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vanyafresita · 1 year ago

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why can't a boy take a break from the horrors ? oh, must i always suffer this way ? is there no end to this madness ?

#<- had to deep clean its bedroom and decided to take a 20 minutes power nap that became a 3 hours existential crisis depression time #everything is laying around on the floor and for the life of me i cannot get up from bed to clean it up #i found a bunch of boxes filled with stuff from when i was suicidal in highschool and it hurts too much to look at it #but i cannot bring myself to throw them away bcs these are the only things i have that certify that i was Alive at that time #ive no photos of me no nothing apart from these notebooks filled with gore drawings and fanfiction about characters killing themselves lol #how do i make peace with who i used to be when that person brings me such sadness....#im so sorry ivan i should have treated myself better im doing my best nowadays !!!#u get to turn 18 ! and 20 ! and 25 ! and soon we're turning 26 and youre so much happier and content in life #its not all good u still are depressed and cant talk to people but ure much better than u used to be #i think of teenager me and how he thought i wouldnt make it this far... and when i think about my future and how i wont be able to make it.#i think... actually i was wrong once and i figured things out #i think i can do it again....#and i will !!!! by all gods that i dont believe in i will !!#vanya strawberry flavored

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batcavescolony · 8 months ago

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Katniss is such an unreliable narrator. She says "Then something unexpected happens. At least, I don't expect it because I don't think of District 12 as a place that cares about me" girl you deliver strawberries to the Mayor, you hunt and trade for the district, when you fell at Prim being chosen someone caught you, when you went to Prim people parted for you, when you volunteered EVERYONE stopped. Idk how to tell you but I think you're a pillar of the community.

#katniss everdeen #the hunger games trilogy #the hunger games #primrose everdeen #hunger games #batcavescolony reads the hunger games #suzanne collins #'now it seems i have become someone precious' NOW? GIRL BFFR you're their hunter girl #and this isn't negative just bffr girl #your WHOLE DISTRICT did the three finger salute that you yourself says means admiration thanks and goodbye to someone you love and on top is #old a rarely used. your WHOLE DISTRICT decided in that moment that they needed to bring back this sign of respect for YOU #...................................................................#idk why some people are thinking i mean this as negative i don't she is unreliable but its not intentional. like when Peeta heart stoped in #CF she doesn't know what Finnick is doing at first cus she doesn't know off the top of her head what cpr is. she also thinks Peeta after the #reaping is acting for the cameras. he isnt we dind out later his mom basically told him Katniss was gonna win and he would die. obviously #shes not doing it on purpose shes just for lack of better words uneducated? as in she doesn't know everything shes not omnipotent #so when Plutarch (? second games guy) shows her his mokingjay hiden watch shes like *wtf that's weird?* then the people traveling to #district 13 show her the mockingjay cookie and explains it and she then goes on the difference between his watch and their cookie #and why does eveyone act as if district 12 is as bad as the capital? they CANT help Katniss and Prim in the way you want. they cant give #them food. none of them have any! and im not putting iton Katniss but they hid they needed food so they could stay together. it sounds like #some of you are in this our world mentally of what people do after a loved one dies (brings food constantly checks on them etc) district 12 #cant do that. they dont have food and they're all suffering. you cant give someone food when you have none to give. then theirs the fact #that peeta DID help. Peeta buring the bread and tossing some to her then taking a beating from his mom is a HUGE thing in the books.#he used his resources to help her like you all said someone should.#district 12 DID (rip) care about Katniss before the hunger games. why do you think she was allowed to hunt? or how her trades were good #these are the little ways 12 can shows Katniss they love her. but again Katniss doesn't see this and YES its because she had ptsd before the #hunger games as well. i swear some of you make it seem like d12 was all living a life of luxury and glaring down at Katniss.#other things that show Katniss is in hight standing with at least her people of d12 is her dad was known enough through d12 for peeta dad to #comment on his singing along with his commenting on her mom. also her mom is a healer in the community. yeah her parents arnt the top but #of d12 but they are/were definitely high staning in the Seam.

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chaichai-draws · 1 month ago

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Personally I think that Telemachus permanently and irreversibly changed Athena for the better, more on that at twelve

#I’m sorry for the WORST possible quality pictures and sketches #but they’re fr all I can think about #wisdom saga is where I live now #epic athena #epic telemachus #epic the wisdom saga #epic the musical #epic the musical fanart #sorry to do meta in the tags bug #I think the idea that telemachus’s friendship might have turned Athena into the person she got upset with Odysseus for being #would be delicious #also if you see any inconsistencies in character design or clothes no you didn’t #can’t wait to be able to digital again holy fuck

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stemmmm · 3 months ago

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more people gotta try this shit where bill has not improved and will not change but he's just chilling so its fine probably. its great

#gravity falls #billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #gf nevermind all that #is this really for that? no but if its post canon bill on earth then it may as well be. makes it nice and easy to find later too #reread tbob because we just got our own (nicely water damaged) copy and i was like. i dont draw him cute enough #i will continue trying to do better #anyways stanley you are a butch woman. stanley transition now you dont even have to do anything youre already perfect #its just about the intent #every time i drew him for the last one all i could think was oohhhhhh my god you are a dyke. to me. please #in other news are there any burned out pushing-30s out there who havent drawn in years? i gotta say. i really gotta say.#get mentally ill about something its great. preferably alongside a few other people that you can use to create a perpetual cycle of insanit #gets you drawing again in no time and it feels great

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saphushia · 5 months ago

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btw. i made this quick guide of some of the natural size and proportion reference points in the human body. of course this all varies even irl, and you can stylize however you want, so ymmv but thought it might be helpful for some folks.

