#i tamed a tyrant and ran away x reader

[loeh]

From the moment he saw your portrait, his life began to change in ways he could hardly understand. At first, he attended the auction out of obligation. He was indifferent to the event until he saw you, captured in a frame, almost lost among the other items on display.

You didn’t stand out at first. Your beauty wasn’t the kind that demanded immediate attention. Yet, when the bidding for your portrait began, he found himself compelled to participate. Was it boredom? A reckless display of wealth? He couldn’t say, even to himself.

The moment he brought your portrait home, he placed it in his room—an odd choice, one that puzzled him. It started as a mere curiosity. What was it about you that had so many people interested? Why did you look so serene, yet so stern?

Your gown, with its deep crimson velvet, was a masterpiece of craftsmanship, clinging to your form like a whispered secret. The intricate lace on the bodice gracefully embraced your delicate shoulders, while the silk train flowed like liquid fire. It was mesmerizing, yet it was your expression that truly captivated him. It wasn’t one of joy or contentment, but of solemness—a quiet command that demanded respect and obedience.

Each night, as he looked upon the portrait, he became more obsessed, wondering who you were, what thoughts filled your mind when you posed for this image. It was as though you had reached out from the canvas, drawing him into a world where he couldn’t escape your gaze, a world where he was slowly losing himself to an obsession he couldn’t explain.

His curiosity had become an all-consuming obsession. The more he stared at your portrait, the more he needed to know about the woman who had captivated him so completely. He scoured records, questioned merchants, and chased down rumors, but for the longest time, his search led nowhere. You seemed to be a ghost, a figure lost to time.

Finally, after what felt like an endless pursuit, he encountered an elderly man who claimed to know your story. The man spoke with a somber tone, revealing that you were once the Crown Princess of a proud and flourishing kingdom. But tragedy had struck when your father’s own brother, betrayed the royal family. He committed treason, igniting a rebellion that tore the kingdom apart.

Despite being outnumbered and facing overwhelming odds, you stood as the last line of defense. You took up arms, leading the loyalists in a desperate attempt to save your home. The man recounted how you fought with unmatched bravery, refusing to yield even as the kingdom crumbled around you. But in the end, your efforts were not enough.

The last anyone saw of you was during a fierce duel with your once loyal knight and lover on the edge of a cliff. Some say you were killed in that final battle; others believe you vanished, your fate a mystery. The man who recounted this tale was none other than the head butler of your kingdom, a loyal servant who had witnessed the downfall firsthand.

Through further questioning, he learned that after your supposed death, your uncle’s reign quickly fell into chaos. The kingdom, once thriving, could not withstand the internal strife and soon succumbed to external wars. These conflicts were so devastating that they effectively erased the kingdom from history, leaving nothing behind but forgotten ruins and faded memories.

The more he uncovered, the deeper his obsession grew. You were no longer just a figure in a painting; you were a tragic heroine. The thought that your story, your life, could be forgotten by time haunted him. He felt an inexplicable connection to you, as if understanding your past could somehow fill the emptiness he felt within himself.

In the end, his search led him to a humble barhouse where you, once a Crown Princess, were now reduced to serving as a maid. The sight of you, stripped of your former grandeur, struck him like a blow to the heart. How could someone of your noble stature have fallen so low? The injustice of it consumed him, feeding the obsession that had taken root within him.

Determined to restore you to the glory he believed you deserved, he decided to take matters into his own hands. He married you, forcibly and without your consent, convinced that he was saving you from a life of indignity. To him, this was an act of love, a twisted belief that he was doing what was best for you, even if you couldn't see it.

He impregnated you with his children, two daughters who became the center of his world. In his mind, he had found his happy ending—a life with you by his side, a family that completed the vision he had constructed in his obsessive heart. He had given you back everything you had lost, or so he thought.

But you, despite everything, continued to resist. You sought every chance to escape, your spirit undimmed even in the face of his control. You spoke of how you didn't love this life, how you longed to be free from the gilded cage he had created. To him, your words were incomprehensible. How could you not see that he had given you everything? How could you reject the life he had worked so hard to build for you?

In his eyes, your ingratitude was maddening. He had rescued you, loved you, given you the children he believed would bind you to him forever. Yet you still sought to flee, still spoke of a life you wanted to escape from. To him, it was baffling—shouldn't you be more grateful? Shouldn't you love the life he had crafted for you with such care and obsession?

But in his twisted perception of love, he could not see the prison he had built around you, nor the pain he caused in his relentless pursuit of a happiness that was his alone.

Maximillian Ashet, Dylan Sean Blathe, Anastacius de Alger Obelia, Dion Agriche, Cruel Harte, Rezef Hill, Eros Vasilios, Callisto Regulus, Ahin Grace, Theobold von Baden Mismarck, Noah Wynknight, Abel Heilon, Prince Escalus, Luciano Valeztena

[honestly-oceanie]

Marked me like a bloodstain || the dangerous ones edition + some additionals

Synopsis: drawing something on them

Warnings: if you are in a relationship where you are scared of your own significant other, leave the relationship already before it becomes more difficult. A romantic relationship must have mutual respect, trust, comfort and security with one another, it is not always about the butterflies and blushing.

《Dion Agriche, Jeremy Agriche, Rezef Hill, Dylan Sean Blade, Eros Orna Vasilios + two additionals | gn!reader》

{Supposedly fluff♡ | ▪︎imagine/scenario▪︎}

The Way To Protect The Female Lead's Older Brother

Dion Agriche

🦋 You decided to do this for no apparent reason. Or you just wanted a reaction from him.

🦋 You asked Dion for him to hand you his arm, he stared at you first as if questioning you why... now you really started to regret asking as his sharp gaze was rather uncomfortable.

🦋 Before you could retract your request, Dion reach his hand out to you without a word, indicating that you may do as you please. It took you awhile to process his action but you chirpily did as you initially planned. Using the pen against his skin.

🦋 You proudly showed him your artwork and explained it to him knowing that he definitely does not understand it. He just nodded then ruffled your hair before leaving. Now you're left wondering if this was even worth it at all.

🦋 Meanwhile outside the door, Dion stares at the doodle you did on his palm. It felt weird having the pen's ink on his skin though it did no much harm on him except painting some part of his skin black, he certainly won't use a pen as a weapon as he deems it useless.

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The Way To Protect The Female Lead's Older Brother

Jeremy Agriche

🦋 "You will do anything for me, right?" You asked your boyfriend and he nodded vigorously.

🦋 You asked him to sit still and closed his eyes and Remy followed you obediently. He could feel something poking on his cheek that seems to have a liquid substance but he didn't dare peek as you haven't told him to open his eyes and he trust you with his life.

🦋 After you completed your drawing, you let him open his eyes and you pass him the hand mirror so he could see it. Jeremy's eyes widen as he sees what you have done, he takes a close inspection of it.

🦋 You're growing anxious and scared, had you crossed Remy's invisible line? You had always been free to do as you please with him as he allows you too that you forgot about boundaries. But before you knew it, he tackles you with a tight hug and started showering you with kisses, he tells you to do it again. After both of you are satisfied, you ruffled his hair as you professed your love for him, grateful that he still allows you to do things.

🦋 Remy won't mind whatever you want to do with him as long as you do it within the confines of his safe and private room.

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The Villainess Is A Marionette

Rezef Hill

"Prince of Eldyme Empire"

🦋 You've been so bored out of you mind these past few days, you can't talk to anyone unless you want them to be gone, your servant's changes almost everyday depending on their loyalty to their master, whom is your partner, Prince Rezef.

🦋 Kayena does visit you at times to keep your sanity intact but not for too long, for some reason Prince Rezef just knows when to interrupt.

🦋 Since you pretty much have no one but him then he should be your target right? He doesn't want you to rely on anyone but him then so be it.

🦋 You ordered your current personal attendant to call for him, after a few Rezef finally came and told the servant to leave you alone. He then sat down beside you and asks why you called for him, you told him that you wanted to spend some time with him and asked him to give you his hand and he didn't hesitate, glad with your willingness and obedience.

🦋 He was quite amused when you started drawing on his palm. He knew you like art so much, maybe he should give you an art room as a reward for reciprocating his love. After you finished, you gave him a kiss on the cheek and thank him for his cooperation, you tried to be as lovely as you could with him to avoid upsetting him and might get yourself killed

🦋 He gave you that prince charming smile again and told you: "Anything for my princess." As he kisses your cheek too.

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I Tamed A Tyrant And Ran Away/ The Taming Of The Tyrant

Dylan Sean Blade

"The 13th Prince"

🦋 Dylan had receive losses in his life, first his mother, next his master, and now he obviously won't allow the same with you.

🦋 As the ink of the quill pen that you are holding spread across his skin, it reminds him that you are still there. As your warm hand holds his arm to keep him steady, it assures him that you are a real existence and not just a fragment of hallucination of his fever dream.

🦋 Soon you completed your work, Dylan kissed your palm that once held the quill pen previously. He swore to you in his heart, anything you wish upon, just order him at your will and he is eternally at your service. That is if you reciprocate the same loyalty to him.

🦋 He'll do anything you say as long as you stay and don't run away.

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Your Throne/ I Want To Be You, Just For A Day

Eros Orna Vasilios

"Crown Prince of the Vasilios Empire"

🦋 As the assistant of the Crown Prince, it was customary that you will meet other people, yet however, the Crown Prince seem to disagree. For some odd reason he likes to keep you to himself, he normally doesn't allow you to meet other people, which you're actually glad about as you don't like to socialize anyways.

🦋 Today is unfortunately an exception, you are forced to be a part of a meeting. You know it's going to involve a lot of people but you didn't expect it to be this many. Your social anxiety is getting the best of you, you're really really trying your best to seem normal as possible. Still, you can't help it when you fidget.

🦋 You subconsciously started swinging the pen that is in between your thumb and index finger. You didn't notice that the point touches the Crown Prince skin as you swing it.

🦋 Eros suddenly grabbed your hand, forcing you to a stop. You flinch at the sudden contact (hopefully no one noticed), you turn to look at the Crown Prince beside you. He put the meeting to a halt and asked everyone to scram.

🦋 After all others had left, he turned to you, his hand still holding yours while his other hand held your jaw. His gaze on you was so sharp and intimidating you couldn't face him at all so instead you looked down and there you saw what you had done.

🦋 Your nervousness and shock was completely visible to Eros who laughed at the sight. It wasn't helpful at all, you know what kind of person your boss is and it made you feel scared of him, already overthinking of what may happen to you, yet Eros only calmly stood up from his seat and held your jaw stronger, making you look up at him.

🦋 He merely told you to calm yourself first before you return to his office. With that, he patted your head before leaving you alone with your thoughts.

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2 Additionals 《Callisto Regulus, Cale Henituse》

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Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess/ Villains Are Destined To Die

Callisto Regulus

"Crown Prince of the Eorka Empire"

🦋 Since you had nothing to do, you decided to go annoy your partner. As you arrive in his office, you just slam open the door and there, revealed your peacefully sleeping partner resting on his table with his arms as his pillow.

🦋 But you weren't just gonna stop there just because he is sleeping. After closing the door, you approach the table Callisto is sleeping at. Your eyes comes across the pen that lays beside him.

🦋 Grinning evilly, you pick up the pen and started doodling on Callisto's face. After some time, you notice his brows furrowing, indicating that he was going to fully awake soon, so you place back the pen from where you found it to avoid suspicion and skedaddled before you get caught.

