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Kisses and Ceramics
Synopsis: You decided to go to an Arts and Wines studio with Nanami, who looks displeased with his end result. Luckily, his adoring (future), wife, is there to comfort him.
Pairing: Nanami x Reader
Warnings: None (Just a Fluff Overload)
Authors Note: I thought of this cute little blurb while studying for my exam and I just had to write it before I forgot! That and to procrastinate my studying, but shhh!
Enjoy this fluffy piece!
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Nanami wondered if it was a mistake coming here.Ā
Sitting across from him was you; with your tongue peeking out as you lightly pressed a brush against a bowl you had displayed so proudly. Swiftly and slowly making pink flower designs on the white ceramic, you didnāt notice the man's sour mood just yet.Ā Ā
His cup sat pathetically, it was uneven and bumpy. he didnāt dare put more effort into it,afraid he would somehow make it worse
It looked like a child scribbled lines on it, sneezing as they traced upon the cup making the blue vertical stripes come out uneven; sloppy.Ā
Wincing he grabbed the wine glass just beside him, sipping it down in one go before staring back at his disaster in front of him.Ā
Noticing the blonde haired man hesitancy, you swallowed.Ā
āEverything okay, Kento?ā Slightly smiling, you put on a worried face.Ā
Maybe asking him to go was a bad idea, he wasnāt much into arts and crafts and you should have taken the hint when you first brought it up to himĀ
He didnāt exactly seemā¦ ecstaticā¦ to go.Ā
Recalling back you remembered when it came to fruitionĀ
Ā The day had just ended, you both were lying comfortably on the plush couch adorning the middle of your living room.
His arm was around your shoulders, while your head was leaning comfortably on his chest.Ā
It came to you in the spur of the moment, jumping up and startling him you blurted it right out.Ā
āKento! We should dine and paint this weekend! Satoru- he went with his date last week and he said it was really fun!ā
Squinting at the name of the white haired man, he had to resist letting out a sigh.Ā
He couldnāt remember the last time he made anything. Painting? It really wasnāt his forte, but you sat there staring at himĀ
Looking at him with those glossy orbs of yours and who was he to say no to such a face?Ā
Putting on the best expression he could muster, he stroked your cheek, placing his hand on your chin tilting it upwards.
āWhatever you want, sweetheart,ā leaning in he placed a chaste kiss to your lips, savoring the sweet and minty taste before pulling back, glancing once more at the television.Ā
The sound of laughter brought you back, the couples around you giggled as they compared crafts, hugging and kissing each other often.Ā
āKento,ā you giggled, pointing at his cup with a dainty finger.Ā
āLet me see, it canāt be as bad as youāre making it-āĀ
āAbsolutely not.ā With a firm hand he pushed your finger back to its space.Ā
āPlease? I swear I wonāt make fun!ā Bottom lip protruding you talked once more.
āPleaaaaaase, Ken?āĀ
That was all it took. With a sigh, he squinted his eyes, grabbing the poor excuse of a mug and handed it over.
āThank youuu!ā You sang, taking it and going over each divet and bump with care.Ā
āItās great! It has more personality than any of theres I bet,ā she eyed the other couple by them, who he noticed had painted the cups a solid yellow.Ā
āSatoru doesnāt have anything on th-
āDonāt say it,ā he mumbled, bringing his fingers to the bridge of his nose.Ā
He remembered Gojos cups, as they were shoved in his face the night prior.
It was frustratingly perfect, glazed with a sheen and a light blue color adorning its circumference.Ā
āSee if you can do better!ā The white haired man had laughed, loud and arrogant as usual and his urge to punch him was strong.Ā
āSatoru,ā he heard you behind him, and relaxed his shoulders.
āNo showing off! but how did you get it so shiny?!āĀ
Staring at you now his eyes softened.Ā
You held it with such care, turning it slowly to admire each and every groove.Ā
āDonāt forget to put your name on the bottom, honey,āĀ
Looking up you met his gaze, it was sweet to see him already staring, with loving eyes and a light smile instead of a frown.
He hummed in agreement, taking back the cup delicately, no longer hating how rough it felt.
