#i spent a long time on this bc ive been so busy lately lol

[crisp-art]

𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘶𝘳𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘥...

𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙚𝙙 𝙢𝙮 𝙫𝙞𝙡𝙡𝙖𝙜𝙚!

[iinariah]

If you don't mind me asking, who are your favorite romantic relationship's couples in books/ manga/ anime/movies/tv series (can be canon or non-canon)? And why do you love them? Sorry if you've answered this question before......Thanks....

HI OMG IM SO SORRY FOR THE VERY LATE REPLY, IVE BEEN VERY BUSY BUT SURE! And since I'm a multishipper, I'll just list my top 5 ships out of fandoms I've been in

FengCui: Feng Xiao x Cui Buqu (Wushuang/Peerless) - The reason I love this ship so much and is my top 1 out of all the shows and books ive read and watched is because I'm so in love with their dynamic, development, and interactions with each other. They first start of as rivals then gradually start to fall for each other with each case they work and time they spent togther. I also loved the fact that the author didn't use stereotypical tropes with the main cp. While its enemies to lovers, to me, it's enemies AND lovers because when they do get together, their dynamic didn't change and they still remained the same. And that's one of the reasons why I love this pair so much.

2. Cezhou: Shen Zechuan x Xiao Chiye (Qiang Jin Jiu/Ballad of Sword and Wine) - I honestly debated if this should be my top 1 but I ultimately decided this would be my top 2 mainly bc I prefer fengcui's dynamic more, But of course, that doesn't make this ship any less great and amazing! In my opinion, this is enemies to lovers with sexual tension done right. I used to hate the trope enemies to lovers because of experience and personal things... But this ship changed my perspective on it a lot. Even though they got together early in the novel, they're still the ship that has the most amazing development and growth I've seen in such as a long time.

3. Hualian: Xie Lian x Hua Cheng (Heaven Official's Blessing) - Ah yes... the classic. I had to put them at my top 3 because TGCF and hualian is what mainly got me into danmei and to this day, I still adore them with all my heart and I'll never ever forget how they made such a huge impact on me... They're like romeo and juliet but done right. They're also the couple that made my standards so unrealistic to the point that I think I'll never ever be able to find someone to love as much as how much they love each other... As much as they're unrealistic, they also made an impact on how I view love in general. I also relate to hua cheng when it comes to appearances because dawg... I am also so insecure of that as well... and when Hua Cheng is insecure about it and Xie Lian is just telling him that he's gorgeous and not ugly like he thinks he is just makes me want to cry because that validation and comforting words is what all of us insecure people need. Just having the reassurance that we're perfect just the way we are...

4. Lucathy: Lucas x Athanasia De Alger Obelia/Athy (Who Made Me a Princess) - I LOVE THEM SO MUCH! Athy is so precious to me and I will protect her at all cost! And I love how their relationship just naturally progresses on the time the spent together and isn't just immediate love at first sight. And I also love how lucas went from "I'm going to watch this bc this is entertaining" to "If you ever hurt her, I'll destroy all of obelia" and bro... LUCAS IS SO WHIPPED FOR ATHY ITS SO FUNNY AHAHAH (Also reminds me on how Xiao Chiye is so whipped for Shen Zechuan but that's another time). And not only that, but I love how Lucas got back from his quest, heard about how Athy got humiliated, bro was like: "Should I kill him?" like bro did not care if it was her father, if someone did shit to her, he would deal with them.

5. LoidYor: Loid Forger x Yor Forger (Spy x Family) - BRO I IMMEDIATELY FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SHIP!! Assassin x Spy? OH HELL YEA! I've honestly been waiting for this kind of trope for such a long time lol. Not only that, but I low how yor is such a girlboss and protects her family even if it isn't real. I honestly really like their progression so far and I hope that they honestly become a family in the end... I have nothing really much to say about this ship because I haven't been keeping up with SXF but I really love them and they're trope because I haven't seen Assassin x Spy trope in fandoms I've been in.

So here are my ships! There are a lot more than these but I just decided to pick which ones that I really love the most and rank them by that. Anyways, thanks for reading this blog!

[catspinach]

sobriety reflection:

ive been completely sober for 4 months (make it 5 months if u dont count my brief christmas meltdown) though its been over a full year now since i realized that i needed to make a real change in my life. i stopped drinking for about a month before finally getting a job. at first I was able to go 2 or so months sober at a time before caving in, but there were scary periods where id be unable to stop for a month or so. sometimes id take shots before my shift, and a few times I've drank a full-size 700mL bottle of vodka in a span of 24hrs.

