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i bought rose im ab to fuck up a pervy kiri fic
#rose gets me so mf hornie babes#im trying novlr today too bc this is an entirely new fic so its a good time to put it into it bc i dont have to transfer 5k words yk#so im excited to see how it goes#ive been using ellipsus a little bit but i dont like the paragraph spacing currently n theyre working on changing it so i might swap back#from novlr to ellipsus when they change that#but novlr is a bit cute; it has like writing stats built in which is nice and like goals#i track all of that on my own anyway but its cute having it built in#but i think i like the look/UI of ellipsus more#ellipsus is still in like beta tho so its currently only available with like an invite when they open it up BUT if u are looking for an alt#to google bc if their data usage#novlr is really nice!!!!#ămercury speaksă#tw: alcohol
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Top 10 Great BLs That Are REALLY hard to find (but worth tracking down)
You may want to go hunting anyway!
Seven Days
Seven Days: Monday-Thursday
Seven Days: Friday-Sunday
Japan 2015
Never doubt my ability to recommend this show. One of the best live action yaois ever made, with perfectly structured angst, fantastic characters and acting, and no problematic tropes (rare in Japanese BL). The leads have excellent chemistry although itâs low heat thereâs still some really cute mutual kisses.
Cherry Magic AKA 30-sai made Dotei Da to Mahotsukai ni Nareru rashii
Japan 2020
The sweetest fluffiest magical realism BL, packaged as a pinning office romance, very low heat (practically chaste) but the cutest. Itâs truly great.
Cherry Magic Thailand
Thai 2024
A soft charming warm hug of a show about crushes and mind reading and self worth, with no-fuss execution from a consummate team and an OG lead pair proving why they remain eternal and deserve to grow up. Look, hereâs the thing, Cherry Magic is a great Thai BL in its own right not comparing it to any other iteration. But even when I do compare (and I've seen all the Cherries and read the manga) it still stands. I personally like it slightly better than the Japanese live action, but I think thatâs because I just really like Thai BL and I LOVE TayNew. Also all the kissing was both present and better than any other iteration. As it should be from Thailand.
I Feel You Linger in the Air
Thai 2023
IFYLITA is an exquisite BL, from filming techniques to narrative framework (much like Until We Meet Again). Steeped in history and family drama it edges into lakorn (but no as much as To Sir With Love and with way less scenery chewing). This is an elegant and classy BL... from Thailand which normally doesn't even try for classy. The main couple (both as a pair and individuals) were excellent, particularly Bright (Yai) whose eye-work acting style is a personal favorite of mine. Pity about the ending. Oh it wasnât that sad but it wasnât good either. This show could easily have earned a 10/10 from me except that it fumbled the⊠erm⊠balls in the final quarter. Argh. Whatever.
All about the ecstasy and the agony here.
Restart After Come Back Home AKA Risutato wa tadaima no ato de
Japan 2020
Atmospheric study in rural Japan meets complex family dynamics built on a romance framework of city boy meets country boy, grumpy/sunshine. Itâs beautiful and icy sweet. Slow moving in places but ultimately worth the patience, low heat, low angst, and stunning.
Given
Japan 2021
Boy joins band, falls in love with other boy. The singing is terrible, fast forward through that but with the possible exception of the hair styles, this BL could have been made in 2015 and no one would be surprised. As such, it wasnât ground breaking, but it didnât disappoint either.
Make a Wish
Thai 2023
A doctor who can see the dead strikes a bargain with a wish-granting irreverent tree angel - naturally they fall in love (from Sammon: Manner of Death & Triage). Stars Fluke Natouch opposite not-Ohm, but who tf cares because Fluke has chemistry with everybody. Once again the Thai afterlife is incredibly bureaucratic but I enjoyed the premise and the unfolding of the story (itâs not predictable but still satisfying and with nice little twist). I like that the doctor is just gay AF - fag hag bestie and all the swagger. The cast is excellent even if the comedic stylings are a bit overblown and tonally off. It had sad parts and did make me cry but is ultimately happy with a great sex scene, good smiley kisses, and all the agency. Definitely recommended.
2 Moons The Ambassador AKA 2 Moons 3
Thai 2022
A Thai pulp that felt like it came out 5 yrs prior, with many of the flaws inherent to that time and studio system, including manufactured angst and convoluted plot, but an ultimately sweet main couple that (as a pairing) feels a bit more modern and satisfying to watch than they started out. This will probably go down in history as one of the few BLs where I genuinely didnât care about any of the side couples. All that said, I find this show oddly appealing and rewatchable and I have no excuses for that except, I enjoyed it probably more than it deserved. Nostalgia & d**k, it's what's for dinner.
I Want to See Only You AKA Kimi no Koto Dake Mite Itai
Japan 2022
This is a beautiful well acted piece of cinema, about two boys who are opposite personalities and grew up together. Gifted and serious Sakura pines after outgoing eccentric manic pixie dream boy, Yuma. It is very pretty and this is the kind of atmospheric elegantly performed BL that only really comes from Japan (complete with dead fish kisses - what you though Korea invented them? oh no). If you want something stylish, this is it.
Triage
Thai 2022
BL does Groundhog Day featuring a doctor stuck in a time loop who must save a poor little rich boy from death by seducing the stuffing out of him, then PLOT TWIST, poor little rich boy must do the same for the doctor! Unfortunately... stuffing keeps leaking. I thought the plot was engaging if a little redundant and occasionally exhausting. The pairs were all well done, low heat but with decent chemistry and the support characters were likable (or unlikable, as required). If anything, the romance arc detracted and distracted from the main plot, but that doesn't stop this from being a genuinely good show.
HONORABLE MENTION
Great Men Academy
Thai 2019
Bodyswap involving unicorns turning a teenage girl into a boy makes this questionable as a BL (because, ya know, gender). But the fact remains that James is killer in the lead, and I (who do not like bodyswap) loved this damn show. Look, there is actual plot, hotties at boarding school, "bully the one you love" trope, some weird VR shit, very bad CGI, and yes, the boys end up together... whether they boys or not, so to speak.
Some of these shows may appear on a smaller streaming service, like WeTV, or they may be on a legal platform in your territory. I hope it goes without saying you should check there first.
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This list updated Spring 2024, not responsible for cool stuff that went missing (or was added to a platform) after that date.
It's it last in a series the rest of which are:
#Seven Days#Seven Days: Monday-Thursday#Seven Days: Friday-Sunday#japanese bl#bl recommended list#best bl list#great bl you may no know about#adapted from a manga#live action yaoi#Cherry Magic#30-sai made Dotei Da to Mahotsukai ni Nareru rashii#Cherry Magic th#cherry magic thailand#I Feel You Linger in the Air#thia bl#Restart After Come Back Home#Risutato wa tadaima no ato de#given live action#given the series#make a wish#2 Moons The Ambassador#2 Moons 3#I Want to See Only You#Kimi no Koto Dake Mite Itai#triage#Great Men Academy
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Love and Friendship
Joel Miller x fem!reader
Summary: Joel drives you and you friends home.
Warnings: Mentions of drinking and getting drunk, brief mention of cheating and bad relationship not with reader or Joel, but her friend. Joel being respectful as hell.
Immersivity: Reader is fem and drinks
Written for the @swiftiscruff fic exchange! This is dedicated to every single one of the people in my RomanaVerse discourd server, in no particular order.
Lila, Angie, Kit, Kate, Katie, May, Tara, Winnie, Alicia, Del, Whitney, Dolli, Fen, Haru, Ivy, Mickyla, Pimo, Soup, Olive. Thank you to all you guys who have been supporting my work for years or few weeks. I love you all. If i somehow missed your name its just bc im silly i swear.
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âJOOOOOOOOOOOEL!!!!â
Joel had to pull the phone away from his head as you screamed over the thumping sounds of the club. He hadnât realized how late it had gotten. While you were out with friends, he had spent the evening and into the warm summer night Sarahâs room putting in a built-in bookshelf. She was on a trip with his parents for a few weeks and wanted to surprise her when she got back. Sarah always wanted a built-in bookshelf.Â
âShit! Iâm so sorry darlân!â Joel ran down the stairs, shoving his feet into his shoes and grabbing his keys. âI lost track of time, Iâll be there in 10!â
Joel was supposed to pick you up at 1 AM from the bar. It was 1:53, and he wouldnât get there until the bar closed.Â
âItâs okay baby!â you didnât sound peeved at all. âBut could we maybe drop off my friends too? Since weâre out anyway?â
He hopped into his car. âYeah, of course baby, of course. Just stand outside once they close up, donât talk to no one and donât go near any cars. Make sure Angie doesnât wander off with no one.â
You promised to stay on the phone with him until he got there. Joel didnât like you leaving the bars on your own, too many freaks and perverts out there.
Joel pulled up to find you with your friends standing by the building, and he got out to open the door for you and them. âSorry the backâs a little messy, ladies, work truck and all- hold on.â As you got in the front, Joel got a blanket from the black and laid it over the seats âThere, less dirty.â
Angie, Kat and Lana all thanked Joel, and climbed in the back.Â
While Joel drove to Lana and Katâs, you talked to you rfriends about the night.Â
âI canât believe you danced with him Ang, what the fuck. He cheated on you three times.â
âI knoooooowwww!â She giggled. âBut heâs sooooooo cute!!!â
Kat rolled her eyes with a smile. âGirl he looks like a grown up Big Mouth guy.â
âNick Kroll?â
âWhat? No. Like the cartoon guy grown up.â
âYeah, the weird Big Mouth kid was modeled after Nick Kroll so thatâs just Nick Kroll? And heâs hot??â
Kat groaned, sinking down into their seat. âNo, not Nick Kroll, the one voiced by John Mul- wait, you think Nick Kroll is hot?â
The conversation continued with Angie trying to justify how she wants to give Jake âJust one more chance!â
Finally, you turn to Joel. âWhat do you think, baby?â
Joel sighed, and shifted in his seat a bit. âWell, it ainât none of my business, and I shouldnât really git involvedâŠâ
You smile at your boyfriend. âBut you have an opinion anyway.â
With a good natured huff, he lets it out. âItâs just that Angie, I think youâre a nice gal, and if I may, respectfully, easy on the eyes and I think you could do better than a 30 year old still trying to get his rap career off the ground and looks like a naked mole rat.â
The truck erupted in laughter, including Angie,at Joelâs half-roast, half compliment, and he smiled softly. He liked your friends, and he wanted them to like him too.
*
First up was Kat and Lana. Lana was quite drunk so Joel put the truck in park and helped Kat take her girlfriend inside. Once through the door and up the stairs and safe, Joel said goodnight and locked the door as he left.
Angie was asleep by the time he was back.
âShe alright?â He asked about your best friend.Â
You mumbled, tired but with a smile. You had a great night, and loved your friends very, very much. âYeah, she didnât drink that much. Sheâs just not used to being up this lateâ
Joel hummed in recognition. âThatâs right, she works the early shift. Sheâs probably up at like what, 4 AM?â
Turning to him with a bright smile, you giggle a bit. âHow do you remember that?â
He shrugged, not thinking much of it. âAngieâs usually the first to leave, so it makes sense.â
You canât help beam at him, streetlights periodically illuminating his pretty face, strong nose, full cheeks. Your friends mattered to you, them and Joel and Sarah were your everything. So many times, you hear of women whose friends hate their man and vice versa, how there was contention. Hell, Angieâs stupid ass ex never wanted her to hang out with your girlfriends, saying you and them were bad influences, accusing Kat and Lana of trying to sleep with her, etc etc etc. Joel was never like that.Â
From the beginning, Joel was respectful, kind, and welcoming to your friends and family. They were welcome over any time, and sometimes came over when you werenât home to wait for you. You trusted them with Joel and Joel with them. Heâd always offer to BBQ something on a warm day, or make you drinks. Slowly, as heâs gotten more comfortable, your precious, shy man has been joking around with them, which makes you smile. Joel was more nervous than he let on a lot of the time, hiding his anti-anxiety pills from you for months after you moved in. Still, he always welcomed your friends and in return they were respectful of his space and self.Â
Pulling up to Angieâs, sheâs sleeping like a baby.
âYouâre gonna have to carry her and put her to bed, ainât nothân wakeân her up once sheâs out.â You are about asleep yourself, leaning against the window.
Joel bawled. âI canât do that!â
âSure you can, have you seen your arms? Jacked.â
âNo- I mean-â He sighed. âI canât take a drunk lady to her bedroom, itâs indecent!â
âWell she ainât sleepân in the truck, câmon Iâll walk with you.Â
Joel sighed again but agreed. Walking around the truck, he unbuckled her, scooped her up and carried her to where you opened your door with your spare key. You guided your boyfriend to the bedroom and excused himself to get her water. There was no way you were gonna be able to put her in pjâs by yourself, so you just unzipped her dress to give her room to breathe and took off her strappy heels. You put fuzzy socks on your feet, the aloe infused kind she loved and covered her in her blankets.
A knock on the door. âShe decent?â
âYeah, come on in.â
Joel placed the glass of water and an Advil on the counter and a trash can by the bedside and said he'd be in the living room.