🦋 Callisto stretched his arms that he used as his pillow. Finally getting the motivation, he stood up from his seat and decided to walk around a bit, as he walked past a mirror he noticed something and stopped on his tracks, he walks back to the mirror and saw his face now covered with doodles.

🦋 There is only one person that he allows to enter in his office without needing permission nor knocking and that person is most certainly the culprit of this. But he needs to wash his face first.

🦋 Callisto finally found the culprit, reading a book at the library as if they hadn't done nothing at all. A dark shadow looms over you thus you couldn't read properly anymore, you were going to scold whoever it was yet it turned out to only be your partner, Callisto, who was smiling back at you.

🦋 I suggest you sleep with one eye open tonight, he warned, and you were obviously gonna take this advice as you know very well what was gonna happen on your beauty sleep.

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Trash Of The Count's Family/ Lout Of Count's Family

Original! Cale Henituse

🦋 You and Cale have known since you were just little kids, you two had grown with such a strong friendship, you both were unseparable and unbreakable.

🦋 Lately you've been noticing that things have been a little different between you and your great friend. You both had barely spend time with each other not even trying to check up on the other. You've been busy with your duties as the heir of your family, and Cale busy doing his own stuff. Even when you both happen to cross paths with each other, he acts as though he doesn't notice you at all. Today however, he couldn't turn around anymore.

🦋 You were sitting on the tree you and Cale had claimed as your own, accompanied with leaves dancing with the wind as you compose poems on your newly-bought notebook yet you feel so uninspired. Your heart couldn't help but feel restless as you began to comprehend the growing distance between you and Cale.

🦋 Had you done or said something insensitive to him without realizing? No that couldn't be possible, you're aware of topics that are deemed taboo to Cale. Is it because you haven't spend a spare time with him? But Cale is knows how you are busy with your duties and you did promised to him that if you had the chance, you'd take a day off with him. Is it because you hadn't checked up on him? You know how reckless he can be yet miraculously he can still stand on his own two feet. You trust him a lot to know that he'll be fine though you still feel worried about him everytime.

🦋 And speaking of the devil, there he is, standing beside you with wide eyes as he didn't expect to face you today. You grab his legs and forcedly plop him down beside before he could run off, you are on top of him with your hands on either side of his head to avoid him from escaping. While you are determined to bring back the bond you both once shared, Cale's face is almost of the same color of his hair, he is extremely flustered from the position you're both in, if anyone could see this they would surely misunderstand.

🦋 You confronted Cale and he explained to you that he just didn't want to bother you at all, you sighed in relief, you thought you had done something wrong to him. You moved back to the place you were originally sitting as Cale finally gets to sit down properly.

🦋 You fiddled with the pen you were holding, then suddenly you remembered a memory from your childhood with Cale. You indicate to Cale for him to give you his hand and he did, wondering what you were gonna do but didn't dare ask. You started doodling on his wrist, a stickman and a stickwoman both holding ice creams.

🦋 "Is this–hmm... is this suppose to be us?" Cale guessed, you nodded cheerfully then asked him if he still remembered that day, and he cracked in a fit of laughter remembering that time you both tasted ice cream for the very first time, your reaction was most amusing.

🦋 The sun had already set to let the moon shine for the night, yet none of you bothered as you and Cale were too busy remembering memories you both share since your childhood up until now.

🦋 Who would have thought that happiness can be cut short that easily. Those laughter that you should cherish fades into mere memories. It was only yesterday but today is a new day, and new day can come new beginnings.

🦋 You didn't expect that your friend who just came back to normal, is not him. Your friend you've had a strong bond with, is not him anymore. Your friend you grown to love, will never be him. But is it really over just like this?

🦋 Same bodies but different souls. Can you really not be happy with him anymore? Are you really gonna lose this friendship? Could there really be no bond that may form at all? Is it really impossible to fall in love with the new him as he is? Or will you still cling to the hope for him to return as he was?

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Honestly, Oceanie

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[veaaxela]

moriarty the patriot x charlize ronan fem! Au

Yooooooo can anyone make an au out of this?!?!?

[death---dealer]

Chimp Mosh Pit. ( Noa x Human! Reader. ) Part 10.

*Bad Ape voice* ohhhhh noooooo.

Title: Chimp Mosh Pit. Fandom: ( Kingdom of the ) Planet of the Apes. Rating: T. ( Violence, weapons used, Ape Aggression, mentions of blood, intense moments of being on deaths door step. Good luck. ) Pairing: Noa x Human!Reader. Words: 7.1K+ Summary: Remember when you said Death brought new beginnings? READ THE SERIES HERE.

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There was one thing that was clearer than the river Noa and you enjoyed time and time again as a peaceful offering between Echo and Ape. Something that ran through the land like splitting opinions, slicing its torrent edges against an already weak sediment, taking advantage of the submission of dirt and claiming it as their own with a flush of moisture; a fighter in its own way that was never known to either of you as you thought it to be tame, soothing and gentle like the Clan itself. The Eagle Clan were not combative. Surely, there was the juxtaposition that they inherently were from being Apes, more powerful in countless other aspects than just strength to their Echo counterparts. 

But Noa knew --- at least he tried to convince his racing mind, the tenderizing of his flesh from another fist ghosting over his rib cage for a moment as if the male Ape were lost in the time that floated between then and now, scattering memories of your gazes, your hands near his own, the red seeping from his nose, the snarling of teeth flushed with his gargling saliva and iron-tasting blood…  Noa needed to remember how it felt to be pulverized in order to learn, in order to garner attention from you, sending a spiral of fear to radiate down his entire spine, down to his legs where he told himself he needed to keep standing and to not run away. 

What… If he never did? What if he never got you to look at him with those eyes that said more than anything that was ever said before? 

Your scent was still powerful, rising and falling into his nose like you were basking in front of him on a hot day, your chest wildly adorned with sweat as he watched a few droplets fall beneath the bridge of your breast, obscured by fabric as you flashed him a smile that was undetectable, your eyes knowing that he had been watching the delectation of moisture build up against your skin, feeling so envious that it got to caress you in the ways that he wanted to, how Noa yearned to leave a trail of his own spit morbidly against any crevice you would let him sink into.

The Clan seemed such a tack-note to him, shame rising at the idea that he’d let them burn it down now if it meant he could run towards you, to find where Soona had taken you, just to bargain against your unconscious, emotionless face… Wake up for me, please… I let you go once, I will never do it again… 

All you need to do…

Was.

Wake.

Up.

For me.

From his travels with Raka and the other Echo he had experienced, having to defending himself against the likes of a Bonobo who had many more years of experience, having to stand up for his Clan who considered him not worthy of the title Master of the Birds, it was clear in the way they looked at him compared to his Father, Noa needed to remember. How often he wondered if he’d ever set a standard like that with his own hands, with his own mind but it seemed impenetrable until he came out victorious once and he was suddenly engorged with power he didn't know how to yield, and having fought a Tyrant King only to burden a crown twice as heavy.

But, he thought back to it and looked at Anaya next to him, sharing an all knowing glance of self-preservation, knowing they were both on the same wavelength, a sure fire way to know that they were born within a blazing sunset, they shared their feelings without having to verbalize, they emoted their consciousness by sharing a stare, nothing more, green digging into more green that in itself, held the answer to everything, held the fire that was needed to come out victorious. In unison, they both looked back towards the threat. 

This was a fight intended for two Apes and a group of six Echo, their weapons unknown but surely tucked away, disguised and waiting, bloodthirsty for the moment where they got to taste flesh and bone. Anything - Noa’s eyes flickered against the horse, anything there, tied to the rear of the animal in the bags it carried heavily against it side sadistically, the dangling of a dagger against the female Echo in the forefront for his vision, it was placed on her chest, wrapped around her neck like a piece of ceremonious jewelry, flashing Noa to think of the necklaces his Father wore, so mild in their design, but so powerful and spoke words that did not need to be spoke. His stomach turned.

Anything could be used against them, Noa knew but was his mind able to comprehend such details in the midst of a fight? Would his instincts finally rest themselves against his diaphragm so he could fight to defend what was his?

Noa felt a subversive and uncomfortable notion resting inside of him, something that consecutively played against his greatest weakness and years of self-deprecating comparisons to his Father - He felt confident. Something that made the bile rise in the back of his throat, and no amount of swallowing was going to get it to go away so he opted to growl towards the male in a display of power, in a way that told him that he was going to adversely rip the very emotions off his face and hold them in his hand as a victory, blood spearing against Noa and marking him a capable Leader of the finest order, a monster in all regards, tongue sweeping over sharpened canines as he’d beam at the crunch the Echo body would make upon impact on the ground. 

Such gruesome thoughts flashing before him that he couldn’t get out of the forefront of his vision--- Your eyes swollen shut, mouth ajar with bloodied saliva falling from it, the fragile bob of your head, Noa wanting nothing more than to take it into his hands, flashing him back in time to the moments when you complained about your neck being sore after sleeping weird --

Such thoughts tangling with the aggression in his beating skull were all he needed. He knew Anaya could do this, there was no lack of confidence in his friend being more agile and a bit of a showoff at times and he was aware that it was a brilliant tactic to use in a fight against already intelligent Echo’s who probably had their own aberrant plan of what they were going do. 

Noa was an intellectual fighter, using things available to him instead of brute strength, something that rested uneasily in the taut muscles of his body, not fully used to the potential he wanted but that was more due to strength never needing to be used extensively in hand-to-hand combat.

He had--- His leafy gaze caught eyes with the female and he felt his mouth drop at the pure malice that dripped from her darkened irises as she stared right back at him, like a black queen on her throne she pierced down at him from the saddle of her horse. Noa had played his nature as an Ape once before, something that should make him a good fighter along the tree of life, and it cost his Fathers life and half the village, the countless that were lost then and then more that were lost in the aquatics when Mae blew up the dam holding back water.

Chimps… Could not swim, his hands grazing against bodies in the water as he tried to fight for the rest of them, knowing he had caused deaths in himself and in others. He’d lost Raka to the same force of nature, he had lost many of his Clan, and he was bargaining now inside of his mind how many could be lost by another element as he caught wind of the smoke blowing from the torches the Echo’s held, getting a mouth full of a disgusting tweed from the hut that had already been set on fire. 

Once again, he thought to himself and drew a hard breath in through his nose, the Eagle Clan were peaceful Apes - They never had a reason to fight other Apes, let alone an Echo pack. He was smart - that was the only confidence that was seeping from his pores, the rest of the notions were all superficial and ungrazed, unused and made Noa want to hunch in on himself near his Fathers grave and apologize once more for not being able to stop the infliction of destruction.

Dilated green eyes, eclipsed like the moon that beckoned in on a scheduled basis in the sky, sank into the male and tracing any lines of intellect that he was able to detect. There was nothing for him to analyze there, his mind racing at the prospect that were were some Echo’s whose eyes were unreadable - Unlike.. Noa’s hand balled into a fist before relaxing again at his side, waiting to sign to Anaya that it was time. 

Unlike your eyes. 

Noa’s hackles rose upon his shoulders at the scope of them captivating his own in a wild dance that he didn't know the steps to, breathing more rapid fire than before as he prepared his body, the muscles rippling from the aspect that he was more than likely going to get hit, leaving an undertone of uncomfort to lift in his mind along with the fur of his body. Noa’s fingers flexed at his side. 

‘Go.’

