#i think when a lot of people call OCs 'cringe' they're REALLY saying that they wouldn't read it
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I think it's also about the context and perspective.
RPs and D&D, etc., are explicitly all about self-inserts, or OCs which inherently carry pieces of yourself. So are most computer games, whenever you're not playing an established character. When you RP in the SWTOR fandom, 99% is ALL OCs, which might or might not be full self-inserts, and it's glorious and nobody minds and it's what people WANT.
Circumstances are different in other fandoms. Self-insert/Mary Sues are perfectly fine and you should write exactly what you want, because writing is always for yourself. But most often, people are interested in reading about the canon fandom characters. OCs serve just fine to fill needed story/plot gaps, but when the story focuses on the OC is when many readers look for something else (whether or not the OC is a self-insert).
I wouldn't be surprised if that's the driving force behind the "cringe" perspective. Self-inserts have always been fine for the writer. All the criticism is from the reader perspective. Not to say that it's justified - self inserts are really a different genre, so if you're looking for canon characters, you just don't go there. People are misattributing readership wants as valid criticism of writing and character development.
But fandom writers also need to understand that, as encouraging as people may be to you writing your OCs, your audience might be very small. That's just something you have to accept.
It's only when you break away from fandom that your OCs/self-inserts gain visibility as "real" and "valid" original characters. That's literally the only difference between "OC" and "real character." It's fandom vs non-fandom. Because, of course, all canon characters in every fandom ever are somebody's OC, and you will never know if that OC was a self-insert or not. Even your "Mary Sue" is more a product of fandom than an original story.
So perspective is key. Write what you want and enjoy it! Know that readers will read what they want, too, and those might be different things.
people are so weird about self insert ocs actually. like why wouldn't you want a made up little guy who's like you except cooler and they get to live all your fantasies? what are you afraid of? having fun? free yourself
#commentary#writing#i did my share of Mary sue critiquing back in the early days#I'm glad the awareness is shifting#but also you have to remember that nobody has to like or read the OCs you write#should that stop you? no!!!!#are you owed the validation of readers? also no#and if that's what you're looking for then it's important to keep in mind#that the validation you want might hinge on writing something other than OC-focused#i think when a lot of people call OCs 'cringe' they're REALLY saying that they wouldn't read it#and that's fair#but they don't HAVE to read it#meanwhile yes i think everyone does enjoy throwing elements of themselves into fandoms#which you can do and still not want to read someone else's lol
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Same anon as in the chatbot ask!
I appreciate and admire your stance on AI; I’m working on a research project highlighting the harmful impacts of CAI and was really hoping you weren’t in support of the platform.
I’m frankly disturbed by how many creators I found bots scraped from with a quick scroll. I’m so sorry it happened to you, and equally sorry to have to bring it to your attention. I hope this is more of a one-off than a recurring issue.
Have a lovely evening, keep being cool :]
/gen /p
honestly it makes me feel almost violated.
i remember seeing a reddit thread where someone was like 'i joined a vtubers patreon and got in vc and said i use cai and they all told me i shouldn't use it' and all the comments were like 'theyre so toxic' 'they just dont understand' and guys... yes they probably did understand. if someone is making fun of you for being lonely or 'cringe' by using cai yeah they're being an asshole, but you are in the wrong for using cai. how do you think it generates writing and voices? by stealing the writing and voices from people.
i've seen cai users say the voice feature does 'feel' wrong as it's taking from real people, but none of them seem to know or want to acknowledge that the writing also steals from real people. generative writing like cai, chatbots, chatgpt, etc, have to get trained on something. and that something is real writing by non-consenting authors, ficwriters, journalists, anyone who writes anything online even someone's personal blog or tweets. even if you're making a chatbot for your own oc, and not someone else's character, the chats it generates your oc is taken from stolen writing.
as far as i can see there is no way to get my characters removed from cai. you can report voices being used without consent, but not writing.
this is what i found of my characters on cai, and it makes me really upset and uncomfotable.
they also took some of my art of ambrose and arden to use as the thumbnail and didn't credit me as the artist. even if they had credited me, i do not allow reposting of my art. also, no one in their lives has ever described arden as "smiley" (i'm not policing anyone's headcannons or imagination with that one, just pointing out something silly to lighten the mood so i don't have a complete meltdown).
yes i censored out the cai users name who made these chabots. please do not go and hunt them down, please do not go and find them or message them. especially as we don't know if they're a minor.
it seems to me a lot of minors use cai which is worrying as who knows what the chatbot could spit out regardless of safety measures they have in place. and i'm sorry anyone's so lonely they have to turn to cai only.. you don't have too. fanfic exists, rp communities exist, various online communities whether tumblr groups, discord servers, subreddits, are people still using amino? i mean if you're a minor you should be extra careful getting into online communities and talking to others online (and if you're a minor you shouldn't be following this blog) but like... imagination exists. try getting into creative writing?
idk when we did get so bored with imaginations we had to do this. you know what i did as as kid and there was no access to anything like this? i would copy and paste fanfics into microsoft word, find and replace one characters name with my own and boom you got yourself a self insert fic (note: these edited files were only ever kept on my pc, i never posted them anywhere). and there's soooooo many reader insert fics out there now, hell i literally make my own reader/listener inserts of my own characters, i'm not starving you for content out here. and i'm okay with people writing fanfic about my ocs or commissioning others to write you fanfics (my commissions aren't open).
thankfully i don't think my voice has been uploaded on there? i clicked the 'call' button to see what would happen and nothing did so i think that means there's no voice? or perhaps it doesn't work unless you make an account i don't know.
yeah sorry that became a longer rant. i don't know if more of my ocs are on cai, these are just the ones i found by searching my username in there. there could be other copies of my characters on there that don't credit me.
also a lot of character uploads use ai 'art' as their pictures which you know is also terrible and steals from artists.
and you're right, there's so many more characters taken from small creators and other VAs. i searched yuurivoice on there and got 50+ results of chatbots of his ocs AND ALSO OF HIM. please do not making cai's of real people that is so much worse than someone's oc, it's equally as bad on the stealing front but also so paraosocial. you do not know yuurivoice, you cannot get a bot to act like him as you do not know him or how he acts. watching a creators videos or streams does not mean you know anything about the real them, and especially does not mean you know them or are friends with them. found at least 5 for cardlin audios, some of his ocs and some of him. 6 for dark and twisted whispers ocs.
and if a creator gives you permission to make their oc into a chatbot... that doesn't make the chatbot okay. a creator can consent all you like, but the writers who's work was stolen to train that chatbot still didn't get to consent.
in the rare chance any cai user who's made chatbots of my characters on there sees this post: please delete them. please. you didn't get my consent for this. and you didn't get the consent of all the writers your chatbot was trained on. i don't think you're stupid or cringe for using cai, but you are contributing to generating ai content which is stealing from real humans and harming the environment.
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Sooo I've been reading your re4 fics and I've been loving them! ✨️ I like how you depict Leon (ngl 👏🏾 that's my fav version of bb boi). While munchin at the re4 buffet table (thanks to the remake) I've been seeing drabbles/hc of Leon and current memes, but like Leon isn't gunna know any meme/joke past '98.
Not to speak bad about the posts. I truly love them and understand they're for comedic purposes. (The 🥚 post come on now 😽 delicious)
It just got me thinking (😏 iykyk), what memes do you think Leon would get? Like if reader or oc referenced a meme/joke that's an inkling past the 2000s, I think Leon (all vers) would either laugh/pity laugh () cause he doesn't get it or and tell you he doesn't get it and inquiring about it. Some of your re4 posts have a dash of humor in them, so that's why I asked.
Sorry for the long post. Take care and put your health first. ♥️✨️
(Sorry for any typos)
Firstly I want to thank you very much for taking the time out of your day to read my resident evil stuff, and I’m even more thankful that you like how I depict Leon. I honestly thought I would do shit. So once again, massive thank you for taking your time to read my stuff. 🦦
If anything this felt like an entire post about how little Leon knows about memes….tbh he probably called them ‘me me’ or ask why there was a second e in meme before you tell him that’s it silent.
That’s an excellent question and I know other people will have their opinions and I’d love to hear what others think, whether it’s the exact opposite of mine or other wise. I’m always open to hear out anyone and everyone.
