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I keep seeing TikTok’s of squid game marauders and it’s making me so excited that I feel like I should just post the first chapter of the squid game AU fic I’m writing…
Edit: first chapter is uploaded! The fic is called ‘Flags and Labyrinths’ and I’m weirdly nervous about it
#marauders#long marauders fic#marauders fanfiction#squid game#jegulus#wolfstar#remus x sirius#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#regulus black#dorcas meadowes#marlene mckinnon#marauders headcanon#jegulus fanfiction#wolfstar fanfiction#fanfic writing#hp marauders#hp fanfic#hp fandom#marauders fandom#marauders era#fanfiction#i’m excited#i wanna post it so bad#but I’ve only written one chapter#it’s a long chapter but#currently writing chapter two#anyway
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Me and the first chapter of a new fic that is sitting in my AO3 drafts like
#am i insufficiently kinglike?#i wanna post it so bad#but the second chapter isn't done yet and i don't want to post it before i have that finished but also. motivation perhaps???#it's post-canon JayVik recovery and mutual disability fic#because I don't think we explore enough how Jayce becoming disabled shifts his entire perspective/deepens his understanding of Viktor#or how it would shift VIKTOR'S response to Jayce#BLaBH
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Omg…..omg u guys wouldn’t it be sooo funny if I posted about my three, yes THREE (but it’s technically four ig) seduce me self insert sonas + lore dump for like maybe 2/3rds of them….omggg…that would b sooooooo crazy.. heh.. ha! ….
#smto#seduce me demon war#seducemetheotome#demon of lilith#seducemetheotome2demonwar#seduce me the complete story#seduce me the otome#otome#self insert#text post#i wanna post it so bad#but i must resist#until it’s finished
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To all my fanfic writers that post on Ao3, has the Ao3 curse been placed on you or are yall still enjoying life? I am asking this question because I wanna post my fanfics on there but I’m actually kinda scared and don’t want my life to start crumbling like a mazapan 😭 so please let me know!
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hrgh i really wanna post my art here but i'm gatekeeping it from art theives
#my art#ughghghgh#i wanna post it so bad#you have no idea#the voices#the urges#i'm screaming#i need a lobotomy#probably
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There’s SO MUCH OC x Canon stuff I wanna post but I’m afraid it won’t get picked up as much.
Then again, a huge chunk of my art posts don’t get picked up as often, so fuck it we ball, ig.
#radarrambles#oc x canon#I wanna post it so bad#gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#I WANNA POST IT#AGGAGDBFIDNWIFBDMSJBDF
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Pausing my pain and tears just to appreciate the beauty of Mel and her makeup look 😍
#I wanna recreate it so bad!!! 😍😍😍#it will probably look terrible but I'll still try!!!#arcane#arcane spoilers#mel medarda#guya posts
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Stares at the last TWOOS drabble like
#nattering about nothing#I WANNA POST IT SO BAD#BUT I KNOW IT'S BETTER TO WAIT#I NEED A DISTRACTION 😭
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Drew a bunch of Marinettes in a bunch of different artists styles it was a lot of fun!!
Artists who's styles I mimicked: @buggachat @hamsternamedmarinette @ladybeug @sabertoothwalrus and @anna-scribbles all epic artists 🤟😎
#my art#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#style mimic#sorry for the @s btw#yall should go follow those artists if you dont already also#this was sort of inspired by a post the three artists on the top row made#i think they all got together and drew with one another#which is really cool#but i was genuinely confused because i mimic styles a lot#and ive seen others do it too so i was just like#wow they really know each others styles really well#until i thought about it and read their posts some more#style mimicking is really freaking fun and i think its really good practice#and a good way to explore other ways of doing things#like you really have to learn new techniques and get out of your comfort zone#also anna scribbles i could not find a recent pic of marinette in her main outfit#so thats the only marinette i drew in different clothes cuz i couldnt find a more recent ref of you drawing it#anna scribble marinette has privileges thats the others dont#but ye#i also threw my own style in there as a frame of reference to what me draw like#ive drawn marinette before just not in a loooong while#sabertooth walrus was the hardest for me to mimic cuz they have a broad range in their style#so its like which sabertooth do i wanna be in this pic#Buggachat has such a distinct style thats very clean and consistent which is amazing so they were easy#being easy or hard arent bad things either it also has to do with like styles meeting up with one another#buggachats and mine arent too too different in some shapes and aspects#so yeah itd be easier plus they drew marinette like 3 sec ago so i have more recent of a ref#as opposed to sabertooth who i have a recent ref of ladybug but not marinette so we got two diff styles in one
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when you get engulfed by a space-time anomaly and it forces you into therapy for the greater good
#upd8#hsbc upd8#homestuck upd8#hurly art#hey y'allll im backkkkk#also made some other accounts for this one! hooray!#on instagram it's hurlyburlytopsyturvy same as tumblr#but on twitter its hurlyburlytt (it didn't fit lol)#it's cuz i want to post some sketch dumps and i think insta'll be good for it#follow me on either if you wanna yeeeehawww#anyway i have some catching up to do but i had to make smth for the vriska therapy arc#i won't spoil too much but like in the last chapter i was so glad they addressed THAT vriska#literally the beginning of closure for me goddamn#ngl one of the reasons i haven't posted was because of this other piece im drawing#and a perspective thing in it literally pissed me off so bad i couldn't draw for like months lmao#hom3stuck#homestuck art#homestuck fanart#vriska serket#homestuck vriska#hs vriska#vriska fanart#hs#hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck#homestuck^2 upd8
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BABY FACE BABY FACE!!!!!!!! KSDJDHG LFFKL WHY IS HE SUCH A CUTIE PATOOTIE
embarrassingly long ramble and wintersberg drawing below the cut:
lmao, I finished the GG playthrough of re8 the other day and uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
anyway yeah. Don't even know what to write about it cuz it sorta overtook me with no warning, and idk shit about resident evil but here we are.
