#i should be sleepin but........... i cant........

[xxplastic-cubexx]

if i said i picked up this issue for anything but drunk erik i fear i'd be lying

(Wolverine (2020) #3)

[yewphoric]

i should rlly make textposts abt my ocs and just post more here in general lol. ive delegated a lot of shit to my sideblog so this one gets abandoned AND i spend most of my time talking on discord but idk i want to actually engage ppl on here??

if i post shit abt my ocs thats not just art promise not to be mean to me ok <3

[hyperexplosion]

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[angelicblondie]

jj x doll!reader ~ cockwarming with jayj <3 (MDNI)

warning ~ public sexual contact

the waves crashed against the shore, and seagulls gawked in the distance, creating the perfect ambience for jjs and your beach day.

the two of you had woken up, legs tangled together in the thin sheets of the bedroom in the chateau, where you crashed the night before. you had woken up to jj smothering kisses all over you, which had caused you to giggle hysterically.

"nooo, jayj, lemme wake up."

"'fraid I cant, lil' miss. gotta get all a'dis cuteness agression out 'fore i explode,"

from there you had sauntered out into the main area, seeing john b already up. he took in your appearances - you, dressed in only jjs shirt and covered in red and purple hickies, and jj, shirtless with his lips swollen, covered in similar bruises to yours, except all along his torso. john b sighed loudly, used to the two of you like this.

"swear one of these days i'm bannin you from sleepin' over," he mumbled the empty threat under his breath.

after eating a light breakfast, the two of you got dressed in your bathing suits (you in a light pink bikini, jj in navy swim shorts), and grabbed your beach bag, heading towards the sand.

the two of you laid in the sun whilst your mini speaker lowly played music coming from a playlist the two of you made, combining you music tastes (considering they were vastly different). with sunglasses perched on your noses, the sun browned your skins, giving you both caramel tans.

this was one of your favorite things about jj being your boyfriend - he would indulge in your tanning needs, and even join in, since he was the last person to go on n' on about how it would give you skin cancer.

you sighed contently, feeling a peace. you flipped around on your back, brushing your hair to one side and looking at jj on your other, squinting through your glasses as you sent him a sweet smile. "havin' fun?"

"oh yeah, doll. best day I've had in years."

you giggle, the sound of travis scotts, "drugs you should try it" (jjs suggestion, of course) playing faintly in the background. "m'glad."

it didn't take long for you to get needy though - and who could balme you? seeing jjs glistening abs on full display was enough to wet your bikini bottoms and pull attention to the fluttering in your core. you turnaround on your elbows, squinting at him through you sunglasses.

"hey jayj?" jj slowly turned, knowing you were up to something by the tone of your voice.

thats how you ended up sat on jjs lap on the foldout chair behind the towels, slowly sinking onto his dick.

"jayj," you whine, squirming on top of him.

"shhh, its ok mama, y'can take it. niiiice and slow," he reasures, his hands squeezing on your hips, fighting literal demons to not just shove you on. the only thing that covered you too was the measly towel jj lazily threw around you.

you bite your lip hard to prevent the noises that threatended to spill out, and you grip his muscialar shoulders to ground yourself.

when you had proposed the idea, you had made jj promise that you wouldnt have actual sex - you just needed to feel him, to temporatily satisfy the fluttering. but now, actuallly feeling eachother, the task felt next to imposible.

you whimper, against you best efforts. "jayj, wan'more," you whine.

"nuh-uh, you only get the dick if your being a good girl. wan me to pull out?" he scolds, thought it was a pretty empty threat, considering there was no way in hell was he gunna pull out

"fuck, n-no, im sorry, i'll be good," your quick to apologize.

jj grunts when you finally reach the bottom and you gasp, leaning over to rest your head in the crook of his neck. jjs breath is held, stomach sucked in as his face scrunches, overwhelmed by the pleasure. he releases a shaky breath, hyperaware of how tight you felt around him, your little pussy puslating.

"shit, think i might bust in you." jj chuckles breathlessly.

"no, jayj, dont even think about it," you scold weakly, trying not to move. honestly, although it was hard at first, you were actually enjoyed him being in you in not a super sexual sense. it felt really intimate, and kind of sweet.

though, nothing was sweet about the way you were clenching around him, every so often wiggling to adjust in a position that was less painful for your knees. jjs hands rubbed down your back, and you could feel the rise and fall of his chest. you wondered if the two of you looked suspicious, but you decided that you didnt care.

eventually, you forced yourself to detach from him, and the two of you spent the rest of the day going back and forth from the water to your towls, baking in the sun. and of course, as soon as you were alone, you fucked in the twinky, eager to get your hands on each other as soon as possible. with the smell of salt lingering, and the feeling of grainy sand in the crevices of your body, you two knew it was the perfect end to the perfect day.

[wheatnoodle]

so my ex and i used to constantly be falling asleep around each other. nobody else tho. we had shit sleep schedules and i had some pretty bad paranoia so i couldn’t even sleep when i was tired. but then we’d be like sitting on her couch or doing whatever and we’d just get so fuckin tired no matter what, yawning and bobble-heading around. y’know, the whole thing like you sleep around people you trust?

im trying to think it’s cute without thinking of her, so that but with steddie xoxo

eddie hosting hellfire at his trailer one night and steve’s there to be the kids’ ride. he doesn’t really feel like watching so eddie brings him to his room and finds something to occupy him with. while he’s in there, eddie takes off the shirt he’s currently wearing and switches it for the hellfire one before he’s taking off for the living area again.

hour and a bit later, they take a break and eddie goes to check on him and there’s steve in the worn motley crue shirt he discarded and sleepin oh so soundly in his mountain of pillows and blankets. UGH literally the cutest

they have family movie night at the hopper-byers house every thursday night. most of the time, eddie gets dragged away by the kids and steve is busy being robin’s personal space heater (which she will fall asleep draped over, drooling on his shoulder ten minutes in). but some nights, eddie gets to stretch out, lay his head on steve’s thigh (thats so close to his dick holy shit holy shit ok ok he’s your friend don’t think about his dick don’t think about his dick dontdoitdontdoitdontdoit-)

and one of steve’s hands will card through his hair, brush it away from his face, scratch at his scalp. eddie melts, dude. like, embarrassingly fast. the title card could still be going and eddie’s already become a deadweight on the couch.

