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shipmansflannels · 6 months ago
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the alchemy | shauna shipman x reader
what if I told you I'm back? see what I did there? :) anyway, I'm back. this week I'll probably update for more days in a row (tonight, maybe tomorrow and sunday too), because tomorrow is a holiday here in brazil and, as I have more time to post than on regular days, I decided to reward you. better prepare, because this is my first oneshot with shauna and I really hope you like it (I put my best effort into it because shauna is my favorite character, so that's it, I hope it turned out good.) obviously the whole thing is a reference to "the alchemy" by taylor swift, so I also hope you managed to convey what I meant by interpreting the song. enjoy!
sorry for any grammatical or coherence errors, english is not my first language and I'm trying to improve!
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the alchemy | shauna shipman x reader
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-> prompt: you and the midfielder are secretly dating. <-
warnings: non cannon, no crash, most fem!reader but it works for gender neutral readers too, some swear words, jock!shauna, sub!reader, soft dom!shauna, jealous!shauna, very subtle smut (because I still don't know how to write one), secret relationship, platonic!jackie x reader.
***
Honestly, you could get used to it.
It wasn't like it was the worst thing in the world to not be able to admit that you and Shauna were properly together to your friends, even your closest ones. In fact, it was even exciting for you to be in a secret relationship. As an extremely private and intense person, you would hate someone noticing while you and your girlfriend were kissing in any corner and feeling entitled to have an opinion about it.
Honestly, it was much better this way. Just the two of you. And your parents. The only ones who knew you were getting to know each other better.
The whole thing started that same year, after the boring science fair proposed by the most boring teacher in the world, in which you had to stand in front of your booth with a failed attempt at a volcano that worked with detergent and bicarbonate. Shauna was at the booth next to you, also with an attempt at a ladybug that worked using a cell phone battery to get around, and she was kind enough to praise your botched project, unlike the other colleagues.
But you didn't really talk until days later. You started to notice her more, of course, more than before - because the idea that the Yellowjackets were extremely popular because of their victories over the other teams at school wasn't enough - but you didn't catch her attention until the day you were walking across the field to deliver a piece of homework to Coach Martinez and one of her kicks accidentally hit you in the face.
When you woke up, in the infirmary with a broken nose and horrible-tasting medicine, Shauna Shipman was next to you, in the worn yellow armchair next to the infirmary bed, and began pouring every apology possible in your direction, while your head was spinning and you were still groggy, looking like you were asleep.
It was the worst night's sleep you had in your life. And honestly, after that, nights of sleep were rare for you, so it didn't matter.
The thing is, Shauna was unintentionally becoming popular, and she couldn't blow the opportunity by publicly dating someone who wasn't even overly well-known - even though the kick and the broken nose had made you pretty famous in the hallways for a few weeks -. Not only because of that, but also because of the gossip and intrusions, which always happened, and which was a little more serious than the growing popularity of your girlfriend.
***
"Excuse me, can I steal Shauna for a few minutes?"
The girls on the team were sitting in the stands, after an electrifying game that brought them closer and closer to entering nationals, and Shauna hadn't come to celebrate with you as usual. Usually, whenever the Yellowjackets won, she would come running into your arms in the stands, and then you would be making out in the locker room, hiding in the small bathroom stalls, trying to escape the concentration of girls in the place.
But this time, probably to keep up appearances and for the sake of euphoria, Shauna hadn't run to you, even though she knew you were there watching her and cheering for every pass. It wasn't taken personally, of course not, because you knew that Shauna and all the students were having chaotic exam weeks and their heads were full of more important things than relationships.
She smiled as soon as she saw you put an arm around her, and, faced with the incredibly provocative looks of the other girls, with expressions of someone who already knows everything, Shauna stood up, following you, her foot limping a little from the wear and tear of running so much around the field for ninety minutes.
You checked out less-observed places and found the closest tree, and then she pressed you against the trunk and, with her hands on your face, kissed you passionately, like she always did. The butterflies in your stomach were having a party, coming and going every time her cold lips touched yours.
"You were great, baby-"
You tried to speak, but she interrupted you by pressing the kiss further.
"Shut up, let me enjoy you for a little while, then you can talk to me all night, okay?", she whispered, kissing you again, before breaking the kiss after a few seconds, to breathe. You were trying to balance yourself and placed your hands on her shoulders, taking a deep breath. "I'm sorry I didn't come to you when the game ended, beautiful, my head was… a mess."
"It's okay, love. I'm proud of you for winning."
"The merit is not just mine, but I can live with it." She laughed, hugging you around your waist and resting her head on your shoulder. "So? What do you want for today? Movie night? Bar? Pizza?"
"It's your turn to choose…"
"Ah, right… I guess I have some great plans for us, then."
Her look was suggestive, and you pulled her a little closer just for the grace of kissing her again, amidst your smiles and laughter. This time, however, the kiss didn't last long. They were interrupted by Lottie calling for Shauna.
"See you on the way out, baby…", she murmured, before giving you one last peck and leaving, sweating, panting, leaving you with only the taste of mint, sweat and a silly smile, as you slid your body through the trunk, melted.
Honestly, just the two of you knowing what was going on there was the best thing you could have asked for. Because you were a good match, after all.
***
The topic of "Jeff's party" never became more talked about than weeks after the Yellowjackets won yet another title. You weren't that good friends with Jackie's boyfriend, and if you had to choose, you'd rather stay at home drinking and watching movies with Shauna, but there wasn't much choice. The Yellowjackets were a reserved seat in the venue, and there was no way to deny the invitation after so long.
Also because Shauna and Jackie were best friends, and you couldn't let your girlfriend make the mistake of hurting her best friend over a secret she could "never" tell her about. It wouldn't be that bad, despite the idea of ​​staying away from Shauna so as not to flag you up. It was an easy problem to solve.
The huge balcony of the Sadecki house. The luxurious bathrooms. The bathtub was big enough and the walls were even bigger to muffle the sounds of your laughter and kisses and moans. There would be no problem.
Except it was tempting to formulate an escape plan that actually worked.
And, of course, you couldn't escape the blandishments of Jackie Taylor, who, as Shauna's best friend, demanded to know why the two of you were always together, and why you were reluctant to come - and bringing the brunette along with this idea - and why you didn't know how to dance like her.
Well, you had never been close enough to Jackie to talk about interesting things with her, but now, at the full party and with the bunch of teenagers shouting over the loud music, it was easy to start a conversation. And it's not like she doesn't also have high marks in charisma to bring up the best topics and take you along with her.
But if you could stop to notice the looks on all the teenagers' faces dancing and drinking to Britney Spears, you'd be able to find Shauna's brown eyes fumming as she watched Jackie put her hand on your shoulders and make you sway to her rhythm.
It was as if you were harmless fucking prey living your ordinary life, and she was the hungry, desperate predator imagining imminent scenarios of how to hunt you down and take out all your flesh in one fell swoop.
Her eyes were covered by the red plastic cup that contained the liquid she needed to numb herself so she wouldn't see the rest of that humiliating scene and end up ruining Jeff's party, but things didn't get much better for you and Jackie because, at the very least, as you waited, the room started chanting "Hips Don't Lie", and you had to deal with the most intimidating scene of your entire life.
Jackie started holding onto you in the pre-chorus and, probably without meaning to, began to sway more deeply to the beat of the song, her arms around you, her lips firm on your ear near your neck, her cool breath making you shiver.
Shauna rolled her eyes, biting herself with jealousy and trying to control the urge to take Jackie away from you. Of course, half of all things were caused by drinking, but still, she was sure that you should pay for what it was doing to her.
Without thinking twice, Shauna simply stepped into the middle of the dance floor and wrapped her arms around you, taking Jackie out of the picture by taking you a little further away from her.
"What the fuck, Shauna?"
First name. Calling by nickname even with the sound turned up at the highest volume at a party full of people would not be helpful.
She glanced at you and took another sip, her brown eyes deep into you for a while.
"Shauna, what did I do wrong? We were just dancing!", you defended yourself, when you didn't get a response, and that didn't help either. The silence hovered and continued until it became torturous enough for you to want to leave, taking her by force, in a state that was a bit too worrying for both of you.
***
"I told you we could have stayed home, but you insisted on coming."
"And that doesn't mean I need to drag you everywhere I go, (Y\N)."
"We're going to fight, then, is that it?"
Taking your eyes off the road, crossing the street of her house - which you already knew by heart -, you faced Shauna, who snorted, crossed her arms and stared at the landscape in the passenger seat window, without responding. After seconds of silence and Johnny Cash's low voice filling the room, she whispered, whimpering.
"I'm sorry, baby, I don't know what came over me, it's just…", Shauna sighed, and whimpered again. "Damn, she was practically having sex with you in front of everyone, and I couldn't let my best friend take advantage of the person I'm dating like that!"
You sighed too, realizing that, despite her drunken state, Shauna still had a modicum of sanity to admit that every now and then she went overboard with excessive jealousy. Now, still, you could forgive her, and you did, sliding your free hand up her thigh, your eyes quickly turning to her face.
"I'm sorry, too, I should have watched myself more."
"Okay, anyway", the brunette whispered, clicking her tongue on the roof of her mouth. "Stop the car."
"What?"
"Do what I'm asking, (Y\N), stop the fucking car."
Her tone. You closed your eyes and felt your legs tremble as you swallowed down all your fear and tension.
Obligingly, you stopped the car on an empty road and, while the other cars and pedestrians did their best to ignore you, Shauna ripped off her seat belt and climbed into your seat, sitting between your legs with a mischievous smile. Her hands snaked around your neck and she pushed herself closer as she felt your hands trail down to her hips.
"Hm, I like that. Now… I'm going to show you how to bounce for someone for real."
Your eyes widened, surprised by Shauna's malicious response, but you didn't reprimand her, much less retort. And when she began to truly bounce on you, even in the awkward seat of the car, her breathing became labored the moment the first movement began. Your nails pressed into her thigh, and Shauna moaned in satisfaction, very softly, leaning down to kiss your neck and nibble a little, because she knew you loved it.
In fact, post-fight sex was a recurring thing between you.
Your nails went down a little, squeezing her ass as she kissed you, and then you repeated the same action, hearing even more of your girlfriend's satisfying moans. Thinking about how good it was to fuck her like this, without anyone knowing, without anyone noticing. It was the best feeling ever. You wouldn't trade it for anything.
And you knew that, deep down, neither did she.
Shauna soon left her fancy clothes thrown in the backseat, and you did the same. Shortly after, you jumped into the backseat and started doing what you regularly did, without shame, without fear. Your hands slid down to take off her bra, and she did the same thing to you with the intention of leaving you completely naked in front of her.
With kisses, nibbles, touches and silly hands, you enjoyed that night like no other, before leaving again and returning to your homes as if nothing had happened.
***
"Are you waiting for someone, baby?"
Shauna whispered, startling you, as you sat waiting for her in the locker room after another of the electrifying games in which the Yellowjackets had come out on top once again. It wasn't even new anymore now.
Her laugh felt good in your ear, but you didn't have time to appreciate what she could give you in return, because you were soon pushed into the bathroom stall again, and Shauna resumed the trail of kisses she was trying yesterday along your face and body, trying to remain as silent as possible so as not to alarm any of the girls.
You responded, but it was impossible to hold back, especially when she lowered her kisses to your neck and made you want to scream by holding back your moan. Shauna was loving it, on the other hand, and just kept pushing more and more, for the grace of being able to play with you and your sanity without fear of what would come.
Or at least, who would come…
"Shauna, would you have a tampon- WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?!"
Jackie shouted, making you pull away from your girlfriend instantly, eyes rolling back and a sigh of almost relief escaping your lips. Shauna laughed mockingly and scratched her forehead, shaking her head.
"Can one of you explain this to me?", Jackie demanded and, instinctively, you noticed that the other girls were also with their little heads stretched towards the bathroom stall, trying to see something.
Shauna rushed in, pushing you out of the way and going to her best friend, her brown eyes downcast, dilated, the expression of someone who had just been defeated. "I've been fucking (Y\N) for a while now. That's basically it, if you haven't figured it out yet."
"Shauna!", you scolded her, even though you didn't know what to say to fix that mistake. Even more defeated, you nodded, pursing your lips. "Yeah, it is what it is, there's nothing more to say."
"You two better have a good explanation for all this, or I'm going to turn your heads into mobiles for my house one by one, I swear to God."
Jackie shouted, and, realizing that there was no longer any way to hide it from anyone - not even from yourselves -, you nodded, leaving the bathroom and going after the girl captain, trying to correct that mistake.
Well, now it was done. You had been discovered. And honestly, maybe being caught in the act just made this whole secret relationship thing even better.
You didn't even care much, to be honest. If you could still kiss and make out with Shauna as much as you wanted — even with her teammates whispering all over the place —that would be enough.
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elf-osamu · 1 year ago
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other suggestions with the same settings! prompt 3 from fluff list 2 w/ oda, nb reader who says the line, both platonic/romantic is ok
“YOU GOT ME FLOWERS?”
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[ masterlist ] [ event ] [ reblogs are very appreciated ]
fluff, canon divergence, romantic (can be interpreted as platonic), oda sakunosuke x non-binary!reader (no specific prns used)
warning(s) : not proofread
word count : 599 words
plot : “a bookstore meeting with him. perhaps with a few flowers along the way home”.
a/n : i literally thought “it's probably too short but i don't have any other ideas”, however i wrote so much words in a short amount of time????? ngl inspiration hit me suddenly while writing this 😭 nevertheless, i hope you like it vess ! <3
prompt taken from here !!
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during summer sunny days were always hot yet rather humid in yokohama, making it difficult for you to feel comfortable when going outside; your clothes stuck to your body in an unpleasant way, you couldn’t stop drinking water for more than ten minutes, the heat made you feel unsteady — so, generally speaking, you couldn’t stand those sensations.
despite it all, you had accepted oda’s invitation to the library, one which was his and your favorite: you liked the atmosphere there, from the simple yet fairly enjoyable disposition of the bookshelves to the faint scent of old books that were there for who knows how much time.
oda wasn’t a talkative person by nature; he preferred to be the listener, someone who could take care of others and support them in a peaceful way, without having the attention directed to himself for too long.
however, when it came to literature, his eyes seemed to be enlightened by a new light, as if you had uncovered a hidden aspect of his being.
why would one write a comic or a novel? what makes our reality from the fictional one so different? are stories eternal? at which point the author’s beliefs are blatant in a work of fiction?
these and many other questions would have been discussed by him, the man who was saved by literature and wished to make it happen to everyone else; a man who was known to be a listener, yet just had his introduction as a speaker.
the afternoon was spent in that way, talking and listening to each other’s thoughts and ideas — still, oda was the main character for once and you were glad he had found his passion.
the library closed when it was late at night, the same moment you two had ‘decided’ to head out of the building.
it wasn’t too hot like that morning and you felt fine, wandering through the streets with him, a person you were grateful to have by your side.
at some point, you arrived at your apartment.
“what would you say to a bowl of curry rice and complaints about dishes during those boring and strict dinner parties?” you asked with an amused grin, knowing very well how much he disliked those dinners.
he seemed to suddenly remember something, but then he looked at you as if it was nothing. oda rarely acted like that, unless he already had a plan that was meticulously prepared in advance.
before you could question his behavior, he had already started to talk.
“how could i refuse,” he commented in his soft-spoken voice. “still, there’s a matter i have yet to accomplish, it won’t take much time. wait me there, i’ll be right back” and, without saying another word, turned to his right and walked away.
you sighed and shook your head — what could have possibly come to his mind in that moment?
it took him around fifteen minutes to come back to your apartment.
your curiosity had gotten the best of you and you couldn’t wait to ask him what matter was so urgent.
however, the answer arrived as you opened the door for oda: he was holding a bouquet with your favorite flowers. it wasn’t relatively big, but its fragrance and colors made you extremely happy.
