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MEMENTOS OVERVIEW

✩ Inbox Guidelines

Specify gender/reader’s characteristics if needed!

I don’t write NSFW (suggestive/implied is OK)

No OC x Canon

Canon x Canon and x reader is OK (besides any Joker x legal adult ship)

Platonic and angst requests are OK

Feel free to say hi or spam me your brainrot lol

✩ Confidants [Request these characters!]

✩ Akira Kurusu / Ren Amamiya

✩ Akechi Goro

✩ Kasumi Yoshizawa

✩ Futaba Sakura

✩ Morgana

✩ Yusuke Kitagawa

✩ Ryuji Sakamoto

✩ Takuto Maruki

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CODENAME ✩ KURUSU

✩ Who are you?

Hello, I’m the owner of this blog! Mod Kurusu (formerly Mod Futaba/Susumu) My pronouns are he/they and I’m aromantic.

I’ve actually been interested in Persona 5 since 2020, but eventually I lost interest pretty quick since I didn’t have the time to play it anymore lol. But thanks to the port of the mainline Persona games to modern platforms I’ve been having a great time playing P5R, it brings back some memories.

I can’t guarantee this revival will be for very long, but let’s enjoy the amount time we have together!

✩ DNI

NSFW/Mature blogs, proship, racism, homophobia

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gonna try to reformat some old works!

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I’ve been playing P5R recently and it’s subsequently gotten me back into the fandom lol, I’ve done a lot of growth the past 2~ years so maybe I’ll write a fic or two if I feel up to it

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Weird request, and based off a ML episode, but can you do a scenerio where Ren/Akira, Ann, Haru, and Futaba are each trapped in a bubble in the metaverse, alone with their S/O, and both can’t get out?

Hi, hello! This is a really interesting prompt, thank you for sending this one in! I’m happy to fufill your request💜 I kinda just went all over the place for this one, since you can technically do anything when isolated in a bubble with your S/O. Enough rambling, enjoy!

future note: hi, it's me in 2022,,,, so sorry this has been deserted here for a whole ass 2 years. but i wrote at least smth???? so???? here

Stuck in a Bubble in the Metaverse with S/O

Featuring Akira/Ren

Akira Kurusu/Ren Amamiya

Let’s be honest, the first thing he’d do in this situation is think of any possible way to get out. His leader instinct will kick in and he’ll force himself with the task to find a way out and protect you. Which is sweet! But good grief does he stress himself out over this.

You’ll have to force him to stop pounding against the walls of the bubble, sit him down, and give him a big hug. Tell him that everything will be okay and he’ll begin to relax.

“Joker, you don’t have to be a leader all the time. You stress yourself out too much, take a deep breath. It’s gonna be okay.”

“A-Alright...”

After he calms down, he’ll then think of random topics to keep you two distracted. He’ll ask you about your day, how you’re feeling, your favorite food, or think of random games to play with you.

At some point, he’ll ask if you two can have a trivia game on who knows who better. And of course, Akira got all the answers right.

“What’s my favorite animal?”

“Cats!”

“My favorite holiday?”

“Valentines Day.”

“My favorite person?”

“Uh, Sojiro?”

“Wrong answer, it’s you.”

It was goofy, but it was really just a reason to compliment you.

Akira is very paitient, but in the back of his mind will wonder if you two will ever get out. But he looks on the bright side of things! Since he’s usually very busy and you two don’t get much alone time, expect Akira to take full advantage of this.

Wether it’d be cuddling up to you in a needy manner or constantly whispering “I love you”. He’ll be more hungry for attention as the time passed.

His usual posistions of cuddling are you sitting on his lap, his arms wrapped around your waist from behind, or the both of you laying down next to eachother as if you were in bed.

After he feels more relaxed, he’ll think more rationally about how you two will escape. He can still get wrapped up in his own thoughts, so snap him out of his trance by telling a dumb joke or two!

“What if you pop it with your knife like a balloon?”

“Pfft, heheh.”

You two will most likely mess around with the bubble, since I don’t think anyone wouldn’t be entertained by a bubble jiggling like jelly whenever you poke it.

As discouraged as he may be, he’ll still feel positive that you’ll get out some way or another. But with you, time goes by a lot faster then he realizes.

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Hiii,I know you’re currently in hiatus but I just wanna tell you that I love your writings so much!!!!They are so well written and aaaaaah I don’t think I can get enough!Am currently going through your masterlist right now and I love every.single.one.of it. + your art is really good too,I love your style :D Have a nice day!