So, I genuinely believe that Leon would have a better time with memes that are straightforward in what they’re about, compared to the ones where he’s expected to be up to date on modern forms of media.
His job doesn’t exactly grants him a lot of free time to catch up on everything that he’s missed that he might as well make a list like Steve Rogers does in Captain America: the winter soldier.
You’re absolutely right in saying that Leon would laugh and or pity laugh at some of the memes due to your differing senses of humour; though that is entirely dependant on what type of humour you’re into.
So if you’re one to likes memes along the lines of;
‘me and the boys,’
‘Is this a butterfly?’
Markiplier’s Farquaad ‘E’ meme
And the ‘tuxedo Winnie the Pooh’ meme (aka the ‘a fellow man of culture’ meme)
Then he will not get them at all and will need you to explain to him what the context of the memes were and why they were inherently funny to people nowadays.
Leon would defiantly do the age old ‘eye squint and moving the phone closer to him’ thing when looking at the memes you show him.
Bonus if the meme in question was poking fun at how people of an older generation reads memes.
I think he recognises some obscure meme that probably wasn’t even funny to begin with but is funny to him and he’d be like ‘I understood that reference.’
To me, Leon S. Kennedy is the Steve Rogers of memes, he doesn’t know many of them but once he does, he makes everyone aware that he does, whether by a snicker or outward acknowledgment.
This might just be me projecting but he’d torture Ashley with the infamous dad jokes. It doesn’t even matter if Leon like them himself, he just knows it annoys Ashley and he’s willing to continue doing it cuz he’s a little shit.
Ashley: I’m tired
Leon: hi tired, I’m Leon.
Ashley: 😒
Leon: 😎
Hate to be the one to say it but he probably likes those Facebook minion memes… I don’t know why but then again I’d say the same for Ethan Winters but that’s neither here nor there.
Overall thing to take away; Leon is a little cringe and likes minion memes, dad jokes, and the like. He’s got really shit taste in humour, plz help this man, he needs to be exposed to bigger and better things.
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Character introduction
ALEX LEE
His ancestors come from the country of Singapore. Now I would call him quiet but at the same time he isn't as he quickly reacts to the things going on around him as well as keeping quiet when he feels that a situation is too stupid to intervene. He swears a lot and is rude and mean even to those close to him. He doesn't really care about a lot of stuff going on as well. He is an expert at creatively insulting people who try to attack him verbally to the point that it's enough to make some cry. He loves reading fantasy comic books and has an addiction to energy drinks so much so that he doesn't even sleep or forgets to sleep most of the time and doesn't eat enough. He doesn't really care about his appearance as well and his clothes always look rumpled and not ironed. He doesn't do that well in school either as he always gets Cs. He always accompanies Monday on her adventures as well...well more like Monday drags him. He is also quick to get angry and annoyed.
MONDAY IMA
A rather optimistic and silly yet smart girl who is kinda cringe and obsessed with anime and Japanese culture or rather is a weeaboo, she is friendly and is a computer whiz/expert who is studying surprise surprise, computer science in the university. She can also be kind of weird especially when it comes to her fictional anime guys/anime obsessions and is also very talkative. What is her and Alex's purpose in the show you ask? Well you see whenever Ngozi(one of my ocs) and her gang get into trouble they always contact Monday for help and she doesn't even mind coming over anyway. When the gang show her the problem she doesn't hesitate to say "blah blah blah but this is not new to me, I think I can handle this" while not forgetting to do the anime push up glasses thing along the way then helps the gang solve whatever problem they're facing with Alex by her side. She and Alex have sort of a confusing relationship where Alex is sometimes mean to her yet still considers her as a friend.
#indie cartoon#indie show#original art#original character#artists on tumblr#artwork#digital art#indie project#my ocs#digital illustration#digital drawing#my ocs <3#oc#oc art#ocs#my art#Tsirw#this show is really weird
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What they could've done with Lunar's story
Alright, so, this is what I'm gonna call the "Zak and Human" Method, because the storyline for my OC Zak mostly fits here.
Zak works for a galactical government called "The Base of Dimensions" or BOD. Humans aren't supposed to have magic, and when they do it's an anomaly, so Zak's job is to investigate the anomaly and make sure that the magical human is not a threat. This is because the most dangerous galactical and universal threats began from small, unchecked anomalies like magic humans.
Why couldn't they do the same thing for Lunar???
Okay, so Lunar suddenly has powers, wouldn't be weird right? On Earth, even animatronics can cast spells and have magic, such as Moon or Eclipse. But what makes Lunar an anomaly is the fact that his powers don't abide by the same magic system of his original planet. His powers are a different thing entirely, and that is an anomaly, an anomaly that could turn into a threat if left unchecked.
And so Gemini, the "Zak" of this scenario, is sent to handle Lunar by a higher power or a higher government. If Lunar can prove he can handle his powers, then he won't be seen as a threat and all will be well. If Lunar can't, then he will be killed off. It seems harsh, but this is all to prevent a small problem from becoming a big issue. All of this is explained to Lunar by Gemini, because honestly it's stupid to hide it and why would they have any reason to.
All seems to go well, Gemini trains Lunar and Lunar seems to be getting a handle on everything, including a potential relationship with Gemini! But then Lunar does something he shouldn't have, he kills Eclipse.
By killing Eclipse, Lunar has proved to the higher powers that Lunar has the potential to become a threat. At least, a threat to his planet, at most, a threat to his galaxy, and that's what causes Gemini to be so mad at Lunar. Gemini really does care for Lunar, and seeing them mess up like this and put themselves in jeopardy upset them a lot because now Lunar would be on the extermination list. And now Gemini has to plead for Lunar's case, for the higher powers to give Lunar a second chance. And with that, Gemini is gone.
I feel like this would've justified Gemini's anger, along with the reason why Gemini came in the first place. The reason as to why Gemini even bothered to train Lunar is so vague that I don't think the writers even knew. So many say that Lunar didn't deserve to be yelled at and Eclipse deserved to die again, and when you see what played out I can understand that! When you actually look at it, Lunar's weather powers are probably pretty petty compared to the other things that exist in this Universe, so why??? Why would the astral bodies give a shit???
In this little version, Gemini tells Lunar why they're here, what they want to do, and why they're gonna help Lunar. This tells both Lunar and the audience what the stakes are and why Lunar has to do this training thing. And when Eclipse ends up dying and Gemini gets pissed, at least fans who watch can understand why Gemini is mad. Whether or not Eclipse deserved dying, Lunar just put himself on the extermination list and now Gemini has to find a way to get Lunar out of it.
It's such a simple storyline and maybe this is what the writers were going for! But if it is, they didn't convey it well.
I know that LAES and SAMS aren't supposed to be a marvel of writing, but if you're gonna have characters and story lines you could at LEAST make them make sense.
People are probably gonna be mad at me for this or point out things in episodes that point to this little story change not making sense, and okay, I get it, it's not like I watched ALL of the LAES or SAMS episodes so I understand if I missed some things. But seriously I feel like this is a simple fix, especially when you have a world as loose as the Security Breach Show universe. For fucks sake, Monty and Puppet are thinking of switching Cringe Foxy and Normal Foxy???
#fnaf security breach#dca#sams#tsams#tsams lunar#sams lunar#gemini#castor and pollux#dca fnaf#rewrite#people might get mad maybe#story rewrite#laes lunar#laes castor#laes#laes spoilers#the lunar and earth show#lunar and earth show#laes pollux#laes gemini
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People are doing a screenshot of an ask box thing on twitter from tumblr for their oc x canon im just gonna do it here+skipping some i dont wanna answer. Sorry if this ends up in a tag cause i say their name or w/e idc.... enjoy the fruits🍑🍐🌺🌟🌷🌻🌷🌻🌷
Grushangel answers in blue Hydieon in pink
1. Who makes the other blush all the time and who finds it adorable
I think they both make each other blush and they both think its cute lol...but Angel has an easier time flustering Grusha.
