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he lived, he served cunt, he got put in a psych ward and probably some other shit but I've been too busy looking at all the domestic fluff to figure out the lore
#agshsghd these are still very much early sketches just trying to figure out how I wanna draw the guy ywy#I am struggling so badly to not fall into my old phobs imitation strickes that never really worked anyways.....#tricks*#AHSGSJGSJSHS#AGAJFSJSHSJSHSHJSKHDJD#to my mutual who very muchs knows who they are I am sorry for how annoying i'm going to become#i work like a sleeper agent for both phobs art and murder gingers and well....#fun fact old asher designs circa 2018/19 were heavily phobs coded so you partially have this mfer to blame for asher's rizz#unfortunately this resurgence means I once again have to face my worst enemy....drawing straight hair#agsjsgshdhhd i have way to many things to say but I need to stop bc I need to be awake in....less than two hours fucc#sergey razumovsky#....i don't actually know what I should tag this as whoops://#major grom#major grom plague doctor#bubble comics#ig#idk#aight i'm out#my art#mgpd
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danys marriage to drogo is the story of a teenage girl losing her autonomy after she was sold to an older man by her brother
in asoiaf, there are two versions of rhaegar and lyanna’s relationship
the first is the one robert baratheon (the man the starks were trying to sell lyanna to) tells us readers. the one where rhaegar kidnapped and raped lyanna.
the second is the one hinted at, the one readers slowly uncover. the one where lyanna ran off with rhaegar willingly. in this version, lyanna daringly takes back her autonomy. in this version, there was love.
robert baratheons version of events is reminiscent of dany and drogos relationship. the second (and likely the real) version of events is the complete opposite.
i do headcanon that there’s more to rhaegar and lyanna’s relationship than meets the eye, but even if the truth is that lyanna simply wanted to flee her arranged marriage and rhaegar provided her with the means to do so, then i’ll still look positively on their relationship as i’ll always root for women when they try to take back their bodily autonomy :)
#i genuinely can’t believe that rhaegar and lyanna’s relationship is being compared to dany and drogos#unless you think robert baratheons right even though we’re straight up told that robert never truly knew lyanna#no i don’t like the age gap either but this is something to take up with george. he is literally weird about this stuff.#please remember that rhaegar’s marriage to elia was arranged. neither of them owed each other love/fidelity#u can headcanon that rhaegar only helped lyanna bc he wanted a third child. but lyanna’s still taking back her autonomy so i still win#<-but this ignores all the foreshadowing and hints of love#ppl really wanna blame two ppl for a war. that’s like crazy talk. it’s like saying ww1 started bc of that assassination of that one dude#it was a spark. but many many other people played a part#rhaegar targaryen#lyanna stark#asoiaf fandom critical#asoiaf#daenerys targaryen
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More matador!Fernando! Ferrari this time :D (I can't help myself.....)
- facial hair
+ closeups
I really wanted the vibe of this Nando pic, I think I did pretty well??
#GUYS THE BULL DO YOU NOTICE WHAT BULL DO YOU UNDERSTAND THE SUBTEXT DO YOU UNDERSTAND MY IMPLICATION#lmao tho i mostly put it there cause i saw this rly cool pic w the shadow of a bull on a matador's cape#i dont understand how i ended up making this one more intensive and detailed than the other#but im not mad cause i really like it aaahhhhhh#but i think this one took more than 6 hours and the other one was 5½?#and both i ended up working until an absolutely horrible time. dont ask me what time i wrote this post#okay btw i didnt draw that embroidery. thank you medibang pattern brush now beloved 🙏#i think it suits him!!!! i was thinking of doing stars anyways so I'm glad it worked out#two people id like to blame:#thank you 005 for accidentally reminding me of the sword!! im glad his other hand is not just idle :)#and thank you suzuki-ecstar for asking me at some point if id ever draw facial hair on nando#^ particularly the 3 Musketeers look. so thanks. i suddenly remembered and i had to draw it 😭#it kept shocking me how baby faced i drew him every time i took that layer off#also every time i worked on the suit red genuinely ceased being an actual color to me#its bright red right?? like very fluorescent?? but my brain kept going: is this too orange?? this isnt red right????#anyways happy with this!!!!! there were a lot more roadblocks than the other but it all worked out#but wow wish i had this level of diligence for yknow. schoolwork.#i can spend 6+ hours on a drawing straight but school? nah i give up every 20 mins or less fjfkkfl#also not abandoning my other aus or anything but i have a lot more ideas for this honestly#i think the ref pics are a lot easier and more interesting to find than for my other AUs#<- cause its so much more modern lmao. so i have a lot more inspo than trying to find ultra specific 18th century paintings#i wanna draw 3 things rn:#nando w the ceremonial cape. seb in a matador suit. and of course some silly vett//onso in this AU#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#fa14#matador au
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something really bothering me is that people on tiktok are arguing about whether poor people should be “allowed” to have children (kinda feels like eugenics but okay) but they’re completely missing the glaring problem that people with full time jobs can’t afford to live. period. and if they’re not ALLOWED to have children by your standards then society cannot effectively continue. society. cannot. continue.
