#i wanna lay down and cry
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fuck meeee one of my flatmates locked Both Doors when he went to work and now i'm locked outside in the storm with no idea when my other flatmate gets back 🙃🙃🙃
#i thought i had my keys in my backpack but they're apparently in my other bag#and i didn't really stress about it since one of the doors is basically Never locked since the handle is Fucked#but noooo the day i Actually Forget my keys is the day my flatmate actually locks it kill me kill me kill me#im wet and cold and hungry and i really need to pee#and instead of telling me when she's getting back my other flatmate is just repeatedly calling me a loser like thanks dude#really needed that rn#i wanna lay down and cry#does fish make noise??
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Just finished Bedtime story
Man I am not fucking okay what the fuck!!!
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Two chapters ago i was okay. Two chapters ago we got baby Gumi
WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKK
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timbern interconnected fates but not like by chance but like bernard wrestling with destiny to make sure he gets to have tim in his life
#bear who lost time for years and fucking army crawled his way into getting him back#bear who hung around wayne ent events in the hope that he'd just happen to run into tim and they'd reconnect#bernard dowd who looked fate in the eye and said 'fuck you. tim is my happy ending and if you wanna take that away you're gonna have to#fight me for it'#and tim drake who once he knew what he wanted got tag teamed into the smackdown#tim drake who will crawl through dimensions to get back to bear#tim drake who takes better precautions on patrols now because he's got his bear to come home to now and he'll be damned if he#ever makes bear cry tears over his sorry ass again#tim drake who looks fate in the and says 'i dont care how many times you put a hit on me. i'll come back to him every time.'#bernard dowd#tim drake#timbern#timber#the idea of bernard's love being stronger than a universe that had really no plans of putting him and tim back together again makes me#wanna sob. he loved tim so much that it rewrote their narratives. i need to go lay down
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thought about them again </3
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I felt sad
#killer sans#sans au#something new sans#sigh#sorry just wanted to at least doodle something after the lack of any artworks as of late#great now watch me start rambling in rhe tags#i love how when someone feels like shit their first thought is to drag their fav character down w them#basically what im doing rn#i need to reply to my rps what am i doing#aaaaaaaaaaa#panicks in lowercase#but i wanna draw too...#BUT AT THE SAME TIME I NEED TO STUDY....??#AUGH I HATE THIS#crying#sorry killer#(not really)#but if i have ti suffer you're going down w me#as i say while i rp killer angst w a bestie#mentally punches the wall#im not okay#fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck#i already want to throw myself in a hole#and never crawl out#i just want to lay down in peace#mizu art
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okay, so i'm a musician and i've fallen in love with ghost pretty recently. and their harmonies and chord progressions just drive me crazy. and there i was at home, just fooling around with my keyboard and trying out their songs, and i decided to play the "life eternal" melody with this music box tone... and i started to imagine imperator holding baby copia for the first time after giving birth... and nihil simply unaware of his newly born child........
#ghost bc#ghost band#copia#papa emeritus iv#emeritus iv#sister imperator#i wanna lay down and just cry for the next six weeks thank you#the band ghost#cardinal copia#cardi c#papa iv#shitghosting#papa nihil
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"And when they see the truth... They'll hate you as much as you hate yourself."
AHH SORRY FOR THE CRAPPY QUALITY I SAVED THIS FROM MY OLD COMPUTER :((
#omori fanart#omori hero#omori kel#omori aubrey#omori truth#omori makes me wanna lay down and cry#i was so proud of this too why did they have to munch on the quality#digital art#digital fanart#omori art#omori fandom
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u shouldnt listen to people who tell you that it's good to be somewhat inconsolably miserable and hurting a lot so you can push yourself to do things to take care of yourself. every single therapist (and physical therapist) I've seen has told me the same thing: baby steps. take fucking baby steps. small achievable goals. if someone is telling you that it's good for you to suffer a lot and push through it they're probably [redacted] lol. if you are wanting to befriend yourself, a friend wouldn't want you to be suffering so much for them, truly
#personal opinion but. yeah#theres a rlly popular post thats saying its self care to be hurting a fucking lot and crying just to do dishes#hot take. i dont think that actually good for you#like. it makes sense if its hard and difficult and painful but like. not a whole fucking lot that youre supremely miserable??#if you wanna be a friend to yourself. think about how much you want your friend to be suffering#the [redacted] is christian and sure enough i was right#dont listen to christians who tell you that suffering is good for u trust me it gets taken way too far#despite my poor experiences with professionals they actually went to school for this#goobabble#vis a vis dishes just do a couple#clean a small part of your room#run a soapy washcloth over your pits and ass#sit up from bed then lay back down#stand in the bathroom#just hang out in front of the sink#baby steps!