“seriously?! it just started!” dustin will say when he tries to get eddie’s attention and sees he’s passed tf out. steve shushes him, holds a protective hand over eddie’s ear and lets him sleep.

steve will only fall asleep during a movie if it’s just them watching it. and they sit next to each other on the couch, like a couple of bros. besties, even. you know what eddie does? he pulls the whole “stretch my back, arm around the back of the couch” trick. and steve doesn’t even pick up on it as something to make fun of! he should! he knows every trick in the book, hell, he wrote the damn book!

if anything, steve just relaxes more. he doesn’t even take his eyes off the screen, just settles back into the couch, doesn’t wait a second before he leans his head on eddie’s shoulder. eddie rests his cheek on the top of steve’s head and hopes and prays he can’t hear his heart racing.

MAYBE ITS WINTER TOO??? MAYBE STEVEN IS SHIVERING???? and eddie grabs one of the many throw blankets the harrington’s own, holds it in front of them.

“cold?”

“mm”

and eddie’ll drape it over both of them. and now that opens the door for cuddling. a door that steve marches through, because he’ll take whatever human contact he can get, okay? he curls into eddie’s side, turns a bit to face him more so he can lift his legs and put them over eddie’s thigh, his feet dangling between his friend’s spread legs.

eddie will let his arm come off the headrest and instead wrap it around steve’s back. he’s pulling him closer, his other hand resting on steve’s thigh. both hands are stroking wherever they’re touching so tenderly, steve cant help but bury his nose deeper in eddie’s neck. he’ll breathe him in, so familiar and cozy, and something in the back of his mind tells him that if a demogorgon broke down the door right this second, eddie would protect him. and isn’t that a thought?

so he lets himself sleep. and he lets himself feel safe. because eddie will protect him

[pastanest]

if you’re wondering why I’m having to repost this, or why you were perhaps previously following me but no longer are, please refer to this post. I was able to retrieve this thanks to @iamburdened - thanks so much!! ♡

Daryl Dixon x she/her!reader

spoilers: set in season 6

Safe

At this point, it was a tradition between the two of you. As a result of your obligations that kept you - much to Daryl’s relief - safe behind the walls of Alexandria, it was rare that you got to join him on runs. While he was away, you kept yourself busy with the jobs you had to do, you taught the children of the neighbourhood, so you spent most of the day with them. Any night without Daryl was difficult, you tossed and turned without him, worrying about where he was, if he was alright. You’d stare out of the window from your bed and feel the strangest sense of reassurance, like somehow you knew that wherever he was, Daryl was looking up at those same stars and telling you that he was alright.

To this day, he tries to sneak into bed without disturbing you if he thinks you are already asleep, regardless of him knowing that his attempts are futile. Because every single time, without fail, you roll over or your eyes open and you smile so brightly at him the moment you feel the bed dip.

Even if you had been asleep, you made it difficult to tell, because upon seeing him you were immediately wide awake. And this occasion was no different.

You hear him try his best to tiptoe up the stairs to your shared bedroom, and by the time he pushes the door open, you’re already grinning at him.

Daryl sighs, but he cant help smiling right back. “You should be sleepin’, pretty girl.”

Your smile only widens as you stand up from the bed and stroll over to him, taking ahold of his hands to squeeze them ever so gently, before you were carefully brushing his hair out of his eyes with your fingertips. Every time he comes home, you remind him that no matter how rough the world is with him, he can always trust that you will be gentle.

“You know that’s not how this works, Dixon. C’mon, let’s get you cleaned up!” You take ahold of his hands again and drag Daryl to the bathroom while he pretends to resist. Despite his general disliking towards showers, you had definitely changed his opinion when showers included you.

The scolding hot water streams down your bodies, and you stare up at Daryl in wonder as he tilts his head up and closes his eyes, rubbing his face with his hands to clean it before he glances back down at you and catches you staring at him.

“Im standin’ here naked and you’re ogglin’ over my damn face.” Daryl jokes, and you smile at him with rosy cheeks.

“Just because you’re naked doesnt mean your face is suddenly less mesmerising, but dont get me wrong, your dick is beautiful too.” You tease, and he chuckles as he shakes his head and lowers it to hide his bashful face in your neck, causing you to laugh and wrap your arms around him.

“Barely been back five minutes and you’re already drivin’ me crazy. Yer lucky yer cute, y’know that?” Daryl grumbles from his place in your neck, and you nod as you reach for the shampoo.

“Oh, trust me, I know. If I wasnt so cute you’d be substantially less whipped, right?” You say playfully, squeezing the shampoo into your hands behind Daryl’s back.

“Naw, every other aspect of ya would keep me whipped fer sure.”

You smile to yourself, feeling butterflies erupt in your stomach at his words. Your hands reach for Daryl’s wet hair, running through it carefully and massaging the suds into his scalp. He releases a sigh that is so completely relaxed, so comfortable and happy, your heart sings. The little kisses Daryl places at your neck as he wraps his arms around your waist almost make you tear up.

“Look up sweetheart, I dont want to get it in your eyes.” You coo, wanting to rinse the shampoo from his hair for him.

Daryl nods and lifts his head from your neck, tilting his head back so that you can rinse the suds from his hair. The fact that you even make the effort to avoid hurting him in the minimal sense of accidentally getting soap in his eyes, you never fail to remind Daryl just how much you adore him in everything you do.

The two of you head back to your bedroom with a towel each wrapped around your body, and another on each of your heads, wrapped in the way you taught Daryl to after his first shower at Alexandria. Your fingers are intertwined up until you reach the bedroom, and then you briefly part to get dressed. Daryl ends up in just a pair of boxer shorts, while you settle for one of his shirts. With Daryl lying on the bed waiting for you, you do a dramatic twirl in his shirt, knowing his eyes are glued to you. He smirks at you, and you smirk back at him, until you both burst out laughing and you crawl over to him on the bed.

