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i so badly wanna make a phantom of the opera ninjago au cuz i'm insane and love poto........ i make poto aus in my head 4 every piece of media i like LMFAO
#2 phantoms btw. rumi and morro. lloyd is christine#rumi and morro start by working 2gether but eventually betray eachother#morro is an actual ghost here LMFAO#he wanrs 2 possess lloyd 4 his voice so he can have it all (the voice + his own musical ability)#morro refuses 2 rely on others (keeps rumi at a distance) so he can't just work w lloyd#rumi seeks her and lloyd's strange duets and is also a composer#still haven't figured out how much of rumis mental illness carries over#gotta figure out lloyd 1st more so they can parallel eachother#raoul may just b the ninja in general ??? i really don't know yet#i still have a lot 2 think ab#ninjago#rambling#thinking ab rumi and morros masks mirroring eachother grahhhhGRAHHHHHH
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college … wasted on the youth (me)
#didnt help that 2/4 yrs was covid telezoom but man.. MANNN#forgetting how impossible it is to pursue rhe degree plan u actually want (advising hell) i feel like . theres just#so many diff things i want to learn now Knowing that im more solidified in my interests and who i am and what i would be interested in doing#and like.😭RGAAAAAQH TEARING MYHAIR OUTTT every other week i have a night where im sititng there like damn i couldve been sm1 completely dif#dgmw i still rly enjoy some of the upper div classes i Did take but what if i took x and liked it more or minored in y and it led me to z#bc i do feel rly set in where i am rn which . i DO ! like it but im never gna be in that environment where u have the flexibility to explore#ykwim . i wish i had taken physics and calc srsly . i always thought i hated that shit but i like it. i like it quite a lot actually😟#or more geology .. urrghh.. sprinkle in sme extra art history . no bc thats what actu pissed me off ab school#i rmbr wanting to dual major and they straight up told me no i cant . but then i was like maybe an arts major bio minor when i wanted to do#science illustration but sry we dont offer bio minor . ok bio major arh or studio art minor . no sry not enough open spots we rly only#reserve it for when we have extra openings post admission❤️#and then even late into sophomore year u would still be last in registration so all the cool classes would be closed#and then bc of covid half that shit was cancelled bc they couldnt transfer labs online (rip comparative vertebrate anatomy)#and then by senior yr an additional collection of classes were unavailable bc u dont have the prereqs bc the prereqs were cancelled during#covid and u dont have enough semesters left to actually take it . like it was gen such an awful experience so ik why i couldnt ever do what#i wanted but .😭 AND LIKE the classes i DID enjoy like genomics or molecular genetics were closed by registration and i had to email and beg#for access . thts crazy .literally crazy .#anyways . i think i want 2 start reading textbooks bc i think thats the closest ill get LMAOO#i remember seeing my coworker read a textbook for fun one time and idk why i just didnt understand why bc it seemed so dry but i Get it now#like yeah .. u knew what was up ..#sad too that like . i could theoretically audit a course but i Work..during the day .. so sad . so sad#guys wht if i just said yes to grad school (<the devil talking.dont agree)
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still can't get over the stupid goddamn anthpo video. genuinely fucking disgusted thinking ab it
#crunchyposts#yt#bro that was full bullying right. that was bullying. this was absolutely in bad faith right im not crazy#thank god the party clips were edited out but jesus christ they shouldnt have been there in the first place#more than 200k people saw that. including me. and god i wish i didnt#gonna watch the kurtis conner vid on furries to cleanse myself bc he is ACTUALLY going into the topic from not a bad faith pov#im not crazy ab everything kurtis does i think hes walking a thin line sometimes between bullying and no bullying#but god its nowhere near as bad as what anthpo did#edit i did actually watch the kurtis vid its really good still !!!!#a lot of the jokes arent punching down on furries which made me realize. how much of anthpo's vid was that#the comment section is very respectful and like not even on a furry note the pacing is way slower which i prefer#the anthpo vid is a bit too. high energy for me i need to chill for a second between jokes and all that#edit like 2-3 days after i posted this im getting notes on it and i just wanna say like#even before the party thing this vid rubbed me the wrong way and i knew it was because i saw a more empathetic video about furries#genuienlyy from a place of trying to understand the community not just making fun of them and it was kurtis' video#check it out if you havent its like if that one part of his video thats like a minute of defending furries was. longer and good
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did i ever tell y’all riptide directly gave me wrist problems. when i first got into it i was drawing those pirates on my digital tablet so much that i ended up not being able to draw without it causing insane pain throughout my hand 😭😭
#i literally had to take an art break bc of it#i think i blogged stuff ab it but i dont remember#i would draw at school for like 2 hours and then come home and practice the pirates digitally for hours#jrwi riptide#jrwi#worth it tho i still have a lot of riptide wips on my computer#might return to them this summer….