You sit by your friendâs side, just for a moment, stroking her hair, admiring how pretty your friend was. Beautiful woman, beautiful heart. Your best friend.Â
She murmured your name. You took the opportunity to sit her up, making sure she drank some water. âYes babe?â
âI like Joel a lot.â Angie yawned. âYou should keep him.â
You chuckled. âHe canât escape me if tried.â
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Once she was asleep again, you walk out and take Joelâs hand, wrapping your arms to hang off his. Joel opens the door for you, and you slide into the middle of the seat, snug against him when he gets in the driverâs side.
âSeatbelt.â He reminded you, you mutter âblah blah blahâ but he reaches over you and straps you in.
âLove you.â
âLove you too, darlân.â
You drive down the road, Joel taking the long way home just so you could watch the night sky together. His truck rumbled and vibrated and bounced, but his arm around your shoulder steadied you.
âThey like you a lot. My friends.â
âI like them too. And baby, I ainât tryân.â
You look up at him. âHm?â
âTo escape.â Joel kissed your forehead tenderly. âHeard what you said to Angie, and I ainât trying to escape. Not in a million years.â
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due to everything happening, this will be my last fic for a little. If you know my other writing formates, I will be updating there a bit here and there but with everything going on I think it's best to keep things quiet for a min. the timing is fitting, as I have a lot of projects to do before school finals.
Then, I'll be backand raring to go again! I think a break will do me good.
I love you all dearly!
No tags bc given everything, I don't wanna draw attention from myself to anyone else. Don't feel like you gotta reblog this one, I would suggest you don't to avoid the heat.
Hugs, and thank you to everyone whose supported my writing for the last 3 years.
#PPCUGiftExchange2024#Joel miller x reader#the last of us fanfiction#tlou fic#joel the last of us#joel x reader
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im back. again. for tboy puppy peteâŠgetting my dick into him as we speak. (nobody is surprised) anyways this is sort of a continuation of my last egregiously long submission i apologize for the brainrot
so like my last anon was super long and more me being weird about bruises than actually fucking pete so. yeah. iâd fuck the living shit out of him on the asphalt i donât care. it doesnât have to be pretty. (even though i still think this might just be where heâd be the prettiest (all bruised up with his own cum wetting his inner thighs.)) i donât wanna be really gentle with him anyway because that would kind of defeat the purpose of us beating the shit out of each other in the first place (even though he was really just in it because it got him horny. so)
iâd barely let him recover from cumming the first time. itâd be kind of cute to watch him struggle to get his brain back on track but itâs not like iâd actually let him get away without taking at least one load, so iâd get my fingers back in there (much slicker this time, still twitching) and start trying to open him up a little. his brain would melt back into a liquid and heâd be arching his back and crying out in seconds. his baseline is âsensitive, needy puppyâ and now its exaggerated about one thousand times. poor thing whimpering and stuttering about how itâs âtoo muchâ already and he hasnât even cum twice yet.
iâd keep a hand on his collar for as long as i could. if not to restrain him, then to ground him. i keep it there when i pull my fingers out, and when i replace them with my dick. i need to feel him around me so bad. heâd feel as good as he looks. iâd probably readjust myself to be more directly over top of him, maybe getting him into a position more akin to a mating press (maybe iâd even be nice enough to take off his shoes for him so his pants can go too). i wanna watch him tear up a little and see his lip quivering when i stretch him out. hearing him whine about how itâs too big (itâs definitely not) or about how heâs not gonna last (who cares? not me) or just little jumbled up curses. (i wanna look down and see his stupid womb tattoo just over where my dick would be when i bottom out. maybe press down on it a little with my free hand.)
fucking him would be super overwhelming at first i think (his puppy parts feel so good and heâs so loud and iâve gotta hold him down and talk him through taking it like a good puppy) but iâd pretty easily quiet him down (make him cum again so heâs forced to stop thinking anything at all for a second). itâd probably only take a couple well timed brushes to his tdick and heâd be stuttering to a stop. (he cums harder than last time. absolutely boneless little puppy hanging off my cock. in a parking lot. so i would definitely mention how anybody could drive by and even though itâs dark out theyâd know exactly what was happening.) (itâs honestly taking like 95% of my brain not to call him a stupid puppy literally every chance i get. heâs a stupid puppy)
i wanna fuck him through cumming so bad. watch his jaw drop open and how heâd visibly go blank. nothing in his head but how good he feels. (maybe he weakly tries to extend the feeling (no words to ask me to do it for him) by fucking himself back onto my dick. but at this point heâs definitely too tired for that.) overstimulating him because i need to cum too (and itâs just a bonus to see him try and stop himself from cumming a third time. itâs absolutely useless because he was built to take it like a good puppy.) wanna tell him heâs been such a good boy, that iâm gonna put pups in him as a reward for his efforts.
since pete is such a pretty boy and heâs taken it so well of course iâd keep my word and cum inside him. and then stay inside him (just for a little while because why the hell would i not? he feels good and warm and itâd be so nice to have him under me pressed into the concrete for a little while longer. maybe i need to lesn down and lick the blood off his upper lip. get my tongue in his mouth and give him perhaps the laziest makeout session heâll ever have. while my dick is still inside him. yeah.)
my brain is absolutely mush right now i need to ruin him so bad Hope you understand.
- âïž gear anon :-)
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there was a post i saw ages ago saying that since there are underwater communities, and durge is supposed to kill everyone Ever, then durge being able to breathe underwater is entirely plausible. likely, even.
anyway. githyanki seamonster Aeryn wins again.
uhh this got a little long and itâs also. horrible. so. oc lore dump ramble including what i can only describe as trans horror and gortash being his usual awful sadistic scientist self below. đ
i think bhaal may have used githyanki as a base for aeryn for the psionic abilities and all that, but ultimately built him with the plan of him mothering (eugh) a whole new race of monstrous amphibious bhaalspawn (Pure bhaalspawn because asexual reproduction) i donât think aeryn was ever actually intended to take over and wreak ruin, but to birth the children that will. which makes me sick to my stomach.
i think this works better with aerynâs personality being the way it is, yknow, âkindâ, âcompassionateâ, all that. nurturing. of course, nothing went to plan. Bhaal wanted to wait until Aeryn hit 30 to start. yknow. sending him eggs. and by that point Gortash was already in the picture, already had his hooks in him. egg thievery ensues. gort does a lotta weird shit to them i can tell you that much. eats some, sure, but mostly experimentation. noting how many are duds, seeing how susceptible they are to genetic manipulation, hypothesising on a way to force them into stasis without access to the Astral Plane, so they could all hatch at the same time when we wishes, (illithid tadpole prototype)
a few years down the line, he letâs one live, in the most perfect conditions he can make, to see how long it takes to hatch. and in a moment of sadism mercy, decides to let it live for a while, the cute little runt. heâd always wondered what aeryn looked like as a hatchling. bathes it, wraps it up, and takes it to the balcony. shows it the rising sun, his city. keeps it around for a few days, maybe weeks, tracking its progress, running tests, snipping its vocal cords so it stops crying, until Aerynâs next visit. introduces him to his baby he didnât even know he had, and tells him about his grand plans, how they can raise it as their own, raise them all as their own, their perfect killer offspring army. forces him to hold it, and smiles as he kills it to save it from that fate.
and then he cooks it and serves it to him for breakfast the next morning :)
#i love you feminine horror i love you transgender body horror i love you transgender PSYCHOLOGICAL horror. i love you misgendering#i love you forced found family horror <3 i love you psychosexual torment i love you gort getting off to aerynâs distress#your daily dose of idiocy#oc aeryn#aeryn and gortash#gortash#bg3#githyanki durge#gortae ref
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Okay it's time to talk about my thoughts on Dekapari (bootleg machine translation edition)
I'm gonna be honest I'm not quite sure where to even start with this one. But it is certainly the something of all time
So to start things off. I do genuinely enjoy this game. It still has some of the classic Towelket jank, but as always it's nothing game breaking. The music choices are great. The first scene in particular really does a great job at setting the tone.
In general the game just looks good. This game has brand new sprites for almost about everything. If you're familiar with the Towelket series you'll know the creator often likes to recycle their own sprites which isn't a bad thing at all. But it's definitely a breath of fresh air to see brand new sprites for just about everything this time around.
The characters all have unique sprites as well. I like the detailed shading and they're all pretty cute and nice to look at.
This game definitely feels a bit like a return to form for the Towelket series. It definitely does feel like ever since Nekoashi Otome the games have gotten more fantastical and wacky with its setting. Not to say the other games weren't extremely silly was well but they definitely took place in a world that was meant to more or less meant to reflect our own until the whole plot that changes that sense of normalcy happens.
Not to mention this game features some of the more classic and iconic Towelkets as important characters like Conchelle, Lasagna, Moochasu and Paripariume. PPU being what the game is named after and having probably her biggest role since Towelket 2. Yeah she's appeared in a lot of other games, but it's almost been a running gag that she inevitably fades into the background.
This game's Lasagna is definitely one of my most favorite Towelket characters of all time. Like, she is such a genuinely fun character to have around and easily steals every scene she's apart of.
The writing for this game is pretty engaging for what it is. It definitely follows some of the classic Towelket story beats like the whole midpoint where they gotta go to the TV station for whatever reason but it's all done in a way where it doesn't feel painfully repetitive.
Part 2 of this game kiiiiind of loses focus of the plot- just a little bit but it's all entertaining regardless. It has probably some of the funniest and most charming parts of the game which is fun. Part 3 gets us right back on track to the main conflict which is perfect and gives the story plenty time to progress before the big finale.
If you've played any other Towelket game you would definitely be aware of how the story has a habit of kind of swerving off the road with its story progression and by the time it gets back to the main plot there game kind of just...ends. Thankfully! This game didn't have that problem at all.
However I do have a few issues with the story. There's a certain plot point in part 1 that's brought up and it's just never properly developed despite being built up as something important.
I was a bit confused on why it was even included in the first place if the creator decided they were ultimately going to do nothing with it and after digging in the files a bit and reading back on some of the development logs...yeaaah it's pretty much a scrapped plot point that was left in anyway.
For some context, this game was released in three parts. So of course, once something was written in and released the creator couldn't really go back and change it. The issue lies in just the fact that according to the creator themselves, they did end up changing where they wanted the story to go half-way while they were working on part 3.
admittedly, the story never felt like it took a sharp turn from what was already being built up and its overall themes. Everything felt pretty consistent except the inclusion of that particular plot point that was clearly meant to be something pretty significant to the story- so much so that I went back and tried to see if I just missed an alternate ending or something. But unfortunately that really didn't seem to be the case.
It's such a shame too since it does just feel like a big hole in the story that's left unsolved. My only hope is maybe we get some kind of write up or even update that expands on this...? Not likely but who knows, the Towelket creator is kind of unpredictable.
Another criticism is that even after 14 years the battles are still just kind of lackluster. In past games there has been some experimentation and some interesting ideas that could have been really been fun if executed properly but it seems that at this point battles are just one of those things the creator isn't all too enthusiastic about experimenting with. It's a shame but eh, what can you do?
Despite those issues I did still overall really enjoy this game. I hope it gets a proper translation someday though it's pretty far off on the list of games that need to be translated.
I'm not gonna put this game on my Towelket rating for now since I feel it's pretty unfair to put it against the games that came out a whole decade ago
My only hope for the future is that we get more Lasagna like this one. She's a very good Lasagna
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Grandpa Tor in Hollyweird (Short Memory)
This came to mind bc I was laughing about how Miller's Girl probably had a $50 wardrobe budget. k maybe not 50, but they did not spend any money on wardrobe. I'm better the hoses and the water from the shitty "rain" scenes cost more than the entire wardrobe budget.
*taps cane, adjust glasses* Long ago, before any of you whippersnappers were born, I flew down to Hollyweird to make a short movie (actually I think Ortega was a newborn when this was released đ). No, I won't give you its name, bc I have top billing (I had no clue that the director had intended for my part to be his self-insert, and he wanted the 'star' to be cute đ).
The first day down there we were given our choice of what we would like our characters to wear, off of a Hollyweird rack of clothing that had been stored/passed around/used in other shows and movies.
So weird seeing my ringless fingers. đ
I cannot tell you how fast my hand flew to the shirt, because me n' my detail-oriented mind knew exactly where it had been worn before.
Gods I had such a crush on Christian too, Cher. đ«ŠđŠ
Looks brighter in my screencap, but it's the same shirt (our director/photographers seemed to have no clue how to light a scene properly, so we had bright lights BLASTING on us and making us sweat, which is why I don't even wanna give a full screen/face reveal...we were all sweaty đ). I really, really wanted to steal it, but they were keeping track of it for...whatever (it had kind of a weird geneology slip thing w it that stated where it had been used previously). I bet it's in a dump now...I would have treasured it always.
But speaking of costume/wardrobe woes: The director wanted me in a jockstrap for the stripper sequence (apparently, my character's fantasy was to become a male stripper) and I said hard NO because my body was not built for jockstraps, and I didn't feel comfortable exposing that much skin (I did not have a Hollywood Body). He was kind of insistent on it until he could see in my face that I didn't wanna do the jockstrap thing, and he said they'd figure something out.
