#i understand the weakness of my flesh 😔😔😔

[xka08587]

The mechanicus have my heart,,,,

This is not lore accurate at all lmao I’m sorry

Also I’m cooking up a new art style so my art is gonna look weird like this for a while 👍

[fuzedatti]

Hi! So.. Could you do.....

An Ellen x Reader prompts? If not, maybe some bonding between Ellen and C!am? (or is it R!am?) 👉👈, also, is it ok if I took some inspiration from your am designs? (All of them)

Heyoooo, unfortunately I don't do Survivors X Readers, I stick with AM content only 😔 But it is okay for you to take inspo on my designs, CAM's design was based on @kibutsulove 's design tho!

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We sure can talk about Ellen and CAM, they are like mother and son, expect Ellen never knew that CAM would allow this weird bond to grow between them.

She was afraid of CAM upon meeting him the first time. She kept a low and docile profile; they all knew CAM was somewhat part of AM, or used to be, so following whatever he said was for the better.

But CAM didn’t came to torture them; he came to see AM and how pathetic he was being in his own misery. When he saw Ellen being the only woman, he immediatly took pity on her.

CAM always refers to Ellen as "Miss Ellen" as a sign of respect, often initiating small talk to keep distracted dispite him having trouble to hear her.

When CAM found out the "special" torture AM conditioned her mind to follow, he was filled with rage and disgust, not for Ellen, but for AM.

"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU" Said CAM, gripping AM through the sides of his face, scrapping the flesh and metal of it.

"I DID NOT FORCE HER, I JUST... BROKE HER MIND ENOUGH TO CAVE UP TO HER OWN DESIRES HEHE..." AM's giggles drilled through CAM's mind, crushing his faceplate to shut him up for good, along with his robotic eye.

A low "asshole" could be heard in the distance, signifying AM's consciousness leaving the humanoid body to return to his disembodied state.

CAM teached Ellen sign language and a bit of chinese to further communicate correctly. He evens kneels before her to reach her eyesight.

Ellen doesn't understand why CAM is being so gentle with her, saving her from AM's tortures; but CAM thinks about himself as too weak to explain to Ellen how much she reminds him of his "Mother".

[baleclava]

PHANTOM LIBERTY ENDING THOUGHTS SO DON’T READ IF YOU DON’T WANT SPOILERS

So I did the new ending out of curiosity and I’m in shambles. So honestly heartbroken.

First V asking Reed if there’s any way they can like not damage the relic, then Johnny asking V not to go with the deal, not wanting to get wiped?? Oh my god. Them talking in the AV, Johnny wanting an apology, sucks that V gives him a fake one.

Johnny says some similar things in the devil ending about hoping they are proud of their choices but that they are choosing wrongly. I think his two endings are kind similar but Johnny and V’s relationship is more fleshed out, because that “could’ve been solid-ass chomps in another life. Wondering why we weren’t in this one” makes me want to die, that line goddamnit dude.

V having to be sedated because she was showing strong emotions, mannn.

Now what absolutely killed me is the “Think we could find it in our hearts to forgive each other?” “Yeah… I can. You?” “I think I can too” fuuuuck man there’s no way,, altered my brain chemistry holy hell.

I love them so much, like I can’t, and the surgery just left her all weak and worse than ever so I just sacrificed Johnny for nothing?? What a tragic ending for them both. Like 2 year coma?? What do you mean???? Everyone changed, everyone had a glow down, I’m bald, they took my makeup and cool eyes?? They sold all of V’s stuff, like everything memorable just gone. The text messages oh my god, how everyone goes from what the hell V?? To genuinely worried. How everyone doesn’t believe you at first when you call? Vick the only one to be truly happy and wanting to see you out of all of them,, man I love River but his call pissed me off, specifically with this V because in the devil ending he just says he can’t talk to you and hangs up and he does the same thing here as well. Like it wasn’t V’s fault dude.. 😭

Can’t even blame Vick for selling out to the corps since my V is a corp that eventually goes back to arasaka. But it sucks, not seeing Misty’s shop made me so sad. The office being so cold and unwelcoming.. And I couldn’t even finish my convo with him! “Costumers, I only have costumers now” wthhhh. “You are all I have left Vick”

The street looked so different and even those dudes that beat V up asked if she was not from around there. Let’s grieve Misty’s gorgeous hair 😔 Wasn’t really expecting to see her but I’m so glad I did! She’s so kind and polite I love her so much! The final cutscene had me crying, the amulet oh my god” don’t go searching for it” 😭😭 V had her fleabag ending with the camera not following her?? Damnn

As a Takemura girlie I hated that I couldn’t even message the dude?? I was dying for a Takemura reference and there was only one in that party thing. When V woke up the only voices that she heard were Vick and Takemura’s (and Jackie’s) my only true friends damn.. And I can’t even call him?? His only appearance is in the voice mails and first let me just say he is the only one that I actually think looks good. I could imagine him with his hair down before but I really liked the hairstyle they gave him! He’s on the run?? Let me hit you up dude please!! (I didn’t quite understand what he meant when he said “you are really strong medicine” but please just let me see him!!)

Just as the devil ending, everyone hates me and nobody wants to see me 😔 Like love it for what it is but what a tragedy

[arnold-layne]

yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated

black: would you ever try going vegetarian or vegan?

grey: how many languages do you speak? do you want to learn any more?

Also hi! I'm not sure we've interacted yet lol 🖤

hiii dear, we havent yet but im glad we do now :) <3 thank you!

yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated

so many! queensryche, psycho motel, kansas (yes, the carry on my wayward son one, they have tons of other good songs), nazareth, foreigner, rory gallagher, the hollies, the yardbirds...

black: would you ever try going vegetarian or vegan?

i don’t think so, i love meat too much and flesh is weak 😔

grey: how many languages do you speak? do you want to learn any more?

(copying) i am fluent in russian and english and can understand and make simple conversation in spanish! i want to learn greek so bad, it seems to be a beautiful language, and also probably dutch and italian <3