#i tried to tell a friend abt it but i really held back bc i was worried abt boring her

[skillzissuez]

Depression is all fun and games until your skipping school even though you’re weeks behind because you quite literally can’t get out of bed

[frecht]

I know its not the same to type it but I'm loving reading your posts and tags about licence plates. PLEASE tell me everything. If you want ofc

of course i want to!!! i dont even know where to begin. when i was a kid my parents introduced me to the license plate game when i was obsessed w the states and going through a bit of a patriotic phase....when i was 5 my dad had a license plate app on his phone solely for me to track them on. i have tracked all 50 states + dc but not all on the same list (the list on my old phone was missing montana and the list on my new phone is missing wyoming).

and last year when my mom and i visited ireland she mentioned that i should see if i could get all the counties. and her friend who we were travelling with helped me bc he knew all the codes but i didnt (at that point) and i know this is a thing with most european plates i think but ireland is the one i know the most thoroughly -- the best thing abt their license plates is that you can tell where theyre from from a distance bc there's a code in the number for each county. it kind of is the best numbering system ever bc it's 2 or 3 numbers for the year it was registered (2 if it was before 2013, 3 if it was after, with the last 2 digits of the year and a 1 or 2 depending which half of the year it was registered in), 1 or 2 letters for the county (most of them are 2 but the big ones like dublin and cork and galway get one letter*), and then a number for which number car it was to be registered during that time period. which is the BEST because it makes it easier to memorize the number (i still know my mom's friend's car's plate off the top of my head bc it was the 12th in its county during the time period) and it actually tells you things abt the car. and the plates stay with the car through multiple owners so you might buy a used car and re-register it but it gets to keep its license plate which i also really like. i also really like this system bc once you figure out a solution for years repeating every century it can go on forever. the only thing i dont like about the irish license plates is that there's no required font so sometimes theyll be in this really compressed ugly font instead of the one that most of them are

im trying to learn the uk codes to get as many of those as i can next but those are a little bit harder bc there are so many more. however uk plates are very easy to identify because they very very rarely have a country code on them (i thought they never did but i was watching a tv show and saw one w little strip that said gb once) and the back one is yellow while the front one is white

anyway i really think the united states should implement a similar system. perhaps not per state (like 132-MD-[number] for my mom's car would be a bit obscene considering how many cars im sure people are buying esp in like texas) but perhaps if we could keep having different styles for each state and then this sort of numbering system with the counties within each state i would really like that.

also if youre from the us have you noticed that virginia license plates are the only ones where the number/letter pattern is in a serif font?? because i have and i hate it. it is very ugly. AND apparently it isn't even a real font. it's just like a collection of jpegs for each letter.

*this also changed i forget which year...2013 or 2014 and it used to be that in limerick and waterford and tipperary there were multiple codes, l for limerick city and lk for the county/ w for waterford city and wd for the county/ tn for tipperary north and ts for tipperary south but now it's all t/wd/ and i forget whether limerick is l or lk.

[kenlvry]

Could you write the main 4 (seperate) making out and getting caught🙏🏽🙏🏽

getting caught

an YES YES YES LOVEEE A FIC WHEN YOU GET CAUGHT DOING ANYTHINGG. 16-17

kenny mccormick

you didn't know how but you and kenny are in the gym making out. that wasn't even the reason you two were there, you two were suppose to be fighting bc earlier you got mad at how this random ass girl was flirting with him and he didn't even do shit! but nonetheless you aren't complaining, you love making out with kenny, he's always passionate abt making out with you, its never sloppy or rushed. his lips were smooth, it got you questioning what lipbalm he had bc wow. his back was pressed against the wall and your waist was being held by kennys hand holding you close to him. you were so in the moment you didn't realise stan walking in ig , he was looking for you two bc he saw you drag kenny in there looking mad and when he saw what he saw he dropped the books he had on him which made you jump, you tried to turn to him but kenny held your waist hard, "hey stan wsp" this man stays embarrassing you 😞, "um... it can wait.." stan ran out "now where were we?" kenny hold your neck and pulled you in for another make out session.

stan marsh

now stan wasn't one to show pda outside but the fact he's making out with you rn at the side of the school is shocking. he pulled you aside to get you away from the man that was insisted on getting your number, and you gave him your number!! now in your defense you though he wanted to be friends, stan got all frustrated and now you two are making out. he's rough, the way he's kissing you is like he's mad at you and he is mad, although he's rough. he still holds your waist gently and cups your face gently, he looks and acts mad but he still cares for you no matter how mad he is. your back was pinned against the wall and his left arm had you pinned while the other was holding your waist, your hands was both on his shoulders enjoying the moment every now and then pulling away to take breaths but quickly going back in for the kiss. you were enjoying it but maybe too much since you couldn't hear the door open, stan not breaking the kiss opened his eyes while you remained yours close, it was the boy who asked your phone number earlier. he stood there somewhat mad and shocked, stan smirked into the kiss which you can feel and continued kissing you. now whenever you see the kid he acts all awkard , hmm wonder why 🤨🤨

kyle broflovski

you and him were on his couch, ike, his mom and his dad were out and wasn't gonna comeback in 7 hours. you two took it as a chance to do something risky, well you took the chance. kyle was too scared his parents would suddenly come in to grab smthing but you insisted and who was he to deny you? so here you two are intensely making out. kyle sitting on the couch manspreading while you sat on top of him with your knees and putting them so that his legs were in between yours, him grabbing you waist almost grabbing your ass and the other one on your thigh. for someone who was soo scared to make out he was really good, his kisses weren't sloppy but neither passionate, he's taking his time. he wanted it to last forever he loved the view he had, having to look up to you bc of the position you two were in. then suddenly the door burst open with cartman kenny and stan "no im telling you kenny it- woah." you two immediately got off each other and smiled at them. it was so obvious what you two were doing, kyle had lipstick smudged on his lips and your lipstick was too smudged, most gone. "continue, i wanna watch" "are we like.. disturbing you two" you being polite saying no but kyle wished said yes bc now cartmans asking your opinions if a tiger and a lion is a same thing, after this hes definitely continuing what you two were doing.

eric cartman

now... mans isn't one to kiss you.. let alone make out with you, yet here you were in an alley making out. it started with you kissing his face which he pushed you lightly making disgusted faces but he's clearly blushing. then you wanted it to take the next level and pulled him to an alley and kissing him, he didnt resist to kiss back, so you two were making out. you and cartman was actually also with the other three but they went in a shop to buy smthing, his kisses were sloppy yet nice. he's taking his time but at the same time its like he wanted it to be short incase someone sees,your back was pressed on the wall. he holds your face with his hand and the other on your neck, you had yours over his shoulder. if anyone passes by they couldn't see but if they were to slightly turn their head they could see. but it wasn't a busy lane for people to walk by every second so you two were okay, you loved moments like this, cartman never showed affection considering his personality but once he does its the sweetest thing ever <33 you two were so caught up that you didn't here the other three calling your name. they came to the alley and checked and js dropped whatever they brought, never in their life would they expect to see him making out with someone let alone kiss someone. cartman immediately pulled away and coughed saying its not what they think, but you laughed and whispered "there's lipstick stains on your face babe" he blushed and wiped them off, you laughed and the other three couldn't help but think how you come to love him. hes so cute<33

[eclipsewxtch]

If in KOTN they had met as children (you decide the age) instead of twenty somethings they would hate or like eachother?

im THIS UNIVERSE, as children? yes and no. hold on this is a LONG ONE—

• bruce/vance would be friends but not dating (bruce likes them crazy). in this au, as kid, it’s unreasonable that they would be friends as they didn’t live in the same state but let’s pretend okay? anyway.