That night the L.A. friend that I was staying with took me to a sex shop for funsies/cheer me up and I found the solution: A latex "sailor suit" with sexy shorts. It was cute AF and I snatched it up with my own $ and brought to set the next day to the director's delight. The giant cock I was supposed to wear fit in it perfectly, too.
Filming all of it went pretty smoothly. Got to dance/"strip" to the Lords of Acid (but they replaced the song in the final cut). Didn't get reimbursed for the outfit but it didn't matter since I was gonna keep it/take it home.
So anyway...that was my literal 15 minutes of Hollyweird fame and swimming in a better, hotter actor's shirt.
#clueless#christian stovitz#wardrobe#hollywood wardrobe#miller's girl#my movie#rather their movie#i'm on imdb lol#it was a film festival type of thing that was seen everywhere x_x#still i got to wear christian's hand-me-downs#i could feel that hotness burning through it#ETA: wait does that make me an ex-actor???#I am an EX-ACTOR LOL#ETA 2: OOH THAT MEANS I'M TWO DEGREES AWAY FROM âšTHE CRUSHâš đđđđđ#ETA 3: LET'S DO SIX DEGREES OF JENNA WITH THIS: Me > Justin Walker > Alicia Silverstone > Cary Elwes > Winona Ryder > Jenna Ortega FIVE#IT'S FIVE i think lol#i could probably do this in a much easier way though
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Victorique's little sing-song "the lace is piling up" when she gets a new dress, that's my current mood as I get a new backpack and the pastel pinks of my wardrobe continue to grow. I was wearing solely jeans and dark-coloured shirts for so long, people. So long!
I also got a vintage trunk-inspired Uniwalker suitcase, but in floral pastels, for travel that's so darling, ma sha Allah. I didn't have a little suitcase for travelling, so I lugged around two over-stuffed tote bags and looked a mess in the airport, so mama's been reminding me for weeks to buy a backpack and suitcase. Buying them new would be less pretty and more expensive, so I'm glad I found something so lovely used. Both have finally arrived. ^^
I bought both on eBay!
The suitcases' damage is veeeery minimal, it's in beautiful condition, the white leather looks a tiny bit bent in like two or three spots, a tiiiny bit of peeling in one spot, otherwise, it all looks in lovely, perfect condition! It even has its own built-in locks. ;3;
The suitcase definitely suits Lolita fashion, it reminds me of the cute heavy old trunk this figurine I had back in school sat on...
The backback is very cutesy, it looks a bit cheap (I think I accidentally bought a knockoff?), oops... but that works, since I just wanted a bag that could carry a lot of things while travelling, so this way, I won't be super-scared of scuffing it!
I don't think the backpack quite fits Lolita fashion, it's just very general cute/kawaii, fff. I also badly needed some winter clothes, so I got heavier black pants and a pink track suit, as well as some pastel pink winter tops. ^^ (Nobody'll see the tops anyway since I wear a lab coat over them or 'abayah outside, but they're special to me. They make me happy!!)
My order which failed to arrive yesterday, the cafe called me today to apologize about, and offered to either refund or send me the order today--of course, I accepted the order today! ^^ I'm enjoying my cake and drinks~what a lovely day.
Civil defense is warning of heavy rain, luckily, I already have my umbrella ready--that's why I want a big backpack while on-call, so I stop lugging an over-stuffed tote bag (with a long, 'abayah-like knit black-and-white checkered jacket, mittens, possibly also my earmuffs stuffed in it, with an umbrella poking out at a jaunty angle...) and a tiny purse, looking put-upon...
A tiny purse is enough in the hot and dry months, a big bag fit to carry an umbrella and winter gear is a must in the cold and wet months!
#personal#the suitcase definitely the bag is very um it might go with Sweet but it's just generally cute/kawaii#long post#Lolita lifestyle#maybe a little
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oh yeah some silly gpose i guess
under the cut
i have to learn how to screen record tomorrow when the game is back up bc static pictures cannot do the nirvana zeta (replica) justice. the thing changes colors! the gems are rainbow!!! its so pretty. my pride and my joy and my source of pain and suffering for about 1 year lol.
the above were in my Off gshade setting. that is to say, my own setting. which is why it sucks and is so so crunchy. like. i really am envious of Pint (former WoW player, now a ffxiv lalafell streamer and machinima/animator/comedy guy/femboy kinda lol) and his gshade settings are so so pretty and cinematic and the DoF auto setting is good i really have to find the vod or something where he sets it up or answers a question abt it so i can copy. heâs only adjusted it a few times in his vods and i think the names of the settings were just like âPint ____â so its custom i guess and everything uuugh will he release his settings publicly i need to knowwwwwwww ugh
anyways BLUE TONGUE AAAAAAAA RAEN ARE SO CUTE i can never fantasia to be a xaela or non-au ra race now im sorry the blue tongue is just so so cute and such a dumb little detail i love it lolgruhago
on a shadowbringers train last night (im in a hunt linkshell for Jenova called Hunt VIOLENCE II but is 128/128/full so idk if the ppl running it will make a VIOLENCE III or what lol). someone sniped the grassman :( monke gone
bonus silly adventurer plates
played the piano for francel at the firmament and unlocked charlemendâs custom deliveries finally. loved this scene. on one hand i get that theyâre just reusing npcs bc it probably costs money to make new ones or whatever the push of the randomization button is, on the other hand i love that they reuse npcs bc i can name ppl and ishgard feels lived in with your familiar neighbors :)
tbh pre-hw, i accidentally spoiled myself via the subreddit and twt, not on the plot stuff for hw, but the ishgardian restoration. and also a bit of dark knight. so. my impression was the gross communal salt rocks, the squishy beds of mysterious substance, the murder of the innocent orl tribe. so. my first impression, pre-hw, was...not great.....but now that it really seems like theyâre trying to make it a better more inclusive place and moving more towards living with the dragons like letting ehll tol and her dragon friends live in the city, plus the machinist questline of the great equalizer power of gun uhhh i mean hilda and her hounds providing the brume and common folk safety in the streets instead of just the corrupt temple knights - ishgard just feels like home now. :) thereâs also the crystarium on the first.
anyways, visited another world after seeing a shb hunt ad on the centurio hunts discord.
also, my crappy apartment in-game in the empyreum / the ishgardian housing apartments. im finally decorating it.
saw a concert in gridania aetheryte plaza and there was a portgas d ace cosplayer lol.
anyways i loved my co-healer cajun lettice here lol we all had brain fog. thankfully no full raid wipes, just...our team. lol
slightly outdated, but heres my suffering inventory and relic grind. im on the stupid atma books rn, so kinda disregard the atma shown here rn.
edit: realized i forgor to add the pics of the artemis atma oops. the colorful one is the gshade neneko x eorzea collection natural vanilla settings. the drab boring one is just the vanilla base game. literally. so. drab. even on my regular ps4 and whenever i borrow my sisterâs ps5 to play, our tvs have built-in shader/color adjusting settings to make it look not. dirt. ugh. gshade really helps this game i swear idk how vanilla ppl do it anymore lol. its not even like cheating modding fluid aura type game mods like in world of warcraft, its literally just a built in instagram filter lol.
just putting these here bc. uh. i was thinking of helping out that tracking site thatâs been helping me not go absolutely bonkers doing these dang relics. they need a picture of it or something i guess. idk. its this website, it saves me so much time and hassle. > https://ffxivrelictracker.com/
ok and maybe the zodiac buddy dalamund add-on*winks*
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Day Twelve of Steph's Christmas Challenge.
Just a little meet cute between Francisco Morales and Reader, instigated accidentally by his lost daughter.
Francisco "Catfish" Morales X GN! Reader. No warnings really, just Christmassy fun in the snow. Word count: 903.
Building A Snowman
Despite the freezing temperatures, you were melting from all your exertions. The gloves you were wearing were doing an appalling job of keeping your hands warm as you packed the snow together, but your coat, scarf and hat were feeling pretty stifling at this point. After moving the rounded pile of snow into position, you undid your coat, pulled your scarf away from your sweating neck and pulled the bobble hat from your head, feeling your hair standing up around your head as you did.
"Um...excuse me?" came a tiny lisp. You turned to see no one in front of you, but as your eyes tracked down you saw a small girl around seven years old. She was dressed in shades of pink and purple, so bundled up that you wondered how she could walk without waddling. A backpack was on her little shoulders.
"Hi," you said. "Can I help?"
"I um...I was here with my dad, but I don't know where he is now," she said in a small voice.
"Oh," you said, automatically scanning the park to see if you could spot a frantic parent anywhere. Some hope. The amount of snowmen being built, snowball fights, people walking their dogs, and general Christmas time merriment being had meant it was difficult to pick out anyone specific from the crowd. "Okay. Don't worry. We'll find him. Well," you corrected yourself. "He'll find us. It's better to stay in one place if you're lost like this, so you don't keep missing each other." The girl nodded, miserably. She was keeping it together remarkably well, but you could see how scared she was. "Do you want to help me build my snow person?" you asked. "Maybe if we make them really big and really colourful, your dad will see and come over?"
The girl gave a small smile. "Sure," she agreed.
You had already made good progress and the snow was deep enough that you didn't have to travel to get more of it. You kept looking around for the missing dad, and keeping an ear out for anyone calling out to a child, but that was fruitless too. You didn't want to make her uncomfortable by asking her name, as you suspected she had already broken a cardinal rule by talking to a stranger, but also there was so much shrieking and yelling around you that you suspected you wouldn't have been able to hear him call out anyway.
"Do you have anything in your backpack that we could put on our snow person?" you asked. "Maybe something your dad would recognise?"
Her eyes grew wide and she nodded enthusiastically. She opened it and pulled out a Powerpuff Girl blanket. "My dad's car gets cold sometimes," she explained. "He made me pack it just in case."
"He sounds like a good dad," you ventured, and she looked a little upset again so you hurriedly changed the subject. "So...you like the old cartoons, huh?" you asked. "Me too! I love Bubbles the best."
She finally gave you a proper smile. "I like Buttercup. And Mojo Jojo. He's not a bad monkey, really. He's just silly." As she was speaking, you put the gloriously pink and colourfully gaudy blanket around the "shoulders" of your snow person and topped it with your own hat.
"Hmmm...what do you think?" you asked her.
"Needs a smile!" she exclaimed. "And-"
"Olivia!!!" She turned at the sound of what was presumably her name and a man all but threw himself at her feet in his desperation to hold her. "Sweetheart, are you okay?!" he exclaimed. "Why did you go off like that?!"
"I'm sorry dad," she said, a little sobbing hitch in her voice. "When you were in the bathroom I got distracted by this big husky dog that came by and when I looked around again I didn't know where I was. It all looked the same with the snow."
"It's okay, its okay," he murmured as he held her close. "Just...next time wait and we'll go make friends together, okay?"
She nodded miserably against his neck and he kissed her cheek before standing, his big hand splayed across her back to keep her close. "Thank you for waiting with her," he said sincerely.
"Hey, its okay. We've all been lost. Its never nice," you replied, trying hard not to notice how handsome he was under his baseball cap and failing miserably. Taking the blanket off, you shook it a little and folded it up. "Um...sorry, but your blanket is wet now. I thought it would be something you'd recognise so...
"Oh, I did," he said. "it was a good idea. It's okay. It'll dry out. Its uh...its a good attempt." You looked at the vague pile of snow, now with just your hat on top of it.
"Really?"
He chuckled. "Okay, maybe it could be better."
"Well, we were just about to make a face. I dunno if you still want to help me?" you asked Olivia. She looked up hopefully at her dad.
"Why not," he shrugged. "We came here to make one of our own, but maybe if all three of us work together, it will be the best one in the park!" He stuck out his gloved hand toward you, and you shook it in greeting. "My name's Frankie," he said, a beautifully cheeky smile gracing his lips.
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Day Thirteen
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drunken honesty | tsukishima kei
â alexa, play: us by keshi.
maybe weâve been
a little too guarded
from things that have hurt us
a bit more than we thought
â synopsis: drinking always made you more honest, which is how you ended up calling someone you shouldnât have in the bathroom in the middle of a house party.
â genre: angst, happy ending (yay)
â word count: 1.9k
âDid you drink again?â
You wanted to lie to him. But you knew he would find you out right away no matter what. So you laughed weakly, the bass pounding against the bathroom door as if trying to force its way into your inebriated brain.
âYou went to another party, and just expected me to pick you up after you got drunk again?â
His straightforward tone was always so cruel. It was one of the many reasons the two of you ended up breaking up. Even now, through the drunken haze that the many alcoholic drinks put onto your consciousness, he knew just how to hurt your feelings.
âIâm sorry, Kei,â you croaked out.
âYou say that everytime,â he spit out like venom, as if the words hurt him too. âWhen will you learn to stop all of this?â
You bit back tears. The beat-up soles of your sneakers pressed firmly against the sticky bathroom floor as if they were the only thing keeping you grounded. You forgot why you called him in the first place. You couldnât even remember why you had ended up at this party. It mustâve been Kuroo who dragged you along again, claiming that you needed to stop moping in your bedroom all the time. When in reality, he probably knew of your terrible drunken habit that was calling your ex-boyfriend.