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I’m just saying there was for sure a Simpsons writing decline from the late 90s on, but the correspondent visual decline is a severely underdiscussed facet of the problem and I have yet to see a lengthy essay about it from someone who appreciates the show from the art end.
#1. the colors became way too saturated and it was less pleasant to look at#2. the “camera” started to work way more like a sitcom camera where most of the 90s episodes have a cinematic creativity to the framing#3. way more slavish adherence to rigid character models#I’m also convinced that some unsung genius whose specific expertise was “comedic timing” moved to Futurama#they did lower the standards for the writing a lot but a lot of the same writers were still there. I think this was not all down to scripts#The Simpsons#I really really think if you took a script like the one where Abe keeps borrowing the car and gave it to the animation staff from 93-ish#the result would be indistinguishable from the ones they were actually putting out around that time#Anyway the modern show faded some of the colors on purpose (like Bart’s red shirt) to let the rest pop better because they know I’m right
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just recently watched this is us with my college friends
#tbqh i found it kinda boring 😭#the louis clips were so not enough#ive watched some clips online prior to actually watching it (for the first time might i add)#one of my friends had a cousin who was crazyyy ab 1d so she dragged her out to the cinema to go watch it when it came out and in 3d lol 😭#the 3d schtick is so funny 2 me lmao 😭#my friend recalls freaking out in the movie theater bc she was a major niall fan at the time. she said 3d niall was so close 2 her face lol#anyway. ab how i watched some clips online prior#i was actually waiting for the louis n his sisters part or the one where he visits his school or smth#my friends.... they literally don't know a thing ab louis personality-wise so they didn't really get much from it#UGH i should download aotv and make them watch it that was way more interesting (but idk? smth about it feels like it's made for fans only?#but... i'll suggest it the next time we get together 🙏🏼#anyw back to my review.#simon cowell's face was a jumpscare what can i say. it was so evil how nicole scherzinger was just. completely written off#im from the future i Know things#<- and like. about this. i felt kinda bad being cynical about the movie when i know my friend is Still an ot5 at heart#i think i broke her 13-year old heart a little 😭#it's so weird how the movie keeps singling out zayn about him getting kicked out or him talking solo music etc kskdj. feels v pointed Lol#they really just documented the 1d-mania & madness they ensued huh.... i think 2 of my friends (bts fans) weren't as impressed LOL 😭#they kinda flamed their performances and stage outfits which is. yeah i agree. kpop idols do WAY more than just.... that (1d) kskskd#i guess i'll make them watch the extra clips next time (o haven't seen all the clips yet i think)#OH and 😭 why was martin scorsese in the film that was hilarious#didn't have a lot of realness to it. is what i thought of the film. yeah. this is(N'T) us ✊🏽😔#maybe... i am too much of a hater#i liked... the... um. it's hard to highlight things i liked ab the film when im Not a 1d fan 😭 like im a louie ONLY idgaf ab 1d 😔#the part ab louis audition.... im sorry babie the editors did u dirty but it was so funny........😭#<- though i imagine it solidified people's (wrong) opinions about him :/
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me vs over sharing
#my partner n i had a fight like 3 days ago bc they want to move out at the end of this month and i said it wouldn’t be the best time#bc my mum is having back surgery and my sister is taking the 6 & 7 year old to make it a bit easier for her#and i said i’d want to be here to help her with six damn fucking kids and they got mad at me for letting them hold us back#GIRL I HATE THIS FUCKING HOUSE I DONT WANNA BE HERE EITHER i hate the mess i’m so fucking tired of it like every space feels so overwhelming#and j can’t do anything ab it bc i fucking clean and it’s there again in a day#and my mum has the surgery the same day we have our house inspection here and it’s just A LOT AT OBCE AND THE MF WANTED TO ADD FUCKING GETTI#A HOME OOAN ON TOP OF THAY????????? be so fucking real bro anyway we argued for literally like 2 hours ab this and i’m still kinda mad ab it#but i’m gonna be Relaxed#bc like pisses me off that they think i want to be here#i’m treated like a second mother to these kids which is like fine whayever bc we live here rent free and i want to pay back in some way#but like k don’t fucking want kids i don’t want to parent i don’t want to fucking wake up in the middle of the night for milk i don’t want#to deal with tantrums like u rlly think I WANT TO BE HERE LONGER THAN ENCESSARU BRO#anyway sorry#tw: vent#「mercury speaks」
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I've been enjoying all your posts lately, especially all the community engagement. It makes me think about posting more personal aroace content instead of just reblogging.