bruce is an absolutely sweetheart who is sick to his stomach of being so Perfect all the goddamn time. he just wants peace and quiet and space by the time he’s hit 10. vance, at this point, is alr a goddamn delinquent and has been held back exactly once. (he doesn’t get kidnapped until he’s 13 turning 14)—so he and bruce are in the same grade. they have nothing really in common, but teachers did that Thing they do where they pair up either the quiet kid/the rowdy kid or the popular/talkative kid and the loner. so bruce and vance were FREQUENTLY partnered together in any classes they shared. so they kinda HAD to get along.

bruce is anxious abt grades and tried his hardest to pander to vance instead of antagonizing him so he would work on the project, even offering to take care of it himself; vance is like ??? wtf no it’s fine i can definitely do some work don’t be a goddamn idiot; and they spark a friendship.

vance is DEFINITELY a bad influence but he makes it easier for bruce to breathe. bruce is a better influence for vance and gets him to come to school more often. but, unfortunately, would not date. like in bruce’s childhood he was stifled all the way up until 18. he had no freedom whatsoever—vance gave him freedom, he feels no need to serial date or be a horrible bf. vance is crazy, sure, and their crazy matches but bruce just. likes their friendship; and vance thinks bruce is chill but like. isn’t interested. they’ve known each other too long.

• griffin/billy would be friends first and then date. they would be childhood sweethearts who get married at like. 19. and stay together happy n shit until death. sickening.

like. billy would have his trauma alr by the ages of 8 to 12-13(?) so he’s alr dark and twisty and also, conveniently, by that point so would griffin. they would immediately be like ‘you! you youyou you you’re mine’. griffin would ditch evan in a heartbeat; billy would pull out all the moves he could for griffin except billy didn’t learn to flirt until like. 15, and they’re currently 14, so he’s just being earnest and a little awkward and griffin is just so enamored. and since the trauma(s)? are fresher they would be more suited to help each other out of any self-destructive cycle. not even by playing therapist friend. just by being there

• robin/finney would hate each other bitterly but reluctantly agreed to be frenemies and THEN fall in love. mostly bc of class differences but also nothing in common and as a kid you either 1) become best friends w ur opposite or 2) hate them. in this hypothetical AU they don’t go to the same school/live in the same neighborhood/know the same people. when they meet at any point when they are (9-13) they clash and it’s very obvious they don’t click the way they should by all accounts do. they just aren’t exactly ready yet. still in the oven. gotta bake.

robin would probably still find time to fight off finney’s bullies; finney would tutor him somewhere NOT in public bc he does NOT want anymore attention for being seen w this kid😭 that being said being frenemies still leads to weird intimate moments that come w friendship like: hugs. or hiding out in libraries together. or weird snapchat stories. and, the most scary, secrets.

robin would probably, on some level, admit to finney he’s not exactly a normal kid; finney would be like ‘yeah ik🙄 what fucking private school kid fights like a wild animal??’ and robin’s like ‘😐 can you shut the fuck up dumbass i’m trying to tell you i have more hits on me than a blond bimbo in the 90s.’ ‘…oh!’

finney, on the other hand, would probably have the same issue but instead of robin being a little more straightforward considering he does bump into finn and helps the kid sometimes and it is a dangerous secret… finney has absolutely no reason to tell his own. in fact he BITTERLY keeps it to himself, doesn’t even allude to it in robin’s presence. has, in fact, LIED about bruises or black eyes or bloody noses coming from his bullies and not his father. he HAS, in fact, sat back, innocently, and watched robin lay into kids who didn’t do it. i’m talking he goes to the most extreme lengths so robin DOES NOT FIND OUT. why? well he would love to say bc he and robin are nottt that close; he doesn’t want police involved; that’s still his dad. after everything; it’s none of robin’s business. and that could be true to varying degrees but.

the truth is: if robin knew at night, his dad would be dead by dawn. even before he knew robin was some sort of mafia prince. if finney told robin or alluded to it—he would be completely alone save for gwen. where would he go? foster care? risk being split from gwen? he wasn’t going to let robin know at all. so. he lies.

mutual patching up in a gas station/corner store bathroom? yeah <3 and one day around like 17, finney threatens his dad knowing he’ll be 18 soon and FREE to take gwen w him; and the confidence change makes him actually WILLING to hang out w robin in public and by 17, robin doesn’t have to be so confined all the time and doesn’t have to sneak around either. and then the oven goes off. the food is ready.

• that being said: the angels absolutely would still be besties and so would the little devils they fell in love w. the angels have a deep trauma bond but also they have so many things in common that overlap it would be hard not to—it would probably take them a few years to get to BEST friendship but still.

• now. the devils? best friends from the start. they don’t have a trauma bond in KOTN surprisingly; they just fw each other heavy. pre-existing trauma was not a factor they all just vibe on the same frequencies in different songs.

now. based on geography on who was where at the same time…

• vance and finney were in the same state at the same time from birth until vance was 19 and finney was 19 abt two years after vance left. so. even tho they were in different parts of the state let’s say they met. they would be best friends immediately. vance would see this awkward kid getting ganged up on, immediately get enraged and after dealing with the bullies goes: you have GOT to punch those assholes. at least ONCE. jesus. finney would be rlly grateful and also a little happy he gets to tag along w vance like a puppy. not the same click like in canon bc of small differences but def click. griffin also was in colorado for ten months at 8; a brief stint of two months at 14 (for. reasons.); and then a year at 18 and all three of them would be like a match, lighter, and a house.

• uh bruce was never in the same state w anyone at the same time(?) billy was in south dakota for a year but that happened when billy was 2 for foster care. for fun’s sake let’s say they meet as kids and don’t let go even if billy leaves. they are pen pals, they bicker a lot over small things but it’s mostly in good fun; are always spilling gossip and as soon as they get phones it’s so over. they are calling every night, FaceTime pre-planned friendship dates, even with any time differences. they meet maybe once every few years if they are in the same place like on a vacation or trip.

• (billy and robin were in NYC at the same time but they were friends in the canon verse and they met at 13 and met again at 15-17 so shushhhh)

• griffin and robin were in the same places at the same times MULTIPLE times. colorado, california, and washington. although robin didn’t so much live there as much as he was hiding out. griffin would be baffled at how much he bumps into the boy, really, and robin would be like ‘okay see bird? the UNIVERSE is telling us to be friends. are you going to deny the UNIVERSE?’ and the friendship sparks after the sixth time they find each other. this is the REAL ‘catch me if you can’ friendship. the even have this thing where if they find each other in public and the other hasn’t noticed, they tag each other and say ‘you’re it!’ before either booking it or hugging. it has happened once in a restaurant. griffin saw robin eating w some people (his fucking FAMILY but griffin didn’t know) and snuck in past his guards (impressive) and tapped robin on the shoulder before covering his eyes and going “you’re it!” and then jumping away. obviously robin’s family are all on defense but robin jumps up and chases after griffin, hopping over his chair and they both laugh and scream running down the street. shit is adorable.

if both notice at the same time—one has to chase. usually it’s robin. but griffin gives chase too.