âDrunk calling me isnât going to get my attention the way you want it to,â he continued, your silence not stopping him. He was frustrated, you could hear it in his voice. âAnd itâs sure as hell not going to get us back together.â
âCome pick me up, Kei,â you finally pleaded. âI wanna go home.â
You heard him curse a few times, then the sound of his chair skidding back against the hardwood floor, and then keys jingling.
âYouâre a fucking nuisance,â he grumbled, and despite the sting in your heart, you smiled.
âI love you,â you whispered, and you could picture him furrowing his brows and pushing his glasses back up against the bridge of his nose.
âI love you,â you repeated.
âIâll be there in 15 minutes, so you better be outside or Iâm leaving without you.â
âBye.â
The sound of him hanging up beeped through your handphone, and you closed your eyes.
âI love you,â you murmured again to a man who could no longer hear you.
Maybe, deep down, this was your plan. You could only be honest with him when you were drunk, which is why you ultimately agreed to Kurooâs invitation. In reality, you couldâve asked Kuroo to get you a ride back to your dorm building, but you unconsciously called Tsukishima instead. Itâs not like Kuroo didnât know that either. That mustâve been why he poured you so many shots even before the party started.
You jumped as the pounding on the door grew louder. Only then, did you realize it wasnât the music, but another party patron who was begging to be let in or else theyâd pee their pants. Quickly, you fumbled with the door handle and wrenched it open. Sheepishly, you smiled at the group of girls who forced their way past you into the tiny bathroom.
In less than 10 minutes, you managed to track down Kuroo and yell over the loud music that your ex would be picking you up. If you werenât drunk, you might have noticed the smirk tugging at the corner of his lips, but instead, you gave him a tight hug and bid your close friend goodbye.
This meant you only had to wait 5 minutes in the freezing cold for Tsukki to arrive. You stumbled over your feet a bit as you squat down to sit on the edge of the sidewalk, but ultimately managed to accomplish your goal safely.
Your breath came out in white smoke, and despite how cold it mustâve been, you couldnât feel it over the heat that alcohol always brought to your skin. Your vision blurred, and you closed your eyes to force back the tears pricking at your eyelids.
Just a few years back, you had asked Tsukki out in this same cold. It took you three days to process the fact that he had accepted your confession, and that the two of you were then going out. Aside from the occasional teasing from his volleyball teammates, things were smooth sailing. Tsukki was a surprisingly sweet boyfriend behind his tough exterior, though he never let up on the brutally honest side of him that made him who he was. You never minded it--it was a part of him, after all.Â
When did it all go wrong? Did university truly pull you two apart like everyone said it would? You had hoped that his friends would be right when they said you two would make it--that your relationship was strong enough to survive anything. But all it really took was a few glares, one or two missed dates, and a couple sharp insults under his breath, and you gave in.
It didnât mean you loved him any less. But there were nights after the break up where youâd lay down and stare up at your ceiling, wondering why you gave so much of yourself to someone who, towards the end, never seemed to give you the same amount back.
âWhat? Now youâre going to catch a cold and call me over too?â
His voice used to be warm when addressing you, but was now as cold as it was to those he thought were a bother. It made sense. You were merely a bother to him now, after all.
âKei,â you murmured, eyes still closed as he tossed what you assumed to be a jacket into your lap. âWhy did you never let me in?â
A question you always wanted to ask him, but never had the courage to until you were drunk enough. The inquiry silenced him. It seemed he couldnât even come up with an insulting jab in response to that. Instead, he grabbed your arm to pull you up off of the cold concrete, forcing the jacket around your trembling shoulders.
âI did,â he answered simply, and you could almost feel his sharp eyes narrow as you snorted. âI let you into my apartment multiple times.â
âYouâre really cute when you act stupid,â you giggled, eyes fluttering open to look up at him. âLetâs stop playing around. Do you know why I broke up with you?â
âI never asked,â he responded snarkily under his breath, his hands steadying your form to make sure you didnât trip over your own feet. You absentmindedly watched him pull the passenger side door open and help you inside the warm vehicle.
âIt felt like you didnât love me,â you told him anyway. âAnd you didnât say anything when I suggested we break up, so I thought it was what you mustâve been waiting for all along.â
He was silent. With a sigh, he buckled your seatbelt before slamming the door shut and making his way over to the driverâs side.
âI realized, you know. That you never told me you loved me. Not once,â you continued when he was settled into his seat, the door closed behind him. His phone was hooked up to the car stereo, playing music quietly. But you knew he could hear you, even if some of your words were slurred. âI knew that you showed it in different ways. Like how you never missed my birthday even if I never brought it up, and how youâd ask us to eat together because you knew around what time of the day Iâd get hungry.â
You turned to look at your ex, the tears finally streaming down your cheeks. He had his gaze focused on the road in front of him, hands clenched around the wheel despite having not released the parking break yet.
âBut what am I supposed to do, Kei? What am I supposed to do when I donât see those signs anymore?â
Were you still drunk? You didnât know anymore. Maybe your body was forcing you to still be drunk so you could continue honestly telling him your thoughts. In reality, you suddenly felt very sober, especially as the sorrow built up in your throat.
"You just stopped one day. Stopped texting me what I wanted to eat for dinner, stopped remembering dates, stopped helping me study for exams," your voice trembled. "And you started ignoring me or genuinely insulting me."
You placed the heel of your palms against your eyes in an attempt to stop your tears.Â
âI love you so much,â you breathed out between soft cries. âSo what am I supposed to do when you donât feel the same?â
Tsukki was silent as he put the car in drive and pulled away from the curb. His eyes never left the road, though you could see on his face that he was troubled.
You slid further down into your seat as if trying to make yourself seem as small as possible. You placed a palm over your mouth to hide your sobs, closing your eyes again, as if that would stop your endless crying.
Fifteen minutes mustâve passed. He had waited for you to stop crying before he spoke.
âIâm sorry,â he whispered, the sound barely audible over the softly playing music.
You didnât respond, burying yourself into his jacket.
âIâm really sorry,â he repeated. âFor how I acted. For making you think I didnât love you. For everything.â
His voice cracked as he spoke, and you could hear him curse quietly again, as if angry at himself for showing weakness.
âYou know me,â his voice continued to quiver, âIâm a prideful prick. I never wanted to look weak in front of you, so I shut you out when things started getting tough. Volleyball and school got to me when I was frustrated, and I ignored you because of it, when I shouldâve just told you honestly. I let you break up with me because I didnât want to beg for you to come back, even if thatâs what I really wanted to do deep down. I took my anger out on you when you drunk called me, because I was upset you kept coming back to me even though you broke up with me.â
You rubbed at your wet cheeks as his hand came over to rest hesitantly on your thigh.
âI love you,â the car rolled to a stop in front of your dorm building. âAnd Iâm sorry it took this long for me to say it.â
He finally turned to look at you, and you could feel yourself tearing up again. His brown eyes reflected your sorrow, and you fumbled to unbuckle your seatbelt so you could throw your arms around his shoulders.
âYouâre so stupid,â you cried, âA stupid idiot. I hate you.â
âI think I deserve that,â he laughed weakly as your arms tightened around him, hugging yourself as close to him as you could despite the awkward positioning.
âNext time, can we please just talk to each other?â You buried your face into the crook of his neck as his arms came around you to rub gently at your back.
âYeah,â his tone was warm again, and it melted away any inebriation that may have still been in your system. âLetâs do that. Without the alcohol this time."
He pulled back to rest his forehead against yours, gazing into your teary eyes and snickering when he spotted your pout.
âShould I take us back to my apartment? I think thereâs a lot we should catch up on.â
Your pout twitched up into a smile you could no longer hold back. âMm. Letâs go home.â
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I MEWNT TO SENT THIS EARLIER for the description prompt Kevin 12 :] (or the favorite outfit one idk if itâs 12 or not whoops)
what if... I combined these into one... and their favorite outfits on each other were them wearing nothin but in a sweet way ab lovin each other's bodies not in a horny way... and then I kinda got off track bc I see a prompt I go. yeah that's a suggestion to vaguely base something around I don't need to follow it 100%-
 "They're all just as pretty as your tattoo ones"
 Charles whispers this as his fingers trace along the vivisection scar marking Kevin's torso, starting at the opposite ends of the horizontal cut just below his collarbones. Once his hands meet at the scar's T-shaped intersection, he strays from its path to instead run his hands down Kevin's chest. Kevin himself rubs up Charles's back, his nails lightly raking the hair there before gently pulling him down by the neck for a kiss.
 The kiss is soft in pressure, in intent, yet rough in sensation, in physicality. Kevin's lips are scarred, a layered tapestry of white and red against pinks and brown. Charles's are chapped, heavily worked under the pressure of nervous teeth. Neither of them view the roughness as a flaw of their kisses, rather it is what makes them theirs.
 When they part, Kevin responds:
 "Why don't you get some of your own?"
 He lightly pushes Charles so he shifts off of him to lay lounged by his side, his touch on his chest lingering. The skin there is soft, tender. Hair blooms from the center, adorning his breasts. Many a night has Kevin fallen asleep with his head rested there.
 "Nothing big! Maybe something on your collarbone, or on your other shoulder to match your ink tattoo."
 He reaches now to Charles's left shoulder where he runs a finger along the words of his tattoo. It depicts a combined sun and moon, both with human faces, surrounded by feathers and has the definition of religion: "I don't know, but I'm trying to find out, okay?"
 Charles's hands, meanwhile, still haven't left Kevin's chest. They fixate on the scarification tattoos of open, fanged mouths that surround his pecs.
 "Some of these you've done yourself, right?"
 He asks, still whispering- it seems built into Charles's subconscious to speak in whispers if everything else was, too, quiet.
 "The centipedes. Well, the ones on my arms and legs, anyway. Would've been a bit hard to reach my back!"
 At Kevin's response, Charles sits up and feels down his body until he reaches the large centipede-design scar that stretches across his left leg. It cuts off where his leg does, the rest of its body continued in a painted form on his prosthetic.
 "I've told you this before, but, God they're gorgeous. You're gorgeous."
 Kevin beams at the compliment, causing a glass on the bedside table to crack slightly. Time and time again, it never fails to make him swell with joy to hear Charles call him beautiful- to call his body, that old thing that everyone else deems horrifying or deems tragic alone, beautiful.
 "Kevin?"
 "Yes, sunshine?"
 "Could you give me one? I don't have any design ideas yet or know where I'd want it but-"
 "Of course."
 It's Charles's turn to grin now, exposing his perfect and beautiful teeth. Straight and white broken up by- very cute- small fangs. Once again Kevin pulls him down into a kiss, only this time he rolls them over so he sits legs around Charles.
 "We could build it off of this one"
 He suggests this, grabbing and turning Charles's arm to show the large claw marks scratched into it an inch below his shoulder.
 "Maybe..."
 Kevin lets go of his arm, sliding back to then take in the entirety of Charles's naked form. His gaze on his future canvas raises an age-old philosophical art question: how can you improve on perfection?
 "...Maybe we could add more too, eventually. I'm not saying we have to plan out this overall grand designs just..."
 Just as he was adoring Charles, he can see Charles's eyes wander his body, a small placid smile adorning his face.
 "You look so wonderful with yours, you look- you look like something holy, and to be able to share something like that with you... like flesh of my flesh, right? I-"
 His words trail off into chuckling, before he falls into a momentary silence that proceeds a breath.
 "-I love you, Kevin. So much so."
 "I love you too, you big sap."
 This time, Charles pulls him down for a kiss- one of mostly teeth as neither of them find themself able to stop smiling against the other. When the kiss ends, Charles's arms wrap around Kevin and hold him close, while Kevin buries his face at home in his neck.
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B2:S - Chapter 5
Much of this series will be about the differences and additions in the novel version, and how they contribute to my understanding of story canon. But there will be character appreciation, the odd theory and headcanon, and suchlike as well.
Here be lots of Viren deets, Best Boy Soren deets, some writing/continuity stuff, worldbuilding appreciation and half of a theory, Detective Rayla, Moon Temple geeking, Claudium and dark magic, and more!
Spoilers for Book Two: Sky below.
(I know for darn sure that I wrote up a post for chapter 4, but I can't find it anywhere so I guess Tumblr ate it and I'll have to redo it at some point, but today is not that day)
Viren, my evil dude, my bad guy, coming in clutch with the worldbuilding and backstory again! If you want to know decades of information, you gotta talk to Viren. Or read his scenes, at least. Here, he seems to not sleep much when he has a big problem to analyze his way through. Solutions trump pretty much everything else in this guy's life, and he's had a really hard week with a lot of new and complicated problems. Of course he's getting sleep-deprived trying to find his way through them all.
Harrow put so much trust in Viren when he made him High Mage! He just threw himself extra hard at that Lady Justice blindfold, didn't he? Didn't really want to see what Viren was doing in his magic study, so he left Viren to his devices. And Viren has a lot of devices.
Also, this is fascinating: Viren made the secret passage to his "less official study" in Katolis Castle! And he was inspired to do so by the way his own mentor kept the Puzzle House. What else could a Puzzle House be, except a place with secret passages? Yay! secret headcanon that "the Puzzle House" is just "Katolis Castle" from Kid Viren's perspective tho
So either Viren built all of those passageways, or at least the ones to his dungeon. Which means he has to have, or know where to get, a stash of those glowing blue Moonshadow crystals. Hmmm.