Hydie isn't quick to fluster, so Leon probably blushes more in that sense. They're both happy blushers though and both think its cute
2. Who sings in the shower
Angel hums sometimes, I don't think Grusha sings in the shower
Both probably, really loudly
4. Who embarrasses the other in public with kisses and pet names
Angel and Grusha are always calling each other pet names its not that embarrassing to them. It is probably embarrassing to their little siblings if they're there, though...#cringe. They don't really kiss in super public places, so if one kisses the other at the store or somethin it might make them a lil shy. I can see it either way
Hydieon dont caare they're PDA kings lol
5. Who curses, and who reprepends the other for it
Currently they all curse and are responsible about who they curse in front of. I think at first Grusha was a lil more loose with cursing but Angel didnt like him cursing in front of Cole so maybe he got a little scolding. Hydie might sometimes forget but hes not scolded for it, just reminded to not do that
6. What small quirks do they love about each other
I want to answer this one but I can't think rn I'll come back to it maybe ✌❤
7. Who makes the other laugh more
Angel and Grusha both make each other laugh a lot, its one of the initial reasons they're so fond of each other [:
Hydie probably makes Leon laugh more but Leon is always so giggly with Hydie to me so. Lala
8. Who gets jealous easier
Grusha definitely I think... not like super jealous per say but more so he just sometimes wants to hang out with Angel alone since its a rarity so when others get to hes just grr..
For Hydieon I donnt know I dont think theyre particularly jealous people. Maybe envious of some things but idk
9. How did they know they were right for each other
I got no clue how to answer this one but I do want to say I dont think there was an all knowing moment I think they are just happy together and make life joyful for the other and inspire the other to be better and grow and thats enough
10. Who brings up the subject of kids first
I think Angel always wanted a baby, but didn't know how Grusha felt so he never brought it up + they're already raising their little siblings so it felt like a tricky subject. So, he's pretty happily surprised when Grusha actually does bring up that he wants to be a dad. Also important to me cause shows a lot of healing in Grusha too...
I feel like they both kinda bring it up but in different ways ? Hydie is more subtle and points out lots of baby things in stores or mentions the families around them etc etc Leon eventually is the one to actually ask about it
11. Who's adorable when they're sleepy, and who gets grumpy and irritable
I dont like how this question is worded i dont think any of them are adorable per say
I think if anything Angel can be a little silly tired, but he's usually just groggy and zones out a lot. Grusha seems like he would be either cranky or really sad when he's tired.
Hydie might either be a tad snappy or very spacey depending. Leon i think doesn't change much I think he is good at hiding when he is very tired minus the several yawns.
12. Who's more protective
Grusha lala... i think he gets overly worried at times. Angel cares too but I think Grusha's experiences made him prone to really worry about the safety of those he cares about. He usually sends one of his Pokemon with Angel whenever he heads down the mountain just for that extra security. Keeps Angel safer but also so Grusha doesn't have to worry...as much.
Both Leon and Hydie are super protective of the other haha... I think they are both willing to sacrifice themselves for the other. Leon feels he has to do things on his own to protect Hydie though, but Hydie isn't having any of that lol. Hydie is very much a uses his body to shield Leon kinda guy, either very apparently (jumping in front of him when there's an angry Pokemon) or not so much (walking so he's between the street and Leon).
13. How do they express their feelings
Angel and Grusha both like to make the other laugh to express their love... they tease each other a lot too. Whenever they get time for just the two of them they enjoy every moment, and even if family is there they still do little things to feel closer. They are almost always holding the others hand when they're out and about on errands lala.
At home they show care and love a lot too by taking care of each other the best they can. Like i juuust said Grusha often has one of his pokemon go with angel when he goes off to work on art to make sure he stays safe. Angel makes sure Grusha eats well and always has a dish he likes at meals. When Grusha moves in, Angel invests in a lot of small things to make Grusha's life easier since he's disabled.
They get each other promise rings too when Grusha moves in...i dont wanna write it all out rn but felt like an important bit about how they express love.
Hydie and Leon just love to have fun together, making the other smile just makes them feel very loved I think.
They take the time to listen to each other and even dabble in the others interests as a way to get to know them better and feel more connected. Leon takes up gardening for Hydie so they can work on their garden together, meanwhile Hydie learns more about Pokemon battling so he can battle with and against Leon. He's not very good but I'm sure they make for a very annoying double battle with Leon's heavy hits and Hydie's status effects.
They do spend lots of time together though, pick each other up from work if they're able, go on evening walks, etc etc. I think they are just casually very lovely dovey haha. You can feel the lil hearts around them when they are together.
14. Where would they go on a 3 am adventure
Angel and Grusha live on Glaseado mountain and its always snowing so I think a 3 am adventure might be dangerous for them. If anything they might go to the convenience store, they don't want to leave home too long since their lil brothers also live there and might need them.
Hydie and Leon might go just about anywhere lmao. They might be out camping, or walking in the empty streets and looking at the stars. Maybe at the park on the swings and just laughing and playing. I think its nice for Leon to be out like that and not worry about being flooded by people...even if the two are sleepy the next day its worth it.
17. Who picks flowers for the other
Grusha would pick flowers for Angel I think if they are out and about... in general Grusha does like to buy Angel flowers a lot too. Angel likes to paint the flowers Grusha buys him, he probably has a sketchbook for tbat specifically haha.
They like to have picnics when they can and relax, so I can imagine Grusha putting flowers in Angel's hair, too...Angel probably returns the favor.
Both ! Leon really likes getting Hydie bouquets while Hydie likes to bring home picked flowers for Leon+ cuttings from the garden for them both to enjoy
18. Which one wears the "im with stupid" shirt
Angel
Neither
19. Whos the better dancer
Angel isn't a good dancer I dont think but he probably wins by default cause Grusha only has one real leg
I think Hydieon dances silly but they do love to dance together. They dance in the kitchen a lot or in the garden, lil moments of joy
20. Who infodumps and who listens with heart eyes
I think this question only fits Hydieon lmao anyways the answer is both, they love to listen to each other talk and take turns sharing their fixations
Ok im editing in Grushangel. I dont think its necessarily info dumping but when Grusha is okay with it again (therapy yay) he probably watches a lot more sports and Angel watches with him even if its not really his thing, its fun and he loves what it means to Grusha.
Grusha would listen to Angel talk about art stuff too, not so much heart eyes but he would come to adore Angel's passion for the arts. It rubs off on him a bit and he gets into knitting haha.
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Hi, Hey there!
I've had this blog up for a few weeks so I figured I'd introduce myself. Not gonna reveal my actual name for security reasons but just call me Kosmic.
I currently live in the USA (Unfortunately). I'm genderfluid and really don't care what pronouns I am referred to with as long as they're not it/it's. I'm also an aspiring writer but for now I mostly just write fanfiction. Mostly Saint Seiya related obviously though I've been working on other stuff.
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I am pro Palestine and I will accept no support of genocide.
I am neutral on the Joe Hawley situation as he has done terrible things yet does not deserve to be hacked or harassed.
Also ship discourse and fanfiction censorship discourse is dumb I don't care anymore. And regret my past actions. Don't harass over stuff you don't like but also tag your shit. You can't complain about people judging you if you are irresponsible about keeping it where it belongs.
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Which is better? Hs harutaka or POST STR harutaka?