I read mushrooms and magnets on ao3, i did the frowned upon thing and went straight to most kodo-ed (i KNOW it's wrong but i didn't feel like searching!! I just wanted to Read. If I stick around any longer I WILL read other things too), and I feel like that's probably a rite of passage in the ethan/heisenberg wing of this fandom. Blasted through it in like 3 days. Anyway, like, 3 quarters through it I realized I never took it upon myself to see what ethan looks like? I just assumed he had Typical White Guy Face, which yeah, he does, but after an image search.... I never realized he had such a baby face skjdgf sksjfh PRETTY BOY PRETTY BOY
So then I drew him. And I drew heisenberg too, although I need more practice with him. Plus I think I got gassed out for the night, after drawing ethan. it's really hot and it can be hard to remember how to draw for fun after doing so many commissions.
One of my go to drawing visions is one character in profile, and the other character all up in their face in a pseudo profile, 3/4, tilted angle. And idk why I keep doing that, because I fuck it up at least half the time. Ethan looks good here, heisenberg does Not. I need better references of him. Seriously, if someone has a karl heisenberg folder on their phone with a crap ton of pictures of his face from different angles, PLEASE send me some. I need a clear one of him in profile. All the ones on google have his face obscured by his hat, glasses, both, and he's always in dark lighting. Ironic that the one who's face you never see has better reference pictures.
Kinda considering doing a GG animated for the moment where ethan's like "I just want to fix my daughter!" and arin (as heisenberg) says "uh, she's in four pieces," because it cracked me up so damn hard. His voice is so dumb. I love him.
This came outta nowhere but hahaha oh well, my interests change on the wings of the wind (wings of the wind = what the grumps are uploading)
#WHY am i typing so much aaahhhh someone make me stop#feeling manic this tuesday#someone help dsjgfkhjgjfdkj#I just wanna get over my fear of posting things that look bad#so take this#re8#ethan winters#karl heisenberg#lord heisenberg#ethan x heisenberg#wintersberg#resident evil#resident evil fanart#resident evil village#sketchbook
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I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry.
I didn't mean to be like that. I don't want to act this way.
I'm sorry I can't communicate. I'm sorry that I try and push you away. I'm sorry. I just want you with me.
I'm sorry that I can't say that to you. I'M SORRY.
I'm so fucking sorry please don't leave me?
I know I'm hard to love. I KNOW.
I don't want to be like this.
I promise I am trying to change.
I promise I can act normal.
Please?
#mental health#vent blog#depressing shit#vent post#relationship#boyfriend#i wanna relapse so bad#actually bpd#bpd favorite person#bpd vent#bpd thoughts#bpd#borderline problems#actually borderline#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#borderline#sorry
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Now that the post is over 10k and my notes are straight-up unusable...
One thing I wish I'd spelled out more explicitly in the original post because I see this point getting lost on a lot of rebloggers who don't understand why the healthcare thing was such a big deal is like
The subtext I thought would be understood bc I lived back then but apparently has been lost today is that making sure queer employees and their partners had healthcare in the early 90s meant Disney was paying for a lot of AIDS treatment.
This is one reason fundie Christians were so upset and queer employees were so grateful. It's one reason why it was such a controversial decision. It was a major talking point amongst my family, who believed back then that AIDS was a punishment from God.
(Some still do, I think. We don't talk.)
I keep seeing people saying that Disney only chose that option "because of their bottom line" and it's like??? Were you listening??? Disney has been paying for that decision for literally decades, but they've stood by it.