After binge drinking until i reached my absolute limit, I'd eventually get so hungover that i couldn't keep anything down and i wasn't able to slowly wean myself off of the alcohol. I'd suddenly stop drinking, eating, and sleeping, and to pass the time all i could do was pace around my little bedroom or throw up. nobody in my family knew how much i drank so i couldn't risk going downstairs, the tv was way too loud and bright, and i guess I'm simply unable to sit still when I'm not feeling well so I couldnt even sleep it off. when it got unbearable id attempt to meditate. that was probably the only thing that brought me any sort of peace.

My time drinking was spent bumming around alone, feeling depressed and extremely horny. when i was hungover I'd voice chat my (long distance) gf on fb messenger about how miserable i was, and how much i just wanted to die. then when i was feeling better id be unable to even look at our previous convo bc of the extreme guilt i felt. i cant imagine seeing someone i love going through such hell. having only me to bring them solace, yet not being able to help at all. It made me hate myself, which made me drink.

I went through another withdrawal phase and became aware that it was getting harder every time i tried sobering up. It really felt like I was on my deathbed, and I called everyone I could to try to get some sort of outpatient help, but they refused unless i did a month inpatient, and again my family didn't know. I was alone in this, very adamant about not going to AA. I was scared I'd run into someone I know and I heard it's not very effective for young alcoholics anyway. I drank on Christmas Eve a month later and threw up at grandma's on Christmas day. That was when I realized I had a choice to tell someone. That I had no excuse not to tell someone. So I called my sister in and I sat naked on the floor crying as i explained to her what was happening. We all left and she brought me to walgreens to get some Tums, promising not to tell anyone and offering me to stay at her place. which I declined lol fuck that

4 months later and i still get cravings often. i can stop myself from drinking now by reminding myself that tomorrow is a busy day at work, and by imagining it going down my throat. Now when so much as think about drinking I taste vomit.

The other day I almost snuck into my moms room for a shot before work, but stopped myself. I make $19/hr plus overtime, and I know that if i lose this job I won't be able to score one with matching pay. ive been practicing being kind to myself.

Lately I've been bumming again. sometimes life doesn't feel much different from how it did at my lowest– aside from feeling less nauseous now. i guess that's a start to bettering myself though.

[cruddykawa]

Sugawara x Reader | Assigned

uhhh ok ive been on a like writing marathon if u couldnt tell bc im just trying to not study for finals and basically im filling my brain with fluff instead of actual material that will lead to me to grad which is in like 4 days woohooo im literally this close to finishing undergrad pray for mi in these hard times lfmaooo

i got this off a scenario list thing where basically your seats are assigned next to each other lol 

sugawara x reader

word count: 1188

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You somehow managed to make it to the venue for the wedding ceremony in time. You had nearly run here, in fear that you’d would be late to your friend’s wedding. You guessed going to gym more frequently made up for something because when you checked your phone you managed to be 15 minutes early.

Thankfully, the seats were assigned, so having to find a chair wouldn’t be a struggle. You quickly checked the seating chart and headed to your row. Once you found your seat, you settled down next to a silver-haired man. While looking at all the extravagant decorations in awe, the man next to you said, “I wonder how much money they spent on this whole event.”

You looked at him a little wide eyed and then laughed, “I was actually thinking the same thing.”

He smiled at you and introduced himself, “I’m Sugawara Koushi.”

You introduced yourself and asked, “How do you know the couple?”

“I was classmates with the groom in high school. We played volleyball together.” he answered, “You?”

“I know the bride through our club in university.” You smiled, “I heard that Daichi played volleyball in high school.”

“Ahh, our fearful captain.” Sugawara smirked.

You broke out in laughter, “Fearful? I don’t know Daichi that well, but I’ve never seen him as scary!”

“You’d be surprised.” Sugawara replied.

The two of you were looking each other in the eye, but then his eyes went up to your hair. You worriedly asked, “Is there anything wrong with my hair?”

He pointed to the left side of your head and said, “Just right there. There’s a couple of stray hairs sticking out. You attempted to fix your hair, but you felt yourself making it worse. Sugawara chuckled, “Here.”

He gently brushed his fingers through your hair and was able to fix the stray hairs. You could feel your cheeks turn red, and you thanked him. He smiled, “Don’t worry about it.”

“I probably should’ve checked myself in the bathroom before coming into the ceremony hall.” You admitted, “I was actually scared that I’d be late, so I nearly ran here.”

“Well, other than those stray hairs, I’d say you look great.” Sugawara complimented.

“Thank you!” you smiled.

Soon after the ceremony started, and the two of you headed to the reception together. Both of you looked at the chart, and Sugawara pointed out, “We’re sitting next to each other again!”

You looked to see where his fingers were, and you nodded, “I’m glad about that because, frankly, I don’t know too many people here.”

“I’ll introduce you to the old Karasuno volleyball team because it looks like we’ve all been placed at the same table.” He laughed.