like you’re so close babe. you’re so close to realizing that maybe nobody should be poor. but instead you have your head so far up your ass it’s shocking
#like there are smarter people who could break this all down way better than me#but it’s just pissing me off so much i wanna say something lol#like firstly that’s straight up dehumanizing and smells of eugenics#but also it’s willfully ignorant of how fucked up society is#like yes let’s blame poor people and tell them they’re not human#instead of pointing out the real problem#like what dystopian shit is this#💌
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#ramble tag#more like vent tag but i refuse to have one of those you can just ignore me you are smart#like seriously dont read this unless you really wanna and are snooping#i think there's something wrong with my brain#the executives have really refused to function#or some such nonsense i don't know i am just saying things#if i blame it on a vaguely medical sounding problem i feel less personally responsible about it#its been roughly 4 days#the hours are slipping away like sand through fingers#and i cant Do Anything#its infuriating#i can only Think about all the work i need to do but i Can't Do it#i only have 6 days left probably less i dont know the exact deadline and i have made No progress and i know i just have to Start#but like every time there is a slightest huccup i just get pulled away from the task and oops its dark out now!#and its like i dont even care#i am not sad or scared or angry except i know i should be so its like a ghost of a feeling#i dont want to die and dont want to live if i could i would just sit and read or even just think alone with my mind for a week straight#after i post this i will open the document pull out the tablet and start again i need to Start#aughhhh#how am i even an adult human person#this cant be how real human people live nothing would ever get done and we would starve to death#people here like to say that ooh 20 is not an adult that doesn't count but like#if i was less of a dumbass i would be living if not on my own then not with my parents#and i cant imagine surviving like that#that might be part of why that didn't happen#i am straight up just not an independent person right now#i have been avoiding booking an appointment to cut my hair for half a month#and avoiding scheduling to pick up the piercings I Wanted for 2! maybe 3! i dont know anymore!#okay this ends here#not the moping the tags
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Do you ever just look at the female character designs across star wars and think to yourself…. y’all really didn’t want to animate hair, did you?
#ahsoka tano#sabine wren#padme amidala#duchess satine#satine kryze#hera syndulla#just look at their character designs#and tell me they werent avoiding animating long flowy hair#ahsoka and hera just straight up arent hjman problem solved#sabine wears her her short and clipped no annoying flowy flow#padme and satine have all those ridiculous headresses and updos#they dont wanna animate hair guys#theyre afraid of hair#not that i blame them animation looks hard enough#WAKE UP SHEEPLE
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The rescent riots in the UK are despicable (but sadly not surprising).
Yes, what happened to those little girls is a tradgey, but the person who was responsible wasn't an asylum seeker, and even if he was, that would NOT excuse the racism displayed these past few weeks.
The people taking part clearly don't care about the safety of children as they're, scaring other people's & indoctrinationating their own into perpetuating racist acts.
Seven years is a lot, though! Then don't fucking join a hate group.
But the non white people are being violent too! Yeah, well, that tends to happen when you attack people. I'm not going to hate on people for standing up for themselves.
They're taking our jobs! Why do you believe that those jobs are YOURS? Are you actually qualified & able to make a good impression on bosses, or do you think just being white should be enough.
They don't work! Well Asylum seekers litrually aren't allowed to until their case gose through but plenty of other POC have jobs (I know you've seen them though it must be hard to make them out through that fog of hatred) & I've met plenty of white people who don't want to (no hate to those who can't because of disability or mental health issues) or loose jobs because they're just overall terrible employees (some of the shit I've seen middle aged white people do at their jobs is crazy).
They're all criminals! Well, that's just not true now is it plus it's been proven multiple times that the biggest factor in crime is poverty, NOT race & again I've encountered plenty of white people who've broken the law yet most didn't seem to get more than a slap on the wrist (if that). Strange, that isn't it?
Well, "those kinds" of men hate women! Ahh, yes, because there's never been white rapists, woman killers, stalkers or harrasers. Its been proven that hating women is a problem in all races & and sadly, the biggest threat to us is usually our own partners or family, not some random aylsum seeker (who if they do hurt women tend to go after the ones from their own community).