“you got me flowers?”, you said while taking the bouquet and welcoming him in your home.
he nodded and a warm smile appeared on his face. “it’s a small gift to thank you for everything you do for me; i wanted to let you know that i truly appreciate it”.
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[ do not copy, translate, repost, etc. | by @ elf-osamu ]
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themaskstayson · 9 months ago
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Just want to share info on Faith in Elden Ring and Baldur's Gate 3 cause there's a few parallels.
Race: Numen is technically the race I picked in character creation, descendants of denizens of another world; long-lived but seldom born.
Faith would not inform the group of being a Numen since they have no understanding of the Land Between but i think it's safe to say Faith would just say they're human since there are so many non-human beings in Elden Ring. But they will talk about being a tarnished and Grace more often than not since Lae'zel, Shadowheart, and Gale have not so great experiences with their goddesses; Faith could relate on some level on how the gods punish to the extreme and how they suffer and either push through to gain the favor of the gods or overcome the need to gain the gods favor.
Which I'll bring up Faith's eyes. Faith isn't blind. They aren't like the potentional Finger Maidens you meet like Irina, and by extension Hyatta, who have weak eye sight. I took the idea of losing Grace a bit too seriously and how the Tarnished loses the gold in their eyes because of it. I also really dig the blank eye design...
Gender: Agender
Faith see themself more as a weapon than a human and doesn't care for gender roles at all. In Elden Ring gear isn't really pushed to fem or masc presenting like how it is in BG3. Faith's body type is feminine in BG3 cause of limitations.
Age: Young
Since the Rune of Death is sealed, the Faith and others cannot die, and I'm assuming cannot age. Faith stopped aging in their early to mid 20s because that's usually when soldiers are recruited. Depending on the events, of Marika ascending to godhood and when the tarnished tries to become Elden Lord, Faith would probably be closer to Halsin's age or even older.
Sexuality: *Shrug*
Faith is probably somewhere on the ace spectrum? Sex doesn't interest them, but they will do it if "prompted." They don't need to be romantically involved to do it but they also wouldn't just so it to anyone either. So, sadly, drow twins are a no go.
Romantically, they would be polyamorous. Especially around the BG3 cast. Being alone in their journey in the Land Between to suddenly having a group to support them, they might skew the idea of romantic relationships and platonic ones. Which doesnt help when all the cast wants to fuck you if youre friendly to them. Which would have to be another post of how they view the companions' advances for sex and romance.
Class: Confessor/Paladin
The Confessors are tarnished that turned from the Golden Order and then confessed for their sins and then made into spies to hunt down other tarnished that strayed. They have high faith starting stats and use a sword and shield.
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I'm not gonna learn how to mod and port over this armor or weapons to BG3 but Faith would be wearing this throughout their Faerûn adventure.
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They look so good so Faith would use those lol
It only made sense to be a Paladin, despite being a spy and can easily pick rogue also. Especially with the dark urge option about your class: The oath you awoke with is some faded instinct. Felt extra fitting as to Faith serves the Golden Order to persevere Queen Marika but along the way breaks their oath once they learn more through their travels. Would restoring the Golden Order be right? Would following the Three Fingers and burn everything into a frenzy to hope that something better be born anew be better? Is restoring death a better path?
Apparently playing as a paladin Durge you can talk to the Oathbreaker and he will state that he indeed knows you and you have broken your oath before.
And with Faith's lack of faith in the Golden Order would be breaking their oath with the idea of turning from it.
Lastly why they're in Faerûn:
Faith mentions to Astarion that they were fighting the Elden Beast and died during the fight and instead of going back to the last Grace Site they touched, they ended up being removed completely from their plane of existence.
I don't have it set in stone but I am playing with the idea that the Greater Will, or another Outer God, intervened since it is possible that it is an Outer God and probably has the power to do so. Faith isn't sure what is the best outcome for the Land Between and seeing that the tarnished the Greater Will chose might cause greater harm than good, it removed Faith completely.
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shi-tsuji · 1 month ago
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masterqwertster · 1 year ago
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💐👥❓
Evergreen Prompt
💐 Let’s talk about romance in an AU of soulmates.
So it's well-known in the Soul Bloom AU that not all soulmates are romantic and many are, in fact, platonic. Which means that there's not a dominant culture of "Trying to save myself for my soulmate." Though it's not entirely uncommon if one only has one soulmate to attempt a wait-and-see on romancing their soulmate.
This more relaxed take on the mystery of romantic vs platonic soulmates does, of course, lead to kerfuffles on occasion when the not-awaited soulmate ends up being romantic while (at least) one side has started a romance with someone else. Well, kerfuffles or throuples. It really depends on the temperament and openness of the people involved.
And there's no shame in a non-soulmate romance, just some uncertainty on its ability to last versus a soulmate bond. Not everybody is willing to handle that uncertainty. Which is a bit of a false dichotomy since it's perfectly possible to go through a breakup with a soulmate and permanently move from romantic to platonic. Really, the only difference is that soulmates have a much higher chance of coming out of a divorce/breakup as good friends instead of bitterly hating each other to the end.
🫂 I cannot resist adding some EPISODE 68 SPOILERS-based stuff.
It's been a backburner headcanon of mine for a long while that genasi are sensitive to elemental magics and stuff, or at least have a stronger sense of it than the average person, and that they can kind of sense the elemental strength of another genasi's bloodline if given the chance.
So since Dorian and Ashton would know each other for over 1 year in this AU instead of canon's 10 days, there's much more time and a much better chance for Dorian to take this elemental genasi read of Ashton.
As you can guess it gets a wild result that Dorian is in no way prepared for.
Ashton's elemental bloodline is terrifyingly powerful. Just, inconceivably potent. And this is coming from basically a prince of a genasi nation who has met and assessed so many other genasi. Dorian's discomfort is not helped by Ashton being of his opposite element.
On the other hand, Dorian never feels safer than when Ashton is in support of him. How can he not feel safe and reassured with such power backing him up?
It's a very confusing time/settling in period for Dorian.
Meanwhile, Ashton is completely ignorant because they weren't raised in any genasi culture and have no fucking clue about the "titan of blood" thing. Dorian is just their anxiety-ridden personal improvement friend project.
❓Look, EPISODE 68 SPOILERS have me by the throat. This has to go to the Ashton of the Ashari AU
🍃 The Ashari don't figure out the "titan of blood" angle until Ashton has finished their Shift to genasi. The primordial power infused into them is too busy settling in and changing Ashton to be noticeable as more than the usual elemental overcharge that causes a Shift until the deed is done.
The titan blood is noticed as part of a check-up. Particularly as the part where Ashton is being checked to make sure the elemental power has settled properly. The doctor actually has no clue what to make of the extreme power resting in Ashton, and bumps it up the line.
After Pa'tice talks with Keyleth about this discovery, which they're currently keeping quiet to keep things calm, it's decided that the doc will take a read of Grog and the Titanstone Knuckles. This is because the Hishari's stated goal was "Revive the Titans!" and it seems like the smart thing to do to have some idea of how far towards that goal what happened to Ashton might be.
Yeah, turns out it's really close, as the feeling of primordial power from Ashton is on par with the Titanstone Knuckles, and the kid is only twelve.
Out of concern for what people might do to someone with titan powers, it's agreed to keep this between the Ashari headmasters and Ashton's doctor. They don't want Ashton to be ostracized, put on a pedestal, dissected, or any other plethora of things that would single out the poor kid. He's been through enough having his original home and family being ripped away (even if they were the cultists who did this to him).
This information is also an eyeopener to how Hishari wasn't baseless and destroyed achieving nothing toward their stated goal. And definitely creates a (quiet) priority to investigate into what the fuck was actually going on there and what happened.
Also, the idea that the headmasters were operating under in keeping this secret was that unless/until something more titan-y happened with Ashton, he didn't need to know and should be allowed to live as "normally" as possible.
It was also at this point that they decided to not teach/encourage a druidic path to Ashton, because that sounded like trouble that could easily get out of control. Just look at their unfocused work bossing around eidolons before and partway through the Shift.
There probably also would have been some concern about Ashton's six years of silence/ no contact, if the foster parents hadn't done a decent job of covering up the argument and lack of further communication to keep up appearances.
For the canon reveal of "titan of blood" vs this AU, it's more Ashton demanding answers because they've been fucking running into scraps and bits of information that was previously denied to them and finally have Keyleth for a sit-down talk. Though Keyleth also gets to discover the equally dangerous and vast power of the dunamancy brain juice. Probably along the lines of: "Let me check how that titan stuff is holding up. ...Oh, that's new. What have you been doing, young man, to find a second super power to get infused with?"
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yeet-bangtan · 7 years ago
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I Just Want Food
Ship: yoonseok
genre: fluff
roommate au
prompt: “I want to be the last person who ever kisses you. I know that sounds bad like a death threat or something, but what I’m trying to say is that you’re it. This is it for me.”
“Hyung! I’m hungry!” Hoseok calls from his room in their shared apartment.
“Why is this my responsibility all of a sudden?” Yoongi calls back from the living room.
“You agreed to make dinner in exchange for me getting you out of work the other day.”
“Did I? How come I don’t remember this?”
“Probably because you were half asleep. Either way, a deal’s a deal, and you owe me dinner.”
“Okay, fine.” Yoongi grumbles as he gets off the couch. “Would you like spicy or not spicy ramen?”
“We only ever eat ramen. You owe me something else.”
“Like what?”
“Literally anything that you can’t buy at a convenience store.”
“I’m gonna guess that includes the bit of kimchi we have?”
“I thought you ate that already.”
“Oh, yeah! I did. I still don’t see why you can’t ask Seokjin or someone like that.”
“Seokjin-hyung is busy. Besides, you’re a pretty good cook. You made a really good kimchi fried rice that one time. You always grill our meat at restaurants too.”
“Yes, but that doesn’t exactly make me a culinary master.”
“Doesn’t your dad own a restaurant?”
“Yes, but that’s not the point.”
“Can’t you ask your dad for food or a recipe at least?”
“Hoseok-ah, we’re broke. Bankrupt. Out of money. The only food in our apartment right now is ramen.”
“Well, you agreed to make dinner, so it’s up to you.”
“Curse you,” Yoongi mumbles under his breath.
Now Yoongi’s options are rather limited at his point. He can either make a mud pie, which Hoseok would not like, make ramen, which again, Hoseok would not like, or buy food from elsewhere, which Hoseok still would not like. At this point, Yoongi is screwed. Or is he?
“How about we convince some ladies at the market to get us free food?” Yoongi suggests.
“Are you serious?” Hoseok peeps his head out of the hallway. “Why are you getting me involved?”
“Because you are way more charming than I am.”
“Hyung, this one’s on you.”
“I’ll still cook! I just need you to help me get ingredients is all.” Hoseok glares at Yoongi. “Please?” Yoongi asks cutely.
“Show me some aegyo and I’ll do it.”
“What? No!”
“Then I guess you’re on your own.”
“Fine, okay!” Yoongi rushes to perform the quickest aegyo possible as Hoseok smiles his usual wide smile.
“That was very rushed, but I suppose for now it will do. You better cook me a good dinner.”
It took Hoseok and Yoongi an hour to make it to the market. It is actually only a fifteen minute drive, but the two got carried away with their karaoke session and missed the turn three times. Hoseok is starving at this point. They walk over to the first lady at the market, but Hoseok’s aegyo is not enough to convince her to give them free stuff. Bummer.
Their next attempt was around a group of older ladies selling a variety of items. One lady sold cabbages, and another sold fish cakes. They were all clearly close, and started talking to each other about all kinds of stuff.
“All right, Hoseok-ah, you’re going to pick a target and hit her with all the aegyo you got, okay? Remember, this is for food!”
Hoseok gave him a halfhearted smile before walking up to the lady with the fish cakes. He didn’t say anything, he just looked over the goods.
“Hello, young man!” The woman greets him brightly. Then, as if Hoseok was not standing right there, she turned over to her ladies and started talking about how he would make such a nice boyfriend for her daughter. This lovely piece of information was all Yoongi needed to formulate a plan to get them all the free food possible.
While Hoseok was busy charming the ladies in the market, Yoongi headed off to the nearby costume store. No one really knew why it was there, but it was conveniently placed nonetheless. Luckily, Yoongi even knew the shopkeeper’s son, Taehyung. Yoongi heads inside the store, and before Taehyung can even greet him, Yoongi cuts him off. “I need a huge favor from you.”
“How big a favor?” Taehyung looks very surprised.
“I’ll tell you as we walk.”
Hoseok has been having a very pleasant talk with the women, and one of the women in particular is very interested in his love life. He kinda just avoided the questions, and she didn’t really question it much. He actually charmed the lady with the cabbages enough to get a good 35% discount. The fish cake lady offered only 25%, and one of the ladies who was selling seafood offered a 20% discount. Not bad considering the last attempt.
“Are you sure you aren’t available to meet my daughter? She’s really very sweet, and I know she’d be interested in such a good-looking boy like yourself.”
“Thank you so much for the offer, but I have a very important office event that day.”
“Wahh, he even has a good job! I bet your mother is very proud of you, young man.”
“Ah, how very nice of you,” Hoseok smiles sweetly
“Really! If I had a son like you, I would never let him move out. He’d have to live with my forever!”
“Any son would be lucky to live with you forever.”
While all the ladies melt a little bit, Yoongi advances towards the group. Well, I guess the correct name would be Yoonji. Min Yoonji is Min Yoongi in a schoolgirl outfit with a wig. Make no mistake; Min Yoonji is out to kill.
“Oppa!” Yoongi calls in his most annoying yet most feminine voice.
“Jagi!” Hoseok calls. Hoseok had only seen Min Yoongi as Min Yoonji once, but he didn’t need to be told twice to get what was going on.
“Oooooopppppppppppppaaaaaaaaa!”Yoongi shoves Hoseok. “Why did you call me here?”
“I know this is unexpected, but, I couldn’t live with myself if I didn’t say it.”
“Oppa, what are you talking about?”
“Before I lose my courage, I have to tell you. I have to tell you what a difference you’ve made in my life, and how you make me a better person.” He takes in a deep, dramatic breath before continuing. “I want to be the last person who ever kisses you. I know that sounds bad like a death threat or something, but what I’m trying to say is that you’re it. This is it for me. I hope that you will accept my feelings, because you are my first love. Min Yoonji,” Hoseok says while getting on one knee. “Will you make the happiest man alive? Will you marry me?”
“yES YES YES!!” Yoongi shrieks as loudly as possible. Hoseok and Yoongi start dancing like maniacs, and some of the women are wiping tears from their eyes. Yoongi put on his own ring that he snatched from Taehyung’s shop, and that was the entire proposal.
“You two are the most beautiful couple I’ve ever seen! Here take these cabbages as a wedding present!” Exclaims one lady
“Yes! and eat as many fish cake as you desire!” Yells another lady
And that is how Yoongi and Hoseok wound up with 100 lbs of cabbages, and at least ten fish cake skewers apiece. They had a few other things, but those were already long devoured sine the proposal.
“Well, I guess you get to make dinner out of all these cabbages.” Hoseok tells Yoongi.
“What if we made a trade?”
“I am not charming any other old ladies for food.”
“No, dummy! I mean with my dad. We have no use for this much cabbage, so free dinner for all the cabbage. Sounds good?”
“I’ve never eaten at your dad’s restaurant.”
“Really? Well, today’s your first then.”
The trade was successful. In exchange for a hundred pounds of cabbage, Hoseok and Yoongi received a full meal. In case you were wondering what happened to the Min Yoonji costume, Taehyung came by the restaurant to pick it up. Both men had eaten plenty before leaving again.
“I have one question, though.” Yoongi says. “Where did you come up with the whole kiss thing? Did you come up with that on the spot?”
“Nah, I totally stole it from one of Namjoon’s poems.”