READING UR COMMENTS MAKE ME FEEL SO BAD BECAUSE I’VE BEEN GONE AAAHHHHHHH BUT TYSM UR SO SWEET,,,,HONESTLY I THINK I’VE IMRPOVED IN BOTH WRITING AND DRAWING SO I HOPE U GUYS ARE EXCITED :)

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Oh and I hope you’re doing good,I know this pandemic has been a real pain in the butt for everyone so please take as much time as you want okay?Don’t forget to drink water :)

OH MY GOD SORRY U SENT THIS SO LONG AGO U PROBABLY FORGOT ABT THIS UH

Yes I’m doing much better now!! Tysm for the concern haha

I’ve been gone for so long and MAN has a lot changed in the world and my own life, but I’m back (for now?!)

Where I live the new variant is an issue right now, but I hope this’ll end soon :(

stay hydrated and eat at least 2 meals a day everyone!

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OH MY GOD 107 FOLLOWERS.

IM SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING!!!

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Offical Hiatus!

Nothing too special, I don’t have an idea how long it’s going to be! But just long enough until incidents in my personal life dies down (If you catch my drift)

Of course, there isn’t any reason to announce this. But I just want to let you all know I won’t be posting often. Might reblog some things if I’m passing by :-D

Please stay put for now! Right now, I’m going to focus on myself and my feelings. Sorry if it doesn’t make sense, but I just need some time to think about what has happened! 🌸🌸

Thank you for sticking by, lovelies!

-susumu

Jan 16 2021

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I can draw! wait, I can draw?

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OH MY GOD YOU’RE AMAZING AT WRITING...I had the stupidest grin on my face when reading!!! Gahhhh this was so cute idk I’d sell my soul for more stuff like this aaaa,,,,, 🌼🌼💛💛

You’re very talented!! I loved reading this my heart is pounding.... 💛💛💛💛

First off, welcome! I’m so excited to see Persona 5 content still being made! I can’t wait to see this blog take off!

If you don’t mind me asking, got any headcanons for Ryuji having a big ol crush on a childhood best friend?

A/N; this came out a bit more angsty in some parts than I intended for it to, but I tried to keep the majority of it on the fluffy, lighthearted side. thank you for the request!

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Ryuji Sakamoto [Skull] crushing on his childhood best friend;

Ryuji is absolutely awful at hiding his feelings. He thanks his lucky stars if you happen to be particularly oblivious because he's almost on constant edge of letting it slip out, unsure of how long he could last if you were on the more perceptive side.

He's actually pretty quick to accept his feelings, even if he feels conflicted over them. It takes a few days of trying to fight them off, attempting to convince himself he just really likes you - but eventually he comes to terms with the fact that he no longer sees you only platonically.

Ryuji is.... pretty torn up over it. You two have known each other since you were children - single digit ages! - and you're the closest thing to a sibling he's ever had. You're his absolute best friend, and he's never viewed you as more than such - so the sudden budding of romantic feelings throws him for a curve, to say the least.

He fears losing you if his feelings come out and are unreciprocated; the thought of potentially spoiling the tight-knit friendship you two have had since you were younger if his one-sided feelings made you uncomfortable being his biggest fear. It’s why he tries to keep his feelings a heavily guarded secret: he’d rather lose out on having you as his significant other than lose out on having you at all.

Considering this closeness, you're the one Ryuji trusts the most with his feelings, rarely feeling shame for opening up to you. Had he been crushing on anyone else, he easily would've told you about it - !

It's almost comically awkward; many moments crop up where you can tell something is really on his mind, and your teasing remarks questioning if he's got a special someone on his mind did nothing but make him grow embarrassed, his face redder than it had been - “Shuddup!”

Another fear keeping him from telling you is your reputation. Lord knows what people say about you just being his friend, especially after the falling out with the track team, but as a couple? You've put up with jabs here and there, letting the insinuations from students and teachers alike that you're probably as equal a delinquent as he is just for being friends with him roll right off your back, and while you always insisted that you didn't care in the slightest, Ryuji doesn't want you or your reputation to suffer any more because of him.

He becomes extremely protective over you once he accepts his feelings. He was already pretty protective over you when his feelings for you were only platonic, having no problem standing up for you if someone was giving you shit, even if you were more than capable of standing up for yourself. The resulting scuffles between him and the antagonists were always more than worth it in his eyes, but you'd always chide him for being so impulsive and reckless, though you both knew your respective actions were only out of care for the other.