Maybe it wasnāt so bad, placing his finished project next to yours he leaned forward, leavingĀ a kiss on your forehead.Ā
āIāll send a picture to Gojo, heāll wanna see em!āĀ
He sighed once moreĀ
He was never going to live this down.Ā
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#JJK#jjk x reader#jjk fluff#jjk fanfic#nanami kento#nanami x reader#nanami x you#nanami kento x reader#Gojo#fluff#anime#i should go back to studying now
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Fastest Wei Wuxian for his BIRTHDAYYYYYY
#this to I Know the End by Phoebe Bridgers#i actually wanna do a lil animatic that song sigh#i love Wei Wuxian so much#because whenever there was like an active flashback in MDZS heād be like: damn what does this yiling laozu BITCH got up his ass????#as if he wasnāt like. going thru all the horrors ever#heās so insane I think he should be studied under a microscope#anyway now I must go back to comm and uni hell#mxtx#art#mo dao zu shi#mdzs fanart#wei wuxian#wei ying#yiling laozu#yiling patriarch#ééē„åø#夷éµčē„#éę ē¾”#åæē¾”
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Swapping tips on how to be a bestie in the bath.
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#dungeon meshi#marcille donato#It is going to take a long time for pd-mdzs to get to the bathtub scene. At least we can have another gay bathtub scene sooner.#I know everyone is hyping this up at the yuri episode but guys it does not even start nor stop at the bathtub scene.#Hey old danmeshi fans; you guys remember when the animated trailer came out in 2019 and we lost our minds?#Now we are on the cusp of getting a *second* animation of the farcille cuddle moment. It feels unreal.#I have missed drawing wwx so much by the way. This was so healing.#This week is for dungeon meshi and next week is for raffles. Wei Ying... I miss thee.#Marcille and wwx have more in common than just this but that's spoilers B*)#I'll be back Thursday with more Dungeon Meshi art. Wouldn't miss this one for the world.#DUNGEON MESHI SPOILERS: now that the anime has caught up to the sceneā¦yeah this handshake was also about necromacy#and bringing back someone lovedā¦wrong. It is also about being a prodigy who falls from grace#and they both opt to study something that is deemed āevilā because society said it was. They believe their method can be used to help!#not to mention the toxic self-reliance qualities. And the dark outfit transformation moment. They should have brunch together.
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It hit me last night as I was rereading that there's a parallel between Vanitas calling for his mother when he's sick as a child and Vanitas calling for Luna when he's sick as an adult :(
#every time I reread a scene I find new details to go utterly insane over#now if only new releases of the english TL would change 'Lou' back to 'Lu' the way it should be#vnc#vanitas no carte#the case study of vanitas#vnc vanitas#parallels#ID in alt text#vanitas my beloved
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no children
Nightmare belongs to Joku Cross belongs to Jakei
#undertale#utmv#undertale au#nightmare sans#cross sans#crossmare#nightcross#crightmoss#i should be studying for my finals...#but nooooo instead im thinking about evil doomed skeleton yaoi#crossmare on the mind 24/7 it's actually sick#anyway...#normally i like to hc them as disgustingly sweet to each other#but i like to indulge in the angst every now#i like to think that nm develops this one-sided obsession with cross cause he sees that cross is just as fucked up as him#and in some way he's really happy to find someone else who is just as miserable as him#cause nm finds comfort in the fact that there is someone else who is drowning in their own misery alongside with him#so nm refuses to let go of cross because if he does then that means that cross will heal from his trauma and leave him#and nm will just go back to being miserable by himself again#but that's just my sick and twisted interpretation of their dynamic#and i just really love the idea of nm having an unhealthy obsession with trying to find comfort in other people's misery#because it makes him feel less lonely#misery loves company as they say#teehee#ceci art
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much like odysseus i too am on an unexpected, long, and winding journey (digging through tangentially related articles to my research projects), fraught with peril borne of my own į½Ī²ĻĪ¹Ļ (procrastinated until the week before my presentation), and yearning to return home to my wife (teucer) and son (telemachus)
#i too was in between scylla and charybdis (these 2 projects) and chose to do the dumbest move possible (playing minecraft)#thus jeopardizing the safety of my crew (my grades) and causing a mutiny (forcing myself to work in the living room)#literally went mia for half of november from that end of semester grindset (3 major papers due in one week)#such is the life of a classical studies major. i should probably go back to reading thucydides now oops#tagamemnon
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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh
#i have so many things i need to do#before the semester starts again this fall#i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want#to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind#and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things#yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything#and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing#and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after#because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online#back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities#not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months#anywho its 5am#i should go to sleep#sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have#when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff#ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week#if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game#gahhh#anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon#sho.scramblin
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"How many times do I have to hold your dead body in my arms until it's all over?"