Like... the 90s weren't like now! It wasn't profitable to cater to the queer population of the country back then. They weren't raking in money with this.
It's in no way a perfect company but I fully believe in criticizing people for the specific things they do wrong and praising them for the specific things they do right. Disney has fucked copyright, monopoly, and labor laws and I'm not about to defend that. But they are well known in FL for being friendly to both queer people and disabled people, and that is unambiguously a good thing.
(Like side note, I could talk about Disney and accessibility for days. I have traveled extensively while disabled and no one does it like Disney.)
I've had people reblogging the post like "I straight-up don't believe Disney is an industry leader in equal protections for queer employees" and it's like ??? do you think I just pulled this out of my ass? If you want more information, go look it up! You'll see that this is well-established history. It's not my fault y'all don't read! :|
#I know I know#having a post go viral on tumblr is always a blessing and a curse#I'm happy that the word is getting out to so many people#I genuinely thought this history was more well-known than apparently it is#especially with younger users#but when your post starts doing numbers you have to start dealing with people who always wanna deal with ideas in bad faith#cw:#disney#homophobia#aids
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streamer!shouto who gets a knock at his door. seconds after you open the door, immediately a small smile grows onto his face. you smile back, and a plate of cut up mango appears from behind the door with you. you raise a brow, "mango ?" you ask, voice slightly muffled from chewing your own slice.
shouto nods and scoots back, readjusting in his chair "one second, chat. my girlfriend brought me some mangoes." he rolls backwards in his chair until his body is turned to you, you pad over softly quickly waving hi to the camera, the chat excitedly flits past to send you greetings and waves. "cut you some mangoes." you explain.
"i see that, thank you." shouto snorts quietly when he sees you reaching for another piece from the plate you'd made for him. "i also see you're also enjoying some."
"i cut you some, i take a few slices--think it's a pretty fair exchange." you nod. shouto laughs, no doubt the chat is losing it at the simple sound, you can guess you'll see a clip of it on your timeline in a few minutes from now.
he hums in agreement and shouto takes the plate from your hands, offering you another quiet 'thank you' before turning back to the camera and showing off his plate, adjusting the angle so you could perfectly see the little pieces you'd cut up, you giggle quietly as he shows them off to the camera "you guys see that ?" he asks for safe measure. you wave the fork you brought in the air and he catches it in his peripheral, taking it from you with a third thank you and adding "she even brought me a fork." you laugh a bit louder.
you make your way to leave and your boyfriend perks up, "you're leaving already ?" and he almost sounds like you'd kicked him, almost bats his eyelashes at you.
"mhm, you're busy streaming."
shouto shakes his head, cheek puffed by the fruit in his mouth " it's fine, chat said they wanna see you. they always ask about you y'know ?" he leans back, wordlessly making space in his lap for you. you shyly make your way to him, snuggling into him and finding a nice spot. "yn's staying with us for a bit so behave, guys." his hand finds a nice dip in your lower back as his runs his hands up and down.
he pricks another piece of mango onto his fork, his eyes skimming over the rapidly moving texts "no you can't have a bite, these are for me. sorry." you snort loudly when shouto hands you the piece still hanging from his fork expectantly in the same breath.
#random streamer sho thought i had i love streamer sho#i wanna do a streamer suki really bad now...sigh drools#shouto todoroki#todoroki shouto x reader#todoroki shoto x reader#shoto x reader#shoto x you#shoto todoroki x you#shoto x y/n#todoroki x reader#todoroki shoto x y/n#todoroki shouto x you#shouto todoroki x reader#shoto todoroki x reader#shouto x reader#lil drabble :D#cash drabbles !#short n' sweet#!!#theres mistakes probs so will fix later jus wanted to post !
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someone put a gun to my head and fucking kill me i’m sick and tired of this shit
#real#this is so real#bpd#bpd thoughts#my writing#writing#bpd vent#cannibalcore#cannibalposting#borderline blog#borderline personality disorder#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd feels#thoughts#sad thoughts#vent post#vent vent vent#personal vent#i wanna cvt#i wanna kms#i wanna die#i wanna cry#i wanna relapse so bad
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it's the gemaversary so leo gets to go off, as a special treat.
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( next update is already available on patreon! )
#sure fuck it ill post an update#why not itll be fun hahahahaha#you know when like you wanna draw so bad but drawing is so hard and painful? gosh and golly#i am very busy and eepy but ; w ; we will still make things#rottmnt#gemini au#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#tmnt#tmnt 2k18#tmnt 2018#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#rottmnt disaster twins#rottmnt leo#rottmnt au#rottmnt separated au#rottmnt comic#rottmnt fandom#rise donnie#rise donatello#rise disaster twins#fidgetwing
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