#you can also see a bit of how i sketch the shapes of the torso. little bonus ig lmao #again. this is not a 'you have to do this' guide this is just 'here's smth that helps me so maybe it'll help yall too'#tips #i think that's my tag for this stuff? idr

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hinamie · 2 months ago

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happy gojoday to all who celebrate

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #gojo satoru #jjk gojo #jujutsu gojo #satoru gojo #characters need to stop being born in december ive only got 2 hands and only 1 of them can hold a stylus #i will b so real i fully did not plan on drawing anything for his birthday but then as with most things gojo i went sigh fiineeee #and then i desecrated a designer item for jjk purposes as u do #thank u versace 2022 pre-fall letterman for your service and for having red blue And purple u rly helped a gal out #in other news forget sukuna honestly if im his barista im killing him im spitting in his coffee and then im killing him #i held back bc /i/ didnt want to draw a massive drink but u kno that tag wld b longer than the gd cup #anyway kinda different style aka i lined again after weeks of painting which youd think would lose me time but its sm faster #id forgotten i can b fast when i want to im so happy ive still got it in me 2 finish a draws in a day #looks at the week spent on megumi's upcoming bday piece........cries #anyway hbd goe joe my feelings 4 u r complicated but u r very fun to draw and for that i thank u

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cometblaster2070 · 27 days ago

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i'm making myself laugh thinking about this but I wholeheartedly believe madame morrible absolutely HATES the thought of glinda and elphaba being together like the mere mention of gelphie would probably send her into immediate cardiac arrest and it's not even because she's homophobic or anything I just fully believe she dislikes glinda so so much she's just like this is absolutely NOT happening in my house.

glinda and elphaba are having their gay ass moment and she's like "I sense a disturbance in the force; the wind is telling me those fucking lesbians are at it again."

like IK this woman hates to see glinda's fruity ass coming for several reasons but first and foremost I believe it's because she's so fucking ANNOYED by how much elphaba loves and cares for her, like this pink bitch is throwing a wrench in her plans just by EXISTING and being herself.

and she can't even really do anything to glinda because it'll make elphaba upset and she really can't have that so she just has to sit there and be like

#wicked #wicked 2024 #shitpost #my hand slipped oh no #madame morrible #glinda upland #elphaba thropp #gelphie #imagine being her for a second yk #like that scene just before the ballroom scene where elphaba comes to her #asks her to include glinda in their classes #and threatens to QUIT if she doesn't do it right that instant #and you're there like girl wtf???#i thought we hated her why are you up in her ass rn???#do you think she saw whatever sort of horrible homoerotic tension they had going on during loathing #and she was like yk what this is fine i can deal with this im sure this won't lead to anything #and cue elphaba banging on her door at 2am #i would've taken a bottle of aspirin and gone to bed like BYE #can't deal with these damn lesbians again #i just KNOW she was cursing glinda out #also again madame morrible's plan hinged on elphaba being so starved for love and approval she'd do whatever she and the wizard wanted #BUT WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN SHE GETS LOVE AND VALIDATION FROM SOMEWHERE ELSE #LIKE THIS WAS NOT ACCORDING TO PLAN #WHERE DID THE PINK LESBIAN COME FROM???

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lazylittledragon · 11 months ago

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if i had a nickel for every au spawned from twitter that i SWORE i was going to be normal about

#i'd have like. five. which isn't a lot but IT KEEPS HAPPENING #stranger things #platonic stobin #steddie #steve harrington #robin buckley #eddie munson #here we go again boys #i've had this floating in my head for a Minute and i was like #nah i'm not gonna do it #maybe i'll anonymously write a fic #but no we're mombin posting on main #i think on twt we agreed it's a 'what's the worst that could happen' situation #platonic co parents can be so so so personal #also i have One more stobin wip and then bg3 again i swear #when i have a baby i Will be putting my giant black wings on beforehand #they have to know what kind of family they're coming into #cw pregnancy

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hawberries · 2 months ago

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whew! this drawing thing's kinda hard, huh? i'll try to get back into it! anyway here's kaveh

#in my feeble defense i did have covid for at least one of the weeks i spent not drawing #I THINK I CAN DO IT AGAIN THOUGH. IM GOING TO GET BACK ON THAT HORSE #genshin impact #kaveh

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o0kawaii0o · 3 months ago

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"I've been thinking of a new recipe lately.."

#can you tell I'm struggling to come up with dialogue #march's and balor's came so easily to me #I think I'm pausing on the FoM marriage candidates portraits for now #want to do smth else to spark some creativity again cus I'm feeling stale #fields of mistria #fom reina #fom fanart #o0kawaii0o

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chloesimaginationthings · 5 months ago

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These clown animatronics in FNAF wild as hell..