• based on geography—robin, griffin, finney, vance were all in colorado at the SAME TIME. griffin went back (in canon for. reasons. dw abt it) + bruce and billy were there at the same time but bruce was there on a collage tour at 16 and billy was there for funsies and national parks at 15 (also during same time). if all of them met that spring-summer they were all together? they would be fucking inseparable.

in THAT au even with kill of the night—it would be legendary. by this point most of them would have pre-existing trauma (vance’s kidnapping, billy’s foster care, robin’s mafia family, finney’s childhood, griffin’s whole no friends bullshit, bruce’s emotional trauma from his parents and severe anxiety)

finney (15) and billy (15) meet first with finney being clumsy enough to walk straight into billy before he can catch his ride to the national park to meet up w his foster parents & they would chill at the aquarium they’re at and probably wander to different exhibits (the aquarium is important to the story yall) and then bruce (16) meets griffin (14) next—griffin sneaking off around since he didn’t buy a ticket and just wanted to come inside since he was bored and bumping into bruce who’s back from a college tour and just chilling in the aquarium bc he just wants a break from all those ppl from his school n needs space from teachers; they smile at each other and decide ‘yep, this one’ and go explore the exhibits. vance (17) meets robin (15), or at least, keeps meeting robin in spots because vance gets lost and robin bounces from place to place. but they don’t stick together.

robin mets finney next while billy went to the bathroom and they’re looking at the same tank. robin asks him what’s the best part abt the tank since finney’s looking at it that way. finney says: ‘this is the same exhibit my parents looked at before they met and had me’ and points to the plaque date that was a year or two before his birthdate. and robin goes ‘thank god for that. otherwise they’d deprive the world of that gorgeous face.’ and finney is blushing so bad and billy comes back and all three of them are just laughing together. considering the respective ages(?) atp in time both robin & billy learned how to flirt and they tease finney relentlessly.

THEN vance and griffin meet while bruce is grabbing a snack at the vending machine. immediately bantering. it’s sorta vicious in like. an asshole way. like if a reg person walked by they would assume vance/griffin HATE EACH OTHER. and then. they would stop and go “ur not bad. wanna hang out?” bc they are appropriately both dark, twisted, and scary. bruce comes back and trips into vance, vance catches him. cue the ‘hi! ‘hey.’ like UGH cuties. griffin would be gagging.

they all meet together in the deep sea maze exhibit and it’s so dark and they’re the only ones there although they don’t know it yet (all of them having missed the large sign saying the exhibit is closed since there’s no worker to guide the interactive tour or watch the cameras to help ppl especially since it’s a legitimate maze) EXCEPT robin who saw and just didn’t care to say anything.

and it’s so dark that finney doesn’t realize he got separated and is with vance and bruce & billy and robin are with griffin NOT finney. by the time they realize they hit the jellyfish center of the exhibit/middle of the maze and see all the glowing lights from the jellyfish and the lights on the floor. they go ‘hi’ and it’s like everything slots into place. they sit there and talk for HOURS. depending on how funny it would be: billy has weed/vance has a lighter/and finney has a bunch of fucking fidget toys. bruce fucking loves fidget toys so he and finney would have fun. robin would be high as a kite and chatting w griff. vance and billy would talk abt how insane it is to bring weed and a lighter to a fucking aquarium instead of an edible like a regular person.

by the time they get out of the maze; it’s time for bruce to go; billy has to meet his parents at their hotel; vance and finney have to go back since both ditched their different schools and THATS going to be a whole different can of worms; robin snuck away from his guard details; griffin’s just a curious kid by nature and simply came here on his own time since he isn’t exactly supposed to be in the state anyhow. they’re all pretty upset abt it and abt to part ways until billy and bruce go, at the same time: “WAIT WE ALL HAVE PHONES! GROUPCHAT!! GROUPCHAT RN!” which sparks deep friendship, bonds, and a lifetime of love and all that other sappy shit. he friendship doesn’t die out either. they all come to each others graduations and meet up every spring/summer.

[cheemken]

Im curious about your au👀

Just what happened that Vertin got possessed? Would the others know it's Arcana and not Vertin?

Hehehe finally I get to talk abt this

Anyways for context, it's this lil drawing I made hahah

But yeah, what I had in mind for this au is like,, a mission that went awry. I had this au prior to the reveal of chapter 7, but w chapter 7 in the works, well, ofc this now turned to some sort of canon divergent au

The main premise is that yeah a mission that went awry and Vertin and her team retreated back to the Suitcase somewhere safe. The thing is, Vertin became desperate, she knew they were outnumbered, it was a losing battle, especially how injured some of her friends are. So she decided on smth

Once she was sure everyone was inside the suitcase, she called in Sonetto, y'know, asked her to have a walk a her outside the suitcase. And stuff happened, Sonetto seeing Vertin seal the suitcase shut, and she's there wondering why, and suddenly Vertin gives her a teleport ritual, as she hands her the suitcase too. Vertin telling her that hey, the seal will be broken once Sonetto finds a safe place to stay, she doesn't care where, the Foundation, Green Lake, Laplace, as long as it's safe, as long as it's far away as to where they currently are

Sonetto ofc refused, she's not leaving the Timekeeper behind, but Vertin was desperate, she doesn't want anyone to get hurt anymore, and used her authority as Timekeeper and Sonetto's superior to order her to leave, to find a safe place, and aughgh ur honour it's so messy, that Vertin really has to shove Sonetto out the way bc she can hear the footsteps of the Manus followers. And so, Sonetto ran, and ran, as far away as she could, before using the ritual, teleporting back to the Foundation

And this is where things get fun ouo

But like, I don't think I can really type it out in its entirety bc hey I might get reported, but in a nutshell it involves Schneider's guns, Arcana's manipulation and illusions (like that scene in c2), Vertin's old friends, Schneider's guns shoved in Vertin's mouth, cannibalism, and oranges lmfao

So mind break, in a way, Arcana breaking Vertin so much so to the point that Vertin's mind doesn't know what's real and what's not anymore. Vertin being so vulnerable, that it was the perfect time for Arcana to just,, lodge her wand through Vertin's head too, taking full control of her

I had this idea that,, Arcana really played the role of Vertin well

Bc she came back to the Foundation, and ofc, in he eyes of everyone it's just Vertin, finally she's back, finally she's home, as her team rushes to her and was so damn happy she's back. Vertin even apologized to Sonetto, for using her authority to push her away, but Sonetto always tried to understand her, she knew it was for the best

But yeah I think a few would notice

Druvis would, I think she would, bc she was from Manus, she's familiar w the aura Arcana has, she feels it from Vertin. But in her mind, well, ofc, bc Vertin was kinda held hostage by Manus, by Arcana, perhaps Vertin was still getting used to not being there anymore, that the stench of death that usually follows Manus Vindictae would be temporary on Vertin

I think Regulus would notice too, solely for the fact Vertin now doesn't indulge her on listening to their favourite record. Vertin never refused that, not ever, that was the first alarm that went off her head. The second is when Vertin started using that baton of a wand she has more and more, and she uses it in a way that hey, it's not like a conductor leading an orchestra, no, it's more like a seasoned arcanist w a deep knowledge of magic

And Sonetto, ofc, ever perceptive, always w the Timekeeper. Back then, whenever Vertin looks at her, it makes her feel warm inside, knowing she still has her by her side. Now, whenever Vertin looks at her, well,, she feels uneasy, like she's a prey being stalked by a predator, that one wrong move and she'll get killed. But,, that can't be, the Timekeeper is the kindest person she knows, so,, what's wrong?

But also can you imagine, in Vertin's mindscape, Arcana just forces her to watch as she gains the trust of Vertin's friends. Oh, how exciting it'd be to watch them all fall one by one once they find out the truth. Or rather, once they fall by the hands of their precious Timekeeper, of their dearest friend Vertin.