Anaya was the first to lunge forward, all four appendages ripping at the ground below and tearing Earth a few inches into the air before it collapsed back down, sad against its comrades as it had been destroyed. Tearing through the resistance of the air without a reserve, teeth bared and a large growl. Noa - Stagnant for a moment watched, entranced, envious that Anaya was… Not scared. 

So many times he was even scared at a ladybug that once crawled onto his forehead and fluttered its tiny wings against his leathery skin. Absolutely carnage, he managed to take down the female Echo’s horse with such ease kicking the legs out from under its weight with a skid against the dirt, Anaya’s fur delicately traced with sediment now on one side from the audacity of the action itself. The animal itself pained and Noa felt a shred of empathy for them as they hit the ground, straggling along with the Echo that went down with it. Without reserve, the provisions on the back of her horse, strapped so tightly, were scattered, a testament to just how hard his friend had hit. 

The animalistic abomination Anaya had in her hair has his long fingers tangled in, giving way into leverage as he began dragging her through the dirt, her hands reaching up to struggle against it as her feet splayed outwards in some desperate way to get him to stop, skirting the heels of her worn boots into the dirt that was imprinting her scraped body, bloody screams taking hold into the air as Noa sensed Soona’s return as she began the proper evacuations of the Eagle Clan with assistance from his Mother as the flames of the one hut tore itself against the flush field around the Colony and had its set gaze on the large embankment of huts that surrounded the Eagle Enclosure and the towering nests of the families.

Noa tired to focus on the situation at hand, knowing that the two female Apes would do what they could to get everyone out in time with the help of the Elders. He couldn’t find it in himself to worry about that in the middle of a fight. Noa turned his focus to Anaya once more and felt salivation hit his tongue at the primal intent that the Ape was displaying. It was like there was utmost satisfaction paid towards Anaya’s curiosity to the extreme of what it felt like to hold such power. Hard to bring down other Apes, easy to take down Echo’s and all their fragility. 

Noa snapped out of his self-doubt at that moment when he touched base on… That’s how it must have been for you, struggling to fight against a beast whose strength was going to tear you apart, the twigs that ended up in your hair, smearing blood and dirt into the finer details of your face and hair, your screams… Wondering when it was going to end, when the blunted weapon that knocked you unconscious would take your last breath.

Noa… Hated himself that you ended up like that, gargling on your own blood, your eyes unable to see what was happening to you as you scraped your hands in front of you in a last ditch effort to save yourself from being killed. 

He’d kill them just for looking at you, that thought radiating and taking hold of all of his senses, the tips of his fingers tickling himself in excitement, his breathing hard and fast through his nose as Noa yearned to do nothing more than to bare his teeth. The Ape would wait for that - Until this man was under his foot, pressing him down into the depths of the Earth itself, to burn under Noa’s weight as he crushed his rib cage first, hoping the bones would fall inwards and puncture his lungs. Only then… Would he smile at them. Give them the satisfaction of knowing that they had played a game against an Ape who wanted an eye for life. Not an eye for an eye, otherwise Noa would just beat them to a bloody pulp and let them leave.

 He was going to kill the Echo just to seek some revenge, knowing that the guilt of letting you leave in the first place was more of the reason he was fighting. For every cry you gave, he imagined some towards Noa himself, some towards the heavens as you begged for it to end, to be over so you could fall asleep and never recollect the terror you had been through. No one, Noa growled, his chest broadening in strict possession and acute aggravation. No one would lay a hand on you again, no one would make you cry out of anything other than exhalation or pleasure, those only reserved for Noa. He twisted his neck, the muscles primed for him and he peered at the prospect in front of him.

The large Chimp, primed to look bigger than usual by the swagger of his shoulders in conjecture with the muscles of his biceps, took a step forward, toes digging hard into the ground as he began to drive himself forward with intense and scrutinizing leverage, staring straight at the male in front of him, knowing now that he was not going to take the same route as Anaya by taking down the fragile horse first. Noa was going to go straight for the source of the problem itself.

Yes, this female Echo, thrown against the side of another hut out of the corner of Noa’s vision as Anaya brought his fist down directly onto her sternum, had to have been what happened, he was sure of it, falling onto all fours, the Echo male touching the holster on the right side of his body in anticipation. He may think he was fast, but was he faster than Noa? The question tickled the back of his mind and he wanted nothing more than to get that answer to soothe that intent of knowledge. 

The lunge he took forward was disgusting in all descriptions of the word, Noa felt like his teeth were going to shatter themselves into tiny shards inside of his mouth and he’d be forced to swallow them all in a nice grit. The shout - It was something that Noa himself found terrifying, not recognizable to his own ears as it tore through the entire Clan, captivating a few other Apes in their escape, including Anaya who looked over at him for just a split second, blood now falling from his mouth as he had torn into the female Echo he was working on, directly into her throat and tore it clean out of her body, the muscles being spit out and discarded wildly to now be coated with dirt as it rolled onto the ground.

Licking at it, he looked down at her with vicious intent, praised at himself and sought his next target, the other female, who having seen what happened to her fellow Echo, only peered in fear as Anaya drew closer, the color leaving her body as she went to grab a blunted iron staff from the hold it had against her back.

Noa’s body slammed against the male Echo without reserve, taking him down to the ground below and kissed the palm of his hand in a smear as Noa’s hand forced him down eat dirt, trying to control the struggle the horse found as they were knocked off balance, legs flailing and Noa wanted to break them all in a way to get the unabashed movement to stop under him. He relented that control, feeling the sick twist of Echo skin under his calloused touch as the male he had his fingernails dug into grunted, but did not fight back.

Noa shouted at them, right into their ear in a bid to get them to do something against him. Where was the satisfaction in killing an Echo when they did not fight back? Flurried eye contact was made with the other male a few meters away, Noa crushing the skull of one and peering right in front of him at the other, canines showing themselves only once now in a warning to him. He’d kill him if he came any closer.

He’d rip that beating jugular right out in the name of the Eagle Clan itself. No one hurt him, no one hurt his Echo, no one hurt his Clan, his people and sanctuary. Coming down harder, his entire weight pressed down on the male he had under him and Noa skirted him enough away from the horse, the male's feet mimicking the actions of the horse almost down to the tee to completely render the flailing useless as they managed to get onto their feet and run off. 

Thunder hit the male Apes ears, Anaya frenzied from his tussle with the female looking up at the sound he had only heard once before in his life. Noa’s eyes glancing up at the completely clear sky, save from the dancing twinkles of the stars as they joined the moon on their nightly ventures. No clouds… Noa grunted, collapsing first onto his knees as he tried to salvage his balance but found himself unable as if gravity itself were failing the very concepts that held items to Mother Earth. He fell forward, hard as a bellow of dirt encapsulated him, drifting downwards onto his fur. With his face pressing into the ground, Noa ripped a growl straight from the depths of his throat, mimicking that same noise he had heard only moments ago in a display of fevered intensity, swallowed whole by agony pilling itself in the forefront of his mind. 

His eyes almost admired the way that his blood, slick in nature by the saliva that was coating the redness itself, dribbled off his chin and onto the ground below, creating a mixture of concrete from the only hit that Echo managed to get onto his face on the way down from the toppling horse, not even noticeable in the moment to the Ape as adrenaline tore away at his pain receptors. Where Noa landed was hard and cold as the night that encased the trees of the landscape and instinctually, he was quick to get himself up before but faltered and collapsed again. Dirt ran into his mouth and stuck grossly to his tongue, trying to swallow it down was pained in itself. 

There was something lodged in his shoulder blade, near the tendon itself that felt like it was ricocheting to the left and right at a quickened pace, breathing with the air that he was taking into his lungs and Noa convinced himself to slow that down before the very muscles of his shoulder came into the open air as it felt that they were going to snap themselves apart and counteract upwards. Specifically the right shoulder as inflicted, rendering it mildly useless in the scape of things. What was an Ape without their most valuable weapons, fists? 

Noa hadn’t seen what hit him, and when he looked towards the spot on his shoulder inflicted with panic setting into his chest, causing his breathing to pick up as he shouted out, there was nothing there other than the seeping of his blood, mixing into the already darkened nature of his fur, trickling down through the finer parts closer to his skin, down his bicep and soon to encase his outer forearm. His arm shattered as he attempted to put in weight on it, yelping in defenselessness as he crashed onto the ground once again.

The Echo… in front of him. Noa bared his teeth against the ground. He had a weapon. Something Echo. Something… His green eyes forced themselves to drag upwards, only catching the gleam of something metallic and black in the Echo’s hand before it was put back into the side pouch against his skinny hip. 

There was no way that he’d miss an arrow or even a spear. Too big, the momentum would have been torn to shreds by the vision that was granted to him in the sake of defense. Noa cried out, yelling at himself to get up as more of his blood seeped onto the ground below his usually broad body, torn into itself in this moment as a thrust of agony ran through his entire right side, all the way down to the elongated nature of his spaced out toes.

The disgusting smell of his own blood hit his senses, cascading around the back of his mind in a relentless call to pick himself up and to continue fighting. He--- Noa cried, pressing his forehead into the dirt and giving himself a ceremonious kiss to the Earth in a bid for her to help him stand. He couldn’t…

Teeth gritted together, the sound dulling out the screams of the Eagle Clan as another flame tore through their trenches. He closed his eyes for only a moment before reopening them to find Anaya. Anaya… Noa wanted to whimper and get himself up enough to crawl over to his friend, unconscious having taken a blunt hit to the side of his head from the female as she was now rising to her feet, wiping her mouth of blood and looked at Noa directly, admiring the wound on his shoulder that glimmered wetness.

Noa wanted to grasp him, to pull him closer and to tell him that he was sorry, that this was all of his fault… The demise of their clan, years of generations, years of culture and traditions, were now soaring free in the sky as their Eagles took off from the Enclosure in search of sanctuary elsewhere. Some followed their owners, others cried in desperation as their owners were unable to be detected in the absolute frenzy. Green irises finally rested against fire as it brought its flames upon the perch of the Eagle Enclosure. The wood, sap and rudimentary but sophisticated building was engulfed without remorse, a strangled cry raked his entire body. No… No… Noa tried to move forward, slumping his body in an unnatural contort as his feet pushed his upper half against the dirt, now mixing with the soot and ash of devastation. Not again. NOT AGAIN! His forehead pressed against the ground as he began shaking, his muscles falling in on themselves and without warning, Noa’s back was crushed downwards, stopping all his movements by the male he had begun this fight with. 

All breath left Noa’s chest as he felt the back of his ribcage explode with misery as it was pressed beyond its abilities. There was a sharp snap as he took another breath in, the entire weight of the Echo being placed, a boot imprint leaving itself on the back of his fur as the male finally relented and sought to crouch down next to Noa. 

“Can’t even fight like a damn Ape,” He spat, reaching around Noa’s forearm, upwards to his bicep and tore the band that laid there right off, hopeful that maybe there’d be some fur that was with it as a trophy. Another one destroyed, another step in the right direction. Noa wheezed, unable to breath but managed himself to look towards the man who began playfully sipping Noa’s arm band on his pointer finger while the other raised up and wiped under his nose, taking in the adornment of red against his flesh.

“You got a few good hits, gotta give it to you.” Rations of liquid seeped into Noa’s lung the moment he was kicked onto his side, the pressure of the movement rounding his entire being into a state of pure shock. “Watch your little town, Ape. Watch it burn to the ground and know that we’re gonna take back this godforsaken planet by any means necessary. And your little pet? She’s still alive somewhere in the woods. I think I’ll find ‘er.” Noa’s eyes widened as tears began physically falling from his eyes. Rare for a Chimp, but not impossible. You--- No…

He grunted to say something but nothing but a gurgle took hold in his throat as he spat out a bit of blood. 