He starts inviting you out more often than usual, as often as he can without coming across as clingy; arcades, Ogikubo’s ramen shops, Dome Town, his place (his mom absolutely loves you and is always more than happy to have you over) - you two were already practically glued to each other beforehand, but as his feelings for you grew, his heart would skip a beat whenever the opportunity to spend more time in your presence arose. He always makes sure he has enough money on him for the outings to be his treat, as well.

While he won’t show it, he does get jealous if he thinks you’re interested in someone else. His jealousy is shown through an increase in his protectiveness over you; vetting the hell out of whoever it is he thinks you have eyes for. Though that’s not to say it’s easy for him, because it isn’t at all - to Ryuji, regardless of whether or not it’s him you’re interested in, your happiness and safety are his top priorities. He’d rather be dammed than see you end up hurt.

Assuming his feelings develop during the events of the game, after awhile they become too strong to keep bottled up, and he ends up talking to Ann and/or Akira about it. He trusts the both of them the most out of the Thieves, and figures that if anyone could offer tips and advice on that sort of thing, it was those two.

Many times does he come close to blurting his feelings out, especially when the two of you are alone. Just having you next to him is enough to get his mind racing, especially whenever you touch him; even something as innocent as a punch to the shoulder after he retold the same dumb joke you’ve already heard a million times gets his heart pounding.

In all actuality, when his confession does eventually come, it’s much more soft, albeit a bit hesitant in tone. It’s most likely late in the evening when it’s just you two alone and he feels the moment is right.

Ryuji knows he’s not the smoothest with words even at the best of times, but it doesn’t stop him from taking a breath and trying to gather his composure, nudging your preoccupied self gently with his elbow to get your attention with a quiet “Hey,”

"I.... Listen. You've been with me through thick and thin, y'know? You've been puttin' up with a lot 'cause of me, and.... I never wanna lose you. I don’t know if ya get what I mean, and I get it if you can't see yourself feelin' the same but.... I want more with you."

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Dropping by to say ty for the followers... i’m super happy that you enjoy what I write for these dorks and hope you stay around🌸

“Why aren’t you posting that much?”

School, homework, and lack of ideas! That just sums it up.

But please keep sending in asks!!! Any ideas? Send them to me and I’ll reply when I can! Thank you!!

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I had a dream that I was cuddling Akira in a memory foam matress with a weighted blanket.

It was great... 🌸🌸

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Continuation! I’ve never written something long enough that I had to split it, ahaha. 

Akira’s Crush Shouting “I love you!” After Winning Her a Prize.

"Thank you so much! I love you, Akira!" you hugged the toy tightly, spinning around in glee. 

Akira stopped. 

Love..? 

His face suddenly flushed. He never felt this embarrassed in his life. Did you say that on the spur of the moment? Did you mean what you said? Was he looking into things too much? Akira couldn't move a muscle, too deep into his thoughts. He suddenly remembered the time, pulling out his phone. 

8:00 PM. I should be heading back home soon, he thought. Akira looked back at you, still basking in happiness. He blushed. It will take a while until he can look you in the eye again.

Akira coughed audibly, grabbing your attention. 

"I should be heading back now. I can walk you to the train station." Akira offered. 

"Ah, already late? I guess time flies by fast when I'm with you, Akira." 

Why do you have to say things like that...? He cursed himself. Stop being so cute, Y/N.

The two of you stood by each other in silence, waiting for your trains to arrive. You were both used to the silence. Akira liked to think it felt more intimate. He was still thinking about what you said at the arcade. Would it be too awkward to ask? 

"Hey, Akira?"

"Yeah?" He felt startled. 

"I want you to keep the bunny." You lifted your hand, wanting him to take the stuffed animal. 

"Why? You wanted it so badly, so how come give it to me?" 

You hummed, "Well, you worked so hard to get it. So you deserve it more than me." you smiled at him. 

"But-" you cut him off.

"No buts! Think of it as something that makes you think of me if you want." You stubbornly shoved the toy on his chest.

Akira stared at you. He smiled, letting out a sigh and putting the rabbit in his school bag. He heard a train coming, seeing the people packed in the train pouring out the open doors. He zipped his bag and turned over to you. 

"This is my train. I'll see you tomorrow, okay?" Akira said. You nodded.