[yersina]

thinking abt evan buck buckley and him growing up in a house where he wasn’t exactly unloved, but unseen and alone anyway. how he first felt abandoned by his parents and then his sister and how the very first girl we see him with in the show tells him ‘this was nice and all but i don’t want anything more’. how i never quite believed his whole sex addiction thing bc the first thing we see him ask for is a deeper connection. how hard he held on to his first meaningful romantic relationship. (how she left him anyway.) how hard he holds on to the 118, and how desperately he wants to believe that they’re going to be friends and family forever. how he’s so quick to jump to conclusions about how someone must hate him or want to leave him bc he’s convinced the other person thinks the same of him, but he still tries so hard anyway because what if this is the person? this is the one who doesn’t leave him?

thinking abt how buck throws himself into his work as a firefighter bc he’s doing something meaningful, for once. how much that means to him. how he attaches his self worth to his ability to save people. how it’s a reflection of his childhood and his attempts to get attention bc that’s the only way his parents would give him affection. (how it eventually morphed back into disappointment anyway.) how he’s never really bragged about ‘saving lives’ to any of his dates and how awful he clearly felt about being called a hero. how he feels like he needs to save everyone, because otherwise it’s a failure. he’s a failure. because what else does he have?

thinking abt buck and how he paints his whole world in black and white, all or nothing, us vs them, life vs death, loving vs leaving.

[spookyserenades]

hi second part 👋🏼

hobi- just remembered this, when y/n, Ben, Alice, and Laura text about how hot the hybrids are I thin mainly hobi omg they cracked me up sm. The im married not blind part was so funny 😂

jimin- i don’t remember much from the chapter in September I don’t think we saw much of him but in this recent chapter OMG he was such a sweet pea!!! Y/n really went all out getting his HORSE shipped here. And jimin saying happy b day to join was so sweet cause every one’s warming up to joon after the fight a bit and I think everyone is warming up in general. Anyways y/nie goes above and beyond for her boys and ahhhh so sweet. He was so happy too you could tell he wanted to cry gosh. I love when jimin can’t handle his alcohol well I can just imagine his red cheeks eeek I hope we get to travel and see his family too. He’s defiantly been working hard on the barn, and when she mention he was shirtless at some point 🥵 I cant- im sorry I’m on my period that my horrible excuse anyways -

taehyung- him wanting to take photography and him taking pics of HER STOP ✋ no author u need to stop it’s too much like omg and when they held each other afterward I melted like I TURNED into a puddle of the floor and I’m only able to write this now bc it’s so cold here that I froze and turned back into my human form. She’s possessive and irl tae is too cause like do u remember the perila leaf débat he would get so jelly if his gf peeled off a leaf for a guy friend. The dinner scene where the waiter was making eyes an y/n and tae held her waist and GLARED that’s some dominance right there. I forgot about including the piano scenes in yoongi so I’ll add them here. the pic tae took of their feet sounded so cute and I’m glad yoongi and tae are getting more comfy w each other (cause I think yoongi chose to sit next to him asp) also cause when y/n was thinking abt how she didn’t want him to be alone 🥺😩 yes tae we want you to interact w the others~ Tae LOVES her touches too he reacts easily in just a snap 🫰

jungkook- ahh yes our angst boi- his birthday party scene was so cute he was so flustered and malfunctioned Sksks it was nice to see a raw and genuine part of him that was truly thankful for her that day I hope we get to see more of that. Jk annoying y/n during hobi’s run by giving her a cig omg I cant- this man’s needs to stop he just loves to tease. Such a sassy and snarky boy I’m totally here fir it all the way. And him picking a scary movie bc he knows hobi Jin and jimin will hate it lol. Him already agreeing to held joon and y/n w the wards before she even asked- really can’t hind anything in this house lol. I forgot to talk about this, but joon being upset w y/n and she didn’t call for him when she head the spirit threaten her 😩 he tries to pretend he doesn’t care but he DOES FR and Jk look at him like dam. Okay but that cliffhanger for the last chapter ofc u just stuff us full of fluff just to rip it out of us and I LOVE IT. I wonder what Jk and hobi/joon (I think joon was involved) fought about to make jk storm out like that although it wouldn’t be the first time. And on Halloween, come on yall! Smh 🤦‍♀️ ahh but he’s one of her boys so she’ll rein him in anyways.

Im guess there’s too much testosterone in that house hold or maybe they’re energy’s bc most of them are exotic predators and dominance is a big thing. I don’t remember exactly. Anyways I spoke about everything I could remember so far sorry for typos, ty sm for feeding us every month with such a hearty meal! Luv u 💋

Hehe hey again!!! fkdasfk I'm glad you liked my "married not blind" joke LMAO it's sooo true, especially when it comes to Hoseok. 👹

Jimin - Y/N getting him his horse... my bestie who usually beta reads for me was like Dana no way lmao. I wanna have disposable income like Y/N, and spoil all the boys silly too!! I guess we can live vicariously though Y/N LOL. 💀💀💀 But Jimin so deserved to be reunited with Vista, and he was so happy to have a piece of his former home with him now. Jimin is such a sweet, polite guy, so him wishing Joonie a happy birthday proves he really just want to keep the peace. Tipsy Jimin is just the cutest stinking thing ever, I can picture his face so clearly in my mind! Knowing Y/N, she'll definitely make good on her mental promise to bring Jimin to see his family (I'm sure she wants to meet them too!) Also YES you're right, he was totally shirtless when he was patching up the roof of the stable... I would have passed out if I saw that, Y/N is a strong woman!

Tae - UGH Another one that is totally whipped for Y/N, taking pictures of her, including a couple at his first expo... even though only four were displayed at that expo, you can imagine he's probably taken dozens more of her, which makes me blush and kick my feet. He's definitely one of the more cuddly ones, too, so when he hugged her at the expo that moment was so sweet and intimate... physical touch must be one of his love languages. I love my men a little possessive, and I DO remember the whole perilla leaf debate (wild) and Tae being like that both irl AND in Trouvaille is just so... you know? He was definitely staking claim over Y/N in that brewery, he did not like that random man staring at his girl like that. OOF! 🥵 I'm glad you brought up Tae and Yoongi beginning to come around to one another. They have that connection of both being into music, and I think they have similar possessive feelings over Y/N. Maybe Yoongi will be the one who gets close to Tae first, we'll see!!

Jeongguk - fhdjasf our little edgelord! Ah his birthday was so self indulgent, fluffy, and a chance to see his softer side under all that iciness he usually displays. I think the longer time wears on, he'll let go of more of that frostiness and become more comfortable showing Y/N his tender side. fjdksa I forgot about the scene where he offered her a cigarette at Hoseok's meet-- such a twerp!! I love love love scary movies, and I feel like him maybe Yoongi are the only two that would actually wanna watch a horror film with me IRL, or Y/N in Trouvaille. Hoseok is a bit of a scaredy cat, and the rest of them put that off a little bit as well LOL. And for sure, there really isn't anything that can be hidden in that house anymore, there are ears literally everywhere.... bad news for someone who likes to talk shit, like me. But that's an example of Jeongguk being uncharacteristically sweet, agreeing to help Y/N even if he doesn't have to. Joon was so pissed when she didn't call out for him when she was threatened, but Y/N handled everything just fine, IMO, he was being a dramatic wolf.