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#I hate it when looking at art makes me wanna lay down my pen for good and just curl up and cry#cause how can I ever create anything as beautiful#of course I try to turn this feeling into something productive instead#supporting other artists and letting them inspire me#but I still would love if I could just stop feeling like this altogether#sorry that i keep venting like this#been struggling a lot mentally and I just... feel a little lost rn#holding on! but... you know how it is
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Feeling so so fucking sick to my tummy :(
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why is my mental health not mental healthing 😐
#I don't wanna cry anymore#they can't hurt me if I self sabotage first your honor 😮💨☝️#my old stuffed toy doesn't work either 😭#chat am i cooked#I wanna be a fairy and live happily ever after in a pretty green forest with a cottagecore aesthetic and a bunch of other fairies around#haha am I still sexy while laying down in my depression room? 😏#at least I got my nails done!#(crying)#pretty nails to fight my depression#that and the numbers in my card 😋
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Can someone come cuddle me? Please?
Im in severe need of some positive physical contact 😫
#i wanna just lay down with someone#put on bobs burgers#smoke a couple#if someone made me a grilled cheese sandwich id cry right now
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1 oneshot graced by Taliesin playing Kingsley Tealeaf is simply not enough, I need to see how hot and divine he looks 7 years later on his throne in Darktow, want to see him finally go on that journey, "to visit and learn," King retracing all the steps of the Mighty Nein's quest until he's finally ready to reunite with them again--
#aGONY#think of how we her molly/king so briefly and how hes the only one of all the nein we didnt get to see in the present yet and like#just wanna lay down and cry--#cr please....let me see the circus man again soon i miss him so badly :((
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Genuinely feels like I'm just not built to hold down a job for more than like 2 months max before my entire body and mental state begins breaking down
#like yeah i managed at the dmv but then they cut the position i was in entirely#so now to do the same shit you have to also do a different more stressful job#and you need to have like 11 college degrees and 30 years experience#and everywhere else thinks sitting down should be illegal apparently#i can hardly get myself to do shit i like half the time much less like. chores and shit#vent#ahhh the struggles of the low support needs autistic.#like i just wanna have a job that Doesnt have me crying before sleep because i have to wokr tomorrow. yk#i just wanna work somewhwre thst Doesnt make me wanna lay down and nwvwr get back up
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I love my cat sm
#💭 — ⌗nervo rambles . ★#tw vent#putting that there .....#but I went down a negative spiral and whenever I do that gender dysphoria kicks my ass#and Tuxiedo wasn't on my bed so all I could do was hold on to my plush and cry#but I felt him come and jump up on my bed from my window#and I turned around and he pretty much immediately came to lay on my chest#ik that he doesn't know something/someone putting weight on my chest rlly helps me when I get like this#(it helps with me not feeling hyper aware of my chest and is just a general comfort thing for me that rlly only my cat does)#but just having him do that comforted me a whole lot#and since he got off I'm just hugging said plush to my chest to try and help#which it does#but it's also led to me not being able to move even an inch bc I always get hyper aware of my chest#It always happens#I stay frozen when it gets rlly bad and I just just wanna throw up my insides and rip my hair out sometimes and I just hold my plush close#too much? probably#I get kinda violent to myself with my thoughts#very gorey would not recommend#but I'm not gonna say them in detail here#but yeah Tuxiedo getting up and comforting me was rlly nice#I love him :33#and my bad for getting negative on main fellas 🙏🙏#need to shower but who knows if that'll make my current horrendous gender dysphoria worse#(it will bc I have to look at myself in the mirror every time I go to get in the shower and I get sick just looking at myself)#also Over & Over by Rio Romeo rlly had to start playing during this 💀💀#“Over and over I fuck myself over” lyric hitting more than usual 💔💔
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