The two of you headed your designated table and sat next to each other. Sugawara immediately started to introduce you to his old high school classmates. After the first dance, dinner was served. You couldn’t help but smile when you saw them all interact. You asked Sugawara, “Do you guys hang out frequently?”

He looked at you and said, “Well, this is actually the first time we’ve all been together other since high school. It’s hard to meet up altogether since some of us have really busy schedules.”

Sugawara pointed at the people he called Hinata and Kageyma, “They’re on the national volleyball team! Kageyama learned everything he knows from me!”

The tall and brown-haired person next to Sugawara, introduced to you as Asahi, burst out in laughter, “Sure. That’s where Kageyama learned it all from.”

You cocked your head in confusion and but joined in laughing, “It’s great to see that you guys still get along so well with each other despite it being such a long time.”

Sugawara looked at you and grinned agreeably.

The bride and groom were making their rounds around the tables, and they soon reached the one that you were all sitting at. Sugawara playfully punched Daichi in the gut and laughed, “Congratulations!”

Daichi slightly groaned in pain but beamed, “Thank you! I’m so glad you all could make it.”

Daichi and the rest of the table were catching up in each other’s lives, and you were talking to your friend, the bride. You smiled, “You look so beautiful today.”

“I’d say you don’t look too shabby yourself.” She looked at Sugawara behind you with a cheeky smile, “So how are you and Sugawara getting along?”

You felt a blush rise up to your cheeks, “I knew us sitting together at the ceremony and reception wasn’t a coincidence.”

Your friend stuck her tongue out, “As soon as I met Sugawara, I knew you two would get along. So, how’s it going?”

“Not half bad, to be honest.”  You cleared your throat, “He’s really funny and cute.”

Your friend clapped her hands together, “I’m so glad!”

You tried to stop her cheering, “Well, we don’t know if he thinks the same way about me, so let’s not get carried away.”

“Whatever,” your friend rolled her eyes, “anyways, there’s an open bar, so grab some drinks.”

“I don’t want to say that I came for the open bar, but I am glad there is one.” You grinned.

Your friend looked at Daichi, “We gotta visit the rest of the tables, but trust me, I wanna come back and talk also! But we have to do our duties first!” Your friend pulled Daichi by the arm and smiled, “We’ll see you guys in a bit!”

The table waved to the newlyweds, and Sugawara asked, “So, what did you guys talk about?”

“Nothing really…” You awkwardly chuckled, “Other than the open bar, which I’m probably going to visit like now.”

Sugawara stood up from his chair, “I’ll go with you!”

You grabbed a drink and soon the music started to play causing everyone to dance. You pulled Sugawara onto the dance floor with you, and the two of you were dancing together.

The both of you decided to take a break from dancing and sit at your table. After you had a couple of drinks from the bar, you already felt yourself start to loosen up. “You’ll never believe how much thought went into us being sat together.”” you began, “My friend assigned both of our seating arrangements because she thought we would be a good match for each other.”

Sugawara looked at Daichi and the bride who were definitely spectating your guys’ interaction, but as soon as he spotted them, they moved their gazes away from them. He chuckled, “Frankly, I’m not surprised if Daichi had some sort of hand in it.”

“Well, do you think they were right about us?” you curiously asked.

Sugawara looked at you with a coy smile, “Maybe we can talk about it over coffee after this wedding.”

feel free to request scenarios in my ask~

[yiulee999]

Hey! What do you think of OPM season 2? I still love it & am looking forward to next weeks new episode but i just wish Saitama had more screen time ;-(

hey nonny~! 

apologies for the late reply, its a combo of not getting notifications (tumblr u useless trashbucket) and being on surgery rotation (i miss sleeping so much) 

firstly, i am truly glad you still love it and look forward to the new episodes!!! 💖💖💖please dont let anything i say from this point on dissuade you from that enjoyment 

THAT BEING SAID 

///cut for length 

ive only watched up to the second episode, and i am having Such Difficulties convincing myself to keep watching. i know my rxns to ep 1 were overall pretty positive and I stand by it but the more i watch the more the Cringe/Hypercritique starts take over. 

Turns out, the art style had a bigger impact than i thought on the length of which i enjoy shows. personally, i just really like when anime/shows have a happy marriage between writing and artwork. and when show directors know how to interpret writing, how to set up a scene (the angle, the music, the pacing), and then communicate with artists who have the skills to bring that idea to life using the medium they’re given -- that’s when writing becomes storytelling. OPM’s writing is still fantastic since they’re going off ONE (whereas GoT has the opposite problem where the production value is 4K and the writing is early 2000s livejournal/fanfiction lol god why is everyone dropping the ball in 2019??)