I'm full of feelings but not sure what I really have to contribute to the conversation. Aro-identified people skew young and I feel like nobody's going to care what a middle aged aroace has to say but now I'm like hang on, maybe all aro content is good content, I don't know, I'm thinking about it.
i am absolutely of the opinion that all aro content is good content! especially because a lot of us skew young, i think it's so important to have (first of all just aro content in General. there's always a lack of that. but especially) aro content from people who don't usually have their perspectives talked about. if you've got nothing to contribute to the conversation that's fine :) more than half the time i do not either, i just make a silly happy little lah di dah i love aromanticism post and chit chat with all the little aromantic people who live on my laptop. if you're aromantic and you're engaging with the community then everybody should be more than happy to have you there :) just like you said. all aro content is good content. your opinion is valuable and your presence is treasured <2
#if people can post about their jakey 24/7 (vom) then we can absolutely talk about being aro without anything Special To Contribute haha#you're right though we skew super young...#has to be a lot of people your age who are here and just not talking though. has to be.#i am still very young at 20 obvi but i was online in aro/ace spaces at the end of my middle school career#and if there were people there seven years ago who were doing the stuff that i'm doing now and Any of them were like. grownups already lmao#seven years later there must be people out there who are not super young. rally in the replies. send in asks :)#it's hard cause our community got so fucked up around 2016... i wonder if a lot of the people who aren't like. Teenagers.#were online at that time and just never found their way back into the better community spaces that we're working on building nowadays#anyway. extremely silly cause like i said i'm 20. and when i post ab aro stuff it Is with like! life experience!#but my aro credentials are just from having come out suuuuuuper super early. a significant number of years of aromanticism under my belt.#but that's cause i was in a space that allowed me to be confident about a choice that i made at thirteen about who i knew i was#and not everybody has that. or the language available to them. or any number of things in a support system.#anyway my point here was going to be that i have valuable stuff to add in terms of having spent a lot of time thinking about being aro#and going through my formative years very consciously Being Aro and building worldviews that way#but i think it's super important to hear from people who have more actual life experience to share. more time spent on earth.#cause i can talk all i want about theory and about the life i plan to live and about all this stuff haha#but if you've got stuff to share about your experience being aro in your adulthood. i think that's plenty relevant.#anyway. um. hope this helped. would love to hear more from you. make those posts. stop by the ask box any time :)#aro community foreverrrrrrrrr <2#LONG ass tags jesus christ bracken 😭#talking#ask
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I'll forever be sad i wasnt into taz back in 2019-2020 and i couldnt run surveys back than because id LOVE to compare the fandom from then to how it is now
#the duck quacks#i would love to research tumblrs general view on taz graduation changing over time#also this might be me but i think that like ..shipping has decreased a lot over time? that might be just me though. (speaking ab non-canon#couples bc most canon couples still get a lot of content)#bc like when i go on ao3 i ssee sm shipping stuff. i swear 60% of the grad tag is shipping stuff and its all from 2020-ish but most#of the recent fics dont have as much shipping and in general a lot less of the fandom revolves around it#but that might just be me though. id love to be able to actually measure it and compare it with graphs but i cant time travel yet RIP#also id love to like the same survey on different platforms (like reddit/twitter/etc.) to compare those parts of the fandom but unfortunall#i neither have the time to run so many surveys nor am i active enough on other platforms to even like. find 2-5 people willing to take the#survey.#talso i dont like the taz reddit vibe. idk why i just don tlike em
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Somewhere Sunrise (Begins Another Day)
Chapter 1: Unfortunate Mishaps
Summary: Reagan Ridley tries to be prepared for situations, but the job always manages to surprise her.