“That makes a lot of sense. Good quote, though.”
However, this story would not be complete without warning all readers that impromptu marriage proposals for free food are not usually successful. We actually have no clue why this particular one was successful. We do not recommend you go by your nearest McDonalds and propose to your roommate in a schoolgirl outfit. As tempting as it sounds, it shall only make the employees uncomfortable and everyone else think you are a cheapo.
THE END
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moonyswritinq · 3 years ago
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who i write for / request rules
Updated: 03.05.2024
REQUESTS ARE CLOSED !
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please read through the rules of requesting before doing so. thank you for taking me in consideration of writing your request for you — it really means a lot to me. i expect you to respect my boundaries and listen to what i am not comfortable writing, and instead turn to another author who will do it or simply change your request.
MASTERLIST
INTRODUCTION — get to know me !
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RULES FOR REQUESTING:
Don’t worry about everyone's sexualities — unless it's specified in canon. Take everything I say with a pinch of salt, alright.
I often include cursing, foul language and sometimes violent or graphic content. Please check the warnings of the fic before reading — I always write warnings when it is necessary. If there aren't warnings but you think there should be, please tell me.
I have the right to turn down any request, either if I'm not comfortable with it or I just can't manage to write it, and I do not owe anyone an explanation.
Even though I write for a certain character it does not mean I support the actor/actress that portrays the character or the author that wrote them.
TYPES OF WORKS I WILL WRITE:
headcanon
drabble (usually >1000)
oneshot / imagine
series
alphabet (sfw, sometimes nsfw)
Unless specified, I will probably write a oneshot or a short story for your request.
TYPES OF CONTENT I WILL WRITE:
angst
fluff
sometimes smut
sensitive / triggering topics (sometimes)
gore
most tropes (prefer enemies / rivals to lovers)
If I'm not feeling up to writing any specific thing (because I'm as much a mood writer as I am a mood reader) — or I feel uncomfortable writing smut at the time — I will either wait until I'm up for it, change the request a bit or ask you to request another author better equipped for the task.
P.S. I saw someone send in writing prompts for different requests, and while I don't have a prompt list myself, you're more than welcome to pick one from somewhere else in your requests!
CHARACTERS I WILL WRITE:
male or ftm reader
gender neutral, non-binary or genderfluid reader
original character
If you don't specify the gender or pronouns for reader I will probably write it gender neutral or male reader. Some characters I will only write a male reader for, depending on what makes me comfortable or what their sexuality is. Some characters I will prefer a certain pairing to write for, for example character x reader or character x character, but if that is the case I will tell you.
PAIRINGS I WILL WRITE:
platonic
romantic
familial (preferred adopted for inclusivity)
Some characters I will not write romantic for, some platonic and some familial – simply because I don't feel comfortable with it or want to do it. I'm the author and I always have the final word.
INCLUSIVITY IN MY WRITING:
any size reader
any height reader
any ethnicity, nationality or skin color reader
any gender identity reader
any sexual orientation reader
As a white non-binary queer person I try to write my fics as inclusive as I can — without mentioning size, shape, height, clothing, appearance or sexuality. If you want a specific reader you have to put it in the request, for example plus size, tall, asian, asexual or genderfluid. I might not be perfect at writing everything but I will try to do my research on things I am not familiar with and do it as realistic as possible.
WHAT I WILL NOT WRITE, NO MATTER WHAT:
anything in support of the following; transphobia, homophobia, queerphobia, fatphobia, ableism, racism, sexism, incest, pedophilia, romantic minor x non-minor.
a pairing that goes against a character's canon sexuality
sexual assault / rape
any pregnancy, no matter the character
female reader
These are non–negotiable. I will not change my mind on these as they are things that make me extremely uncomfortable.
WHAT I PREFER TO NOT WRITE:
smut – i much prefer sexual tension
polyamorous relationships
anime
These are things I do not enjoy writing about (most of the time) but it may vary. If I'm not feeling up for it, I will tell you so. There are always exceptions for these.
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WHO I WRITE FOR: (in alphabetical order)
➳ ARCANE: (the series)
Ekko
Jinx (not romantic)
Silco
Viktor
➳ BALDUR'S GATE 3:
Astarion
Gale
Shadowheart
➳ DEAD BOY DETECTIVES: (the series)
Charles Rowland
Edwin Paine
Monty the Crow
Thomas The Cat King
➳ GAME OF THRONES: (the series)
Gendry
Jaime Lannister
Jaqen H'ghar
Oberyn Martell
Petyr Baelish
Robb Stark
➳ GOOD OMENS: (the series)
Aziraphale (not romantic)
Crowley (not romantic)
➳ GRISHAVERSE:
Inej Ghafa (not romantic)
Jesper Fahey
Kaz Brekker
Matthias Helvar
Nikolai Lantsov
Nina Zenik (not romantic)
The Darkling
Wylan Van Eck
➳ HARRY POTTER: (marauders are further down)
Blaise Zabini
Charlie Weasley
Draco Malfoy
Fred Weasley
George Weasley
Ginny Weasley (not romantic)
Harry Potter
Luna Lovegood (not romantic)
Newt Scamander
Oliver Wood
➳ HOUSE OF THE DRAGON: (the series)
Aemond Targaryen
Jacaerys Velaryon
➳ LOTR / THE HOBBIT: (the films)
Aragorn Elessar
(Young) Bilbo Baggins
Kili
Legolas Greenleaf
Thranduil
➳ MARAUDERS:
Barry Crouch Jr
Evan Rosier
James Potter
Dorcas Meadowes (not romantic)
Lily Evans (not romantic)
Marlene McKinnon (not romantic)
Mary McDonald (not romantic)
Regulus Black
Remus Lupin
Sirius Black
➳ MARVEL:
Kate Bishop
Loki Laufeyson (variants included)
Marc Spector / Moonknight
Matt Murdock
Peter Parker (Andrew Garfield)
Peter Parker (Tom Holland)
Pietro Maximoff
Scott Lang
Stephen Strange
Steven Grant / Mr Knight
Tony Stark
Valkyrie / Brunnhilde (not romantic)
Yelena Belova (not romantic)
➳ ONE PIECE: (the series)
Buggy
Luffy
Sanji
Shanks
Zoro
➳ ONCE UPON A TIME:
Henry Mills (older Henry if romantic)
Killian James / Captain Hook
Peter Pan
➳ OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH:
Edward Teach / Captain Blackbeard (not romantic)
Izzy Hands
Jim Jimenez
Stede Bonnet (not romantic)
➳ OUTER BANKS:
JJ Maybank
➳ PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN:
Elizabeth Swann
Jack Sparrow
Will Turner
➳ SHADOWHUNTERS: (the series)
Alec Lightwood (male ship if romantic)
Magnus Bane
➳ SHERLOCK: (BBC & NETFLIX)
Jim Moriarty
Sherlock Holmes
Tewkesbury
➳ STAR WARS:
Anakin Skywalker
Din Djarin / Mando
Han Solo
Luke Skywalker
Obi-Wan Kenobi
Poe Dameron
➳ STRANGER THINGS:
Eddie Munson
Robin Buckley (not romantic)
Steve Harrington
The kids TM (not romantic)
➳ TEEN WOLF:
Derek Hale
Isaac Lahey
Stiles Stilinski
Peter Hale
Theo Raeken
➳ THE 100: (the series)
John Murphy
Monty Green
Raven Reyes
➳ THE ARCANA:
Asra
Julian
➳ THE HUNGER GAMES: (the films)
Finnick Odair
➳ THE MAZE RUNNER: (the films)
Minho
Newt (male ship if romantic)
Thomas
➳ THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY:
Ben Hargreeves
Diego Hargreeves
Five Hargreeves
Klaus Hargreeves
Lila Pitts
Viktor Hargreeves
➳ THE WITCHER: (the series)
Geralt of Rivia
Jaskier
➳ X-MEN: (the prequels)
Erik Lehnsherr
Charles Xavier
Peter Maximoff
This list is mainly about which characters I feel comfortable writing romantically about. So just because a certain character is not on here does not mean I will not write a platonic relationship, I am just not comfortable writing a romantic relationship. And if there is a (not romantic) note after the character, it means I will definitely not write a romantic ship with reader (but perhaps with another character), but still would be very glad to write a platonic one.
I may have forgotten some characters, so if you know of any others please suggest them. If you have any other fandoms or characters you'd like to read about, feel free to request them and I'll tell you if I'll write for them or not.
The list of characters may change from time to time, depending on how I'm feeling or how comfortable I feel with a certain character. So please check in every once in a while to see the updated list.
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another-fantasy-world · 4 years ago
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Pulled
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Title: Pulled
Pairings: (Romantic) Wanda Maximoff x Reader, (Platonic) Avengers x Reader, (Familial) Natasha Romanoff x Reader, (Familial) Pietro Maximoff x Reader
Summary: The Avengers, Earth's chosen heroes. You thought the name was absurd, and you knew that being around them is trouble, especially since the son of Odin himself is working with them. But of course, no matter how much you tried to pull away, no matter the consequences of you being a demon, they still insist on pulling you back, among all of them, she insists the most.
Warnings: Canon Violence. Demons. Mentions of Hell
Additional Tags: Wanda being the best girlfriend for a demon. Natasha being a soft mom. Tony being the annoying brother. Avengers being the lovable idiots that they are. Pietro being alive is my shit.
Reader Pronouns: She/They
Word Count: 3276 words
GIF isn’t mine but boy do I adore it. Feedback is much appreciated. Thank you and Enjoy Reading! Requests are open, see pinned post for more info
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Grief. Pain. Sadness. Anger. Guilt. Fear.  Six of the most common negative emotions one human can have, and somehow, this two human children had them all. You silently watched as this human girl and her twin brother hide under the bed to protect themselves from the bomb just 3 feet from them. You can sense both their fears, it's what led you to them in the first place. The intense fear and emotional pain in their souls was intoxicating, it makes you want to devour it and take their souls straight to hell. But for some reason, you couldn't bring yourself to enhance it, to give them more pain, just for your own sake.
So even as your hunger clawed and begged to be satisfied, you ignored it, looking for something to comfort the trembling twins. Out the corner of your eye, you saw the damaged TV, making quick work of fixing it with your magic, turning it on, only to find the girl's glowing red eyes trained at your naturally red eyes. Your eyes widened as you realized she could see you. You then turned your attention to the other twin, his child-like eyes staring right at your non-existent soul.
“And you can see me. Great.” You voiced out, sighing. You didn't even know why your glamour didn't work on these two brats.
“Yes.” They answered timidly, Heavy Sokovian accents ringing throughout the air.
“Are you scared?” You ask them, tucking your wings in as to not scare them further more, much to your displeasure. You didn't really know why you're acting like this.
“No.” You smiled at their response, they were lying of course, but it was adorable nonetheless.
You debated on what to do next, you could erase their memories of you but quickly realized that you couldn't considering this human child is a witch. You sighed, you rarely interfere with human foolishness, the outcomes of said foolishness make up for your daily meal, so you leave them be, but for some reason you were being pulled to do the opposite.
“This is going to be the last time you see me.” You state coldly, refusing to get attached.
You maneuver your magic to levitate the bed they were currently hiding under, gray wisps of magic enveloping the bomb to keep them from detonating, you watch as the human girl seems fascinated with what she sees despite the life-threatening situation they are in right now. The human boy dragging his sister towards you as you envelop them in your magic as well, protecting them for what's about to come.
“Hold on.” You say, their arms wrapping around yours as you extend your wings and fly upwards, the air harmless to the children in your arms when it should have killed them based on your speed alone. You looked down at them, the human girl buried her face into you as fear mixed with relief pulsed out of her. The human boy on the other hand, looked ecstatic with the speed you are going at.
'Children' You thought, chuckling lightly.
You both dropped them off at the local Sokovian orphanage, prompting to leave when the human girl tugged on your black wings making you look back.
“Yes?” You asked
“Stay” She says, smiling. You smiled back, despite seeing how the events of today slowly dawned on both of them, pain filling both of their eyes.
You just shook your head sadly, a frown quickly settling at your face, realizing you let your guard down, before flying away, disappearing in a blink of an eye.
You never thought you would see them again years later, all grown up.  You were on an errand appointed to you by your brother when you stumbled upon Sokovia. The place swarmed with ridiculous looking military. Your eyes widening as you see them displaying their powers fighting against the Avengers. You smiled softly and rolled your eyes when you saw that the human boy now had super speed and the human girl had her witchy tendencies, beautiful red wisps of magic floating through the air, as a human man, named Captain America, tumbled down the stairs.
“We have another enhanced. Female. Do not engage.” You frowned at that, they're treating her like a threat, and that didn't place right with you. Prompting to leave this problem to future you, you left
“Enhanced?” You ask yourself as you flew away, not having the courage to face the twins right now.
Days pass and you still barely have the courage to give in to the pull that they both had, you spent the days you had trying to find whatever it is that you have with the two of them, it was something you cannot explain with words. The pull was extremely hard to ignore, it was a bond of some sort. But you never made a contract with them, did you accidentally make one? But this feels like something more, it wasn't just a normal contract, it feels much more intimate, familial in a sense.
You were reading ancient books, feeling particularly annoyed at the pathetic wails of souls being tortured, annoyed that your brother decided placing his torture chamber near your library where it should be quiet, quiet enough to read without some human soul screaming their hearts out as they are force to relive their most painful memories over and over again.
Your head snapped up when you felt intense amount of anger and pain course through your veins, you dropped the book you were reading and immediately materialized on Earth, finding the human girl in a headlock.
Your vision blurred, only seeing red, you charged towards the man, slamming him to the glass, breaking it, walking forward more, you slammed him to the wall, gripping his neck, you could see green slowly seeping from it. You clenched your teeth, feeling hot flames bursting from around you, cracks emerging from the concrete as molten lava seeps through. Your magic prevented him from transforming. Your eyes a vicious black as anger pumped throughout your whole being. You could feel the monster in you, clawing it's way out, telling you to rip this man's head off and feed it to Cerberus, taking his soul to the deepest, darkest depths of hell.
“Go on. Piss me off.” You growled out, mocking his words, your black wings extending, hiding the both of you from the other's view, who stopped fighting as soon as you materialized from the ground.
Gripping harder now, you ought to kill him, enduring the pain of random blasts and the feeling of a vibranium shield repeatedly being slammed into your wings.
Soft red wisps wrapped around your wrist, comforting you, lowering your guard for a little, allowing the human girl to touch you. Her hands running through the feathers that your wings had.
“It's okay. I'm okay. You don't have to.” Her soft voice rang through your ears, making you drop the coughing man and hold her hand.
“Are you sure?” Your voice raspy from growling.
She just nodded, gripping your hand as well. You didn't even notice the commotion happening. You didn't notice Thor slamming in, zapping the capsule like thing. You didn't notice the android emerging, You didn't notice a single thing. Not until she let go of your hands did you regain senses.
“I thought you said we weren't going to see you again.” She says, making you face her
“Uhm.” You gulped, now that you took at good look at the human girl, she certainly...enhanced herself since you last saw her.
She raised her brows as her head tilted, staring up at you. You felt as thou you were the one being hunted, rather than being the hunter that you are.
“Things change, Little Witch.” You tried to steady yourself, nearly losing your footing at the blue blur that ran past you.
“Wingie! You came back!” The human boy exclaimed.
“...Wingie? What the fuck?” You thought as you narrowed your eyes at them. Watching as the woman chuckled, you looked at her pointedly, knowing that she read your mind, to which she just shrugged.
“You refer to us as human boy and human girl. We refer to you as wingie, it's a fair deal isn't it?” She smirked, her Sokovian accent sending shivers down your spine.
“It is not.” You stood straigher. A frown placed on your face as you knew you needed to leave and cut ties with them. Even if you did not want to, Demon-Human relationships are strictly forbidden, unless they willingly sign their soul to you.