As for the art, since opm switched to jc staff and shingo natsume & co. left for other projects ( ;;_____;; im emo ), its inevitable we would see a drop in animation quality and i find myself constantly getting distracted by things i never used to get concerned about in the first season (bc of the high bar of expectations set by s1 artists/directors, like theres just no way jc staff would match up it to all of that and i feel bad for them, they’re trying their best but that doesn’t mean theyre immune to critique on the artistic liberties that they’ve taken that i feel as a viewer, may not have been the best choice?) 

the shading: no, just, unnecessary and distracting and why is it the center of saitamas face, im by far no expert in lighting but a bish can tell something doesnt look right??? 

the shading pt II: color choices. just gonna say i was not expecting sai’s ‘hair shirt’ in ep 1 to be bright-ass neon green, it was a little jarring at first and i miss him in red ;-; i get hes supposed to have poor fashion choices but i dont see him as the type to pick something that stands out so much in the crowd, like he likes to be left alone. NEON doesnt really relay ‘hi dont mind me im just barely existing here lol’ 

the shading pt III: genos arms/neck. okaY so the bby looks good in screenshots. like he’s shiny and nice to look at when nothings moving. bUT this is animation?? movement of objections is different from still life manga so making every single scene almost 99% like murata’s panels translates a little awkwardly to the screen (like staff is lucky bc murata’s a force of nature with his panels playing out like a movie for ref). but when genos moves, the arms are just distracting bc everything around him is drawn simply without shadows so they stand out by themselves and i (visually) forget about the rest of him haha. 

the pacing: it feels scripted, person A says this so we’ll show person A in the shot, then person B is saying something so we have to cut to person B, etc etc like keeping pretty steady to manga lines to the point where i was starting to get bored bc i knew what was coming. it was really intervaled? like someone had to be saying something at a certain effect and i think s1 had more dramatic pauses (lol) but thats how you can place emphasis on scenes to have an emotional impact if the character doesnt say anything and just let the soundtrack do some talking and the cadence of the script will change too (im 10000% talking about the sunset scene in s1 god bless. like it was slow, there was MOOD there wasn’t any rush and really gave the viewer time to think about the relationship between the two characters and what that moment meant to each of them) i feel like there were several scenes that could have been more like in the scene where sai protected fubuki, could have been a little more dramatically emphasized (aka just a pause) so the viewer could get a chance to understand that he purprosefully shielded her or when genos says that strong heroes are drawn to saitama--bUT nope its the same pace, like c l o c k w o r k just like my t eARS--

the fight scenes: how do i even start. the one scene that got me INTO opm (like watching the anime, reading the manga, drawing fanart, writing fanfic, reading fanfics etc) was kickstarted by the fight scene between genos and saitama in s1 that was circulating on tumblr a while back. i thought the characters were interesting and the fight was badass and it just looked SO COOL. (also the forehead flick at the end just kinda sealed my fate). going from that to s2 fight scenes where its mostly cut scenes and freeze scenes?? where theres a cut out behind the characters back?? during a fight scene????? this isn’t a calling card or an anime opening??? i dont understand. when they dont do cut scenes, its interesting but my initial impression is just underwhelmed. i can find good parts but it feels like i have to replay the scene to notice it? theres also an overwhelming amount of graphics/cgi manipulation that overpowers the actual art sometimes. its lacking some of the fluidity that comes from hand drawn fight scenes from first season. OTL

the sound directing: so i thought that the mood just felt off for certain scenes and the sound didn’t seem to support the scene as well (unless it was like the character’s theme or smtg) and i looked it up and the sound director was also replaced (Yoshikazu Iwanami replacing Shoji Hata). i have no idea if the sound director is also in charge of character lines but there were parts were fubuki was monologuing and i had no idea she was inner monologuing, i thought she was talking out loud and that just took extra effort on my part to re-orient myself (im nitpitcking i know but its just how i watch shows lol) 

there are still some parts i like about the animation:

fubuki looks bangin and i love her👌👗

all of this just made me realize how insanely lucky we were to have an amazing s1 and just have it exist and how i really could not care less if they had just waited forever to make s2 as long as we had the same crew come back. but anime is still a business and the quicker they dish out merch/seasons, the more money they can bring in. which they do in the short run but they would bring in more if they spent a little more on quality in the long run and it becomes one of those classics that ppl will rewatch and keep recommending to ppl who want to get into anime and oh my god we’re never gonna have that now, are we. if im gonna rec it to a friend its gonna be ‘read the manga!’ or ‘just watch s1!’ uGH. its just an unfortunate situation, its not one person’s fault either, so many factors go into what made opm s1 so spectacular and seeing s2 just made me appreciate s1 more. i guess im happy to have a s2 regardless? 

i’ll still watch to support (and bc i like suiryuu and wanna see sai in a karate gi and wig lol). maybe i just have to get used to the new style. 