You know I love a good cliffhanger!!! I can't not have one almost every time. Hopefully, this time, the conflict can be resolved quickly, and it isn't as bad as The Incident between Joon and Tae. We shall see-- or you may have already seen, in this newest update!! I'm dying.... there is indeed too much testosterone in that house, but I suppose that it is just something they're all going to need some adjusting to. BUT!! Thank you again so so much for sending in these messages and gushing over the boys with me. I always look forward to hearing what you think. Loves you babe!! 💜💞💜💞

[verstappentime]

Director’s commentary for Pietro and Erik’s relationship in superposition! (I love love love everything we got to see of them onscreen; the “remember what I always tell you” “there’s no ethical consumption under capitalism?” exchange in particular was so delightful, probably my favorite little moment of the fic so far)

ohhhh i love this one.

basically the idea came in the beginning to have pietro be part of the pit crew bc of his powers. then i was debating doing that bc i wanted him to be erik's kid, and we (me and percy who helps me with all my fics) were messing around with the idea of him being a little kid running around the garage or something, then it kind of all came together when i think he suggested we make him old enough to be on the crew *and* erik's son. so that's where erik being a teen dad came from! and once we landed on that idea, even though i knew it was going to be hard to slot into the story, i really super loved it. and we figured out a way around some of the logistical issues with erik not knowing he had a kid till he was 20, when he was probably already in f1, and us making erik a little older so it wasn't super outrageous.

they have an incredible relationship, there's actually a lot of lore that's not in the fic (yet, at least?). he found out about P when he was 20 and magda moved to england and got his number. he went over with his mom & she waited outside when he went in -- P was soo shy & didn't want to come out to meet him at first. he was so tiny and had erik's eyes and it was just surreal for him. he eventually got to say a little hello and go see some of pietro's trains and things and get to see his kid being a real four year old human and when he went back out to the car he just sobbed. he'll always be heartbroken that he never held him as a baby, tbh. he doesn't blame magda but he just wishes he could've gotten every minute with him possible. he takes being a dad more seriously than anything else and just loves his kid so much.

i guess it also hasn't come up that he stopped racing for a few years from when he was 20-22 because he wanted to parent full time, which is what led to him not winning his first championship until he was 25.

also, this bit you mentioned is a favorite of mine too, erik as a socialist who is also knowingly being a hypocrite because he's a multi-millionaire is funny to me lol. but yeah, these two are a great duo, erik does a good job!! there will be some bumps in the road bc he's parenting a 16 year old, but y'know. <3 thank you for loving them!

i'll add a deleted scene under the cut where erik opens up abt P a little more! (not very well written i'm sorry)

“I loved him from the moment I met him,” he says, quiet and honest. “He was small for his age, for a long time. And shy, if you can believe it. Magda had to coax him out just to say hello. I would’ve killed for four more years with him, back then.”

“And now?”

Erik shrugs. “It was hard at first. Toddlers don’t adjust well to change. And I think he… I know he wonders about it, sometimes. If I didn’t try hard enough to be there.” He swallows. He tries to keep that guilt tucked away somewhere safe. It hurts, and it’s hurt for the last twelve years. “But I just try to do everything I can to be a good dad, I guess. I don’t know if I’m getting anywhere with that one.”

He’s read so many fucking parenting books he could recite them. Raising mutant children, raising children with ADHD, explaining sexuality to your children, gentle parenting; everything he could get his hands on. But he still loses his temper sometimes.

He thinks of the first time he had to discipline Pietro, when he was little. He’d taken to Erik immediately, once he’d come out of his shell a bit, but Erik was a visitor, a friend who his mother had gently told him was his dad. They could play dragons together, visit the park, have a snack, and then he went back to his mom, who did heavy lifting.

The first time he’d taken Pietro overnight and needed to put his foot down, be just a bit firm (the first of thousands “no ice cream for dinner” arguments), Pietro had been completely distraught. He sobbed for what felt like hours, like Erik had broken his four-year-old heart.

He’d ended up burrowed into Erik’s neck, whimpering softly, while Erik whispered nonsense to him. It was the first time it dawned on him that if he just really fucking loved the kid, that could be enough.

These days, he isn’t sure.

[narcissusbrokenmirror]

i need to talk about Alex, Luke and Reggie and their families' dynamics.

We don't get a lot from the show apart from Luke and it's not that much either, when we think about it. But from Reggie and Alex? Crumbs of backstory. the references we got to their past from the show is that Reggie's parent were in a bad relationship and Alex's parent were homophobic. god bless the guy who decided to write books abt it bc i can't stress enough over not knowing abt their past.

So starting with Reggie, my favorite backstory, is that he had parents who were always fighting amd he also had a little brother, age not specified but i guess between 8-11, Steve admired Reggie and his band and Reggie kinda regretted not spending enough time w him bc of the band. idk thinking of Reggie as an older brother opens lot of possibilities for what his character would've become. also brings more of a reason why he's so goofy and lightheaded, it can be either a way to separate from, maybe, a figure of power for his brother, being held to a responsibility or something alike, i mean, none really knows how stuff were inside Reggie's house so there's no way to tell if they had been heavily neglected at some point. or maybe being optimistic and joyful was just the way he tried to find to make things lighter for his brother when he was around, maybe to his whole family when trying to keep them from starting a fight (we also dont know for how long reggie's parents have been fighting). either way, fascinates me.

Alex also intrigued me a little bit, but i liked to figure him out. I personally enjoy when fanfic writers make his parents religious or give him fear of coming out to his friends, but, just ain't real. From what I've read on the book, Alex's parents used to be supportive of the band and welcoming to his friends, they'd have sleepovers w the whole band, and be warm and welcoming. When Alex mentions being gay, he says he wouldn't sneak a guy he actually liked out of his window and wanted to bring this hypothetical guy through the front door like his older sister did w her boyfriends, this being the 90's its a pretty prideful statement for a gay teenager. But Kenny mentioned Alex is pride of himself and wouldn't hide it. So i don't think Alex got christian fever over his sexuality, neither did his parents. What i guess, is that Alex was the kid with "Cool Parents" that would let him be and do what he wanted, be supportive of him, Alex pretty much mentioned on the show he was always trustworthy (in rhetoric to Reggie never being believed as a kid). What also would explain how Alex can grow so confident of himself and expect to receive the same treatment his sister does. So the moment Alex came out, something he never took back, even when his parents didn't approved, it shifted the whole "modern cool parents" thing bc yeah, Alex can have a band, be a drummer (which is not everyone's favorite instrument to have at home), let his sister bring multiple boyfriends to their house, but if Alex wants to bring guys, he better do it far from their eyes. "do what you want, but not under my roof". Clearly, it affected him to have a family who was loving and supportive, just to find out that being gay was going to twist the way his parents saw and treated him like, and ofc that's not what Alex wanted, he wanted the warmth and the love he'd always received before. also, Alex being a young brother makes sense to why he's a little shit on the show.

Luke also has interesting background. Different from Alex, who had a family who supported his band (til they didn't anymore) and Reggie, who had a family who probably didn't cared, Luke had a family very much disapproving of his life dream, so much that i doubt they've met the boys personally, aside from Bobby bc he was Luke's oldest friend, since there's a moment on the book Alex asks where they are and its Luke's house, and they have been friends for years so its interesting Alex not knowing where Luke lives. i think Sunset Curve was just a part of his life that Luke didn't shared with his parents bc he knew it wouldn't be worth it. What doesn't mean Luke didn't wanted to share, he was trying to make it without his parents' support, getting a job to buy instruments and other stuff for example. And if Alex is not the religious link of the group, Luke definitely is, not only he makes mentions of Hell and Heaven, but his house has a huge cross on it, visible on the clip of Unsaid Emily, and i think that's why Luke, at the same time he doesn't want to talk of the past, is the one who feels more guilty about the way he left things with his mom. Boy got hard catholic guilt on his head even if Luke himself isn't really into religion.

I'm not gonna make myself long with Bobby, bc if Alex and Reggie left crumbs of backstory, Bobby left drops in the sun. but the book had some pretty cool details, he got three older brothers who are sport trifecta, and Bobby is the kid who only got to play in a band, he doesn't get a lot of attention from his parents and even Luke is his friend since they were kids and they started playing together, he also feels apart from the band, he also seems to care a lot about Luke since he wanted Luke to make up with his mom on the day of their show at the orpheum. So it does adds dimension to the character we see on the show.