“Never known someone to be so sexy and so cute at the same damn time, yer impossible.” Daryl tells you as he snuggles into you, you sitting up slightly on the bed with your arms around him as he rests his head on your chest. Towels have since been discarded, leaving you both with damp hair. You subconsciously start running your fingers through Daryl’s hair to ever so gently untangle it.

“You say that like you arent the human embodiment of those two qualities at all times.” You reply, and Daryl scoffs.

“Only you think that about me, though.”

You cant help laughing at that, having told him countless times that very few humans alive would be able to resist him. “Daryl, you realise Im a school teacher, right? The only people that ever see me to find me attractive, apart from you, are the kids in my classes. Speaking of, you might need to have another word with Elliot.” You bring up playfully.

Daryl shakes his head dramatically. “Did he give ya flowers again? I thought I told him t’ ease up!”

You sigh with dramatics in equilibrium to Daryl’s. “He said he’d treat me better than you, that he wouldnt leave me by myself and he’d bring me flowers everyday.”

Daryl scoffs, pretending to be angry. “Tha’s it, I aint never leavin’ again - cant! Not when some guy’s tryna steal my girl!”

You both laugh, knowing that the Elliot you are referring to is a very sweet 7 year old boy you teach who has quite the crush on you. Anytime he sees you with Daryl, the two of them have pretend fights or give each other ‘Im watching you’ gestures. It’s hilarious every single time.

As the night continues on, the two of you settle into another comfortable tradition, involving you reading Daryl something to help him get ready for sleep. He didnt want to admit it at first, but having you read to him as you hold him in your arms, putting on voices for different characters to make him laugh, it gave him an experience of peace that he had never had before, one that brought him an unreasonable amount of joy. Daryl was sure that as a kid, his mother probably did read to him at some point, but the memories from after her death somewhat overshadowed any good times he had, and he could no longer remember what came before. You gave him that experience in an entirely new way, not as his mother, but as someone who truly cared for him, who would protect him with your life, and love him in a way that even he couldnt deny.

Tonight, you are reading a chapter from The Hobbit, and although Daryl does absolutely adore your voice for Bilbo Baggins, he finds himself wrapping his hand around the spine of the book, closing it in your hands, leaving you confused.

“I love you, ya know that, dontcha?” He asks, his voice hoarse for a reason that he cant quite distinguish, because love isnt that simple.

You cup his face in your hands, smiling down at him adoringly. “Of course, and you know I love you too.”

Daryl’s eyes close as he relaxes into your touch, but he opens them to speak to you so that he can see your reaction to what he has to say. “I’ve never...had someone who makes me feel safe, like you do. Even Merle, he left, and when I foun’ him again he didnt min’ leavin’ me to go off fer girls or drugs. Thought that he made me feel safe, but ya made me realise...he didnt, not really. An’ it made me realise sum’ else, ‘cause I’ve never felt safe, I didnt know who I was when I was safe. You’ve shown me that side o’ me, (Y/N), an’ I can’ thank you enough. Words aint really my area, and I know even when I cant say sum’ you know exactly what’s in ma head, but I wan’ed you t’ hear me say all this.”

Tears are stinging your eyes as Daryl scans your face, his gaze locking onto your trembling bottom lip, then the streams that escape your eyes. He’s quick to hold your face, brushing your tears away with his thumbs.

“It is an honour to love you, Daryl, thank you for letting me love you.” You tell him, and Daryl pushes himself up to capture your lips with his.

The kiss is slow, it speaks words that are too strong to exist in any spoken language. Your fingers curl in Daryl’s hair, wanting to pull him impossibly closer, and he reciprocates by deepening the kiss, sighing against your lips.

By the time the two of you pull away from each other, you’re lying on your sides, facing each other with legs intertwined and swollen, dopey smiles. Daryl stands up to turn the bedroom light off, and you immediately pout at him for breaking away from you, which makes him laugh. The moment he’s back in bed, you’re snuggling back into each other, your head on his chest this time, the preferred sleeping position for the two of you.

“Goodnight angel, sweet dreams.” You whisper, and Daryl places a kiss on your forehead.

“Night sweet girl, I’ll see ya on the other side.” He whispers back, using the exact phrase he gives you every time he falls asleep with you. Daryl has told you that his dreams arent sweet unless you are in them, so whenever you wish him sweet dreams, he simply has to mention that he’ll see you there.

Daryl stares off to the side, looking out of the same window you stared out of whenever you missed him. The stars wink at him, and he smiles up at them, thanking them as he always did, for getting him back to you.

[soupdeewoop]

Favorite lines from “The Secret of Us” 🌸

crossed lines, past lives, clear vision

held my breath for your reaction like the first time that we happened

we were fightin’ more than laughin’, black and blue, mm

fell hard then i lost your interest

all my friends they tried to stop me wanting you but i was never meant to listen, not until i found a reason

felt good about you til i didn't you felt nice for a bad decision felt good about you felt good about you

really got me thinkin, future plannin’ for no reason there were nights i skipped out sleepin’ cause of you and i had less than half of somethin’ what you gave was what i wanted til i realized i felt fuller without you

felt good about you til i didn't i felt good about you

look at me now said i wouldn't do it, but i hunted you down

you can just talk, and i'll stare at your mouth it could be bad, but i wanna find out

and i feel like i could die cause you're not here

god, im jumping in the deep end its more fun to swim in heard the risk is drownin’, but i'm gonna take it i'm gonna take it

isn't it fun? thinking im right when i'm probably wrong

you cant even speak but i think that its sweet yeah, i think that you're sweet

with the light on and you're not here

god, i'm actually invested haven't even met him

classic

i'm gonna bend ‘til i break  i wish you could hold me here, shakin’

why aren't you here in my bedroom? hopelessly boring without you

too soon to tell you "i love you" too soon to tell you "i love you"

wish that i was kidding i'm not, and i hate it

you're the risk, i'm gonna take it

i cut the rope and you fell from the tower i let it go for my peace of mind bit the bullet, it didn't hurt but i still hate the image of you kissing her chalk it up to "its all for the better"