“Make sure she knows I destroyed everything she fought to hide from me, her poor little cries. Wouldn’t tell me where you were, she’s quite a fighter.” A smirk. 

Eyes twitched in a desperate plea to fight more but Noa was unable to tangle himself into any sort of stance other than the sweeping of his gaze against the village, Soona looking at him from across the field, before tearing her sight on Anaya who was still unconscious. She was panicked, it was evident and she didn't know which to go after. Anaya, or Noa.

Growling, she handed a baby Bonobo to Dar as they were still evacuating into the woods and chose Anaya. Drag him away, get him to safety and return to help Noa. Her feet were fastened, she needed to be quicker than the breeze that ran through the desolate Eagles in the sky before Noa was killed. Noa understood - He’d have done the same thing, he thought pensively and let his eyes shut. 

“I really tortured her to get her to just tell us where your lil’ monkey clan was, should have heard her scream.” Swiping his teeth with his tongue, he held his hand out as the other male came forward and handed him that same metallic and black weapon. Noa’s eyes widened in recognition. He had no name for it now, he couldn’t recall in the moment if Mae ever told him what it was, if he was ever told what it was by anyone in the village. The stocky and short shaft of the item pressed against Noa’s head, cold.

He’d seen what it did to one of Proximus’ followers. Whatever projectile this flung out was stuck in his shoulder. Whatever was inside was going to throw Noa into the darkness where he was going to remain.

“Such a waste of screams, honestly. If she had just told us where you were, she’d probably be more alive than she is now, my friends here really did a number on her when she tried to get onto her horse to warn you.”

Squeezing his eyes shut now, Noa heard Eagle Sun's distinctive cry coming from above. He was ready. You were out there, teetering on the line and would succumb, Echo’s were a lot more fragile and the hits he knew, without proper care immediately, were going to cause extensive damage and you’d give up despite being stubborn beyond belief. With his actions, the whole of the Eagle Clan would be lost. With his last breath, just a whisper to the Eagles above and to the Apes in the surrounding forest. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to protect you. 

Noa reached out a hand and let his eyelids flutter open for a moment and he felt your grazing fingertips against his palm. He reacted as such, bringing his fingers in slowly to hold onto you. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to protect you. 

Thunder. Multiple splits like the sky were opening up for his departure from the Earth.

Noa drew a deep breath in and expected to open them to nothing but a wilderness of white as he was torn away from his conscious body into oblivion. Something, something… Slowly, eyes opened to peek at what was beyond death. Was he going to see his Father? Koro? 

He sobbed lightly at that, flooding his vision with tears. He wanted to… He wanted to apologize to him for all of this, for being so weak and for… Not being the Son that the Master of Birds deserved. Noa wanted the embrace of his Father’s hands against his face as they were brought together to kiss foreheads and he wanted him to know that he fought with all he had, how was he meant to be predestined to win against the ardent use of unfair warfare used by Echo’s who saw them as nothing but threats?

Noa sobbed again, this time harder when there was weight suddenly thrusted on top of him, harder than he needed and crushed his ribs even further into his body. 

Noa swore to the heavens now that… He’d heard your voice. Soothing and calling for him. You were there! In the deep midnight and you were telling him to come join. That you’d forgive him if he just opened his eyes and looked at you. The weight was taken off of him, the last adornment before the sweet kiss of death, an Eagle perched atop him, came in with intent to take him under their wing. Yes… He wanted nothing more than your hands against him, his back falling flat onto the ground as he peered into the night sky, the stars drawing him in through the rush of moisture in his eyes that obscured the finer details. Take me. My Echo… My… Beautiful screaming Echo.

“Noa, you ne-need to look at me.” Ah, your voice again and he found himself tilting his head into the caress that your hands suddenly had on his head, blood drawing his line of vision for a moment as you smeared it against his cheeks, a bid to get him to keep his head straight instead of lulling to the side in defeat. 

 “NOA!” Digging your knees into the ground, you tried to ignore the sensation of absolute ripping coming from your calves that you had managed to tie into a tourniquet to get the bleeding to subside with the dull leather of the belt you had. Grime was dug deeply into your fingernails, a silent prayer to the landscape that you just transferred your body against, at least fifty meters of terrain, hard and unforgiving under your weight. A want to defend what was yours to the bitter end. If you fell on the way there as death knocked on you, then fine, so be it, as long as you made an effort to try.

You had woken up alone after hearing the vaguest of ‘sorry’ from Soona as your head was delicately placed against the ground. Not that you could blame her once realization and horror dawned on you at the sight of a dim fire consuming the woods near you, you’d have done the same thing. Gone to protect your own people instead of a lifeless Echo who meant nothing. 

Your hands had torn the male you had shot away from Noa, watching as the bodies of the other Humans lay bare in rapid succession as you impressed yourself with your remarkable aim with swollen eyes, only able to get yourself planted on the ground long enough to actually pull the trigger of the gun that was thrown against the ground as soon as the bullets were spent.

Had they been paying attention, you beamed at yourself for just a moment as you collapsed back down and made your way towards Noa, using your forearms to scoot yourself as your legs were ultimately rendered useless now after trying to stand on such a sustained injury, you had taken one of their primal weapons and tucked it into the waistband of your pants when they had attacked you before.

Stupid Echo, you joked and let a chortled cry radiate through you as you tried to garner Noa’s eyes into your own, your hands caressing the sides of his face, sweeping over the indentation of the bullet into his shoulder.  It was like he was in your own head saying it now as you cried, your tears falling onto his face into a mixture of salt and iron. 

Stupid Echo always leave most vulnerable spots open. 

How you hated that he was right… Fingertips trailed against the fine wrinkles around his nose that were less prominent than they usually were as he was not holding himself conscious. “Noa, you need to wake up, I can-can’t carry you on my own, I don-don’t know where Soona went or where Anaya is, I can---” You tapered as a cry hit your throat at the idea that you were too late and that he was going to be unable to come to, unable to help you. 

Glancing down at your mangled calves, you came to terms that you were going to need to use the torn apart muscles there to get him dragged away from the fires that were rapidly consuming around you. Please, please… You told your legs, please just give me enough to do this and you can take me to death's door step after… Please… 

“I need to save him…” You verbalized, words thrown in on themselves with agnostic punches of air as you were unable to find it in yourself to calm the rapid rise and fall of your shoulders. 

Noa reached up, grasping your forearm for only a second before it dropped onto his chest. You scrambled, gasping as he finally coughed under you, his eyes trying to bring themselves into focus, you dug your hands into the fur lining his face and brought your forehead in towards his own, kissing only for a second in a flurry. He was alive, you brought your eyes to squeeze shut and force the tears away as they were now mixing disgustingly with the mud on your face. “Noa, you need to get up.” That was said against his lips, your face so near in proximity that you appeared cross-eyed. “Echo.” “I know, they---” You brought your face down and pressed it into his chest above where his arm now rested, only pulling back once he winced at the sensation of you being so close to him. I-- Couldn… Couldn’t… Stop them… They…”

Noa’s eyes finally fluttered fully open as he coughed aggressively, blood slipping out of the corner of his mouth that you wiped away without hesitation to cup the side of his face once you pulled yourself from his chest, tucking an arm under his neck to keep him leveraged so he wouldn’t drown on himself. “This… all my fault, the Clan… Yo.. You’re so hurt… I tried they…” 

“(Name).” The sound of your name from him rocketed your senses back to reality instead of pitiful groveling like you had been. His eyes were no longer open.

“Yes, it’s me…” You whispered, your fingers drawing themselves against the wrinkles of his face once again as you braced him against you, slickness smearing itself onto your clothing without reserve and in some sick twisted way, with his blood now seeping into your skin, this was the closest you had ever been to him. You always wanted to touch them, touch his face, but not like this.

Early morning after he took you for the first time would have been the preference, your hands lightly tracing what you had wanted to seek for so long… Something in you hoped that your touch alone was going to revive him but you knew that to be wishful thinking but it persisted when you dragged your fingers down towards his mouth and traced the lines of his lips. Say my name for me, say anything for me…

You tried to hold his head just a bit more, “Noa you need to get up, we need to get out of here before the fire comes. I--- I won’t leave you here again, but you need to help me.” A promise was made in that moment as he willed himself to try, his shoulders moving rather loosely as you tangled yourself into him, prepared to take the full force of his weight against your shins. 

“Soona---” “I th-think she’s-helping the Clan---” Noa let out a thunderous roar this time, regretting it immediately once it left his body as he slumped back once again and you were forced to catch him before he racketed onto the ground again. “SOONA!”

It felt like moments later, she was there; Soona’s eyes frantic as she looked at you, amazement clearly there that you were not dead where she had left you. Only a moment of an apologetic glance as you whispered to her, “I-I can’t lift him on my own, he’s--- I need to get him away from here to get the bullet out of his shoulder otherwise he’s going to die.” 

You were remarked on your ability to speak so clearly, chalking it up to the fact that you were face to face with death anyway and the adrenaline was causing the muscles of your jugular to pound crazily, your heart running itself away from the idea that he could die from the wounds inflicted on him. “Please.” You needn’t bother with formalities, Soona wanted to tell you as she dropped herself next to you, fixating on your legs and their physical state. “I know you can’t carry both of us. Get him out of here, don’t worry about me anymore. I-I’ll get myself out of here, I’m quite a crawler.”  It was a joke meant to lighten the mood as you felt the heat of flames against your back, “Crawled all the way over here by myself.” To say goodbye.

Letting your hand rest on Noa’s head, you petted the fur backwards and admired the scar that Eagle Sun had left him. The Ape accepted the affection unabashedly and tilted into it, your eyes staring down at him for only a moment thinking of what could have been if the circumstances were different. Both could have been happy… The pleasure of knowing what Noa felt like against you, not in a moment of death, but in a moment of ecstasy, your mouth drifting over his own as you told him how much you… You loved him.

Stumbling over yourself, you choked on your own self-pity thinking about the first time you had admitted that you loved him, the first time the idea sprung in the back of your head. Just another day where something lit inside of you, Noa giving you only one glance that lasted longer than any of the others, lips piling themselves into a small smile just for you…

“Will send someone to come get you.” Soona’s voice was rushed with reassurance as she moved to get Noa, taking him from your grasp and leaving you only with the imprint of his body left against your shirt, pants and hands. “Promised To Noa… keep His Echo… safe.” There was a twinge in your heart at that as your fingers left him as she rose to stand. Your hands dangled in the air for a moment before you dropped them slowly. “Thank you….” Voice barely a touch above a whisper, you smiled slightly at her which she returned with a softened gaze before it hardened in focus to hike Noa up with her. 

You hoped Soona was right that someone would come get you, your legs were numb and you were tired from pulling yourself to see him. So tired… Your eyelids felt so heavy, the blurring of the fire behind you deeply entrancing just to roll into. So… tired… The same feeling rushed into your chest like when you were first found by Noa, Soona and Anaya. Acceptance… No more bargaining, as you were ready to see your friends again, ready to meet Koro and tell him how amazing his Son truly was.  

You smiled to yourself with a huff, feeling the cut on your lip split open with one more lingering thought. He was going to be a great Leader, and he was going to rebuild and prosper, with or without you. Who needed a pesky little Echo?