why is this written in a funny font. am i the only one seeing the font. i feel so intimidated. like damn bro ill answer put the gun down
anyways neither of them is better or worse i ❤️ both. One cannot exist without the other. both are good they're just a little different dynamics 🙏🙏🙏 like one is awkward cringe teenager crush and the other is married era. you know. how do u compare. like both are good?? its just in one theyre younger and in the other theyre older (= yet to be traumatized vs traumatized)
personally i do like seeing post str content a little more just because ITS THE HAPPY ENDING YKNOW..and its haruka&takane finding their way back to each other after everything and i i i i i *descent into madness* also i think there's generally a lot more fan content set in the hs days so i sigh longingly abt post str content everyday. but cringy hs harutaka has to exist to give place to cringy older harutaka you know!! they can be like oh my gooood our ocs. we were so cringe. anyways our wedding rings should say player 1 and player 2. that is so not cringe like we used to be :333 like theyre still very much cringe you know. but they think they arent. they're like we're GROWN now we aren't LIKE THAT anyway asterisks nuzzles&kisses asterisks... :3 xddddd!!! because they compare to how they used to be and the bar is low and also theyre so happy that theyre together that they kinda. cant see how fucking embarrassing they are. thats what live shintaro reaction is good for 🙏
like im sorry im all for blushing mess takane and stuff like yeahyeahyeah i get it but girl.... i hate when ppl make it like she totally reverts back to how she used to be. like u cannotttt miss the point so badly. takane never thought she'd see haruka again her ass IS NOT wasting her chance being that embarrassed now. that's a huge pet peeve i have with fan content like both in hs/str settings where takane can't behave like a normal person around haruka like that's SOOOO untrue. they're best friends she's totally normal to him even if she gets silly sometimes. like there are so many examples but my favorite is in the sixth novel when takane calls haruka on the phone and she's kinda like OMGGG IF U WERENT BUSY ID TOOOTALLY WOULD'VE TAKEN U SOMEWHERE YOU WOULD'VE LOOOOVED... and haruka's like UM HEHE next time ok!! and takanes like NOT GONNA HAPPENNNN❤️❤️❤️ stupid fucking cringe ass flirting sorry like. sorry. not only is she able to speak normally but she cringely flirts with him. and when ppl make it like she can't speak while around him or is just grumpy 1000% of the time it makes me sick. LIKE haruka describes her as easily excitable and like a gentle girl and i ugh *BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE BITE* SHE'S SO INSANELY MISUNDERSTOOD BC PEOPLE WANNA PUT HER IN THE TSUNDERE BOX SO BAD
also COME ON what i love abt her is that as soon as she figures out she likes him she makes a run for it and despite she's terrified she wants to tell him?? and none of her thoughts are abt OHH BUT WHAT IF HE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK like TAKANE NEVER EVER wonders if haruka likes her back once she figures it out. only ayano's lesbian ass says anything abt haruka reciprocating or not. she's not worried abt being rejected... or she dies before she could worry LMAOOOO but she's just terrified she cannot tell him how much he means to her. and then she really CANT tell him, and she has to live with that regret for what she thinks is gonna be forever, but then she DOES see him again. she IS able to tell him. sorry. she would be so insanely cringely embarrassingly happy that she doesnt give a fuck abt being all blushing COME ON. ofc she would get embarrassed but no more or less than haruka lol. and haruka is like WHAA??? MEEEE??? NO WAY....MEEEE??? OMG...HEHE... WAIT MEEEE??? FOR REALLLL??? HEHEH....WAIT LIKE MEEEE!?!?!?!?! the sillies *goes crazy* theyre so cringe and gross kissing together but good for them
and i KNOW how in their chapter together in the eighth novel takane's kinda grumpy but listen. i will defend her here. they LOST. novel route is not a good ending. and takane HATES LOSING‼️‼️‼️ haruka literally comments it, like he says takane hates losing. like am i forever mad jin robbed us of seeing them actually reunite and we only get a short as hell little moment between them that compared to everyone else's moments feels slapped on last minute? yeah a little. is it still well written and a rly solid harutaka moment? yes🙏 like not only the bit abt haruka saying he loved takane's snippy attitude but also ene's high energy and etcetc but like. ausnfknxoenxkeix GOD i love at the end when takane smirks and then haruka thinks abt how easily influenced he's always been by her and also smirks and theyre just kinda smirking to each other like HEH HEH HEH.. YEAH NEXT TIME WE WILL WIN. fuckingidiots smiling like that ABOUT THE FACT THEIR REALITY IS ABOUT TO BE RESET AND ESSENTIALLY ARE ABOUT TO DIE ONLY TO MEET AGAIN NEXT TIME AND GO THROUGH EVERYTHING AGAIN. BUT THEIR ASSES ARE LIKE >:3!! LITERALLY SO SILLY. sorry. i love them. i excuse takane grumpiness for this reason like it was NOT an ideal happy ending so ofc she wasn't super into it ���
AND ANYWAYS IM PROVEN RIGHT BY LOST DAY HOUR MANGA *KISSES AND TUCKS IT IN BED* LOST DAY HOUR MANGA💞💘💖💕💝💝💗 TAKANE'S SO CHEERFUL IN IT🥺🥺🥺 AND IVE ALWAYS KNOWN. IVE ALWAYS SAID IT. AND THEN THAT CAME OUT AND I WAS PROVEN RIGHT. NEVER FUCKING DOUBT ME
i need to explode. or whatever. My dumbass thinking this was gonna be a short reply
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i have several but my main ones are Dames and Andy
march 5th!! >_<
3 years!! looking to top that :3
i really like The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry
my nose and art abilities :(
Crispin Glover, Christopher Lloyd (both young and old, he's so silly), Rob Paulsen, Ewan McGegor, Brandon Rogers
Sasha Calle, Lea Thompson, Kat Dennings, Winona Ryder, Laufey Lín Bing Jónsdóttir
i'm aiming for a career in theatre but my fallback is something in visual arts
having the courage and energy to post my art again!! and making new friends!
hmm... i'm not sure actually? i'm not all that remarkable i don't have too many interesting facts haha! ^_^"
my highs; being able to sort through something really personal and hard for me with my beloved boyfriend, making time to hang out with my good friends, and being more confident about myself and my body and personality!!
my lows; unfortunately being a little slow and airheaded and misunderstanding situations between me and my friends and my boyfriend, being horribly lonely and sick because i was stuck in the house bedrotting-, and that's about it!!
where my mother grew up in Japan! or visiting my family in the Philippines <33
MUSIC HAS SAVED MY LIFE!! (and occasionally forcing myself to draw something, at least a doodle or so)
most likely Spotify + TikTok haha :3
Oh, god- Um- Uh- WAIT AM I GOING ALREADY?
my eyes :D
drawing! and singing (i like to think)
dancing- i can't dance to save my life, i'm wayyy too stiff (but i've been trying to take classes/get into it!!)
"I thought *you* drank the soda." (I, in fact, drank my mother's soda)
um... did you know Wakko Warner from Animaniacs was inspired by Ringo Starr from The Beatles? :3
my lover, Mikey- and my best friend, Lili
either my beloved record player or the necklace Mikey got me
5 or 6 years?? before i royally screwed it up-
making my first purchase without my parents allll by myself! >_<
i wanted to get into baseball but alas, i'm not cut out for it
pretty good! just got home from my gal pal's house hehe
both! i am perpetually tired
hmm.. no, not necessarily! but i fell for my bf "love at first art piece"!
you've got a 9 to 5, so i'll take the night shift / and i'll never see you again if i can help it
eating sweets and listening to my favorite music, drawing my ocs, and/or ranting about my useless interests
Mitski, Jhariah, Billy Joel
literally everything! i overthink a lot
when people call things "cringe" or bully others if they're having harmless fun instead of just... i dunno? walking/scrolling away?
again, literally everything! i'm very emotional- i cry at anything
depends on the environment and my mood but most all the time i'm just a fuckin weirdo- the people i click with usually say i'm funny and pleasant to be around so! there's that!
what flavor of toothpaste do you use? (did i do that right???)
sorry if i did that wrong, i wrote this all on my notes app LMAO! x3
Question Game
Are we tired of these yet?
What is your nickname?
When is your birthday?
What was your longest relationship?
What is your favorite book?
What is something you're insecure about?
5 Male celebrity crushes
5 Female celebrity crushes
What is your dream job?
What do you consider your biggest accomplishment?
What is a fact about you that nobody would believe?
What were your highs and lows for this last month?
Where is somewhere you'd like to visit?
How do you de-stress?
What are your favorite apps besides tumblr?
Describe yourself in one sentence.
What do you think makes you attractive?
What is something you're really good at?
What is something you're really bad at?
A time that you told a lie.
What's a totally random and useless fact that you know?
Who knows you the best?
What is your most prized possession?
What is your longest friendship?
When did you first feel like an adult?
Do you/ Have you played any sports?
How are you feeling right now?
Are you an early bird or a night owl?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
Favorite song lyrics right now?
What does self care look like for you?
Describe yourself with 3 singers.
What makes you nervous?
What’s a pet peeve you have?
What will always make you cry?
What kind of first impression do you think you make on people?