[kamiversee]

OK I HAVENT READ CHAPTER 50 YET BC I HAVE THIS MENTAL PROBLEM (someone lock me up) WHERE I ONLY READ FANFICS IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT BUT

basically

yk the song logical by olivia rodrigo

it’s so… reader and gojo codeeedddddf

master manipulator, god you’re so good at what you do come for me like a saviour, and i’d put myself through hell for you (the beginning, gojo needing reader to do the list)

hear all the rumours lately, that you always deny (he loves you but he shouldn’t)

and i fell for you like water falls from the february sky (she shouldn’t have fallen because he’s literally BLACKMAILING HER?????)

but now the currents stronger, i couldn’t get out if i tried (SHE NEEDS TO COMPLETE THE LIST)

but you convinced me baby, it was all in my mind (like.. he wanted her to just DO IT ✔️)

now you got me thinking that two plus two equals five and i’m the love of your life (she doesn’t understand how he could blackmail he supposedly loves)

‘cause if rain don’t pour and sun don’t shine, then changing you is possible (when the rain doesn’t pour and the sun doesn’t change, THATS when he will change. meaning he “never” will)

no, love is never logical (reader shouldn’t love him but.. yk.. she’s conflicted)

you built a giant castle with walls so high i couldn’t see the way it all unravelled and all the things you did to me (every time gojo tells her he loves her, he always says that she shouldn’t love him back) (all the things he did - THE WHOLE LIST THIS MAN IS A PSYCHOPATH)

you lied you lied you lied (about deleting stuff)

and now you got me thinking two plus two equals five and i’m the love of your life ‘cause if rain don’t pour and sun don’t shine then changing you is possible (same as before)

i guess love is never logical (“i guess” she’s more compliant now)

the sky is green the grass is red and you mean all those words you said (“all those words you said” meaning when he says “i love you” bc the reader is like… if you mean it, WHY ARE YOU FUCKING BLACKMAILING ME?!??? sorry i have pent up anger. gojo girlies for this fic go crazy)

im sure that girl is really your friend (don’t got nothing for this)

problems are all solvable (gojo wants to solve it by reader completing the list, reader wants to solve it BY NOT SLEEPING W EVERY MAN SHE SEES?!?!?!)

‘cause loving you is loving every argument you held over my head (loving him is loving everything he’s done to her)

brought up the girls you could have instead (switch girls w boys and you w i (for the reader) and it’s gojo telling her to be w choso) (CHOSO IS BETTER ???? HES POSSESSIVE BUT NOT A BLACKMAILING OBSESSIVE PSYCHOPATH HELLO????)

said i was too young i was too soft cant take a joke cant get you off (ignore this like because we know very well that the reader gets him off REAALLLL good)

oh, why do i do this? (sad bitch moment)

i look so stupid thinking two plus two equals five and i’m the love of your life ‘cause if rain don’t pour and sun don’t shine, then changing you is possible (same meaning as before)

no, love is never logical (same as before)

logical, logical, love is never logical i know i’m half responsible, and that makes me feel horrible (if she wasn’t fucking TOUCHING HERSELF THEN NONE OF THIS WOULDVE HAPPENED)

logical, logical, love is never logical i know i could’ve stopped it all, god, why didn’t i stop it all? (like she probs coulda done SUMMM abt it, she js didn’t know what)

logical, logical, love is never logical i know i’m half responsible, and that makes me feel horrible

logical, logical, love is never logical

i know i could’ve stopped it all

god, why didn’t i stop it all?

-🌊

THIS SONG FITS SO GOOD WHAT?? & TY FOR THE BREAKDOWN THRU THE LYRICS TOO

[pb-loves-owls]

mmm thinkin abt that old hexsquad again bc at this point it’s my comfort zone

raine singing to owl beast eda to calm her down and lilith ready to fight them if they try n kiss eda in beast mode. Darius holding her back bc he’s very sure that’s the furthest thing from their mind (he would be right). still he does say “owl beast can not consent”, making Raine blush and angry sing that that’s the last thing they wanna do. but then being mad makes owl beast mad makes them scared makes owl beast scared so they have to stay 100% concentrated.

It works eventually but Raine has to put a silence spell on Darius bc he tried to tell her that they wanted to kiss owl beast Eda. to which he replies 🖕😐 but in pg13

Alador asks Odalia to Grom but in a letter because he’s a shy boy. Odalia forces him to do it in a more “grand-gesture-y” kind of way.

Grom is pre-rats so Raine doesn’t have stage fright yet. meaning bump has zero reason to pass up Raine as grom royalty. This makes eda not ask them to grom out of fear of throwing them off their game. but Raine doesn’t even know what their greatest fear is.

my hc is that it’s being alone… mostly bc that’ll mean them forcing themselves in near isolation for the next nth years after their break up and edas requiem all the more painful.

Darius is tired of waiting around for Alador to take a hint so he asks Lilith to be his platonic grom date. except he forgets to add the platonic part so the whole day is Lilith trying very hard to find out how to tell nicely tell someone you only like them as friends. meanwhile alador is salty at about it and can’t understand why.

He and Darius start hanging out less and less. it doesn’t help that Odalia is monopolizing his attention. He makes excuses for her like “she’s going through a lot” “she’s under a lot of pressure” and “her parents are always fighting and it’s tough on her”. but like… those are valid reasons for lashing out but doesn’t excuse her behavior.

during the dance, he blows up at her and she yells at him and runs out. he ends up talking to Darius about it, who is still mad at him. but then is like “wait you just let her go out there on her own on grom night?” so darius is the one who has to find her and talk to her.

she’s crying and venting. He rolls his eyes at her mostly. but they’re all still friends and he can’t help but feel fond of her. so he says “look. you’re going through a lot. but alador is a clueless idiot. a very smart, very sweet and kind, clueless idiot. who obviously cares about you very much. but you gotta go easier on the guy or you’re gonna scare him off.”

she tells him he’s right and rushes back in and “forgives” alador after he says sorry for losing his temper. She does Not say sorry back.

Lilith finally gets what’s happening and calls Darius out on his shit, who then tells her that they’re happy together and he can’t get between that. Lily tries to tell him that “they’re so toxic that they could swim in acid and the acid would be burned by them”. but she can’t force him to do anything, so she asks him if he’d like to dance and they do.

The grom fight tho. Grom first takes the form of plant magic in a labyrinth, echoing HECK/IFWOT. then Grom locks into their mind and blinds and deafens them, causing them to panic. Eda is freaking out and wants to save them, but is held back by Lilith and Darius.

Raine drops to the ground and feels around. They feel the auditoriums linoleum and knows they’re still at school. They breathe in and out and smell their cologne and Eda’s shampoo. Then they touch their own throat and try to speak. they feel the vibration of their own voice. they use bard magic and whistle Grom off of them. and I really want their eyes to do the glowing thing.

either yellow or red, they’ll still look badass when they summon their violin and kick groms ass.

after the fight, eda and them hang around each other outside where they can still hear the music from the inside. They’re just talking at first but Raine keeps staring at Eda, and Eda at Raine. And Eda tells them that she really wanted to ask them out to grom earlier but didn’t because of them being grom royalty and all.

Raine takes this opportunity to ask her to go to grom with them— “as friends! of course as friends I mean we are friends you and I, me and you, I and you. best buds forever bbf’s for life!”

Eda rejects them and they go “okay yeah that’s cool too” trying not to cry. but thenn she goes “buuut I wouldn’t mind going as your girlfriend? that is- if that’s cool with you.”

they do a quick kiss and drag her back inside for the slow dances. ofc lilith and Darius give them thumbs ups for finally getting together.

Odalia owes Lilith, Darius, and Alador ten snails each for that because she bet they’d wait till after graduation.