are your conversations cool, like are you even interested? i know what you are, brighter than the stars tell me if she takes you far far enough away from all the baggage you've been carrying up another hill to all the girls who'll help you bury it they're just blowing smoke, i'll say what they won’t i know everything they don't

i sleep alone, im completely fine

if she's got a pulse, she meets your standards now? you feel nothing and yet you still let her

but i bet you're at her place right now you couldn't point her out in any crowd

and i find your books pretentious now at the time they'd fed the fantasy i was so impressed at your hotel took a drag and read aloud to me

and i bet you think about me now when you should be sleeping

and i know, i know, i know, i know and i know, i know, i (hey, hey, hey, hey) and i know, i know, i know, i know and i know, i (hey, hey, hey, hey) and i know, i know, i know, i know and i know, i know, i (hey, hey, hey) and i know, i know, i know, i know and i know, i

two augusts ago i told the truth, oh, but you didn't like it, you went home

i like to slam doors closed trust me, i know its always about me

two summers from now well have been talking, but not all that often, were cool now i'll be on a boat, you're on a plane going somewhere sane

and i'll have a drink wistfully lean out my window and watch the sun set on the lake it might not feel real, but it's okay, mh

cause that's just the way life goes i push my luck, it shows thankful you don't send someone to kill me

you were the best but you were the worst as sick as it sounds, i loved you first i was a dick, it is what it is a habit to kick, the age-old curse i tend to laugh whenever im sad stare at the crash, it actually works making amends, this shit never ends im wrong again, wrong again

the way life goes joyriding down our road lay on the horn to prove that it haunts me

hope that i don't, won't make it about me  i love you, im sorry

it felt just like a joke im sure you dont know were talkin’

i know your ghost i see her through the smoke

and if history’s clear, someone always ends up in ruins and what seemed like fate becomes "what the hell was i doin'?"

babylon lovers hangin’, lifetimes on a vine do you miss mine?

wonder if you regret the secret of us, us

it felt like somethin’ holy like souls pleadin, so it felt like what i've known you're twenty-nine years old so how can you be cold when i open my home?

give it ten months and you'll be past it (you'll be past it)

that night you were talkin’ false prophets and profits they makin’ the margins of poetry sonnets you never read upon it

the curse of a miracle, curse of an oracle youre incomparable, fuck it was chemical you (you) plus (plus) me (me) was

mistaken for strangers, no way in us, us the pain of the rain of the fain of us, us

the outline, well, sometimes do you miss us, us? (us, us, us) the best kind, well, sometimes do you miss us?

no, i know i'm a walking contradiction and it shows

and i've never craved someone's attention as much as yours, thought i should mention that

 i bet all my money that i will lose to you and hand you my life

dont love you yet, but probably will turn me into something tragic just for you, i let it happen

i lack context so i've made up all these lies it's the only thing that helps me sleep at night

and now i'm looking in the mirror you made me vain, i can't believe i have to be heard

here's to hoping you're worth all my time (ah, ah) i might barely know you, but still

you've turned all my skies to pouring rain locked me out the house again is this how you see me now? im reeling and i might break the windows, let myself back in lost it for a minute there get my shit together, its whatever, but i could die knowing that you're probably out somewhere while i'm in my underwear eating through my feelings, i'm still reeling, but its fin oh, thank god that you're not seeing this i'll spare you from everything if you would still have me, i'll be waiting all my life oh-oh

whatever, i let it happen whatever, i let it happen whatever, i let it happen i let it happen

i took a train to boston and i wanted to cry

i'll date for like a summer and i'll leave when i'm bored this train is full of strangers but i might like him more

when i left him there to feel it couldn't guess when i'd be leavin' for

no chance i waste my twenties on random men not one of them is cooler than all my friends

i feel like i'm home, there's a bar down the road i'm wasted with the sister of a boy that i met through someone back in college, she's a weird intellect she liked to tell the truth and she was harsh but direct her boyfriends all left, she had that effect

but that's just tough love and you're lucky to receive it, right?

i guess it's always funny until it's not

no, i'm not gonna miss the way he'd kick me in my bed while sleepin'

and i'm not gonna miss his old inflated ego, shallow thinking and i'm not gonna miss denying that i got my own damn reasons

not one of them is tougher than all my friends and i hate to leave him bleedin' but i know, know what i'm leavin' for

i swear to god, i haven't thought of you in ages

i understand, i changed your plans, i had to, baby

and i think that you earnestly have waited on apologies but i can't pretend that i'm sorry when i'm not sorry

so aren't you sad about the fact that you can't write me? i cheered the loudest for you when you won your trophies

and don't you feel alone at night or sorta kinda daily?

and we don't even know each other now and i'd blow all my plans if you'd meet me out

we could talk, we could get it, we could both calm down down (down, down)

it all changed for me and i told you (down) (down, down) you had the wrong idea about me (down) (down, down) and all i ever did was consider you (down) (down, down) until all i could do was consider me (down)

you don't know how to step outside yourself

you really thought you would get what you wanted (down) down, (down) down (down) down, (down) down 

you were the shoreline you were the crash and now i break

gave you i, gave you i, gave you i, gave you i

am i what you wanted? was i self-appointed?

all of my dark blue covered it for you but i'm just so embarrassed now

and you did all that i wouldn't do, erasing lines around us i held my head, i used to hold you, but now i'll walk around us and i can't lie and claim confused when i know just what happened you got bored, and i felt used, now i'm all sad about it

would it have killed you to explain that you weren't ready?

and, still, i gave you i, gave you i gave you i

my honest commitment i sat and listened i was your floorboard, holding it down

and could you not deny the truth? 'cause i know just what happened you got bored, and i felt used, now i'm all sad about it

when did you slip through my fingers, did i ever have you? was i just a placeholder to fill the hole inside you?