#justtrashdoodles#blood cw#Impalement cw#if you're new here you would never guess what i would tag this as#merome#jeromeasf#bajancanadian#mcyt#old mcyt#THATS RIGHT BABY#IM BACK TO POSTING DOOMED YAOI MEROME#to the 3 merome likers still out there this is for you#One day i would share my hunger games idea for merome but for now#i'm vague posting the lore#I shouldve studied for a competition tomorrow or draw more stuff for the con coming soon#but my brain blanked out and my body just opened a new canvas going 'hey'#'we should draw more doomed yaoi merome'
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Divorce Saga Domon - A Haunted Honk Prequel
Hello Internet Stranger looking up G Gundam on Tumblr dot com!
This is an idea for a fic set in an Alternate Universe involving Queer Non-Canon Relationships between the characters of the series.
If you are not looking for this content please scroll on.
If you ARE looking for this content - and you're ok with reading my and other's Headcanons for this Alternate Universe I've haphazardly spun up -
Then go ahead and feel free to:
Check The Tags Of This Post For The Pairings
and click the Read More below!
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Ended up outlining a completely different fic as a Segway for an explanation instead of making progress on the Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU's Clown Motel Fic like I wanted to but uh....
For y'all's review for the AU: A Prequel Outline - Divorce Saga Domon
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Hey real quick - I'm thinking of maybe changing the timeline to 2 years post canon as opposed to 3 years and change post canon.
The reason being: I had a thought that this scene could either be part if the fic or if it's getting to big then it could be a stand alone tie-in prequel fic as part of this AU but - like
Immediately Post Divorce Domon Needs Space and runs off. As one does. And he runs to Earth because he just wants to Get Lost for a while.
He has Argo smuggle him out to avoid detection.
Argo has Andrew help stow Domon in a storage hanger of a Neo Canadian supply ship that's returning to the US - they have trade often enough and share agricultural resources - which leads to Domon ending up in New York when he hits Earthside pavement.
He's privately worked on his English the last couple of months and after being dropped in New York with a different hairstyle, outfit, and accent he's unrecognizable.Ā
He considers making his way west to get some solitude in the wilderness, but something about that initial plan feels off now that he's on the ground.
Chibodee is also Earthside for a special series of prize fights aimed at raising charitable appeal for the US in the eyes of Neo Americans.
Domon decides to hit up Chibodee for a fight on a day between matches hoping it'll clear his head and give him the clarity to decide on a course of action. What ends up happening is an unexpected heart to heart via blows and a breakdown.
Domon is happy for Rain and Kyoji, and he knows it's not true; but he feels like he lost a piece of himself when his relationship with Rain fell apart.
Domon's instinct is to run after that but Chibodee knows this city and Domon doesn't hide out for long before Chibodee drags him back to his place to stay and just "Chill out and breathe. You don't have to be anyone but yourself here. You can take as long as you need to find out what everything changing means for you." Friends and teammates stick together.
So Domon spends a few weeks with Chibodee sparring and hanging out in New York. Chibodee does a frankly awesome job at containing his feelings because he's focusing on Domons feelings and being a good friend first and foremost. Whatever he's feeling can wait until after Domon is done going though it.
There's a bit of a twinge in Domon's heart as he leaves that he can't really place.
After he returns to Neo Japan and gets settled back into life with his family, The Dreams start.
They're mainly set in New York. Small things first like noticing Chibodee's smile and his eyes. Then sparring sessions that begin to turn lurid.
He thought these kinds of dreams would stop after he was married.... he doesn't know what to do about this.