For some reason, Akira didn't move. He stood there for a few seconds. Akira stepped towards you,

then planting a soft kiss on your cheek. 

Your face heated immensely. Akira smirked. 

"Text me when you get back home, okay?" 

"O-Okay..." You mumbled. 

Akira stepped into the train doors. Once he sat down, he was an absolute mess inside. He prayed that he didn't scare her off and ruined all chances of them becoming an item. 

Akira sighed, leaning on his seat and taking out the stuffed bunny. He smiled, remembering your smile. 

I'll treasure this forever. 

Extra:

"Jeez, having to tag along on your date was uncomfortable. I felt like a third wheel..." Morgana stretched, letting out a groan.

"Also, it was quite bold of you kissing her out of the blue like that." He pointed out. Akira hummed in response, analyzing the stuffed rabbit. 

"Hey, are you even listening?"

"Huh?" 

Morgana sighed. 

"You should be heading to bed, it's good to have a healthy sleep schedule." he lectured.

"Alright, I'll go to bed." Akira set down the toy, a ping coming from his phone. It was you. 

"I made it home safe, how about you?"

"I'm heading to bed now. Be sure to sleep early." 

"Okay! Sweet dreams, Akira."

"Sweet dreams." 

He smiled, turning off his phone and assorting himself in bed. 

That night, he had very sweet dreams about you. 

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Jan 3, 2021 

Thank you for reading!

Akira’s Crush Shouting “I love you!” After Winning Her a Prize.

I had this idea in my head a while back. It originally sprung up because I give a lot of praise whenever someone does good damage during a battle in P5. Something along the lines of “I love you, Joker! Thank you!” comes out in the middle of my excitement. It sounds stupid, but I thought it was a cute prompt! Please enjoy!

Akira x Reader Oneshot

     Akira wasn’t ready for what was going to happen in a few hours. The two of you decided to hang out after school and chose the arcade as your spot. It would be the closest thing to a date he can get, for now, at least. 

He enjoyed how you reacted whenever you both played an FPS game. The smile on your face and how you bounced up on your toes in victory was adorable to him. 

Your reaction to losing was amusing to him, how you tried not to succumb in defeat too loudly and insisting on retrying to regain your pride. It was more of a cute angry if he was honest. 

You huffed in pride, finally achieving a satisfying score. You set down the plastic gun and stretched with a groan. You turned back to Akira.

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Akira’s Crush Shouting “I love you!” After Winning Her a Prize.

I had this idea in my head a while back. It originally sprung up because I give a lot of praise whenever someone does good damage during a battle in P5. Something along the lines of "I love you, Joker! Thank you!” comes out in the middle of my excitement. It sounds stupid, but I thought it was a cute prompt! Please enjoy!

Akira x Reader Oneshot

     Akira wasn’t ready for what was going to happen in a few hours. The two of you decided to hang out after school and chose the arcade as your spot. It would be the closest thing to a date he can get, for now, at least. 

He enjoyed how you reacted whenever you both played an FPS game. The smile on your face and how you bounced up on your toes in victory was adorable to him. 

Your reaction to losing was amusing to him, how you tried not to succumb in defeat too loudly and insisting on retrying to regain your pride. It was more of a cute angry if he was honest. 

You huffed in pride, finally achieving a satisfying score. You set down the plastic gun and stretched with a groan. You turned back to Akira.

"Let's take a break from all this violence," you said. "we should play something more wholesome." 

Akira nodded in agreement, following you to see what you wanted to play next. You dragged him to the Claw-and-Win games, rows of glass boxes along the wall. "Akira, look at this!" you pointed your finger against the glass, fixated on a cute bunny buried in the mountain of stuffed animals. 

"Let's try testing my luck." shoving a hand in your pocket, you put in 100 yen and pressed the red button. The focused look on your face made Akira's face flush a bit. 

"I believe in you, Y/N." he attempted to encourage you, which seemed to work. 

Although the encouragement helped, it didn't boost your luck in the slightest. The claw always seemed to miss your target. Even when you did claw the bunny, it lost its grasp as the device lifted.

Akira felt sympathetic towards you. He hated seeing you upset and wanted to help. 

"Here, let me handle this." he gently nudged you to the side and put in a coin. You were a bit scared by how serious he was. Did this bunny mean that much to him? You felt flattered.

Akira's proficiency was high, but obtaining this bunny was a bit of a struggle for him. You can notice he was becoming a bit irritated but kept his cool. 