[eve-akemi]

This is a Hana and Spinner Au post

Aight I'm bullying myself to draw another concept thingy. But it's a long story, so I have to explain a couple hcs a friend and I made awhile back with Touya and Tenko:

-> Touya has a mix pheonix quirk-ice quirk, with a lot of drawbacks and quirk-block due to wanting to be like Endeavor and stuff so. Doesn't know he has it, doesn't really use it.

-> Kotaro met Touya one time (long story in of itself), and the Shimuras wound up being a second fam to him. Held Ten as a bb, and watched adventure time with Hana sometimes sorta deal.

-> but they diiieee- and he was going over with Fuyuki (*Fuyumi's first time meeting the shims probably). Demolished house. Neighbors everywhere and tryna call the ploice. Touya goes insiiide, sees all the corpseess.. boom, pheonix quirk thing tries to revive them.

-> doesn't really work. Straight up. Maybe for a dash of even more trauma, he just winds up making even more of a wreck by seeing a bunch of half dead corpses that barely look like people anymore.

-> ✨️ tramaroki touya ✨️

-> Sometimes in our rps different Himuras are alive bc of this (Usually Kotaru or Hana). But back on track, this is, in fact, abt Hana and lil lizard spin!

Hana would probably get put into witness protection, and I don't know what that would have in store for her. But maybe she bounces around familes in foster care for a bit, because no one seems very keen on keeping her (her story, especially- ppl probably dont want a kid who was attacked by someone with a violent quirk like that).

Enter Iguchis. Somehow, in some way, she tunnels their direction, and Shu's parents foster her because she's an outcast, too. But they don't want anyone like their son. In their part of the city, people hate mutants. Idk if that's canon, but for this, I'm willing to look past if it is or not.

Not only is she "normal-looking", but she's cute, and seems like a social butterfly. And she has a strong quirk (or a nice emitter quirk(?) ), so people might judge them, but would def find her interesting. Drag Shuichi around kinda thing.

It takes them awhile to notice this, but eventually they get her checked out for it (after she's adopted). Turns out, when the results come back. Hana hasn't been able to age since the accident at all. She's alive- her body works and functions as if she never died. But she can't age anymore. She's still seven years old.

Imagine how heartbroken Shuichi would be when he found out.

And they don't know Tenko is out there - or what's going on with him - either.

Maybe Shuichis' parent's plan was for Shu to take Hana with him when he moved out. But he turned into a total shut-in instead before he left home to follow stain instead. Also him not telling anyone about his older-little sister. Touchy subject for him maybe.

Idk how to end this, but I'm stopping here for now.

[paarksunghoon]

HAIII it is ur fav person ever (Joking. unless...) sorry i didnt send an ask today morning (or night for u idk) i was busy trying to lock in, failed at it, took a nap, went to uni, came back n then finally locked in (face sitting w nerd chan sometimes my brain amazes me) BUT ANYWAYS! how are u my baby i hope u r doing well n that ur road trip went good!!! if u want i can share my chan playlist w u bcs it has cute love songs on it or give u some skz recs if u haven't fully checked out their discography cus tee bee eich idk how much of skz u actually know...

anyways u asked for a separate deep honey ask so i am delivering teehee but basically everything abt deep honey is my favourite duh!!! i loved the way hoon basically immediately took y/n into his arms the minute he saw her like no questions asked nothing or how he held her like a lil baby when they were in heeseung's room n brushed her tears away n gave her kisses :( the line of how he says he'd come running to her in a heartbeat n how u described him loving her like she's the only woman he's ever loved in his life was so so sooooo sweet i need a love like that so bad bcs he is just the most precious boy ever 🥹🥹 n then hee jay n jake all ordering her fav food n comforting her n jaeyun calling y/nhoon cuties ohhhh mannnn n OMG WAIT LISTEN... imagine an extension of deep honey universe where jake gets his own girl or smth... he meets her at a bookstore n tries reading her fav books in order to strike up conversation w her but he gets the details wrong n stumbles over his words n she just giggles at him n he asks for her number n GRRRRRRR MY JAEYUNIE

anyways if u have any more thoughts on deep honey u would like 2 share w the class i will be happy to listen to u 😇😇 as always much love from #1 paarksunghoon stan aka me n i hope u have the bestest day to come today n tmr n every other day for the rest of ur life i love u

— ur fav dh (altho im off priv but u can keep tagging me as this n i will keep signing off as this lolz)

hi!! send at your leisure. my inbox welcomes you whenever you want to stop by.

life is pretty difficult these days for a multitude of reasons. road trip was good, I’m happy to be reconnecting with a lot of friends I haven’t seen in a while. tomorrow I’m seeing a friend I met at my last enha concert because we both went alone and ended up talking + exchanging socials. suuuper excited

I like skz! they aren’t in my ults list but I appreciate their music and admire their production skills. han and I would so be best friends.

I love that you love deep honey. everything I write has a little bit of myself in there so it makes me happy to know this resonated with you. I felt quite soft when I wrote it. forever wishing I could hug sunghoon on the good and bad days. I also have a separate little jake wip in the works that originally wasn’t in the deep honey universe buuuut I might twist it a little and make my own literary universe.

I’d love to imagine deep honey sunghoon really loves to hold hands in public as opposed to full on PDA. he and his gf are really into movies + dinner (after watching) and he’s probably on the more reserved side, so he’ll let her talk and talk until he gets motivated to share his opinions. jay probably has to tell them to shut up if they all watch movies in his apartment bc they get so energetic 😭

eventually, yn probably gets really comfortable with sunghoon’s friends too (they did see and hear her sob her eyes out). hoon’s the type to always tell them random facts about her so they know things about her and she’s like ?? how do u know that ?? for example they know her top 3 cocktail orders so if she’s running late they get her one she likes. they probably know types of restaurants she likes so if no one knows where to go, they’ll pick something sunghoon mentioned. 1000% they know how she takes her coffee (vanilla latte with oat milk, half sweet) so if they go out when she’s not there, they always bring one back for her 😆

jakeyn = power best friends; yn will listen to him talk about this really cute girl who he accidentally spilled coffee on and needs advice on how to talk to her (from said wip); jake will playfully get mad @ her for “stealing” sunghoon; very sibling type of relationship

jayyn = chaotic duo; cracking really bad jokes that everyone tolerates; probably the first to be level headed when planning things (everyone leaves it up to them to plan hang outs because they have an #itinerary); in charge of shopping/ordering food because they always know how much to get without going overboard

heeyn = calm duo; heeseung brings out the more quiet side of yn and they could sit in the same room for hours, not say a word but do their own thing, and count that as quality bonding time; will text in depth about philosophical and life shit; they go to each other for advice a lot (yn will go to him first if hoon isn’t available and heeseung will send her 6 minute audio messages)

not unusual for yn to hang out with them without sunghoon because in my head, male/female friendships can 100% be platonic. sunghoon isn’t threatened but will still be all kissy kissy with her in front of them

sunghoon when he sees yn and his friends get close: back off that’s my gf

heeseung, jay, jake: ew she’s like my sister

sunghoon: wdym you guys don’t find her hot

heeseung, jay, jake: ???

