#i wanna cry so bad

[without-any-title]

I just woke up…

[corvus-nocte]

hi, lotm fandom!

I'm new and I just finished first volume and... and I'm not okay 😞 just want to stay in my bed and cry

_(:3」∠)_

[dochvada]

- Hey, what is a "hot crime"?

Bro, you didn't know?...

[irladagio]

Me when promise by laufey but it’s finchxhacker

[fewawifwends]

OMFG THIS MAN GOT ME ON CHOKEHOLD EVERY FOOCING DAY

ARF

[dehlicia]

i really wanted to be proud of barça, even if we lost (which really happened), but everything, even themselves, led us to defeat.

i can only be proud of raphinha, yamal and kounde because i saw how much they tried, but the destiny simply said "no, it's not supposed to happen this year"

it hurts so damn much and it this wound won't heal for a while, but i love my team either way. we need to be stronger and focus on the future right now because what is lost is lost.

[drlqra]

GUYS PLEASE IDK WHAT THESE ARE CALLED LIKE I FORGOT THE NAME😭😭😭😭

[ember02]

We need Joe Shiesty to be locked in. I know this is the biggest pressure game.

[joanna-lannister]

why writing smut is so hard?

[aliceosemansolos]

i fucking hate my family, now i wanna lowkey cry

[sedittedice]

Tw: vent

So back in like October I got in some drama in a server I'm in (I'm not gonna say what server I'm just gonna say it was the server of an artist I use to really look up to)

But yeah I was friends with one of the mods/server owners friends let's call them Tiffany

So me and Tiffany agreed to ship our wh ocs (let's call the ship MM)

Ok real quick ill just go ahead and make a name list thing:

Server owner: Britney

Owners friend that I became friends with: Tiffany

Ship me and Tiffany made: MM

My friend: Amanda

The server: the Britney server

Other person that shipped their oc with Tiffany's: Megan

Ok so now that that's all cleared up

Let's continue

So it originally started when I made a small vent drawing in the server vent chat

(I covered up the pfps for privacy sakes and for my sake)

But basically it's a vent of my holding my pfp at the time and my face being static with the discord pfps of artists I wished to draw like

I had forgotten to put that this vent wasn't me trying to attack anyone and according to Britney this had made people upset

They never told me who got upset so I couldn't personally apologize to those people

But me and Britney sorted it out and I told them to apologize to the people I had upset since Britney never told me who got upset

They said ok

After a bit , I slowly noticed that Tiffany never drew any MM stuff (which I didn't really mind)

But then I noticed she drew a bunch of ship art of Megan's oc with hers

So I nicely tried to ask/suggest ideas for MM art

As you can see I made it clear that they didn't need to if they didn't want to

But she never replied so I just dropped it

And I slowly started getting more depressed cause Tiffany seemed to be ignoring me and the rest of the Britney server

So I asked my friend Amanda if she could help

So she tried to subtly bring up MM

But as you can see

She got ignored aswell

As I slowly got more and more depressed a few other small problems happened (my writing on a magma was removed and a few people moved their drawings a little for me to fit something)

And just when I thought I couldn't be depressed enough

I got a dm during school from Britney saying they kicked me from the server due to my behavior and stuff

Calling me immature, etc

And since we were no longer in the same server, I couldn't dm back an apology, so I asked my friend Amanda to help me

I then made a vent on here, but they forced me to delete it

They also were taking their friends side saying I was trying to force people and guilt trip people into making MM ship art WHEN I CLEARLY DIDN'T

And THEY NEVER LET THE PEOPLE I APPARENTLY HURT THAT I APOLOGIZE AND SO EVERYONE IN THAT SERVER PROBABLY THINKS IM A FUCKING ASS HOLE

And apparently I was making Tiffany uncomfortable with the MM ship??

WHEN LITERALLY THEY NEVER TOLD ME THEY WERE UNCOMFORTABLE AND EVEN WENT ALONG WITH SOME OF MY SHIP IDEAS

AND NOW IM TOO AFRAID TO SPEAK IN ANY SERVER IM IN CAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED

MIND YOU BRITNEY IS AN ADULT HERE AND I WAS 15 AT THE TIME NOW 16

I GOT BULLIED INTO HAVING EVEN WORSE SOCIAL ANXIETY AND NO ONE KNOWS NOR CARES EXCEPT FOR MY FRIEND AMANDA

ALL BECAUSE AN ADULT CHOSE TO SIDE WITH THEIR FRIEND AND NOT FUCKING CARE ABOUT WTF I HAD TO SAY

AND ISTG BRITNEY IF YOU SEE THIS AND TRY AND MAKE ME TAKE THIS DOWN I AM GOING TO FUCKING DO SOMETHING THAT YOU MIGHT REGRET MAKING ME DO

I HATE THIS SO MUCH

IMAGINE GETTING BULLIED BY AN ADULT

THIS IS THE 2ND TIME IVE BEEN BULLIED BY A GROWN ASS PERSON

I AM FUCKING DONE WITH THIS SHIT

I AM TIRED OF THIS I JUST WANT TO SCREAM AND CRY BUT I FUCKING CANT

[lexieriusseriously]

reading the newest chapter of heaven on their minds fills me with adrenaline that I had to put my phone down to slow my racing heart then screamed into my pillow

[ace-dodo]

Me because I had to sit down while washing dishes cuz I kept feeling I was gonna faint for standing up too long and I still gotta wash the bathroom

[vaguelyhumanshaped]

Dear (Sir or Madam,)

After (careful) consideration,

We (regret) to inform you that you have not been (selected,)

We have decided to (pursue other candidates,)

We carefully regret your application,

(Honestly, you should have known,)

We regret (your decision,)

(You chose this life, no?)

(Why did you fail again?)

(The fear? The anxiety? The dread?)

(You dared to deign yourself worthy?)

(You decided to not plan ahead,)

(You were never able to plan ahead)

(You didn't plan to live past 12)

(Your career was a stillborn)

(It was never gonna hatch)

We have decided to leave you,

No paths, no forwards, no advance

Do not pass go, you will receive nothing,

You never put effort to anything,

We regret (you,)

(Were you not informed that you'll never be enough?)

(Careful, dear.)

(You can't fall from the sky icarus,)

(Your father never had the time to build the wings for either of you,)

(Never had the tools, the knowledge,)

(By your lazy, overworked hands, you are condemned,)

(By your ragged breath, the sweat filled brow, and the dirt under your nails,)

(By the rough in your gut, the grit under your tongue, and the grease in your veins,)

(You are to be your own minotaur,)

(Trapped, cannibalistic, vile)

(You can rot yourself away,)

(Pursuing anything that crosses your path,)

(Chewing through lives that could've been yours,)

(Hoping for answers in the marrow of their bones)

Dear(est),

(That wasn't a very good choice, was it?)

We do hope you understand.

Regards,

(A life not made for you)

[officialkendallroy]

my phone breaking is literally my last straw i have 20€ on my bank account i can’t fucking replace it im gonna kill myself

[weirdo09]

such a mike wheeler song 😭