Falling onto your knees as best you could, you tried to scramble yourself to stand but to no avail and drooled onto the ground as you came to rest on your stomach, face down in the dirt as Noa had been when you arrived.  It was a choice you were making, knowing that Soona was only able to carry one of you safely without risking the other to more injuries or even death and Noa was falling into a state of unconsciousness.

Your bit about getting the bullet out earlier was only telling Soona what she needed to do once he was safe, nothing more. Your fingers would no longer touch him. She wanted to speak on it, but you had accepted that this was the way things were meant to be as flames hit your cheeks from a few meters away. She needed to help Noa, their leader, and not what Noa’s interests were.

Death, you thought, always brought new beginnings and you hoped that to be true with all your might as you watched Soona carry Noa once your head tilted in that direction, the last action you felt you were able to bring yourself to do. Need… To look at him, see him one more time… You told the reaper above you, just give me that, please… His feet staggering against the ground, hard and rough as Soona herself struggled to keep him situated against her own body. You’d have always died for him, you felt like it was destined.

One way or another, somewhere in the multitude of the universe, you being nothing more than a speck to anyone else, were an entire world for an Ape. A Chimpanzee. Your heart, you wished you'd protected it a bit more but still... At the end of the day that was more than okay to perish in flame for.

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𝐂𝐲𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬. || 𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙯𝙚 𝙍𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙣.

warnings; illness, death, grief and depression.

𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠..𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘦; 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘥𝘦𝘭 𝘳𝘦𝘺.

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𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐳𝐞 𝐑𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐧 feels like she's on constant babysitting duty.

Can you take care of yourself for one day? She's always running after you. You're so impulsive!

'You need to think things over.' She scolds you, after wrapping your hands in gauze since you spontaneously climbed a tree and returned with thorns and bleeding hands. 'Honestly.'

You're her maid, and yet she keeps chasing you here and there.

She doesn't even know why-there's nothing special about you!

But something about you draws her in. The purity, perhaps, or the spontaneous spirit. The way that during 400 years of her life, she heard tales about you searching desperately for her, then passing the mission on to your family after you had to leave. She fell in love with you a little more when she heard that. You were a mere maid, risking upsetting the Emperor just to devotedly look for Charlize.

'Don't you ever think things over?' She asks you, while you pull the strands of her hair back and tie it at the back of her head. 'Before doing them?'

'But that ruins the fun of it.' You protest. 'It's like, something comes in my mind, something daring and fun, so beautiful; if I stop to think it over it ruins the fun of it. Haven't you ever felt that way, Miss?'

No, Charlize had not. She soberly shook her head. She was a calm, calculated woman, a woman of ruthless intelligence and sharp intellect, who planned each and every move so throughly yet so quickly. 'No, I haven't.'

'Oh, Miss!' You gasp. 'Oh Miss, how much you miss!'

-

Charlize storms into her room, her face a black storm. You've been her friend and maid for two years and recognize the symptoms--she's been to see her family.

'Miss?' You tentatively peek into her room. 'Are you alright?'

Charlize glances up and her eyes brighten at the sight of you. 'Come in. I feel ill, the doctor said I have a fever.'

You watch her with empathic eyes. 'You saw the doctor?'

She nods. 'Yes, just on my way back.'

You stride into her room without care, as though it is your own, and place your hand on her forehead. She closes her eyes. It's...nice.

You set down a plate of food in front of her. 'You missed dinner, at the palace, but you didn't eat anything with your family, did you?' You fix her with a stern gaze and she avoids your eyes. God...why ask if you know the answer?!

She takes a bite of the sandwiche with a murmured 'thank you'. It's the best thing she's ever tasted--the meat is red and the spice is just right, but her stomach doesn't agree with her mouth's assessment of the quality. Her fever causes her appetite to drastically decrease, and she stumbles, restraining herself from throwing up the food.

Without her notice, several other maids are there. You must've called for help. They tuck her into bed, fretting over her high temperature and her shallow, heaving breaths. She doesn't see you amongst this crew of maids, and it causes her to feel strangely...dissatisfied.

It soon turns out that Charlize's 'fever' is not a fever, it's a severe disease for which finding a cure is difficult and rare. She rarely eats, or leaves her bed. You and Dylan take it in turns to attend to her bedside--Dylan softly talking to her and bringing her books that she likes in the morning, and you giving her flowers and sleeping on her bedside, keeping her company all throughout the night.

Until Dylan gives her news--you left to go find the cure. Charlize can hear her heartbeat thumping in her ears. The 'cure' is a tea made of specific herbs that only grow in the wild, untended mountainous area of the Empire. Even worse, there is a notorious forest in the mountains that contains these herbs.

In Charlize's past life, it's where Dylan tried to go, to get a cure for his mother, but he couldn't even get into the middle of the woods because of how dangerous it is in there. You're not a tyrant like Dylan, you're not a swordsmaster like Charlize. What will happen to you?

To be fair...when Charlize hears this piece of news is when she can admit it. She loves you. She loves you more than she ever loved or will love anyone or anything. Her life was once so bare and it's now decorated with the various aspects of your personality. Your humor, your smile, your sadness, your anger, that wild look in your eyes when you get a particularly crazy idea; she loves all of it. She's not trying to change the negative aspects of your personality, she loves all of you, and she prays that you'll love all of her too.

-

You battle for your life everyday in this damn forest.

'It's all for Charlize,' You tell yourself, every night and every morning. Every time you curl up on the makeshift bed of leaves and wake up with the imprint of the grass on your cheek. Every time you kill a wild beast intent on making mincemeat of you. Every time a poisonous creature bites you and you just barely get the poison out in time.

All for Charlize.

You love Charlize, you honestly do. You think it's almost wrong to set one's heart on a person like you've set yours on Charlize. You've always admired the ruthless genius, but admiration is not always akin to love; you love the way she wipes your face, wraps your hands, carries you to the palace when you break your bones during a very dangerous stunt. She doesn't disaude your wild tendencies; she encourages you to be free and chaotic as long as you're safe.

When you truly love someone, you're willing to make the biggest of mistakes for them.

-

It's been almost three months since you left.

And Charlize's condition is absolutely dire now. She can barely muster up enough energy to keep her eyelids open. Dylan is in despair, the maids are constantly teary eyed, and the entire palace falls into gloom and depression.

Meanwhile, you finally spot the herbs that you needed. In this hell of a forest, you hadn't found it for three months and had begun to give up, but now resolution grips you tightly. You look up at the great, looming mass of grey mountain rock on top of which the herbs lie. You're no expert climber, but you still have to try.

Except..one thing.

Michaelmas daisies.

You know, some flowers are just better kept close.

With the flowers in your pocket, you determinedly start the trek. It's well until you reach the very top, where the rocks are the steepest. You're almost there, you've grabbed the herbs, you've done it!-except, when you turn back to go down, exhilaration spreading throughout you, exhaustion overtakes your body and--

Your footing slips.

The fall seems to last an eternity, and once you hit the ground, you know, you've broken your neck. You won't last long. Your lungs and your heart are caving in on you, your head feeling like it's going to split in half. Your body is seizing up, experiencing terrible pain. How long you lay there, waiting, writhing in intense agony and pain, finally, you feel death coming for you.

You save your last thought for Charlize. Her laugh, her cold stares, her books, the way she clumsily tries to arrange bouquets. You remembered a hike you two had taken up a hill once, when you were barely 17. The two of you had sat in the cool breeze, eating and lounging, gazing at each other in silence, one's hand inching towards the other's until they clasped together, when it had been the two of you against the world.

You want that time back. You want to hold Charlize close, you want to eat with her one last time, you want to walk in the gardens and chase each other. You want to be there on the day Charlize achieves her goals, you want to be there for her every birthdate, and you want to be there for her last day too, so you two spend it together.

Most of all, you want to tell her that you love her.

-

Charlize, although by now very weak, feels something is wrong and implores Dylan to send someone to find you. He relents after some persuasion, and once he receives news of your death he doesn't know what to do. How is he supposed to tell Charlize? The people who race to him, with your broken body in a coffin, give him the herb, and give him the flowers. He orders the herb to be made into a tea instantly, and gives the flowers to Mary, another one of Charlize's maids, to be given to her.

Charlize cannot stomach it. You're gone, just like that? Gone? What about your room, pictures of you two over the walls? Gone? What about the paintings you two spent time painting, laughing and smearing paint all over each other, paintings that she still has? Gone? What about your vivacious, impulsive presence, the brightness you bring to her life, can she live without it?

The answer is so simple, even if you wanted her to live...

She can't. She really can't. She'd rather not live without you.

The maids bring the tea to her bedside. 'My lady! You'll be better now! Please, drink this-'

So noisy.

She reaches out and smashes the cup to the floor. The maids shriek, 'My lady! Why did you do that-! Oh, my lady!'

Now this is the last straw. Her condition, which is already so frail, takes drastic effect in her body. She coughs and throws up blood. Her body violently seizes up, and she pulls Mary close.

'Mary... I don't have much time left... but I'm leaving one final request.'

Mary understands that it's Charlize's time to go, and she nods with tear stained cheeks. 'Anything, my lady. Anything.'

'Don't...don't hold any kind of separate, grand funeral for me..just bury me in the same funeral procession as that of their's...'

Mary understands 'their's' to mean you, and she sighs. 'I will make sure of it, my lady. Please rest. There's... no need to talk.'

She regrets nothing, absolutely nothing, what does her revenge matter next to you?

Charlize closes her eyes, breathing her last, and curls her fingers around the Michaelmas daisies.

Farewell.

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THIS IS SO BAD WKEJWJS

anyways.

hope you liked it mwahaha

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Tags; @d10nsaint, @writerinthedeepwoods, @mysticmeena, @itzkeii.

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[rouecentric]

idk who i want to be in the picture..

oh no Charlize, now you've done it 🙈❤️ I bet there's no way Dylan would let you go after this

[manwhacrossoverfamilybecauseyes]

The Crossover Family Tree's

Dion x Medea

-Benjamin

-Leilin

-Lucas

-Kaira

-Eun Lee

The way to protect the female leads older brother/Your throne/I have become the hero's rival/Today the villainess has fun again/Who made me a princess/Actually I was the real one/Princess of doom

Jeremy x Jeanette

-Carina

-Axion

-Bianca

-Joseph

-Florentina

The way to protect the female leads older brother/Who made me a princess/Limited time extra/Untouchable lady/Marriage business/Actually I was the real one/I'll master this family

Rezef x Psyche

-Leticia

-Isis

-Athanasia

-Luca

-Eril

The villainess is a marionette/Your throne/The way to protect the lovable you/Into the light once again/Who made me a princess/I will change the genre/Matchmaking baby princess

Izeck x Marcia

-Kalia

-Fiona

-Kallisto

-Amy

How to get my husband on my side/The perfect ending plan of the villain in a fairytale/The baby is not yours/I have become the male leads wife/Death is the only ending for the villainess/My sister picked up the male lead

Killian x Marianne

-Dokja

-Kyla

-Eustaph

-Yurisien

Villainess Maker/Demonic contract/Omnisent reader point of view/Let's hide my younger brother first/Recording hall/Blacked haired princess

Ian x Melissa

-Rosalette

-Ruth

-Ijekiel

Finding Camila/Beware of the villainess/If you touch my little brother you're all dead/Under the oak tree/Who made me a princess

Eros x Claudia

-Luciphella

-Hikan

-Jeremy

Your throne/I have become the hero's rival/The way that knight lives as a lady/The strongest characters in the world are obsessed with me/The way to protect the female leads older brother