They're not from here! Ok, so I don't know if anyone told you, but you can actually be born here without being white and you can't ban people from a country just because of the colour of their skin. Also, neither was half my family, yet we never get told to go back to our own country. Hmm, I wonder if our white skin could possibly have anything to do with that.
They can't speak English! A lot of them are multilingual, actually (& you make fun of their accents) & for the ones who can't well you seem to hate them getting anything (such as English lessons) for free. Also, how many Brits go abroad despite refusing to learn absolutely anything about other countries (there's a reason we're known as disrespectful, violent, sex obsessed, drunks by most of the world).
Also sooner or later we are going to have to accept that a lot of the issues that make immigrants flee their home countries are caused (or at least made worse) by ours & other Western governments.
This country definitely has problems, but we should be taking them up with politicians & their rich mates. Who are the ones actually hording wealth made from the exploitation of the poor, not random people of colour who are just trying to live their lives.
#uk#uk race riots#uk racism#uk riots#riots#racisim#I wanted to post about this straight away but my job has been taking a lot out of me#my phyical & mental health has not been great#rescently (due to unrelated personal stuff) & I wanted to make sure I worded my thoughts as fully & appropriately as possible.#so even though it's later than it should have been (which I apologize for) I thought I should still comment on the situation#Especially as a white person who was born outside the uk but has lived here bassically my whole life#Lastly I wanted to let my followers know where I stand#i know i reblogged something about whats been happening a while back but it felt wrong not to give my actual thoughts on the matter#my heart gose out to any poc struggling right now#i wish i could say this isn't my country but there's always been a racist underbelly to the UK#& unfortunately it seems to be bubbling up more & more these past few years#i think social media is partly to blame (thanks to vice in misinformation & conspiracy theories)#obviously covid plays a part as well (people have lost so much & need somewhere to put their anger)#but the biggest cause (other than personal choise of course as I don't ever wanna erase the accountability of biggits) is our government#cost of living crisis mixed with low wages & little effective financial help#of course jobs are gonna be scarce#add on top of that our failing infurtructer#& no wonder the uk is a mess#but again people need something more tangebible to blame#& the torries (+ all right wing media) have wasted no time in turning migrants into the ultimate scapegoats#& unfortunately people keep falling for it#even my dad has started in on the “woke mob” stuff & its like i still love you & i know you’ve had a hard life but#god is it upsetting to hear#like he was never very PC but he was pretty radical#now he's becoming more & more like his dad (who was apparently a fascist) & i know younger him would hate that
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I just finished my first public piano performance since the pandemic and I’m so TIREDDDDD!!!!! but I did pretty good :) my first song was great and I stumbled a little on the second but overall it went by very well!!!!!
#best part about it was going home tho LOL#one guys song was literally 28 mins no exaggeration#everyone was getting so irritated and restless and kept whispering that he was taking too long#I felt kinda bad but almost 30 straight mins of piano is a lot lmfao#but yeah!!! second best part was coming home and taking my hair done#my edges HURT that shit was so tight#I don’t wanna touch ANOTHER MF piano for like two months after this#and everyone looked so bored lol the energy that used to be there before the pandemic just wasn’t there#also my family is full of niggas cause why did they immediately leave when I finished skdhfkdj#literally don’t blame them tho cause if I didn’t have to stay to the end I would’ve left too#okay bye I’m sleepy and haven’t been on here since this morning so I’m gonna catch up :)#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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one thing i hate about myself is the way that i couldn't help my friends when they need it :(
#I'll be like 'oh no....what shud i do? what shud i say? i don't wanna come off as offensive but i wanna help or encourage them so bad...'#I'm so afraid of saying anything even the simplest word that could comfort them. if the message isn't well delivered then what's the point?#tbh i could only afford to be present and listen to/read everything they say. even if i hug them it won't wash away their pain ☹️#and it's what make me feel useless and shitty for not being able to do anything and if anything happens to them I'd blame myself#for not stepping up and say something... but even so... I'm so fucking scared#I'm in this deep confusion alone and I'm feeling sorry for myself often times#BUT JUST SO YOU KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT- YOU GOTTA CHERISH YOURSELF! TAKE IT EASY AND DO WHAT YOU CAN AFFORD TO DO.#NO NEED TO GET EVERYTHING STRAIGHT ON POINT! JUST DO YOUR BEST AND DON'T FORGET TO PRIORITIZE YOUR HEALTH !#mela just texted
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crazy to me that whenever pete posts innocuous shit everyone is suddenly a detective and a gender studies professor but when it comes to the very concrete proof that pete abused an underage heroin addict nobody knows anything
#the pete gender stuff is literally not that serious sorry#if u wanna headcanon him go ahead have fun#but so many people treat every single post of his like its some secret proof that he is ACTUALLY a nonbinary trans woman or whatever#once again if thats fun for u go ahead and post idgaf! but so many people get into like serious fights and discourse about it and like#put that energy into a fanfic or something bro#also on a more serious note it actually is so sick how many people totally ignore or straight up deny what he did to jeanae.#textbook victim blaming in some cases#tldr tumblr fandom bullshit is not the cutting edge of social justice people often treat it as. its tumblr fandom bs#cloaked in academic language so it sounds like its more than that. it is not#this is not talking about anyone specific just general trends ive noticed in the past few months being active on fob tumblr that bother me#also if u want to defend what pete did to jeanae in any capacity argue with the wall i do not have time for victim blaming
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Collective and final post should've just been an apology and a promise to do better. But I guess that's just too much to hope for.
