#i should block that faggot actually

[succubi-tch]

Cannot fucking stop thinking about the fact I saw someone claim that Americans are "genetically stupid" full fucking unironically in this day and age. Their blog was like fucking covered in madoka and other cutesy shit like bitch... You live like this????

[megabuild]

bit of a ramble below! tl:dr; i have insane person problems and realised that this blog isn't healthy for me so won't be coming back until i'm in a better place, i have no intent on deleting it but may password protect it in the coming days for my own peace of mind :P love yall!

the absolute basics on my situation is that i almost certainly have OCD, have been vocal about this likelihood in the past, and while i was aware i was susceptible to obsessions and compulsions irt online interactions and my posts on here i was not actually aware of how debilitating the effect this was having on my life was until i went completely cold turkey and blocked tumblr from all my devices. like genuinely night and day. i have so much more free time when i'm not spending it constantly name searching on every platform available and scrolling through my blog over and over to be sure that i didn't post a slur by accident lol. i'd rather not get into some of the stupider details of shit ive done in the name of perceived moral purity because that's nobody's business but trust me when i say it was like a weight got lifted off my fucking shoulders lol like i was having regular delusions about making a post so bad grian himself would say i should kill myself on stream and believing it was possible 😭 really good disorder guys i love having this

i have a lot to say about the way this community treats each other, both good and bad, but i think i'd rather hold off and make more informed and thought out posts on that when i'm not still reeling from all the bullshit life's been throwing at me. i do love and value this community so much, especially all the mutuals and friends i've made here. i've also been made extremely uncomfortable in the past by the easiness that people slip into very strange relationships not just with CCs but with their fellow bloggers. including me ! and i am a relatively small blogger in the vast scheme of things. this is no hate to anyone who's sent an anon or whatever, many of you are lovely people, but it's also like, well i have been literally stalked on this blog before so i feel i have justification for being a tad uncomfortable . again, a lot to be said on the celebritification of average people and the obsession on making sure one makes "Objectively Correct" choices when doing something as simple as watching a minecraft series and having opinions on it .. but alas, no brain for it right now, and also i would rather not risk the ire of twitter teenager #48 lest i be qrted by thumbnail artists telling me to lighten up and accept the steady decay of all that is good in this sphere in order to make room for more #Content. Sit down and eat your yaoibait you stupid faggot! sorry this is a serious post ignore that part

to any of my beloved oomfies you are free to message and ask for my discord though i am also being a bit difficult to reach over there rn my bad (and i may not get back to you quickly because as soon I post this I am logging straight the fuck back out).. i have made a separate tumblr account from this one which is less social media and more a little archive of images and art i like (and also is not related to mcyt at all, outside of maybe one or two art reblogs if i see something that really catches my eye) so if we've hung out and you don't exclusively post mcyt you might see me around in your notifs but i'd prefer not to be linked back here. any projects, fics, other blogs etc. i have been working on consider on pause for eternity, with the only exclusions being 3rd life miraheze (which i'm currently looking into options for but will certainly never go away! much love still to all our contributors who have worked tirelessly through wild life to update our various spreadsheets and tables) and aoyuer which i'm sort of picking up and taking away and hitting with hammers until it's sufficiently divided from mcyt and i can call it an oc story for real. peep my toyhouse if ye are so inclined and wont tell the adoptbrained callout squads over there that my oc once upon a time was lowkey rpf.

anyway this has already gotten far too long as i'm a chronic yapper and overexplainer but thank you very much for hanging out with me and talking about these stupid ass blocks. i have a handful of posts in the queue i wont be getting rid of and don't doubt i will come back to chat more shit in future but at the end of the day i'm here to have a fun time on the computer and i just was not having that anymore. i was having a scary and fucked up time on the computer, and life is too short to put yourself through that out of some butchered sense of responsibility to the niche follower base you've cultivated. if you also have ocd delete your blog as soon as it hits 1k like actually. if you worked in the askbox mines and are now facing redundancy then go follow my enemy thecoolerliauditore. or dont im not your boss anymore. im too busy homebrewing my 3ds. smooches mwahs !!!!!!!!!

[ladykailitha]

Never Hold Back Your Step... Part 8

Hello! It does look like there is only one more chapter to write on Paper Hearts so yay!!! I'm not sure how much longer Sweet Home Indiana is but it's nearing it's end too.

Steve is never going to go to another party after this, Eddie gets book two of the Boy with a Bat, and they have a frank discussion about how Eddie gets paid for his less than legal side gig.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

trigger warning: homophobic language by an OC.

****

At least the swim team knew to how to throw a party. Lyle was hosting and even though his family wasn’t well off, not like Steve’s parents, there was still enough room for the whole team and a few of their friends to have a good time.

Granted there wasn’t any booze, not openly anyway, but there were ice chest after ice chest of canned sodas. And all kinds, too. Steve was on his third Coke and had already sussed out the dude with the beer and was working his way over.

Going right up to the guy was asking for trouble that neither of them wanted.

The music wasn’t too loud, but you could dance to it in the main part of the house. People were actually laughing and having fun.

Which really should have been Steve’s cue. The universe was out to get him and wouldn’t let him have a moment’s peace.

He had almost reached the guy with the beer when Ezra blocked his path.

“Hey, Steve,” he greeted syrupy sweet. “I’m so glad you made it out. I wasn’t sure if you would come without Eddie Munson.”

Steve frowned and tried to move around his co-captain. “I go lots of places without Eddie. I went to nationals without him, didn’t I?”

Ezra put his hand on Steve’s chest to stop him. “Sure you did, but we didn’t win nationals now, did we?”

Steve looked down at the hand on his chest. “We swam our hearts man, the other teams were just better. Hell, that team from Georgia was on fire.”

Ezra snorted and rolled his eyes. “They only got where they were because they were black. They didn’t have any real talent. Not like us. Not like you and me, Steve.”

“Are you saying Lyle and Nick held us back?” he asked with his brow furrowing deeper in his confusion.

“We’ve always known that Lyle is a strong swimmer and not a fast one,” Ezra moaned waving the drink in his other hand around. “But he’s all this shit town has on offer.”

Steve gently pushed Ezra off of him. “Hey, how about not talking shit about the actual host, man.”