I can't wait to learn more about Kpp'Ar and young Viren, btw. From this description of Viren and all his literal secret ways, it feels like another parallel between Viren and Runaan, with the whole "secretive paths, members only, insider knowledge" type stuff. Only the really cool members of this cult club get to know the secrets, and guess what, kid, you're cool now but you can never tell anyone, okay? Our secret.
Yeahhh, that'll never backfire in any way for either of them.
Kpp'Ar calling puzzles and secrets "man-made magic," though. Yes sir, knowledge is indeed power.
This chapter mentions Runaan by name, from Viren's perspective. Generally that would imply that Viren knows his name, even though assassins do not share their names, and Runaan didn't seem to give his to Viren in the first book. However, there was a scene in book one where the last paragraph switched perspective from Viren to Runaan - a technique that's very common in visual media like movies and shows and gives you that "ohoho they left the room and didn't notice this, but you do!" vibe. Using Runaan's name there in book one, where Viren couldn't see it but readers could, helps them keep track of the assassin's story arc while maintaining Viren's racism.
So in book two, in which Runaan has no onscreen scenes (alas), using his name in a scene that calls back to the events in book one helps us remember what happened in that dungeon cell. It would be a bit muddier to recall the specifics if Viren kept thinking about Runaan as "Elf." So I'm cool with the perspective nudge because it serves a narrative purpose: clarity. But I'm also enjoying the angst of considering that, somehow, Viren learned Runaan's name either during or after the coining spell. Mwa ha ha haaa. (Obligatory "Keep my pretty name outta your mouth" goes here)
Okay, back to Viren's scheming! He took the mirror because it was human-sized in a dragon lair. He knew it didn't really fit there, and that made it interesting, so he stole it. But he realized it was really powerful when Runaan wouldn't tell him squat about it - the assassin's instinct to protect Xadian secrets from human hands meant that Viren was holding a very powerful Xadian secret. And that just made him want it all the more. Ah, Runaan, if only your relationship with lying was, like, the exact opposite of what it is. Nyx could've spun Viren a believable tale in 2 minutes flat.
Also of interest: Viren considers his cursed coins to be a final fate. He expects Runaan to remain in his coin forever. With the Chekhov's coins still extant in the storyline, we can assume that they'll come up again eventually, but Viren has no current plans to do anything with his elf money except carry it around.
It's worth noting that Viren admits that he got impatient when he trapped Runaan in the coin. Runaan's first fate in Katolis was supposed to be death at Soren's hands, but Claudia "saved" him from that. His next fate was to become spell components, but Viren's frustration with his stubbornness "saved" him from that fate, too. So now he's in a coin, where no one can chop him up at all. Yay? No, boo!
We get one last line about Runaan before Viren shifts gears: he makes a point of noting for us that Runaan's shackles are still locked shut. However much of Runaan made it into that coin - body, soul, hair care products - he was magicked there, pulled right out of his restraints.
The creepy black liquid that Viren pours right into his eyes is the last of a powerful potion he got from Kpp'Ar, and its recipe is ancient! Humans used it back in the age of Elarion to see through the illusions of the world. And we get a delightfully creepy bit of description about the preparation of this serum, which makes it abundantly clear that it's a Moon magic-based concoction, harvested from eyeless vipers on a moonless night, with the threat of irrevocable madness ("madness" by whose definition, though) if it's done wrong-
Hang on. Hold up. This is a Plato's Cave reference. OH MY GOD.
No no I'm fine, this is brilliant. Sorry, sorry, I couldn't figure why there was so much description for a potion prep that Viren didn't even have to perform himself. But now I get it. I see the light. HA. I should make a separate post for this, it's amazing.
Anyway, for reference, the humans who used this serum were called the Oracles of Ophidia, and Ophidia is a taxonomy group that includes all modern snakes. Can you say "creepy ancient snake rites"? I can! Woo!
Viren activates the serum with a spell, but apparently he's never done it before. He's not sure if it's supposed to be hot and bubbly, and he worries that it's been tainted by moonlight.
Oh, I do hope so.
The magic potion hurts, a lot. Viren will do just about anything, to himself or anyone, to do what he believes is necessary. He just risked madness and blindness to find out what this mirror does! Viren. Can you just. Take a nap or something. Have a Snickers.
This chapter gives us a fun clue that I don't remember from the show: when Viren's vision clears and he can see, his reflection has white pupils and the room reflected in the mirror has inverted colors. You know where else has inverted colors?
You know who else got white pupils for a hot second?
Okay, now it makes sense! Viren and Lujanne were both seeing into the realm beyond life and death. Him with his moon magic potion, and her with her moon powers on a full moon night at the Moon Nexus. Which is Very Interesting! Is it a direct hint about Aaravos's location, or just a separate cool detail? Orrr, does it look like a direct hint because Aaravos is actually trapped in the world beyond life and death, but it's actually separate and we'll see something about white pupils again later on?
Viren really does have self-esteem issues, we all picked up on it with his rant at his reflection. He throws a fit when he catches himself wondering if he's actually worthless. In the book version of his tantrum, he shoves the mirror and hurls a candelabra instead of flipping a table. He didn't need to shove the mirror to set the fire, but it's in here. Foreshadowing that perhaps, if push comes to shove, Viren will choose himself over Aaravos? Giving Aaravos time to peek through and see that the coast is clear?
Soren, my boyyyyy. He has a rough night at the Moon Nexus because two sides of him are fighting with each other. He struggles to understand Callum's friendship with Rayla, and he also fantasizes about chopping off Rayla's head. One of these is a pretty ordinary thing to do. The other is Soren's internalization of what he needs to do to gain his father's approval. If he brought his dad a chopped off elf head every week, he'd probably feel a lot more confident because Viren would praise him a lot more.
Okay, okay, omg, is it just me, or does the "Moonshadow Madness" story, as it's told in the book, seem like Soren just doesn't know what a monsterfucker is? He thinks an elf bite puts humans under a spell. But vampires are sexy, and some people want them to do more to them than just bite them. A passionate kiss under the moonlight could look very bitey, especially if one of the participants has horns and you're already culturally trained to hate them. No yeah, I'm already headcanoning an actual human-elf kiss that got misunderstood by an observer long ago.
it's Lujanne isn't it, we all know, because what is a love spell but a sweet soft illusion, I mean how else does she get supplies for her Caldera, I ask you, and also Corvus was totally sent to investigate once and he told Soren at camp what he saw
And then back to magefam angst: Soren pretending that his sister's nose-tapping is stupid, even though he actually thinks it's cool, just because their dad thinks it's stupid. Viren, istg. Let your kids like harmless things. It's so cute that Soren taps his nose back at her, though! Like they have their own sibling code. I hope we get to see the nose tap again, especially now that they've chosen different sides. It could mean so much, that they're not too far apart yet.
Rayla knows what buttery pancakes smell like. I love this. Do Moonshadow elves have butter and pancakes, does Rayla eat a stack of eight giant pancakes in the morning? Orrrr it is just illusion food? I don't care, let Rayla have pancakes! Everyone loves pancakes. Pancakes will save the world. this message brought to you by the fact that I can't eat pancakes rn, send help
I love that Rayla is both sus of the pancakes and hungry, and that combines into a very motivated "I will get to the bottom of this" attitude. She kind of goes into Poirot Mode when she inserts herself into Soren and Ellis's conversation about Ava, explaining about the wolf's illusion leg and segueing into her claim that the pancakes taste sus. Claudia confirms she used dark magic, and Rayla is furious. It's different than the show's version in that it puts Rayla in detective mode, as the only Moonshadow elf in the scene, and boy does she take that role seriously. Also, she doesn't actually swallow the dark magic pancake bite. It ends up on the ground just like Lujanne's grubs from that earlier meal. These poor kids are so nutrient-starved. You guys gotta eat!!
Rayla's determination and prejudices and the fact that she super knows Harrow is dead all dovetail to make her try repeatedly to persuade Callum that Soren and Claudia are Not To Be Trusted. It's nice that the book keeps taking the time to point out that Rayla is Well Intentioned But Flawed, just like Callum and pretty much every other character in the show. No one is Right All The Time, no one Knows More Than Everyone Else.
Callum loving the sound of Claudia's unique voice is so wholesome. When you like someone, it only makes sense that you like all the things about them that they can't change - like the sound of Claudia's voice. Her choices with dark magic, not so much!
Claudia seems to have the same concerns Soren does about Callum's relationship with Rayla, but she comes out and asks him. The inherent possession implied in "your elf" is interesting, though. Elves are not people to Claudia. They're enemies who can be disassembled for the magic inside them. So maybe more like robots than living beings, if she knew what a robot was. Maybe she heard Soren's "Moonshadow Madness" story and realized he totally missed the kissing implications - but she didn't, and now she's genuinely worried that Rayla could kiss Callum under a full moon and enchant him to do her will. Good thing it's only a half moon, then!
Okay, Callum nervously making a puppet hand and then not knowing what to do with his hands and freaking out about itching and moving and pointy elbows is such a ND mood. The sudden stress of knowing that someone else is noticing your existence and maybe you're Not Existing Right, amirite? Ugh, poor Callum.
The Moon Temple! Omg it's so pretty in the description! Made to be beautiful and useful, full of knowledge but also allowing light and life inside (butterflies and vines). Lujanne, when can I move in, please? Also, it's all the more angsty because Lujanne is the only one who gets to see this beautiful place, but it has lots of chairs and shelves and tables, and it was meant to be used by lots of people. :(((
Claudia knows some of the runes on the walls. She isn't in a hurry to copy the rest of them down or anything, either. Her spellwriting is very precise, and she's a skilled mage. Her father would have made sure she was aware of the dangers of drawing sloppy runes, as much as he made her aware of the dangers of doing dark magic wrong. And the whole point of dark magic is that it's easier to learn than primal magic. Claudia supports her dad and their shared knowledge and life path. She's not gonna go nuts over an elf library she can't translate.
Side note: Between Claudia knowing some Moon runes and Viren building a secret passageway and a dungeon and lighting it with the same blue crystals that Lujanne and Ethari use for light--and Claudia exclaiming that she loves ruins--I wonder once more if there are really Moonshadow ruins somewhere in Katolis, which Viren has found and looted. Father-daughter relic hunting trip, maybe while Soren is away at camp? Omgsh that would be so wild!
Callum out here having a Viren moment with his "I feel powerless unless I've got magic that lets me help" vibes. God. I love their complicated mirroring. One of the hard differences between them is that Callum is very sure dark magic is bad because you have to kill stuff and take its power to cast spells, and he doesn't want to be a person who kills and takes like that. The line he walks to be nice to Claudia on their tour of the Cursed Caldera because he likes her, while telling her that he doesn't want to do her magic, like, ever, is so fine that it might as well be a shifting shadow on the ground. It's a very fitting conversation to be having during the half moon, with its tricks and little white lies.
Callum being out of the castle and his comfort zone, having to deal with the fact that the Claudia he loves is not quite the Claudia who's chasing him down across the kingdom, but of the two of them, he's the only one with a problem with this.
They say that if you really want to get to know someone, you should spend time with them outside their comfort zone - in heavy traffic, with a small baby, taking care of a new pet, trying a new skill, following unfamiliar directions, etc. While the castle is familiar territory for them both, Callum's never really found his comfort zone yet, while Claudia is pretty comfortable with her growing skill set. The creepy part starts to kick in when Callum begins to realize that Claudia's comfort zone encompasses a whole bunch of stuff that seems like it should make her uncomfortable... but it doesn't. But that'll be for a future chapter!