#ceci speaks#nonsims#text#delete later#definitely shouldnt have had more lies and easily disproven claims in it tsk tsk#and continuing to insult the people triggered#shows absolutely 0 remorse not that i expected any better#you didnt say one damn thing you did wrong not one#you couldnt even admit or say sorry for ONE thing#i said sorry for my stupid ass meme reference joke which was dumb of me and was the only leg u had to stand on#which ur tryin to spin as me being anti asian with covid which is fucking stupid considering#i am asian too u stupid fuck and i had patients calling me corona and ch**nk and not wanting me to tend to them before they fucking died#i know about covid racism against us very fucking well#i dont need a statistic to tell me about it bc i was knee deep in ppe trying to get blood from ppl that blamed me for it existing#i watched people die from covid for three years straight i know it all fucking well#and yet i still apologized bc the joke was in poor taste and i feel bad it was misconstrued and hurt others#you cant even apologize to the people you hurt bc youre too focused on not being wrong about anything#you can delete the posts if u wanna theyre already there#in screenshots#i tried to get you to stop for over a week and you wouldnt leave me alone#i refused to mention your name for days and you kept insulting me and mentioning me over and over again#and you had the nerve to call other ppl stalkers just because they shared ur cc in a cc finds channel#now you're trying to talk nice#or nice enough that someone might feel sorry for you after you showed your entire ass for a week#i dont feel sorry for you one bit#not after all the bullshit you said that youre trying to delete now that ppl found it#too late#eat shit#negative#im done for the night goodnight and sorry everyone
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im so good kisser coded but was born a bad kisser. injustices
#chick who is sososo fucking nervous and kinda just wants to cuddle#does anyone wanna hear the weirdly avoidant relationships ive had#theyre kinda funny#ok 1. stage kissed a couple times i thought she was straight for embarrassingly long. stage kissing was not in a theatre context btw#2. immediately got quarantined after we realized feelings for each other through a m.cr based groupchat#did Not kiss mostly texted#3. one or those classic gay codependent relationships that lasted for a year but it was a middle school year so that means more#she left for a dude who threw up during the hard sets at swim practice. blow to my self esteem#4. barely happened i just felt obligated and they text me to do their homework all the fuckin time#5. nothing happens we are too shy we just listen to metal together#do you know how fucked it is to overshare this bad and know ill never be able to blame drinking ☹️ jkjk#edit. 5.5 someone who liked me at work but then his homie contacted me and i said i didnt really like him#never saw him again and i think he got fired 💀
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They did Ryuki so dirty in aini and I’m gonna be salty about it for the rest of my life I think
#aitsf#ai nirvana initiative#kuruto ryuki#like cannot emphasize how they just did not use him in the second half of the game#and i dont wanna diss the mizuki side cuz i honestly really loves it and i love her so much but just like#why did they even make ryuki in the first place if theyre gonna cut him off like that#and same with tama too its like you spend this game getting attached to these two really good characters and then its like ha fuck you!#and then all the stuff thats ACTUALLY important to the plot and the case begins#they dont even have like a moment where ryuki can feel relief at date being alive like dude#they like. this guy drinks himself into oblivion and goes insane over the death of a man he loved whose death he blames himself for#and the game cant even give these two characters like even a kinda touching reunion they just straight up DO NOT ACKNOWLEDGE IT AT ALL#which dates role in the game in general i think was also done dirty but i digress#like yeah okay sure just have almost all of ryukis motivations revolve around date and wanting to become worthy of him#and then go eh whatever anyways#oh and then have ryuki literally get shot at the end protecting date cuz thats how much he loves him and just like. they barely even care#date is literally the only person that seemed to have acknowledged it happened but it was literally like#oh no!!!! ryuki is literally bleeding out uwaaa!!! anyways#i used this card hesitantly with pewter after finishing ai1 but fuck it ill say it with my full chest this time#im calling homophobia here like come on you cant ignore this one#sorry to pewter and ryuki for both being canon gay and really interesting characters but the game doesnt care about you 😔
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im. so tired
#i dont wanna delete the post bc i wanna keep track of it & am passionate about the subject#but im STILL getting Those People#'well you cant blame them for being confused at first' perhaps but i can blame them for straight up Refusing#like. im tired#chaos chitters
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ok listen objectively kisara and dohalim would be a "straight" pairing but listen neither of them r cishet like OBJECTIVELY just look at them. they literally call dohalim "flamboyant" in canon just LOOK at him. theyre not straight. and i am cradling them in my hands.