Especially when she's thrust into another universe, and stuck figuring out how to get back.
Fandoms: Undertale (2015), Inside Job (2021 Cartoon)
Notes: (thank you to my good friends @pastelkonpeito and @maddestmewmew for beta reading this chapter!! also another thank you to hen again for helping me improve the pacing !) Also this takes place briefly after part 2 of the show, and after the true pacifist ending of Undertale.
WARNINGS: blood mention, possibly death, also swearing
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If you knew anything about Cognito’s head robotics scientist, it’s that she’s been on this job for over a decade.
The job came with many problems and risks, be it near death experiences, dealing with cover-ups and disappearing accidental witnesses, or nearly losing an appendage or two.
But out of everything Reagan Ridley’s done and been through, she didn’t think she would spend her last moments like this.
The machine had taken months to finish, endless all-nighters spent programming, and connecting wires, and checking and rechecking the blueprints to make it perfect.
The companion watch took just a few weeks to properly sync to the shiny, new transporter…
And it malfunctioned. And it took her with it.
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It was a decently quiet night in the building, and the cool wind from outside somehow seeped its way through from the windows to the quite sizable space of Ridley Labs, though it never affected Reagan, as she was used to the drafty windows. Never got the damn things fixed.
Her best friend and co-team leader Brett Hand shivered, though, used to the rest of the building being room temperature.
As Reagan installed the last few panels onto the transporter core, Brett took a minute to look around the lab again.
It was in its usual state, messy but somehow organized enough. Fitting for her, isn’t it?
“Alright, we’re almost ready.” She lifted the welding mask and switched off the propane torch, turning to him. “Brett, do you have the watch?” “Oh- yeah.” He handed her the device. “So… what does this do again?” “Were you even listening the first time?” She muttered, and waved her hand dismissively. “Well, the old teleporter was broken and out of date, so I took the liberty of building a new one. This one syncs to a watch- the one I’m holding here- to take the wearer to and from their destination. The machine serves to make sure that the watch works as intended, and to actually choose your destination.” She patted the machine, and put the wristwatch on, adjusting it.
“You’re here in case something happens to me.” She pointed to Brett, and walked back over, putting her hands on his shoulders. “...If I’m gonna be honest, you’re the only person in this place that I’d trust if anything happened to me.”
“Awww… Reags!” He smiled bright, pulling her into a tight hug. “Me too.”
“Put me down, you goober, or we won’t be able to start the experiment!” She laughed out and smacked at his arm.
He placed her back down and she turned to activate the machine and the watch. “Alright. I’ll start with a decent location… somewhere just outside of DC.” She pressed a few buttons on the machine.
“But… what if you can’t get back? You might have to walk for a while…” Brett commented. He widened his eyes. “OR! I could come and pick you up!” She snapped her fingers. “Exactly.” She presses a button on the watch.
“Alright.”
The transporter vrrrr’d to life, and its sounds echoed across the lab in a pleasant symphony of machinery.
“It’s working!!” Reagan couldn’t hide her excitement, her eyes lighting up as a smirk appeared on her face. “Brett, it’s working!”
Brett squealed in corresponding exhilaration as the watch lit up in unison.
The excitement of the pair was short-lived, as the wristwatch elicited short shocks.
“Shit.” Reagan struggled to get the watch off, as she felt the teleportation tech do its magic. “I can’t- shit, fuck, it’s stuck! I can’t get it-”
And she disappeared in a flash.