Free Pass! (Ask any question you want that's not on the list)
#questions#get to know me#myself#new to tumblr#looking for mutuals#this just came on my page!#this is me ig! <33
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My First and Last
Chapter One
characters: NCT Dream x OC Characters
summary: Because of his idol training, Jihoo had to miss school. Luckily there's Jisoo, his twin sister, who can go in his stead. Hence, the crazy idea commenced. What will happen to the shy girl once she enter the exclusive school for boys?
genre : chaptered, romance, slice of life, highschool AU, gender bender AU
chapter word count : 1k words
“Boys’ school?” Eunbyul asked which made the guy nod. “Wait, Park Jihoo, you’re really going to send your younger sister to a boys’ school?” Once again, the guy nodded that made the older girl look at the younger girl they were talking about. Jisoo was just staring in wonder at how she got involved in this dilemma.
There are only two people left in their family now, she and her twin brother. It was nice for Eunbyul’s family to take them in when their parents died in a car crash when they were still in middle school. “It’s only for five months. I’ll just finish my training.” Jihoo noted while looking at the young girl. “Besides, it’s not like this was the first time that she’s pretending to be me.”
Well, that was correct. Sometimes, Eunbyul’s mom would even mistake the two especially when Jisoo cut her hair like Jihoo's. “But still, that is a dorm school. What if Jisoo gets caught?” the older asked, still worrying about the younger girl. Her unnie really is the smartest person there is in their family. Maybe because they're her responsibility now. “Yah Lee Haechan, say something.”
Eunbyul’s brother who remained silent the whole time shook his head. “Noona, shouldn’t Jisoo be the one who should react that way?” he stated logically then stared at the younger girl. “Don’t listen to the two of them. What do you want to do?”
Jisoo gulped, as expected of Haechan. “It’s only five months. I think I’ll help oppa.” The older girl sighed.
“Boys are animals, Jisoo.” Eunbyul claimed that made Jihoo snicker. “As you can see from them.” Haechan laughed which made the older more annoyed. “Yah Lee Haechan, you should take care of Jisoo while she’s at your school.”
Jihoo smiled. “See noona, there’s nothing to worry about.” Jisoo nodded at the sighing older girl.
Haechan argued with his sister that morning on whether she should come with Jisoo, claiming that it will just blow her cover. The older only sighed. It was nice that Haechan is somewhat matured that Jisoo trusts him. But the older one just gave her a worried look. “Noona, you sound like an eomma. Can you just please let go of Jisoo? She’ll be fine.” The younger said with aegyo that made the twins cringe in disgust.
Eunbyul just ruffled her younger brother’s hair. “Yah, just take care of Jisoo.” She said that made him smile while nodding. The older girl stared at the youngest of them and smiled. “You really look like Jihoo.” She complimented. What is she even worried about? She can definitely do this.
Once she stepped inside the campus of the academy, Jisoo felt her stomach churning. She’s now Park Jihoo, a guy. She has to live here comfortably to make it easier for her oppa in the future. “Are you ready, Jihoo-shii?” Haechan asked which made her nod. Is she ready for this? The first thing that she did was to look around campus, surprised to see a lot of students already. Why are they so early? “We have to go to the admissions office first and give your documents.”
Jisoo was surprised, why is Haechan so nice like this? Naturally, he’s the naughty type, someone who doesn’t care about her so it’s a total surprise that he’s helping her like this. Maybe because his noona asked him. Everyone knows how kind he is when it comes to his only sibling. So it might probably be it. “Op…” She was about to call but the guy looked at her in surprise that made her shake her head. “Hyung, I’ll be fine. I can file the documents alone.” She claimed while rubbing the back of her neck, surprised that her hair was cut too short. “Helping me would be kind of awkward.”
Haechan just nodded at her, pointing to where the office is before heading his own way. This is it, Jisoo thought, her first step to being her brother. She blew her bangs then made a fist with her hand. “Fighting, Jihoo!” She said to herself then held her luggage tight, walking to the admission office. It was nerve-wracking while heading inside, this is her first step in becoming Park Jihoo. “Just five months, Jisoo. You can do this.” She whispered to herself.
She was surprised when someone bumped into her while playing basketball. Two boys bowed at her and she bowed back. “I’m sorry.” One of the guys claimed then smiled. “Are you a transferee?” he asked that made her shake her head. “Then you must be a first year.” He said enthusiastically. “We’re classmates.” And Jisoo nodded at how excited he sounded. “I’m Park Jisung.” He introduced then pointed at the other guy beside him. “This is Zhong Chenle, he’s from China.”
Jisoo just smiled. That’s too much information. “I’m Park Jihoo.” Surprisingly, the admissions office is not that crowded. Maybe she’s enrolled late. After passing the needed papers, she bowed at the teacher and headed out, only to be greeted by both Jisung and Chenle.
“What dorm are you in?” Jisung asked and she showed her card key. “We’ll walk you to your room.” And even if she kept on refusing, he was adamant to make friends with her. What is with this school?
The school is really big, considering that it’s one of the most sought after schools in Seoul. Chenle opened the door for her and she was amazed at how big the room is. “Your roommate’s things are here.” Jisung noted. “You’ll probably occupy the bed upstairs.” He claimed that made Jisoo nod.
Chenle was busy with his phone when a certain notification was heard. “Jisung, Mark hyung wants us in the auditorium for orientation.” He said in complete hurry that made the younger nod. “Jihoo, you should come with us.” And he nodded although not sure what’s happening. Well, she just needs to trust these guys if she wants to survive in this academy.
#nct dream#nct dream x oc#nct dream chaptered#jisung#chenle#haechan#jeno#jaemin#renjun#mark#nct dream scenarios#nct dream fluff
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CURSED: CHAPTER FIVE
"Had I known how to save a life"
Kai Parker x OC!Mack Grace
Series synopsis: "We're both cursed, in a way."
We all know the story of Kai Parker, but he once lived in a very different life. Do you ever wonder what that life looked like?
Chapter summary: there’s a party
Warnings: ben is a douche, Kai is kinda sweet
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It had been about 20 minutes since they realised Nicole was alive and a lot had happened, Mack had broken into more tears and an ambulance had arrived. The fire engine had retrieved Nicole and she was on her way to the hospital, everyone else either stood around awkwardly in shock or heading home. Mack leant against a tree and sunk to her knees covering her face with her hands. She sat there for god knows how long. She hadn't seen Kai or Ben since the almost fight and she didn't particularly want to either. She looked up a someone cleared their throat.
"Need a hand?" Kai said - almost shyly - holding his hand towards her. Mack stared into his eyes but didn't move, before Kai sighed and extended his hand further. "C'mon Kenz, I don't bite." She carefully put her hand in his and Kai yanked Mack to her feet, pulling her close to him and whispering in her ear. "At least not unless you want me to." His hot breath fanned across her face and Mack looked away turning red. Kai stepped back and winked, backing away.
No matter the situation, Kai always managed to make Mack so flustered and it annoyed the shut out of her. Why? Why him of all people? Mack sighed, annoyed and walked towards Ben's car, before noticing it was gone.
"Need a ride?" Kai's cocky voice sounded from behind her. Mack threw her head back before looking back up and putting on a fake smile and turning to face him.
"No- yes. Please." She said quickly, a smirk breaking into Kai's face and he gestured for Mack to follow him. His unlocked his jeep and let Mack inside before going to his side of the car and climbing in.
Mack rested her head back against the seat and the tears suddenly fell. She was so close today, too close. Kai froze.
"You okay, Kenz?" You could slightly heat the concern in his voice. She clenched her eyes shut and pressed her lips together before turning to Kai and shaking her head. "Hey, hey. It's fine. She didn't die, it's not your fault, Kenz. It's that jackass you call a boyfriend." She nodded and he placed a tentative hand on her shoulder, not sure what to do.
"It's not fine, Kai." She spat through the tears, breaking down into even more.
"Shhhh, okay it's not fine. But it's still not your fault." He reassured her, before pulling her into his chest and wrapping his arms around her. The embrace was awkward at first, but they both melted into it soon enough. Kai's hand ran through Mack's messy hair and he rubbed her back soothingly, trying to make her calm again.
As the tears subsided Mack pulled away and wiped her now wet eyes before sitting back into her seat. Kai's Starr was still on her.
"You need anything?" His voice was unsure.
"Just take me home, please."
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The sun leaking through the slight gap in the curtains made Mack's eyes fluttered open. She groaned and rolled over, pulling the covers back over her head. But they were yanked back down straight away.