so in summary,

[everydreamhome-aheartache]

I'm a little upset and trying to be an adult about it. My bf owns a company and is very very busy (I know this bc ive seen it with my eyes and have also done a few jobs for him so I know!) And lately it's been hectic at work and I haven't seen him in so long. he's currently in another state (v close to me though like, 4/5 hours aways) and he's been there for months and he came back this week to run some errands, spent 3/4 days here, in my city, and went back to the other state and didn't tell or asked to see me. I found out via Instagram lol. It's totally possible that he's been v busy, which he said he was but damn... I could've just had had lunch w him or something but ok .... Can't say much bc i really don't know how busy he was but ok... Hurt & rejected

Honestly just gonna live my life, not think about him too much and if I have someone to go out with, I will. people seem to forget about me or just wave me like "oh she'll understand" bitch no, i don't want to understand I feel things deeply.stop wasting my time!

I just feel like I'm not part of his life. But I'm sure this is me being paranoid

[frostironficrecs]

Hi so i have a few requests if thats okay. 1. Evil! Tony where he has secretly been working with loki or something like that. 2. teen AU theres still the avengers and all but they are teens, and lokis good. 3. avengers meeting lokis kids with frostiron. Sorry if thats too much I'm just having trouble finding these things. Thank you

Me when I first got this ask: this is totally not too much, you are fine, this gives me more opportunities to readMe now: This! Took! So! Fucking! Long! I’m! So! Sorry!

Anyway!

*cracks knuckles* alright friend, ive got at least a couple recs on here with that first request- dark tony working with loki in this rec list, particularly 3, 6, 7, and 9.

Now! teen/hs aus w/ the avengers. those are gonna be a bit harder lol. All of these don’t necessarily have the Avengers, but then I would have virtually no fics for this part of the rec ajkdhlfa

And Everyone Knew Except Them- miaao3, G or T, No Warnings. It started as a stupid joke; Tony smacked a kiss on Loki to freak out a homophobe, except everything went belly up as soon as Loki started kissing back. I loved this?? So Much???? I’m so sad mia isn’t writing anymore :(

What? Wait… What?- msMynx, Mature, No Warnings. Loki is entirely too busy to even think about prom. Prom is what other people did, not him.Hilarious, honestly. Totally something that could happen in canon, imo.

I’m Your Guy- STARSdidathing, G, No Warnings. “You might be gay, but he likes girls, Loki.”Thor is a bad bro sometimes, and Tony is awesome.

It Just Sort Of Happened- Potrix, T, No Warnings Apply (Mentions of drug abuse, mentions of attempted suicide, mentions of overdosing)Sometimes, Loki learns, getting in trouble is just the first step of something new and wonderful.Buddy,,,, this was,,,,,,,,,  angsty and wonderful

This one was difficult and annoying, bc I found Loki’s kids meeting Avengers with frostiron, but it was badly written, or gross, or some kind of shit imo. Then I found meeting Loki’s kids with frostiron! But barely any Avengers, SO, Buddy, I Tried. Honestly, this was the section that took the longest alsdkjf. (A note, I didnt go as in depth for this tag as i have for others bc i thought i spent enough time on it, but here is the link to the search terms i used. Therefore, a lot of the fics on this sec are pretty new, and im sure there are plenty of other good ones in the tag, i simply kinda didnt feel like reading them)

Loki’s Brood (series)- Raven_Ehtar, T, (Past) Rape/Non-con, (Flashback) Graphic Violence (IMO violence is not that bad, and to me the non-con was glossed over)After the trial in Asgard for his various crimes, Loki Laufeyson walks away estranged from his people and burdened with tasks to amend his past wrongs. In so doing he also walks away with his three children - Fenrir, Hela and Jörmungandr - taking them out of the hands of the Æsir. He entrusts them to Tony Stark, much to everyone’s surprise, and what could have been a disaster turns out to work out remarkably well for everyone involved. At least most of the time.This entire series was amazing, I loved it, I want more right now, thank you very much. (This one has the most kids+avengers)

Crossing the Line (series)- pristineungift, M, No Warnings/Graphic Violence.Tony Stark may not know it, but he is Loki’s.Not in a creepy way tho! Imo, at least lkasdf. I really loved this series honestly. Also, Angst :’> (More... adult ‘kids’, and mostly avengers tbh)