#book two: sky spoilers#book two: sky#b2:s#tdp spoilers#viren#harrow#rayla#runaan#callum#claudia#soren#lujanne#moonshadow elves#aaravos
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MOVIE DATES WITH STRAY KIDS
stray kids x reader
genre: fluff
word count: 1.8k
warnings: intended for male reader, but can be read as gender neutral; my first fic đđ im nervous; lowercase aesthetic; does âbastardâ count as a swear word..?
i hope you enjoy this little gift :)
bang chan
he likes romantic comedies
tbh being chanâs s/o would feel like a romcom of its own
since he doesnât like crowds, your movie dates together usually wouldnât involve actually going to the movies
instead youâd probably both opt to stay in for the night and watch a movie on the couch
under multiple blankets
in each otherâs arms
hugs and cuddles
with the occasional kiss on the top of your head
itâs so soft
itâs chan :)))
he does the little claps at the end of the movie
because happy endings ^â^
yâknow those awkward scenes where the main couple meets for the first time?
he likes to point out which character you were most similar to when the two of you first met
âi didnât know you were in this movie!â
âyou look so different! i could hardly recognize you!â
heâs such a dork
all your movie nights would end in one of three ways:
1.) you falling asleep in his arms
2.) him falling asleep holding you close (yeah not really, this man doesnât sleep that much T_T)
or 3.) you both make it through the movie, and one of you says something like
âthis is nice...i wish we could just stay like thisâ
and so you both (in theory) fall asleep right where you are
either way, chan is the best boyfriend and neither of you know what you did to deserve each other
lee know
heâd get you to go see a horror movie
even if you protest, heâd manage to convince you somehow
pokes fun at you every time you get scared
during a suspenseful part in the movie, heâd suddenly put his hands on your shoulders and shake you (lightly) out of nowhere, just to startle you
and heâd have to stifle his giggles because your reaction is just too priceless
absolutely relishes in how you never let go of his arm
like ever
seriously, his arm might as well be an extension of your body at this point
he may act like heâs annoyed
but he loves it
cuz he knows itâs because you feel safe with him
and if you hide your face in the crook of his neck
heâd get this look on his face...
something between an evil smirk and an amused grin
why? because his plan is working
plot twist: the whole reason he chose to see a horror movie with you was so that you would cling to him
surprise!! >:]
but even if you catch on, heâll never admit it
tsundere
âdid you even see any of the movie?â
you just kinda grumble in response, still latched onto his arm
âi canât believe it... i so generously paid for your ticket, only for you to hide your face the whole ti- OW!â
you jab him in the side with your elbow give him a âlove tapâ :)
but itâll take more than that to get him to stop teasing you about it
heâs a cocky bastard but you love him to death for it
seo changbin
superhero movie!!!
like something from the mcu
seeing him get so excited/invested in the movie??
wholesome
but he might get a little too excited
in other words, going to the movies with changbin is an...interactive experience
meaning that he talks at the movie
not to the movie, but at the movie
like...he talks at the characters on screen
as if they can hear him
honestly itâs kinda cute
but occasionally you have to remind him to keep his voice down
âHE TRIED TO TELL YOU NOT TO TOUCH THE STONEâ
âshhhh alright calm down a bit-â
â...AND NOW YOU DEADâ
âchangbin i love you but please donât get us kicked out of the theaterâ
10/10 would have his arm around you throughout the movie
even if his arm goes numb, heâd refuse to let anything stop him
âchangbin, you donât have t-â
âCUDDLES.â
lowkey feels like a pillow
bc he beefy
on very rare occasions he might fall asleep during the movie
if he does end up dozing off and you catch him in the act, heâd deny it profusely
he likes to spontaneously slip his hand into yours :)
and lace your fingers together :))
youâre holding hands now :)))
his presence is just so warm and fuzzy and you make each other so happy
hwang hyunjin
THIS MAN
the funnest(?)Â most fun bf in existence
heâs definitely the type to try and smuggle outside food into the theater
he insists that heâs inconspicuous about it
and he tries to be
but heâs not :)
âuh... hyunjin, why are you wearing two hoodies?â
âi uh... iâm... cold?â
âso youâre sticking bags of microwaveable popcorn in between your sweatshirts...to keep warm?â
*visibly sweating* âi can explain...â
ok ok
so yâall seeing a comedy
why?
because HIS LAUGH OMG
itâs so bubbly and contagious
so naturally, youâd both be laughing up a storm at the back of the theater
and sometimes itâs because of the movie
but most of the time itâs because of the side comments the two of you keep making to each other
and it doesnât help that he keeps making these ridiculous observations about the characters in the movie
âwhatâs up with that guy?â
âwhat about him?â
âwhy is he built like a refrigerator?â
about halfway through the movie, you both reach that delirious state where literally anything and everything becomes funny
even if itâs not supposed to be funny
...especially if itâs not supposed to be funny
the two of you? lowkey hyenas
long story short, youâre both asked to leave the theater not even two hours into the film :)
han jisung
action!! movie!!
finishes the popcorn within the first ten minutes of the film
that is, if he doesnât scarf it all down during the previews
he talks through the entIRE THING
heâs always got something to say
itâs like watching the directorâs commentary version of a movie
but instead of the director talking about the film-making process
itâs jisung muttering nonsense in your ear
sometimes pertaining to the movie
and other times...
âhey did i ever tell you about the time i saw a seagull eating garbage?â
...yeah, other times itâs...not
either way, you donât mind
because you arenât really paying much attention to the movie anyways
youâre too busy admiring your boyfriend
how could you not?
the way heâs on the edge of his seat, giving the movie his full attention...
the light from the screen flickering dimly on his face, highlighting his gentle features...
youâre the luckiest person in the world, no doubt
his eyes light up whenever something particularly cool/badass happens in the movie
but he also gets startled by the explosions every now and then
when that happens, you just look at each other for a moment
and then burst into a fit of giggles
âstoooppp!! it was loud, ok??â
you just hum in response and rest your head on his shoulder
yâknow that thing he does where like...
heâs giggling, but he has something he wants to say, so he keeps trying to talk?
but his words keep getting cut off by his own laughter?
yeah... thatâs what heâs doing
heâs adorable
lee felix
animated movie
a firm believer that youâre never too old to enjoy cartoons
he never lost that child-like energy/enthusiasm, which is part of what makes him such a gem
so of course, when the new disney movie came out, he knew he had to go see it with you
he would definitely load up on snacks from concessions
if you donât stop him, heâs gonna be buying two giant things of popcorn and at least five different kinds of candy
and when he walks back to you after paying, heâd just smile brightly from behind the mountain of junk food in his hands like
âsnacks :D!!!!!â
seriously though, try to keep track of how much popcorn he eats
bc he might overeat and get a stomachache :((
obviously he can take care of him self, cuz heâs an adult
but like
he loves when you look out for him
because he knows just how much you care about him
sunshine boy :((
yâall already know how much of a cuddle bug this man is
so of course that means lots of cute, affectionate gestures during the movie
skinship
holding hands
you resting your head on his shoulder
and him resting his head on top of your head
and most importantly SNUGGLES
snuggles are a must
for him, movie dates are just an excuse to be extra touchy with you
even though he never needs an excuse to get cuddles whenever he wants
because câmon
itâs felix
what are you gonna do, say no?
kim seungmin
murder mystery film
tends not to talk all that much during movies
heâd just be so completely engrossed in the movie that heâd forget about his surroundings
but thatâs not to say he wonât hold your hand or drape his arm over your shoulders
every now and then you can catch him leaning forward in his seat
with his mouth slightly ajar
itâs so endearing
but if for whatever reason you want to get his attention...
heh...
yeah, good luck with that
youâd have to maybe give his hand a lil squeeze to get his attention
and at first heâd just turn his head in your direction, keeping his eyes glued to the movie
but if you gave his hand another squeeze, heâd snap out of it
âpsst...seungminâ
âmm.â
âhey, seungmin?â
âhuh? yeah?â
âi love youâ
if that doesnât make his heart SWELLâ
his dazed expression would quickly shift into one of pure elation and fondness
he might not respond verbally
but heâd gently bring your hand up to his lips
press a soft kiss atop your knuckles
and then lower your hand again without letting go, turning his attention back to the movie
but that bright smile of his would never falter for even a moment
he loves you too
so so much :)
yang jeongin
another one for romantic comedies
he likes it when thereâs a little less âromâ and slightly more âcomâ
and so do you
because it means you get to hear his laugh more
oh god...
his laugh
the little giggles in between the short gasps for air...
so cute
âno. iâm not cute.â
he is very cute
probably wonât initiate any skinship
but if you do, he will absolutely go along with it
sometimes heâll nod off in the middle of a movie
and then wake up during the credits, completely disoriented
âwhere am iâ
âyou fell asleepâ
âhuh??â
âyou drooled a little on my shoulder, you goofâ
unlike hyunjin, heâs really good at sneaking food into the theaters
like really really good
almost to the point that itâs scary
usually people try to sneak in popcorn or candy or maybe soda
well not jeongin
âhey, you want some?â
âwhat the- HOW DID YOU GET A BUCKET OF FRIED CHICKEN IN HEREâ
â:]â
heâs not telling
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i know they're losing (chapter 3)
Hello everyone! Welcome back to your favorite(/j) hot mess of a fic. Sorry this chapter took a little longer to post, I thought I'd give you all a bit of time to recover from that last one. Plus, I was working on Scott's POV of this (which will be posted soon, don't worry!) Anyways, enjoy the fic!
(Once again obligatory disclaimer this is characters not people, don't ship real people, etc.)
(Also a disclaimer that I am not a medical professional and any medicine portrayed in this fic is likely inaccurate. Do not follow any medical procedures used in this fic, as I did absolutely 0 research to confirm any of this.)
Chapter Title: I turn at last to paths that lead home
Chapter Wordcount: 3214
Content warnings: blood, canon-typical violence
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Actual fic under the cut:
The next morning dawns bright, sunny, and with a looming sense of unease that Jimmy canât seem to shake. Scottâs ring feels heavy on his finger despite the resolution they reached yesterday, and he shifts anxiously as he waits for his husband to wake up. The sunâs well over the horizon and Scott still isnât up, which only makes him more anxious. Usually, Scottâs an early riser. Today, though, heâs sleeping like the dead, and the scar on his throat doesnât help the effect. Something is wrong. Jimmy doesnât know how or why he knows it, but something is wrong and why is Scott still sleeping?
Finally, Jimmy canât take it any longer. âScott? Scott, wake up,â he whispers.
Nothing.
âScott! Wake up!â
His husband is still firmly unconscious, and Jimmyâs heart leaps into his throat as he begs one more time. âScott? Please?â
Scott rolls over and blinks at him, thank god, his voice coming out thick with sleep. âFive more minutes, darling.â
âI think somethingâs wrong,â Jimmy urges. âIt feels wrong. Really wrong.â
That gets his love to sit up, rubbing at his eyes. There are still dark circles visible under them, and Jimmy gets a rush of guilt for waking him. âWhat is it?â
âI donât know. Itâs alright, go back to sleep.â
âNo, no, I trust your gut.â Scott gets out of bed with only a slight stumble, sliding on his cloak in one graceful movement. âLetâs go look, and if itâs nothing then Iâll sleep more, okay?â
Jimmy nods, hurrying after him. âI have a really terrible feeling, Scott. Be careful, please.â
âI should be telling that to you.â
âHey, Iâve gotten more careful!â
Scott laughs, looking more alive than he has in months, but quickly sobers again as they reach the front door. âYouâre right, Jimmy. Something isnât right.â
âI know, it feels awful!â
âMhm.â Scott snatches up a frankly ridiculous axe from nearby, a shimmering pink monstrosity thatâs twice the size of Jimmyâs head. âStay behind me, just in case.â
The door creaks as it swings open, and the source of Jimmyâs unease becomes immediately clear.
Across the valley is the demon, standing next to Scottâs enchanting tower.
âThatâs the demon!â Jimmy hisses, once he gets his racing heart under control. âRight there by the tower!â
Scott looks like someone just killed a cat in front of him, an odd sort of heartbreak flashing across his face before itâs replaced with determination. âThat?â
âYes!â
âRight. Okay. Jimmy, I need you to listen to exactly what I say right now. If I say get down, you get down. If I say run, you run and donât look back no matter what you hear. Can you do that?â
Jimmy looks at the elf who very nearly broke his heart, and chooses to put that heart right back in Scottâs hands. âI trust you. If you say run, Iâll run.â
âAlright. Give me your engagement ring.â
âWh-â
âTrust me. Please.â
Jimmy hands it over.
Scott slides it onto his finger. His hands are a little smaller than Jimmyâs, and it only fits on his right middle finger. Which would normally be cute, but right now Jimmy is just terrified. âOkay, Jimmy. Iâm about to go out the front door, and when I do, I need you to go out the side door over there and run for the stables. When you get there, roll in the mud and then run for the village. Speed over stealth, corrupted elves track by smell and sound rather than sight.â
Jimmy nods.
âFrom there,â Scott continues, âI need you to track down an elf called Gilnar and tell them to lock down the kingdom and warn everyone of the danger. I also need you to tell them that Lord Smajor orders them to protect you.â
âWhat about you? Will you be okay?â
âI will, I promise.â
Jimmy knows Scottâs lying because Scott could never properly lie, not when itâs to Jimmy. He always looks away, no matter how steady his voice stays. Jimmy says nothing about it, but he grabs a spare sword and prays heâll be quick enough to save Scott if it all goes downhill.
Scott hefts the axe. âReady?â
Jimmy isnât, but he nods. âReady.â
Scott steps out the door, calling out something in some elven language that sounds like a challenge. At the same time, Jimmy bolts out the side door, sprinting for a low building which he thinks is the barn.
Somehow, he gets there without incident, and he throws himself into the mud without hesitation. The farrier gives him a deeply weird look, which Jimmy ignores in favor of sprinting for the village. The altitude means heâs out of breath by the time he gets there, hurrying inside the walls. The elves give him strange looks, a few seeming rather judgemental. Jimmy tries not to flush, remembering Scottâs instructions.
âExcuse me?â He asks the nearest elf. âIâm looking for uh, Gilnar?â
They stare him down, raising a single eyebrow. âFor what reason?â
âScott- Lord Smajor sent me.â
In the background, thereâs a cry of pain, which thankfully sounds demonic rather than elven.
âGilnar should be that way.â
âThank you, uh, gentleperson!â Jimmy hurries that way, stopping another villager. âAre you Gilnar?â
The look he gets is even stranger. âDo I look like a captain of the guard to you? No. What do you want Gilnar for anyways?â
âScott told me to find them.â
âThen thatâs them over there,â the elf tells him, pointing out an incredibly short elf with neatly plaited brown hair.