I just figure it gives more clarity and sense of time for the journey from Comphet Marriage Dissolution to Feelings to Confession. Idk.
But I got stuck on a bit and then had this thought and needed to get it down before I lost it and it was so long it made sense to make it its own post as opposed to several replies.
The Maize and Clown Motel will probably still be 3 years and change post canon for clarification.
@thedragonchilde @amplexadversary @youreaclownnow
#Domon Kasshu/Chibodee Crocket#Royal Flush#Chibodee Crocket/Domon Kasshu#Royal Flush Haunted Honk AU#mobile fighter g gundam#I imagine he hasn't had time for a Big Gay Crisis yet but the time is absolutely now#Kyoji absolutely helps him through this crisis because he had a normal environment and university to figure his own shit out.#Kyoji has to figure out WHY Domon is imploding and explosive and avoiding everyone a second time though.#This doesn't seem related to the Divorce but it doesn't seem immediately obvious either. š¤#Cue Schwarz FINALLY getting a fucking break and immediately coming to stay with Rain and Kyoji at their place.#Domon was aware that they had been living together in Neo Japan briefly before Schwarz was called back to Neo Germany for questioning#Once his rank was stripped of him he was back with Kyoji for a short period before the Divorce as part of Kyoji and Dr. Kasshu's study of#DG Cells. Once they had a breakthrough - Schwarz was sent abroad with a small military group and Doctors Without Borders group to assist#With immediate infection cases on behalf of Neo Japan as part of reparations. So Domon hadn't seen him in quite some time.#Domon certainly wasn't expecting to see him in the garden when he rounded the corner of the Mikamura residence#Leaned over Kyoji who appears to have been working outside on his laptop. Fingers intertwined a hand on Kyojis jaw and locked in a kiss.#Which ends pretty much instantly as they sense Domon and break apart. It occurs to Kyoji and Schwarz that Kyoji never#Got the chance to actually tell Domon much about himself and the man he'd grown into while Domon was training in Hong Kong with Master Asia#This might be a pretty significant shock to him.#I can't decide between Domon running from his Gay Revelation or IMMEDIATELY Losing His Shit at the thought of Rain's SECOND marriage ending#And knowing for sure now the reason why his and Rain's marriage didn't work out. He really does prefer men.#Bu HOW DARE Kyoji do this to her!!! She's been through enough!!!! This will HURT her SO BADLY!!! (Projection of guiiillllttt)#Back to square 1 fir a moment like damn#And once he starts fighting Kyoji about it (Thank God the ressurection gave them the option to make Kyojis new build similar to Schwarz's)#It comes out that Rain cant go through this AGAIN and he won't let him do this to her! Her honor means something to Domon#And it should mean something to Kyoji too as HER HUSBAND#Kyoji and Schwarz catch on the Again bit and Kyoji makes it clear that Rain has known about his situation with Schwarz since they returned#That they're quite literally inseparable and that Rain married him knowing this. She's fully aware and an active participant.#Domon takes a leg sweep and doesn't quite make his recovery as Schwarz steps in#Pinning his arms and one leg in place so he can't run from Kyojis question. Kyoji grabs Domon's hair to turn his head and asks
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Throwback to when someone referred to me as the matpat of transformers
#very few will remember this because it really happened so casually and also... almost 2 years ago now#in the era I like to refer to as this blog's prime#on a little post someone tagged me in#and I was such a champ about it. I was so normal and did not make a scene#but I think about it at least once a month#it really was so crazy. what did I even do#I still don't know if I should be offended or not. I know it was written to place me in high regards#but that somehow made it hit so much harder#it's the type of thing that happens and you gasp and talk about it in discord but it doesn't feel that crazy. and then you look back and go#I can't believe that was a real thing that was said to me#I can't believe.. if only for a moment.. that is how I exist in someone's mind#Mac mumbles#the titles I was given in 2021... the range#chill laid back guy#bug in a jar anon wants to study#uptight annoying prick#insane individual trying to pass off as a chill laid back guy#<- favourite one btw#and lastly#the matpat of transformers#what an era
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ithelia redesign!