i held my head, i used to hold you but now i'll walk around us

and i won't lie and claim confused when i know just what happened

oh, you got bored, and i felt used, now i'm so sad about it

it's a normal thing to fall in love with movie stars when the lights are low and red at all their favorite bars

and the plotline was rare, swear i felt you right there maybe that was the beginning of our love affair

 did my pacing and reeling i even think it looked cute at times i know there's more than that feeling i didn't know it for most my life

you were great, what a show, but i don't recommend getting close, that's how it goes but i'll see you again

couldn't you go quiet? no one noticed, i did but i notice everything, so you're not different

i practice speeches in private i was impressed with my every line i think we call that performing that's not how i want to spend my life

getting close, should have known but i'll see you again

and you changed my life, but i guess i'll see ya 'cause it's over now, so i guess i'll see ya

he made you live out that nightmare and you nearly lost it you made a joke and you watched it go over his head

good luck, charlie i hope you're happy this isn't what you wanted you know that it's her or nothin'

you can go home at night and you might really not need her but you feel her everywhere, she is the love of your life

now it all comes down to you

good luck, charlie i hope you're happy

you openly admit you're far away from healing and i hate to pull the plug but i think i get your deal

you're the saddest, but a good kid almost loved you, but i didn't i could laugh now, how we tried to play those parts

and it's half of you that hurts sometimes, the half that i don't get i swear that i'm not mad at you, but i can't share your bed now

that you blew up on a tuesday how does pain taste when it melts into your tongue?

it's a pain that i caught you at a bad time it's a shame that i memorized your outline you were straight up with me, you were so kind but i knew what you knew, honey, great minds it was harsh 'cause i lost what i wanted i was brave when i kissed you in london we're collateral here, man, we got hit hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage every page that i wrote, you were on it feel you deep in my bones, you're the current and i showed no restraint, it was something i was scared until you made me love it

chances are i'll be here, we could share a lifeline if you feel like fallin', catch me on the way down

never been less empty, all i feel is free now

smoky, dark, crowded room, i need nothing under pink light in june (ah-ah-ah)

i burn for you and you don't even know my name if you asked me to i'd give up everything

break my heart and start a fire, you got me overnight

(just let me be) oh, close to you, close to you, close to you

you pull me in and touch my neck, and now i'm dying

you should be mine for life, i'll be signing every dotted line (ah-ah-ah)

chemical override, ultraviolet you could be mine tonight

pull the trigger on the gun i gave you when we met i wanna be close to you

just let me be close to you, close to you, close to you

[blingblong55]

Wrong Direction- COD Men..prt.2

how they'd react to you cheating on them

This is based on a request:

Angst?, cheating, F!Reader,

Backstory:

-3 days before-

Your partner and you lived a comfortable life, considering what they do for a living. Life was perfect for him, he had the one person he could really trust. After every mission you were the one he would go home to. His home. The one place where no one could ever hurt him in. You were his safe place. Heaven if you will. He nuzzled his head in your chest. He was so tired when he came back from missions. And when you held him like this, your arms around him, your legs intertwined with his, it made his heart melt. Listening to your heart beat after the rough missions he'd take brought him patience. "this feels nice." he'd say when you would brush your hands through his hair. It was something so intimate, pure and beautiful.

But all fairy tales must come to an end. And tonight the book closed and the story finished. He came home from a last minute meeting, at around 3 in the afternoon. He heard you giggling with someone in your shared kitchen. But when he turned the corner, expecting you to be there with some animal you found while feeding your other animals, he found you with him. He was kissing your neck, your hand on the back of his head. You smiled like never before. Feeding yourself from all this pleasure.

Couldn't even see you through the smoke Lookin' back, I probably should have known But I just wanted to believe that you were out sleepin' alone

Alejandro:

he was heartbroken. How dare you? he gave up most things in life to have you.

He wanted to fix this, fix your marriage, but how could he when the problem wasn't fixing, it was mending the broken pieces that fell from him as he watched you with that guy.

He walked away from the kitchen, trying to be silent as he walked out the door.

All he wanted was to come home to you and kiss you all over.

"te amo, lo sabes?" he'd asked, "me too" which you'd answer every time.

He loved how you butchered Spanish, but he adored how you took classes for him.

He wasn't mad, he was furious, heart ached.

It was the kind that you want to stop but can't.

He was out the rest of the night. He got drunk, really drunk. He cried and cried. Nursed an empty bottle in his arms. His mates had to take him to base and cool him off. But he fought and fought until his own body gave up. He broke down in more tears, asking them why you had done such cruel thing to him. Rudy tried calling you, but Alexander stopped him. "no, I cant hear her voice, porfavor Rudy, not her."

So he did best and took him to his mothers. There he cried in her arms, just like how he did when he was a child. "mama," he cried, his little boy self holding onto his knee, his mum curing his wound. "ma?" his arms met her body. He leaned down so she could kiss his cheek. All night he stayed in her arms.

A/n: I'll let ya decide if he talks to you.

Rudy:

oh you are the worst for this one.

He trusted you with his body, soul and mind.

It was not like him, be he rushed to the man and punched him.

He took you away to the place you two called 'little heaven', there he cried to you.

Asking and asking, begging for some answer.

"porque? a caso mi amor no es suficiente?"

his lips quivering, he couldn't look at you.

"R/n? porfa, contestame." All you did was cry, you couldn't tell him. "I needed something from him." you calmly spoke. "what? I could give you anything you want!" his pain now turning into anger. He never raised his voice at you, never.

"I would die a thousand times before I would ever cheat on you!" All you did was nod. It was hard to explain, but, they had information of him. His family, base location, you. And the one thing you had to do was,,,touch that man. He started to walk away.

"Rodolfo, porfavor." you followed behind him. He just kept walking, eventually you catch up to him. You turn him around so he can face you. He was silently crying, looking down. "Yo te amo, no es justo." he said, voice shaky. "no lo hice para lastimarte. Era, para, chider a nuestza familia." you said, your hand over your belly.

He looked up at you. And for about an hour you explained it to him. He eventually realized you were pregnant. He of course forgave you. He carried you back to his car. Sitting there in silence, watching the sun set.

Keegan:

why? this poor man loved you!

he was furious.

The first woman he ever loved, the one who had taught him how to be more open.

