viewers started seeing/characterizing him as an antagonist#whiiiiiich IIRC was right around the time cc!dream stopped streaming on the server#again. i need to double check this
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honestly monster next door is everything i've been begging for for big for YEARS like i don't think you'd understand the importance of this drama to me and probably to big too really like i'm just rambling right now because i can't put it into words probably but big deserves this and i hope this is just the beginning of his success & recognition because it's what he deserves after not being recognised for so long
#lex waffles#i think only really jane can understand how i'm feeling right now#because we've both been wanting this so badly for him#and god is it worth it#<- pun not intended#drama ramblings#like his potential in my mate match that went unrecognised in that shit ass company for so long#having to see him suffer through bad plots & being the third point of the triangle 😭#and god ryu was so important to me as a role like i love him dearly and he's the character that introduced me to big & got me into editing#again but god god is just something else i love him so much#(also side note this is why i say don't judge my favourite dramas on the ones i gif because sometimes i don't gif the dramas i adore)#(tho i do really wanna gif mnd i just haven't yet figured out /what/ to gif)
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"Just be careful. My dad loves you but he'll stick a knife right in your back and sever your spine!"
#cbs matlock#matlock reboot#matlock 01x04#matlock spoilers#julian markston#jason ritter#not him looking out for olympia in small ways again...#that man just wants his family to be happy#i don't think i wanna see him be sad or lash out... let's just stay here!#not his face when matty intercepts him...#he's like ''uh... i definitely love my wife a normal amount''#the way he opens the box of his father's stuff is so extra lol(also bonus olympia in the gif... idk i love her reaction)#i do mean ''love'' in both a platonic and romantic way#i feel like you can see skye/olympia try not to laugh or smile in the second to last gif and i love seeing it tbh#also... JULIAN WHAT ELSE ARE YOU HIDING??#i don't think he's necessarily trying to get back with her tbh... he just wants to be there for her
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Update 3: drove the asshole home bc I was so sure he was fr gonna die if he drove himself lmao. Poor dude looked so miserable, like bro was either holding back while we were working or he got worse the second he was able to relax, bc there wasn't a single moment of silence the whole drive back, dude was just curled up in the passenger’s seat shivering and being so fucking symptomatic. Like he was doing that thing where you basically cough all of the air out of your lungs then doing that rattly little inhale and then repeating, like it was Not Good 😬 0/10, hated being there to experience that in person, I was horrified, I want all of that to stay in audio recordings where it can't hurt me lmao. And he wasn’t sneezing a ton, but when he did, he stifled them until I told him to quit it bc the last thing he needs is a fucking ear infection on top of whatever the hell is already wrong with him, and even when he stopped, he was so congested that they sounded kinda stifled anyway 😭 like it's all objectively hot and I would've loved it had I just read it and not experienced it first hand, but unfortunately I'm a massive germaphobe and had to sit three feet away from this guy all damn day. So I bleached the hell out of my car and scrubbed myself down in the shower three times and I still don't feel like anything is clean enough, but I'm tired so it's gonna have to do for now lmao
#this is kinda snz kink ain't it?#i might shower again before i go to bed idk lmao#OH ALSO important to note#he was stifling with his fingers so he was getting that shit all over his hands i was like IN MY CAR????? fucking horrific#again it's objectively hot but not when it's in front of me 😭#i hope y'all are enjoyjng this at least bc I'm not lmao i was trying not to pass away the whole day#like i feel so bad bc i consider my partner a friend so obviously i care about him and wanna help#but at the same time i literally can't train my disgust reaction out of me#I'm fucking weird when it comes to who I'm more okay with being around when they might be sick#like if he wasn't my usual partner or if he was just some random coworker i wouldn't have given him a ride#like i did it scared but i still did it lmao#anyway#i told him to text me tomorrow so i know he's not dead and to call if he needs anything#so we'll see what comes of that#and i will be passing away if he gets me sick so stay tuned for that#knock on wood i haven't been sick since i was 13 and I'm almost 22 now#and last time i was sick i had strep and bronchitis at the same time so that wasn't good#but other than that it's just been allergy flare ups#so other than the vaccine reactions i genuinely don't remember what it's like to actually be sick#so let's hope i just manage to avoid it 😭#partner posting
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