Ezra rolled his eyes. “Whatever,” he huffed. “That’s not even why I’m over here. I’m here to warn you about Munson.”

And there it was. Everyone in his life had felt the need at some point in the last six months to warn him off the super senior.

The other boy leaned in close, his lips a snarl. “He’s a queer, a little faggot boy,” he hissed, the spit landing on Steve’s face. “It’s the town’s worst kept secret.”

Ice slid down Steve’s spine. Oh shit. Of all the places he thought the other co-captain was going to go, that was not it. Drugs. DND. The ranting on table tops. All that slid away to sheer terror.

“And you better not bend over in the showers,” Ezra continued, “a pretty thing like you would just be his type.”

Steve’s eyes went wide. “Wha–what do you mean?”

“Everyone knows that if you can’t pay for your weed,” Ezra sneered, “that he’s willing to take a blowjob as payment instead.” He leaned further into Steve’s space, so that they were almost touching, the stench of weed radiating off the other boy in waves. “I saw Harry Masters sucking him off for a gram of the good stuff.”

Steve stomach lurched and swooped, bile rising up in his throat. Harry Masters was on the baseball team. He was tall, good looking, with that devil may care charm of Rob Lowe. Looked like him, too.

“What he does or doesn’t do doesn’t effect me, man,” he said, trying to aim for nonchalant and missing by a mile.

Ezra laughed in his face.

“Dude,” he cackled, “if you didn’t want people to think you’re down bad for ‘the Freak’ maybe rein in the eye fucking. I’ve seen the way you look at him and it makes me sick.”

That was when Steve got it. He had been wondering what the hell this conversation was.

“Oh my god!” he laughed. “Fuck, man, you were scaring me for a second there. You’re just jealous I don’t have the hots for you.”

Ezra pushed him. “The fuck I do, Harrington!”

“No, no!” Steve crowed. “I’ve got it all figured it out. All the times I caught you staring at me, all the times I felt someone watching me, all the times you’d try to keep me late after practice. You wanted me all to yourself.”

His co-captain turned purple with rage and swung at Steve, but before he could even flinch, there was someone at his side, holding Ezra’s wrist to keep the hit from even going anywhere near Steve’s face.

“Eddie!” Steve breathed. “What are you doing here?”

Eddie smiled at him with that soft dimpled grin Steve loved. “Hey ya, Stevie. I was just plying my wares when I heard the commotion and came over to make sure you were all right.”

“So you are my good luck charm,” Steve said brightly.

Ezra wrenched his arm out of Eddie’s hand. “This doesn’t concern you, Freak!”

Eddie leaned in close and cocked his head to the side. “It does, because you were talking shit about me and Stevie, here. And as Stevie’s good friend, I’mma gonna come to his rescue. Now, you’re going to skedaddle on home and sleep all this off.”

Ezra spat in his face. “Or what?”

The older teen just smiled menacingly. “Or else that gram you smoked will be the last you ever smoke, because I’ll report to you for doping for matches.”

Ezra paled and he gulped. “You can’t do that! I’ve never done anything but weed.”

“That’s true,” Eddie admitted. “But they’d have to do this big investigation and your name would be dragged through the mud. Or you could toddle off and go to college and leave this town in your rearview mirror.”

Ezra turned on his heel and ran out of the house as if the hounds of hell were on his tail.

Steve shook his head. “You do know this is where all the allegations about you being a devil worshiping cult leader come from, right?”

Eddie threw back his head and laughed. “They can think all they want.”

*

Eddie and Steve talked about what Ezra had said about how people make payments for their weed.

“I won’t deny that people have offer to blow me or even have sex with me in exchange for drugs,” Eddie said as they lay curled up on his bed. “But I’ve never taken anybody up on that.”

Steve twisted his head to look up at his boyfriend. “I can’t say I’m not pleased to hear that, but is there a reason why?”

“Several,” he admitted pulling Steve in closer. “One is that there is an actual fucking pandemic going on regarding gay men, and I wouldn’t trust those assholes even with a condoms. Another is that if I say yes to one, then I’ve got to say yes to next guy. And as my supplier wants actual cash for his product, blow jobs aren’t currency in any country I know of. And despite what Ezra said, most of the people offering aren’t men.”

Steve hummed as he snuggled under Eddie’s chin. “I can see that. Any other reasons why you won’t?”

“Does having a super hot boyfriend count?” he chuckled.

Steve kissed the underside of his jaw. “That’s a very good reason.” His hand slipped down his boyfriend’s side and to his belt. “A super hot boyfriend who is very grateful for the rescue.”

Eddie moaned as Steve’s fingers ghosted over his zipper. “Yeah and how are you going to show that gratitude?”

Steve slid down Eddie body and undid his belt. “I was thinking it was such a shame you didn’t get those blow jobs when your cock is so delectable.”

Eddie gasped and threw back his head as his super hot boyfriend’s breath felt hot on the front of his boxers. “God, baby. Show me what you’ve got.”

And Steve spent their evening doing just that.

*

Steve fidgeted nervously at Eddie’s locker after school. He had finished the most recent comic with only a week of school to spare. He had made sure that Jonathan and Nancy weren’t staying after school for any reason so they didn’t see him make the hand off. He knew he should have just done it at the trailer, but with him cutting it so fine before the end of the year, he didn’t want to make Jeff and the others wait for it.

Eddie loped over to his boyfriend and looked around. “Hey, sweetheart. You okay?”

He thrust the comic at Eddie, his eyes downcast. “It’s the most recent comic. There’s an explanation like before. But please don’t let people see that part.”

Eddie cradled the comic to his chest. “I’ll be careful, I promise. I’m guessing this means you aren’t coming over tonight?”

Steve shook his head. “Lucas wants to go see the latest Bond film, but his friends don’t want to go with him...”

“So you offered to take him,” Eddie finished. “That’s sweet of you.”

Steve snorted and shook his head. “His parents think I’m taking him to ‘Meet the Littles’ or some shit like that.”

Eddie threw back his head and laughed. “Yeah, that’s more like the Steve Harrington I know and love.”

“I’ll call when I get home, though...” he muttered, running his fingers through his hair.

“Okay,” Eddie murmured. “Well talk then.”