"You can do it, Akira!" you tried to encourage him as he did with you. To your surprise, it worked! He was startled by your words but smiled to himself, continuing. 

You and Akira jumped when he securely grabbed the toy, shakily pressing the button. The claw rose, the toy not falling. You silently cheered, bouncing on your toes. He grabbed the lever, moving it to the left. 

He perfectly angled the claw above the hole, holding his breath. He pressed the button. 

Clink! 

He opened his eyes, staring in disbelief as the toy fell into the box. Akira smiled to himself, reaching inside the machine and obtaining the stuffed toy. He turned over to you, currently bouncing on your toes. It seemed like you were holding back from shouting in victory. 

Akira lent out his hand, expecting you to take it. You giggled as you felt the cheap but soft fur of the toy. 

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“Is it possible to love too much?”

@fairyblue-alchemist , here is the Haru continuation of this prompt! This girl is so precious I love her~ Hope you enjoy!

(Akira/Ren Version Here!) 

Haru Okumura x Reader Dialouge Prompt!

This GIF is so adorable, I wish I was Akira~

Haru sighed happily as she looked at the window, snow slowly falling creating a winter wonderland. She enjoyed the snow! But today she felt like staying indoors with you in front of the fireplace. 

Haru was currently waiting for you to come back from the kitchen, she insisted on making hot chocolate herself, but you protested. 

“Haru~ I’m back,” you announced “with two mugs of steaming hot chocolate!” you grinned. 

Haru giggled at your energy, saying a small “Thank you.” as she took the mug carefully.

You sighed gratefully as you sunk into the couch, cluttered with warm blankets and pillows. Glancing back to Haru, your face flushed. She looks so cute... You thought. 

“Mm? Is something wrong, S/O? Y-You’re staring at me.” Haru asked. It wasn't as if she didn’t like you staring at her, she enjoyed the attention. 

“Ah? It’s nothing..” you shuffled a bit. You both adored having alone time with each other, but that awkwardness still lingered at times. 

Haru put down her mug, scooching closer towards you and wrapping her arms around your torso. You noticed she was attempting to avoid eye contact with you, how cute~ A faint giggle was let out when you patted her on the head and set your head in between her neck. Both of you quickly became comfortable, peppering each other with kisses and playing with one another’s hair. It felt like heaven. 

“Is this heaven?” you mumbled, Haru chuckled as you changed positions to see her face, caressing her cheek.

 “Feels like heaven to me.” she smiled. You loved that smile of hers.

Haru looked out the open window, snow piling outside. She can hear the faint voices of children playing out in the snow. 

“Hey, S/O. This may sound a bit silly, but,” she paused, intertwining her hand with yours. 

“Is it possible to love too much?” she said, dazed. You looked up and made eye contact with Haru, her face immediately changing into a shade of red. 

“Ah, sorry! That sounded a bit strange, didn’t it? You don’t need to answer it.” 

You both fell silent. 

“I-I think it’s possible… To me, at least.” Haru mumbled, her hand tangled in between your hair. 

“Sometimes I think I like you so much where I can’t handle my emotions. It’s quite a strange feeling, isn’t it?” she spoke honestly.

You blushed, surprised by how honest she was being. You both made eye contact again, she was smiling, reflex making you smiling back genuinely. 

Haru cupped your face, leaning closer to your face. “Ah! Should I close my eyes?” 

You chuckled and nodded. She closed her eyes, waiting.

You finally closed the gap, bathing in her soft lips and the taste of the hot chocolate still lingering. Haru couldn’t help but giggle against your lips, kissing back. 

The kiss was long and sweet, quite literally. Both taking your time in feeling each other's lips. 

She pulled back, mumbling a faint “I love you.” before nestling on your chest, closing her eyes. 

It was now fully silent, you can only hear the soft breeze from the open window and the crackling fire. Snow still silently fell from outside, perfecting the temperature of the room. You looked back down at Haru, who was now asleep. Her hair was a bit messy, it was cute. You shifted your attention towards the fire, petting Haru’s head. 

‘My eyelids are beginning to feel heavy…’ you thought. Before letting yourself become overwhelmed by sleep, you planted a kiss on top of Haru’s scalp, resting your head on her.

Smiling to yourself, you let yourself rest. With your lover comfortably by your side. 

 Thank you for reading! -Susumu

Jan 3 2021