As if sensing this, The human girl took a hold of your wings and tugged on it, giving you a sense of nostalgia
“Stay.” She says with finality.
“I guess it would be nice for you both to tell me your name.” You say after a moment of silence, hissing slightly when you see a mark forming on your palm.
You had given in to their bond, they have successfully pulled you in. It left you wondering how this happened and why has your father, the almighty God, allowed this. Better question, why did Luci never interrupt this bond, he just let it be, even when you asked him about it, he nonchalantly says that you should give in. What better purpose does this have?
“...Now I really need your name.” You mumble out, spotting the glowing marks they both had shining through their clothes.
“Ooooohkay. What is happening around here?” You tore your gaze from the twins to look at the tin man.
“Please do not talk tin man. This does not concern you. However, I believe that The First Son of Odin can help you satisfy your curiosity about me.” You say, gaze returning to the twins.
“Wanda.”
“Pietro.”
“Y/N.” You smiled.
“You now have a personal demon at your command.” You grin, showing your true fiery self to them, bowing like a servant, surprising them a little, Then laughed, comfortable with teasing you at how ugly you looked in your true form, which also made you laugh. A memory you will never forget.
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“What's in your mind darling?” Wanda brings you back to reality, her hands softly holding your face.
Tony was kind enough to give you a whole floor to yourselves in the tower, it now looked like a big apartment with a 70's theme due to you and Wanda's modifications just last night. Your wife did have a knack for changing your apartment's theme to different eras, you suspect it's from her love of sitcoms so you just let her be. Besides, her sitcoms are growing on you.
“How we met.” You state, a content smile on your face while tracing the mark she had.
The room you both shared is enveloped in your magic, the illusion showing the night sky, shooting stars passing through despite being in broad daylight.
“Hmmn. You traveled far.”  She chuckled, nuzzling further into your wings. You chuckled.
“You love my wings more than me, my love, why must you be like this?” You teased her
“They're softer than you.” She teased back
“You wound me little witch.” You lean in to kiss her, only to be interrupted, your illusion breaking as the door slammed open
“EW EW EW EW EW!” A blue blur barged in, only to run out again.
You huffed out in annoyance, It's 7am and Pietro is already annoying you.
“Why must I also have a bond with that prick.” You grumbled under your breath, burying your face into Wanda's neck.
“Because he's my brother, and you, my love, are my wife. That makes you his sister as well.” She says, pecking your lips multiple times, her Sokovian accent slipping out.
“Mrs. Maximoff, and Other Mrs. Maximoff. Ms. Romanoff wanted me to remind you of your training at 8:30 am after breakfast. And Mr. Stark is demanding you both to have breakfast with the team” FRIDAY, the AI's voice rang out.
“Thank you FRIDAY.” You muttered out, begrudgingly getting up from your shared bed, your wings limp as if sharing your sadness, much to your wife's amusement.
“I don't get it. At all. We've been doing this for 8 years now. Why do I still have to train?” You whined, walking into the dining room where the rest of the Avengers are.
“Because, you little devil, you rely on your powers too much. Hand-to-hand combat is necessary.” Natasha pats your back, grabbing her newly made peanut butter sandwich.
Natasha met you after Bruce saved her from Ultron, your powers saved her by smashing in two robots to the ground, which seemed to amuse her, plus seeing you with horns made her laugh. The next day, she approached you asking if you wanted to spar with her, and you cockily said yes, boasting that you'll beat her in a minute. You were proven wrong, your ass got handed to you every single time, proving that you can't make it through life without your powers.
“And yet, you don't tell Tony to train.” You deadpanned at Natasha, and she looked at you like how an angry mother looks at a child throwing a tantrum.
You accidentally read Natasha's mind one day when you were starving, refusing to feed off your family's emotions, despite them being filled with negative emotions because, the receiver of a demon feeding feels intense pain as said demon sucks their emotions out, leaving them exhausted, sometimes in a coma, and sometimes just dead, it's soul going straight down to hell. She was thinking about how she thinks of you as her daughter, albeit being thousands of years older than her. You just shrugged and went along with it,  finding it funny, until you accidentally called her 'Mom' when she got shot, sending the one who shot her down to the pits of hell. And since then it just stuck.
“Because I'm a genius, devilious.” You rolled your eyes at his ego and his horrible nickname.
“Dumbass.” You murmured
“Bitch.” He shot back
“Jerk.” You retaliated. Puffing your wings up to hopefully intimidate him but he just powered up his reactor and threatened to blast you.
“Okay, enough from the both of you.” Wanda gave you a pointed look which had you pouting
“No powers on the dining table!” Pepper scolded.
“Sorry.” you mumbled, directing your attention to the elevator doors as they open to reveal Clint on the phone.
Your eyes drifted to Pietro as you both shared a smirk, if there's one thing that you both could agree on, is that you both love to piss off Clint, who despite being retired, visits the tower often.
You subtly use your powers to tie Clint's shoelaces together as Pietro sped to him, taking his phone.
“Hey!” He complained, taking a step to run after Pietro only to slam, face first into a pillow?
Your eyes then lifted up to see Wanda's glowing eyes, her hands wrapped with a red mist as you see Pietro being dragged into the room by said mist.
“Oh shit.” You murmured, seeing her head tilt, it's common knowledge to run when Wanda tilts her head, it's terrifying as fuck.
“...We can talk about this...” You say, slowly backing up. She just raised her brows
“Whipped.” Clint whispered tauntingly as he passed you
“Take it to the training room kids.” Natasha says, her steaming black coffee nestled in her palms
“I didn't even eat yet.” You whined, plopping yourself away from your wife, beside the metal armed man who pushed the plate of toast towards you.
“Are we still going to ignore how devilious is a literal demon and she's scared of Wondie?” Tony teased, bouncing Morgan on his lap while she drinks her milk.
“Okay. Tony, Tony, Tony. Stare me straight in the eyes, look at me, look, look. Come on, look into my eyes-”
“Yes, I'm looking into your “natural” red eyes, they still look like contacts” He says, air quoting the word natural
“First of all, they are natural. Second, stare right into my eyes and tell me that my wife isn't the MOST TERRIFYING PERSON YOU EVER MET!?”
“Meh.” He says, smirking
“Oh-hoho! Ouch.” You say playfully with a grimace, jaw dropping with a look of offense on your face.
“Let's just agree that wives are terrifying, yes?” You say quickly, motioning to Pepper who was chopping up some food for her daughter, who held up the knife as a response to your statement.
“And this is why I will never get married.” Natasha says, disposing of her plates to the sink before motioning to you.
“I can change that. Do you want a dog too?” Sam asks, grinning
“Get ready to get your ass kicked, Wilson.” You grinned seeing Nat's glare
“Language.” Tony says, motioning to his kid while winking at Steve who rolled his eyes, crossing his arms. The fitted shirt threatening to rip. You always wondered why Steve liked to wear clothes that's one size smaller that what he should be wearing. Maybe it was because of Bucky, or Nat, or both. You never knew with that man.
“It's been 8 years. Why is that still a thing?” Steve groan, making you all laugh.
Your laugh slowly faded, staring at your family, your weird but still very much your family, laughing and having fun without a care in the world, it's memories like these that you want to remember.
You don't want to remember the sacrifices you had to make to get this very moment, the actions you made were selfish yet necessary, for your universe at least. You had the power and the chance to change everything 5 years ago, and you took that chance without hesitation, even if it meant breaking the fabric of the universe itself.
You just hoped that the Avengers from the other universes wouldn't hate you so much for adding to their pain. After all, you did avert what should have happened in your universe, into another universe where the people of earth and it's mightiest heroes, suffered twice. Their pain increasing tenth fold as you merged two problems into one.
The consequence that you have to endure for that however, was white-hot pain. You will have to endure all the universe's pain, nightmares and visions of the battle that should have happened will continue to plague you, visions of Wanda in pain, visions of Tony Stark dying, visions of his funeral, visions of Natasha's death will play in your head over and over again. Your own personal hell.
But it's worth it right? …right? You'd do anything to make your family happy... right? You'd do anything to make her happy. It's worth it. It was definitely worth it... right?
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— — FORTUNE TELLER
An RP multimuse blog for Allan Kier, an original NPC based on the FFXIV world!
current draft count: 50+ current inbox count: 80+
owed starters: 0 owed asks: 8
Guidelines (UPDATED 9TH NOV):
hewwo!! call me termi (25+, any pronouns)
Allan is a non-wol oc btw in case the following information is confusing!
am a filthy multishipper hehehe
hey look at allan’s sausage fingers in the pic above
this is p much a multimuse blog but all the other muses basically revolve around allan so expect to see 80% of allan content kljalksjf
allan is likely to gravitate to extremes for what he wants, so torture/manipulation/etc. may be present on this blog!
i am v bad at rmbering all ffxiv lore but i will do my best ljaflksjf
i tag 'trigger tw' for any sensitive content!
i have a busy irl and other commitments! bc of this is i am naturally very slow and will take random hiatus’!
pls don’t rush me into replying to things or remind me in any way ;w ; this is a hobby for me and i tend to withdraw and get slower if i feel stressed fjlkdjsg
i do drop threads quite a lot; this is just to keep drafts from getting bloated. the reasons range from not knowing how to repond, not having the muse for it, it was a casual thread, or feeling like our muses’ relationship has progressed past that in other threads! it’s nothing personal at all, and i’m always happy to initiate new stuff!!
^ that being said, i tend to keep drafts if its the only one we have between our muses and/or we have anything planned for it!
FYI:
my main rp partner is @echobled​ so replies to their muses tend to be prioritized!
feel free to turn any prompt u sent that i answered into a thread!
i have a very low social battery so if you see me around on the dash and not responding to dms, it’s nothing personal! i’m probably just mentally drained and its easier for me to do small stuff while i recover ;w ;
Permanent Interaction Call (like at ur leisure no matter how long its been :3c)
Gentle wishlist ;w ; (pls also feel free to send me ideas u wanna do for ur muse!!)
Replying to one of my open starters is the easiest way to interact with me! i love doing one-liners as much as multipara/novella stuff, and oneliners require much less brain so! its my fave way esp since it can Evolve into smth more so don’t be afraid to jump in on em!
i love angst, hurt/comfort, romance, smut, and dark themes the most, but am happy to rp everything else, those are just faves kljaklsjf
open to familial/platonic/antagonistc dynamics and pre-est stuff if we can plot chemistry ;w ;
allan is an original NPC! the easiest way to look at him is as a blue sidequest giver LKJASLKFj completely missable, u get like. idk a handshake or a kees on the cheek (or more) LKJASKLFj but he does have a backstory that helps lend darker elements to plotting. its v flexible too in how light or dark it can get to make sure i don’t go too heavy with my rp partner if that’s not what they prefer. that being said, i did mention i love dark themes, so hmu if that’s what ur interested in!!  also love to explore deeper plots connected to my rp partner’s muse too!!
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Allan Kier (main muse)
Age: appears mid to late 20s Gender: cis male Orientation: gay Eye colour: purple Hair colour: purple Skin colour: light brown Height: 170cm | 5'7 Notable features: tattoo on his right cheek (further back, mostly hidden), several dotted scars on left side of waist, a long scar from his left shoulder blade to his lower right back Job: Astrologian (abilities similar up to lvl 40; grows or changes class depending on story) Alignment: chaotic neutral
Brief History:
Not much is known about his earlier life. However, he lived in Sharlayan for a significant amount of time as a low profile arcanist.
Was secretly banished from Sharlayan for [redacted].
Went to Ishgard since he had some contacts there, making it easier to hide from [redacted]. However, due to starting over completely and relying on those contacts, he owes a major amount of debt that he pays off with his special ability, [redacted].
At some point during this, he becomes an Astrologian.
After the Dragonsong War, he travelled around more often, figuring it's safe to do so after the time he spent in Ishgard. He still revisits Ishgard to deal with his remaining few debts every so often.
More on Allan!
ANCIENT + SHARDS —
Asclepius (the Ancient Allan is a shard of):
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Gender: cis male Orientation: asexual demiromantic Eye colour: glowing pale purple Hair colour: orange/light brown Skin colour: light brown Notable features: scar down his right eye, tattoo on his right temple Job: DRK (more proficient as a WHM, but abandoned it) Special abilities: soul sight - able to see and interpret the essence and shape of souls at will. prophetical sight - receives uncontrollable visions when he rests; this ability only got more wild in his waking time the closer the sundering came. Brief history: 
was known to have talents in medicinal care and healing, and had prophetic visions that would lead him to isolate himself often. 
was even offered the Seat of Emmerololth which he turned down quite fast. 
after receiving visions of the Final Days and the Sundering, he disappeared from society for some odd years, then came back as a DRK and sought adventure in an effort to forget all that he had Seen. 
he was running around... somewhere... when the Sundering happened lkJKALSJF 
he is p much a v big hermit and had like one (1) friend that returned to the star (verse dependent, he could also have Azem as a friend but... that’s probably it....... wheeze)
more on asclepius!
Selene (shard of Allan in the First)
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Age: appears in her late 20s Gender: cis female Orientation:lesbian Eye colour: red Hair colour: black Skin colour: light brown Height: 196cm (6′4) Notable features: jagged scar from her chest to her left hip, scar on the back of her left thigh, another three scars across her right shoulder blade Job: BLM main (abilities up to lvl 80)
Brief bio: 
born of Eulmore to high-ranking soldiers in the army, Selene served and protected her home for many years. 
she defects to the Crystarium after learning the dark truth behind Eulmore’s inner machinations and rejecting them.
more on Selene!
Naila (Voidsent shard of Allan)
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Age: ??? (appears in her mid to late twenties) Gender: ??? (she/they mostly) Orientation: aethersexual (she will lay with anyone to have aether basically LKJAFK) Eye colour: gold Hair colour: purple Skin colour: light brown Height: 150cm (4′9) Notable features: the biggest floofiest tail. her voice will also become quite gutteral/demonic when indimidating someone or when she loses control (either from anger/pleasure/shock). Job: WAR
Brief bio: 
the person that summoned Naila into the Source swiftly met an end when they prepared horrendously poorly for her arrival. Now Naila runs around in their body. 
she doesn’t necessarily need aether considering she’s in the Source, but she still has a craving for it. 
she only wants to have fun; she found the Thirteenth boring and dull but the Source? The Source is full of people she can play with to her heart’s content. 
recently, she’s caught a whiff of aether so enticing, so delicious that she’s can’t quite bring herself to think about anything else. 
she otw to eat Allan
more on naila!
Asclepius 2.0 (yet another shard of Allan)
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Age: early 30s Gender: cis male Orientation: pansexual Eye colour: purple Hair colour: black Skin colour: brown Height: 209cm (6′10) Notable features: long scar across right cheek to right eye Job: ??? FSH
Brief bio:
bascially a reincarnated shard of asclepius that has fragmented memories of ancient times 
what shard who knows
he is vibing and just wants to fish 
was p much mistaken as one of the Fourteen upon recruitment but then they found out he’s just a normal dude back in ancient times so they just kept him subservient LKJASKLFj
more on asclepius 2.0!
OTHER:
Mahalina (Allan’s sister)
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Age: appears late 20s/early 30s Gender: cis female Orientation: asexual panromantic Eye colour: emerald green Hair colour: magenta Skin colour: brown Height: 192cm (6′3) Notable features: very scarred up body, indicative of heavy torture. she wears heavy-duty make-up to hide burns on her face. Job: GNB
she’s a filthy pvper LKJAFSLKSJf
a big sister so she takes on responsibility a lot + has/had a lot of pressure from her mother when in sharlayan, so she can seem v snobbish and arrogant. she loosens up a bit during post-hw!
starts her search for allan during post-hw as well and finally finds him in post-sb T___T
then she suffers a near-fatal injury and disappears during ew... smadge...
more on mahalina!