explanations under the cut ->
she is constantly floating. she also has no legs, only dress
speaking of which, the dress is made out of many mirror shards, and itās inspired by the wings in her original design. if you were to look into them, youād see yourself from a different reality
she has a mirror instead of a belly. it shows whoever looks at it from their own reality. currently, thatās you!
her skin is somewhat transparent and very shiny
her arms are āshard-texturedā and extra shiny!
her fingers are long and her nails are as sharp as broken glass
her eyes are mirrors as well
the threads around her are inspired by the jewelry sheās wearing in her original design. here, they show the many paths of fate. they also act as her wings
iāve debated whether i should give her hair or notā¦ iāve given her hair because i thought it looked nice
she still has more or less the same colour pallet as before because i liked it
she has silly elf ears because i think that every design can be improved by adding silly elf ears
my goal was to preserve some of her human attributes, but at the same time make her lookā¦ different. weirder
i also think her final form should be something like thisā¦ like, she looks like a human after breaking out, but the more she remembers, the more she starts looking like her regular self again (i havenāt finished gold road yet, so maybe this actually happens??)
if i was able to make her look weirder in like ~2 hours imagine what zos couldāve doneā¦
#tes#tesblr#elder scrolls#the elder scrolls#eso#elder scrolls online#ithelia#daedric prince#gold road#gold road spoilers#(just in case)#digital art#tiredelart#idk if she looks too much like meridia. maybe i should do a meridia redesign next???#anyways iāll go back to studying now byee
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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin
#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work#in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle#to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her#she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit#i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills#the soft part of her that she couldnt control before#eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko#whom uses his delusions like a master tbh#thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him#hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt#he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most#he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes#and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity#and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill#just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other#plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that#he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko#at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw#and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him#fucking loonies the both of them#so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around#fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening#she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou#lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now#fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly#despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined#and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does#shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate#lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in#the world. her goals are much more ambitious
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#i turn 27 tomorrow and i feel like my life is collapsing in around me#i officially made the decision to take the summer off. which i hate. which means i have to get a summer job#when ive only ever had jobs in academia so my resume looks insane if im applying to work in a bakery or whatever#im just so tired. everything makes me so tired and sad. i still dont kno what im gonna do#im glad my dad is here bc he gets it more than most ppl bc hes also dyslexic and like everyone assumes im fine bc ive got this far#but like at what cost? im doing a job where im set up to suffer. and for what? im doing something so niche and weird#all i can do is more academia. but what if i cant cut it? what if i would b better off getting a epa job or something where i can do my job#and then go home and stop thinking abt it. how do i apply the stupid bullshit i decided to study? i should have done Ecosystem restoration#or something. its just that my dream was to study weird things in weird places and now it feels like that dream is collapsing#which is devastating. im gonna try to come back in the fall and give it a go but like i dunno it feels so hopeless rn#im just so tired. i have no joy. i just want to lay on the floor#unrelated
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I really wish that antis stopped using real life sa victims in their shit especially since they tell real life sa victims that we deserved our assaults cos we all handle our trauma differently.