Brett’s phone buzzed, and the call was from…
…Reagan. He sighed in relief and clicked to accept the call, only to see a screen of white.
“Reagan????”
Reagan comes on screen, hair whipping in the wind (wind????????).
"Brett! Are y-ou getting this tr-ansmi-ssion!?" The audio and video were cutting out, but Brett nodded.
"List-en to me! I d-on't know wh-er-e I am, but no m-atter WHAT, you have -to keep the m-achine running! I seem to- to h-ave gone to a- different area than intended-”
She pushed her hair out of her face and looked around, squinting in the foggy winter wonderland- if she remembered correctly… it was supposed to be… September.
Oh god.
“I-I.. I-’m th-ink in a di-ffere-nt uni-v-erse! And it's hailing b-" A piece of hail flew down and nailed the scientist right in the temple, causing her to fall over into the snow.
"Reagan? REAGAN!?" Brett brought the screen closer.
"Aw- SH-IT, I... there's sn-ow getting into the wa-tch a-nd I-" Reagan's eyes drooped slightly, and they both noticed blood dripping down her face from the deep cut, now very prominent on the side of her head.
“Shit- Th-this is go-ing a lot w-or-se th-an I th-oug-ht it wo-uld! If I c-an get th-e wat-ch to-”
…She couldn’t…
Reagan felt herself getting weaker. There was blood dripping down into the snow now.
The situation was getting worse. The situation was unsolvable.
"...Brett... if I don't su-rvive this... I j- just want you to know that I'm sorry... for ev-eryth-ing. You w-ere a... a good fr-iend." Reagan felt herself getting more lightheaded, and the watch glitched and crackled as the weather worsened the condition.
"Reagan, why are you apologizing..? Hey- no- listen, you'll come back, you'll be okay, I promise- REAGAN?" Brett teared up and clasped his hands worriedly. The transmission was almost lost.
"...G-oodbye, Br-ett." The screen cut out as white overtook the transmission video, and the small screen finally displayed "SIGNAL LOST".
"Reagan? REAGAN!" Brett called out, but no one answered.
He felt his stomach twist.
…She…
…
He failed to keep himself stable on the edge of the desk, starting to slide down and sit on the floor.
His heart caught in his throat as he choked up, tears falling, the lab now dreadfully silent.
~~~
“Oh goodness…. Frisk! Get the first aid kit!”
#the bagel writes#somewhere sunrise begins another day (the dream fic)#my writing#writing#fanfic#inside job#inside job netflix#reagan ridley#brett hand#only tagging reagan and brett rn since they make up much of the chapter#OKAY. *CLAPS HANDS* I'VE GOT A LOT TO SAY AB THIS#so this idea came to me in a dream (two?)- literally#the original context was that undertale had a netflix show??? and i thought that was funny#i had the 2 dreams around... late november/early december#and i've been thinking about them SINCE#this is gonna be multi chapter but i still have to plan out the rest of it since i dont have much planned out rn#but reagan's eventually gonna interact with the ut characters just because#i didn't tag this ut but the next chapters will since they'll actually have the ut characters in it#also this isn't necessarily shippy but idc if you tag this as brett x reagan#i'm intending on leaving it ambiguous though#OKAY THAT'S ALL. BE UPON YEE!!!!!!!!!!