Hel is Other People- Moosepelheim, M, Graphic Violence.“So what if I ate the cheeseburger?” Tony shouts, throwing a wrench at Loki’s head. The bastard dodges it easily as he stalks closer. “That doesn’t mean I belong to you!”“Oh, not to me,” Loki says lowly, a smile like honey slowly spreading its way across his face. “But with me? Surely you’ve heard of Persephone.”“A cheeseburger isn’t some fucking mystical pomegranate, you smirking lunatic.” It isn’t, it just isn’t. Not even close. "You aren't even Greek!" he adds, throwing another wrench which is dodged just as easily.Loki spreads his hands wide, posing like the showman he is. “I think you’ll find that a pomegranate symbolizes the fruit of the dead. Your cheeseburger, made of dead flesh, was topped with fruit. It’s close enough for the symbolism to bind.”“Ah-hah! There’s no fucking fruit on a cheeseburger,” Tony says triumphantly, finger pointing accusingly at Loki. “I fucking win, no going back to crazy town with you. I stay here in my workshop, and you fucking leave before I call the Avengers.”“Oh Stark,” Loki murmurs, almost affectionately. “A tomato is a berry, you ignorant fool.”I’m fucking counting this bc this is one of my faves and Im justifying it by the fact that Loki’s kids are in it, albeit as adults, and more towards the end than anything else.

These last three are pretty much Loki+kids+Tony, no Avengers. But they’re all lovely nonetheless, and I would love more of these kinds of fics

Hidden Within- Lynds (Incomplete, updating regularly), T, Chose No Warnings.Tony's on the verge of giving up when he stumbles into Lucas and his large brood of troubled children. He knows they're on the run, but frankly, he's not going to live very much longer, so he doesn't care. He just wants to hang out with the hot guy with stunning green eyes and crazy kids, and maybe fall in love with all of them. Just a little.When Loki finds out he isn't Odin's son, he washes his hands of the lot of them. He steals his children back from their prison and takes them on the run, hiding their true nature and magic in a mortal form. But then Tony comes to their aid one day, and he has to choose between keeping his children safe and hidden, and releasing his magic to save the life of a man he might be falling for.This is the best of the ones I read, no lie, and even tho its super new it deserves to be on this list.

Late Again- andquitefrankly, G, No Warnings.Single dad’s Tony and Loki always bring their kids late to school. And those kids see something that they don’t: love.Def Loki’s kids, and... kinda an oc for Tony’s kid? However, this was delightful, and light, and fluffy. Exactly what I needed after some of the other angst heavy ones on this list.

Forming a Family- siver_drip, T, No Warnings.Odin cast Loki’s children through space and time. Tony finds Hela.Seeing dad!Tony was amazing, I loved it, and Hela was a wonderful little hellion, whom I adore. More pre-slash than anything during the story

[stodbensol]

@homosexualhufflepuff tagged me and i cant sleep so lets do this now

1. LAST TEXT SENT: I answered my friend that told me we got paid for a job 2. LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: I like dark colors: dark red, dark blue, black 3. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY: :))))))i woke up 16.30:))))) not even kidding 4.WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT: Watching ESC i think 5. NAME SOMETHING YOU CANT WAIT FOR: summer!! ! !!!!!! and my sister to come home:/ 6. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOTHER: idek?? i cant remember the last time i spoke to her lol 7. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU CHANGE ABOUT YOUR LIFE: woah this is too deep 8. WHATS GETTING ON YOUR NERVS RN: my fucked up sleeping schedule, why am i like this 9. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: uhhhh,, im single 10. FAVORITE TV SHOW: Friends and Glee <33 11. FIRST BEST FRIEND: Hanna and Moa, theyre twins and we were besties from age 4-11 i think, good times 12. LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: nothing bc my ears hurt from wearing my headset all day 13. 3 FEARS: deep water and fish in the water, the dark, cats :s 14. 4 TURN ON’S: a nice smile:), sports uniforms r so hot agfjksf, maybe a nice jawline:) 15. 4 TURN OFF’S: eating sounds, not paying attention to me, being straight lol 16. SEXUAL ORIENTATION: gay 17. MY SENIOR QUOTE IN MY YEARBOOK: “that’s not a thing in sweden lol” 18. FIRST THING I NOTICE IN A NEW PERSON: i have no idea 19. SHOE SIZE: 39-40 20. EYE COLOR: light blue/grey 21. HAIR COLOR: blonde 22. FAVORITE CLOTHING ITEM: tshirts 23. WHAT COLOR UNDERWEAR I’M WEARING RIGHT NOW: black 24. ULTIMATE BIAS: 25. ULTIMATE BIAS GROUP: 26. FAVORITE SEASON: summer!!! 27. HOW MUCH TIME I SPENT ON DESIGNING MY BLOG PAGE: how much what designing my what 28. THE REASON I JOINED TUMBLR: need(ed) that gay exposure for that internalized homophobia ha,ha hashtagactivelyworkingonit 29. LAST BOOK I READ: Evig Lycka (Eternal Happiness) by Klas Isaksson 30. DO I EVER GET “GOOD MORNING” OR “GOODNIGHT” TEXTS?: not texts but snapchats 31. WHEN DID I LAST HOLD HANDS?: uhh i think it was w al-x last thursday #texmex 32. HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE ME TO GET READY IN THE MORNING?: 15min:) 33. HAVE I SHAVED MY LEGS IN THE PAST 3 DAYS?: nah 34. WHERE AM I RIGHT NOW?: in bed;));)))) 35. DO I LIKE MUSIC LOUD OR LOW: loud, i dont want to hear others or myself 36. 3 THINGS I LOVE: music, art, dancing (wow vilken estet) 37. HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW: tired in many ways