#sa mention#proship#fandom discourse#fiction is the closest i can feel to normal cos my severe ptsd irl makes me violent if strangers so much as brush up against me#we all handle it differently and yes i write utterly fucked up shit to desensitize myself & somehow managed to stabilized through the years#despite me still having my snappy āscaryā moments if people touch me without permission and i punched a dude for standing too close to my#back. he was literally smelling me and i lost my shit and now im banned from that walgreens but meh#now im unloading in the tags but if you're an anti sincerely gfy cos y'all literally attack sa victims on here like its your day job#y'all also don't know the first thing about psychology cos guess who's a psychologist here??? yes this unhinged bitch that covers up like a#gothic church mommy and cusses like a trucker is an actual professional in the field. i studied thinking studying psychology would make me#cope better... it somewhat did help but i should have just gone to a therapist rather than bottling in a going to a freaking university#yes i troll and say fucked up shit on here. this is a social media for my fandom shit so i aint gonna act like the doc i was ages ago and#fiction actually can help some people (especially those like me who are still having violent ptsd eps affecting them) little by little#retake their lives back#there's other forms of therapy but not everything works for everyone and its ridiculous to put all victims under the same umbrella#and its condescending and ignorant af to expect all sa victims to be your perfect little victims of convenience and treat us like crap cos#not all of us fit your toxic narrative of attacking freaking fake people in a nonexistent fictional world.#i have friends that are sa victims that can't handle it in fiction but they know thats my mechanism. since im a now retired professional#i have done everything i can to help them cos yes there's multiple ways to help victims cope with this. even regression exercises help#but that's another thing#and it involves multiple sessions. i no longer practice but can teach people some techniques to regulate their emotions in high stress#situations cos the aftermath of sa is brutal regardless of how you cope with it#you'll need a support group to catch you when you can't handle it sometimes. you're not alone or broken. pls know this
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I keep drinking coffee thinking it's gonna make me Productive and then instead of doing the work I actually have to do I just compulsively make spreadsheets :(
#my homework is. not done#but!!! i just realized if i take 2 spanish classes i can have a russian/spanish major instead of just russian#(it's complicated but this would leave me with: double major languages and history with a joint major in asian middle east studies)#(plus a minor in religious studies and concentration in islamicate studies)#first i gotta: relearn spanish for like the third time#but it's ok i'm hopping thru spain in less than a month so i should proooobably do that anyway#man when i was touring colleges my mom was like really dismissive about the idea of double majoring and now i'm here like#How Many Things Can I Stack Up To Get Big Number On Transcript#aaaaaaaand because of ames requirements i did the dumb thing and ended up learning persian while my spanish is still kinda iffy#ŠøŃŠ°Šŗ ŃŠ¾Š²ŠµŃŃŠøŠ»Š¾ŃŃ ŃŠ¾ ŃŃŠ¾ Ń ŠæŃŃŠ°Š»ŃŃ ŠæŃŠµŠ“Š¾ŃŠ²ŃŠ°ŃŠøŃŃ as they say#so i'm just gonna have to study two languages at once next semester... or just keep going thru the cycle of relearning them abt every year#my russian is a big girl it can survive on its own but i now gotta feed the babiessssss#tho ig what this kinda cyclically learning and forgetting spanish has taught me is like#languages are less like babies and more like those lil desert plants that wither up when they don't have any water#they might look dead but they're nearly impossible to kill completely#and will bounce right back after a lil care n patience. i just gotta like.... water em#the one thing standing in my way is ideological opposition to my spanish textbook#i have to pay $200 for access to a *website*#*i don't even get a book just a shitass ebook*#but it's ok one of the spanish profs likes me i think? i think she would let me skip the intro lit class#only problem is it was Genuinely Hard for me to follow along when i audited advanced lit... 90% of the class was heritage speakers#tho ig like. having taken a class meant for native russian speakers should help w learning to survive that kinda thing#genuinely i think i can do it#just gotta make that my goal. study. do it for zapata#and if i wanna go into translating... having good spanish should help right? like if i finally get b2 spanish?#yeah. if i could do kazakh history for native russian speakers i can do spanish lit for heritage spanish speakers. it's equivalent enough#but ok i'm gonna visit my buddy in spain who did nearly the exact same shitass majors combination as me#tho i think he did spanish/arabic for his language major and just Happens To Also Be Fluent In Russian cuz he's Like That#it's ok he's two years older than me i have two years to become that cool#he can tell me what to do
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your art style was made for cherik it fits them so well
AWH SSH thank you so much that means a lot :]]]]]] i'm glad my art style is suited for old fickle divorcees......
#snap chats#guys i have to do my presentation in less than twenty minutes im going to DIE in a FIRE#'snap you should treat yourself afterwards' youre right Hedonistic Subconscious Of Mine i should#will i ? debatable. ill prob get distracted pestering my friend for Whatever it is she has to give me#but back on topic THANK YOU !!!!!#i feel like im still figuring out how to draw htem tbh- i was trying to do study sheets yesterday actually#im just always so indecisive with things at the start but i do like how i draw em now#i just wonder if theres anything else i can do ..... REGARDLESS thank you :]#i love my old peopel ..
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