"Ah ah ah sweetheart, you don't want to miss breakfast do you?" The sound of Kai's voice from beside her made Mack shoot up and instantly look under the covers. Clothes were on. But they were not what she was wearing last night. She was in one of Kai's AC/DC T-shirts and her underwear. Shit. She looked to the side to see a grinning Kai laying over the covers with his hands folded behind his head and his ankles casually crossed. Her eyebrows pulled together as she spoke.
"Why am I-" Kai cut her off before she could get any further.
"In completely different clothes to last night? I thought you'd be uncomfortable in a wet suit." Kai's smirk was evident through the insistent grin.
"You saw me naked?!" Mack almost screeched with wide eyes, holding the covers over her chest.
"Maybe." His grin was now a full-blown smirk. Mack made a noise of disbelief before slapping his arm and scrambling out of the bed, trying to hold the covers over her half-naked body but failing. Her feet twisted with the dark blue sheets and her shoulder collided with the wall.
"Ouch." Kai mused through his hysterical laughter and Mack stumbled into the adjoined bathroom and kicked the door shut with her foot, shouting a muffled 'fuck off!' as she did so.
Once getting into the bathroom Mack instantly spotted her wet suit and bikini top on the floor. Mack double checked the door was locked before tugging the t-shirt over her head and putting her cloths from yesterday back on. A sudden knock on the door made her jump.
"You know, wet suits are uncomfortable. I could always lend you some clothes." Kai shouts from the other side of the door. Mack sighed and unlocked it.
"Really?" She asked hopefully, popping her head round the side. Kai thrust an armful of clothes towards her and Mack backed into the bathroom to get changed. "Thanks."
"No problem, you look sexy in my clothes anyway." Kai winked and Mack scoffed before rolling her eyes and closing the door.
A minute later she walked out clad in light grey sweats and another one of Kai's t-shirts, this was a black Nirvana one.
"Kai?"
"Yes, Kenz."
"Why am I not home?" For some reason Mack hadn't asked that question yet.
"You fell asleep in the car and I felt too bad to wake you so I took you back to mine." Kai said with a fake pout.
"You felt bad? Wow. Funny." Mack scoffed. "Wait. I slept in your bed, which means-" Kai cut her off again.
"I slept on the couch." He finished for her, flashing a smile of innocence. Mack's mouth was still open. She closed it after a second and frowned.
"Oh."
"You want a ride home?"
"I thought you said breakfast was ready."
"I did, and I lied. I just didn't know how you'd react to being woken up and I was bored." Mack rolled her eyes at Kai's words and picked up her stuff.
"Sure. Take me home." Kai stayed on the bed. "Please." He jumped up and brushed past her and out the door.
"Whatever you say babe." Mack stopped in her tracks.
"Babe? That's what you've resorted to now?" The disbelief her her voice clear.
"Well, you told me you didn't like princess, so..." Kai trailed off and grinned before continuing his was down the stairs.
"Where's Jo? And your parents?" Mack wondered as Kai locked the door.
"They're away for the week." He said simply.
"The whole week? Without you?" Mack pushed.
"I didn't want to go. It's some family thing - there's always something happening." He shrugged, getting into his car.
"Oh." Mack could've think of anything else to say.
"So I'm having a bunch of people round mine tonight, wanna come?" Kai asked with a smirk. Mack shook her head and tried to hide her laugh.
"I'll pass. Hanging out with you're lot never works out well for me." Mack snorted.
"'My lot'? What's that, Kenz?" Kai tilted his head questioningly.
"You know, the popular kids. The jocks and self-obsessed bitches that gossip and call themselves pretty." Kai raised a brow.
"Self-obsessed bitches who think they're pretty? What'd they do to you?" Kai laughed. Mack crossed her arms and scoffed. "That bad?!" He continued laughing.
"I meant what I said. I used to be part of that crowd, realised they were awful and graduating school was more important so I left." Mack defeated. All Kai did in response was nod.
"Here we are, babe." Kai pulled into Mack's drive and brought the car to a stop. She rolled her eyes but said nothing.
"Thanks." Mack said before getting out the car and walking into the house.
"Think about tonight! It's starts at 8!" Kai shouted before driving off.
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"Mack!" Kim shouted. Mack groaned and padded over to her door, flinging it open and shouting back.
"What?!" Mack answered with a bored voice.
"Ben's here! He's coming up!" Kim replied and sauntered off, letting Ben make his way up the stairs.
"Hey babe." Ben greeted as he walked through her door, placing a chaste kiss on Mack's lips. She cringed internally and turned away, plopping back down onto her bed. "Get changed. We're going to Kai's." Ben spoke.
"W-What? I already told him I wasn't going." Mack defended.
"Since when are you hanging out with Kai? And hurry up, we need to be there in 20 minutes." Ben's tone was demanding.
"He took me home last night after you disappeared." Ben rolled his eyes and folded his arms over his chest. "And I'm not just gonna up and leave because you tell me too." Ben's expression was over taken with rage.
"Yes. You. Are. You never go out with me and people are starting to think you're not into me. You're coming." With that Mack gave up, scared to anger her boyfriend further. She pulled some cloths out her drawer and put them on, discarding her pyjamas on her unmade bed and walking over to Ben. He pulled her into him, making Mack gasp, and brushed his hand over her cheekbone before trailing it over her curves and grabbing her ass. "Mmmm, you look sexy. I can't wait to tear this off you later." Ben whispered in her ear before intertwining their hands and pulling her out of the room with him.
As they pulled into Kai's drive Mack slipped out the car and waited for Ben, who wrapped his arm around her waist and led Mack to the front door. He knocked loudly and the door soon swung open, revealing Kai, who's head was facing away from them.
"Sure, just don't go in Jo's room - she gets cranky if everything isn't perfect." Kai shouted down the hall to someone in the house. Mack soon spotted the couple rush up the stairs and she put two-and-two together. "Hey guys." Kai greatest with a smile as he turned back to them, shooting Mack a subtle wink when he saw her and making her cheeks flush. "Come on in. Mi Casa es su Casa." He said, stepping to the side and holding his arm out as an invitation.
The couple ventured into the house, walking their way to the living room where around 10 of Ben's friends were sat with red solo cups in their hands all laughing at something someone had said.
"Ben! My man!" A guy called Mitchell shouted as he clapped Ben on the back, who was already smiling and greeting all his friends. The two found a place on the sofa, where Ben pulled Mack into himself further. Kai sat down on Mack's other side - not before handing both of them a drink and sending her a smirk as she looked his way. She rolled her eyes and turned her attention back to the girl sat on a bean bag on the opposite side of the coffee table that occupied the centre of the room.
"Who wants to play truth or dare?" She slurred slightly. Cheers hollered through the room and eventually everyone had agreed. "Okay, Matthew. Who's the sexiest girl in this room?" The girl started. Matthew surveyed the room, before his eyes landed on a girl Mack new as Sophia. He bit his lip, giving her a once over and winking.
"It's gotta be Sophia, baby." He called back and the boys laugh, Sophia giggling and blushing slightly. "Right, my turn." Matthew looked over everyone until he saw Kai. "Okay, new guy. Best sex you've ever had?" Kai shook his head.
"For-fit, give me the dare, dude." His ever-present smirk was still there but he looked sheepish, almost. Lots of 'ooooo's and 'that bad?'s came from the crown of teens.
"Okay, I dare you to take off an item of clothing." Matthew orders. Kai grins and pulls his t-shirt over his head, leaving it on the floor and sitting back into the couch. Mack felt herself keep giving his toned, bare chest glances and had to stop herself, instead focusing on the next dare. She missed the first part but caught the end of it.
"Courtney, I dare you to take off your panties and give them to the guy in this room you'd be most likely to smash." Kai said with an evil smirk, looking in the direction of a blonde girl who was wearing a short black skirt and crop top. Her cheeks flushed red and she stood up, removing her underwear and shyly walking over to a guy Mack didn't know the name off. Courtney placed the fabric in his hand before sitting back down, crossing her legs awkwardly.
Mack zoned out for a while, only snapping back to reality when she heard Ben's name.
"Ben, what's the dirtiest thing you've ever done with Mack?" One of the guys asked with a sly expression. Mack looked down at her hands and twiddled her thumbs, feeling everyone's gaze on her. She drowned out Ben's response the second she heard him start.