âThank you!â
Gilnar looks up at his approach, seemingly unbothered by the mud. âLord Codfather, right? Scott sent ya?â
âHe said to tell you to lock down the kingdom,â Jimmy reports faithfully. âHe also said you should protect me, or something like that, but I donât really need- Iâll be fine is the point.â
âRiiiiight. Calros!â
A tall elf appears behind them.
âProtect the codfather, Lord Scottâd be a bit put out if he died, I think. Alqualoth!â Another elf appears. âI need you to help me get everythinâ locked down.â With that, Gilnar hurries away, a few elves falling into formation behind them.
âSoâŠ.this is awkward,â Calros, the tall elf, offers.
Jimmy ignores them in favor of running to the edge of the cliff the village is built on, trying to catch a glimpse of Scott. Heâs rewarded only with the sight of his husband dueling a demon, which isnât exactly what anyone wants to see at 8 oâclock in the morning. At least Scott doesnât seem to be entirely overwhelmed, but the demon has far too much of the upper hand for Jimmyâs comfort.
âWhoa, whoa, let a girl catch up,â Calros yelps. She doesnât seem very dignified for an elf, but Jimmyâs not very dignified for a human, so he understands. âSo, uh...howâs Codland?â
Unfortunately for Calros and her well-meaning questions, at that moment, Scott starts screaming. It takes a moment for Jimmy to even register the sound as Scottâs voice; heâs never heard Scott scream before. Itâs a high, broken noise, pure pain in every note as the demon pins Scott to the mountainside. Jimmy doesnât think thereâs anything he wouldnât give to never have to hear that noise again, which is why he jumps the wall at the edge of the village.
âNo, wait!â Calros yells.
Jimmyâs already gone, landing awkwardly on the other side. He hardly feels the pain of whatâs surely a twisted ankle, sprinting for the scene of the fight. The sword flies into his hand, the gleam of enchantment shimmering bright. He doesnât have a single second to think about what heâs doing as he opens his mouth to shout. âHey, demon thing! Yeah, you! Youâre ugly! And you probably smell bad!â
The being turns its head in a way thatâs far too human for Jimmyâs comfort, and thank god, Scott stops screaming. âWhat did you say to me?â It hisses.
Jimmyâs heart is beating in his throat, palms sweaty as he scrapes together the few remaining bits of his courage. âI said youâre ugly! And you suck! Leave my husband alone!â
The demon loosens their hold, rage twisting their smile into something even more terrifying, and Scott backhands them across the face, kicking his way free. Jimmy watches as he struggles to his feet, the ring gleaming on his hand.
Scott cries something in some elven tongue, and the demon hisses.
He calls out another word, a command, and the ring glows with a light of its own as the demon is forced back, inch by inch. Finally, it flies backwards and vanishes entirely.
Scott sinks to his knees, cradling the hand with the ring on it, and Jimmy breaks into a run again.
âScott! Scott!â
His husband looks up at him with haunted eyes, face bruised and battered, a little blood trickling down his brow. His teeth are bared, just a little sharp, and thereâs something desperate about the way he whispers Jimmyâs name, his voice hoarse from screaming.
Jimmy kneels by him quickly, looking for any major injuries. âWhatâs wrong? Where- whatâs hurt? Iâll fix it, I promise, I-â heâs cut off by Scott yanking him into a desperate hug, burying his face in Jimmyâs shoulder.
âOh,â Jimmy says weakly. He wraps his arms around Scott in return, running a soothing hand up and down Scottâs back as he feels the elf tremble. âItâs alright, Scott, weâre alright.â
âJimmy,â Scott says again. âJimmy, I canât.â
âI-â
âI want it to be over. I donât want elves or nations or politics. I just want you.â
âI know, I know,â Jimmy soothes.
âWhy does it have to be me? It wasnât supposed to be! It wasnât supposed to be me!â Scott sounds almost angry, but the words quickly dissolve into incoherent sobs and fragments of sentences. âI- please- shouldnât have- Jimmy. Jimmy.â He repeats Jimmyâs name over and over, hands clutching the fabric of Jimmyâs shirt, and Jimmy has never felt so helpless. All he can do is whisper empty comforts, kissing the top of Scottâs head and holding him close.
Elves have begun to surround them, varying looks of concern or disgust on their faces. Jimmy glares up at all of them, daring them to say something.
âUh, milord?â Gilnar starts, and thatâs the final straw.
âGive him a goddamn minute!â Jimmy snaps, rage bubbling up under his skin. âHe just fought a demon for all of you, let the man rest! I know youâre all elves and youâre all- all elegant and composed or whatever, but you canât expect someone to be perfect! Weâre all human, you know!â
One of the elves gives him a look of disdain. âYou are human, Codfather. We are not. Lord Smajor knew the responsibilities and difficulties of ruling.â
âHeâs too young for this,â Jimmy thinks he hears someone mutter, but heâs too angry to bother paying attention.
âI- well I donât think anyone could have expected a demon! And probably even less peopleâd be willing to fight one! Scottâs one of the bravest, kindest, smartest people I know, so lay off him, will you?â
âYou know nothing of the affairs of elves,â the same elf sniffs.
Jimmyâs about to open his mouth and inform them that he knows about the affairs of being a decent person, for goodness sake, but heâs cut off by Scott raising his head, his sobs subsiding into ragged breathing. âItâs fine, Jimmy. They are correct, I do have responsibilities.â
âThey canât expect you to be perfect,â Jimmy argues, but thereâs no dissuading Scott as he staggers to his feet.
âGilnar, get the village out of lockdown and make sure people are aware of the threat of Xornoth. Celebear, search the library for any books on corruption of elves, and Lauriel, translate any you find that are not Sindarin into it. Elder council, I need research done on any rings of power that are strong enough to counteract Vilya to that degree, that will narrow down what Xornoth has. Now, the Codfather and I need to negotiate wool and fish trades,â Scott adds, grabbing Jimmyâs hand. Jimmy yelps, startled, as Scott drags him off with inhuman strength.
They make it up the hill and into Scottâs house before Scott slumps, collapsing into one of the kitchen chairs. âWell, fuck me to the End and back,â he groans.
âAre they always like that?â Jimmy asks, worried.
âPretty much. Gilnarâs okay, just tough as shit, and so are Celebear and Lauriel, but...I wasnât- well, I wasnât meant to inherit Rivendell, and the Council of Elders takes every opportunity to remind me of that fact.â
âOh. Whoâs Xornoth?â
Scott laughs, a bitter, exhausted sound. âMy twin, also known as the demon thatâs been terrorizing you.â
At first, Jimmy thinks heâs misheard. âWhat?â
âMy twin. My older sibling. The person who was supposed to inherit the throne of the elves.â
âWhat?â
Scott sighs. âLet me start from the beginning. My parents were two elven monarchs, one of the Sindar, and one of the Noldor. With other bloodlines mixed in, but the Sindar and Noldor is the important bit since those two groups havenât always gotten along. Somewhere around fifty-five years ago, they started trying for kids. What they didnât expect was that Xornoth and I are identical twins, only the fifth set of elven twins ever recorded.â
âWhoa.â
âMhm. Xornoth was- is- technically the older one, who was always set to inherit the throne of the elves and unite our divided people. They were compared to Elrond, wise and powerful leader of another land named Rivendell far in the past, and I was Elros, his twin. Impulsive, snarky, human.â Scott closes his eyes, looking as if it pains him to talk about this. âOur parents died when we were both quite young, and we were brought up expecting Xornoth to take the throne as soon as they came of age. I spent my time hanging out with mortals, instead, getting involved in things like mcc and 3rd life.â
âOhhh,â Jimmy says intelligently.
Scott nods tensely. âWhen I was the elven equivalent of seventeen or so, Xornoth gave me a ring. This ring, specifically,â he says, tapping Jimmyâs engagement ring. âVilya, an elven ring of power. They told me to leave Rivendell and not return.â
âWhy?â
âI didnât know at the time, but they were being corrupted by a ring of their own, not to mention their own desire for power.â Scottâs voice shakes a little, and Jimmy takes his hand in comfort. âI returned after coming of age while away to find that Xornoth had fled and I was now the heir of Rivendell. Which absolutely no one wanted.â
âWhy not? Youâre amazing!â Jimmy protests.
âRemember when I told you that Iâm not a very elven elf? That. Iâm too human for their tastes, spend too much of my time with humans.â
âWell, I think youâre wonderful.â
Scott squeezes his hand tight, a faint, fond smile creeping onto his face. âThank you, Jimmy. I love you.â
âI love you too,â Jimmy replies, and then something Scott said catches up with him. âWait. Scott?â
âYes, darling?â
âDid you give me an elven ring of power for an engagement ring?â
ââŠ.Maybe.â
Jimmyâs torn between laughter and outrage. âMe! You gave me, little old Jimmy Solidarity, an elven ring of power?â
âYouâre the most precious thing in my life. I gave you everything I could offer.â
Jimmy flushes immediately, feeling his cheeks heat with the compliment. Itâs not fair that Scott can make him lose all his remaining braincells with just a simple sentence, it really isnât! âStop that!â
âStop what?â Scott asks innocently.
âSaying that stuff and giving me that look, you know what I mean! That soft one that- that makes me all blushy and stuttery!â
âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â Heâs smirking. He definitely knows exactly what heâs doing, and Jimmy would hate him for it if he was even capable of hating Scott.
âIâm trying to scold you for giving me a ring of power thatâs super important, stop- stop flirting, for goodness sake!â
âYouâre hot when youâre flustered, though.â The charming words would be a lot more effective if Scott didnât also choose that moment to try and wipe the blood off his forehead, only succeeding in smearing blood everywhere and reminding Jimmy to be worried about him.
âLet me get that,â Jimmy offers, looking around for a rag. Scott patiently lets him fuss, and Jimmy dabs at the cut with a wet rag and bandages it carefully. He moves on to cleaning out smaller cuts and scrapes, then the bruises, handing Scott some ice to put on the largest ones. Even then, heâs not fully satisfied until he makes Scott count backward from 100 to prove he hasnât hit his head too hard.
âNinety-two, ninety-one, I swear Iâm fine, Jimmy, ninety, eighty-nine, eighty-eight, eighty-seven, I literally explained elven rings of power to you, eighty-six, eight-five, can I stop counting now?â
âNo.â
âJimmyyyyyyyy,â Scott whines.
âJust a bit more? For me?â Itâs a dirty trick, but Jimmy gives him the puppy dog eyes that he knows Scott canât say no to.
Heâs rewarded with a long-suffering sigh and âFine. Eighty-four, eighty-three, eighty-twoâŠâ
Jimmy makes him count all the way down to seventy and then multiply together thirteen and twelve before heâs satisfied, ignoring Scottâs complaining about having to do math so early in the morning.
âI canât believe my own husband made me do math.â
Jimmy laughs and bops him on the nose. âIâll make breakfast to make up for it?â
âYou better!â Scott says, but heâs smiling too.
Jimmy makes them both pancakes, firmly ignoring the lingering fear from the demon attack, not to mention all the revelations from this morning. Those are problems for future Jimmy. Present Jimmy is going to scold his husband for sneaking bits of pancake batter (âIt doesnât even taste good, Scott!â) and drink hot chocolate in a beautiful little kitchen with the love of his life. None of that demon nonsense, no thank you. Just hot chocolate and pancakes and the sound of Scottâs laughter as he teases Jimmy about smelling like fish. Which is a perfectly fine smell, thank you very much, Scott, why are you laughing?
Every so often, he pauses and admires the bracelet thatâs still on his wrist, running his fingers over the elegantly shaped flowers. This must have taken Scott so long to make, and he did it all for Jimmy. He gave Jimmy a ring of power, for goodness sake! Jimmy doesnât think heâll ever be over the thrill of how it feels to be so loved and to know it, too. To know Scott loved him back in 3rd life and loves him now and will love him for the rest of Jimmyâs mortal lifespan and beyond. He canât quite wrap his head around it, honestly, but itâs not a bad thing, not at all. How could having Scott in his life ever be a bad thing? He thinks- knows, as well as he knows his own self- that whatever happens next, he and Scott can face it together.
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Love Me A Little Less: Chapter 7 - Golden Chains
LOVE ME A LITTLE LESS CHAPTER MASTERLIST
Member: (3rd person pov) arranged marriage au with Lee Juyeon
Genre: angsty wangsty
Taglist: @hyunjaethereal @sunwoowuvbotâ @suzy-rainbowââ
"Everyone wants everything she has.â
Juyeon raises his fist, Porsche parked nicely in the only empty lot of three by the fountain before the mini mansion. The sky is cloudy and Juyeon can already smell the musty scent of rain as the gentle cool winds blow through his still-waxed hair.Â
His knuckles press into the wooden door before he actually knocks, and he almost feels sorry for himself for being such a nuisance at the worst timings ever.
Finally mustering the courage to knock, he does just that, and he can see the lights in the entrance hall flicker on through the door panels by the sides after some time. Multiple locks click open, and the door opens just enough for the resident to see him.