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lots of emotional thoughts 2day Ew
#finally got my hands on my 2 fav books as a kid nd rereading them is doing a lot of shit to my brain Rn idk#i didn’t realize how much these 2 books still stuck w me after all this time Tbh the one book is all ab doll artists nd their creations#the other is FAIRYOPOLIS lol i loved that book sosososooso much#i think kid me would think it’s rlly cool i have a butterfly collection now just like it talks ab in the book#nd rereading my doll book reminds me of why i love making art in the first place Even tho dolls kinda creep me out#it feels rlly weird having nd rereading these books now nd idrk how 2 describe it#i have convinced myself that my childhood didnt happen nd that little girl is a completely seperate person who grew up safe nd happy#nd So having these books feels rlly bittersweet nd weird like i have the book collection of a little dead girl#WEIRD idk sundays always make me sad i am sad 2day nd playing w all the trinkets in my room#i was supposed to finish a couple drawing But i am . so sad
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I think I’m becoming a little bit of a Troy Abed Annie girly. A little
#my penchant for throuples helps#JeffAnnie is still otp#throuple shippers on here don’t annoy me like lesbiannie truthers do (in general) so that helps a lil#but also it’s not about fanon ofc it’s about the characters#Troy Abed annie actually have a lot of rights when I really think about it#like their canon dynamic is only 2 inches from canon romance at all times#& I just think that’s neat
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No bc why am I thinking ab how the reasons Kiara and Yazan stopped talking are so sad bc under normal circumstances she absolutely would’ve reached out despite everything but she was dealing w a period where she was truly alone. No high school friends, living alone for the first time, w nothing from Edith or her mom, she was struggling!! And esp after her break up she went through a period of depression that left her further isolated to the point where she was basically moving between home and school (which she stayed in partially because it was the only sort of structure and consistency she had to cling to) and doing nothing else. When she realized she had missed wishing yazan happy birthday for the first time in her life she ended up feeling so guilty it pushed her to isolate further, of course he had no clue this was happening, being so far away she didn’t feel she could reach out anyway and esp not after that. By the time she figured her way out and started healing it had been months, but the guilt of not reaching out and of being what she considered a bad friend lingered so she simply didn’t
#the love stayed but the guilt kept her isolated#bbygirl lonely asf and it’s partially her own fault#Kiara actually wears a lot of masks they’re just very charismatic and charming and friendly#she really only takes them down w certain ppl#she only dated Bobby bc he was literally just#there#like#she was lonely and he offered what she thought was friendship or some sort of connection#or she let herself believe that bc she wanted just#someone#and then to have her trust betrayed and any illusions she’d had ab him shattered#actually I think it would’ve hurt her more than she let on#but it also would’ve forced her to recon with why she’d ignored the warning signs in the first place#which I don’t think she was ready to face directly after that#I like to think after all this she makes some friends and starts to slowly figure it out#I also think maybe the period that her nd yazan don’t talk should probably be shorter#maybe 2 years instead of 5#or 3 years#also thinking ab if Edith took note that Kiara was doing said self isolating bc like I think Kiara might’ve still occasionally texted Edith#to invite her to certain things/milestones at the very least and I think it would’ve tapered off#like she would’ve texted her that she’s going to be playing guitar at x cafe and invites her#but she was doing that less so then Edith was getting less texts ab it#anyway#no one TALK to me it’s 2 am and I had to write this somewhere#oc: Kiara#ramblings#also yazan and Edith were going through their own shit too that she had no idea ab so#:))#this is fine#the tag essay is so real
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jus' found out mashrou' leila & mika literally had a concert together. hwat.
I LOVEEE mashrou' leila :[ they r also lebanese & queer like mika & have songs dedicated 2 the topic
one dats always stayed w me is
it's translated as 'ghost', after a gay nightclub in beirut dat was shut down (4 da obvious reasons)... the lyrics always make me sooo emotionla. idk they hit right in da heart. i think the queer experience in the middle east hits home here too. well also they're jus' very beautiful ↓
Showered with this city's bullets, I chorused with ghosts / Bathed by traffic lights, I danced our dabkeh / Till i was high on the the marrow of the electric pole, / And i poured tears - neon - on swollen pupils / Till the fezzes came to take us, to prisons, to castrate us, to make medallions / But we sewed flags from funeral shrouds (from friends on death row).
The mushrooms have started to grow / Tomorrow we inherit the earth / The mushrooms have started to grow / Tomorrow we inherit the earth
My life spent; with rights mortgaged off to your sentiments / My history erased from our books like they were yours to claim / Our hips translated Sappho and Abu Nuwas in the tongue of oohs and aahs / On bed sheets embroidered with the same oohs and aahs we chanted at the picket line.