Arwin x Latte

-Arista

-Ariadna

-Fiyord

Miss not-so-sidekick/Abandoned empress/Daughter of the emeror/My mother get's married again

Abel x Charlize

-Ayesha

-Maribelle

-Ian

-Felix

-Claudia

I have become the wife of the male lead/I tamed a tyrant and ran away/I married the male leads dad/The villainess needs a tyrant/Finding Camila/I have become the hero's rival

Thenstheon x Cassia

-Euredian

-Juvelian

-Hikka

I became the wife of the monstrous crown prince/Honey I'm going on a strike/I seduced the villains father/Father, I don't want to get married/The reason raeliana ended up at the dukes mansion

Lithera

-Reynold

-Penelope

-Astair

-Lili

Another typical fantasy romance/Death is the only ending of the villainess/Let's hide my younger brother first/An unseemly lady

Kallisto x Cayena

-Roxanne

-Alberu

-Beatrice

-Arez

-Hailynn

Death is the only ending for the villainess/The villainess is a marionette/The way to protect the female leads older brother/The reason raeliana ended up at the dukes mansion/Trash of the counts family/Actually I was the real one/Am I your daughter

Helio x Elizabeth

-Killian

-Yona

-Nadricka

-Erich

-Hari

-Leon

Your throne/The emperor reverses time/Here comes the golden spoon/Beware of the villainess/I fell into the world of a reverse harem game/Beware of the brothers/In this life I will raise you well your highness

Felix x Juvelian

-Dahlia

-Aisha

-Ethel

-Artemis

I have become the hero's rival/ Father, I don't want to get married/The strongest characters in the world are obsessed with me/Into the light once again/The villainess is a marionette/Choose your tyrant daddy

Lucas x Athanasia

-Charlotte

-Kara

Who made me a princess/Cheerful countess sister's

Cale x Leilin

-Perion

-Karen

-Adelaide

-Leticia

-Elena

-Leonia

Trash of the counts family/Today the villainess has fun again/Your throne/Resetting lady/Say ah the silver spoon is entering/My secretly hot husband/My observational diary of elena evoy/I have become the male leads adopted daughter

Siegren x Penelope

-Rosica

-Yerenica

-Casia

-Aira

-Anastasia

I have become the hero's wife/Death is the only ending for the villainess/Doubled faced princess/I seduced the villains father/The princess doll shop/Becoming the villains family/The villainous princess wants to live in a gingerbread house

Reynold x Shuli

-Carnelia

-Herman

-Vivian

-Aylet

-Adel

Death is the only ending for the villainess/Stepmother's Märchen/Survive as the hero's wife/The precious little sister of the villain grand duke/It was a mistake grab duke/A transmigratior privilege/Baby Empress

Clevian x Navier

-Luminas

-Aria

-Vincent

-Ancia

I shall master this family/Remarried empress/Into the light once again/The villainess reverses the hourglass/Becoming the villains family/I became the wife of the monstrous crown prince

Felix x Livia

-Cale

-Eleanor

-Maximilian

-Karyuel

Who made me a princess/I became the wife of the male lead/Trash of the counts family/I didn't mean to seduce the male lead/Under the oak tree/Black haired princess

Ludwig x Rashta

-Lucas

-Rosenitte

-Anet

-Christian

-Cossete

Actually I was the real one/Remarried empress/I have Become the hero's rival/The princess imprints the traitor/The trash princess second life/Actually I was the real one/Into the light once again

Claude x Diana

-Rudbeckia

-Heinry

-Cayena

-Rezef

-Joshua

Who made me a princess/How to get my husband on my side/Remarried empress/The villainess is a marionette/An unseemly lady

Heinry x Renesha

-Samona

-Elzay

-Alicia

-Leon

-Olivia

-Ran

-Ethan

Remarried empress/A false confession/Lady baby/The villains savior/The tyrant's sister/The emperor reverses time/The villainess is a marionette/The recording hall/Please don't eat me

Perion x Olivia

-Rosalia

-Kate

-Raeliana

-Priscilla

Your throne/The villainess is a marionette/I became the villains mom/The detective of muiella/The reason raeliana ended up at the dukes mansion/Priscillas marriage request

Cassis x Lillian

-Stan

-Melissa

-Irene

The way to protect the female leads older brother/Who made me a princess/This is obviously a fraudulent marriage/Beware of the villainess/I have become the hero's rival

Anastasius x Penelope

-Aseph

-Meldenik

-Rubert

-Jeanette

Who made me a princess/The villain's saviour/Please don’t come to the villainess stationery store/Your majesty, please don't kill me again/Who made me a princess

Erudian x Elvia

-Izeck

-Ellen

-Livia

-Girono

-Neveah

-Blake

-Brisney

I seduced the villains father/I fell into a reverse harem game/How to get my husband on my side/I became the wife of the male lead/Strange love rivals increased/Can we become a family/I became the wife of the monstrous crown prince/I seduced the villains father

Noah x Yona

-Leslie

-Larissa

-Ian

-Cecil

The reason why realiana ended up at the duke mansion/Beware of the villainess/The monstrous duke adopted daughter/A perfect ending plan of the villain in the fairy tale/Survive as the hero's wife

Gallahan x Camila

-Noah

-Izana

-Dietrich

-Noel

-Llyod

-Lae

-Aria

I shall master this family/The precious little sister of the villainous grand duke/The reason raeliana ended up at the dukes mansion/Virtues of the villainess/The precious little sister of the villainous grand duke/Why are you doing this duke?/Becoming the villains family/How to be a dark hero's daughter/The reason raeliana ended up at the dukes mansion

Rayburn x Maximilian

-Mariette

-Oscar

-Arabella

-Elphinny

-Ashtarte

I'm stanning the prince/Under the Oak tree/I am the sister of the possed female lead/The villainess reverses the hourglass/Actually I was the real one/Lady baby/Ashtrate

Zachary x Rosentine

-Louis

-Camellia

-Camellius

-Kairos

The marriage business/Secret lady/Prince Maker/Finding camellia/The bountique at 97th street

Camellius x Rudbeckia

-Yuri

-Chris

-Larissa

-Etoile

-Yvonne

Finding camellia/How to get my husband on my side/Beware of the villainess/Doctor Elise:the royal lady with the lamp/Marilyn loves larissa too much/I stole the male leads first night/Please bully me miss villainess

Therdeo x Camellia

-Bethrion

-Claire

-Zekehart

-Lotilucia

My in-laws are obsessed with me/Finding camellia/The monstrous duke adopted daughter/Why are you doing this duke?/Actually I was the real one/Monster duke's daughter

Damian x Cecilia

-Adalicia

-Penia

-Calliope

-Damien

-Abel

-Lapel

-Mu

Monster duke's daughter/Strange love rivals increased/The strongest characters in the world are obsessed with me/Lady baby/Lucia/I married the male leads dad/I found a husband when I picked up the male lead/I raised a black dragon

Eith x Leyrin

-Theor

-Rafael

-Rayed

-Decald

-Irene

-Dellin

I'm the soldier's ex-girlfriend/This is an obvious fraudulent marriage/How to hide the emperor's child/This is an obvious fraudulent marriage

Hiika x Rubia

-Raelle

-Libertia

-Ariel

-Charlotte

-Helena

-Ciel

-Leona

-Vivian

The reason why realiana ended up at the dukes mansion/The lady wants to rest/Villainess in love/When the villainess loves/The lady's butler/The princess is bored again today/Saving the villain who was abandoned by the female lead/The princess is evil/The land lord baby retires

Edwin x Irene

-Linden

-Hillise

-Theo

-Lorraine

-Trail

-Anissa

-Lousie

I was born a second daughter/I have become the hero's rival/I became the villainess in an anticlimactic novel/Untouchable lady/I was born a second daughter/The precious little sister of the villainous grand duke/I only came to find my dad

Max x Beatrice

-Elise

-Maise

-Perez

-Robel

-Lorraine

-Alpen

-Arien

-Arjen

-Joshua

-Stella

Father I don't want to get married/The reason why realiana ended up at the dukes mansion/Doctor Elise:the royal lady with the lamp/I'm the soldier's ex-girlfriend/I shall master this family/Lady baby/I shall master this family/Actually I was the real one/The tyrant's guardian is an evil witch/The twin siblings new life/I'm the soldier's ex-girlfriend

Regis x Leatrice

-Vinter

-Veronica

-Yuric

-Eunice

-Louise

-Asterias

Father I don't want to get married/The precious little sister of the villainous grand duke/Death is the only ending for the villainess/The precious little sister of the villainous grand duke/I became the male leads wife/The male leads girlfriend/Lady baby

Raquel x Ariel

-Lilian

-Shannon

-Johannes

Daughter of the archmage/I was born a second daughter/I'll do that marriage/Villainous Princess/Beware of the brothers

Sedrick x Ash

-Buttercup

-Freya

-Rona

-Ursch

Death is the only ending for the villainess/Surviving as a maid/Disobey the duke if you dare/Please throw me away/How to get my husband on my side/The villainess wants to marry a commoner!!

Benjamin x Ariel

-Dabian

-Sisley

-Freya

-Arielle

-Iset

-Arisa

I have become the hero's rival/Charming and the beast/I will break this marriage/Don’t pick up the trash you threw away/How to get my husband on my side/I fell into the world of a reverse harem game/The tyrants older sister/I became pregnant with the tyrant's child

Raymond x Roxanne

-Kaira

-Helga

-Karl

-Karina

-Enisha

The princess jewels/The way to protect the fenale leads older brother/It's useless to hang on/The real daughter is back/I only came to find my dad/Youngest princess

Ariadne

-Eris

-Anastasha

Sister in this life i'm the queen/Kill the villainess/Surviving as a illegitimate princess

Ayesha

-Laritte

-Luca

I married the male leads dad/When the count illegitimate daughter married/An unseemly lady

Ines

-Pierta

-Mikhail

The broken ring: this marriage will fail anyway/Tricked into becoming the heroine's stepmother/Writing my male leads happily ever after

Raya x Adele

-Sena

-Allendis

-Rachel

Surviving the heros wife/Please throw me away/Lady chef royal/The abandoned empress/I became the younger sister of a regretful obsessive male lead

Stan x Artizea

-Julius

-Gillieu

-Mairon

-Jay

This is an obvious fraudulent marriage/The villainess lives twice/A way to protect the loveable you/I shall master this family/I was born a second daughter

Astair x Kyla

-Vivi

-Dylan

-Regina

-Erden

-Prinz

-Blance

Let's hide my younger brother first/The symbiotic relationship between a panther and a rabbit/I tamed a tyrant and ran away/Second life of a trash princess/My husband hides his beauty/A transmigrator's privilege/I'm only a stepmother but my daughter is just too cute

Aseph x Illyana

-Elena

-Rubia

-Noelle

-Benjamin

-Yurenia

-Lisandro

The villains saviour/The breast tamed by the villainess/Shadow queen/The lady wants to rest/Say ah the golden spoon is entering/I'm worried that my brother is too gentle/She's the sister of the obsessive male lead

Dylan x Meldenik

-Ares

-Eiji

-Leon

-Dorothea

-Rachel

-Diana

-Bliss

I tamed a tyrant and ran away/Please don't come to the villainess stationary store/The tyrant's sister/The tyrant's wants a better life/The twin siblings new life/A stepmother's märchen/I became the wife of the monstrous crown prince/The villainess reverses the hourglass