OTHER BLOGS: @omnirush, @chacss
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platonic-prompts · 3 years ago
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Hello there! I've been wanting to write some Fics for a very small (okay basically non-existent) fandom and I have no prompt ideas
Could I get some platonic prompts about three characters who act like sister/brother/brother but aren't actually related?
Thanks! 🥰
Of course
1. "You tried to kidnap me!" "We would've gotten a popsicle if we succeeded."
2. A and B and C are all pretty...sane most times. Which means when they need someone to do something wacky there's a lot of arguing behind the scenes and sometimes they have to draw straws.
3. Arguments over which animal is superior.
4. Sharing clothes can go a bit to the extremes, by which I mean the sister is totally borrowing not at all stealing any piece of clothes she likes from her pseudo brothers. ("Why do you get such big pockets?" "What?")
5. If one of the brothers tries the above but with the sister, "Why do you not have pockets?!"
6. "Stop eating my jelly!" "I don't see your name on it." *turns jar to show name scrawled on in sharpie*
7. "We probably shouldn't try summoning a demon in the house." "You're right, A," says B, snapping his fingers and standing up. A and C stare at him.
C frowns. "Wait, where are you going?"
"Breaking into the neighbors basement."
8. Car rides where they're all in the backseat involve a lot of hitting and kicking. (I can speak from experience on this one. Sorta-step-brothers are the worst.)
9. If they have a pet, competitions over who the pet loves more. Could be as simple as laying on the couch and seeing who the pet comes to when called and "Hah! She loves me more." "No, my child, please come back!"
10. Some outsider to the group is pulling a Todoroki and thinks that they all somehow biologically related, and honestly the way the three act is not helping things
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tenthgrove · 3 years ago
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hi! could i request some platonic la squadra with a team member who's autistic and mainly stims by repeating short phrases (echolalia but idk how to phrase it) and has/had a hard time unmasking around them? feel free to take as many liberties as you need to, your writing is so fun to read! <33
La Squadra Says Autism Rights
La Squadra x Reader (GN), Platonic, SFW
(A/N: I just wanted to say a particular thank you to this requester because I've been itching to write autistic reader headcanons for months and this finally gave me the right prompt to do it. I definitely want to write more in the future.)
Formaggio- He might be neurotypical, but autism runs in his family (and his social circle as an adult) so he's learned a fair bit how best to interact with you people. He knows his loudness and teasing can be an issue for autistic people with sensory issues or trouble with sarcasm, so he'll drop it around you if that's the case. As far as he's concerned your vocal stim is a non-issue because 'some people just do that, it doesn't hurt anyone' and he doesn't comment on it unless you're using it to show happiness, in which case he always acts chuffed. He behaves sympathetically to your troubles with masking, and makes a point of acting laid-back so it's easy for you to turn down the pressure on yourself. To Formaggio, not being able to be yourself would be one of the worst fates imaginable, so he wants to do what he can to make it easier for you to let loose.
Illuso- You might expect Illuso's understanding to be low, but at this point with so much of the team being neurodivergent themselves Illuso doesn't bat an eyelid. Repeating short phrases is certainly a new one, but nothing he can't put up with. Sometimes, he might ask you what your murmurings mean, but he doesn't mean it in a judgy way. Now, as for your masking, you would be surprised how much he can relate. Illuso's self esteem is secretly down the gutter, and he often feels like the confident persona he puts on is secretly an act. When you tell him you feel like you're putting a show every day of your life, he feels you. The two of you have a lot of heartfelt conversations when you're alone, confessing how you really feel about yourselves away from the act you're performing. It's not something Illuso does often, be this honest even with a friend. But he can't help but find that it's... therapeutic.
Prosciutto- Like with anything a friend of his may be insecure about, Prosciutto very much looks at autism through the lens of identifying positives. This by no means says that he ignores your difficulties or tries to creative positives that aren't there, only that he takes note of your strengths no matter how much you try to deny them and makes sure you remember you have them. He doesn't try to 'fix' your echolalia because he knows it's better to work with an autistic person's traits than erase them, but he does teach you mental diversion techniques to help you tone the stim down when you need to (e.g. when you're trying to be stealthy). Regarding your masking, he can somewhat admire it as a useful skill to have- it's possible you could turn it into the skills of an excellent actor while under cover, but he also appreciates the impact this must be having on your self-esteem to have to hide yourself 24/7, so he wants to help you learn to cut it down. This, of course, is done through plenty of praise and reminding of your strengths. You are a wonderful addition to the team, even without your mask, and he won't let you think any less.
Pesci- When Pesci gets stressed it affects him a lot too. Sometimes he does things like fiddle with random items in his hands until they break or bounce his leg so hard the table shakes, which always get him strange looks. He appreciates the rationale of your stimming and would never judge you for it. If you're in a situation where you absolutely need to stop stimming, for instance if a team is visiting who isn't on good terms with La Squadra, he is a good bet for subtly and respectfully helping you be aware of when you're starting to do it so you can quickly stop. Just a gentle nudge to your arm when you start to whisper is all it takes. He also has a lot of empathy for the fact you has to mask, since he imagines it to be like a more extreme version of how he had to invent this whole 'tough guy' personality after he got involved in the gang. He found that really hard too, so he can imagine what it must be life to do that sort of thing your whole life. At least with him, you feel less of a pressure to put on an act.
Melone- There's a certain intellectual curiosity in Melone towards the various neurodivergent conditions, compounded by a strong personal empathy now he has so many friends who have them. He is saddened by the failure of the common consensus to understand such individuals, and wants to do what he can to help them appreciate their full, unique potentials. Melone is quick to recognise your behaviour as stimming, and hence understands that the stress of being called out on it would only make it worse. He is sympathetic to your plight with masking, and has a few ideas you could try if you want to start reducing it in safe circumstances. He has heard that one barrier to unmasking can be trouble identifying the 'true self' you have to go back to, so to remedy this he asks non-critical questions that help you explore your real, unmasked personality and be comfortable in it. Whenever you go off-script and talk to him as your true-self, he praises you for it and assures you that you are just as wonderful a person to him like this.
Ghiaccio- We arrive at the first member on the list who (in my headcanon) is autistic himself. Although the mangling of verbal speech is typically annoying to him, Ghiaccio would never become angry at someone who did it because of their neurodivergence. After all, if he didn't respect the effects of your autism, what reason do you have to return the favour? Ghiaccio makes a point of not hurrying you along when you start to repeat yourself as a stimming technique, and it goes a long way with helping you be calm around him. The masking however, is a different matter. He's not going to be angry at you per say, since he knows from experience the pressure you must be facing to put on an act this way, but he very much prefers it when people are their authentic selves around him. After all, he has enough issues knowing their true intentions as it is. He won't get angry, but he will gently encourage you to open up about him, even if it's something as little as stating what you really want point-blank when you're nervous too. He is very understanding about how hard this is, however.
Risotto- Another autistic individual himself, Risotto is also perfectly empathetic to your behaviour. As an adult, he doesn't really stim, rather just faze out entirely, but at the end of the day that still gets him a lot of strange looks so he can appreciate the range of feelings you may have about your own stim. What's really great about Risotto is that he learns pretty quickly how to differentiate between your happy-stims and your stress-stims, to an extent nobody else on the team is able to. He always seems very content to see you happy-stim, warmed by the knowledge that you are feeling good right now. As for your stress-stims, he is quick to help you escape from the situation if at all possible, and hold your hand comfortingly if not. And the whole masking thing? He understands painfully well. Risotto's masking game on-point, but it irks him greatly to keep it up, not to mention that he hates the paralysing anxiety that hits him whenever he tries to unmask. Even when he wants to, he can't always be himself in front of the team. He may not have a solution for you, but he at least has his full empathy.
Sorbet and Gelato- While Sorbet is, as far as he's aware, neurotypical, Gelato is very much autistic as well. He's also got ADHD to boot, so he's well versed in the neurodivergent experience. His stim is quite similar to yours, in that he makes quiet, high-pitched, almost chirp-like noises, so he sees your echolalia as something he has in common with you. Gelato doesn't really bother with masking any more, the only exception being people who could quite literally kill him if he offended them. Though he encourages you to let go and be yourself, consequences be damned, he of course completely understands the pressure to keep masking. Sorbet, despite being neurotypical, is at this point more surrounded by autistics than not. He's been married to Gelato for the best part of the decade, his closest friend is Risotto, and he's practically Ghiaccio's dad at this point. Adding one more neurodivergent to the mix is hardly a big step, and he is very well-versed in your behaviours and how to interact with them.
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a-small-batch-of-dragons · 4 years ago
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Prompt: the merlin fic you wrote with a crying arthur who didn't realize he had a hand in normalizing merlin to physical pain/punishment is HEARTBREAKING and i couldn't help but think while reading it that merlin may have just assumed that the knights and arthur //knew// visting knights were handsy w him and just didnt care, like he just thought it was normal and they would expect nothing less. anyway if u wanna write something that has that kind of idea/vibe i'd be delighted to read it! love u <3
Ahh yes more h/c here we go
Read on Ao3 Part 2
Warnings: visiting nobles and knights are dicks. implied/referenced rape/non-con and abuse NOTHING EXPLICIT
Pairings: merthur, can be platonic or romantic I don’t care
Word Count: 3031
 Merlin is…confused.
 He’s doing his job as a servant—not that he’s begrudging his position that much, destiny is destiny, after all—and putting up with all the things that servants are supposed to put up with.
The learning curve was very steep, don’t get him wrong. Coming from Ealdor, where the only authority figure he absolutely had to listen to was his mum, and straight into Camelot’s complex authority structure with rules and consequences and all the messy trappings of those horrid make-believes he and Will used to do when they were little boys. Hell, he ended his first full day in Camelot arrested, relying only on Gaius’s social powers in court to get him released. He’s not exactly a beacon of well-mannerisms.
 So if it took him a while to get used to the type of work Arthur was going to have him do, that’s fine! He’s never had to put armor on anyone before, let alone the Crown Prince, who expected him to do all that and then some. He’s never known how to clean shiny pieces of metal that just serve to attract more attention than they’re worth, they never had shiny pieces of metal other than coin. And he’s certainly never known how to dodge swords being swung at his head. Never.
 It wasn’t expected—no, it wasn’t, you prat—for him to be able to shrug on all these new responsibilities, even if he had been trained as a servant, because he’s never done them before. Thank the gods for Gwen, honestly, who was more than happy to make sure he at least knew how to hold a sword without cutting himself.
 “Here’s the next one,” she’d called, handing him the next training sword from the batch, “now, try again.”
 “This is the rag, this is the polish, and we just—ow!”
 “Try not to polish the edge of the blade, Merlin.”
 “I knew that,” he had muttered sheepishly, rubbing the cloth over the flat of the blade this time, “but thank you.”
 Gwen had rolled her eyes fondly. “Just keep trying, you’re doing great.”
 So he had just…done his best to learn what to do. Which would’ve been easier had he also not been learning how to act.
 ‘Yes, sire.’
 ‘No, sire.’
 ‘As you wish, sire.’
 ‘Sire’ this and ‘sire’ that and bloody hell, why is he not allowed to say anyone’s bloody name?
 Formalities have never really been Merlin’s strong suit, not that he’s ever really needed them. And now that he has to use them, he’s starting to regret not paying attention to his mum’s scoldings. Just a little bit. Not that much. It’s not entirely his fault, is it, that those lectures were so boring and there were things he could’ve been doing.
 But here…
 Here, if he doesn’t address someone the right way, he gets cuffed around the head. The first time it happened, his hand flew to his head in shock. It wasn’t a particularly hard slap—he’s had worse walking into the door by himself—but the fact that someone was allowed to hit him, was expected to hit him, and it was his own fault was…jarring.
 He learns his lesson about trying to hit back much quicker.
 He still slips up from time to time, even now, after so many years, but his reflexes have gotten a lot better. Goblets, combs, hunks of bread, boots, staffs, just about every object he can think of, he’s had thrown at his head. With Arthur, it’s fine, he can snipe back perfectly well on his own, and it’s not like he’s going anywhere. He just bites back enough to make it a little more bearable. And besides, Arthur hasn’t ever seriously hurt him, maybe because he’s always lauding about how strong he is and how weak Merlin. Doesn’t want to break him.
 And he can get away with it with some of the knights. The close ones, sure. Leon—well, he doesn’t try that much shite with Leon. Leon’s terrifying, not just because he’s one of the oldest knights and the longest-serving of Arthur’s inner circle, but because he knows things. Leon’s perception scares the hell out of Merlin, not in the least because he’s got so much to hide.
 Does he ever think Leon would seriously hurt him? No, but he might tell people who would.
 Percival is a big man. His arms are about the size of Merlin’s skull. He doesn’t want to get near that man’s bad side, even if he hasn’t found it yet.
 Elyan is sneaky. He’s got just enough say to be dangerous, not enough to be an obvious suspect. And he’s got Gwen on his side—or more specifically, Gwen’s got him on her side. Gwen would never hurt him, he knows, he trusts her too much.
 Lancelot is the only one he’s not afraid of, him and Gwaine. Mainly because he knows that they know.
 …look, you do what Merlin’s been doing for as long as he’s been doing it, you slip up. It happens.
 But Lancelot never looked at him differently. Never raised a hand to him to hurt him, always touched him gently, spoke softly, sparred with him in good faith. Even when he swings a spear at him in jest, it’s never too fast to actually bruise him if it connects.
 Gwaine slaps him on the shoulder, claps him on the back, hard enough to bruise sometimes, but he cares. He hides it well—well, sort of—and looks out for Merlin when Lancelot can’t. But he knows Gwaine has a breaking point, and he’s not super keen on looking for it.
 He can get away with it. A little. Not a lot.
 But only with them.
 With the other knights…
 One of the hardest things he had to learn was that no one cared.
 When a knight smacks him over the head with the flat of a dulled blade, it doesn’t matter that the sight of a blade swinging at his freezes terror in his throat, nor that the ring of the blade won’t go away for three hours. The others will just laugh and tell him to move his arse.
 When a knight knocks the equipment out of his hands and snarls at him to get moving, it doesn’t matter that it’s often accompanied by a boot to his ribs. He’ll always get elbowed in the exact same place later and they won’t care about his wince.
 When a knight decides that he’s had enough of Merlin just looking at him, he—
 The other thing that Merlin’s had to learn very, very quickly, is that it’s better him than the other servants.
 He has Gaius. Gaius will patch him up, no questions asked. And when he can’t go to Gaius, it’s not like he’ll be caught lurking suspiciously in his own quarters. And when he can’t do that, he has his magic.
 None of the others do.
 So he learns. He picks up the things he needs to know, puts his head down, and bears it.
 That’s what servants are supposed to do.
 So you can imagine that when the others look absolutely horrified as he explains to them that he knows how this works, he’s learned, he’s confused.
 “Come on, guys, it’s not like the other servants don’t know this.”
 “It’s funny,” Gwaine growls, his fist tightening on the table, “how you think that makes this any better.”
 Merlin rolls his eyes. “I’m not a gossip, Gwaine—“
 “That,” Elyan says, “is not true.”
 “—okay fine, I enjoy a bit of the servant’s gossip as well as anyone, but not about this!” He shakes his head. “It’s fine, they know about it, it’s not like anyone cares.”
 “See, Merlin,” Lancelot says quietly, “that’s where you’re wrong.”
 Merlin frowns. What are they talking about? Who’s noticed? Is he doing it wrong? What does he need to fix?
 See, his confusion only grows when he voices those concerns and the knights only seem to grow more upset.
 “I can’t believe this,” Gwaine mutters, turning away, “how long has this been happening, Merlin?”
 “Which part?”
 Gwaine is doing a remarkable impersonation of someone who is extremely constipated. “…all of it.”
 “I mean, it began as soon as I set foot in Camelot, if you want to go from the very beginning.”