After all you had taught him about love, the one he learned to be patient for.

It wasn't in him to be so...wild.. when you were around, he would - never let you see that side of him.

He pushed the man off, punching him and leaving him unconscious.

He yelled at you, "why!" his on your shoulders, "why r/n" he looked at you differently.

after no response, he walked away. Once he was far away from your shared home, he cried. Almost crashed as he did this. He punched the wheel of the car, yelling so many curse words. He parked his car somewhere, got out of it and sat on the ground. Crying, he looked up at the sky.

And the memories came in, how you kissed him on the first date because he was so nervous. The morning you woke him up, a birthday cake on your hands as you sang to him. And the countless time you took care of him and his stubborn sick self. "Keegs, please, just one more sip of this medicine and I promise you'll be better!" you protested. "no, it tastes so shit, so hell fucking no!" he walked away from the bed. About 30 minutes later, he slept in the couch, and then 2 minutes later, you walked in, a pillow in hand a a blanket. You slept on the floor, holding his hand. Taking care of him.

Now, here he was. Alone, sad and fucking mad. Just what he needed. On the radio came the song you two sang, the same one both sang on the way to the courthouse. A little adventure, the best now being the worst mistake.

His head hanged low, and for about 2 hours, he was asleep.

A/n: I dont know if you'd want one with graves, kreuger and Makarov, so please let me know. Also, the prt 2 to the other cheating ones will be out soon!

[hyeahgaku]

Didn't know we're getting a chapter today as I was away from Tumblr I should have seen your posts sooner BUT WAS I SURPRISED! Gaku vs Nagumo is so fireeeeeee!!!! AND SHISHIBAAAAA!!! Breaking the wall just to grip the enemy's neck is COLD! But how did the fake hammer explode though?! And how did he know to make a decoy?!! DID I MISS SOMETHING

Welcome back! Yeah the chapter was basically🔥

Shishiba is criminally underrated, puttin him side by side w Nagumo. I do hope Shishiba gets the shine that he deserves. Idw anybody to be sleepin on this dude just cuz his weapon is simple. Speakin of, I know just one fan who belives that Shishiba is the strongest ORDER member, 2nd to Takamura, so I hope Suzuki-sensei proves to us whether our fan theories & scalings are right or not once & for all. (For me I just think Takamura is the strongest, followed by Shishiba & Nagumo tied in second place cuz I cant scale them for my life lol)

Yea I think you may have missed out something. Shishiba, Osa & Nagumo "kidnapped" Heisuke the other day remember? He told them about Kumanomi's abilities & that is how Shishiba decided to fool her w the fake hammer first & even had a 💣 planted so that it'd explode when Kumanomi took it. He had it all planned out nicely.

I doubt Kumanomi is unscathed but I'm sure she's not dead at least.

[crazinesswithjoshy]

Disney Princess

I remember layin awake having woke wet dreams

Then i woke up got used to the realities of life see

Maturity is about giving up on your childish dream

It took me awhile to grow i grow slow

Used to talk about it but didn't realize how far commitment can go

My father used to brag about sleepin wit 10s and then and an O

A mosagonistic shadow im not peter pan i cant fly low

The higher you are the smaller the shadow below

So let me get like dumbo off this bruce banner and go hulk

Or should i say herc cause i got titans to slay

Attacking with 17 heads was the hydras mistake

My brain getting sharper a cut above

Like a Golden thread in the hands of the fates

But woman seem to be in controle of my fate

I fall for any sleepin beauty on my most troubled of days

Looking for a Pocahontas but settlin for tinderella dates

Lookin dopey gettin told to go far far away

My hanging mirror was shattered at a young age

So im not incline to any form of commitment

But then i met my caribian princesses

Not saying shes a black pearl but im a frog shes my princess

Whats that mean? Means when i kiss it

My sails are open and im lifted

I wont mufasa on her Were incredible Were gifted

Im her big hero six shes my number one

Adds up to being holy like a sword in a stone

We make magic and im still just an apprentice

She raised me from under the sea of depression

She helped me turn myself inside out and untangle my woes

So im not lost looking for nemo

No i can look to a brighter tomorrow and write a chapter that's never been told

Now back to my laughin hyenas

Like Ka youre just snakes in the grass

Not takin the time to perfect your craft

So im simba here to clean up the after math

If it went over your head let me take a step back

I killed scar and khan so you better step back

You couldn't think conscious with Aladdin's lamp

Im attackin you with Disney cause yous a lady and a tramp

And i heard you be milirockin with snow white

Tryin to wreck it like Ralf with ms moana tonight

Better be Brave when she regrets you trying to slide

You're Ponocio she sees thru those lies

She got to leave at 4 but by 10 shes already seen 10 'I'm different' guys

You want to be her Zues but wont treat her like Hera

Youre more Jafar to Jasmine that not fair huh

Maybe she isnt a damsel in distress

So sweet words wont lift her dress

She takes care of herself she gets down to business

Shes a beauty don't be beast less you ready to ask for forgiveness

Don't be stupid and get frozen when she tells you no

Be like the song just let it go

Let it go let it go you'll be amazed how far you'll go once you let your ego go

While your at it ill tell you how you can fly like mary poppins

It starts with puttin down the mary and pill poppin

Expanding your mind is gravy

But at experiment 6 2 6 it get crazy

So if youre doin it to run from yourself

Youre just around the river bend to a better self

Im talking about self help

And having a woman that doesn't measure your wealth

So dont Scrooge on love

Cause tarzan was the wealthiest one

[toffy-up]

I have enaugh. I cant anymore.

Look i write my dreams down and slowly. Slowly i get to my limit with the newest. I will pos a few here now. Maybe then i can stop thinking about them.