Heinrich x Cossete

-Veronica

-Marianne

The villainess is a marionette/Actually I was the real one/Becoming the villain's family/Into the light once again

Philio x Hillise

-Cass

-Eloise

-Rena

-Abelle

-Ian

-Clara

I became the male leads adopted daughter/Untouchable lady/I'm a fake saintess but the gods are obsessed/The grand duchess of the north was secretly a villainess/Regina rena: to the unforgiven/She came back and opened a dessert shop/I was born a second daughter/Lady isabella's path to happiness

Christian x Diana

-Raymond

-Mia

-Iris

-Cordelia

Untouchable lady/For my abandoned love/A divorced evil lady bakes cake/Isn't being a wicked woman much better/Today the villainess has fun again/The villain's precious daughter

Bayel x Rosalyn

-Lobelia

-Edward

-Deborah

The villainess is a marionette/Trash of the counts family/How to survive sleeping with the emperor/I'm a villainess but I picked up the male lead/Isn't being a wicked woman much better

Ijekiel x Keira

-Sigrid

-Edina

-Ardmund

-Jeremy

-Elena

Who made me a princess/Actually i was the real one/Sigrid/I'm a villainess but I picked up the male lead/Don't do this your majesty/I raised the villain previously/I will stand next to the main character

[sagegreeeeen]

HELLO MY NAME IS GREEN AND I WRITE HC AND DRABBLES FOR DIFFERENT FANDOMS

FANDOMS I WRITE FROM

- Roxana

- Who made me a princess

- I became the wife of the male lead

- I'll be the matriarch in this life

- Today the villianess has fun again

- Into the light once again

- I became the male lead's adopted daughter

- I tamed a tyrant and ran away

- Demon Slayer

- My Hero Academia

- Hunter x Hunter

- Assassination Classroom

Continue later...

WON'T WRITE

- Explicit smut (will do maybe implied but not straight up)

- Incest

- Pedophilia

- Homophobic things

- Racist things

- Sexist things (AGAINST MEN OR WOMEN SEXISM IS AGAINST ANY SEX NOT JUST WOMEN)

- No SA or R@pe

- Maybe yandere things but not sure

WILL WRITE

- Fluff

- Angst

- Gore

- X reader or x oc

[satubby]

Rules.

These are my rules. It's what you must follow, what I will do and what I won't do, among other things. Foremost, sorry if there are things wrong in my tumblr, it's the first time I do this. [English is not my mother tongue, sorry if there are grammatical mistakes]. If you want to ask for a Headconon, one shot, mini fic or scenario, you can go directly to my questions section. I know in advance that there are people who are not encouraged to make requests, I don't judge their requests. I just won't do the ones I feel uncomfortable with.

This is what I accept

♡Yanderes. Whether romantic or platonic. ♡Fluff of any kind ♡NSFW/+18 ♡Fetishes ♡Ideas of yours ♡Incest (For the record, only if I'm up for it) ♡Gore/violent scenes ♡Horror/mistery

What I don't accept

♡Fic by x Male readers [Sorry, I'm not good at it and dislike it personally]. ♡Rape/sexual abuse ♡Abuse of any kind. ♡Fics x Oc's, character x character, shipps, etc. If I add more, it will be in the future.

Fandoms And Content:

》♡ Jujutsu Kaisen

》♡ Chainsaw man

》♡ Houseki no Kuni

》♡ Kuroshitsuji / Black Butler

》♡ Brutal: satsujin kansatsukan no kokuhaku

》♡ Mob psycho 100

》☆ Manhwas and K-Dramas

Manhwas:

★ Solo Leveling

★ Ashtarte

★ SSS-Class suicide / revival hunter

★ I met the male lead in prison

★ Untouchable lady

★ I tamed the tyrant and Ran away / The taming of the tirant

★ I failed to abandon the villain / Fallé/Fracasé en abandonar al villano

《| I would add more but... I have read many that. I don't even remember hahaha. |》

◇ K-Dramas:

•○● Strong girl nam soon

•○● Vincenzo

•○● Are you human too?

•○● The Uncanny Counter

•○● Alchemy of souls

•○● Tomorrow

•○● Hotel Del Luna

《I have only added the ones that are in my Top favorites》

[invisibleanonymousmonsters]

Gentle

Pairing: Bucky x Fem!Reader

Summary: Y/N has never seen Bucky be anything but gentle and loving. It’s hard for her to believe her boyfriend was ever the world’s deadliest and most lethal assassin. 

Word Count: 3,333 - One Shot

A/N: I was inspired by the idea of reader seeing Bucky fight for the first time and realizing how lethal he is as a soldier and assassin. 

Y/N couldn’t help but grin at her current predicament. Bucky’s head was resting on her stomach as he was sprawled across her small couch. His eyes were on her TV, but she doubted he was even watching it. She had Bridget Jones’s Diary on. 

When Bucky arrived at her apartment, exhausted from just getting back from his mission, she offered to change it. But Bucky said he didn’t care. He just wanted to be with her. It didn’t matter what was on the TV.

Y/N ran her hands through his hair. There were still a few tendrils that were damp from him taking a shower. She giggled at the feeling.

“What’s so funny?” Bucky sighed, trying to act annoyed but obviously so content.

“Your hair’s so soft when you use my shampoo,” Y/N giggled breathily.

He just hummed and squeezed onto her torso tighter.

It was hard to see the deadly and terrifying Winter Solider when he was like this. He seemed like a cuddly puppy or kitten more than anything.

Y/N assumed part of it was that Bucky kept his life as an Avenger, war hero, and assassin completely away from her. He barely talked about it with her, which often concerned Y/N. When she voiced her worry, Bucky assured her that he was talking to a professional, or Steve and even Sam.

It was obvious he tried to keep his baggage as far away from Y/N as he possible could. No matter how many times she assured him that he loved all of him – darks parts and all – Bucky still tried to compartmentalize his life for her.  

Y/N leaned down until her lips were just above his right ear. “Are you gonna fall asleep, handsome?” She whispered.

“Mmm, maybe,” he cooed back. Then he placed a lazy kiss to her abs, despite it being through her shirt.

“Well, before you pass out…What do you want me to order for dinner?”

Bucky sighed and somehow managed to snuggle even closer into her. “Whatever you want, doll. What would Bridget Jones order?”

Y/N let out a huge laugh. “That’s not much of a dinner. She’d probably order a fifth of Vodka and a pack of cigarettes.”

“The vodka part sounds right up your alley, the cigarettes… not so much.” He managed to tease through his exhaustion and cuddling.

Y/N ignored his comment. “Indian it is!” She declared.

Bucky whined when she moved him out from underneath her to grab her phone and place her order.

“You’re such a baby,” she rolled her eyes at him teasingly.

After she placed their order and walked back to the couch, Bucky was beaming at her return. He sat up so she could sit back down in her same spot.

Y/N let him rest his head on her stomach again and she pressed play on the movie once again.

“I love you,” Bucky sighed like it was obvious, but just felt the need to say it to the room.

“I love you too, Buck.” She smirked and leaned down to kiss his forehead. “You can sleep if you want. I’ll wake you up when the food gets here.”

————

Y/N was making breakfast and coffee in the kitchen when she heard a knock at her apartment door.

She saw another super-soldier through the peephole and smiled.

“Hey, Steve.” She greeted as she opened the door wide and gestured for him to come in. “He’s still sleeping…poor thing was exhausted when he got here last night.”

Steve nodded with a shy smile. Bucky having Y/N in his life never stopped making Steve happy.

Without asking, she poured him a giant mug of coffee. “What brings you here?”

“Bucky disappeared before he could give his mission report. I gotta drag him back to the compound before Fury or Hill lays into me or him again.”

Y/N winced at the idea. “Must be bad if it required a house call.”

“Well… Bucky turns off his phone when he’s with you, so I had to come over.”

She clutched her heart dramatically. “Steve, I’m offended. You mean to say that you didn’t come all the way over here for little ol’ me?”

Steve chuckled at her antics.

Suddenly they both heard the bedroom door open. Bucky came walking out in just his jeans and no shirt. His hair was a mess and his eyes were still puffy with sleep.

He ignored his best friend and made a beeline for his girlfriend.

Bucky gave her a lazy kiss on the lips and muttered a good morning of sorts.

“Buck–” Steve interrupted.

“Yeah, yeah, yeah.” Bucky glared at his best friend. “Let me just go put a shirt on, punk.” He didn’t need to hear Steve’s demand. He knew that he was needed at the compound. After all, he snuck out before anyone could tie him down with mission reports or going to the med bay.

Steve watched Y/N as she watched Bucky disappear back into the bedroom.

“You know… he’s only like this with you,” Steve commented.

Her eyes flickered away from the closed bedroom door to him. “Like what?”

Steve shrugged. “Soft... gentle.”

She grinned. “I struggle with believing he can be anything else.” Then she shrugged too. “I think the media hasn’t been kind to him. Made him out to be scarier than he actually is.”

Steve just nodded slowly and took a sip of his coffee. 

He couldn’t bring himself to tell her how Bucky almost killed him multiple times when his head wasn’t right. That Natasha has a scar permanently on a body from facing Bucky back in his Winter Soldier days. Or how Bucky is an absolute tyrant in the field, never allowing anything to stand between him and finishing a mission.

But how could Y/N see any of that when her and Bucky were absolutely and irrevocably in love with one another?

A few minutes later, Bucky returned with a shirt on, teeth brushed, and his shaggy hair slightly tamed in a messy bun at the back of his neck.

He had a small pout on his lips, not wanting to leave.

Y/N chuckled at it. “Go do your homework, Buck. I gotta run errands today anyways.”

“But I wanted to run the errands with you,” he muttered with annoyance. Then he sighed and walked over to give her a longer kiss. “I’ll be back tonight, doll.”

She nodded and watched the two super-soldiers leave.

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Y/N was hanging out in her living room. Bucky wasn’t expected to land until tomorrow night. However, there was a chance he could be late.

There was a knock at the door and Y/N jumped up, having been expecting her takeout for almost 45 minutes. She didn’t bother looking through the peephole before opening the door.

That was a grave mistake.

As soon as the door opened an inch, it was thrust open and Y/N was thrown against the wall, a hand at her throat.

A dozen men in tactical gear and ski masks came charging into her apartment, all with rifles or handguns.

“Is he here?” The one with his hand latched to her throat yelled. Did he have a Russian accent?

Y/N tried tearing his grip away from her. She was struggling for air.

“Is the Winter Soldier here!?” He screamed even louder.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about…” she lied through a wheeze.

Before he could yell more or threaten her, he was being ripped off of her.

Y/N fell to her knees as soon as the pressure was off her neck. She started coughing to regain her breath, already feeling the soreness in her throat.

When she looked up, she saw Bucky.

But it wasn’t her Bucky. 

She didn’t know this man. Her soft and adorable boyfriend was gone. In his place was a deadly soldier. Bucky’s eyes were dark with fury and danger.

His metal hand was now wrapped around her assailant. Time seemed to slow down as Y/N heard the sound of his metal arm whirring as he tightened his grip until there was an audible snap and the man’s entire body went limp. He’d broken the man’s neck with just a squeeze of his metal arm. 

That’s when all hell broke loose.

The rest of the men tore themselves out of their dazes.

Suddenly bullets were being fired and it was a sound Y/N had never heard. She shrieked as she shielded her face and covered her ears.

Then she felt a warm presence beside her. She looked up to see Steve crouched at her side, shield raised to protect her from any stray bullets.