*

This time Eddie went straight to the back page to read the explanation first.

“Hey, Eds,

Again there are parts in between this, parts that don’t include me, that I’ll some day tell you all about. But I’m focusing on the parts I was part of. This time it all started with what the kids thought was a new species of lizard and turned out to be the beginning stages of an Upside Down monster. One they they dubbed the demodog.

I can just picture you frowning as you try to remember where you heard that from and the answer is you heard it from me. You asked me what it was and I told you it from one of their game thingies, but that’s only part of it. These demodogs have flower faces and run on four legs. They are part of a hive mind that allows them to communicate with each other.

Dustin had taken one of these things home and it ate his cat. His cat. You can be disgusted, I know I was. He had originally gone to Nancy’s for help but she had gone off with Jonathan about something related to Barb Holland. This was right after our fight at the Halloween party.

I was on my way with roses to apologize to her, when he intercepted me. And the rest is as they say is history. I would do anything for that kid now.

The other players are Lucas Sinclair and Max Mayfield. I don’t know if you need to know that, but I feel like you have to understand that for the rest of it to make sense.

I have so many tales to tell you but I can’t because it could get you hurt and that is the last thing I want to do.

Also, (blurred words) show you all the times I was brave, that I did the (more blurred words) when it came (blurred words) because I love you so much and (blurred words again) less of me.

Love,

Your Stevie”

Eddie hated how easy Steve had pegged him for frowning at the name like he said he would or how he knew he would be disgusted at the poor cat. He stared at the blurred words for a moment before his own eyes welled up.

Steve had tried writing over the parts with what were clearly tear drops but all it had done was make it worse. Why he didn’t just write again, Eddie didn’t know.

But Eddie could now make out the words, “Also, I wanted to show you all the times I was brave, that I did the right thing when it came to it, because I love you so much and I didn’t want you thinking less of me.”

He flipped back to the beginning and started reading. It was thrilling and exciting. That was if you didn’t know it really happened. And happened to the sweetest boy he had the privilege of knowing.

He wiped away his tears and made a promise to whatever it took to protect this boy with every fiber of his being. Because by god, someone had to.

****

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[blubushie]

https://www.tumblr.com/blubushie/758454164357513216/anytime-an-mlm-shipper-tries-to-pull-the?source=share

god so real, i can't scroll the tf2 tag without someone assigning medic every offensive homophobic stereotype under the sun. i've blocked so many people for the amount of "isn't he just fruitiest faggoty fag that has ever faggoted" i've seen. like i get it, you would see an effeminate man on the street and call him a slur and somehow this is okay because you are also gay or some shit. lol. lmao even.

FUCKEN OATH

I don't follow Medic's tag anymore for this reason. I'm fucking sick of seeing it and especially sick of seeing people call him "fruity".

This is somewhat off-topic but I see a lot of these young gays using "twink" when they want to say "faggot" because they know they can't call people faggots as a slur anymore. A lot of these kids haven't got it through their fucking head that slurs are never appropriate. Instead of "I should not call people slurs" it's "I should not call people THAT slur", so they just use other words (often gay slang) as a slur instead when what they want to do is call him a faggot with all the venom it carries. They talk a lot of shit but don't have the fucking balls to actually say what they want to say.

I'd rather be called a faggot on the street by some homophobic cunt than called a twink as an insult by someone who's supposed to an ally. An honest enemy is better than a deceitful friend.

[fucktoryantis]

some of you fuckers deserve to be bullied.

hypocritcal, two faced, biased, passive aggressive, lying pieces of fucking shit should always get what they deserve. Tory antis are pure scum of the earth and that's a fact. Wanna fucking fancy Sam ok but let us enjoy Tory you fucking dumb cunts. Saintssir4n is just like boundless11 and that pathetic,worthless Sam simping faggot dmrief. Biased ass, hypocrite two faced, passive aggressive, holier than thou fucking bitch. And ofc the cowardly ass whore blocked me. Doesn't wanna face the fire which she started. Pathetic cunt. People who spread propaganda to turn society against something which people enjoy are pieces of fucking shit. Sam simps wanna brainwash people and I ain't gonna fucking let that shit slide. Sam simps like these fucking putrid cunts aren't content with just enjoying their Sammy girl oh no they gotta trick people into believing their side and vilify those who disagree. I am sick of the hypocrisy of these fucking worthless Sam simps/ Tory antis. Also stop acting as if you care about Tory becoming a better character. You faggots just wanna mould her in way thats acceptable for you at the expense of those of us who actually enjoy Tory for what she is. Tory has already made a good gesture for Sam and the Larussos (helping take down Silver). Fucking pathetic how these same cunts who wanted Tory of the shownto maximise Sam's chances at the sekai taikai are baaaaaaaawing at how Tory has a better chance. Ahahahhahahahahha have a taste of your own medicine you fucking greedy worthless pos Sam fags. Tory doesn't need to give up her ambitions to "grow up". No character does. I don't wanna fucking hear you cunts lecture us about invalidating Sam's reasoning to want tk win when you fucking always did the same. If you think Sam should win because muh legacy then stfu about invalidation cus that shit invalidates Tory because she came out the wrong womb. Idgaf Miguel fans who also say Tory should win. The fucking franchise is about underdogs why wouldn't people fucking root for Tory over fucking nepo baby ass Sammy girl. Heaven forbid we want Tory to have a proper W in her life for fucking once. Naaaaah let Sam have everything for no fucking reason while Tory gets fuck all. Get fucked. You fuckers don't deserve a Sam spin off for this. Devon should win after Tory fuck Sam and fuck you too. It's gotta be said and isgaf who I offend.

[sauleline]

idk i feel like i should make an actual dni list.

terfs, fascists, exclusionists, "men dni", truscum/transmedicalists, support JKR, if you're red on shinigami eyes, unironically use a Gadsden flag anywhere on your profile, neofeudalists (ancaps), Harry Potter fans, DNI.