1.I was in my old house in the basement. I watched Tv in the hobbyroom. We never spend much time there tho, except for me i was there a whole summer. I dont know why anyomre. Anyways, I watched Tv and informt myself about a horror cosplayer. Suddenly there were a demon face, a woman crawling without a head, in the TV, and other completly terrifying stuff. I ran upstairs but before i did, i wanted some proof and started to film from between the stairs, like there were gaps, but i think it already stopped from happen. Then i got up and didnt found anyone. So i ran to the next floor were my grandma was sitting with her back to me watching TV with my uncle. My uncle asked me "How does living with your grandma is going. I was confused, i dont life with my grandma, anymore at least. Also i was so scarred still but i knew they wouldnt belive me, so i just stand the and answerd what i thought he wanna hear. I said "Yeah its fine right Grandma?". She didnt turned around to me, but she said something i cant remember. I got back down and found my boyfriend sleepin on the couch. Completly coverd in a blanket. So i woke him still pretty scarred and nervous. We went into my REALLY little room and i told him what i saw. I whisperd "i saw it! That demon. And hes strong." I think he belived me, because we wanted to get out of this house. There were a bibel and a cross on the window still. My boyfriend got out of the room and i heard my mum say to him "Hey Tom, you can get out of the hospital when you smoke. So you can smoke nothing will happen" Because my Aunt said that to her, my mum was on the phone with her. I opend a drawer and saw to alexas. (Oh a detail i remeberd was that when i ran from the basment, there wasnt a door its an open stair case. I looked at the corner where my dad had always his computers and i thought "mh thats weird why arent they there?".) And uhm maybe some information that helps is that, my mum and dad divorced when i was pretty young, but my dad stayed in the house not my mum

2. I was in a playgriund as an adult. Its a place i knew from my childhood, its a big hall with massive ammount of playthings, trampolins, slides, jungle gyms. Stuff like that. Its was for kids between the age of 6 to 12 i would say. There also was a kids corner, were i always was to old for, in the dream too. But they could draw there play wirh more little things. In the dream i went inside with my boyfriend, there werent any minni humans anymore. We looked around the little kids drawing untill i noticed. Wait, thats my drawings, my darker ones to be specific. They looked like a kid had redraw them. I was confused i said to Tom. "Honey? There are my drawings" He didnt really belived me, even tho he should know my pictures. Then a woman came in, one of the caretakers. She was confused why we are there and i imeadiatly asked her who draw them. And now now it gets weird. She said ow a girl blahblahblah. I looked at the drawing and notices a sign there stand Lilith. But that wasnt all. As i went outside again, my boyfriend already by the car. 2 staff members came to me and talked to me in a closed room. They said weird thing going on and then they eaid like a spell. And i...i was blocked out of my own dream only black. Untill i got back out off the room. And went ouzside with some salt they had seemed to give me

3. I was back in my old hometown. Like i was travelt thru time. I noticed pretty fast, because of the shopping mile i was it there were shops that didnt excist anymore. The first thought was my grandpa. He died and back in time i would be able to see him again. So i started ranning too my old house, my grandpa was at work his car wasnt there. But i didnt think that tru. So i stood there infront of the house and i think i saw myself as a baby, my mother was carrying me. She looked young again. She saw me but didnt reconize me. I was pretty unsure because of time and i didnt wanted to mess things up. So i started to ran away. And she followed me asking if i was my dads new girlfriend. The one who he cheated on her with. I said no and ran away again. It was all very real feeling. Like i was back in time

4. Now one of the most intense one. I was somewehere and waited for Tom (My boyfriend) to pick me up. He did and on the right his friend called him. In the call he had on speakers, it came out he had been in an amusement park with his friend, his girlfriend and another girl. The girl said how much she had missed him and i was angry, so i went out of the car. And then oh boy....i started walking home myself but when i got in my old hometown, this wasnt my own hometown. It was a weird place. There were doors, everywhere, like colourful buildings door on door and open rooms. Like a setup were you could look in. And that was when i realized i was dreaming. So i opend a door scarred. A man sat in there on a chair, he had gray hair a gray light beard. A normal middle aged man. It was like a futuristic room. Nothing much there. I knew we talked, i dont know what anymore but, a voice told me, that i would told him im dreaming something terrible would happen. So i didnt. He wanted to make a picture or i wanted to make a picture. I dont know what i know was. There was this voice again. Telling me, if i wouldnt wake up now, i never will. I started trying to wake up. I needed more then 5 times before i was able to wake up fully. Like i blinked i was still there, it was like someone helped me pulling me out of it

5. I was at home, i dont remember what exactly happend in my home anymore. But this why i stargtwriting down my dreams. So i was at home and looked to clock who spinning increadibly fast. And in that second i knew i was dreaming. The floor under me cracked and the wall behind me dissapeared. I was floating around in the universe. The diffrent colours the stars. I just remember floating around.

So uhm its from new to old. I have a lot more. Some scarry some really....weird. buts always my old house and the basment there. It was a big old house. The basment was also really big. I had always been terrefyed of it. It was a lot of rooms and doors. And lets say, there happend some weirs things. It was never really dangerous but the vibe of it? Was at least scarry, damn even right now i get goosebumbs talking about it....

[yeah-they-call-me-d]

the way that my relationship with kayla has devolved is honestly the healthiest thing that has ever happened for me. i feel like we are better to eachother now than we were in our entire relationship. it feels nice. i think maybe if this is how the whole relationship felt (minus the not sleepin in the same room, going our separate ways on weekends, etc) then we could have made it work. but i do just think we are better as friends. i will always have love for her, but i am not in love with her. that is sad to think about, but i got her back no matter shwhat. i just feel guilty i couldnt have had a conversation, but also i was at a point i didn’t want to work things out. i took the pussy route in the situation which makes me disgusting. i accept that fact, but also, i know she would have wanted to work things out with me and i just didn’t feel comfortable with it. i should have been honest with ******* because really she had my back and blew that to shit as well. there isn’t much i can do at this point other than make sure i don’t continue to make the same mistakes. i am not the best version of myself yet, but each day i wake up, i can tell that i am growing. i just cant ever stop growing now. i haven’t actively had depressive thoughts and honestly, i am proud of that. i feel like i am struggling with my depression more than ever, but i have been keeping my head and the majority of body out of the water. that’s more than i have ever done. i’m not happy, but i’m not sad. i’m at some weird middle ground. i have my ups and my downs, but for the past three months they really have maintained within a fixed range. it isn’t much, but it is honest work.