[nogchompa]

Its going so good i totally forgot about my coworker accusing me of stealing his coke and now there could not possibly be a more hostile work environment!! Literally was threatening 2 beat me up like had 2 be held back by other coworkers saturday. he was angry with me all day & i was so fkn confused why bc before this we were bffs best buds homies whatever.....then hes calling me a thief and a bitch & literally nobody is telling me whats happening whats going on just that i need to go home (from MY JOB????). Two managers saw this happening and still comforted him over it and not a single soul defended me or tried to even help me at all. i dont know what im going to do tuesday when i have to go in and i have someone i literally work side by side with sending me texts abt ending my life & hurting my family . How do i even confront this . I really dont want to quit bc i cant afford to w/ having been kicked out & i make decent money there but like. im genuinely scared to go back to work. & over what?? Some drunk work drama gossip ??? im so confused & it makes me really sad bc i thought these people were my friends. My plan is just go into work and be quiet and do my job and just not say anything to anyone bc i know im going to be shunned by everyone bc everyones going 2 side with him cuz rverybody already assumes im a bummy thief and they like him better than me anyway. my life is going to be hell at work lol

[hopelessromanticstrawberry]

unboxing my sexual traumas for a moment—

Men, do so much to hurt us. It’s terrifying.

The first time I remember being sexually assaulted I was 13/14, my first boyfriend. he had been cheating on his cool high school gf with me, we were both in middle school, I didn’t even know about her existence until a year in. I didn’t do social media, I had a flip phone, I was naive and a boy other girls liked was interested in me— a wallflower— the best part? he was neighbors with my best friend and I loved going to her house, id stay there for days at a time and never got sick of it. they would come over sometimes and we all became best friends. for the first time a group of people called my family’s landline asking if it was okay one of their moms came to get me. I’d never been so.. wanted. ironically, my girl best friend ended up betraying our friendship to long term date one of these boys in our old friend group, they still all hangout today im sure.

it started simply enough, he kissed me, and I wanted to kiss him. I was excited to explore, but to be fair after being raised in Texas I was ashamed of sex and scared of it too. I wanted to be a pure girl who fell in love once and married and had a beautiful picture perfect family. We would kiss for hours, and even though he wasn’t the best kisser my assumption was that he just didn’t know how and we’d learn together. I didn’t know he’d been having sex with this high school girl and was planning to do all that on me. He became more forward after about 2 or 3 months but to me?? this was like serious, I felt like I was in love bc it was my first boyfriend. He liked to play music and so did I, he was outgoing and on the football team, he was really tall. Middle school me ate this shit up!!! Now, im only describing in this way to really show how I felt at the time to drive home how traumatizing naive and disillusioned I was……

He becomes more forward, more controlling, very quickly. He accuses me of cheating, tries to make me feel weird or guilty for stuff that was normal. He would then lead into sex stuff during arguments or tender moments. Everything was just like his opportunity to try to fuck me. When I finally told him “no” I wanted to be dating for at least a year before I had sex, I wasn’t ready, I wanted something romantic and slow blooming. I wanted to feel like it was worth it to give it up. Then he became cruel, physically assertive and constantly fighting me. Locking me in the house so I couldn’t leave. I don’t remember if he screamed but im sure he was, I just remember being choked a lot and insulted. I remember crying when he held me down and felt down my pants and under my bra. It felt ticklish and uncomfortable, I didn’t want it not like this. I would have bruises all over my arms, I started to cut myself, I threatened to leave him, he would tell me about other girls he was talking to and cheating on me with and said it would all end if I’d just fully penetrative fuck him. He would try to take my clothes off and wrestle me, ultimately end up choking me and giving me a panic attack. I’d lock myself in the bathroom, he’d take my phone from me and threaten to break it. I ended up breaking up with him over text after he blew my mom up telling her abt my self harm and I was going to kill myself bc I didn’t reply to his text within 30 minutes while I did homework, I remember her opening my door and asking if I was okay and she told me what he’d done. I replied and called him a psycho. Told her block his number. He sent me photos of cuts telling me he was cutting himself bc of me. Back then I cared I pleaded with him no don’t kill youself, he said I only won’t if you date me again. I dated him for 7 months total. I don’t even remember how we broke up, I know I did it, I remember him shoulder checking me in the hallways at school after and talking shit to everyone about how I was a bad lay. He continued to stalk me until years later actually, messaging my hot tatted boyfriend when I was 19 all these threats of hurting him and hurting me. He blew my Snapchat up with threats and I don’t know if it was bc he was on drugs and never forgot me or what??? It was obsessive and psychotic. How many years did he think abt me to stalk me so many years later. Even when I was 22 I got a gmail notification he was trying to follow my old account.

And the worst part? That’s all I remember. I’m sure there was more, I know he never penetrated me but he would choke me, push me, threaten me, and grope me. stalked me. Idk

In hindsight it was mostly so upsetting bc I was so young, my next abusive boyfriend really beat him out though bc he’s the one who actually raped me on repeat.

[postmanlinksbootyshorts]

imagine, you are me. you are sleep deprived bc ofc you are. you're on your way to the airport to fly down south where it's like 15-20 the grease hotter on average this time of the year than you're used to because you live in the midwest. you are restless, because you're meeting up w ppl you met on discord 4 years ago. you are me, and that means you don't like to talk to people you don't know fr.

this man is very clearly into you because you are pretty. whatever, not the first man to fall for the weird goth person who looks like they accidentally put on all black without meaning to. because you are me you just wear all black and call it a day 90% of the time. you have a mask on, otherwise you would be rocking black lipstick and that usually gets the point across. people leave you alone when you're wearing your black lipstick, and you mourn what the plague took from you every time you go out and speak to someone.

the driver starts talking to you while you're trying to vibe to fiona apple. this man is not reading the room and keeps trying to small talk. you're not that rude so you respond back, albeit with not much enthusiasm.

then, the dreaded question: "oh, did you go to [ some event held in this city, tbh i was not listening ] with your bf?" because you have foot in mouth syndrome you answer no, that you went by yourself. you had not left the house in at least 3 weeks outside of going to get your hair done. he goes "you're a beautiful black woman and you're SINGLE?"

your mask prevents the very obvious cringe on your face from being noticed. you go "oh, well i'm not really looking" which is true! you work 10 hours a day 4 days a week and you speak to at least 50 people a day, when you're off the last thing you want to do is pretend to be normal enough to attract someone who wants to date you.

dude completely ignores that. "how old are you? do you have kids?" very much sussing out whether you are old enough to date and if you have to deal with a bd.

"i'm 24, i have no children" you answer honestly for some reason yet again. you're texting the friends you're meeting up with and chronicling your blunder. they're basically like "girl, why would you tell the truth?". you wish you knew why you old the truth, you know how this goes.

"do you plan on getting married and having kids in the future?" another dreaded question, because people still have a hard time believing modern women don't mind becoming spinsters. "well, y'know i'm still kinda young so--"

you are cut off. "yeah, but not really though. your age is catching up to you faster than you realize."

whatever polite way of saying "im too preoccupied with gay porn to get into a relationship" instantly dies on your lips, and by the grace of god your mask is concealing the fact that you are slack jawed. this man is trying to FLIRT and just called you a HAG basically.

he notices your eyes react and tries to subtly clean what he just said up. it's not working, because why would it? you move onto another topic, not without a quick "you should think about settling down soon". you consider pulling the lesbian card, but you figure that would probably lead to more headaches.

somehow the topic lands back on him, but this does not surprise you at all. "one of my previous rides thought i was 25! i'm 34, how old do i look to you?"

your foot in mouth syndrome flares up again. "hmm, you look your age to me--"

"no i don't! i for sure look like i'm 25."

you cock your head. "well, you know people have this idea that anyone over the age of 30 is like DECREPIT, but that's not the case. you do look like you're--"

cut off again. "you're right, but i don't look my age at all!"

who are you to tell him what his truth is? you cringe behind your mask and nod, "uh huh...!"

the conversation continues awkwardly for a bit, until he stops talking for long enough for you to put your headphones back on and turn cradle of filth all the way up. you're texting your friends abt making a playlist specifically for scaring the hoes away.

i'm never forgetting this uber driver who tried to convince me that i am running out of time because i am unmarried, single, and childless at the age of 24