38. SOMETHING I REALLY, REALLY WANT: summer!! ! ! ! !!11 39. 3 THINGS THAT UPSET ME: eating sounds ha, cishet boys:)), ppl judging other ppl for ridiculous reasons (like, mind ur own business) 40. WHAT I FIND ATTRACTIVE IN OTHER PEOPLE: humor, intelligence, kindness 41. 3 HABITS I HAVE: i Always open the cabinet door in our bathroom bc its the exact size of a human and i wanna be on the safe side:) i always sing? i stay up too late 42. SOMETHING I FANTASIZE ABOUT: the future 43. MY OTPs: i dont, have any 44. SOMETHING IM TALENTED AT: eh 45. THE BLOG I GIVE MOST NOTES TO: @you-had-me-at-e-flat-major apparently 46. THE LAST PERSON THAT RE-BLOGGED FROM ME: @cuddlyjongin​ 47. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?: no and sometimes 48. MY FAVORITE FOOD: i fucking love tacos 49. MY FAVORITE DESSERT: strawberries bc its so summery 50. WHAT I DID YESTERDAY: i slept and then i ate tacos and then i hung out w friends and then i watched esc and sense8 51. NUMBER OF KIDS I WANT: 0-2 52. NUMBER OF SIBLINGS I HAVE: 5 53. SOMETHING THATS CONSTANTLY ON MY MIND: some song 54. LAST PERSON I MESSAGED ON TUMBLR: @homosexualhufflepuff 55. CAN I DRIVE: only my moped haha 56. WHAT STATE OR PART OF THE WORLD DO I LIVE IN: the north of sweden 57. AM I IN SCHOOL?: yes im 17 58. DO I GET GROSSED OUT EASILY?: i dont think so 59. SOMEWHERE I WOULD LIKE TO VISIT FOR A WEEK: the us 60. I’LL LOVE YOU IF…: ..you play an instrument/sing to me 61. LAST SHOW I BINGE-WATCHED: Familjen annorlunda hahahah 62. WHAT WORDS UPSET ME THE MOST: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 63. WHAT WORDS MAKE ME FEEL THE BEST ABOUT MYSELF: what 64. A WISH THAT I’VE WISHED FOR REPEATEDLY ON 11:11: good grades haha 65. WHO I WOULD SWITCH LIVES WITH FOR A DAY: some rich dude 66. MY FAVORITE ICE CREAM: bj cookie dough 67. ALLERGIES: not really 68. SEXIEST PERSON TO COME TO YOUR MIND IMMEDIATELY: saw this girl on instagram and she was so hot i wanted to puke? 69. MY CHILDHOOD CARRER CHOICE: Author 70. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES: eh 71. HOW MANY BLOGS AM I FOLLOWING: 236 72. HOW MANY TABS/DIFFERENT WINDOWS ATM: 5: sense8, tumblr, google translate:’), tumblr, google 73. COKE OR PEPSI: coke 74. TEA OR COFFEE: ugh tea but neither 75. MOVIE OR BOOK: movie 76. A SENSE I WOULD BE WILLING TO LOSE: smell i guess 77. QUOTE I LIVE BY: "d löser sig” lol 78. TYPE OF ACCESSORIES I WEAR THE MOST: ive worn this necklace for 3 years now sooo 79. LAST AWKWARD SITUATION I FOUND MYSELF IN: i immediately repress every awkward situation im in so idk 80. WHAT TIME IS IT RIGHT NOW: 5:30 in the morning lol my brain is mush 81. A SONG THAT’S MADE ME CRY: uhh i cried today when they sang Imagine in Skam 82: FIRST SONG I EVER SANG AT KARAOKE: the first song i remember is “När vindarna viskar mitt namn” by Roger Pontare. Me and my then besties Hanna and Moa played SingStar and thats like our dearest memory togheter. We mustve been like 8.. we had a blast

[foreveregyptian]

DO ALL OF THE AESTHETIC ASKS (but not the ones you're uncomfortable answering)