[wait----------what]

Welp lots happened since this one so imma start

- the tomorrow city area wasn't like what I'd hopped for tbh like yeah it was total sci-fi future tech but it was a lil too tron for my tastes ig, was really holdin out hope for a more steampunk vibe cause of all the gears you have to find n exposed hears is more steampunk than whatever was goin on there

- kinda miffed i couldn't figure a way to get that colar but atleast you can buy the other goofy parts later on

-oswald you came at kinda a bad time but still OSWALD :D

- again the fight with pete anamatronic was entirely based on tron n the whole point of waste land bein 'forgotten shit' it'd be cool to see more of the old designs that tommorow land had cause alot of it was more steampunk/ jewls vern type ideas with a lot more brass n copper n it'd be cooler to have that type of thing cause the first area where you get the nautilus up (i forgotten to mention thay before but that was real fuckin cool) was kinda more the vibe I though it would've been

- looks like goofy won't be fallin to peices anytime soon :)

- hey I finally got ortensia's house open i wonder what insi- oh her children are standin sadly around one end of the room with their heads down? ummm mabey they're just a lil tired? yeah, no thats her locket thats- gods that probably that last thing they have of hers isn't it?

- . . .goofy what the fuck man, first its not mine to give n second why the fuck would I give it to the museum for a few crappy e bucks???

- you could say mickeys heart grew a size given that locket back to oswald, huh?

- haha that bitch face smee gave gus dude I never thought smee woulda been the sassy one XD

- awwww that's kinda sweet that pirate guy havin a crush

I'm the wing man - er wing mouse? cool I got you man flowers are easy to get

Nvm the game's glitched out so she's gettin ice cream instead, ooof that was ruff buddy should found this shit out for your self anyways

(now I feel bad cause everytime I look over he mopein around)

- wait. . .im supposed to be gettin a teddy bear for this guy? that's super sweet actually kinda reminds me of just how fucked up the peter pan book was given that all the pirates are the lost boys that lived, makes sense a bunch of them wouldn't have grown 'up' into social norms like that dumb 'adults cant sleep with toys that's childish', which is complete bull shit {im not about to give mine up I've got enough trouble sleepin already thank you very much >:( }

- daisy you scared the fuckin life outta me! you gotta warn a guy before you start a cut scene!!

oof I get your upset cause you don't know where your bf is but damn whatd goofy ever do to you??

- damn pirates just abandonin ship like this is kinda makes the place eerie like these fucks never gave a damn before but they think this is too dangerous to keep goin?? what the fuck am I meant to do about it??

- gus... what do ya mean dont ask you how you know what the prison key looks like? that's the only thing I'm gonna be thinkin about now! hell I might even draw it later. . .

anyways I've got a 6-ish hour round car trip tommorow so don't expect to see anythin for here

Bye

I just started playin epic mickey for the first time (I thought I'd played it before but idk if I ever managed to get that far in wo my brother wantin to play ( he basically just wanted to watch me play it a la lets play style) that stupid princess game

Soooo lets get this shit on the road like I did for batdr

- mickey you dick

- its nice for a tutorial where you can actually die in I've not got one of those in a while n its nice to know that 'don't step in the green stuff' actual means go ahead n jump in it if you like but it ain't gonna be good for you

- OSWALD :D

- oooooh the art style for those cut scenes are fuckin amazin! its kinda a lil grainy like its all been draw in by pencil with a couple stray strokes here n there its so cool!

- so I'm basically doin the same shit the guy from who framed roger rabbit did? ( this one came from my dad since he was in the room doin work cause we'd meant to play em2 cause its a 2 player but it wouldn't start)

- gettin some major undertale vibes from the paint to befriend, thinner to kill thing so far

- holy fuck that projector-travel-platformer is so cool, especially with the edges of the film reel at the side of the screen, would've been cooler if it had the same 2d effect the cut scenes had goin on to really tie the old cartoon vibe together cause mockey kinda stands out in the wii-3d-graphic way

- welp. . .geuss helpin those trapped guys really was useful after all

- all the references to Alice's adventures in wonderland/alice through the looking glass have been real neat so far, like the but at the first cut scene (which given that its happening in the the 'real world makes scence that its the typical style that the rest of the game is in) n the fact that you're followin a rabbit deeper n deeper into this world is super cool!

Idk that's kinda it for now . . . Bye:D

[per-sie]

grease inspired eddissy headcanons!

have you guys watched grease? i love this movie so much and i can think of so many good headcanons! plus chrissy and sandy have the same vibes, even wear the same hairstyle. and sandy it's also a cheerleader like!!!!!! i wonder if it was an inspiration? i don't think eddie have much of that danny zuko vibe since zuko it's more the popular type, but they're both rebels in their way. gonna drop some headcanons now (no vecna au)! never done it before so it might be a little messy but i'm just letting my imagination run wild 💘

eddie and chrissy had a thing in elementary school that lasted just for a day - that day were she saw him performing with corroded coffin. they never spoke with each other again till high school, when she asks him for drugs in order to escape her traumas. they still feel the exact same way for each other.

chrissy being a pink lady. that's it, that's the headcanon. i just think is so cute, absolutely her vibe. might need a fanart of this later (not begging someone to do this but i actually am)

in grease sandy and danny had to deal with the fact that they're both very different and it's the same for eddissy and their social cicles.

that scene where sandy watch danny on a car race but instead it's chrissy watching eddie playing d&d lol

drive-in movie date 🥺 and a prom date ofc!

at the graduation day he would try to look like a 'good guy' thinking it would make her happy, just to see her looking like a rebel to make him happy too. (also begging for a fanart of this lmao i just cant draw guys)

eddie and chrissy going on a group date with his and her friends at an amusement park later on the graduation day

might do a grease inspired moodboard for the babies later💕

[love-songs-for-emma]

the day i can get paid for reading fanfiction, it’s all over for u bjtches

[scourge-sympathiser]

im actually so into how my non scene scourge turned out skdnskdbskbd