 Leon swallows. “And if we asked for you to be…more specific?”
 Merlin huffs, throwing his arms up. “Why are you so concerned about this? It’s nothing to worry about!”
 “You’re being abused, Merlin,” Arthur—since when has Arthur been this quiet?—says finally, looking at Merlin the same way he looked at Morgana when Uther strangled her against the back of the throne—see? It’s just something that happens here— “that’s definitely something to worry about.”
 Merlin scoffs. “I’m not being abused, I’m just being treated like a servant.”
 “If that’s what you think being treated like a servant means,” Gwaine says, standing, “then this conversation is going to take a lot longer than we thought.”
 In response, Percival moves to stand in front of the door. Merlin sighs.
 “You don’t have to block the exit, Percival, I know I’m not allowed to leave.”
 A choked-off sound comes from Merlin’s left, followed by a muffled curse. Percival shakes his head.
 “I’m over here to make sure no one else comes in to hurt you,” the knight says calmly, “not to make sure you don’t leave.”
 “But if you want to,” Elyan says quickly, “you can.”
 “No, no, I know a trap when I see one, no thank you.”
 “It’s not a trap, Merlin,” Lancelot says, even as he looks to be about two seconds from crying for some reason, “if you truly wish to leave, you can. We won’t stop you.”
 Merlin raises an eyebrow. “…sure.”
 Arthur lowers his head. Merlin frowns, watching his shoulders tense.
 “Are you alright?”
 He gets his answer in the form of many unshed tears welling up in Arthur’s eyes as he raises his head.
 “No, Merlin,” he says in a remarkably steady voice, “I’m not. But don’t worry about me.”
 “That’s my job,” Merlin insists, striding forward, “let me help.”
 Arthur catches him gently—gently?—gently by the elbows as he reaches for him, smiling sadly.
 “Can I give you another way to help me?”
 Merlin swallows heavily. “…what does it entail, exactly?”
 “For starters, explaining why that question has you shaking in your boots.”
 “I’m not—“ Merlin looks down to see Arthur’s hands are just about the only thing holding him up— “oh.”
 “Sit,” Leon encourages, bringing a chair over and crouching in front of it. Around him, the knights lower themselves to the ground, with the exception of Percival, still by the door.
 “Merlin,” Leon calls again, “can I ask you some questions? If you don’t want to answer any of them, that’s alright, but may I ask?”
 Merlin blinks. “Sure?”
 He gets a nod of thanks. “What do you understand your duties as a servant to be?”
 “To help with the running of the castle and take care of Arthur’s needs.”
 “Which are?”
 “What—“
 “Please,” Arthur says softly, “please, Merlin, I know it sounds silly, but…please?”
 Well, he’s never been very good at saying no to upset Arthur. He sighs.
 “Keeping his chambers clean, keeping track of his laundry, dressing him in the mornings, polishing his armor, bringing him food, escorting him to court affairs, and any other odd jobs he asks me to do.”
 Leon nods. “And what about the knights? Do you have duties with us, too?”
 “I’m supposed to help you train and see to your immediate needs with those, too.”
 “Such as?”
 “Equipment, water, food, chambers—“
 “Chambers?” Lancelot frowns. “Why would you need to see to our chambers?”
 “Not yours, but the visiting knights.” Merlin frowns as Arthur’s hand twitches on his elbow. “What?”
 “Do they presume that you are their servant,” Leon asks in a low voice, “when you do so?”
 “I am, aren’t I?” He looks to Arthur. “You assign me to them.”
 “No, Merlin,” Arthur corrects gently, still looking like he’s about two seconds from crying and still taking Merlin by surprise at how soft he’s being, “I ask you to get them settled, that’s all.”
 Merlin blinks. “Oh. Uh…”
 “What do they ask you to do,” Leon asks, “as their servant?”
 He furrows his brow, trying to remember. “Uh, change their sheets, see to their armor, start a fire, bring them dinner…”
 Leon raises an eyebrow when he trails off. “Anything else?”
 “They, um—“
 Hands. Hands on his skin. Voices in his ear.
 “Merlin.” Arthur gives him a shake. “Merlin.”
 “Sorry,” he says instantly, “I just…”
 He trails off again when he sees the absolutely heartbroken look on Arthur’s face.
 “…Arthur?”
 “Why,” Arthur whispers, “why do you let them…do that?”
 Merlin frowns. “It’s fine.”
 “It’s most certainly not fine.”
 “It is,” Merlin argues, “it’s what servants are supposed to do, anyway, and it’s better me than the others.”
 Gwaine muffles a curse again, and to his surprise, so does Lancelot.
 “Merlin,” Leon says, calling his attention with how hoarse he sounds, “Merlin, why is it better you than the others if there’s nothing wrong with what’s happening to you?”
 Oh.
 Oh.
 Oh, no.
 Merlin’s hands start to shake.
 Something in his throat wells up and pushes against his jaw. It hurts. The bruises on his back start to smart.
 “Why do you care,” he says instead, “why now?”
 “We didn’t know,” Leon whispers, sounding every bit the man confessing his worst sin, “and we are so, so sorry that we didn’t.”
 “And if you’re asking why we care,” Lancelot says, equally heartfelt, “then we are more sorry than you could ever know.”
 Merlin frowns. “But you lot do it too.”
 The room freezes.
 Arthur yanks his hands away from Merlin like he’s been burned. Leon stifles a noise of his own as Elyan’s mouth drops open.
 “What,” Gwaine manages after a few moments, “the fuck does that mean?”
 “You—you hit me, you order me around, you—“ Merlin swings his head back and forth, looking at their shell-shocked faces— “why are you all looking at me like that?”
 “Because you’ve just told us we’ve been abusing you since the moment you set foot in Camelot, Merlin,” Arthur whispers, tears finally starting to roll down his cheeks.
 “But you knew!” Merlin’s hands fly to his hair as he cries out. “You knew this was happening, you could see it happening and you didn’t care!”
 “I’m sorry, Merlin—“
 “If we knew it was like this—“
 “If you think we’d ever hurt you like that—“
 “No, gods no, Merlin—“
 “Of course we care—“
 “Merlin,” Arthur whispers, holding out a shaking hand, “Merlin, please, please believe us that we would never be okay with you being mistreated like that. Like this.”
 And godsdamnit all, the amount of sheer heartbreak in the room is enough to coax a lump into Merlin’s throat and spring tears down his cheeks. Arthur lets out a wounded noise as he sees them, reaching forward to gently, still gently, wipe them away. The naked concern on not just his face, but the others’ faces as well, only encourages more.
 “I’m so sorry, Merlin,” he keeps saying, “I’m so, so, sorry.”
 “Arthur, I—“ He’s cut off by a gasping sob— “Arthur—“
 “Shh, shh, shh,” Arthur hushes frantically, cupping Merlin’s face in both hands, “shh, shh, Merlin, it’s alright, no one’s ever going to hurt you again, I swear it—“
 “You’re damn right,” he hears Gwaine mutter as the other knights agree.
 “—and I’m so sorry that you thought I’d be okay with it, that I was helping—“ Arthur’s voice cracks— “no, no, you’re—you’re my Merlin—I never want to see you hurt like that—I never mean to hurt you—“
 “I know,” Merlin murmurs, “I—I know you don’t.”
 Arthur, gentle Arthur, pulls him into the softest hug he’s ever had, cradling him like he’s something precious, something fragile, something to be savored and oh, oh, gods—
 “Easy,” he hears Leon soothe, “easy does it now, come sit—come sit with us.”
 He can’t quite manage to pry himself out of Arthur’s grip as he feels the knights come closer, huddling around the two of them in a protective circle. He even hears Percival’s heavy steps coming closer, a silent guardian, keeping watch.
 “I don’t—“ he gasps— “I don’t understand.”
 “We’ll help you,” Arthur promises in his ear, “we’ll help you figure it out.”
 “But if anyone ever,” Gwaine growls, “and I mean ever does anything like that to you again, you tell us.”
 Merlin nods frantically. “Okay, okay, I’ll tell you.”
 “Thank you, Merlin,” Leon murmurs, “may I…?”
 Merlin nods and Leon’s hand cards tenderly through his hair.
 “Oh, Merlin,” he mumbles, almost to himself, “you came into our lives blustering about how servants were people too…and we never noticed this?”
 The knight shudders and steels himself.
 “We will do better.” He gives Merlin’s head one last pat. “We all will.”
 “I can—“ Merlin swallows— “I can…ask for help?”
 “Yes, Merlin,” Arthur promises instantly, “you can ask me for help, and if you think I’m letting another one of those knights near you ever again—“
 Oh. Oh, wow.
 The wave of protective fury that hits Merlin’s chest is—
 Wow.
 He’s still confused. Confused and more than a little scared.
 But as he curls up in Arthur’s arms, held and kept with Camelot’s strongest knights curled around him too, protecting him, shielding him, he thinks he may finally start to feel safe.
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moonlight-breeze-44 · 4 years ago
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Em’s Febuwhump 2021 Masterlist
Hey, guys! So, as some of you may know, I participated in Febuwhump this year! I didn’t manage to complete all 28 days, but I did complete 21. I worked with multiple fandoms, but mainly Shadowhunters and Leverage. All pairings, fandoms, ratings, and warnings will be noted. <3 With that, let’s get on to the masterlist! 
Em’s Febuwhump 2021
1. reveilles toi, mon amour | Supergirl | Prompt: coma | Rated: Teen | Alex/Maggie & minor Kara/Lena | Hospitals, experimental drug, comatose character | Happy ending |
Alex is in a coma. The only way to save her life is to let Lena Luthor give her an experimental drug that's never been tested on humans before. Maggie is less than happy with this, but the younger Danvers sister assures her that she has nothing to be worried about.
2. Rooftop Promises | Shadowhunters | Prompt: “I can’t take this anymore” | Rated: Teen | Alec/Magnus | Self-worth issues, suicide note, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt | Happy/hopeful ending |
After they break up over the Soul Sword, Alec sends Magnus a voicemail suicide note. Luckily, Magnus is there to make sure he doesn't follow through with it.
3. A Soldier’s Promise | Leverage | Prompt: imprisonment | Rated: Teen | Hardison/Eliot/Parker | Minor self-esteem issues, imprisonment, guilt | Happy/hopeful ending 
After he and Parker wind up in adjacent prison cells, Eliot realises that he's been wasting precious time and makes a promise to himself. And, though they don't know it yet, it's a promise to Parker and Hardison, as well.
4. Closer for It | Shadowhunters | Prompt: truth serum | Rated: Teen | No pairings | Past child abuse, manipulation, non-consensual use of a truth serum, emotional/psychological abuse | Happy/hopeful ending | 
After a Circle member doses Alec with a truth serum, a few shocking revelations come to light and Alec realises that he & his siblings, blood-related or not, have a bond that can never be broken.
5. Angel | The Mortal Instruments | Prompt: “Take me instead” | Rated: Teen | Alec/Magnus | Canon character death, grief/mourning, guilt | Happy/hopeful ending |
After Max's death, Alec retreats to a nearby hill and prays to the Angel to bring his brother back. Magnus makes sure he understands that he doesn't need to hide how he feels, and that he's never alone as long as Magnus is around.
6. some nights, there are no fights | Shadowhunters | Prompt: insomnia | Rated: Teen | Background Alec/Magnus | No warnings | Happy ending | 
Alec finds an ally in Raphael while walking the city one sleepless night.
7. Enkeli Tyttö | Leverage | Prompt: “I can’t lose you, too” | Rated: Teen | Parker/Eliot (QPR) | Mentions of past violence (including gun violence and murder), self-hatred | Happy/hopeful ending |
After the shootout with Moreau's goons in the warehouse, Eliot has a hard time dealing with the fallout. Parker is there to help.
8. Home | Leverage | Prompt: “Hey, hey, this is no time to sleep” | Rated: Gen | Hardison/Eliot/Parker | No warnings | Happy ending |
While they're doing surveillance for a con, Parker thinks about Eliot & Hardison, and she comes to the conclusion that they are her home.
9. Blue Eyes and Blonde Hair | Shadowhunters & Leverage crossover | Prompt: hostage situation | Rated: Teen | No pairings | Mentions of/allusions to past torture, hostage situation, violence, blood & injury | Happy/hopeful ending |
When Alec and Jace are being held hostage and tortured by the Circle, they receive help from two unlikely sources.
10. Silent Angels | Shadowhunters | Prompt: “I’m sorry, I didn’t know” | Rated: Mature | No pairings | Rape/non-con, molestation/pedophilia, PTSD symptoms & flashbacks, panic attack, references to underage drinking, implied/referenced self-harm | No happy ending |
Alec usually likes silence. He never has all that much to say, anyway. But sometimes silence can be stifling. Sometimes silence is laden with secrets and ghosts that haunt him no matter what he does, and sometimes silence means not that he doesn't have anything to say, but that he's too trapped to know the right words.
11. we’re able to be just you and me (within these walls) | Leverage | Prompt: “Please come back” | Rated: Teen | Hardison/Eliot/Parker (QPR) | References to past violence, scars, brief mention/allusion to foster care system abuse | Happy ending |
After the events of The Carnival Job, Hardison & Parker talk to Eliot about kids, and it leads to something Eliot never would have expected.
12. Shades of Shame | Shadowhunters | Prompt: “Don’t try to pin this on me” | Rated: Teen | Alec/Magnus | Self-harm, references to depression | Happy/hopeful ending | 
After a hard day, Alec goes home to Magnus and they have a much-needed talk about Alec's self-harm.
13. Support | Shadowhunters | Prompt: hiding injury | Rated: Teen | No pairings | Canon-typical violence, hiding injuries, implied self-harm | Hopeful ending |
It’s been a rough week. Alec is dealing. But when things go a little too far, he needs some support from a trusted friend.
14. Rough Around the Edges | Leverage | Prompt: “I didn’t mean it” | Rated: Mature | Hardison/Eliot/Parker | Trauma, mentions of past violence (including murder and gun violence), guilt, self-hatred, mentions of panic attacks and flashbacks | Happy/hopeful ending |
Eliot is learning how to ask for help. It’s hard, but luckily, Parker and Hardison are great teachers.
15. hold me tight tonight | Leverage | Prompt: “Run. Don’t look back” | Rated: Mature | Hardison/Eliot/Parker, can be read as platonic | Nightmares, past violence (including gun violence, murder, and child murder), self-esteem issues, trauma, guilt | Happy/hopeful ending |
Sometimes the dark is a little too dark, and everyone needs a hand to hold in order to make it through the night.
Or, 5 times the OT3 shared a bed.
16. born like this (i hate this) | Shadowhunters | Prompt: broken bones | Rated: Teen | No pairings | Self-harm, broken bones, guilt, self-hatred, internalized homophobia | Hopeful ending |
Alec is in charge of a mission that goes wrong, and Jace inadvertently makes the situation worse. Alec just wants to be normal, but he's not and he never has been.
17. as long as you’re here with me | Leverage | Prompt: field surgery | Rated: Teen | No pairings | Canon-typical violence, blood & injury, stitches, amateur/field surgery | Happy/hopeful ending |
Eliot gets injured on the job and needs stitches. He trusts Parker more than he trusts any doctor, but Parker isn't so sure he should. 
18. kiss on your lips when you’re in my arms | Leverage | Prompt: “I can’t see” | Rated: Teen | Hardison/Eliot/Parker (QPR, fic focuses on Hardison/Eliot) | Trauma, mild guilt, phobias | Happy ending | 
Some wounds take time to heal, but luckily for Hardison, out of old wounds sometimes come new beginnings.
Or, I tried to write an angsty post-The Grave Danger Job fic, and it somehow turned into the OT3 getting together.