Also ill shoot (block) you if you don't pass the vibe check.

more general bio stuff, this blog supports trannies and faggots, I won't call you that if you don't like it, yeahg. More bio's in the bio.

i don't really have a tag system apart from "#this on booty shorts". its self explanatory. also "#Hideo "Video Games" Kojima" for anything about hideo "video games" kojima

[batsarebetterthanpeople]

im so sorry to send you this but im confused. i thought izzy hands was obviously homophobic while i was watching the show but now people on the internet are telling me that calling him gay and homophobic is a conspiracy theory. i want to trust my instincts on this as a queer myself but they say it so much i think im starting to believe it. i know literally none of this matters but its genuinely bumming me out. maybe we all just have slightly different definitions of homophobia?

I would love to answer this for you. Your instincts are correct. Izzy is gay and homophobic. You should trust your gut on this because it's important for you be able to identify guys like Izzy irl if you're someone who might be on the receiving end of homophobia.

What happened is that back in June of 2022 everyone fully agreed that Izzy was one of those repressed gay men who's internalized homophobia rotted his soul and became externalized. We wanted to put him in a jar. We all interested in how this weird little freak got this way. Then everything changed when the canyon formed. Since then it has been a mad dash to beat the allegations. Unfortunately an actor has validated them in a way that makes me really wonder about him frankly, because he seems to be operating under the impression that people are saying that Izzy is a "homo sex is sin" Style homophobe when nobody was saying that, what we were saying is that Izzy is incredibly weird about and hateful towards feminine men and he believes that Stede is corrupting Ed with his foppishness, which is still homophobia it's just a different brand of homophobia than the religious right's obsession with the mechanics.

Tbh tho I don't actually care about that actors' take because he's not a writer, he has a history of not being very good at reading the subtext given that he fully didn't realize it was a gay show for half the episodes, and David Jenkins has liked multiple metas on twt about Izzy being a homophobe so I'll trust that lol. The only consequence that Con O'Neill being publically wrong has had for me is that people occasionally do an unearned victory lap when he says something.

But also I low key sometimes feel incredibly unsafe knowing that there's a substantial group of people who claim to be queer and against homophobia but who can't understand that the whole subplot with Lucius in episode 5 and the thing with Ed in episode 10 is laced with bigotry against feminine gay men. I don't think admitting that means you have to think it's his only motivation or that it's contradictory to the read of him being attracted to Ed and Lucius or with the concept that he's mostly just power hungry, but it does sort of mean that I have to move through the world knowing that there are people in my own community who would fully blame me if something happened to me. I don't fucking like it. That's why I get so upset about this so publicly. It's like so what happens if I get attacked but the guy calls me a namby pamby or a bitch instead of a faggot. Are you gonna be like "well we don't know~". It's just an uncomfortable thought. I don't understand why they're so desperate to beat the allegations either, like he's fake. People who have experienced things like what Ed and Lucius went through at his hands are real. The argument that gay people can "do something to (someone)'s brain" is written into legislation trying to ban trans people from public life. Nobody wants you to stop liking Izzy we just want you to stop saying shit that's harmful

And I don't necessarily think that everyone who chooses to put more emphasis on Izzys obsession with Ed wouldn't be able to identify a hate crime, I just have seen more than one piece of meta that goes "Izzys not homophobic he just thinks Stede is a mincing fop who's corrupting Ed with his frilly whiles there's nothing homophobic about that" and I just have to block them for being homophobic themselves because what else do I do with that? When I vague post about this shit I'm talking about specific ass things that I've seen that have made me feel very uncomfortable and unsafe not generic canyon trends. I just really feel like we need to calm down about Izzy. Like you can feel empathy towards a gay guy that hates himself and write a bunch of fic about him getting laid without deciding actually he did nothing wrong and everyone who can see that that's not true is making shit up to oppress *checks notes* people who like a fictional character. I don't get why that's so hard to do.

[father-imperator]

obligatory intro post.

also my user used to be eli-being-silly if you're confused about who i am

hello! i'm eli (if you're a terf i'll bite you)

ME

name - eli

age - 16

pronouns - he/him (kind of apathetic though)

nationality - live in australia, scottish culturally

religion - agnostic ex christian, though i intend to convert to judaism once i'm 18

FANDOMS

like everything. bbc ghosts, sherlock, hell followed with us, the spirit bares its teeth, pjo, magnus chase, the kane chronicles, the magnus archives, malevolent, hozier, will wood, camp here and there, archive 81, the penumbra podcast, it, i am not okay with this, the secret history, the atlas six, if we were villains, dead boy detectives, the band ghost, mortal instruments, atla, etc. i like so many things i can't keep track of them.

DNI

i don't have any strict dnis. this is the internet, i'm posting on it, the general majority of the earth has access to the internet, so i can't expect that no one i don't like will see my posts.

that being said, the block button is my best friend, and please don't let my blog be a place for hateful bullshit.

DISABILITY

this might not be relevant for a lot of blogs, but i do post about disability on here, so i thought i should do a quick summary. i have hEDS, affiliated chronic joint pain, fibromyalgia, localised muscle dystrophy, autism spectrum disorder, pots, and chronic fatigue syndrome, among other things.

AHH. THE FORSAKEN PART: POLITICS

i am a leftist punk. i indiscriminately hate fascism, capitalism, and bigotry, and any and all byproducts.

trans people are facing a genocide in many places throughout the world.

respectability politics is bullshit. if you can support a white skinny cis gay man, but as soon as you see a black fat trans lesbian, or a trans person who doesn't want hrt, or someone who is kinky or a furry, or someone who uses neopronouns, or disabled queer people, or cishet ace men, or people who call themselves faggots or transvestites or transsexuals, your allyship is irrelevant.

palestine must be freed. israel is a fascist, colonialist theocracy. that being said, jewish people have a right to self determination, and i'm fucking sick of people using the ongoing situation to justify antisemitism. hamas is evil, the idf is just as evil but much more dangerous because every major political power sponsors it.

(tl;dr) i hate netanyahu, i also often hate people who hate israel because they think that israel is jewish. they're antisemitic, not decolonialist. just like how decolonisation doesn't mean we have to push every white person out of america, israeli people should not be forced off that land

political and religious zionism are different and people's actual thoughts can't be expressed over a tumblr post, you need three hours, a pot of tea, and two armchairs to properly understand someone's beliefs.

if you're confused, i'm very very happy to talk with you in dms, even if you just want to make some casual conversation :) i love making friends

[seducey-diabolik]

So while its true that Fujoshi have saved animanga before this only applies to shounen. Shoujo and otome have never relied on fujoshi and to credit them discredits the actual fans who keep the shoujo magazines and manga alive along with the yume communities in otomes.

