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the-cookie-jar-system · 2 years ago

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uhhh tw vent in like, tags ig - algae

#IM SO MAD #like im sorry #but no #its so much effort #im tired of getting knocked around #n idk what it is about today #but i feel like ive messed up so many convos rn #idk how i do it <- bpd #like #jesus christ #how to i mess up something so bad that people just #stop talking #i wanna cry and scream and throw up #i hate bpd so much #why cant i handle ppl just not answering adn why cant i respond like a NORMAL PERSON #wtf #this isnt at anybody #im just so mad and upset and basically disgusted at myself #why cant i do it right #why cant i be her or him or them or ANY of them #why am i so terrible at just EXISTING correctly #i cant do the right jokes at the right imes #i keep using the wrong personalities with the wrong people #i cant sleep correctly #i want to be better but i CANT do it #i thought i was healing #i thought it was getting so much better #it was not getting fucking better #im not tagging this bc i dont care enough to #reblog if u want idrc

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gravedigg · 4 months ago

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hi. do you see my vision?

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bilestat · 1 year ago

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"What happens at the Théâtre stays at the Théâtre."

#interview with the vampire #iwtv #louis de pointe du lac #claudia #armand #the vampire armand #I AM SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP #season 2 #my stuff #not really but i wanna be able to find this again

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1mm4d13 · 4 months ago

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They’re so bad for each other

#godzilla #gojira #mothra #mosura #mothzilla #mosugoji #kaiju #art #fanart #monsterverse #goji like ‘i wanna hold hands with her so badly’#mosu like ‘screaming crying throwing up PLEASE I just need to tear into his FLESH’

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bleucaesura · 5 months ago

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Something to wreck your day?

Watched Full Moon for the bajillionth time just now… And this part… Oh boi… THIS PART…

As Blitzø is rushing to say “I’m sorry” and he’s portaled out, it sounds like you can maybe hear him finish saying it…

BUT IT’S NOT BLITZØ…

IT’S STOLAS 😭

His voice echoes in the portal:

Sorry

Gonna go die now. Thanks…

#helluva boss #stolitz #stolas #blitzø #i’m crying #i’m screaming #i’m throwing up #i’m clawing at the walls #i wanna die #oh my precious bois #I want to hold you until the bad goes away

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random-knowone · 2 months ago

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youtube

here heres the link watch it pls /nf

mutuals i am begging you to watch the play "gruesome playground injuries" on youtube specifically the gay version because its so fucking good and im obsessed but the fandom is like 3 other people (i literally wrote the first ever fanfic for it today)

its the definition of fucked up toxic codependent homoeroticism im begging you

(do be warned it has some sh elements plus they say slurs a couple times but it was made in 2009)

#god just looking at the thumbnail is making me sick #i wanna cry and scream and throw up #i hate gay people

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axel-tiredstudent · 1 year ago

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I just finished reading this manga and while I was still crying I did this. Though it may be relatable to some of u <3

#fujimoto im in your walls #screaming crying throwing up #/pos #genuinely SO good #i wanna read everything hes ever written #manga #look back #tatsuki fujimoto #my memes

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davecumstaine · 4 months ago

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#👀👀👀#idk if i wanna be till or flake in this situation #maybe both if i'm being honest #till's lil smile at the end tho 😭#my frail victorian heart #i love them your honor #screaming. crying. throwing up. killing myself. etc...#tillake #flake lorenz #till lindemann #rammstein #ramm gifs #my gifs #userdavecumstaine

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satanic-fruitcake · 2 months ago

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things that would kill Armand

watching Fleabag

that’s it

#he’d be clawing at the curtains screaming crying throwing up etc etc #or who knows. maybe after he’s done it’d fix him a little bit. you never know.#regardless i wanna watch him watch it #your daily dose of idiocy #armand #armand iwtv #iwtv #the vampire armand #too many tabs for this freak #amc iwtv

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ninelivesastrology · 6 days ago

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I think Megan should let go of being strong because what she went through was not fucking normal and that shouldn't be the baseline or reality for Black women, though it is relatable. I wish I could hug her (if that's okay). She doesn't have to hold it together for anyone and shouldn't be expected to.

#txt #megan thee stallion #i just feel like its a double edged sword people see you veing strong and resilient and they amp it up #because they wanna see you break #me i think more Black women should cry and scream and throw up in response to transgressions against us #you spare people when they shouldnt be fucking with you in the first place all in the name of being strong #fuck all that #fuck being strong #thats why BW be dying in their 30s and 40s because the stress will take you out #misogynoir

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dawnbreakersgaze · 3 months ago

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"Death is not bone and blood alone. He is gold and caramel and the rending of soul and form. Let him in, and you will know he tastes of honey and loss."

#Look I had to make a gold and brow sunrise version of that previous edit bc this coat is my favorite okay 😩#i dont wanna talk about it im really really deep in the Dawnbreaker feels rn #and iso #db is iso feels to the max so-#lnds #love and deepspace #lads #l&ds #love & deepspace #zayne #zayne love and deepspace #dawnbreaker #Dawnbreaker zayne #lads zayne #lnds zayne #kay's edits #dawnbreaker 🌄#*screaming crying throwing up*#*over this man*

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finncakes · 2 years ago

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"Fearne...are you with me?"

"Always."

#critical role #cr3 #orym #orym of the air ashari #fearne calloway #fey blossoms #crying screaming throwing up #this line got me so much #zero hesitation. she is ALWAYS by his side and he is ALWAYS by her's.#don't wanna be without ya by penny and sparrow was on repeat while i worked on this #i love them so so much #for the love of god let them both make it through the solstice 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#i just got a BAD feeling abt it...smth isn't gonna go good and idm what #but i cannot stand losing any of the hells...they're all so dear to me #however. these two. priority number one for me.

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urog1i · 4 months ago

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I just read the most beautiful demon slayer x reader fanfic ever on literal WATTPAD. I cannot recover from this bro I won't spoil anything but I am in SHAMBLES. crying screaming throwing up I'm a emotional wreck rn I will not recover it was so beautifully written AJEIGJFKEIEHGJEWJ

Sobbing myself to sleep bro I cannot.

If anything its called "Star lost , var!kny x reader"