The mushrooms have started to grow / Tomorrow we inherit the earth / The mushrooms have started to grow / Tomorrow we inherit the earth
For now we still have songs; Sing with your highest heels on
#needless 2 mention the sappho & abu nuwas line literally took me out the first time i listened 2 this song. oh my gawd.#this band was recommended 2 us by an arab friend who we kinda. fell out with a while ago but they still make us think of him.. a lot..#shoutout 2 reisha..#iswear i have so much mfoe 2 say ab the lyrics but as always i don have coherent thoughts#jus. !!!!;! !!!!!! !!;!!;;!!!! !!!!!!#i love queer art i always will.. we r jus. better. we r#mika caws
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Many who knew Henry well seem to have responded to him not just with awe, but with affection. Charles Brandon was, in 1509, just an esquire in the old king's funeral procession, but he rose to become duke of Suffolk on the basis of friendship with Henry, and ended as his brother-in-law. Thomas Cranmer, for whom the king caused many difficulties, held his hand as he lay dying, and seems to have mourned him sincerely. More remarkably, his discarded wives could still speak of him with devotion. Katherine of Aragon wrote in her last letter to him, 'Lastly, I make this vow, that mine eyes desire you above all things.' Anne Boleyn, on the scaffold, said to the crowd, 'I pray God save the king and send him long to reign over you, for a gentler nor a more merciful prince was there never, and to me he was ever a good, a gentle, and sovereign lord.' Anne of Cleves, often to be held to be the lucky one who escaped his clutches without harm, remained his friend for the rest of his life. These levels of attachment should warn us not to make easy assumptions.
Tudor England: A History, Lucy Wooding
#lucy wooding#ok so... a lot to unpack here and please no one reblog this to add stuff before reading my tags lol#bcus i don't entirely agree here but i do think she makes some salient points; and im going to get into it#1) so the example of catherine and AB...setting aside the debated veracity of catherine's letter#(and you can set it aside#she could make this argument different primary sources and it would still stand#like when catherine was informed henry married anne she literally refused to believe it. she said in his great wisdom he would#never do such a thing. so there is a degree of hero-worship even years into her exile and repudiation)#you can't really ignore the circumstances#which is that they have survivors they're leaving behind and they knew that and it would ultimately ; inevitably factor into what they#chose to be their last words....#that being said i don't think you can dismiss them as mere sycophancy / appeal to his better nature either#because last words were considered and are still considered; sacrosanct#it's not a time to lie or even equivocate the truth#i always think of starkey's line for anne's: knowing anne one might suspect satire but the moment was too serious for that'#and i would agree with that#i think it was all bound together: 1) an appeal for elizabeth's welfare and 2) a truth in part#or a truth that had been rather* . she does . maybe more significantly than has been recognized. use the past tense here#he must have been that to her for some period of time#when he stopped being so has been debated by historians ever since#he never was; or right after their marriage#or immediately after elizabeth was born. or immediately after her first miscarriage. or second . etc#anyway so tl; dr while i don't think it's quite as simple as what she's outline here and there are facets to all of the above#i do agree with the general thrust of what she's saying here#which is that...you know. henry was admired and loved by some very admirable people#so there must have been things to love about him#much as that is hard to reconcile with what we know about him and what he did.#that has to be acknowledged and given weight if our understanding of this era and court is ever#to be worth half a salt.
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apple scrapping the theatrical release of austins new movie and instead pushing to distribute it via streaming only despite the filmmakers wishes and even though pitt and clooney both put in extra funds to ensure theatrical release..... they are doing this to hurt me specifically
#this was gonna be my chance to see austin on the big screen!!!!#im so mad ab it#the filmmaker only found out days before the world did too thats so sick#i was planning on going opening night i even confirmed that my local spot was showing it but now they arent 😔#they still are gonna do some theatrical releases for a week but that will not include international and certainly not my home so#unfortunately that drops the chances of me watching it dramatically#like ill probably watch one day just for austin but like. i said that ab euphoria and never did so#may move jason 2 my multi i think also#i have a lot of jason muse at all times i just. i fear the ship has sailed?#ive had jase so many years now hes my second or third longest running Active muse (using this term liberally)#but i think. interest in him has died down over the years and with disconnecting a lot from the st fandom#and in part thats on me! if i can not market the muse to people and be active here then people wont come just#i do not think people care ab jase the way they used to and thats okay!!! i just dont have the energy to do a solo blog for no reason
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