But Y/N could still perfectly see Bucky fighting multiple men at a time. There was a flash of red and Y/N realized that Natasha was fighting alongside him. Bucky seemed unmatchable. Whether it was a knife, a gun, or flesh, he could protect himself from the attack and counter with the most natural grace.

Y/N watched him kick out a man’s legs, shoot another straight in the head, and throw a knife at a third’s jugular all within seconds. If she blinked, she could’ve missed how three bodies now lay lifeless on her floor.

Then Bucky’s gaze suddenly met her’s.

Y/N was breathing heavily, but Bucky didn’t even look winded.

His eyes softened as he looked into his lover’s. But just as quickly, he snapped out of it.

“Steve, get her the hell out of here!” He yelled at his friend, yet it was somehow still calm. But it was a voice that Y/N had never heard come out of him before.

Steve put his finger to the comm in his ear. “Sam, give me a route.”

Meanwhile, Y/N was still in shock as she watched her boyfriend fight hand-to-hand combat with another man. He seemed to read his opponents next move before they even executed it. His body was like a serpents, moving with a malignant dexterity.

But what was more jarring was seeing the utter most fear in the eyes of every man that dared take Bucky on.

“Y/N, we gotta go and we gotta go now.” Steve broke her out of her trance.

Mindlessly, Y/N let Steve drag her out of her own apartment, taking a strange route through her apartment building.

“Roger that, Sam.” Steve said to the voice that Y/N couldn’t hear.

She realized he was taking her to the roof of her building.

There was the sound of the wind being cut. Her hair was flying around her face wildly. A chopper was being lowered just 20 feet or so away from her.

She could recognize Clint through the windshield of the machine.

“Come on!” Steve yelled over the sound of the rotors. He lowered her head and guided her to the chopper.

But Y/N resisted as he tried to push her onto it.

“What about Bucky?” She yelled over the roaring.

“He’ll be fine! I promise. The sooner you get on this chopper, the sooner I can get back and help him!”

It was a mind game of sorts. To get Y/N to safety, Steve had to promise Bucky would be safe too.

Y/N nodded and numbly got onto the helicopter. Steve slid the door closed behind her and gave Clint the signal to take off.

When Y/N looked out the window, she saw Sam land just feet away from Steve before running back down the stairs and back into her apartment building.

Clint looked back at her and tapped his headset before pointing to one that was sitting right next to Y/N. She got the message and put them on her head.

“Don’t worry. He can take care of himself.” Clint said cheerfully. This was just another day at the office for him.

“W-What happened?” She was just starting to lose her adrenaline rush.

Clint’s cheerfulness disappeared as he saw the first telltale signs of shock.

“Barnes will explain back at the compound. Just take a few deep breaths for me, will ya, kid?”

————

Y/N was sitting on the couch in Bucky’s room. She changed into some of Bucky’s sweats on the advice of Clint. He then wrapped a blanket around her tightly.

“Gotta keep you warm,” he explained.

“Agent Barton, the quinjet has just landed.” The AI system informed them.

Y/N jumped. She wasn’t at the compound very often, so the voice always made her jump.

“Thanks, FRIDAY. Can you tell Barnes his girl is waiting in his bedroom?”

“Of course.”

“Is…Is he okay?” Y/N stuttered. She’d never tried to talk to the system before and it felt weird.

“Sergeant Barnes has not sustained any injuries, Ms. Y/L/N. No need to worry,” FRIDAY responded pleasantly.

Just a few moments later, Bucky was stomping into his bedroom. There was a few splatters of blood on his face. But Y/N knew it was not his own.

Y/N stood quickly, letting the blanket fall to the couch. But she eyed him wearily.

But just like that, the Winter Soldier was gone and the soft man she fell in love with had replaced him.

Bucky let out a sigh of relief and instantly rushed over, bringing her into his arms.

It took Y/N a little too long to react and it didn’t go amiss by Bucky.

He stepped away and cleared his throat awkwardly.

“Hey, Clint…would you mind grabbing an ice pack for Y/N’s neck, please?” He asked politely.

Clint knew how to read the room and nodded his head before leaving the two alone.

“A-A-Are you o-okay?” Y/N stuttered.

It pained him to hear her so shaken. His entire face softened. “I’m fine, doll. Always am.”

“How are you acting so normal right now? You don’t even – you’re not shaken up at all and you just killed like… ten men, Bucky.”

Bucky sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “This is my everyday, Y/N. And I tried my best to keep you away from it. But I…um…I failed.”

He couldn’t bring himself to look at her.

“You’re sleeping here tonight. I’m…I’ll sleep on Steve’s couch tonight.” Bucky explained, still not looking her in the eye. Y/N opened her mouth to protest, but he was already hurrying out the door. He practically ran down Clint as he tried to walk in at the same time with an ice pack in his hand.

Clint watched Bucky march out of the room and turned back to see Y/N’s heartbroken expression.

“You okay?” Clint asked her softly.

She nodded and sniffed, turning slightly to stop herself from actually crying.

“He’s just scared about you getting hurt,” Clint tried to explain for Bucky.

“He didn’t seem scared at all,” she sniffed.

“Well... that’s the lie we’ve all managed to constantly pull off,” Clint smirked. “But I’ve never seen that man more scared.” He sighed. “I know it’s not my place to get in the middle of this…but he’s gonna push you away because he thinks it’ll keep you safe, not because he loves you any less.”

Y/N nodded in understanding.

Later in the night, Natasha and Steve explained to Y/N that a pocket of Hydra found out highly compromising information about Bucky. They were an extremist group – even for Hydra – within the remnants of the nazi organization. They believed if they got their Winter Soldier back, they could reform.

When they found out about Y/N, they thought they could use her to drag him back into the ranks.

Obviously they forgot how powerful their old weapon was – perhaps even stronger since he gained back his mind. Clearly, they failed.

But they were successful in reminding Bucky that his past would never disappear.

————

Y/N bolted upright in bed. She had a nightmare about what happened. Only this time, the Hydra operative was successful in choking her to death. Bucky couldn’t save her in her own nightmares.

Her eyes raced around the room, remembering that this wasn’t her bedroom. She was at the compound in Bucky’s room.

Her skin was covered in sweat and her heart was still racing.

Y/N wanted Bucky and she hated that he wasn’t sleeping on the other side of the bed.

She needed him.

Y/N tossed the covers off of her and quickly walked to the bedroom door to go and find him.

But when she opened the door, Bucky was already standing on the other side, eyes wide with concern.

“Hi,” Y/N muttered shyly.

“FRIDAY woke me up. Said you had a nightmare.”

Y/N threw herself in his arms. Bucky instantly tightened his grip around her.

“You’re okay. You’re okay, doll. I gotcha,” he whispered into her ear.

“Please don’t leave me alone,” Y/N whimpered into his chest.

“I’m not going anywhere.” He pulled them back into the bedroom and closed the door.

Y/N pulled away slightly to look at him now that they sat on the edge of his bed.

“Why did you keep it so secret? Why do you feel like you have to hide yourself from me?” She whispered.

Bucky was caught off guard by the question. “Ever since Hydra…I’ve always felt like a monster. They didn’t just give me an arm and brainwash me. They trained me. I can do things that most people only see in their nightmares.”

Then a sad smile appeared on his lips as he grabbed memories from his mind.

“And I met you and you just… you only see the parts of me that they didn’t touch, that they couldn’t get rid of. I thought if you saw the dark parts of me, you’d run away and you’d be scared of me like the rest of the world.”

Y/N sighed and shook her head at his foolishness. She pressed her hands on either side if his cheeks, making him look at her.

“I don’t think they’re dark parts. I think it’s what makes you strong. You were so, so brave. I completely shut down. I was helpless.”

Bucky shook his head. “You reacted how a normal person should. You’re not supposed to know what to do in that situation…because you’re innocent Y/N.” Then his lip trembled. “And I wasn’t brave. I was fucking terrified. When I found out they were going after you, I thought I was going to get to your apartment to find you dead. I can’t – ” He took a breath as tears started to gloss over his eyes. “I can’t ever let anything happen to you…and something did happen.”

Y/N stroked his cheekbone with her thumb. “Bucky, I’m okay.”

Then she leaned forward until their foreheads were touching. “When I fell in love with you, I didn’t plan on just loving the good parts of you. I want it all. You don’t have to hide anything from me. I’m not running away.” She sighed. “Yeah, seeing you like that freaked me out a bit. But that’s just because I’m so used to my soft Bucky, the one that cuddles me like a koala bear.”

She smiled. “And goes book shopping with me. And carries all my bags for me when I drag him to the farmer’s market. And cries when we watch the Toy Story movies.”

Bucky chuckled and shook his head.

“So you gotta talk to me, Buck. Nothing you say is going to scare me.”

Silence settled between them.

“I don’t want to ruin you,” Bucky finally whispered.

To his surprise, Y/N laughed lightly at that. “I’m not as breakable as you think. The only thing you’re ruining for me is other men.”

He couldn’t help but smile at that. “Is that so?”

“Yeah, you’ve really raised my standards to an unrealistic level. It’s kind of infuriating. So you’re stuck with me, Bucko. I ain’t going nowhere.”

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Who Made Me A Princess/Suddenly Became A Princess One Day

This Villainess Wants A Divorce! / Survive As The Hero's Wife

The Way To Protect The Female Lead's Older Brother / How To Protect The Heroine's Older Brother / The Way To Protect The Protagonist's Older Brother / Roxana

The Villainess Reverses The Hourglass

Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess / Villains Are Destined To Die / The Villainess Must Die

The Villainess Is A Marionette

Your Throne / I Want To Be You, Just For A Day / The Fallen Duchess

How To Get My Husband On My Side

My Husband Hides His Beauty / My Secretly Hot Husband

I Became The Male Lead's Adopted Daughter

I Became The Male Lead's Wife

Actually, I Was The Real One

I Became The Hero's Rival

Today The Villainess Has Fun Again

The Black Haired Princess / The Royal Princess With Black Hair

Ashtarte

Resetting Lady

Remarried Empress

A Way To Protect The Lovable You

Revolutionary Princess Eve

Beware The Villainess

An Unseemly Lady

A Stepmother's Marchen / Fantasies Of A Stepmother

I Became The Wife Of A Monstrous Crown Prince

Becoming The Villain's Family

How To Hide The Emperor's Child

Seduce The Villain's Father / Flirting With The Villain's Dad

When The Villainess Loves

The Beast Tamed By The Evil Woman

Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint

Depths Of Malice

Sister, I Am The Queen In This Life

Two First Class Stars

When The Villainess Loves

I Tamed A Tyrant and Ran Away

𝘈𝘯𝘪𝘮𝘦(𝘴);

Yakusoku No Neverland / The Promised Neverland

Boku No Hero Academia / My Hero Academia

Kimetsu No Yaiba / Demon Slayer

Naruto

Jujutsu Kaisen

Tokyo Ghoul

Tokyo Revengers

Your Lie In April

Violet Evergarden

Spy X Family

Weathering With You

Your Name

Black Butler

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Genshin Impact

Obey Me!: Shall We Date?

Ikemen Prince

Red White Cinderella (series)

Tears of Themis

Keeper of Mine

𝘉𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘴/𝘕𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭𝘴;

Harry Potter series, J. K Rowling

Percy Jackson and the Olympians, Rick Riordan

The Cage series, Megan Shepherd

The Edge of Everything series, Jeff Giles

Trials Of Apollo, Rick Riordan

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