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

last monday in the gameroom a little louder than i should have

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

any moment i’ve spent with people whose company i enjoy

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

I would increase my voluntary salah, make some more dua, probably pray my salah with other people instead of alone, and go back to jumuah (i havent been going and i miss it). overall increase my rememberance of Allah

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

things id like to accomplish in this life inshaallah (based on first thing that comes to mind)

-memorize the Quran

-get married 

-travel with my future husband everywhere (inshaallah inshaallah)

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

my mom honestly. sometimes we go on little adventures (thrift stores, short walks, cafes, or even grocery shopping) and she gets excited over the cutest things like teacups and stuff and she works so hard for her business and she balances so much on top of her normal responsibilities mashaallah shes such a great role model may Allah protect her and reward her for everything she does ameen

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

I would say my childhood was average, there were a few times where ive gone through rough patches but theyve made me who i am today and I’m thankful for that. 

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

a couple nights ago in front of my mom, i got overwhelmed with a bunch of things that stressed me out and she knew something was up and she asked about it so i kind of cried a bit. 

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

my future husband (inshaallah). I dont know why, but it just seems that it should be him. stargazing seems like a really peaceful activity that requires comfortable quiet and that was the first thing that came to mind. 

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

not really.... considering the fact i’m kind of awkward at first meeting people. 

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

with maryam, shes one of my best friends and im thankful for her

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

To anyone in the room, my shahaada (bearing witness that there is no God worthy of worship except Allah and that Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him is His servant and Messenger)

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

They’re calming to look into! 

sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.

Its a verse from the Quran that I feel like has affected my life alot, from surah Hashr ayah 59, the translation being “And be not like those who forgot Allah, so He made them forget themselves. Those are the defiantly disobedient.” along with surah Ra’d ayah 28, “Verily in the remembrance of Allah do hearts find rest”. Lately ive been feeling alot of anxiety for issues of this dunya, and at the same time i have to be honest but I wasnt 100% with remembering Allah. I was doing it, but it wasnt with the best intentions, and I’m trying to fix it. Alhamdulillah my chest is a bit lighter and I feel calmer, as if my heart is at more ease than it was before, subhanallah. 

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

probably donate it to my community school, they really need the money for repairs. 

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

I didnt used to be. I used to hold grudges for a long time until i realized it wasnt healthy and also it wasnt good. and then i was forgiving to people who had harmed me, but if anyone did anything to my friends i would stay mad at them even when my friends had forgiven them (at this point i was like okay tasneem chill). now i can say (alhamdulillah) that i have an okay level of forgiveness (better than what i used to have before).

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

Dont worry about what other people think about you because none of it matters in the end. You are beautiful. You will go through fake friends and one sided friendships and they will leave but you will find gems that will help you grow as a person and will be there for you and call you out on your mistakes for your sake so grit your teeth a bit more and ride it out, verily with hardship comes ease. drill that in your mind, repeat it, because you will go through so much difficulty and emptiness but none of it is in vain. You did not go to umd like you wanted but youre much happier here alhamdulillah and you’ll see why. 

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

pastel! definetly pastel

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I’ve been exposed to cultures where nose piercings are normal, and i have my ears pierced. for myself i wouldnt want to go past either of those but people are free to pierce whatever they want. Tattoos mehhhhhh i wont judge anyone who has them but theyre not allowed in Islam. personally i prefer henna. 

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

i wear whatever im in the mood/energy for on each given day, but if its a big even i do a full face (what i consider full face is foundation/concealer and my eyes/eyebrows, plus occasional highlight) I dont have time in my routine for eyeshadow or learning how to do it. On class days that i do wear it it’ll range from fresh face to eyebrows and eyeliner+mascara. 

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

Donald Trump, you are the shittiest human being in the world. (not changing this) 

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

(has not been to a concert)

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

red bc its cool

eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

zaynub, maryam, hibaaq, afraah, and raneem and maybe somewhere in dc or an art museum or a city with cafes OH YEAH A CAT CAFE 

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

i saw this fanart of a hijabi airbender and it was so freaking cool i wanted to do a costume party and do a hijabified avatar character bc thats sick as heck

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

lol the most high ive been was at the dentist office off of laughing gas and my limbs were falling off the chair and i was laughing my head off 

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

kill someone

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

i’d rather only listen to one song because i love the people i surround myself with and i cant choose just one. 

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

for me it was kind of heart painful. my heart would miss the person a bit after they passed by and it would go on for months... wishing for another way to see them even if its just a few seconds, the feeling that you’ve met before and wish to meet again, and after a long time when you think you’re over them, they show up and it all starts over. 

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

i’ve been told id look good in short hair and ive always wanted to try it?

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

honestly my drinks vary but i usually like eating the turkey egg white sandwich. not even myself bc i never know what i want from there *nervous sweats*

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

making it to Paradise via pleasing Allah (SWT)