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brainrotcharacters · 6 months ago

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the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.

#i can't believe i'm saying this #DEADPOOL CAN GET IT #Logan I'm sobbing I understand why you lunged at him #I would too bestie #it's the sass for me folks #paint that car white as much as they painted it red my god #a deadpool thirst post? from me? more likely than you'd think #this is a branch in realities i know it #i've never had Feelings for this motherfucker until this movie #all i'm left with is anger now because WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME #camera crew could have just made it landscape but noooooo they had to do a medium shot of this son of a bitch #i'm sending an especially affectionate fuck you in ryan reynolds' direction #i love how you love deadpool #deadpool #wolverine #deadpool and wolverine #wade wilson #logan howlett #poolverine #deadclaws #don't get me wrong i've always adored deadpool's personality. nobody's that hilarious and not have humongous balls i mean trauma.#but i've never went 'why he kinda' until this specific shot right here #@ camera crew why the fuck did you zoom in? WHY?#for me? well it's infuriating #do it again #gif is credit to the owner #30 tags aren't enough for me to dismantle how this shot made me feel. tumblr you gotta update #damn tumblr i'm tryna feed a village here #guys just find my other post

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kaahmbem · 5 months ago

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legend has it that the young witch circe and the once beautiful nymph scylla shared a complicated past...

#art #cirscylla #that's the ship name i like for them best anyway #circe #scylla #greek mythology #welcome to my greek mythos yuri #DOOMED YURI #circylla #epic the musical #do i even tag it as that? i think i should cuz epic is the reason im so into greek mythos #jorge said we might get a spinoff about their backstory and im insane over that #i know it's probably going to be about how circe loved that one guy but still a girl can dream #this is them but younger! before circe turns scylla into the horrific man-eating monster that even poseiden fears #there's just so much potential here #consider a younger and much warier circe landing on the island for the first time after being outcasted by her family for her magic #and she meets scylla there who back then is a much happier and playful person #enemies to lovers to enemies again #i don't know if they ever make it to lovers or if they were only an almost #they're about to have the worst breakup in greek history #im rambling in tags MY BAD

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turtletoria · 4 months ago

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i wanted to try drawing older Mabel and Dipper !

#gravity falls #mabel pines #dipper pines #artists on tumblr #tbob #not gonna lie im not too sold on these designs so i may change things later if i ever wanna draw them again #i was looking at their old character designs and concept art for inspiration #mabel lowkey looks like a fashion mess but! i think its in character so whatevvsss #also firm believer that they both have glasses. mabel doesnt wear contacts bc she likes fun frames + contacts are too uncomfortable for her #dipper doesnt wear contacts because hes too busy for contacts and he can never put them in right #also took some insp from kristen schaal. alex hirsch. ariel hirsch. jason ritter for them too #also. i know dipper is shown to be a STEM-y kid but i firmly am a believer hes a STEM enjoyer in the service of art. like the fanfiction #writer thats studies physics or chemistry to get a certain detail right or something. or the entire futurama writers room lol #like i do think he wants to make documentaries or shows abt the supernatural or whatever #and mabel helps out with the adventuring :)#kind of like buzzfeed unsolved in the golden era of youtube #turtlearts

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cherryfennec · 7 months ago

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Summer Times

Hi! I'm finally back from my two week abroad trip!

#i hope everyone is doing well!#ive gotten quite a bit of asks these past two weeks and i apologise for being so silent with art #i didnt bring my laptop with me and didn't have the proper environment to set it up even if i did so i couldn't really draw #i want to properly answer questions and make lore posts with more than just text so i hope you can forgive me #everything is going to be answered in due time #all my art projects are also getting completed and i really hope you'll like them because i think they're pretty cool!#for one instance im learning krita to make a bad end au themed animatic #if im successful i might even get to make an actual short episode one day which would be cool i think #once again thank you for the support despite my abscence #super mario #super mario bros #smb #luigi #mario #princess peach #mareach

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hinamie · 1 month ago

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恵 ; "blessing"

12/22: consider this piece my love letter to a character who has become so near and dear to me and who has inspired so much of my artistic growth this past year <3 happy birthday megumi, your name becomes you ⊹ ࣪ ˖

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #fushiguro megumi #megumi fushiguro #jjk megumi #jujutsu kaisen fanart #when i tell u i worked on this piece for 7 days for 12hrs/day i am not exaggerating #i wanted to pull out all the stops i wanted this to be a full showcase of my skills #i was worried abt the angle bc birdseye/lookdown angles r always tricky and looking at it a month later i think i wld change some stuff but #overall i'm just so satisfied the background the flowers the colours #which btw the flowers KILLED me the rosary KILLED me his entire hand and sleeve area had me like why did i do this #but it was worth it it's all for him everything is for him id do ANYTHINg fr him do u understand me do. do you. do u understaND #if all i can offer him in tribute is art then u best bet i'm not gna cut corners #if that means hand rendering each individual turquoise vein and jade bead and paper fold then that's what i'll do #hbd again megumi u truly have become my muse <3

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