19. Universal Love | Shadowhunters | Prompt: sleep deprivation | Rated: Gen | Alec/Magnus, Jace/Oberon/Qinemru | No warnings | Happy ending |
Alec is working late one night when he really should be sleeping, but luckily, he has a parabatai who’s anxious to get Alec home to Magnus so he can go home to his own partners. 
20. you’re just too good to be true | Leverage | Prompt: time travel | Rated: Teen | Hardison/Eliot | Imprisonment, mentions of past imprisonment/capture, guilt | Hopeful ending |
After a rather impulsive stint with Hardison's new time travel machine, Parker, Eliot, and Hardison find themselves trapped in an underground prison, courtesy of Eliot's old friends. Eliot feels responsible, but Hardison is there to make sure he knows he's not.
21. if love is what you need (a soldier I will be) | Leverage | Prompt: torture | Rated: Mature | Hardison/Eliot/Parker | Torture, blood & injury, imprisonment/capture, broken bones, extreme (but brief) violence, mentions of past violence, attempted rape/non-consensual touching | Happy/hopeful ending |
Eliot is being held and tortured by a man with a personal vendetta against him, and the stakes increase tenfold when Parker and Hardison are captured, as well.
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I hope you enjoy these, and thank you so much for reading! <3
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writing-gifts · 4 years ago
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datura (moth!bruno x butterfly!reader)
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A/N: a pretty chill chapter!
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Reader is gender neutral!
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[Early Winter]
The first few days at Bruno’s home are disorienting. Your sleep schedule was already poor for a diurnal creature, but staying with the moth was pushing it one step further to full nocturnal. Even when you would try to sleep at night like you were supposed to, the sound of Bruno and Narancia moving throughout the house would sometimes wake you up.
Along with that, where Bruno’s home was located and because of the weather, daylight felt like it lasted a tick within the actual span of the day. You could see but it felt darker than your home on an overcast day. So even though you naturally felt more alert in the day, there was always a tiny feeling of needing to go to sleep within you.
On the brightside, you could spend more time with the moth this way. It had only been a few days but the both of you had gotten closer--in the non-platonic sense--ever since you kissed. You loved it and sometimes it felt too good to be true. But at the same time, even if you try to push it down, you still feel unsure. What exactly were the two of you now? You were partners, right?
You had to be. Now that the fully platonic barrier was gone, you both were always touching. Whether it was holding hands, cuddling or just leaning against one another. And between the flirty quips and the teasing looks, you would kiss...a lot. It was nice.
While thinking about this, you stare out the bedroom’s small window as you lie in bed. Only your face is exposed in the blanket cocoon you put yourself in.
Today you had woken up while there was still light out but were reluctant to actually get up. When you first woke up you literally felt like you couldn’t, but now suddenly the bed felt too empty. And the small image you see of the snow piled up outside makes you rethink staying in bed. It must have snowed a good amount while you were asleep.
You yawn. Abilene momentarily pops into your head and you wonder what they’re up to. They were definitely up way before you that’s for sure. You hope they were keeping extra warm.
It takes a moment but when you finally force yourself out of your covers, you immediately think to go outside. In fact, the alluring and bright beauty of the snow almost has you running out of the house completely unprotected from the cold. You barely stop yourself and head back into Bruno’s room to grab one of your blankets and put on a pair of shoes.
After slipping the simple shoes on, you let your wings droop so you can wrap the blanket around yourself.
You head back to the main room and quietly open the door to avoid waking up either Bruno or Narancia. Walking out, you shut the door behind you. You had barely been outside since you arrived here so it was nice to get some fresh air.
Shuddering the moment the cold hits you, you wrap yourself completely with the covers and take in your surroundings. The snow had piled up a good amount, And you wonder if Bruno had moved the snow out of the way earlier since the ground in front of the door lacked any.
You climb up the small slope of snow to get a better view. Everything felt brighter with the fresh layer of white everywhere. You even found that you could see farther into the distance between all the trees.
For some reason you get the urge to touch the snow on the ground under you, but immediately pull your hand back when you feel a sharp chill shoot up your arm. Snow was pretty to look at but not nice to touch which you already knew, but every year you’d find yourself making the same mistake. However, you were still hoping to eat ice cream later in the season.
You wander around a bit in front of the house before stopping in a spot where more light manages to break through the bare branches of the trees. It must get extremely dark in this area when the trees are full of leaves.
Time escapes you and you don't realize how long you’re outside until you try to move your leg and your knee is almost locked in place. Your eyes widen and you immediately shuffle back to the house with your stiff limbs, almost slipping down the slope in the process.
Once you’re inside, you accidentally bump the door closed too loudly with your body but continue to awkwardly move forward.
So cold, holy crap! Need more covers.
Before you can even leave the main room Bruno walks in. His eyes immediately take in your strange stance and he gives you a confused look..
You'd jump if you could. “Y-You're awake?”
“I had a feeling I heard the door close shut.”
You internally sigh at your carelessness.
“You're shivering really bad. Are you okay?”
"I m-m-might have gone outside f-f-for a tick or m-more."
Bruno gives you the most exasperated look you've seen in awhile before pinching the bridge of his nose. But right after, he reaches out towards you.
“Come here.”
You move towards him and he leads you over to the giant open space in the middle of the main room and gently prompts you to sit down on the rug.
"Be right back.”
You rub your legs and try to bend them as you wait for the moth to return. When he does, he has many of your blankets and pillows within his arms. You watch as he unfolds a few of the covers on the ground which you crawl onto while he places the pillows against the front of the couch. Once the moth’s done, he sits down and motions you over so he can pull you against him. He then covers you both with the rest of the blankets before leaning back against the pillows.
“Is this okay?”
“Y-Yea.” You felt less cold but it might take more time for your body to warm up to a comfortable temperature.
Suddenly Bruno’s body begins to vibrate rapidly.
“W-What?”
He rests his head in the crook of your neck. “This will warm you up a little quicker.”
“Oh, o-okay.”
You both sit there for a while and the vibrating starts to lull you to sleep. The combined warmth of his body and sweater was just too cozy for you, and you weren’t going to try to keep your eyes open if you didn’t have to.
You wiggle in Bruno's arms and the moth gives you a questioning hum.
“Just changing positions. I feel like I’m going to fall asleep on you any second…”
You turn so you can properly lay against Bruno's chest and press your face against the fluff around his neck that was sticking out from his sweater.
So soft.
Bruno’s arms close around you again once you're situated and you sigh. It was partially one of content but also a bit of uncertainty. You wouldn't say you weren't enjoying this but you still had that one worry in your mind.
You lightly play with his fur. "....Are we doing this as friends?"
You knew what you were saying was absolutely ridiculous but you weren’t sure how to ask what you wanted without sounding awkward. Where did both you and Bruno stand after that kiss? You’re enjoying how much closer you two had become over the last couple days but you need a straightforward answer to completely relax.
"____."
"Yea?"
"I need to tell you something--"
Before Bruno can finish, Narancia suddenly runs into the room. He yells before jumping onto you which forces a grunt from your throat. He was definitely heavier than you look.
Bruno looks down at his son. "Narancia why did you do that?"
"I wanna be--I wanna join too!"
You move from your comfortable position so the little bee can properly lay against you. “At least I'm fully awake now.” You yawn. “Kinda”
Narancia looks up at you. “Are you guys married now?”
You almost choke on your own spit from the sudden question. Well you couldn't blame him. You and Bruno weren't exactly conspicuous with your affections.
You look at the moth and he answers for you. "Well we aren't married but, maybe one day. If ____ wants to."
You struggle to keep yourself from gawking.
The bee nods in understanding. You wish you could accept things as easily as children did.
You want to ask Bruno to further elaborate on that but Narancia starts an enthusiastic conversation with you about flowers. The bee wasn’t able to visit them on his own yet but he seemed quite excited too.
“Do you have any favorite flowers Narancia?” you ask.
He mules it over for a moment. “I like the big ones.”
“Like a sunflower?”
He tilts his head. “What’s that?”
You raise a brow a bit surprised.
“There's no sunflowers around here,” Bruno chimes in.
You nod. To find them you have to go to an open field, so there must not be any nearby. And you remember Bruno saying that carrying Narancia could be troublesome.
“How about I take you to see some in the Summer? They love the sun, hence the name. But you have to promise you won’t move too much when I carry you okay?”
God forbid the bee managed to squirm out of your grip.
The bee nods enthusiastically.
All three of you keep one another company in your pile of blankets and pillows. But eventually Narancia starts to get restless from listening to you and Bruno talk about “boring adult stuff” and runs off to his room.
You lay on your stomach on the ground and look at Bruno. You can tell that the moth was ready for bed.
"You can go to sleep, you know."
"I’m not that tired--" he yawns.
"Sure you're not."
"Well I am but I want to spend more time with you."
You weren't completely used to such sweet words so you aren't able to respond right away.
“...I do too, but I’m going to be here after you wake up. Unless I go to sleep right after.”
“I’ll try to wake up in the afternoon before that happens,” Bruno says. He leans over and presses kiss on your cheek.
You lay there once Bruno leaves and you feel yourself drifting off until Narancia runs in with a container of blocks to play with you. It mainly consisted of you trying to build something and the bumblebee knocking it over though.
You spend up until almost noon playing with him and trying to keep him entertained. At that point he wants to go outside, which you were honestly hoping to avoid but you suck it up and agree.
After dressing yourself up properly, making sure to protect your hands and layer up, you help Narancia dress himself too before heading outside.
You hug yourself as you watch Narnacia run around and play with the cold snow. He squats down and makes a small pile from it before turning to you.
“Let’s make a snowbug!”
Oh jeez.
Even though you rather not mess with the snow after your brief contact earlier today, you nod. It would be fun. Probably.
You ignore the cold of the snow through your gloves and help Narancia start the head for the snowbug before you move on to rolling up the body. Once Narancia is done with the head he helps you with the body.
After moving the body to a good spot, according to Narancia, you move to find the head but can’t.
“Narancia where’s the head?”
“There...” he points to a weirdly shaped pile of snow on the ground.
You walk up to it and raise a brow. “Um...What happened to it?”
The bee looks off to the side. “I tried bu’ it wasn't round. An’ when I tried to fix it, it fell apart…”
You nod, “That’s okay let’s remake it now.”
You help start it again and have the bee roll it up again, coming in to help when necessary so the shape would stay spherical.
“Okay now roll it closer to the body so I can put it on top.”
Once Narancia rolls it over, you pick it up and place it on top of the body. The snowbug is now at least a head taller than the bee.
“Now we decorate it.”
“Can we pu’ a scarf so he won’t be cold?”
You chuckle a bit. “Sure. Do you have an extra one?”
The bee nods before running inside. While he’s gone you look for something you can use as the arms. While you're looking, Narancia comes back with a white scarf speckled with blacks dots.
“That looks good, help me find something for the eyes and mouth too!”
With that Narancia runs back inside.
You keep looking around and find some long dead grass sticking out of the snow next to the trunk of a tree. You go over and feel it. It was hard and thin so you surmise that it’ll be good for the arms. You yank out 2 pieces and break each one in half to create 4 arms. You also grab another one to make the bug’s antenna.
After sticking the arms in the body of the snowbug and the antenna into the top of the head, Narancia finally returns.
“Here!” He holds out something in his little hands to you.
“Thanks--Wait these are my buttons.”
The bee smiles at you and you shake your head but take them to create the face of your snowy creation. Slightly crouching, you grin a bit at the different color buttons making up the eyes and smile. It was kind of cute.
“I wanna pu’ the scarf!” Narancia exclaims.
You lift him up so he can better reach the neck area and he wraps the scarf around the snowbug.
Afterwards, you back up a bit to get a good look at you and the bee's creation. “He came out pretty good!”
“His name is Jon!”
“That’s a good name Narancia.”
And he smiles even wide at your praise.
You hug yourself and rub your arms. “Okay let's go inside, I don’t think my limbs can take anymore of this.”
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When Bruno and Narancia were asleep you'd spend most of the day working on some type of clothing. Your main focus was Bruno’s top though since you didn't want him to see it before it was done. You had been nervous to start on it but you didn't want to be stuck making little squares forever.
You hold out what you had so far in front of your lantern. It was barely anything and you had spent so long on it. You weren’t even sure if you wanted to put sleeves on it or not either…Other than the color you had pick--black--you weren’t really sure about anything.
"What are you making?"
You bring the lace close to your chest before turning towards the moth behind you. “Nothing!”
"Is it another top? It looks really intricate.”
You ignore the moth's curious tone. You mentioned making a top for him offhandedly but you wanted this to be a surprise more than you wanted to show off.
“It's nothing. You really need to stop sneaking up on me.”
"Okay mio amor keep your secrets."
Bruno smiles playfully at you but you just pout and put the lace out of sight in your satchel. It was getting dark anyways and your eyes were starting to hurt
You turn your attention back to Bruno. “What’s up?”
"I saw that Narancia is still in bed, and I was wondering if you want to read with me? If you're not tired that is."
“Oh that sounds nice!” You get up to do a couple stretches since you've been sitting down for so long.
"What are we reading? A romance?"
"Yeah, Abilene actually lent it to me."
Your smile becomes slightly tense knowing how some of the stuff they read could…get. Hopefully it's nothing too out there.
Bruno places the lantern a bit closer to the couch before making himself comfortable and beckoning you over. You decide to sit next to him but the moth looks at you.
"It would be easier to sit on my lap you know?"
You laugh a bit awkwardly from not sitting there in the first place but move onto his lap.
Bruno opens the book and you relax into his chest. The warmth coming off his body has any tension leaving you.
"How are you so warm all the time? It’s too relaxing..." You rub a hand against the soft wool of his sweater’s sleeve. For a split moment you think about cuddling up to him when you sleep in bed.
Bruno places an arm in front of you. “As long as you're comfortable.”
“Yea, but I don't want to drift off too quickly.”
The story starts off relatively normal, and you and Bruno quietly read together while you silently signaled when he could turn the page. But as you get further the expected supernatural elements kick in. You almost want to cover your face at the more explicit parts but push through genuinely invested in the plot.
Suddenly, you burst out laughing. “Abby why?”
"What?” Bruno asks. You seemed to have surprised him with your laugh.
"It’s just that this is so ridiculous. I still like the story but come on!”
Other than the transformations and dead coming alive, the miscommunication seems almost fantastical. Looking from the outside in, it seemed so easy to avoid.
“It’s a little frustrating isn't it.” Bruno says.
You hum. “Yea but I can't pretend I’m above it though.” It made for good drama and interesting situations.
As the two of you continue the book, you end up moving positions multiple times. And by the time you're really struggling to stay awake, you're almost laying completely on top of the moth.
Your head rests against his chest as he reads outloud to you since you were having a hard time keeping up with the words.
Bruno softly touches your back. “____?”
You grunt, half awake.
“Are you still listening?”
“...Yea, the mantis is about to risk a one night stand with another cannibalistic mantis.”
“...What?”
“Oh wait, maybe I half dreamt that.”
Bruno closes the book. "Okay, we are going to bed."
"Nooo, I don't want to move."
"We can't sleep on the couch."
You pout but reluctantly get up from your comfortable spot on the moth to make your way, along with your lantern, to Bruno's room. Once you're there you immediately place the lantern down and flop on top of the bed.
Bruno comes in a moment afterward.
"Don't you want to change into something more comfortable?"
You half reply mumbling something incorrehent.
Bruno sighs and walks over to you removing your scarf off your neck. He then carefully helps you out of your sweater struggling a bit to get your wings through since you won't sit up.
"I'll just leave the rest of my stuff on."
You crawl up farther into the bed before getting under the covers and resting your head on your pillow. You then watch Bruno fold up your clothing before placing it on top of the dresser. Before he can leave the room though you call out to him.
Bruno stops at the door frame and turns towards you in question.
“Um, are you going to bed?
It was quite late. So you would probably end up sleeping until late morning the next day.
“Not just yet but you don't need to worry and force yourself awake tomorrow. I'll just sleep in Narancia’s room until you wake up.”