Every one has unsourced claims that BL doujinshi have saved otomes such as Dialovers. However this claim goes against the actual evidence that YUME shippers, the primary audience of otome and shoujo, are the ones saving and keeping these genres afloat. This is well documented, using Dialovers as an example: it started as a bdsm drama CD (Diabolik Lovers Do-S Vampire Vol.1 Ayato Sakamaki being the first one released in December 2011) that ended up so popular in yume communities that Rejet created Diabolik Lovers ~Haunted Dark Bridal~ in October 2012.

Its important to note that all the love interests in Dialovers are brothers, but even with that there was a small fandom shipping them. But this was greatly overshadowed by the larger Heroine x Love Interest Community since that is the primary audience for Dialovers.

This isn't to say Fujoshi don't have a place in yume communities, except that they have always considered the other as an "opposite" of eachother in Japan. Neither are particularly respectful to the other when visiting eachother. A big problem in western fujin spaces is Gay Fudanshi using their gayness as a shield to be horribly misogynistic to female yumejoshi, quoting a now deleted (i think I blocked them months ago) twitter user "you should have just called me a faggot if you wanted to be homophobic" when simply given an explanation on why you should tag your LI x LI art, basic fandom etiquette. However yumenushi harrass fujin with long rants about how 'this character can't be gay they're married to ME!" (I'm sure you've seen that post about that Aizawa self shipper)

While there are Yumenushi who are apart of the fu crowd, due to the hostility on both sides they have to seemingly pick and choose which sides they "agree" on. A lot of fujin uses arguments of being homophobic to yumenushi, however a lot of them act very hostile to queer yumenushi, especially women who are shipping themselves with women. As a result yumenushi uses the argument of being misogynistic, however they can be just as misogynistic towards Fujoshi.

[barin-mclegg]

Whatever, one more time.

This is not about Gaza specifically. This is not about anyone specifically. "Help two trans women pay rent" is also 'fundraiser or whatever" territory. I do not see how that makes me racist

I'm not actively stating anyone should die, that I don't pay to any charities, that my life is miserable, that I won't ever reblog. I could just as well be funding half of an orphanage in Kenia, or donating to a local homeless shelter, etc etc. You'll never know, because that classifies as private information, and you're mostly assholes that don't deserve jackshit from me.

I specifically said that I don't want people to send them to me. Personally. So, put them in my messages, in my asks (not relevant bc my ask box is permanently broken, but the point), don't tag me specifically. For two of those 3, you need to specifically go to my blog anyway. So this is the best way to make it clear it won't do anything but waste both of our time and energy. I think this is the most respectful way of making that clear.

Yeah it causes me stress to see fundraisers of all kinds in the wild. Whatever. Your blog, your business. I just don't interact, if there's a tag I block it, I just don't want to be there. Again, I think this is the most respectful way of dealing with it.

My personal situation, mental and physical health, exact fucking age (menta or physical), and all that buzz, is none of your business. Fuck right off. Any judgements made about me when I was being actively harassed and getting torture threats, death threats, and suicide baiting is NOT ACCURATE. Wanna guess why? That's right! Emotionally distressing situations have impact on someone's behavior and wellbeing! If you've harassed me, you're the bad person here. I don't care, yes you are.

I DO care. Again, emotionally distressing situation. I said more shit I don't mean, or at least not in the way that it'll be read by, again, people that don't KNOW OR UNDERSTAND ME. I care that bad shit happens in the world, but I can't do shit about it, so I mostly choose not to talk about it or educate myself. This also means I have no opinion on said subjects, because I'm not a fucking dickhead about not knowing things, like most of you.

Yes, my shittiness at communicating IS part of my disability. "ohh disbaility can't do that" Ohhhh so if you can decide why people can't do shit than maybe you should decide that everyone should have a cool life and be a reasonable person, huh? Shut up. You're just a big bitch, at this point. Yes, it's disability, yes, I'm diagnosed, no, you can't fucking know anything more than that. Or are you going to tell my your full medical history and home address? And proof that you're not making shit up? Because then we can talk about the terms of me telling you anything about myself.

To the reasonable people: I greatly appreciate how unhatable you are.

To everyone in general: I, too, am reasonable when not being actively attacked. Try talking to me now. Actually, don't I'm glad for the silence. Also, don't call me a faggot, we're not buddies, you don't get slur rights.

I in no way see how what happened between me and 3000s on the eel post is YOUR business. Most of you are just miserable drama chasers, and I think that's way sadder than curating your internet experience to your best efforts. Go smash some plates or jerk off or something, jesus christ. "Ohhh but I'm traumatized/in an abusive situation/whatever I can't do thattt" Oh my god that's the funniest response anyone could ever give to this. Ohhh god. That's so funny. Ah well, I can only dream, since reblogs are going off again as soon as I hit reblog on this. If your response is something like that do actually send it though it's sooo funny.

Have a reasonably alright day. I know that's what I'm doing, at least.

Don't send fundraisers or whatever to me.

[joshrgomez]

I don’t mean to name call or insult. Yeah I hate this situation. I hate how some faggot retard virgin cucks made “my girl” look like. I’m glad she stopped talking to them needs to block them and get the fuck away. The fact that you’re NOW starting to feel safe the less certain people are around should say A LOT. Is LITERALLY here my entire thought process is coming from. The fact that you sleep better actually feeling good just tired of the bullshit. Stop talking to them and you won’t be tired just a bit sad someone was a faggot piece of shit. Thats EXACTLY why you need to stop talking to them. They think they’re perfect with literally NOTHING to say otherwise.

Bunch of faggot virgins that will be cucks or cheated on when they do get a girlfriend or boyfriend.

they’re lame as fuck and retarded. Lazy as shit and talk about the most lame shit. What a bunch of loser faggots.

fucked Kailyn’s mental up so bad she doesn’t even know what to talk about if it’s NOT porn. Dude.