âJuyeon,â Sunwoo blinks, already in his silk pajamas and his hair combed down nicely. He looks tired - probably from the dayâs work of being Juyeonâs moodmaker at his own wedding. âWhat are you doing here? Oh my God, you got kicked out of the Leeâs House?â
âWhat? No!â The elder seethes quietly, his pride hurt. âI left.â
Sunwooâs brows are covered by his fringe, but Juyeon doesnât need to see them to know they are far up his forehead with amusement.Â
âYou left the Lee House?âÂ
âYeah,â Juyeon sucks in a deep breath and avoids eye contact. âMy mother told me she wanted me to have a child with Jang Won just so we can inherit HERA & ARTEMIS.â
âOh, man,â Sunwooâs face falls with pity and confusion. âThat... thatâs gotta suck.â
âI know. Thatâs why Iâm here.â
Sunwoo pulls the door open for Juyeon to enter, head poking out the door to see the Porsche parked in his driveway. âYou can stay if you like but Iâm afraid people are gonna find out youâre here and not back at your place or Heraâs Manor.â
Juyeon pulls off his shoes and slips on a pair of home slippers meant for guests. The entrance hall is a lot less spacious and elaborate compared to the Lee Houseâs or Heraâs Manor, but itâs because of its smaller scale that comforts Juyeon. Feels more like a home than an exhibition.
The door shuts and Sunwoo pulls the locks back into place.Â
âI know, but I just didnât know where else to be. I canât stand being in that house.â
âOkay, so you hate your parents. We know this, but do you really have nowhere else to be at now?â
Juyeon turns and shoots Sunwoo a look of displeasure. The younger pouts slightly as he passes him and heads for the main hall. The fireplace crackles to life when he turns it on.
Dropping himself into the couch and staring at the fire, Juyeon pulls off his blazer and covers his face with it. The cushion next to him sinks when Sunwoo sits, quiet and unsure.
âItâs not that I donât want you here. I just donât want to risk you getting into trouble with the press. Everybody knows the Porscheâs carplate number. And arenât all your cars bugged?â
âI removed the bug.â
âWhat? How? How did you even find it?â
âThe one in the Porsche was under the compartment on the passengerâs side.â
âDid you like, throw it on the ground and drive over it or something?â
âI threw it at my bodyguard.â
Sunwoo snorts. âWere your parents around to see that?â
âYeah, my dad was this close,â Juyeon lifts a hand and gestures with his thumb and index finger. âTo punching a hole through the driverâs window, so I threw it out the passengerâs window instead.â
The hearty laugh that runs out of Sunwooâs throat tickles Juyeon as well. âIâm not gonna lie, this is something you definitely wouldnât have done prior.â
âPrior to?â
Juyeon pulls the blazer off his face and side-eyes Sunwoo. The answer was already in his eyes.
âAh,â Juyeon scoffs. âMaybe it just bugs me that my mother was in the same position as Jang Won is now - an arranged marriage - and yet sheâs telling me to do all these things to her... a child, taking HERA & ARTEMIS.â
âDonât you think youâre developing too much of a soft spot for her already?â
âWhy does everyone think that way?â Frowning, Juyeon finally sits up in the couch. âPoor girl lost her mother to cancer and then her father who only comes back from the dead, only to take what she built - does that make sense at all?â
âIt doesnât, but you seem to forget that sheâs got the entire world at her feet. Even if your families harmoniously merged, Iâm very sure she still wouldnât give away her blood and sweat so easily.â
Juyeon sighs and drags his hands down his face, feeling the weight from the day sink into him. âI just... I canât imagine. Sheâs... got questionable motifs, no doubt, but... when I spoke to Younghoon today, I... He made me promise to protect her and be patient with her, and now I see exactly why.â
He pauses and looks at the cracking fire.Â
âEveryone wants everything she has, and she knows that herself.â
Jang Won yawns and crawls into bed, stretching her neck from left to right as she tightens silk night gown around her waist. She fiddles with the ring on her left hand, diamond sparkling under the amber lights of her room.Â
Memory sends her back to earlier that day - to when Juyeon pulled her out of that sickening interaction with misogynist Mr Teuk, only to call her a hypocrite in her own office.Â
She harshly exhales, pulling out the ring and placing it by the nightstand. Her feet shuffles under the sheets, cool and heavy and all she wants to do is to slip into forever. If only.
But a gentle knock ensues on her door, and she groans in frustration, shutting her eyes to regulate her lack of sleep.
âWhat is it?â
âMiss Kim, thereâs a call for you, and Iâm afraid youâll have to entertain it.â
She rams her face into her pillow when she recognises Mr Roâs calmness. Sheâll never yell at him for anything in the world.Â
âCanât it wait till morning?â
âUh, well... Iâm afraid not, Miss Kim. Itâs your husband.â
âOh- my God!â She screams into her pillow, refusing to leave her bed even more now. âWhat is it thatâs so fucking urgent?!â
The door finally clicks open and Mr Ro kindly pokes his head in, eyes furrowing at the lady of the house huddled into the thick sheets of her bed. She turns subtly, enough for one of her eyes to see Mr Roâs head through the gap of the door.
âHe, um, ran away from home. Heâd like to stay for the night... or rather, until you leave for your honeymoon next week.â
Jang Won frowns, neurons in her head struggling to fit themselves together. She sits up. âWhat? Juyeon... ran away from home?â
He nods enough for her to see, and a strange sense of protection wells her stomach.Â
âGive me the phone,â She stretches out her palm and beckons Mr Ro over to her bed. The butler was already dressed in his own pajamas, so she canât help but smile softly at how cute he looked.Â
And yet, she displays the magic of a 180 degree change as she presses the phone to her ear, âWhat the FUCK is wrong with you?! Do you have any FUCKING idea how late it is?!â
âOh!â Mr Ro anxiously waves his hands at her. âItâs Mr Kim Sunwoo on the line, Jang Won!â
Her eyes widen, and she winces into the phone, taking a pillow to gently whack Mr Ro.Â
âYeah, hear that, Juyeon? Do you have any idea what time it is now? Anyway, hi. Itâs Kim Sunwoo, in case your butler hasnât told you.â
âRight, right, sorry about that.â
âDonât be sorry about that, just come and take your husband back to Heraâs Manor. Heâs homeless and I canât risk him being seen here. He drove his car here.â
âWhat? Isnât his car bugged with a tracking device?â
âHe ripped it out, but the whole press knows his car plate number so if heâs spotted here, Iâm sure you wouldnât want to answer why thereâs a man involved in your marriage.â
Jang Won huffs with irritation. âFine. Iâll send someone over to drive him back to Heraâs Manor. Whyâs he homeless now anyway?â
Sunwoo laughs dryly over the phone. âHis parents. What else?â
Jang Won twists the receiver away from her mouth and turns to Mr Ro. âIs the second master or the other guest room made up?â
âThe second master is being used to house your clothes and items for your honeymoon, and the other guestroom is currently being used by your father.â
âWhat? My father? What the fuckâs he doing in the-â
âUh, would you like a word with him? Maybe you could snap him out of his nonsensical act right now thatâs putting him and you in various difficult situations.â
âUgh, get someone to watch my father in the second guest room! Weâll clear him out tomorrow, and send someone down to Kim Sunwooâs residence now! I want Lee Juyeon in Heraâs Manor in 30!â She twists the phone back so the receiver is at her mouth. âGet him on the phone. Iâll scream his ear off.â
âHe says heâll explain when he gets there- hey, give that back- wha-âÂ
BEEP
Jang Won removes the phone from her ear just as Mr Ro shuts the door behind him. Rubbing her temples to cure the headache thatâs forming in her skull, she reminds herself that her newly wed husband cannot be brutally murdered the night of her wedding.Â
âMy God,â She huffs exasperatedly, side-eyeing Mr Ro. âMen.â
âShall I call someone down to drive you there or-â
âNo, just send a guard to tail my car but you just stay home and clear the second guest room.â
âYour father wonât be able to clear it out by the time Mr Lee is here, Jang Won.â
She halts in the midst of throwing on full-length coat. âAre you telling me that I might need to share this bed-â
âPossibly, yes.â
The groan that escapes her throat is loud, annoying and absolutely a bomb of a ruin to the rest of her night. âFine. But get me a bolster. I donât want him anywhere near 30 centimeters of me.â
Jang Won canât exactly remember the last time sheâs got her fingers around the steering wheel, but she sure as Hell felt the freedom when she didnât have to worry about telling the chauffeur where she was headed off to.Â
The Mercedes tailing her car was driven by one of Heraâs Manorâs bodyguards, and so she makes sure to stay a good distance away from it since the press is also aware of her car plate number.
She parks her Audi right next to the Porsche, and the Manorâs Mercedes almost at the entrance where it leads up to the fountain and the roundabout. Thereâs no hesitation in slamming the door and almost running her entire fist through the door (if she could) to make her presence known.
âROOM FUCKING SERVICE FOR MR LEE JUYEON. GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE!â
Almost immediately, she can hear someone shuffling for the door, and it swings open to reveal Kim Sunwoo, a distant member of The Board. Peering over Sunwooâs shoulder, she can see the reluctance dripping off her husband as he peels himself off the sofa, still in his clothes he had left in.Â
âYou went home and didnât bother to take a shower?â She sneers, but Juyeon cannot give two damns about her attitude right now. He finally reaches the party at the front door, noticing the Manorâs bodyguard driving the Mercedes up to meet the other cars.Â
âI went home and got blasted with the suggestion of having a child with you, howâs that for a reason not to shower?â He frowns, trudging past her for the Porsche.Â
Jang Won watches his back head down the steps, getting into his own car and prepare himself at the wheel with a look of contempt in his eyes. She turns to thank Sunwoo with a mere nod, before heading down the steps herself and getting into the Porsche. The plan was to have the Manorâs Mercedes left at Kimâs Residence while her bodyguard drove her Audi, and she would be in the Porsche with Juyeon - all this to prevent any sort of complications if they were to be spotted by the press.Â
The urge to scream at him for possibly ruining the perfect plan she had in store to debunk all the shitâs that gone down with her father has, surprisingly, diminished. Jang Won cannot decide what sheâs more taken aback by - the fact that Juyeon left home because she had been unreasonably brought into discussion, or that he got scared by the thought of spending the rest of his life caring for a child with her.Â
Of course, being the skeptical person she is, she chooses to believe the second option more than the first.
âIs the idea of having a child with me so horrible that you had to leave home?â
âA child should not be brought into the picture when we donât even care about each other,â The weight in his voice kind of hurts her pride. He checks the side mirror as he turns around the corner. âNeither of us had a choice to be where we are today so... letâs not implicate any other prospective beings that might suffer from our decisions. I donât want to be my parents and Iâm sure as Hell you donât want to be like your father.â
Juyeon checks the rear mirror, making sure that her bodyguard was tailing them in the Audi. Itâs strange, to have some peace and quiet in the car as the whir of the air-conditioning hums through the vehicle. Sheâs looking out the passengerâs window and seeing everything outside as they drive past.
âHavenât been to this neighbourhood before, have you?âÂ
She shakes her head, not bothering to turn to him. âNo. Iâve only been hanging around the Manor and the Meridian Streets where you stay.â
A pause.
âSunwooâs grandfather was the first of his family to secure membership in The Board, thatâs why the disparity.â
Jang Wonâs eyes dart to Juyeon and tries to side-eye him, but he remains out of her view and she returns to the world outside. âHeâs a new-blood?â
âThree-generations new,â Juyeon nods. âHavenât met one, have you?â
âNo. I grew up with people whose great-great-grandparents lived in the Joseon dynasty.â
âThat wouldâve been a fun time to be alive.â
âOnly if you wanted to be executed for being a politician.â
Juyeon exhales through his nose.
Jang Won lets the atmosphere settle, feeling the gentle night seep into her after a long day. She wonders about Juyeonâs perception of her as a person, after everythingâs been happening.Â
âHow did you meet Kim Sunwoo?â
âWe went to the same high-school. I was two years his senior and we were in the same club, and by then, my parents had already begun to teach me the likings of The Board and even gave me a booklet with all the families who were involved with it. I remembered Sunwooâs family being indicated near the back of the book because they were new-bloods, and from then, I remembered his face.â
âWouldnât you have been worried heâd use you to shift up the food chain?â
âNot everybody is as venomous as the ones we know. Sunwoo had no idea I was from the Lee family. Once, we were shooting hoops till late and his father had come to get him... and then Sunwoo had to watch his father bow to another student... and I could tell he hated it, and then he was almost as shocked as I was, but for completely different reasons.â
Jang Won doesnât even notice sheâs staring at Juyeon until he turns to her, looking straight at her in her eyes. The car stops at a red light, now just a few streets away from Heraâs Manor. He turns away first.
âAnd I had to watch him bow to me too, just because his father told him to... and it felt like shit,â Juyeonâs eyes are glimmering the shade of red from the traffic light as he looks ahead. His face reflected the amber hues of the street lamps and other stray vehicles still on the road. âI wanted a friend, but his father was treating me like something they shouldnât even be talking to.â
âIt has always been like that. The way The Board works... itâs a hierarchy within another and when youâre a new-blood...â
âYeah. I know,â Juyeon sighs as he lifts the brakes. âPart of me wishes we werenât born into this shitshow.â
A mirror. Thatâs what he is. Stand right opposite Younghoon and heâs nothing but someone who wishes the same - to be free from all the golden chains.Â
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