“Well…”
You struggle to finish your sentence though. You want him to stay but was it okay for you two to share the bed already?
You barely dwell on that question though.
Who were you kidding? You didn't care if it was appropriate or not. You didn't want to sleep alone. And there was no point forcing Bruno into Narancias room when his giant bed could easily fit the two of you!
”I want to share...the bed,” you mutter quietly.
Bruno’s brows raise. “Sorry mio amor can you repeat that, I couldn't hear.”
You give him an unamused look when you realise what he’s doing, but he simply smiles and waits patiently for you to repeat yourself.
“I want to share the bed with you!”
“Oh, that's what I thought I heard just wanted to make sure.” He walks up to you and presses a kiss to your furrowed brow and you immediately relax your face.
The moth makes his way over to the floor length mirror and you watch him take out his hair clips and undo his braid.
“Your hair looks nice like that you know.”
“Really?” His fingers comb through parts of his hair.
“Yep! You look cute.”
He removes his fingers from his hair. “Well I guess I can leave it like this for now then.”
Bruno goes to take off his sweater and you immediately look away, but then you remember that you have seen him shirtless for most of the time you’ve known him. Something about this felt more private though.
“What’s wrong?” Bruno asks when he sees you looking off to the side quietly.
You struggle to explain though.
Realization dawns on the moth though from your few mumbled words and he chuckles. “You're so cute.”
“I know, I k--wait no, I thought you were going to say something else...”
Once Bruno gets in bed, you reach up and twirl some of the wavy strands of his hair as he looks down at you from his sitting position.
“____ I need to tell you something.”
You hum dropping your hand and doing your best to keep yourself from falling asleep just yet.
“I know it's not very romantic. But I guess when I’m with you I feel a little more impulsive. I really like you, and I want us to be together….as mates.”
That gets rid of some of the sleepiness you feel and you feel your face getting hot.
“I should have said this sooner. I don't want to pressure you into anything--”
“Bruno I've been all over you since I got here, you would definitely not be pressuring me.” You sit up. “I--I’m actually really happy! I really like you too! It’s dumb but, I’ve liked you for so long--”
This was the first time you'd seen the moth look flushed and it was sight to behold. A giant part of you already wants to cause it to happen more.
Bruno gently grabs your hand when he realizes you're looking at him and clears his throat slightly before smiling at you.
“Now I’m kind of curious mio amor. How long, if you don't mind me asking?”
You grimace a bit looking away from the moth. “It’s kind of embarrassing...But kinda first sight. I thought it was a silly crush that would go away but it just got more intense. It got really bad in Fall.”
Bruno massages the back of your hand with his thumb.
“What about you?” you ask.
“I’m not exactly sure when they started but I realized I felt feelings that were different than platonic in Fall after you got hurt.”
You nod. Part of you wonders how Bruno reacted when he found out what happened from Abbacchio, but most of you was okay with not knowing.
“...Now I have to give that season more credit.” You give the moth a small smile which he returns. “I’m glad that's out of the way now. Now I can clearly call you my mate.” You giggle, feeling a little giddy.
You can't keep down the smile on your face even if you wanted to.
“Ready for bed?”
You nod. “...You can shut off the lantern if you want.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yea, I know light like that can be distracting to fall asleep too.”
Bruno shuts your lantern, and you find yourself not minding the dark so much when he pulls you into his arms and you stare into his glowing eyes.
Your fingers feel at the soft hair at the back of his neck. Apparently, you couldn’t stop yourself from playing with his hair. “Are you even tired Bruno?”
“Not really but that's okay, I just want to lay here with you.”
Your chest thrills from the words. “...How do you say things like this so easily?”
“There’s no shame in what I feel for you. And I want you to know these feelings.”
You yawn and shut your eyes. “I...I hope I can be more like that...one day.”
“Well, you did ask me to get in bed with you.”
“But...that was so...hard.”
“We just got together so give it some time. And either way, you show you care in your own way.”
The moth presses a quick on your lips and you sleepily grin.
“Goodnight ____.”
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autumnslance · 3 years ago
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Vanilla Sunday: multiples of five, for Aeryn.
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Jai is back to choosing violence on these prompts, I see. 😉 Below the cut, mostly for length.
5. Is your muse comfortable with public displays of affection?
Platonic displays, yes; Aeryn will hold hands/arms, give hugs, sisterly or motherly kisses, dance with friends, and so on. With her found family of Scions (plus a handful of others), she's openly affectionate. Given Aeryn's tendencies for non-verbal communication, it works.
Which is one of the ways people picked up quickly during the StB patches that her and Thancred's relationship had shifted; they had been on the outs as friends during most of the HW patches so hadn't done much paling around like they used to, but as their friendship was repaired they still kept curiously professional around one another. In fact they got a bit akward and tried to avoid ending up too close or touching one another. It was on the verge of childish.
Now (ShB) that the relationship is public knowledge, she's more comfortable leaning on him, holding hands, (chaste) kisses, and so on again similar to how she is with their other friends, though only when "not on the clock" as it were; when on a mission or out adventuring, they keep their hands to themselves, at least until they can make camp and be a little more cuddly.
10. Have their crushes been mostly male, mostly female, or evenly split?
Aeryn rarely crushes in a romantic sense, never in a sexual sense, sometimes in an aesthetic sense.
So a handful (with fingers left over) of male romantic crushes, and a split of men and women for aesthetic/friendship crushes.
15. Would your muse ever tempt their partner, e.g. flirting, wearing tight/sexy clothing?
Very, very rarely on purpose. She gets extremely self-conscious and awkward when she purposefully pulls the seduction routine. But she does try now and again, and her partner thinks it's cute and appreciates the effort, then does his best to take the pressure off...usually by leaving her completely flustered and distracted as he shows just How Much he appreciates her attempt to be tempting.
20. Would your muse be interested in engaging with multiple partners?
Nope. She can barely wrap her head around having one partner and how that has worked out, adding more to the mix is utterly foreign in concept to her. It's an abstract theory that works great for other people she's aware of, but could never comprehend for herself.
Doesn't help she also has an annoying jealous streak; she's certain she couldn't maturely handle another partner.
25. How interested is your muse in sex and sexual activity?
Aeryn's Demi, somewhere between sex neutral and sex favorable on the Ace scales. She likes it well enough, but can also go years without it and not mind in the slightest. She'll only really consider sex with someone she's already emotionally involved with, though also sees it as simply another activity one can do with a partner, especially when she's in a state of stress and agitation and needs to work through that.
She's pretty much only interested in her current paramour; he knows how to turn her on, and is patient with letting her figure out what she likes, dislikes, and wants to explore further; overall, she's very simple and vanilla, and likes being taken care of. Aeryn's also very unaware of a lot of things regarding sex, since it's not on her radar the same way, so he's trying to work her up to being a little more assertive and take-charge more often, as well as a few very basic and common activities she's responded well to, to spice things up (edging, denial, gentle restraint, that sort of thing).
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radbutsafe · 4 years ago
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ALL FUCKIN 35 OF THEM SKLNWESDJFPXO
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I SHOULDVE EXPECTED THIS FROM YOU
1. From one to five stars, how would you rate your writing? (No downplaying yourself!)
A three! I think I’m mid range cause I ain’t terrible but there is still shit I gotta improve and grow in my writing
2. Why do you write fanfiction?
to manifest what canon won’t give me and to write more! (though yes it is mainly about the smooching and the— I’ll stop there LOL)
3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?
Hm! My weird research details? I’m that “fun fact, did you know...” in my fics sometimes LOL! I plan on giving a penthouse for erina in a fic and I went through penthouse listings in Japan for floor layouts and locations💀 my research gives me inspo and depth to stuff I think I lack in comparison to others sometimes.
4. Are there any writers that inspire you?
In terms of fellow fic writers, one of them I can’t name here but she’s an inspiration with her exceptional gift for prose period and her lovely skill at comedy! I want to be as funny as her when I write, I love her ironic situational humor. Other fic writers are @takoyakitenchou, @royaldragonsevgisi15 who I always love sharing ideas with and motivate me to create more! For non-fic writers it would be V.E. Schwab, Leigh Bardugo, Oda, and Horikoshi! The last two may be mangaka, however they are writers as well to create their stories! The depth these creators have given their worlds and interesting characters theyve given life to are all what I aspire to be like!
5. What’s the fic you’re most proud of?
so far uh?? hm everything I’m currently writing are wips lol!! im proud of my wip that has been nicknamed ‘soma panics’ that is a multi-chapter fic that spans like probs 20 plus chapters maybe
6. What element of writing do you find comes easily?
dialogue! it’s so much fun! and character thoughts. I’ve said to people I may be better suited for script writing
7. What element of writing do you struggle with most?
I think it’s description, of like setting and showing action. also an expansion of my vocabulary LOL
8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write?
erina! I think it’s because canon has shown us many of her different faces and range of emotion.
9. Which character(s) do you find most difficult to write?
SOMA!! chill ass mofo whos more carefree compared to the common shonen protagonist! for other shokugeki characters I’m not sure just yet because I haven’t flexed my fingers enough for the rest of them.
10. What’s your favorite genre to write for?
I guess I should say romance cause that’s what I mostly write LOL!
11. Who or what do you find yourself writing about most?
sorina and I try to get them to smooch eventually KEK and yeah it’s..usually romantic fluff lmao
12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.
HONESTLY ALL OF THEM but “soma panics” is my brain child
13. First fandom you ever wrote for?
pretty sure it’s digimon....
14. What’s your favorite fandom to write for?
currently shokugeki no soma!!!!
15. What’s the weirdest fandom you’ve ever written for?
uhhhh I guess SNS? LMAO fandoms...all have their quirks to them.
16. Any guilty pleasure trope(s)?
characters cuddling!!!! or getting the urge to smooch!!!!
17. A trope you’ll never, ever write for.
unrequited love GOOD FUCKIN BYEEEEEE
18. Wildest fic you’ve ever written?
I have plot ideas thst can be wild potentially but so far nothing fits this criteria so far that I actually have written.
19. Do you prefer canon-compliant, AUs, or something in-between?
depends on the fandom, but if written well, all of it!
20. Gen fic or shippy stuff?
shippy 100% like I said I like smoochin
21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!)
romantic is...*drumroll* SORINA! platonic, soutaku and erina and alice!
22. Do you listen to anything while you write?
Sometimes! There are times songs will be on loop and times I just shuffle a playlist. and if I’m writing in random bursts it’ll be with no music but it really does depend lmao I think music is when I’m forcing myself to write?
23. Do you prefer prompts and challenges, or completely independent ideas?
completely independent ideas, I’ve realized in the past prompts shoot me in the foot often unless I luckily figure something out. but I’m often driven by my own sporadic self interest with shitty ping ponging attention
24. One-shots or multi-chaptered works?
multi-chap I guess cause I can post without being finished LOLLL but tbh can I really answer? I haven’t finished anything.....
25. Have you ever daydreamed about side adventures/spin-offs from your fic? Tell us about them!
I can’t answer this question imo because I haven’t finished a fic yet so technically stuff could all fit in the one fic?
26. Is there anything you’ve wanted to write, but you’ve been too scared to try?
MYSTERY AND CRIME! I love the genre and I have plot ideas once a blue moon but I can’t dive in because I want to make details that work and reduce plot holes where suspension of disbelief isn’t as needed. I need to study it more (I need to study all the details for any of my fics imo to be confident sometimes LOL)
27. What’s the nicest comment you’ve ever received?
I don’t think I can say one comment was the nicest because I’ve gotten comments that have given me quite the smiles to my face many times! I know this is a cop out but it’s true!
IS WHAT I WAS GONNA SAY UNTIL REINA SENT ME THE FOLLOWING ON DISCORD LIKE TWENTY MINS AGO:
and also rad. i am never this vocal about my emotions like EVER but this needs to be said your fics are obviously far from perfect, as are mine and everyone else's. but the thing about your works is that they're so well-sanded that it's impossible to find any rough edges or faults in them in terms of cohesion to a plot. your cast is never OOC and the amount of effort you devote to developing your takes on the characters as accurately as possible is unimaginably awe-inspiring.
BITCH I WANNA CRY 😭
28. How well do you handle criticism when it comes to your writing?
I’d like to believe I take it often well to try and improve because that’s always my goal. if someone is rude lol that’s not constructive snd is unhelpful. If I disagree with criticism I’ll explain why !
29. Have you ever gone outside of your comfort zone for a fic? How did it turn out?
Not yet, but I have some plot ideas I think will let me test this.
30. Tooth-rotting fluff or merciless angst?
F L U F F.
31. Do you have any OCs? Tell us about them!
elliott fuji, a japanese-american award winning photographer who is erina’s boyfriend in ‘soma panics’ which..causes soma’s panic LOL he’s 30 with slightly wavy black hair. I still haven’t pinpointed his personality just yet...he kind of humble brags for sure an artsy fucker and flirts maybe I’ll make him a lil shy though. he teaches sometimes, and becomes an adjunct photography professor in Tokyo so he can be with erina.
32. Summarize a random fic of yours in 10 words or less.
a cook is unfashionably late in realizing his feelings.
33. Is there anything you wish your audience knew about your writing or writing process?
I am a slow. so slow. motivation who is she? I also write out of order, unfortunately a bit too often.
34. Copy and paste an excerpt you’re particularly fond of.
this should be for the fic ‘soma panics’ it’s either megumi or satoshi talkin to him rn, I’m leaning towards satoshi
“You thought she would always wait for you, didn’t you Soma-kun? To always welcome you home.”
Soma drags his palms down his face and groans. He doesn’t like this at all. He doesn’t shy from confrontation but this is a whole different ballgame. Soma doesn’t play any ball.
“I guess..?” Is his reply, because he thinks he isn’t sure how to answer that.
“You guess?”
Just being questioned again is enough to crack Soma’s pathetic facade as if it was dropped chinaware and he lets out the longest sigh.
“No.”
Coming home means coming home to Nakiri Erina too.
Nakiri Erina is his forever.
this is @takoyakitenchou’s excerpt she’s most proud of that I’ve written, which is also from you guessed it, the long fic soma panics
SOMA: I am, I mean I will be, I swear I will always come home to you, not spend as much time abroad, once I’m done with work I’ll come right back. I’ll make sure to message you. Nakiri, I’m in love you with you. Maybe for a really long time. You know how I say I dedicate my food to you? My dad—my dad said that the key to become a good chef is to find someone to dedicate your cooking to. A special someone. For my dad it was my mom, you know? For me it’s...
(this is a good piece of dialogue tbh so I am also proud of this)
35. Ramble about any fic-related thing you want!
I’ve mentioned it throughout this but the WIP I’ve nicknamed ‘soma panics’ is something I’m super excited to write, but it’s going on slowly...and almost completely out of order. out of all of my writing it showed off that particular habit of mine, along with “what is this, a shoujo manga?!” though the latter is currently being written chronologically now that I’ve posted chapter one and is pretty solid in direction. it was originally supposed to be a one shot but I got impatient and wanted to post at least something for the sorina / soueri fandom.
however, because ‘soma panics’ (I won’t call it that LOL) is my baby I want to keep true to my rule of refusing to post it until I have a draft of the entire fic finished and I’m satisfied with the main points pretty much. due to my writing out of order, I’m worried I’ll change my mind about scenes or want to reflect things in earlier chapters for later ones etc etc
I joined the SnS fandom extremely late, as season five was airing. I was a fan of the manga five years ago and dropped it because I forgot to check for updates when I caught up 😔 I really want to bang out the different fics and aus for sorina that I have before the fandom fizzles out entirely but tbh I’m writing for myself, I’m manifesting what I want to see and I’ll just share it with all my friends to read if no one else will. cause I’m slow broski I dunno what writing fast even is like LMAO I do really want to write faster though, so I can contribute more and let the words free from the discord dms....
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