[maxtotherad]

somethibg to be said here about the morality of the situation. Maybe I shouldnt have left maybe that makes me a bad person or a bad man but I'm not sure if I really care because I'm not very good at being a man anyways. I feel a lot of guilt for what I did to Joey and I'm not sure how to really grapple with this. Sure I could just kill his dad I guess. What do you want me to do. Everyone is always the same person to me expect for when they aren't. People don't get to exist unless they're directly in front of my face. Joey is his dad, and his dad is my dad, and my dad is me, and I'm Joey, and Joey is his dad and. It's all the same really. What is any man if not just his father coming back wrong I guess. I don't know you put me in a room with that grown adult boy and look at what you made me do. I didnt want to be violent or mean. I never really want to be anything. I do just want to sit here and work on my little projects. I never really ask for anything different. Sometimes I forget that my mom didn't care because I don't really even talk to her like that anymore. Joey is kind of a faggot because he really is more like his mom then his dad, which is kind of funny if you think about it. I never spent a lot of time with Mrs Hall but when I was she was smashing my head into walls just like her son was. I don't know. I'm just like my dad though I smashed the beer bottle over his head. I don't know where things start and stop being incest. If you think about it fucking Joey is sort of like indirect incest, because we are both always fucking each other, and our dads are doing that. I don't know why I bitch about that part like it means anything, my dad hasn't done that to me since I was like 14. I don't really know what I'm grappling with here. I feel like I always have the fisher price building blocks in front of me to play nice with, but I never do a good job at it. I want to be a good person. I don't know. Am I freak for talking about that man as often as I do? I feel bad because I feel like there's other people I should be talking about but I never talk about them. It's keeping me up. I don't think I have it in me to apologize to him I have too much pride in not willing to manup. I think I might have been soul mates with that man in a wierd fucked up way if your objective in life was to torment your soul mate until he killed himself. I don't like thinking about that. I genuinely feel tied to him in ways that make me shake when I hold the razor. I could shave my face but I won't because I don't really even know how to do it without Joey. I talk big talk but man Joey did not take a lot of bullets for me but he sure did take a lot of them with me. I guess it's fine. Habit says he likes my facial hair that's reasuring. I should visit Micheal, I don't know what kind of advice I need, but his words would be reaurirng. I need something. Jehovah knows I need something. Lord throw me a bone. Preferably with some meat on it. I'm happy. I like it here. It's safe it's warm, and I love habit, but sometimes it keeps me up at night that I had to leave him die to get here. It's not that i personally think I'm undeserving of all his love and adoration and his care and his charm but I had to put joeys blood on my hands to get here. That's kind of sick. I don't really feel regret about abandoning people because normally I'm not actually abandoning them they are just being dramatic and I'm just moving on but I really did abandon him. I think I deserve to be hit with 39t9395849 cars. All I did for like two years was that. I want my PS4 back bitch. I don't care if you broke it I want it back. I'm not mad because I can't be because if I'm mad I'm just my dad. He cried like a girl at my window. I moved in with him. Talk about a true gentleman (me). I love myself because I just have to tell myself every person who was relevant to me loved me once I guess. If I'm not competent and coherent and confident enough I'll just die. I love the men that walk into my life more then I love myself. The ony thing keeping me from killing myself is probably habit

[the-firebird69]

This is also the guy who put the tube up his **** we went in in Landrigan he says is that gay guy who wiped out on the motorcycle and somehow says he can blame me and he's completely full of **** and he was not motorcycling with Will Pierce that was actually Trump and there it is again he's blaming me for what happens to him so what I say is you want to die now but really why don't you wait your turn and have predators take care of you and you guys force these things on these people and then you try and collect it and you're out front and you get cut in half and you're saying You're Trump and you're not you're this massive **** **** you're a huge faggot And yeah we're gonna go after him he's a Mac and he's been saying that he's Trump and he's not this is terrible these people are horrible to him pulling a gun on him operating on his balls having him hit his balls in the first place they don't know what the **** they're doing they're trying to say it's BJA. and they're fully aware that they both went over the stupid limb. Mean they both were on the jump and they both got injured and Mark Pitchell is BJ and he said you're so stupid it doesn't even work that way but we don't want to tell you because you're off but my God you're causing so many problems you shouldn't be Max at all we can't stand you dumb ****. And your act is so cheesy it's like fighting into a big huge block of cheese you're ruining us and it's not hard to do and we're in fighting and the foreigners are fighting us we're all gonna die so you're you're dumb what did you have him hitting the balls for what kind of stupid **** is that you got hit in the head because you're an idiot riding your motorcycle they told him about it then you said it was him. Then somebody had him run back in time and make it sound like him it's not him. And now this singer is cancer and she's supposed to be dead it's a Mac I mean this is stupid when you're **** business and get out of his face doesn't have any money in your pouring out on him and he's going to rip you to shreds and I've seen him just tear the **** out of people without trying. You're nuts you don't have anything to do with him a lot of people don't I spend a lot of time there if you don't bother me doesn't do anything you don't bother him like you're a stupid animal you get killed. OK so he was causing that he says how about you on a second round of it. Business we've been told three times. I'm **** **** we can't afford to fight each other we can't afford all this **** happening we can't afford to go through all this stuff and these idiots are gonna hit us the firing missiles at the Midwest and they're warning the hell out of us they're saying it's gonna be awful.

I can't believe the fullest stupid **** you're not up with the Times you're torturing him and teaching him and you wasted your time even being alive that's how you haven't seen us you stupid **** it's this lady you saw in Vegas supposed to be a huge favor holy **** you people are dumb is A is a business person like dad and you wanna make him feel sad and all that shady paint tickets he paid for the tickets and you should reimburse him 'cause he got more money and he knows about it you can't get him a damn thing the foreigners are laughing at us ohh look at me chris I'm dying who **** died maybe I'll get some money out of it well laughing is not funny it's true.