"Well Mack does this thing with..." she didn't listen to the rest. There was a chorus of cheers and 'no way!'s before Ben settles back into the seat. "Okay babe, what's your dirtiest secret?" Ben asked, nudging her side playfully. That I want to see Kai Parker over me, she thought instantly. She shook herself out of it quickly.
"Um, pass. D-dare please." She said sheepishly.
"Okay, I dare you to take off your bra." Ben said, kissing her cheek and winking at her. Mack leant forward, reaching around her back and unclasping her bra. She pulled the material from under her shirt and threw it on the floor. She heard someone shout 'the old Mack is back!' and everyone laughed, even her. Mack felt herself grow a bit more comfortable, like she used to be. She turned to the girl that started and asked:
"Okay, Tracy, what's your biggest fear?" Tracy refuses to answer. "Fine. Down 5 shots of the strongest alcohol Kai has in the house." Kai shook his head, grinning, beside her and pushed himself up, soon returning with some shot glasses and a bottle of whiskey. He set them out on the table and poured the shots.
Mack's attention was drawn to Ben who started kissing her neck, moving his hand to her inner thigh.
"Let's go somewhere a little more private." He whispered in her ear, pulling the girl up to standing. He held her hand in his, dragging her away from the living room and towards the stairs. As they turned the corner Mack caught Kai's eye, who looked almost disappointed to see her leaving with her boyfriend. His look soon turned to one of sympathy and Mack gulped, turning back to look at her boyfriend who wore a dark expression.
#smut#elena gilbert#image#images#stefan salvatore#the vampire diaries#tvd#chris wood#damon salvatore#kol mikaelson#kai parker fanfic#kai parker image#kai parker x reader#kai parker smut#kai parker#tvd fanfic
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(Loud pop)
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Lumine & Aether: (HAREM INTENSIFIES)
Childe: definetively bi. But would choose lumine if they could. AETHER MURDERHOBO ONII-CHAN CANON.
Venti: dont fucking ask how he tamed dvalin.
Ei/raiden shogun/raiden shotgun/baal/etc.: yae miko turned her gay lol 🥰
Yae Miko: CHAOTIC PANSEXUAL (kinda like my self-insert oc, but without the surprisingly high libido) (yeet)
Bennet: soft boi. Also probably in a (very gay honestly) relationship with razor. Yes its the tenderest sweetest thing ever and iT MELTS MY POOR HEART
Razor: he puts "wolf" while wagging his tail a lot looking at you like ⁰^⁰. Look at him hes SO CUTE. AND HES A STAND USER. LOOK AT HIMMM
Albedo: now that i think about it, they're probably aroace, and i mean in the "is not interested but not even against it. Hes too busy doing something else to be horny" way. Also they 100% have autism: Fear of destroying a country if they lose control? Isolationist but craves contact? Is basically W.D.Gaster?? DRAWING SKILLS??? Boi in italy you would have bonuses granted by Law 104 i tell you (yes that law is a massive meme here and i LOVE IT)
Kaeya: just really flamboyant. Ironic considering his Cryo element
Diluc: a mystery i tell you. Dude looks like he doesnt care. Heck does he even KNOW about gender identities??? Cause i know that he will respect pronouns and whatnot, since hes more worried about you paying
Zhongli: maybe gay???????questionmark? He just rambles way too long about the past (and that osmanthus wine thing was A ONE TIME THING and its still a meme) (leave his old arse alone fr)
Hu-Tao: trust me. Once shes done with you you will understand WHY she runs a funeral parlor. Girl is wacky i tell you
Scaramouche: aside from the VERY FUNNY HAHA "WE ARE NOT REFERENCING QUEEN IN ANY WAY SO NOW HES HYDRO LMAO" SITUATIOn hes in. I think hes the "im whatever gender makes you gay" thing. Which is funny because the INSTANT he isnt full topping he LOSES IT. Like dude wtf aether is still confused as to the noises you made that one time. What the fuck. Its somehow more bearable when youre insufferably smug cause THAT has meaning at least
Collei: amber
Amber: collei
Yes i ship them. Its yuri and its lovely.
Also collei straight up called inazuma cringe. Like holy shit girl you are too based
Fischl: okay "prinzesshit der götterfuckerung" can yOU PLEASE GET TO THE FUCKIGN POINT YOU WATERED-DOWN BETTER VERSION OF ASUKA EVANGELION?
Candace: CANDACE DI-
Thoma: straight and doesnt hate. If anything hes the matchmaker!
Yoimiya: too busy recreating the new years eve in naples every time something even REMOTELY worth celebrating happens. But honestly i dont think she would mind the gender (AKA: neither aro or ace, just really, really, REALLY fucking busy)
Ganyu: n ö p ü l l t ö d ä y . . .
SuSbedo: has definetively "fooled around" with the original. Which hey, now Albedo knows why people love his hair: they really are really soft and fluffy
Paimon: at least ONCE she fantasized about both aether and lumine. And when she figured out what people mean with "eating out"... apriti cielo as we say here in italy
Arlecchino: too ashamed from when I called them "undertale AU looking ass". IT WAS A COMPLIMENT DUDE YO ASS CRAWLED OUT FROM @jakei95'S XTALE AND YOU STARTED SLAYING CMON DUDE I DONT EVEN HAVE GENSHIN IM SO SORRY
Furina: has definetively fantasized about their personalities. Good lord girl get a life 😐🙏
Cloud Retainer: way too many people are attracted to her, she aro and probably ace because, well. She Literally Asks Wtf Is Wrong With You. STOP BARKING-
Baizhu: gay, but in a "orochimaru in boruto" way. On that note, they would be friends (baizhu didnt commit warcrimes but hey, snek fren :3)
Kazuha: trust me, he has been r i d i n g the canadian aether joke without the canadian and the joke lololol for a long time coming
Lyney: hes trying so hard to rizz the player up its unreeeeeal🤣🤣🤣 dude we get it you wanna fuck aether and SO DOES 90% OF THE FUCKING CAST
Lynnette: same, but shyer and for lumine. Also everyone really w a n t her
Beidou: has made girls realize they're gay WAY TOO MANY TIMES FR. She wouldnt mind a girl herself tho
Barbara: girl has Idol Problems. Like she doesnt get it at first and is like "THE FUCKIGN STATUE IS RIGHT THERE YOU (insert swearing) (on that note, get her away from alcohol holy shit how can such a cute thing repress so much ANGER and VIOLENCE)" but then she gets ir and is like "Ooooh... now i get it. Shit"
Rosaria: shes probably the reason why Girls In Nun-like Drip is a thing in r34. Fr girl 🙄
Tighnari: uh oh! Its the Internalized Homophobia~ (gay but will always deny it)
Chongyun: needs to control emotions or else he explodes
Xingqiu: the thing that makes chongyun explode (and hes way smaller than chongyun ifyouknowhatimean( ͡° ω ͡°))
KoKomi: so many KoK jokes like holy shit. Anyways if any girl were to have a schlong its her, beidou, or...
Ningguang: old wina aunt that just wants to lay down (on someone lol) (yeah she has loneliness problems)
Aloy: (gestures to the entirety of horizon zero dawn) do i even have to say anything?
Eula: wants vengeance
uhhh hcs for sucrose bennett and noelle?
ooh okay lets go
sucrose, lithosexual recipromantic demigirl (she/it)
bennett, aroflux homoflexible transmasc genderfluid (he/they)
noelle, pan lithoaroace cis (she/her)
wbu
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For the meta asks, 4, 5, 6, 11, and 13 if its ok! (citrus-selfinserts) for anyone you'd like! (if its too many its ok, whichever ones youd like from the asks!)
Thank you for these asks, @citrus-selfinserts ! I appreciate it. And sorry I took so long!
Source for Meta Self Ship Asks
4. who was your first favorite character when you initially got into your f/o’s source content? was it your f/o from the very beginning?
Seph & Cloud: So, it wasn't until Seph joined smashed where I really got into FFVII. At that point, Cloud and Sephiroth were my favorite characters. However, before I got into FFVII, I think Cloud was the only character I kinda liked.
