#i think it’s bc i got (very minorly) hit and something in my brain clicked that like. i am not infallible
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oh wait i have to do stuff tomorrow ☹️
#i have to wake up at like 9am..#and i’m stayin up late#i just am hanging out w friends but also i don’t think i know some of the people going#and i will prob have to drive on roads i’ve never been on THATS SO SCARY…#i literally hate driving with my entire being#i think it’s bc i got (very minorly) hit and something in my brain clicked that like. i am not infallible#like i’m not the best driver ever i don’t have a ton of experience but even if i DO do everything perfectly. i can still get hit#not even that scared about dying mostly about it being A Whole Thing. like awkward. or me missing school. an Ordeal#god that one time i got hit was so embarrassing man literally was so awkward it was traumatizing bc it was so embarrassing#yeah so now whenever i drive i genuinely CONSTANTLY feel like i’m doing SOMETHING wrong#and i CONSTANTLY feel like i am going to get in a crash at any second#driving stresses me out so fucking much#and i actually liked driving at first but my brain has just completely flipped on it#some kind of trauma response probably idk. i don’t like thinking about it but also i think about it a lot anyway bc i drive a lot#well anyway. i think the route is not too scary hopefully. but i will probably get lost when i get there#bc we’re meeting at a really huge park and idk where in the park we are meeting
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