bja

We can't stand them anymore these macs are horrendous and all you people are worse it's gonna begin in a moment . You have this third round or volley and we're not ready coz you're being a someone who understands no you're copying people because you're damn dumb. So they're gonna send a third volley and they are going to get hit and we're going to hit them this valley would be pretty big it's gonna have some special limit and they mentioned it and it's going to be a problem it's gonna be a decent sized hit they say and it's not that many missiles when they get up to the 7th wave tomorrow morning around 8:00 AM it'll be like 2:00 million and that's not that many. And they'll be saying it didn't do anything. But that's not really the plan and the ship is up and it is almost 8:00 o'clock around 8:20 it's sundown so 1120 tonight the sundown in the Yucatan roughly 1020 really so there's a window there of like an hour and a half from 820 to 945 where we think that they will be hitting themselves and it's Trump style and he has got people doing it and it's not the Terminator movie yet but it will be shortly and BG is in a movie after this and it is a terminator movie it does happen right afterwards it is the first movie in the series it's in Mexico which is where these hit no and it's like Bailey's and it's a desert in south about it 1500 miles and he does some songs and leaves and Cesario begins but yeah he is at the border and that movie starts afterwards too and the same with Elysium you're a very ignorant . People what you do is disgusting. We're gonna show you how stupid you are'cause you're saying it to our son and yeah you can't tie your shoes to Santas you're gonna have to just sit there 'cause you're a moron. In meetings we're tired of you mouthing off. If you don't have it you don't have it. It's gonna hit momentarily& anymore stupid things into law with a Sharpey it's gross We've heard enough from you Sarah we know your perspective what he's doing is what he's doing is trying to fight them and what you do is you make this ball of **** **** and you can see what he's doing and it's amazing and it works what you do doesn't too much but he's using it somehow and he has to actually very mad at you idiots you didn't figure anything out we told you about we have to do it ourselves and he told us we're on our own we checked in it's true. The Revolutionary War analogy is proceeding. You are almost defenseless and using missiles as an insult you're insulting yourself and everyone else now you're an insulting prick OK you **** idol of people yelling you and swear you and threatening your position it'll come down on people and I need to heat you up thank you for the permission. And it says that the Santas and we're doing it now and he can't stand it so we have to do it till the rest of you idiots bothering him to hear morons and you need the treatment it's not fair that we're not doing it to you. We see how it works now

Thor Freya

Olympus

[talenlee]

The Seemingly Sudden And Impressive Presence of Actually Queer Anime Circa Right Now

Hey, do you know what I mean by ‘this user can say it?’

I want to say it’s a cohost meme but the idea is that there are some words that get treated as cursed or slurs or dangerous magical words that are reclaimed slurs, in the mouths of people who can reclaim them. Simply put, if I, a bi dude, want to make a joke where I use the word faggot, fuck off telling me I shouldn’t. And this led to the joke that ‘This User Can Say It’ was a flag that signalled that whether or not an individual wanted to out themselves in any specific way, they had the rights to use particular terms.

But I’m not here to talk about slurs I’m here to talk about anime. It should be no surprise to anyone who pays attention to the trends on this blog (so, Tab, gotyaoi, me) that there’s a low key anxiety about doing too much on this blog about too many anime. It wasn’t intentional but I’ve just been watching more this year and that means more of this year has been talking about anime.

Here then is a list of anime that won’t show up in the Story Pile, but absolutely Can Say It.

Birdie Wing

Yugioh Golf Lesbians. It’s Yugioh Golf Lesbians. I can’t believe that’s a useful summary of a real anime that exists and that it’s actually good, but believe it or not, Yugioh Golf Lesbians is a real thing, it really exists and it’s really enjoyable. The characters have crushes on one another, they are awkward about that relationship, they want to be around one another and tease each other and oh and also someone assassinates a golfer with a bazooka.

This series is silly in so many ways. Birdie Wing was going to be a June Story Pile. I wound up bumping it, not because it wound up being unworthy of being a Pride Month series, but just because it’s currently ongoing and if it’s a good two-season anime I’d rather watch them all at once and make a single unified block of it. Also, when I have as many possible options in front of me as I do, even a modest reason like ‘do both seasons at once’ is a good reason.

Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch From Mercury

See also Birdie Wing. I really like Witch from Mercury! I think it owns bones! It has some truly heroic moments and the action is beautifully constructed and intense and oh my god I love these characters so much, and I love the setup for the second season that the first season left hanging, particularly because I can see a lot of a familiar experience in Suletta.

No, I was never a lesbian mecha pilot, I’m sorry.

Still, everyone gets a favourite Gundam I think and god damn if Witch From Mercury might be mine. Or 0080, I gotta finish that one. It’s also just so exquisitely good looking. I’m used to mecha anime having some fuzziness or sloppiness depending on when they show up. Late 90s mecha anime often relied on blockiness of the mecha to cover for animation errors, and mid 00s often were relying too much on 3D models that stood out. Whatever they’re doing in Witch From Mercury looks so good on its own.

I really look forward to seeing if this one has a coherent, solid throughline. But if it’s got a tragic end I don’t want to cover it in a Pride Month because we have time enough for queer tragedy the rest of the year. Let Pride Month be things that are cool and rule, and I hope that next year, that will include Mobile Suit Gundam: The Witch From Mercury.

Also, I get to double dip and maybe it’ll be a smooch month series because so many smooch month series fail to hold my attention because they don’t have sick ass mecha battles.

The Executioner And Her Way Of Life

If you watch the opening of this series and think hey does this get gay, let me assure that yes, yes it does, this is an anime that can say it, and will say it, and offers you its hand as it leads into a light novel series that gets not only canonically and repeatedly gay, but it’s gay in a way that I think resonates pretty hard with say, anyone who’s had a long distance relationship over the internet.

I think this series kinda rules! It will get an entry, you will be able to see it sometime this year! But also, it feels like this anime is set up to put every piece in place and explicitly outline a queer kiss, and it’s a very enjoyable narrative with a really enjoyable set of pieces all being positioned around one another…

and then slams the book closed before the relationship progresses. You get to see a queer yearning, a queer plan, a queer crush… but not queer love. Not queer life.

You do get to see a giant centipede monster girl though.

Do It Yourself

For reasons that make more sense when it happens, I already covered Do It Yourself. This is a series that Can Say It, but also doesn’t, which is a bit of a bummer considering the series is otherwise very wholesome and very sweet. It still owns an interesting spot in history which means it needs to live alongside another article.

It’s been written, it’s in the scheduler, it’s going to happen in time.