Monokuma: When I got somewhat into Danganronpa, Monokuma was my favorite. However, during the time where I was still just watching my brother play through the first game, I did kinda like Byakuya the most—out of the students—at first.
Stubbs: Oh, yeah. Stubbs was, and still is, the man.
5. if your f/o is from a series, were you into the source content from the start or did you come in later? if you came in later, what was the most recent release when you got into it?
Seph & Cloud: Came in way later. The first thing I had ever played which was FFVII related was the Remake. Even then, that's been out for a while.
Monokuma: I came in much later also. I'm pretty sure the 2nd game was already out for a while.
Stubbs: Also came in way later. The original game came out on the Xbox in 2005! I was only about 3 years old! It wasn't until the re-release on PS4 last year that I finally played it.
6. if your f/o is from a series, which episode/movie/game/book of their source content is your favorite?
Seph & Cloud: I know I say Advent Children a lot for these two, but they're both just so good in it.
Monokuma: I know I've mentioned that his voice from the games is my favorite, but I still really, really liked him in the anime because of how funny he is visually! Like, man, they did a good job with animating him doing all these wacky stuff which couldn't have been done in the original games.
11. do your friends/family know that you’re into the content that your f/o comes from or do you keep this interest to yourself?
Okay, just as a heads up, I'm about to go a little heavy with the details here.
Seph & Cloud: My family all know just how much I love these two. Even my mother! She is still somewhat learning their names, but she is able to recognize them sometimes! Although she once thought that Naruto was Cloud, lol! (We were in some Japanese store in a mall when there was a Naruto keychain, and she called me over, saying "look, it's that character you like") She's gotten better, though. More recently, we were in a bookstore when she saw Cloud on the cover of a FFVII Remake Ultimania book. She again called me over saying "it's that blondie you like", lol. We didn't end up getting the book, but I was still very happy that she recognized Cloud.
So my older brother actually knows that I'm in love with Sephiroth, but I don't really talk about my feelings for Seph with him anymore. He's not homophobic at all, but I myself have always been sorta struggling with feeling normal about my sexuality. Sometimes I feel confident, but occasionally I feel embarrassed about it. It comes and goes, and as of right now I'm in my more self-conscious phase. But what really sucks though, is that he doesn't know that I selfship with Seph. And I don't think I'll be telling him any time soon. Like, he has two "waifus" of his own (Aqua from KH, and Lucina from FE), but he's kinda a jerk towards people who make OCs/self inserts. Him and my oldest brother are both the type of people to call us "cringe" and all that. It's honestly because of them that I still sometimes cringe at myself when self shipping, even though I know I shouldn't. (Sorry for all the negativity! Aside from all that, my brothers are usually nice people.)
Monokuma: Oh, yeah. My family knows I love this bear. I have a Monokuma plushie which I take with me all over the house. My mother jokingly hates him because of how evil he is, lol. Like, she's always playfully threatening to slap/throw him (the plushie) away, lol. (I'm serious when I say "playfully" because we're both smiling and laughing whenever this happens.)
Stubbs: Yep. Everyone knows I love Stubbs. Especially after cosplaying as him throughout October and Halloween. I even had to tell my older brother—the one who knows I'm in love with Seph—that I love Stubbs non-romantically just to clear things up, lol.
13. do you have a favorite line your f/o has ever said?
Okay so with the term "line", I think of "voice line" rather than just a quote. So with that, I'll pick something which they've actually said, fully voiced.
Seph: "Tell me what you cherish most. Give me the pleasure of taking it away." -video
Oh, man. When I rewatched his Advent Children fight with Cloud a day or two after he joined Smash Bros, my heart swooned so hard, lol. I was quite literally just like that one Norman meme:
Lol.
Cloud: "I think I'll pass." -video
Okay, so Cloud has A LOT of cooler/more iconic lines than this, believe me. But there's just something I really like about this one line from KH1. To me, it's like a less rude version of his catchphrase "not interested". Therefore, I imagine him saying this more with me. Meanwhile, for anyone else, he'll gladly just say "not interested" as blunt and rudely as usual. Idk, it's just a small detail I love to imagine for myself.
Monokuma: I hope this counts since I'm picking one of his laughing voice lines. Not his iconic "puhuhu" laugh, though. I'm picking the one where he just laughs maniacally! The one where he goes more "bwahaha", lol. Out of all his laughs, that one in particular is my favorite.
Stubbs: Since he rarely talks, I'm picking the brains speech he gives in a somewhat secret cutscene in the game. He literally rallys up a group of zombies and starts giving a speech before they attack a farmhouse. Throughout the entire speech, he's just saying "brains" though, lol. He says it with different emphasis each time, as if he were actually talking, and it's all just so silly/funny to me.
Okay, that's all the questions. Once again, thanks for sending these! And for reading!
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I've experienced this in person and I think one of the really important takeaways I got from it was that they will think you feel the same about the characters too, including a shared sense of "aliveness" which makes this sort of "justice" normal. Like, if they rearrange your funko pops to display the "correct" ship formation, that it will upset you, or cause you to understand exactly what they're feeling and get it.
I have a Rey and Finn set of figures from somewhere who were hanging on my shelf and I had to endure months of a postcard of Kylo Renn wedged between them because it was Upsetting for them to hang out together on my shelf, and if I moved Kylo I had to Endure Actual Tears.
I am a very empathetic person and it hurts me to make someone cry so I pretty much just left my room in a weird shipping dynamic I don't understand for months during the early pandemic :'D But the only thing I felt was "oh boy I had better not rearrange them back to their normal hang out because it will Cause Drama" and not "OH NO MY SWEET BOY FINN CRUELLY COCKBLOCKED BY THE VILLAIN KYLE" because they're figurines and they're just hanging in here because I like the characters and it makes me smile when I look at them.
Someone who feels this way about characters does not just smile when they look at them. Any avatar of their being on this physical plane IS them, represents the entirety of their being, and a slight on them is literally an insult to the character, who is presently manifest in their icon in order to receive the slight and to be in that emotional situation as a real person until this problem is addressed. As far as I understand it they have a wholly complete internalised version of the character to call on at any moment, who will react in character to situations, and this reaction feels real enough to be as close to seeing your blorbo hurt in canon. And this is involuntary.
I'm not saying that these people from the compilation ought to have had their wishes addressed and other people bend to their whims, because they have all overstepped boundaries in a major way that looks really cringe, and ought to be corrected on this and encouraged to separate creators and other fans and other fan creation from their personal version of the blorbo and to feel they have their internal canon, which is not a wider representation of what All Interations Of The Character are currently feeling.
But I feel like I should stand up a little for the fact that these people are very much feeling this pain not actually on a personal level in the petty way I might grumble someone's reading my blorbo wrong so if I were to send this message I would truly be acting ridiculously and due contempt for going out of my lane, but as if a dear friend/loved one/partner/themselves but seen externally are being hurt or slighted, and it genuinely hurts the appropriate amount.
And while I really don't understand and also in the time I was in the proximity of someone who felt this way about characters I was having a dreadful time of handling it, being the sort of person who will pick up a blorbo, go "ha ha stinky boy" so I was almost unable to discuss anything without it becoming the most emotionally wrought conversation of my life (one sided), I do feel like we shouldn't be piling on to mock people who are this attached to their characters. My personal life lesson that I am incompatible to open my mouth in their presence aside, we should be kind to people who are this invested because it's obviously doing a lot of emotional support work for them and at the very least, cringe compilations of people emotionally reacting in really weird ways about characters aren't that funny.
(Oh, except the person who expected to be allowed to just steal art from someone and asked permission first in the weirdest moment of entitlement ever? That person is very worthy of contempt. Art theft is always immoral :'D Also to go back to the original post, taking someone's OC from them is obviously something only the Thought Police can do and thankfully they have no jurisdiction on tumblr.)
not submission. I really hate the "My OC, my rules" thing. Cause like, no? Just because they are your oc doesn't mean you can do whatever you want with them. If you want to make your oc suffer and not like them get help, you deserve to lose rights over them. Especially if you only do that stuff to purposely trigger people. Once you do that, your oc no longer belongs to you. they belong to the public who will take better care of them instead
Making a comment to get this to post.
#girl help I am not a therapist#I have not discussed what happened to me over the early pandemic much#but I am a very different person than pre-pandemic for different reasons than most people XD
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