#speculation nation#i have reached a new level of shipping where im like 'yes this is a m/f pairing no this is not straight'#bi4bi and t4t let's GO#or if not trans then at least gender-nonconforming which DEFINITELY counts. to me.#listen lady knight and flamboyant lord what's not to love here#ngl seeing this late game shit with the two of them is really getting me closer and closer to admitting i like the pairing#the scene where kisara first calls him 'Do'............ ldkfjslkdfjsdf#AND THEN her calling him that in front of the others and Law being like 'Did you just-' b4 Rinwell pushes him along lmaoo#everyone too busy dunking on dohalim to realize kisara actually really really likes him#to be fair she also dunks on him. he made green goop pancakes with his face on them and called it art i think he deserves to be dunked on#also OH GOD THE PANCAKES lksjdflsdjflskdjfslkdjf dohalim pancakes... and he legit put his face on them.#i was fucking cackling#im enjoying wandering around the game in this late-game setting. just a bunch of shenanigans#shionne's max campfire bonding like lskdjflsdkjf alphen get ur brain out of the GUTTER 'do you wanna make something together?' 'w-what?!'#like broooooooooooo but tbh i kinda had that thought too so maybe i cant blame him. it was just the face she made while saying it ok#and then fantasizing about domestic living together... like ok i wouldnt quite say i Ship them but they are very cute. & very canon#BUT ALSOOOOOOO dohalim's max convo slkfjsldkfj drinking together... alphen commenting that it'd be a good time for music...#and on the space ship thing dohalim asking him to support him with leading their peoples... ooughhhhh#i want them to be joint rulers soooooooo badly. They Both Have Two Hands.#i can be a shionne/alphen/dohalim/kisara truther ok. alphen and dohalim have Two Hands#ldkfjsldkfj many thoughts. maaany thoughts. also love dohalim commenting on law's nonexistent love life lksjdflkdjf#'it wouldnt be called the spring of youth without a little storm every now and then' ok old man lmao hes not even old hejust sounds like it#also them finding a wiener (their word choice) recipe & dohalim commenting 'Personally i prefer bologna'#dohalim likes bologna canon. i Knew he was my favorite for a reason.#he likes weird food in general tho. king shit i love him#toarise spoilers/#lots of rambling sldkjflsfj i just love this game
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looks at my au literally called Sonic Emerald Guardians AU
looks away realizing i haven't posted about it in months
(( i want to learn more about your au !!! it seems very different to my idea and i love the different shapes of the emeralds and STICKS GRAH WOOHOO, your designs are always so good !!! ))
wha what if every chaos emerald had a guardian 👉👈 and what if the chaos emeralds didn't look like the chaos emeralds at all and what if they all had special powers and what if-
#is this disrespectful#i really hope it's not disrespectful#genuinely made me feel a bit of shame looking at this#realizing i could be doing so much but i just don't#but i won't blame myself for not working on it right now because i straight up do not have the mental space to think about it these days#anyway yeah i do mean it#this is so interesting and i wanna see how our interpretations of the idea differ#there's some overlap for example in the designated emerald powers -though they're assigned to different colors-#this is so exciting !!#you're much more consistent and experienced than i am as well#so without copying i'd like to use this situation as a learning experience#exciting !#i wanna work on SEGAU now but... no energy... i should be doing other things.#stuffs that i love#sonic au#sorry about the long-ass tags i'm a rambler. especially when i feel like i have to explain myself to not seem weird#<- pro tip: doing that makes you look weirder#i'm weird#maybe thats ok
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