Princess Connect: Re-Dive

I don’t imagine I’ll ever write about Princess Crincess Rincess Dincess. I got it because the game attached to it shut down and I thought it’d be interesting watching an anime tie-in and see what you can assume or extrapolate about the game based on that. That idea didn’t wind up working out, because Redive Of A Princess Connection is just a pretty sweet, middlingly funny unimpressive anime, which means, eh, nah, not gunna bother talking about it. If you like cute girls that get thirty seconds of screen time each and the same four jokes each episode, then yeah, that’s this.

However, as a Pride anime, it does have a metatextual thing. See, Connection of A Princess and Her Redived Life is a sequel series to a game subplot, and it’s explicitly about the world resetting from a point in the game, changed in a way that means the villain kinda wins.

In the game, that villain is a dude. In Princess Connect But The Pryncess is Gwyn, the same villain with the same name is not a dude.

Trans girls will literally defeat the hero and reboot the world to get nice hair, and I think that’s admirable. It certainly sounds easier than putting up with the way doctors dole out the support.

My Master Has No Tail

I really liked My Master Has No Tail, which is a fun little anime about a Tanuki Girl who learns how to perform Rakugo theatre from a disillusioned kitsune pretending to be a human. This series kind of rules and it’s got this ongoing thread through it about people sustaining illusions about who they are, about how they interact with the world, and how they engage with art. Simply put, this is an anime that wants to be about how people are fooled and how we like to be fooled.

Unsurprisingly, this shows up in Tricks Month.

My Master Has No Tail doesn’t say it, but it absolutely could.

There! A bunch of stuff! If you’re just looking for queer anime to check out, and maybe if you want to see if you’re into them the way my articles wind up shaking out, you should check them out!

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#Anime #Media

[horrorfan676]

Michael Myers x Male reader

The Halloween Party Massacre

It's been a long couple of years since the Haddonfeild Massacre. Every Adult is still freaking out about Halloween. Honestly, so were you.

It was because you had an encounter with Michael Myers yourself. He had killed your foster parents. You weren't complaining though. They were often abusive.

Recently, your boyfriend left you for your female best friend, Emma. You guys were planning on a Halloween party at the Myers house together but Emma replaced you.

" Are you excited for the party tonight, Y/n?" Kari asked. Kari was your friend ever since first grade. " Yeah, I'm excited to see Ben. I think he's into me." You respond.

"Why did Liam and Emma think that it is a good idea to host a Halloween party at the Myers house?" Kari asked. You shrugged your shoulders. Kari doesn't know that it was your idea.

"The party is about to start soon. We should get going." You said, changing the subject. Luckily, Kari agreed as you two got into her car. You live by yourself because your 18 years old and you don't want to live with anyone right now.

Every college student was there already, drinking and having fun. You and Kari walked into the loud house. "Hey, I'm going to get a drink and socialize." Kari yelled. You nodded your head as you feel a slight headache coming on.

Parties weren't really your thing so you weren't used to it. You carefully pushed the dancing students out of your way. "Hey Y/n, we didn't think you would come tonight." Liam yelled over the music. "Hey." You greeted awkwardly.

It was very uncomfortable to see Liam and Emma out together yet. "Let's go outside so we can here each other when we talk." Emma suggested. You agreed and walked out with the couple.

You actually thought that they wanted to catch up with you. Liam pushed you onto the ground. It was dark in the backyard so you couldn't really see much. "Kari told us that you liked me." Ben spoke as he walked up with Kari.

You didn't respond. You felt betrayed. You thought that you could trust Kari and that she was your friend but you were wrong. You couldn't believe that you actually feel for their lies. "I'm not a faggot." Ben said as he kicked your side. You were sure that was going to leave a bruise.

The boys kept kicking you as the girls cheered them on. If you had some muscles, you probably would've stood up for yourself but you were a Twink. They suddenly stopped. The girls started screaming as a knife went into Ben's head.

The three ran away, leaving you behind with a serial killer. You turned around to see that it Michael Myers himself. He stares at you for a couple of minutes before leaving for the house party.

You slowly got up when Michael went inside and started walking home. You were glad that your house was a block away. You can hear people screaming as you walk to your house.

They deserved it, especially Liam, Ben, Kari, and Emma. When you got home, you took a shower and got ready for bed.

Before you could fall asleep, there was a thud in the living room...

[papirouge]

The blog “opisaterf” is violently pro abortion btw. Just be careful, Idk if she’ll attack you for reblogging from her :(

She supports late term abortions for females and for babies with even mild disabilities, it’s so sad to see radfems fall for this type of oppression and think it’s liberating them

Honestly I couldn't even tell whether I ever reblogged from her lol

When I directly reblog radfem post that's bc I agree with the post's content - not necessarily the blogger as a whole. I NEVER reblog to argue radfem because they're (for the most part) INSANE and will lash out at you like a flock of harpies and I reaaally don't want this energy in my life lol Last time one of my post made its rounds in radfem circles and some tried to act smartass with me I shut them down real quick and blocked them. I'm too old for that stuff... smh

I've started screenshotting awful stuff radfem says for "receipts" in before I get accused of making stuff up. I literally saw radfem say female rape wasn't a thing, glamorize abortion, call stay at home moms "slave", "handmaiden" or "sperm receiver" unprovoked, call a pro-life gay teen a "AIDS ridden" "faggot" (while whining that conservatives are the homophobic ones...🙄), support female (serial) killers, say that male BABIES were misogynists/rapist in becoming and thus should be wiped off at birth, call babies "satan"..... These women are utter sociopaths.

How ironic is to see them mock TRA for being genital fetishists/weirdos but radfem really are no better in the lane of psychopathic behaviors.... They can be utterly unhinged, aggressive, hypocrite and toxic and it's about time they stop acting like victims for being unanimously disliked - some of them actually they deserve it.

In the end of the day, my goal isn't to pick fights with radfem, but actually expose how awful they can be and WHY some people -who aren't necessarily misogynist or TRA- are turned off by them. I know some radfem/gendercrit women follow me and I'm appreciative they have enough open mindedness and self awareness to try to acknowledge this reality.

Radfem love oppression when it means oppressing anyone remotely disagreeing with them or supporting the eradication of the most vulnerable populations such as unborn babies (arguing over their humanity) or people with disabilities (they want to prevent from existing).